I have no life goals and no interest in anything in life, really. But I'm not suicidal, though. I'm just gonna work, eat, get on the internet, play with my pets, and listen to music until I die.
I was suicidal for a short time. It would come and go. Nothing was wrong with my life so I don't know why I was suicidal. I would stop thinking about it and think of all the things I had to live for. All of the accomplishments I had done. Then I started thinking why would I suicide myself if I had nothing to be unhappy about. I had clothes, shoes, food, friends, family, everything. And that's how I stopped from suiciding myself.
what if the thing making you miserable is your family and you love them and you dont want to lose them but they are the ones holding you in this state of mind what do you do then...would you go on to lose the ones you love for your own sake...what would you do then
I had a friend who'd try to commit suicide and she always asked me to be there for her family when she was gone. Everytime, I'd run exactly 23 blocks [we counted] to get to her, and everytime she'd be sitting on her bed with whatever she was going to use. Then, I'd start to say something like "2moro's ur b-day" and that always made her think "I'm not just hurting myself..." This was 5 years ago and we would've never found out how many blocks there were between our houses if she would've done it.
Is this wrong?... I literally want to rule the world and kill everyone in my way, seriously. Please don't make fun I know I'm a loser and a jerk and a freak but is it not normal?
greg, after watching this while so scared of becoming a father at17 today. i watched this with a gun to my head, i listened to what u had to say. and now i took the bullet out of the chamber and realized that being a dad is a great thing even if its at such a young age.... thank you greg thank you soo much
when ever i think about what will happen when i die i think about if i will go to heaven or the other place. and it scares me because no one knows what will happen when they die and it always confuses me about if our souls will live on in heaven or if we just vanish from the universe compleatly. it also makes my think about what happens if you go to heaven. you dont know what you will do or if it will be better then the life you lived. it just makes me think alot and it usually confuses me
And although you went through all this, you called the police on Shiloh and tried to have her taken away for being suicidal... She needed help, not a stab in the back.
why don;t i do it? because i don;t believe in the after life and i am scared and i stay here for my dad even if he makes my life more sad, don;t i want to be hugged or kissed? i want that but i think no one will do it i don;t have a mom to show me love, boyfriend? after all i have done for my boyfriend after all i have cry for him he doesn't give a dam about me, all he really wanted was sex so i can;t trust other boys, i think that many boys just wants sex from a girl and after they dump her
why i live and why i don;t just get the f**k over with my life? because i am afraid to die and because i am to weak to do it, i am afraid to face my mom in the after life ( if it exists) i've done wrong to my mom, after 5 weeks after she died my boyfriend wanted...... well you know i loved him so much i was afraid to lose him so i did it, now every night before i fall asleep i cry because of that, why do i want to die? because i am unhappy and i am sick of crying
i am not suicidal but i am depressed, why? simply my mom died now 1 and half year,i remained single with my dad and my bf, my bf was near me my dad always makes me cry, he always is complaining about the smallest mistake i do, and that just get's me down, now in this moment i don;t have a boyfriend
i tryed to do anything for him he just didn;t care about the things i did for him, i don;t have friends, i had a best friend i know her for 8 years she left me alone because of my dad
This is so clever. Words of wisdom. I really wish I saw this when I was depresser earlier this year. I wanted to kill myself too, but when I broke up with my abusive boyfriend, I got stronger. I got a job, I got more friends who care, I got much more self confidence. You really can't let people bring you down. I'm still broken, but still stronger than I was before.
@GingerHottie123 I don't know the situation you are in, but no matter what, hold on. I know things go down, they can go down so far. I am speaking from personal experience. If you get like that, find someone you trust with all your heart and tell them. Just kill yourself, there is a world out there for you to explore. It will get better. Just hold on.
what is making me unhappy is my brother died,he was 17 years old,he died from cancer of the blood.If after 21 years it has not got any better it NEVER will.I am so sick of hearing,get over it,it was his time,god wanted him,he would not want you living this way,I have tried a few times,and failed,but not a day passes where I dont think about it,and a person is not weak if they do,if you are willing to be with that decaesed person,that is FAMILY LOYALTY
I've put a gun to my head, and pulled the trigger, but the bullet i chose from the box didn't fire. i was given a second chance, and I've done anything and everything i can to keep my life on track and keep from thinking the way i was thinking, but looking back on that day now, all i gotta say, is thank god i chose the bullet i did. not sure what id do if i couldnt be around to see my nephew and niece. and all the joyful things in life.....
that part where u was talking about being never being kissed again or hugs and never smiling again really got to me and my out look is so much better... thanks Greg <3 i'll keep that in mind for good.
@Lordbaldur go fuck urself. how wold u feel if he actually did kill himself because of ur comment? in a way, u would b a murderer. ur discusting i hope ur lfe is terrible.
You have the same brand of depression as me. Glad to hear that it can be defeated.
I really need to get out of my job mostly. I'm still so scared of how people are going to think of me for quitting, but seriously... It's a minimum wage shit job. Even if I was the CEO of a big company, it's just a job. Quit, go find a new one that fits your interests, and let someone who actually wants your old one have that position.
...Now if I can just get un-depressed enough to take my own advice...
Bro, this vidio made me cry, you are so right. You know what you are talking about when you talk about it and you stand on solid ground. Most of all you know who you are and you let yourself shine through all the negativity in the world.
Onision, i am gonna say it... i am glad that that bullet wasnt one of those things going through your head... you are a smart strong guy, i will admit that i am not like you, i am a meat eater with some very twisted views, but i like to watch your videos because they make me think, and even thought i think "this guys an ass" on some videos, i keep watching because of what you do. so, thank you
But what happens when you are unable to feel happiness ? I have everything that a normal person would feel happy about, but instead I'm always melancholic, gloomy and apathetic. I can't find the reason behind it.. I am just incapable of feeling better than bad. That leads to self - hatred, it doesn't make things any better.
@Nessquickable I went through something similar. There is something bugging you, something you're lacking. Death is not the answer to this. Be patient and don't hate yourself because that deepens the problem. Please hold on, because if you kill yourself you'll never be whole.
Okay so love the vid really but I'm actually looking for pointers...I'm doing a research paper for school and it's about understanding why exactly it's illegal to attempt suicide in the united states(main focus though other nations will be used for reference). I'm including religious references with the whole "it's a sin to kill yourself" though i'm also using it as a contradiction to the establishment clause...any ideas would help.(awhitney001@gmail.com)
@xx2n23 Maybe its hard growing up anywhere. Of course this is all a pipe dream. I don't really have a job and I'm flunking out of school. Prob wind up in the midwest some open prairie or something. And thanks.
@xx2n23 Can I trade places with you lol. You can come live in Spring Valley, a town run by special intrest groups and a supervisor who blows all taxpayer money on monuments to himself (st. Lawrence stadium anyone?). Dine at the luxurious Mcdonalds the fanciest joint in town recently re-opened after the last hold up, and visit the abandoned drive through filled with dead chicken parts (I don't get it either) or witness our grand river of shopping carts.
@aHighschoolloser Move someplace warm where I can never see snow again. I have seasonal depression and Winders are almost entirely unbearable for me, like really, dead looking trees, no animal life, shoveling, cold have to be jammed up inside watching tv. I like the appeal of deserts and Can't stand the cramped non-open (naturally or otherwise) spaces here. If it didn't work out I'd go to my birthplace, Oregon and live someplace really quiet or possibly Nevada out in the middle of nowhere
@xx2n23 I don't care what goes on in the state as long as its warm and has theme parks/things to distract me. I can't live in the American south because it doesnt look to appealing, and texas ugh I was mistreated by police there. Arizona had that guy with the gun at the speech and that's a little scary, and new mexico, well I like NM but its a bit vacant. I can't stay in ny, though. I simply don't belong here, and i have too many bad memories.
after coming home from school,i was depressed.i was bullied all day and called everything in the book,+physical harm also.this was happening daily,and i have 0 friends my parents werent home yet and i was sitting in my bed about to slit my wrist, then my cat jumped on my bed and sat on my lap and she was so happy i was home,i got an idea.da next day the usual happened. a boy pushed me knocking me and my books down,he walked away. igot up with my textbook, banged him in the head. keep sharing.=)
Like onision says, basically suicise is selfish and there is often a way out of misery. If you have no family, no job, no money, nobody to be there for you then make thise things happen yourself
Once again onision, a few minutes of pure genious!!
onision w8 no greg, thank you! i was suicidle and i watched this vid and i just thought hummm hes rite!!!!! if it wasnt for u i wud hav just killed myself!!! my friends showed me you and now i hav a reason to live! a reason to breath day after day after day!!! i hav a reason 1 more reason in the world to live and to love!!!!!! and for this is thank you!!!!!!!!!!!! i was just cutting myself for what was happening to me days and weeks and for month but now i getit! life is full of shit and love!!!
Hey Onision. It's me again. It's been over a year since the night I almost took my life. I said this a thousand times, but I need to say thank you again. Everytime I feel worthless and like I should give up, I watch your videos. They give me a reason to look for a brighter tomorrow, even if I know that torment will be down the road for a while. Thank you for saving my life,Greg.
Everytime I feel like I'm about to give up, I listen to this. When no one's around to talk to me, if no one answers my calls for help, I listen to this and the great advice. Thank you
mostly because you, really made me think of what makes me unhappy in my life, and you almost made me cry, because i want to do the same thing you have done,
I think you're really intelligent, and i love your videos.
Onision you make me feel so much better.. I get so depressed all the time, and watching these videos just makes me realize all I've been missing, and all I have the ability to do and change. Thank you so much. I only wish that things would look better for you. Good luck for the future, and keep strong.
all i know is that i dont care about myself and my life or my pain or happyness... the only reasen i am living today, is because i know that i can help people i love... if it was not for them, id not be here today... but i know that im dead... dead inside, or at least almost dead... and that means that i can pay with my life, for the ones that i loves lifes... if they die, ill die... ill die inside, and itll eat me up inside-out!!!
I'm crying right now. All my life I've been called a fat ass, fat fuck, fatty, all the fat jokes. I lost the only girl I've ever loved because she wanted to go out and party and be with whoever. All my parents did was argue and hit eachother. My brother used to beat the shit out of me. I have all Fs in school. I seriously was considering suicide. But after watching some of your videos I feel so much better. It's been a while since I could cry, I've usually felt too depressed.
@Rantalicious Omg my life is almost symmetrical to yours exept im a irl and i NEVER had a boyfriend and im in highschool and i been through somethings that i cant mention on youtube. :( i considered suicide but i dnt want to go to hell because im a christian and thats what i believe. but at least ur not 345 lbs at 17
@Rantalicious Omg my life is almost symmetrical to yours exept im a irl and i NEVER had a boyfriend and im in highschool and i been through somethings that i cant mention on youtube. :( i considered suicide but i dnt want to go to hell because im a christian and thats what i believe. but at least ur not 345 lbs at 17. at least u were happy in your life . i hate the way my life is
@caree1993 I feel ya, I used to be 300 pounds (260 now). I've seen what girls do to other girls that are overweight, worse than what boys say. No shame in it, if they don't like it then they can go suck a dick! I had a spiritual awakening and realized that EVERYBODY has a worth, and is a priceless gift. No matter your looks, your actions, or experiences, we ALL have something in common. Humanity.
bak in 2007 I was about to kill myself (by stabbing myself in the heart). As I was holding the knife, I realised that the people in my life, especially my friends, cared about me, and that it would definitely hurt them more than it would hurt me, if I killed myself.
So I decided to keep living, and to keep searching for that euphoria I once had, that day that I felt so light, so good. Up to this day, I'm not there yet, but I'm a lot closer than I was. I feel good now
(continued) so many things about myself, annoying yet seem so right & not only can I not change them but I'm totally not even sure if I would ever want to. I always have been & always will be like this. I hate myself yet sometimes love myself a little but mostly hate, like just so much I could just ramble on about for hours. I'm gonna just shut up now before I can't stop. -_-
@MrEllisRedding Dude, you're not a piece of shit. Nobody is a piece of shit. If you are alive you have a purpose. Smoke some weed, drop some LSD, nobody has the right to hate themselves.
@Rantalicious What are you talking about there are a million pieces of shit out there. People that if they died it'd put a smile on my face cause there are just some awful worse than worthless sons of bitches on this planet they're so undeserving of. I am a piece of shit but I'm not as bad as so many out there atleast.
This video makes my depression worse, seriously. Dammit when people talk about suicide, coming up with reasons & things to think about, why to not do it, I've almost always already thought of that & even if I haven't I can quickly think of a countering negative response. I'm a damn loner & I don't want people around like that, trying to influence me, I'm just independent & better off dealing with things on my own. I'm a stubborn pessimistic piece of shit, ugh there are--
Wow dude u got my respect I trie to drown myself in november n I more or less thought of my friends and although I'm on an emotional roller coaster every little experience I have now I think to myself thank god I didn't keep breathing in that water coz otherwise I no I wudnt b here any more :)
I'm sad about how I just don't follow my goals but even though I really want to. I always thought to myself that the thing that would make me really happy is start off on youtube like how you started and everyone did that made something of their lives. But I just keep on thinking to myself that I can't achieve that goal.
you are absolutley beautiful in so many ways. so much respect for you. you have no idea how many people you've helped with this videos and all your other ones.
I once called a suicide hotline with a shotgun to my head with the intention of blowing my brains out while on the line. I got an answering machine. I laughed hysterically for a while then went to bed. The next day at a family cookout, my dad told us to enjoy the chicken because it's the last he'll ever cook, then got in his truck outside and shot himself in the head with a pistol. It's been almost a year and nothing's gotten any better. After a while you just get desensitized and it aint so bad
@pentatonic184 IM SORRY I HOPE YOUR DARKNESS AND PAIN FADES JUST KNOW .....
I KNOW WERE YOU'R COMING FROM IV TRYED TO KILL MY SELF ITS HARD BEING IN THAT DARKNESS BUT THEN TO LOSE UR FATHER ..... IF YOU EVER NEED A SHOLDER A HAND TO HOLD OR JUST A EAR I WILL LISTEN TO YOU I WANT TO HELP IF I CAN *(HUGS)*
One of my best friends just killed himself in new year. We really tried to help him but at the end it was worthless, maybe a person who doesn't want to be helped can't be?
don't read what i posted cus you haven't lived a day in my shoes and haven't experienced everyday i have. just venting. just waiting till the day i find someone with a gun and tell them to shoot me. i'm seeing if being away from my parents in college and trying to have fun which i doubt, works, my decision will be made 1/2 - 1yr in college. whatever. none of you get it, no one does and i agree, i am retarded.
@TeenagePrinccess I'm not trying to be rude but in today's world, everyone is depressed and everyone has problems. The economy affected everyone. Me, you, the guy driving past you house, the woman you saw at the bus stop, EVERYONE. However, if you keep this mindset and keep up this whining, I can guarantee that it's not going to help one bit.
I don't care about anyone, and no one cares about me.
economy gets back supposedly to normal in 13yrs, when i'm 30; old & have no possiblity of having a life at all. this adds to the jokeness, i'll never get a job after working so hard in college. can't go to movies cus i'm broke can't travel or anything cus i'm broke can't do anything. it's like i'm already dead but it's more painfull and stressing. whatever i'm fucked up.
@TeenagePrinccess you have to understand that things can get better for you and you might turn out a very rich man if you just hold on and get some help, be it from family, friends or even a suicide hotline. just hold on
To answer your questions,i have no passion. i always stand up for what i believe in. I could care less what ppl feel when i'm gone whether they succeed or not, i don't want to deal with their b.s. I hate my family, i don't care for displays of affection, i'm sure i will never get any, didn't when i was pretty, won't now either. .0001% of the yr is laughing/smiling,this sounds like a bad deal to me.. i fake it so ppl dont call "lock up&live forever in white box service".mum scarred me lifesajoke
My mum now calls me fat. what a fucking dyke. I look back at pictures of when i was thin, i was GORGEOUS. i show my mum, she agrees that i was gorgeous and says i should lose weight. wow what a gay fuker. i'm not going to lose weight just cus of her and please her. When i was thin, i wasn't mrs. self confident either. Ppl are gay, move in & out of ur life right when u become bffs, backstab,and r shallow. i've seen evil facial expressions and things said on both sides. =)
Long story short. Conservative, sedentary mom. Power hungry conservative dad
I was thin, pretty, exercised EVERY day, dieted, loved life. Mum said i was ugly and looked bad, also discouraged my dreams & exercising, never went anywhere, never was impressed with anything i did or worked hard on either. I get discouraged, think "if i look bad then why even bother trying to look good", i stop doing my hair, gained 40lbs in fat, stopped talking to ppl, never exercised, hate gym, suicidal. =)
yeah but the thing is, some people are clinically depressed to the point where they need medicine and nothing makes them happy and they need to get help. you were depressed about your situation. some people are depressed becuase they have an actual disorder. either way you can make it through, but im just saying.
Greg, you were the first and ONLY person to comfort me in my lowest points. Friends saw me struggle. But none them put their hand out for me. You're a complete stranger to me, but your videos were what comforted me and made me think clearly. When I see these, I find another reason to hang on a little longer. They give me another reason to try to smile and live. Another reason to hold my friends close. Just...thanks.
Do I need to say it again? Thank you onision. I've been struggling with my battle with beating depression for over a year. Your videos on depression have made me stronger,and showed me how many things I would have thrown away after I thought about killing myself. The friends I wouldn't find. The inspiration to write would be gone. Everything I worked so hard on would have been gone.
You know..I've often find myself lying in bed thinking about this very subject. It is very easy for a person in distress to put a gun to their head and not pull the trigger or put a handful of pills in their mouth and not swallow them. However, can you even begin to imagine the pain and anguish a person must go through before they finally break and take their own life? What does it take to lose that primal fear of death? What monstrous things must a person endure to be push over the line?
Could you? Could you even begin to imagine? I can only lie in bed and wonder what it takes..wonder what must be going through that persons mind right before they "pull the trigger"..wonder what made them think death was the easier path to take because the pain they were experiencing was too great to bear for one more second. I try to imagine..and every time I do my stomach turns.
I'm in tears. This is so inspirational and beautiful. Thank you so much for this. I can't...even explain how this makes me feel. It makes me reevaluate everything that has taken me down for way too long. I've been struggling with this for a long time and this has made me feel so hopeful for the future and in myself. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for sharing your message. I'm glad you didn't pull that trigger.
Well this has really made me re evaluate my emotional state. It's made me realize that i don't have to make that drastic decision now when i could live my life for a little longer and see where it takes me. thanks.
my friend is in a super dark place right now. shes worried about some test coming up that aren't even that important and shes so stress its making her physically ill.
as her best friend i feel hopeless in this, as i have told her many times that these tests dont matter, but she continues to make herself ill.
im scared that one day she is going to end it all, and im not sure what there is left to do to stop her, as i have told her everything, but she refuses to listen.
I'm really tired of the way things are going in my life,all this pressure, all this things I have on my mind all these things I'm afraid of . I know it could be so much worse and I really appreciate what I have but thats me, I'm hypersensitive and I can't change it. I can't even count now how many times a day I think that I want time to stop for me
Thoughts like yours keep me alive physically and mentally
May God bless you and bring peace to your life so that you'll never feel this way again
Wen I was 21 I almost jumped from an over pass. Then I thought how many things have I not yet done? I haven't visited every state. I have yet to move to California (my ultimate dream), and Even been out of the country. I've never seen cedar point, I never rode a bike, I never owned a classic car, I haven't even tried to get a career yet, and all I wanted to do at that point was to just see my family again. So I called them and they brought me home, where I went to sleep in the room I knew.
I won't lie, I've been seriously thinking about that option (or the coward's way out as some refer to it) but you are right. No matter how many things in my life there are that I can't stand, there are so many more that I couldn't give up. I just have to start at square one, deciding what it is that I can do to turn my life around for the better. Thank you. I really mean that. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
and you make the most sence in what you say, you could enlighten a lot of people with information that they need, like suicidal kids, or kids that just dont know anything
People don't realise that God made you to live this test. Using that example life is a test and people who suicide are people who just gets up from the table and throws there test away because it was too hard. It was meant to be hard. But God gave us a cheat sheet, the bible to supply us the answer for the test. You see it took me a while to realise that and only wish that others do before the teacher decides its time to end the test...
@sk8ordiekooks so, God just left us here and said, "go at it with eachother."
I think that if there is a God, then I raise my middle finger to him proudly. Thank you for letting us destroy ourselves. Whats the point if were just one of his tests. Were his version of "The Sims."
I dont know how you are as far as your books and whatnot go, I mean leisurely, but if you would, I would appreciate you reading the book "13 Reasons Why" I would love to know your thoughts on the topics that book presents. Thanks for another great video.
Yes you didnt pull the trigger. I did.... Im not dead? oh well thats because It ended up being the ONLY blank in the gun. Im glad for that today but i remain emo. Im unhappy because my brother died 3 years ago.... NO I WONT GET OVER IT!!!! You dont know my brother like i do.
I needed this. It made me cry, and it made me feel so hopeful.
rawrrMonster819 1 week ago
I have no life goals and no interest in anything in life, really. But I'm not suicidal, though. I'm just gonna work, eat, get on the internet, play with my pets, and listen to music until I die.
saiyanblade84 1 week ago in playlist Depression
fuckin powerful,but im still not sure
GF13LD420 2 weeks ago in playlist Depression
I was suicidal for a short time. It would come and go. Nothing was wrong with my life so I don't know why I was suicidal. I would stop thinking about it and think of all the things I had to live for. All of the accomplishments I had done. Then I started thinking why would I suicide myself if I had nothing to be unhappy about. I had clothes, shoes, food, friends, family, everything. And that's how I stopped from suiciding myself.
moonstarcrest27 2 weeks ago
THANK YOU THANK YOU
L3st3rv28 3 weeks ago in playlist Depression
<3 this video is one of your best speaks videos ;'}
QuackBackable 4 weeks ago in playlist Depression
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lolitamisa77 1 month ago in playlist Depression
Did you have a loaded gun to your head? Did you have...that?
drewsky684 1 month ago in playlist Depression
This should have more views
200odd300 1 month ago
what if the thing making you miserable is your family and you love them and you dont want to lose them but they are the ones holding you in this state of mind what do you do then...would you go on to lose the ones you love for your own sake...what would you do then
bilfar231 1 month ago 3
How did you manage to stop yourself from pulling the trigger?
SoFreakinEmo 1 month ago in playlist Depression
I had a friend who'd try to commit suicide and she always asked me to be there for her family when she was gone. Everytime, I'd run exactly 23 blocks [we counted] to get to her, and everytime she'd be sitting on her bed with whatever she was going to use. Then, I'd start to say something like "2moro's ur b-day" and that always made her think "I'm not just hurting myself..." This was 5 years ago and we would've never found out how many blocks there were between our houses if she would've done it.
TheWorldOfSoup3 1 month ago in playlist Depression
Is this wrong?... I literally want to rule the world and kill everyone in my way, seriously. Please don't make fun I know I'm a loser and a jerk and a freak but is it not normal?
MinecraftAdditict 1 month ago
@MinecraftAdditict Normal for an American, yes. For almost any other nation these days, no.
SomeBlokeLol 1 month ago in playlist Depression
@SomeBlokeLol crap...i never even been to america :P
MinecraftAdditict 1 month ago
Everytime I'm feeling down I watch you're videos to help, you're so intelligent and always know the right things to say. Luv ya <3
myoblivion123 1 month ago in playlist Depression
greg, after watching this while so scared of becoming a father at17 today. i watched this with a gun to my head, i listened to what u had to say. and now i took the bullet out of the chamber and realized that being a dad is a great thing even if its at such a young age.... thank you greg thank you soo much
thezdude94 2 months ago
wat happpened in ur life
moazstarwars1234 2 months ago
ok then you get a haircut ok? At least the bangs
ICraveSkinny 2 months ago
when ever i think about what will happen when i die i think about if i will go to heaven or the other place. and it scares me because no one knows what will happen when they die and it always confuses me about if our souls will live on in heaven or if we just vanish from the universe compleatly. it also makes my think about what happens if you go to heaven. you dont know what you will do or if it will be better then the life you lived. it just makes me think alot and it usually confuses me
GrrImADinasour 3 months ago
I'm depressed from when I was 16 years. Now I'm 20 years and a half.
joskes123 3 months ago in playlist Depression
look at it this way,you have no reason in living on this planet and no one wants you here :D
"DIE TROLL DIE D:<"
-BANG BANG BANG-
Shroomasaurus 3 months ago
IS HE MARRIED???
Robbb1981 3 months ago in playlist Depression
you are amazing
beachperson22 3 months ago in playlist Depression
wow, brilliant video. I needed this
zlouthan 3 months ago in playlist Depression
<3
xXEriNeccoXx 4 months ago in playlist Depression
And although you went through all this, you called the police on Shiloh and tried to have her taken away for being suicidal... She needed help, not a stab in the back.
shapineapple 4 months ago
@shapineapple
He called because he cared about her safety you fool.
Edge0fPain 4 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
this video actually saved me from comittin suacide, thanks
TheDakota1129 4 months ago
this saved my life,
thank you.
unknownchild98 5 months ago 60
thank you for this video i admire you because u are smart and open minded
babydolldeea 5 months ago
why don;t i do it? because i don;t believe in the after life and i am scared and i stay here for my dad even if he makes my life more sad, don;t i want to be hugged or kissed? i want that but i think no one will do it i don;t have a mom to show me love, boyfriend? after all i have done for my boyfriend after all i have cry for him he doesn't give a dam about me, all he really wanted was sex so i can;t trust other boys, i think that many boys just wants sex from a girl and after they dump her
babydolldeea 5 months ago
why i live and why i don;t just get the f**k over with my life? because i am afraid to die and because i am to weak to do it, i am afraid to face my mom in the after life ( if it exists) i've done wrong to my mom, after 5 weeks after she died my boyfriend wanted...... well you know i loved him so much i was afraid to lose him so i did it, now every night before i fall asleep i cry because of that, why do i want to die? because i am unhappy and i am sick of crying
babydolldeea 5 months ago
i am not suicidal but i am depressed, why? simply my mom died now 1 and half year,i remained single with my dad and my bf, my bf was near me my dad always makes me cry, he always is complaining about the smallest mistake i do, and that just get's me down, now in this moment i don;t have a boyfriend
i tryed to do anything for him he just didn;t care about the things i did for him, i don;t have friends, i had a best friend i know her for 8 years she left me alone because of my dad
babydolldeea 5 months ago
This is so clever. Words of wisdom. I really wish I saw this when I was depresser earlier this year. I wanted to kill myself too, but when I broke up with my abusive boyfriend, I got stronger. I got a job, I got more friends who care, I got much more self confidence. You really can't let people bring you down. I'm still broken, but still stronger than I was before.
idapeppp 5 months ago
thank you so much onision
italiangirl9696 5 months ago
Greg. I need your help. I need Someones help, I am not suicidal, but I will be if my significant other completes their goal. What to do I do?
GingerHottie123 5 months ago
@GingerHottie123 I don't know the situation you are in, but no matter what, hold on. I know things go down, they can go down so far. I am speaking from personal experience. If you get like that, find someone you trust with all your heart and tell them. Just kill yourself, there is a world out there for you to explore. It will get better. Just hold on.
supersuperchi 5 months ago
this video actually helped me..
o0Emo0o1 5 months ago
what is making me unhappy is my brother died,he was 17 years old,he died from cancer of the blood.If after 21 years it has not got any better it NEVER will.I am so sick of hearing,get over it,it was his time,god wanted him,he would not want you living this way,I have tried a few times,and failed,but not a day passes where I dont think about it,and a person is not weak if they do,if you are willing to be with that decaesed person,that is FAMILY LOYALTY
delideliver 5 months ago
I've put a gun to my head, and pulled the trigger, but the bullet i chose from the box didn't fire. i was given a second chance, and I've done anything and everything i can to keep my life on track and keep from thinking the way i was thinking, but looking back on that day now, all i gotta say, is thank god i chose the bullet i did. not sure what id do if i couldnt be around to see my nephew and niece. and all the joyful things in life.....
tombeals69 6 months ago
that part where u was talking about being never being kissed again or hugs and never smiling again really got to me and my out look is so much better... thanks Greg <3 i'll keep that in mind for good.
xXFretzzXx 6 months ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
you should of pulled the trigger it would of made all of us meat eaters happy
TheHamsterlurver 6 months ago
@TheHamsterlurver thats cruel and disgusting.
MakeuptipswithJordan 6 months ago
Yeah, because suicide is obviously as sign of weakness.
Fuck you.
TheOtherHolly 6 months ago
that really helped c: thank u!
dintaper 6 months ago
what a fag you are you should've pulled the trigger
Lordbaldur 6 months ago
@Lordbaldur go fuck urself. how wold u feel if he actually did kill himself because of ur comment? in a way, u would b a murderer. ur discusting i hope ur lfe is terrible.
BurntCookieRockstar 5 months ago
Thank you
michelledevildog 6 months ago
You have the same brand of depression as me. Glad to hear that it can be defeated.
I really need to get out of my job mostly. I'm still so scared of how people are going to think of me for quitting, but seriously... It's a minimum wage shit job. Even if I was the CEO of a big company, it's just a job. Quit, go find a new one that fits your interests, and let someone who actually wants your old one have that position.
...Now if I can just get un-depressed enough to take my own advice...
lavalizard3 6 months ago
thank you onision :) I really needed this
DarkCrow247 6 months ago
<3333
haleyweisman123 6 months ago
Bro, this vidio made me cry, you are so right. You know what you are talking about when you talk about it and you stand on solid ground. Most of all you know who you are and you let yourself shine through all the negativity in the world.
ShiGirlK 7 months ago
what if you dont have anything to look forward to and the only thing that will make the ones you love is to leave? v.v
xXxMISTATRIGGAxXx 7 months ago
Hell yes.
dettemarie 7 months ago
that makes me cry
semifiction123 7 months ago
Onision, i am gonna say it... i am glad that that bullet wasnt one of those things going through your head... you are a smart strong guy, i will admit that i am not like you, i am a meat eater with some very twisted views, but i like to watch your videos because they make me think, and even thought i think "this guys an ass" on some videos, i keep watching because of what you do. so, thank you
damonlied 7 months ago 41
But what happens when you are unable to feel happiness ? I have everything that a normal person would feel happy about, but instead I'm always melancholic, gloomy and apathetic. I can't find the reason behind it.. I am just incapable of feeling better than bad. That leads to self - hatred, it doesn't make things any better.
Nessquickable 7 months ago
@Nessquickable I went through something similar. There is something bugging you, something you're lacking. Death is not the answer to this. Be patient and don't hate yourself because that deepens the problem. Please hold on, because if you kill yourself you'll never be whole.
ariisuwx 7 months ago
i think you just saved my life :') thank youuu soo muchh :')
514pie 8 months ago in playlist lol
This has been flagged as spam show
I listen to this all the time.
italiangirl9696 8 months ago
I cried... ;_;
LittelKittyCatty 8 months ago
Now this is a good video
IAmLegion9000 8 months ago
Okay so love the vid really but I'm actually looking for pointers...I'm doing a research paper for school and it's about understanding why exactly it's illegal to attempt suicide in the united states(main focus though other nations will be used for reference). I'm including religious references with the whole "it's a sin to kill yourself" though i'm also using it as a contradiction to the establishment clause...any ideas would help.(awhitney001@gmail.com)
dertlash 8 months ago
'Don't let the curse of depression' hold me back who I want to be today.... Good and strong quote, i'll remember that!! thanx!!!
Raquelamithra 9 months ago
you saved my life.
yumi1238 9 months ago
@xx2n23 Maybe its hard growing up anywhere. Of course this is all a pipe dream. I don't really have a job and I'm flunking out of school. Prob wind up in the midwest some open prairie or something. And thanks.
aHighschoolloser 9 months ago
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aHighschoolloser 9 months ago
@xx2n23 Can I trade places with you lol. You can come live in Spring Valley, a town run by special intrest groups and a supervisor who blows all taxpayer money on monuments to himself (st. Lawrence stadium anyone?). Dine at the luxurious Mcdonalds the fanciest joint in town recently re-opened after the last hold up, and visit the abandoned drive through filled with dead chicken parts (I don't get it either) or witness our grand river of shopping carts.
In all seriousness though, I just want to
aHighschoolloser 9 months ago
@aHighschoolloser Move someplace warm where I can never see snow again. I have seasonal depression and Winders are almost entirely unbearable for me, like really, dead looking trees, no animal life, shoveling, cold have to be jammed up inside watching tv. I like the appeal of deserts and Can't stand the cramped non-open (naturally or otherwise) spaces here. If it didn't work out I'd go to my birthplace, Oregon and live someplace really quiet or possibly Nevada out in the middle of nowhere
aHighschoolloser 9 months ago
@xx2n23 I don't care what goes on in the state as long as its warm and has theme parks/things to distract me. I can't live in the American south because it doesnt look to appealing, and texas ugh I was mistreated by police there. Arizona had that guy with the gun at the speech and that's a little scary, and new mexico, well I like NM but its a bit vacant. I can't stay in ny, though. I simply don't belong here, and i have too many bad memories.
aHighschoolloser 9 months ago
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aHighschoolloser 9 months ago
Draw a butterfly on ur wrist tomorrow to show your support for cutters and derpressed ppl!!!
sinoritarosa 9 months ago
Please come to my school :D
TheMalachi98 9 months ago
man...i wish you wouldve pulled the trigger...wouldve made a much better video
ndchickk36 9 months ago
@ndchickk36 0.o WTF you're a terrible person
Awesomeman37 9 months ago
Thank you.... just thank you... :)
camiharris32 9 months ago
Thank you so much :)
Nordfean 9 months ago
Ohmygod, Greg. Dx! Knowing you almost killed yourself made me cry, fo' shizzle.
ILOVEYOU.<3
thepunkanator2 9 months ago
after coming home from school,i was depressed.i was bullied all day and called everything in the book,+physical harm also.this was happening daily,and i have 0 friends my parents werent home yet and i was sitting in my bed about to slit my wrist, then my cat jumped on my bed and sat on my lap and she was so happy i was home,i got an idea.da next day the usual happened. a boy pushed me knocking me and my books down,he walked away. igot up with my textbook, banged him in the head. keep sharing.=)
Blerny 9 months ago
You are the most inspirational people I have even seen.
italiangirl9696 9 months ago
You know. It surprises me how this video could have ANY dislikes. You're great, Onision.
Purpledragon1766 9 months ago
this was your best and most influental video ever. thank you.
littlemissblacklips 10 months ago
Is it just me or if you brushed your hair a different way you would look just like Spencer Reid from criminal minds?
hplover233 10 months ago
Like onision says, basically suicise is selfish and there is often a way out of misery. If you have no family, no job, no money, nobody to be there for you then make thise things happen yourself
Once again onision, a few minutes of pure genious!!
666jimmysmusicgirl 10 months ago
onision w8 no greg, thank you! i was suicidle and i watched this vid and i just thought hummm hes rite!!!!! if it wasnt for u i wud hav just killed myself!!! my friends showed me you and now i hav a reason to live! a reason to breath day after day after day!!! i hav a reason 1 more reason in the world to live and to love!!!!!! and for this is thank you!!!!!!!!!!!! i was just cutting myself for what was happening to me days and weeks and for month but now i getit! life is full of shit and love!!!
devilpipz 11 months ago
Hey Onision. It's me again. It's been over a year since the night I almost took my life. I said this a thousand times, but I need to say thank you again. Everytime I feel worthless and like I should give up, I watch your videos. They give me a reason to look for a brighter tomorrow, even if I know that torment will be down the road for a while. Thank you for saving my life,Greg.
TheElectricDreamer93 11 months ago
onision i have 2 things 2 say 2 u
THANK U!! U HAVE HELPED ME THRU A LOT I WATCH UR VIDS ALL THE TIME
vampiregrl100 11 months ago
thank you so much you just opend my eyes so much
TheAllisonGoober 11 months ago
Several months ago, I had a friend who was cutting himself and contemplating suicide. This video helped him. Thank you, Onision. ;)
AltPunkMetal 11 months ago
You just helped save my best friends life. Saturday, 2-12-2011, 3:04 P.M. Thank you, so much Onision.
robertlover1723 11 months ago
Everytime I feel like I'm about to give up, I listen to this. When no one's around to talk to me, if no one answers my calls for help, I listen to this and the great advice. Thank you
ZOMGuglyPpl 11 months ago
well,... i was never kissed before.. i rarely hug...
shikoco 11 months ago
Even though this is old.
i still feel the need to comment.
i loved this video.
mostly because you, really made me think of what makes me unhappy in my life, and you almost made me cry, because i want to do the same thing you have done,
I think you're really intelligent, and i love your videos.
thank you.
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XRandomxChaosX 11 months ago 43
Onision you make me feel so much better.. I get so depressed all the time, and watching these videos just makes me realize all I've been missing, and all I have the ability to do and change. Thank you so much. I only wish that things would look better for you. Good luck for the future, and keep strong.
HaloSakura13 11 months ago
all i know is that i dont care about myself and my life or my pain or happyness... the only reasen i am living today, is because i know that i can help people i love... if it was not for them, id not be here today... but i know that im dead... dead inside, or at least almost dead... and that means that i can pay with my life, for the ones that i loves lifes... if they die, ill die... ill die inside, and itll eat me up inside-out!!!
ventus673 11 months ago
I'm crying right now. All my life I've been called a fat ass, fat fuck, fatty, all the fat jokes. I lost the only girl I've ever loved because she wanted to go out and party and be with whoever. All my parents did was argue and hit eachother. My brother used to beat the shit out of me. I have all Fs in school. I seriously was considering suicide. But after watching some of your videos I feel so much better. It's been a while since I could cry, I've usually felt too depressed.
Rantalicious 1 year ago
@Rantalicious Omg my life is almost symmetrical to yours exept im a irl and i NEVER had a boyfriend and im in highschool and i been through somethings that i cant mention on youtube. :( i considered suicide but i dnt want to go to hell because im a christian and thats what i believe. but at least ur not 345 lbs at 17
caree1993 11 months ago
@Rantalicious Omg my life is almost symmetrical to yours exept im a irl and i NEVER had a boyfriend and im in highschool and i been through somethings that i cant mention on youtube. :( i considered suicide but i dnt want to go to hell because im a christian and thats what i believe. but at least ur not 345 lbs at 17. at least u were happy in your life . i hate the way my life is
caree1993 11 months ago
@caree1993 I feel ya, I used to be 300 pounds (260 now). I've seen what girls do to other girls that are overweight, worse than what boys say. No shame in it, if they don't like it then they can go suck a dick! I had a spiritual awakening and realized that EVERYBODY has a worth, and is a priceless gift. No matter your looks, your actions, or experiences, we ALL have something in common. Humanity.
Rantalicious 11 months ago
bak in 2007 I was about to kill myself (by stabbing myself in the heart). As I was holding the knife, I realised that the people in my life, especially my friends, cared about me, and that it would definitely hurt them more than it would hurt me, if I killed myself.
So I decided to keep living, and to keep searching for that euphoria I once had, that day that I felt so light, so good. Up to this day, I'm not there yet, but I'm a lot closer than I was. I feel good now
ofnir123 1 year ago
ILL BE WHATEVER I WISH TO BE!
Tara0218awesome 1 year ago
(continued) so many things about myself, annoying yet seem so right & not only can I not change them but I'm totally not even sure if I would ever want to. I always have been & always will be like this. I hate myself yet sometimes love myself a little but mostly hate, like just so much I could just ramble on about for hours. I'm gonna just shut up now before I can't stop. -_-
MrEllisRedding 1 year ago
@MrEllisRedding Dude, you're not a piece of shit. Nobody is a piece of shit. If you are alive you have a purpose. Smoke some weed, drop some LSD, nobody has the right to hate themselves.
Rantalicious 1 year ago
@Rantalicious What are you talking about there are a million pieces of shit out there. People that if they died it'd put a smile on my face cause there are just some awful worse than worthless sons of bitches on this planet they're so undeserving of. I am a piece of shit but I'm not as bad as so many out there atleast.
MrEllisRedding 11 months ago
@Rantalicious Their actions may be a piece of shit, but no person is a piece of shit. All are worth something, good or bad. Including you.
Rantalicious 11 months ago
This video makes my depression worse, seriously. Dammit when people talk about suicide, coming up with reasons & things to think about, why to not do it, I've almost always already thought of that & even if I haven't I can quickly think of a countering negative response. I'm a damn loner & I don't want people around like that, trying to influence me, I'm just independent & better off dealing with things on my own. I'm a stubborn pessimistic piece of shit, ugh there are--
MrEllisRedding 1 year ago
Wow dude u got my respect I trie to drown myself in november n I more or less thought of my friends and although I'm on an emotional roller coaster every little experience I have now I think to myself thank god I didn't keep breathing in that water coz otherwise I no I wudnt b here any more :)
sinoritarosa 1 year ago
I'm sad about how I just don't follow my goals but even though I really want to. I always thought to myself that the thing that would make me really happy is start off on youtube like how you started and everyone did that made something of their lives. But I just keep on thinking to myself that I can't achieve that goal.
Epicmochi123 1 year ago
you are absolutley beautiful in so many ways. so much respect for you. you have no idea how many people you've helped with this videos and all your other ones.
xMeAndMyBlackParadex 1 year ago 2
your facial and body expressions are slightly scary
holowallabe 1 year ago
I once called a suicide hotline with a shotgun to my head with the intention of blowing my brains out while on the line. I got an answering machine. I laughed hysterically for a while then went to bed. The next day at a family cookout, my dad told us to enjoy the chicken because it's the last he'll ever cook, then got in his truck outside and shot himself in the head with a pistol. It's been almost a year and nothing's gotten any better. After a while you just get desensitized and it aint so bad
pentatonic184 1 year ago 40
@pentatonic184 IM SORRY I HOPE YOUR DARKNESS AND PAIN FADES JUST KNOW .....
I KNOW WERE YOU'R COMING FROM IV TRYED TO KILL MY SELF ITS HARD BEING IN THAT DARKNESS BUT THEN TO LOSE UR FATHER ..... IF YOU EVER NEED A SHOLDER A HAND TO HOLD OR JUST A EAR I WILL LISTEN TO YOU I WANT TO HELP IF I CAN *(HUGS)*
starrrayinne 5 months ago
@pentatonic184 damn.. that's horrible..
ALLMusicEqualsLyfe 3 months ago
The reason I am who I am now rather than the person I was is an incident that happened 5 years ago and a few other things followed by it
OsameruA 1 year ago
One of my best friends just killed himself in new year. We really tried to help him but at the end it was worthless, maybe a person who doesn't want to be helped can't be?
hm... fucking depression, it sucks for everyone
cute4neko 1 year ago
One time i jumped off the roof of my house and broke my arm and some ribs.
XxFairyGrrlxX 1 year ago
thank you onision
EHalucard 1 year ago
don't read what i posted cus you haven't lived a day in my shoes and haven't experienced everyday i have. just venting. just waiting till the day i find someone with a gun and tell them to shoot me. i'm seeing if being away from my parents in college and trying to have fun which i doubt, works, my decision will be made 1/2 - 1yr in college. whatever. none of you get it, no one does and i agree, i am retarded.
sometimes i wonder if god is really satan.
TeenagePrinccess 1 year ago
@TeenagePrinccess I'm not trying to be rude but in today's world, everyone is depressed and everyone has problems. The economy affected everyone. Me, you, the guy driving past you house, the woman you saw at the bus stop, EVERYONE. However, if you keep this mindset and keep up this whining, I can guarantee that it's not going to help one bit.
TheSickHumanBeing 1 year ago
I don't care about anyone, and no one cares about me.
economy gets back supposedly to normal in 13yrs, when i'm 30; old & have no possiblity of having a life at all. this adds to the jokeness, i'll never get a job after working so hard in college. can't go to movies cus i'm broke can't travel or anything cus i'm broke can't do anything. it's like i'm already dead but it's more painfull and stressing. whatever i'm fucked up.
TeenagePrinccess 1 year ago
@TeenagePrinccess you have to understand that things can get better for you and you might turn out a very rich man if you just hold on and get some help, be it from family, friends or even a suicide hotline. just hold on
mrlink07 1 year ago
To answer your questions,i have no passion. i always stand up for what i believe in. I could care less what ppl feel when i'm gone whether they succeed or not, i don't want to deal with their b.s. I hate my family, i don't care for displays of affection, i'm sure i will never get any, didn't when i was pretty, won't now either. .0001% of the yr is laughing/smiling,this sounds like a bad deal to me.. i fake it so ppl dont call "lock up&live forever in white box service".mum scarred me lifesajoke
TeenagePrinccess 1 year ago
My mum now calls me fat. what a fucking dyke. I look back at pictures of when i was thin, i was GORGEOUS. i show my mum, she agrees that i was gorgeous and says i should lose weight. wow what a gay fuker. i'm not going to lose weight just cus of her and please her. When i was thin, i wasn't mrs. self confident either. Ppl are gay, move in & out of ur life right when u become bffs, backstab,and r shallow. i've seen evil facial expressions and things said on both sides. =)
TeenagePrinccess 1 year ago
Long story short. Conservative, sedentary mom. Power hungry conservative dad
I was thin, pretty, exercised EVERY day, dieted, loved life. Mum said i was ugly and looked bad, also discouraged my dreams & exercising, never went anywhere, never was impressed with anything i did or worked hard on either. I get discouraged, think "if i look bad then why even bother trying to look good", i stop doing my hair, gained 40lbs in fat, stopped talking to ppl, never exercised, hate gym, suicidal. =)
TeenagePrinccess 1 year ago
yeah but the thing is, some people are clinically depressed to the point where they need medicine and nothing makes them happy and they need to get help. you were depressed about your situation. some people are depressed becuase they have an actual disorder. either way you can make it through, but im just saying.
TheKillingofMandee 1 year ago
Greg, you were the first and ONLY person to comfort me in my lowest points. Friends saw me struggle. But none them put their hand out for me. You're a complete stranger to me, but your videos were what comforted me and made me think clearly. When I see these, I find another reason to hang on a little longer. They give me another reason to try to smile and live. Another reason to hold my friends close. Just...thanks.
-A
TheElectricDreamer93 1 year ago
Do I need to say it again? Thank you onision. I've been struggling with my battle with beating depression for over a year. Your videos on depression have made me stronger,and showed me how many things I would have thrown away after I thought about killing myself. The friends I wouldn't find. The inspiration to write would be gone. Everything I worked so hard on would have been gone.
TheElectricDreamer93 1 year ago
Im 13.
And um. Ya i think i have depression...
But im making myself live to help other people.
robinelectronica 1 year ago
what made you so suicidal?
was it when you got your ass handed to you by the amazing atheist? lol
cheeseburger.
ChaosBW 1 year ago
Strenght is determined not by how much damage you can deal, it is determined by how much damage you can take and still go forward.
KyuubiCat 1 year ago
Good video Onision. It's a good thing you're here and can share how you got out of it, so we can find the way out too. Ty. I really mean that.
Zerafinel 1 year ago
You know..I've often find myself lying in bed thinking about this very subject. It is very easy for a person in distress to put a gun to their head and not pull the trigger or put a handful of pills in their mouth and not swallow them. However, can you even begin to imagine the pain and anguish a person must go through before they finally break and take their own life? What does it take to lose that primal fear of death? What monstrous things must a person endure to be push over the line?
ousAnonym 1 year ago
Could you? Could you even begin to imagine? I can only lie in bed and wonder what it takes..wonder what must be going through that persons mind right before they "pull the trigger"..wonder what made them think death was the easier path to take because the pain they were experiencing was too great to bear for one more second. I try to imagine..and every time I do my stomach turns.
ousAnonym 1 year ago
You, Sir Are Amazing! =3
01Noodle01 1 year ago
pussy
kieran55555 1 year ago
@kieran55555 SHUT UP.
ThatFreshmanGeek 1 year ago
@ThatFreshmanGeek please dont tell me to shut up, i might gain some courage and kill you
kieran55555 1 year ago
you should be proud of yourself your so positive you made me look at things in a different way thank you.
mustang99190 1 year ago
I'm in tears. This is so inspirational and beautiful. Thank you so much for this. I can't...even explain how this makes me feel. It makes me reevaluate everything that has taken me down for way too long. I've been struggling with this for a long time and this has made me feel so hopeful for the future and in myself. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for sharing your message. I'm glad you didn't pull that trigger.
skibapwnsyou 1 year ago
Well this has really made me re evaluate my emotional state. It's made me realize that i don't have to make that drastic decision now when i could live my life for a little longer and see where it takes me. thanks.
VladimirAteAVampire 1 year ago
my friend is in a super dark place right now. shes worried about some test coming up that aren't even that important and shes so stress its making her physically ill.
as her best friend i feel hopeless in this, as i have told her many times that these tests dont matter, but she continues to make herself ill.
im scared that one day she is going to end it all, and im not sure what there is left to do to stop her, as i have told her everything, but she refuses to listen.
help someone? please? x
inewildoo585 1 year ago
*claps heavily*
CosmicDestroyer99 1 year ago 2
I'm really tired of the way things are going in my life,all this pressure, all this things I have on my mind all these things I'm afraid of . I know it could be so much worse and I really appreciate what I have but thats me, I'm hypersensitive and I can't change it. I can't even count now how many times a day I think that I want time to stop for me
Thoughts like yours keep me alive physically and mentally
May God bless you and bring peace to your life so that you'll never feel this way again
moonbeam928 1 year ago
This was such a great video =) You're an inspiration OnisionSpeak.
5differentpeople 1 year ago
Thankyou u gave sence to everything
SeriouslyRandom20 1 year ago
Thank you so much!
oysteinre 1 year ago
Thank you
Bippledot 1 year ago
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elmakarov 1 year ago
Only when we live without fear do we really begin living.
elmakarov 1 year ago
you ok now :)
dogzzy215 1 year ago
This makes sense only to one of three categories of suicide, and that category is depression. The other categories are anger and insanity.
Hejzwej 1 year ago
Alright, I enjoy this video a lot more. Kudos to you and this encouraging video.
BotenKatya 1 year ago
Onision...you are soo awesome
Kiretrams1 1 year ago
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hey onision, kill yourself.
agents1986 1 year ago
This really spoke to me! Thanks so much Onision!!!!
AFZTV 1 year ago
i cant cut out what makes me miserable. and to abide by the rules, i have to put up with the crap.
Hannahx1996 1 year ago
Wen I was 21 I almost jumped from an over pass. Then I thought how many things have I not yet done? I haven't visited every state. I have yet to move to California (my ultimate dream), and Even been out of the country. I've never seen cedar point, I never rode a bike, I never owned a classic car, I haven't even tried to get a career yet, and all I wanted to do at that point was to just see my family again. So I called them and they brought me home, where I went to sleep in the room I knew.
aHighschoolloser 1 year ago 45
@aHighschoolloser god bless you, it's good to know someone i can relate to.
Blerny 9 months ago
in all honesty my little girl keeps me going (:
kellbear1991 1 year ago
@kellbear1991 You're 19? Your kid looks about 4.
BeezleBoy 1 year ago
@BeezleBoy Yeah, i'm 19 & my little girl is 3years old.
kellbear1991 1 year ago
@kellbear1991 o.O >.<
BeezleBoy 1 year ago
I won't lie, I've been seriously thinking about that option (or the coward's way out as some refer to it) but you are right. No matter how many things in my life there are that I can't stand, there are so many more that I couldn't give up. I just have to start at square one, deciding what it is that I can do to turn my life around for the better. Thank you. I really mean that. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
ShazzyMuffin 1 year ago
dude
seriously
speak at a school or something
youre a great speaker
and you make the most sence in what you say, you could enlighten a lot of people with information that they need, like suicidal kids, or kids that just dont know anything
killinrokr 1 year ago 76
im alive because God dosn't allow for suicides still wish i was i was dead though...
sk8ordiekooks 1 year ago
@sk8ordiekooks um, then why do people kill themselves all the time?
VladmirVonDoughty 1 year ago
@VladmirVonDoughty
People don't realise that God made you to live this test. Using that example life is a test and people who suicide are people who just gets up from the table and throws there test away because it was too hard. It was meant to be hard. But God gave us a cheat sheet, the bible to supply us the answer for the test. You see it took me a while to realise that and only wish that others do before the teacher decides its time to end the test...
sk8ordiekooks 1 year ago
@sk8ordiekooks so, God just left us here and said, "go at it with eachother."
I think that if there is a God, then I raise my middle finger to him proudly. Thank you for letting us destroy ourselves. Whats the point if were just one of his tests. Were his version of "The Sims."
VladmirVonDoughty 1 year ago
thank u dude xD just thank f****** you, BTW im not suicidal but i am depressed and u just friggin helped.
gothgirlair 1 year ago
im glad you didnt man
Monkeycripler 1 year ago 2
I dont know how you are as far as your books and whatnot go, I mean leisurely, but if you would, I would appreciate you reading the book "13 Reasons Why" I would love to know your thoughts on the topics that book presents. Thanks for another great video.
KellietheBookworm 1 year ago
Yes you didnt pull the trigger. I did.... Im not dead? oh well thats because It ended up being the ONLY blank in the gun. Im glad for that today but i remain emo. Im unhappy because my brother died 3 years ago.... NO I WONT GET OVER IT!!!! You dont know my brother like i do.
wanttobezacs 1 year ago
@wanttobezacs no I don't know your brother but I know what it's like to loose a sibling, and I can understand why you wanted to kill yourself.
glad to hear your still alive though and not just about to try again.
supershawnodeseninja 1 year ago
Im sad cuz of your circumsizion vids! Thanks alot! :(
1AeroForce1 1 year ago
You helped me think about alot of stuff, thank you....