Also how dare you ever think I wanted this disorder. You have no idea of who I am or what Ive been through in my life. I don't think anyone ever truely wants to be sick. My doctors states it like this " no one wants cancer, so no one wants an eating disorder". So don't you think I like having this or am proud of it because Im not. It just happen and Im working my butt off to get better. I am going to recover. But don't you ever think I am happy to be label "anorexic". i hate it
Having an eating disorder just doesn't interupt your eating it interupts your whole way of living. My point is there is a difference. I wasn't even functional when I was sick, I also lost of important relationships in my life because of this. There is a difference and thats my point. Not that one is more deadly or harder to over come than the other but there is a difference. Both very unhealthy and need medical addressing, so Im not saying mine is in your words "better"
Also how dare you think I am happy or "proud to be but in the hospital. I been hospitalized 4x and it wasn't like I am happy or think my eating disorder is more severe thereford you interupt it to think I would think "better". Ha that is the farthest thing from the truth. I actually was just hospitalized again for it because of a sucidie attempt. However my point is there is a difference between disordered eating and eating disorders.
I was not saying her is less serious but I was upset and put off by her blaming it on having a "thinner" friend. Yes at first all eating disorders & disordered eating is about the desire to be thin. However now that I've been in recovery I can see that an eating disorder is a very complex thing its a biopsychosocial disorder and I believe even a soul disorder. I was upset because that is not what an eating disorder is about....
@Horsebabe4 when youre that young, and you have a skinny friend, like she had said , she thought she was naturally thin.. so in an 11 year olds mind they could easily develop a disorder in that circumstance.
um excuse me but it sounds like you're undermining her experience because you think yours was 'tougher' or i don't know, more 'hardcore?' congratulations on your three time hospitalization, it doesn't mean your ed is in a fucked up sense better than hers. it's hard for everybody with an eating disorder OR disordered eating. don't say hers isn't 'real' because she wasn't hospitalized.
i'm pretty sure that ANYONE with any type of disordered eating has a daily struggle with food.
@Horsebabe4 Bullshit. Just because her disorder is different than yours doesn't mean that she doesn't have one. I've never been hospitalized, but I've had to endure a daily battle every day since I was 11. Don't make yourself feel important and special because your disorder is textbook, and don't put this poor girl down. People with eating disorders shouldn't put each other down, they should build each other up. Ridiculous.
it is a term for those who have an eating disorder that does not fall under all the criteria of either Bulimia Nervosa or Anorexia Nervosa, yet still may practice eating disorder habbits
i know how you fell. my friend has an eating diorder and it makes me feel fat. everyone says i am NOT fat but i am tryign to go on a diet. i am also 11 and weighed about 95. god bbless
little sister, you have such a precious face and natural disposition, please be safe and try not to do this anymore, I know its a struggle but hopefully you can do it. thanks for posting the video.
I had that skinny best friend, too(she didnt have ED but still it was intimidating and made me feel fat around her). I was told the same thing when I was little-eat less you lose weight-eat a lot you gain weight. My mom sounds exactly like yours was. Family is the most triggering thing for me.I can relate to your story a lot!
Um - this is almost my EXACT story. Everything from the skinny friend to the homeschooling and the skipping meals and water to the CARROT JUICE (!), so crazy! I was also a healthy weight when I started to starve myself. Omg it's like looking into the past, please post more!
57 days?! what did you do when you ran out of carrot juice?
TheMeYouSee14 1 month ago
Would it be OK if I used part of this video for my English project?
Waddles12360 9 months ago
@ xmuuxchanx
Also how dare you ever think I wanted this disorder. You have no idea of who I am or what Ive been through in my life. I don't think anyone ever truely wants to be sick. My doctors states it like this " no one wants cancer, so no one wants an eating disorder". So don't you think I like having this or am proud of it because Im not. It just happen and Im working my butt off to get better. I am going to recover. But don't you ever think I am happy to be label "anorexic". i hate it
Horsebabe4 10 months ago
@ xmuuxchanx
Having an eating disorder just doesn't interupt your eating it interupts your whole way of living. My point is there is a difference. I wasn't even functional when I was sick, I also lost of important relationships in my life because of this. There is a difference and thats my point. Not that one is more deadly or harder to over come than the other but there is a difference. Both very unhealthy and need medical addressing, so Im not saying mine is in your words "better"
Horsebabe4 10 months ago
@xmuuxchanx
Also how dare you think I am happy or "proud to be but in the hospital. I been hospitalized 4x and it wasn't like I am happy or think my eating disorder is more severe thereford you interupt it to think I would think "better". Ha that is the farthest thing from the truth. I actually was just hospitalized again for it because of a sucidie attempt. However my point is there is a difference between disordered eating and eating disorders.
Horsebabe4 10 months ago
@xmuuxchanx
@ lockeantheroy2
I was not saying her is less serious but I was upset and put off by her blaming it on having a "thinner" friend. Yes at first all eating disorders & disordered eating is about the desire to be thin. However now that I've been in recovery I can see that an eating disorder is a very complex thing its a biopsychosocial disorder and I believe even a soul disorder. I was upset because that is not what an eating disorder is about....
Horsebabe4 10 months ago
@Horsebabe4 when youre that young, and you have a skinny friend, like she had said , she thought she was naturally thin.. so in an 11 year olds mind they could easily develop a disorder in that circumstance.
VictoryJenn7 8 months ago
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Horsebabe4 10 months ago
God, you're beautiful.
xMuuxchanx 10 months ago
Wow carrot juice fast for 57 daysss?!??? Xox
plepor 1 year ago
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Horsebabe4 1 year ago
@Horsebabe4
um excuse me but it sounds like you're undermining her experience because you think yours was 'tougher' or i don't know, more 'hardcore?' congratulations on your three time hospitalization, it doesn't mean your ed is in a fucked up sense better than hers. it's hard for everybody with an eating disorder OR disordered eating. don't say hers isn't 'real' because she wasn't hospitalized.
i'm pretty sure that ANYONE with any type of disordered eating has a daily struggle with food.
lockeantheory 1 year ago
@Horsebabe4 Bullshit. Just because her disorder is different than yours doesn't mean that she doesn't have one. I've never been hospitalized, but I've had to endure a daily battle every day since I was 11. Don't make yourself feel important and special because your disorder is textbook, and don't put this poor girl down. People with eating disorders shouldn't put each other down, they should build each other up. Ridiculous.
xMuuxchanx 10 months ago
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Horsebabe4 1 year ago
WHAT is ednos!?!? XD
polly10022 1 year ago
@polly10022
Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
it is a term for those who have an eating disorder that does not fall under all the criteria of either Bulimia Nervosa or Anorexia Nervosa, yet still may practice eating disorder habbits
silver18tiara 1 year ago
i know how you fell. my friend has an eating diorder and it makes me feel fat. everyone says i am NOT fat but i am tryign to go on a diet. i am also 11 and weighed about 95. god bbless
kittylovr101 1 year ago
little sister, you have such a precious face and natural disposition, please be safe and try not to do this anymore, I know its a struggle but hopefully you can do it. thanks for posting the video.
wallahumustaan 2 years ago
you look like muffy from arthur (not being offensive) your really pretty you shouldnt have to worry about food! good luck
sopheee 2 years ago
I can relate all of us with an addiction are definately good liars and manipulaters as well.
jdpasino 2 years ago
I had that skinny best friend, too(she didnt have ED but still it was intimidating and made me feel fat around her). I was told the same thing when I was little-eat less you lose weight-eat a lot you gain weight. My mom sounds exactly like yours was. Family is the most triggering thing for me.I can relate to your story a lot!
Lovesenduringpromise 2 years ago
Um - this is almost my EXACT story. Everything from the skinny friend to the homeschooling and the skipping meals and water to the CARROT JUICE (!), so crazy! I was also a healthy weight when I started to starve myself. Omg it's like looking into the past, please post more!
onelittleplum 2 years ago
Really?
Hm, cool.
So i guess you pretty much understand then?
Lol that so weird that's it exactly the same!
silver18tiara 2 years ago