@SuperCrazylady21 no, drug counselor... also Bipolar I Disordered... when I get manic and psychotic, I hear voices and I get loud and talk fast as hell... it makes me feel like I am possessed... so as someone that knows what it is really like, and have a high interaction rate with borderlines and maybe you have bipolar II disorder but you definitely don't have Bipolar I Disorder
@MrSpemat well if you actually took the time to read my channel info...they had misdiagnosed me at that time...I'm actually schizoaffective, bipolar type. and you should know that symptoms vary from patient to patient.........................lol.
@MrSpemat Me too and im way older than you. Its nice to know there are other people with the exact same mental health reactions, not just saying bipolar when everybody with it doesnt act the same. This is a life long struggle and there will be many more crazy days. I say stay true to yourself and take 1 day at a time, it will be different the next day. Maybe a bad day maybe a good one..roll the dice.
You where neither psychotic or manic. If you where you would have no insight into being as such. Please learn the definitions of both terms before you misuse them.
hey your very talented with your drawings, alot of bi-polarbears are. hmmm... have uever drawn an owl?? sitti on a branch? i want a tattoo of an owl sitting on a branchim facinated by em.
your problem is simply that you're a narcissistic attention-seeking loser with low self-esteem who's too selfish and self-obsessed to be thankful that you DON'T have any real problems. there are people in the world starving to death, paralyzed, blind, i could go on and on. most people in the world cant afford a video camera or a computer to watch this crap. so shut up and get over yourself so you can grow up, it's like you're still stuck in the 'teenage angst' phase.
@TheAbsurd88 shut up you idiot, she's trying to get herself togethor. At least she isnt running away from it. Not many people have the guts to let people in on the most hidden parts of themselves. Dont throw someone down when they are trying to get up!!!!!!!!!!!!! By doing what she's doing she's giving other people hope, who might not have any because they feel alone in their condition, so stick that in your pipe and smoke it bitch!
@TheAbsurd88 Would you apologize for being asthmatic? Or having diabetes? No, my Mother had Bi Polar 2, and honestly, it is easier to be blind or hungry. I will give paralyzed its respect. But, fuck you sir or ma'am.
Be careful with sleeping pills - might be best to let the doc. know how you're (not) sleeping - doctor can probably adjust medications to work that out better.
@Flyaway3861 NOW THAT MAKES SENSE!!! It probably was withdrawal. Thanks, you made me feel 5 billion times better...for a minute I thought I was losing it again :P But yeah, I'm already starting to have to deal with tough memories and it really sucks. It makes it hard to stay away from the bottle, but I'm fighting the urge because I know in the end that it'll be better for me...alcohol does not help AT ALL plus it makes my bipolar disorder even worse. Thanks so much for your support <3
i am diagnosed by multiple doctors and psychiatrists as bipolar, although i am type 2 with ongoing psychotic attributes. it is possible that the psychotic features could be related to the bipolar. even though i am bipolar i experience almost constant delusions, and less often hallucinations.
@MrCobrakiller I hallucinate a lot of the time, though the majority of the time it's auditory. Everyone talks shit about me. I'm hoping it's just rapid cycling, but my psychiatrist seemed to be concerned about it (though she wont freaking schedule me for re-testing! it's taking her forever!). But yeah...I hope you're right :P
ok ill see if i can pull some strings to make her call u to retest u. i wish i saw stars in my room that smiled at me, consider yourself one of the lucky ones, i can imagine it but its not the same. nothing u said here was disturbing to me js. jesus hates me. when YOU say he loves me it almost sounds believable tho. have a fabulous sleep. do not die jacki.
@animetentaclez lmao YES DO IT MAN! lol lol yeah it's not that disturbing, it's just disturbing that I fell into that strange "twilight zone"...it happens rarely, usually when I can't sleep, but it's been since December since I experienced something similar to this, though I really hurt myself that last time. I'm not going to die LOL
Tell ya what. someday .. lets meet in person and I will trade my hat for your groovy one. and then we can sport em awhile and trade back? it could happen. pay it forward YO!
@dreamr2x yeeees i have and your videos are awesome dear bobs. and we can trade for a day lol I wanted to get that kind of hat in Mexico but I couldn't jew them down, there were set on that price and I was like screeeeew that lol.
well to be honest u better not mess with what u suffer from.In my country the psychiatrists tell u
only that u have psychotic syndrom either u have schizophrenia ,schizoaffective etc
Metalas656 1 week ago
Classic borderline personality disorder...
MrSpemat 4 weeks ago
@MrSpemat ooooo so are you a psychologist?!?!?!?!?! ...lmfao...
SuperCrazylady21 4 weeks ago
@SuperCrazylady21 no, drug counselor... also Bipolar I Disordered... when I get manic and psychotic, I hear voices and I get loud and talk fast as hell... it makes me feel like I am possessed... so as someone that knows what it is really like, and have a high interaction rate with borderlines and maybe you have bipolar II disorder but you definitely don't have Bipolar I Disorder
MrSpemat 4 weeks ago
@MrSpemat well if you actually took the time to read my channel info...they had misdiagnosed me at that time...I'm actually schizoaffective, bipolar type. and you should know that symptoms vary from patient to patient.........................lol.
SuperCrazylady21 4 weeks ago
@MrSpemat Me too and im way older than you. Its nice to know there are other people with the exact same mental health reactions, not just saying bipolar when everybody with it doesnt act the same. This is a life long struggle and there will be many more crazy days. I say stay true to yourself and take 1 day at a time, it will be different the next day. Maybe a bad day maybe a good one..roll the dice.
hotgluegunfun1 3 weeks ago
do you actually remember writing it?????? xxxxxx
alcoholismrecovery 2 months ago
I don't know how to put this in a nice manner; you annoy me.
depress0r 2 months ago
@depress0r your comment annoys me.
SuperCrazylady21 2 months ago
@SuperCrazylady21 How would it not? I'm giving you constructive criticism.
depress0r 2 months ago
@depress0r lol but the question is...how is some idiots opinion constructive criticism?
SuperCrazylady21 2 months ago
You where neither psychotic or manic. If you where you would have no insight into being as such. Please learn the definitions of both terms before you misuse them.
Hornilope 6 months ago
hey your very talented with your drawings, alot of bi-polarbears are. hmmm... have uever drawn an owl?? sitti on a branch? i want a tattoo of an owl sitting on a branchim facinated by em.
BeautifulHyster1a 7 months ago
@BeautifulHyster1a nah but i'd like to once i get inspired. haven't been very motivated since 3 or 4 months ago :P
SuperCrazylady21 7 months ago
your problem is simply that you're a narcissistic attention-seeking loser with low self-esteem who's too selfish and self-obsessed to be thankful that you DON'T have any real problems. there are people in the world starving to death, paralyzed, blind, i could go on and on. most people in the world cant afford a video camera or a computer to watch this crap. so shut up and get over yourself so you can grow up, it's like you're still stuck in the 'teenage angst' phase.
TheAbsurd88 7 months ago
@TheAbsurd88 shut up you idiot, she's trying to get herself togethor. At least she isnt running away from it. Not many people have the guts to let people in on the most hidden parts of themselves. Dont throw someone down when they are trying to get up!!!!!!!!!!!!! By doing what she's doing she's giving other people hope, who might not have any because they feel alone in their condition, so stick that in your pipe and smoke it bitch!
alcoholismrecovery 2 months ago
@TheAbsurd88 Would you apologize for being asthmatic? Or having diabetes? No, my Mother had Bi Polar 2, and honestly, it is easier to be blind or hungry. I will give paralyzed its respect. But, fuck you sir or ma'am.
RENOGUY777 1 month ago
Some scary stuff. Thanks for sharing.
And yes, it gets better.
Be careful with sleeping pills - might be best to let the doc. know how you're (not) sleeping - doctor can probably adjust medications to work that out better.
MichaelPaoli 8 months ago
@Flyaway3861 NOW THAT MAKES SENSE!!! It probably was withdrawal. Thanks, you made me feel 5 billion times better...for a minute I thought I was losing it again :P But yeah, I'm already starting to have to deal with tough memories and it really sucks. It makes it hard to stay away from the bottle, but I'm fighting the urge because I know in the end that it'll be better for me...alcohol does not help AT ALL plus it makes my bipolar disorder even worse. Thanks so much for your support <3
SuperCrazylady21 8 months ago
@waynelivef6 lol yeah it was one of those "filler" moments lmao and yeah I am...it's really annoying.
SuperCrazylady21 8 months ago
i am diagnosed by multiple doctors and psychiatrists as bipolar, although i am type 2 with ongoing psychotic attributes. it is possible that the psychotic features could be related to the bipolar. even though i am bipolar i experience almost constant delusions, and less often hallucinations.
MrCobrakiller 8 months ago
@MrCobrakiller I hallucinate a lot of the time, though the majority of the time it's auditory. Everyone talks shit about me. I'm hoping it's just rapid cycling, but my psychiatrist seemed to be concerned about it (though she wont freaking schedule me for re-testing! it's taking her forever!). But yeah...I hope you're right :P
SuperCrazylady21 8 months ago
ok ill see if i can pull some strings to make her call u to retest u. i wish i saw stars in my room that smiled at me, consider yourself one of the lucky ones, i can imagine it but its not the same. nothing u said here was disturbing to me js. jesus hates me. when YOU say he loves me it almost sounds believable tho. have a fabulous sleep. do not die jacki.
animetentaclez 8 months ago
@animetentaclez lmao YES DO IT MAN! lol lol yeah it's not that disturbing, it's just disturbing that I fell into that strange "twilight zone"...it happens rarely, usually when I can't sleep, but it's been since December since I experienced something similar to this, though I really hurt myself that last time. I'm not going to die LOL
SuperCrazylady21 8 months ago
Tell ya what. someday .. lets meet in person and I will trade my hat for your groovy one. and then we can sport em awhile and trade back? it could happen. pay it forward YO!
dreamr2x 8 months ago
yikes i cant watch yet. this will trigger me? ohh girl did you see my show yet Frickk
dreamr2x 8 months ago
@dreamr2x yeeees i have and your videos are awesome dear bobs. and we can trade for a day lol I wanted to get that kind of hat in Mexico but I couldn't jew them down, there were set on that price and I was like screeeeew that lol.
SuperCrazylady21 8 months ago