Day in day out, like you wake up to live in a nightmare...and your dreams in sleep are your new reality...because there you are normal again. PLEASE GIVE THIS A TRY...WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE???
I don't know why God allows this to happen to people, but I do know it helped me to realize that there is a God, Jesus, and that the Bible is ALL TRUTH. Blessings of PEACE....you are NOT DEAD!! I know that feeling though...you feel like your in a shell, life is going on around you and you are watching trapped inside your own body. You want soooo much to be a part of the real world, but you can't. Each day you wake up HOPING that your normal again, only to find out...your still the same.
Let me tell you one last thing...If something weird happens to you, mainly at night, and you feel scared or don't know what to do....Just say JESUS name over and over until it stops!! If you have something like that happen, seek out a house of prayer in your area and tell them what happened, or you can email me...monchi2175@yahoo.com My name is Sara.
I don't know when he will answer that prayer...it took him almost a year to answer mine!! KEEP PRAYING for the answer as to WHY you are having DP!! DON'T STOP ASKING!! EVEN IF YOU THINK HE IS NOT REAL....DON'T STOP!!
PLEASE HELP ME!! I don't know what to do, and I want to LIVE!! Please show me what is causing this sensation, I want to live!!?? IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!! Now, you need to be sincere...I can't make that clear enough, this is something you must want, Jesus is not there just to make you well and then have you live your life how you want. TRUST ME....he IS REAL!! I did not believe that myself until this happened to me!! He cured my anemia in 1 min, when doctors could do NOTHING!!
PLEASE forgive me lord. (If you have anger toward someone say, " I also choose to forgive those who have hurt me on your strength and power and let them go to you." You can not be forgiven, if you yourself won't forgive.) Lord I don't know why I have this Depersonalization, but it has tormented me for TOO long.
I accept Jesus in my heart as my Lord and savior, and I believe he died for me on the cross and rose again to save me from my sin. I don't know all the sins I have committed, but I am a sinner and I am SOOOO sorry for my transgressions..
My DP is still somewhat bad...but it has SLOWLY gotten better with GOD!! Now, he showed me what it was that caused this and if I told you what, you may not believe me, so I want you to pray this prayer ok?? Lord, I am not certain you are really there or not, but I do know that I want to give my life to you.
Then it died down, and I felt fine. An hour later...I noticed I was calmer, and my head was not feeling like it was so badly in that DP FISHBOWL type state anymore. My derealization had gone from like 100% affected, to like 75%. I also found out that my anemia that dr's could not help me with for long was CURED, it's been almost 2 years now, and NO ANEMIA!!
Anyway, one day I was waiting to get my iron checked, had my name called, stood up to go get tested, and something like a basketball sized FIRE burned out of my back. I thought, WHAT WAS THAT???!!
He led me to the truth...not the truth I wanted to know...but TRUTH. I had a LOT of anger in me, a LOT of unforgiveness, and A LOT of SIN I had not repented of. One day...I was going in for lab work for another condition I found out I had...SEVERE anemia that I had to take IV iron for every few months, and had surgery for that did NOT HELP.
I began to twitch, got involuntary movements, parts of my body vibrated, I began to wake up when I did fall asleep at 5 am EVERY morning with rushes of adrenaline, and involuntary swallowing sensations. I kept asking God what to do, went to dr after dr, psych after psych, test after test, took drug after drug...NOTHING HELPED!! I finally PLEADED with God for an answer as I am a mom of 2 little girls and wanted to be a momma.
Honey....I have suffered from this for only close to three years now. I begged God to kill me MANY times over the years. The first year was the WORST, I had dp, and SEVERE feelings of anxiety and panic. I could not sleep, and I felt as if I were dying on a daily basis, but death would never come. I decided to ask God who at the time I thought I was not good enough for, for help and I gave him my life 2 months after all of this started. I got WORSE the very next day!!
Please check out this site anxietynomore. oc. uk / blog this is the best site for help for dp sufferers. I can tell you that trying to find a solution will never help you as this perpetuates the problem. This site was a lifesaver for me it might help you too!
A "one-time" look is much much better than nothing! We could help millions suffering from this discover what they have. Wouldn't that be incredible!!!
@stillhippie Followers will call 911 ?? *lol* Come on dude, open ur eyes and live in reality! It also wouldn't make a sense cause we all watch the vids after she has taken them which means IF she really was suicidal at that moment she's dead anyways at that moment we watch the clips. (sorry for my Enligsh,hope u know what I'm talking about)
@stillhippie "enjoy life and begin the course of life like anyone else." WTF!! I bet,u've never suffered from derealization&Co??! It's not that she doesn't want to enjoy life!
@stillhippie Oh come one! It's nice if u have that many followers but honestly does it help her?! I don't think so! She needs person in real not online! We're not there for her to give her a real hug or the secure she needs. I don't think that posting some comments here is equal to a real care!
let myself go and not trying to keep myself in control but to relax. 2.I tried to understand the reason the sense for this mental state. With this knowing I was more relaxed cause I knew that I wasn't going crazy or something like that, I understood my brain. 3.Prevention: during my periods of derealization/depersonalization I had periods of suffering from none. I learned to notice the signs my body gave me and learned to response in a healthy way. I haven't suffered from it since 4,5 years.
The more u put urself under pressure to recover, the less u give urself a real/realistic chance to recover! At least that was my experience. I know it's so fucking hard and scary but try to relax and accept this condition as a chance for ur body to rest a bit and get some energy back. I only recovered for 3 reasons: 1.During these periods I accepted it and did everything I could to feel relax and secure. e.g. being arround close friends who took care of myself gave the freedom to
Hey there, thanks for your comments. I've given myself tons of time to recover. I have not been working for about 5 years now. I need to actively seek out solutions as I have been doing for the last 16 years. It's just such a long process and one in which you will never know if it will end. I've asked for minor help from friends but learned the hard way they don't know what to say or do. It's me, you, and all the other dpers out there. That's what we have.
@unigirlb dont be so down on yourself. your not dead its just there is a part of you that is dormant or on activated cause of the weed ....I know this cause when I had my mri to check if i had brain damage there was a moment in the finally magnetic charges that I received where I FULLY awakened from this crap...i mean it was amazing it was like i was alive again ....and then I did some research on the net about tms magnetic treatment and how it relieved alot of ppl and even cured some
@unigirlb so now I KNOW there is hope you just gotta live on and be strong and thats it....hey I know know how you feel I was in the same boat when I 1st got it I felt like well fuck it I wanna die now ....like why did you do this to me god why not just take me all at once and end this pain...but know I have kinda gone through the grief and have realized that I am not sick and its not the end of the world and I have to live on for my mom and dad, and now my dp is may like 86 to 96% gone
@unigirlb the only thing that is kinda stopping me is this brain fog that i sometimes get where I zone out of conversations but that is also clearing up to,its all in your head...just have hope and remmeber tomorrow is a new day
She didn't wish me dead, no... i don't wish i was dead and I know I have a right to live... i just wish i could have taken her place, given the choice. About positivity, i only wish i could be.... i'm a realist. i look at the facts and then form my perspectives from that. 114 subscribers, oh... didn't know there were that many. Thanks for pointing that out. Now only if Oprah would subscribe and we could get on her show.
So u think just because she's a wife and mother and u aren't (yet), she deserves to live and u not? :-( Makes me so sad to hear that although I feel u cause I have the same feeling now and then. Nevertheless, u have the right to live because u're born, because u're putting so much efforts in ur everyday life, because u're such a lovely woman and I bet if I knew u in real, I would find more nice things to tell about ur person. U deserve to live cause u're fighting for ur life every day!
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Day in day out, like you wake up to live in a nightmare...and your dreams in sleep are your new reality...because there you are normal again. PLEASE GIVE THIS A TRY...WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE???
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I don't know why God allows this to happen to people, but I do know it helped me to realize that there is a God, Jesus, and that the Bible is ALL TRUTH. Blessings of PEACE....you are NOT DEAD!! I know that feeling though...you feel like your in a shell, life is going on around you and you are watching trapped inside your own body. You want soooo much to be a part of the real world, but you can't. Each day you wake up HOPING that your normal again, only to find out...your still the same.
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Let me tell you one last thing...If something weird happens to you, mainly at night, and you feel scared or don't know what to do....Just say JESUS name over and over until it stops!! If you have something like that happen, seek out a house of prayer in your area and tell them what happened, or you can email me...monchi2175@yahoo.com My name is Sara.
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I don't know when he will answer that prayer...it took him almost a year to answer mine!! KEEP PRAYING for the answer as to WHY you are having DP!! DON'T STOP ASKING!! EVEN IF YOU THINK HE IS NOT REAL....DON'T STOP!!
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PLEASE HELP ME!! I don't know what to do, and I want to LIVE!! Please show me what is causing this sensation, I want to live!!?? IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!! Now, you need to be sincere...I can't make that clear enough, this is something you must want, Jesus is not there just to make you well and then have you live your life how you want. TRUST ME....he IS REAL!! I did not believe that myself until this happened to me!! He cured my anemia in 1 min, when doctors could do NOTHING!!
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PLEASE forgive me lord. (If you have anger toward someone say, " I also choose to forgive those who have hurt me on your strength and power and let them go to you." You can not be forgiven, if you yourself won't forgive.) Lord I don't know why I have this Depersonalization, but it has tormented me for TOO long.
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I accept Jesus in my heart as my Lord and savior, and I believe he died for me on the cross and rose again to save me from my sin. I don't know all the sins I have committed, but I am a sinner and I am SOOOO sorry for my transgressions..
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My DP is still somewhat bad...but it has SLOWLY gotten better with GOD!! Now, he showed me what it was that caused this and if I told you what, you may not believe me, so I want you to pray this prayer ok?? Lord, I am not certain you are really there or not, but I do know that I want to give my life to you.
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Then it died down, and I felt fine. An hour later...I noticed I was calmer, and my head was not feeling like it was so badly in that DP FISHBOWL type state anymore. My derealization had gone from like 100% affected, to like 75%. I also found out that my anemia that dr's could not help me with for long was CURED, it's been almost 2 years now, and NO ANEMIA!!
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Anyway, one day I was waiting to get my iron checked, had my name called, stood up to go get tested, and something like a basketball sized FIRE burned out of my back. I thought, WHAT WAS THAT???!!
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He led me to the truth...not the truth I wanted to know...but TRUTH. I had a LOT of anger in me, a LOT of unforgiveness, and A LOT of SIN I had not repented of. One day...I was going in for lab work for another condition I found out I had...SEVERE anemia that I had to take IV iron for every few months, and had surgery for that did NOT HELP.
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I began to twitch, got involuntary movements, parts of my body vibrated, I began to wake up when I did fall asleep at 5 am EVERY morning with rushes of adrenaline, and involuntary swallowing sensations. I kept asking God what to do, went to dr after dr, psych after psych, test after test, took drug after drug...NOTHING HELPED!! I finally PLEADED with God for an answer as I am a mom of 2 little girls and wanted to be a momma.
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Honey....I have suffered from this for only close to three years now. I begged God to kill me MANY times over the years. The first year was the WORST, I had dp, and SEVERE feelings of anxiety and panic. I could not sleep, and I felt as if I were dying on a daily basis, but death would never come. I decided to ask God who at the time I thought I was not good enough for, for help and I gave him my life 2 months after all of this started. I got WORSE the very next day!!
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Dont give up!
christelvandenoever 4 months ago
Please check out this site anxietynomore. oc. uk / blog this is the best site for help for dp sufferers. I can tell you that trying to find a solution will never help you as this perpetuates the problem. This site was a lifesaver for me it might help you too!
winky647 8 months ago
You need to go out and live your life! Don't let yourself be a victim.
joemax2000 11 months ago
@stillhippie
Don't worry guys, not ending my life.
unigirlb 11 months ago
@stillhippie
A "one-time" look is much much better than nothing! We could help millions suffering from this discover what they have. Wouldn't that be incredible!!!
unigirlb 11 months ago
Wish I had periods of suffering but mine is 24/7
unigirlb 11 months ago
@stillhippie Followers will call 911 ?? *lol* Come on dude, open ur eyes and live in reality! It also wouldn't make a sense cause we all watch the vids after she has taken them which means IF she really was suicidal at that moment she's dead anyways at that moment we watch the clips. (sorry for my Enligsh,hope u know what I'm talking about)
luticia 11 months ago
@stillhippie "enjoy life and begin the course of life like anyone else." WTF!! I bet,u've never suffered from derealization&Co??! It's not that she doesn't want to enjoy life!
luticia 11 months ago
@stillhippie Oh come one! It's nice if u have that many followers but honestly does it help her?! I don't think so! She needs person in real not online! We're not there for her to give her a real hug or the secure she needs. I don't think that posting some comments here is equal to a real care!
luticia 11 months ago
let myself go and not trying to keep myself in control but to relax. 2.I tried to understand the reason the sense for this mental state. With this knowing I was more relaxed cause I knew that I wasn't going crazy or something like that, I understood my brain. 3.Prevention: during my periods of derealization/depersonalization I had periods of suffering from none. I learned to notice the signs my body gave me and learned to response in a healthy way. I haven't suffered from it since 4,5 years.
luticia 11 months ago
The more u put urself under pressure to recover, the less u give urself a real/realistic chance to recover! At least that was my experience. I know it's so fucking hard and scary but try to relax and accept this condition as a chance for ur body to rest a bit and get some energy back. I only recovered for 3 reasons: 1.During these periods I accepted it and did everything I could to feel relax and secure. e.g. being arround close friends who took care of myself gave the freedom to
luticia 11 months ago
@luticia
Hey there, thanks for your comments. I've given myself tons of time to recover. I have not been working for about 5 years now. I need to actively seek out solutions as I have been doing for the last 16 years. It's just such a long process and one in which you will never know if it will end. I've asked for minor help from friends but learned the hard way they don't know what to say or do. It's me, you, and all the other dpers out there. That's what we have.
unigirlb 11 months ago
@unigirlb dont be so down on yourself. your not dead its just there is a part of you that is dormant or on activated cause of the weed ....I know this cause when I had my mri to check if i had brain damage there was a moment in the finally magnetic charges that I received where I FULLY awakened from this crap...i mean it was amazing it was like i was alive again ....and then I did some research on the net about tms magnetic treatment and how it relieved alot of ppl and even cured some
redcomet2010 11 months ago
@unigirlb so now I KNOW there is hope you just gotta live on and be strong and thats it....hey I know know how you feel I was in the same boat when I 1st got it I felt like well fuck it I wanna die now ....like why did you do this to me god why not just take me all at once and end this pain...but know I have kinda gone through the grief and have realized that I am not sick and its not the end of the world and I have to live on for my mom and dad, and now my dp is may like 86 to 96% gone
redcomet2010 11 months ago
@unigirlb the only thing that is kinda stopping me is this brain fog that i sometimes get where I zone out of conversations but that is also clearing up to,its all in your head...just have hope and remmeber tomorrow is a new day
redcomet2010 11 months ago
Thanks Luticia
unigirlb 11 months ago
She didn't wish me dead, no... i don't wish i was dead and I know I have a right to live... i just wish i could have taken her place, given the choice. About positivity, i only wish i could be.... i'm a realist. i look at the facts and then form my perspectives from that. 114 subscribers, oh... didn't know there were that many. Thanks for pointing that out. Now only if Oprah would subscribe and we could get on her show.
unigirlb 11 months ago
She didn't wish me dead, no... i don't wish i was dead... i just wish i could have taken her place.
unigirlb 11 months ago
So u think just because she's a wife and mother and u aren't (yet), she deserves to live and u not? :-( Makes me so sad to hear that although I feel u cause I have the same feeling now and then. Nevertheless, u have the right to live because u're born, because u're putting so much efforts in ur everyday life, because u're such a lovely woman and I bet if I knew u in real, I would find more nice things to tell about ur person. U deserve to live cause u're fighting for ur life every day!
luticia 11 months ago
Why did u go to the viewing? I know u feel connected to her but why do u have to put urself in so much more pain? :-(
luticia 11 months ago
@luticia
To make it seem more real... if that's possible...
unigirlb 11 months ago
Rest in peace.
govnajedemdanas 11 months ago