I feel trapped because I feel like I am the only one (even though I know that I am not, It´s a feeling which I can´t deny) I look at people and they just comment about other´s issues and seem happy about doing it so... When I get really depressed because I feel alone, I just stay at home because I feel ashamed of myself to go outside and be seen by other people... So sometimes I don´t go to school because of that and I have flunked 2 years because of that. Instead of trying to help me I only get
@ZeinW threats saying "keep it like that and I´ll throw your ass to a institution and once you get out you will be on your own, all alone " So without friends to rely upon, money or job I guess I´d become a homeless? =(((
I constantly have to lie to myself to try to feel motivated but I still feel sad and 80% of the time I pretend to smile instead of actually smiling. I have to wear masks of emotion to get myself through the day. Depression sucks
Turn everything over to Jesus guys, He really wants to help , we just have to ask and truly believe.(Mathew 6:33)But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you..(2ndTimothy1:7)For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of sound mind.(Palms 55:22)Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved...Talk to Jesus, trust in His promises, turn everything over to Him.
I am in tears ; it feels great to read these comments and see that everyone understands. I hate that I am going through this ; I dnt even feel like myself anymore. I always feel down in the dumps, I hav sleepless nights, and i'm never happy. Hell I dnt even feel like a normal person. I feel horrible. :( we shall get through this.
im 15 years old been depressed for year and a half. i miss days when you would just always get caught up in what your doing at the moment and live life normally. now i constantly think about how depressed i am ALL the time and how when i graduate im gonna fail at life or something. i hate going to school because i have no intrest going some were where people don't talk to me. i would kill myself if my parents did not love me or hated me. but im smart enough to know it would kill them if i did
i am 13 years old, i have had depression for 4 years..
dont you hate waking up in the morning, putting on your fake smile and pretending that everythings just fine? people in school just make it worse dont they? they bullys you and bring you down even more. suffering through the day, trying not to breakdown and cry?once you get depression, you cant stop it from controling your life..
sorry to everyone suffering with this cruel disease :( im suffering so bad at the moment . i think about dieing all the time :(::: im really struggling to cope.
@jordanlovesmusic84 we are going throught the exct same thing ; and it seems like people thats not depressed, just doesn't understand, its truly sad. If it was up to me, I would be in my bed all day. :(
I have been living with depression since 7th grade. Im a sophomore this year and im still feeling like i need to take my life every night. It is hard to live with depression, and anybody out there that needs someone to talk to just message me. I understand how it feels.
there is an answer tell it to mary your mother as you fall asleep even if you dont believe it works as i found out myself i felt stupid and suicidal at first now i talk to her every night and she holds me in her arms a real loving mother my angel
I have a facebook account for all those who need support, encouragement or help. If you struggle with eating disorders, depression, anxiety, rejection, fear, suicidal thoughts or other things, feel free to add me! I am here to support you, not to judge you! You can find my facebook address in my account from here at the website , they don't let me post it here.
....I tell myself theres always tomarrow,but I can't lie to myself,I know tomarrow is going to be just like today.I hate this feeling,I can't stand it.
I know I'm depressed. I'm sad all the time. I get moments of overwhelming sadness that I just start to cry. I've cried myself to sleep twice. People say that they're depressed, but what I'm expiriencing, that is depression.
Why is it that we can talk about obesity as a lifestyle disease but rarely acknowledge a similar connection between depression and lifestyle? I think the more people suffer from depression the more we begin to understand that depression isn't just an organic brain disease but a social and cultural issue as well. Our entire life-world is distorted in a way that predisposes us to depression and popping pills is simply a way to postpone the eventual realization of this.
k well thats ur opinion, some weird emo girl? you dont know whats running threw that girls head. you should be lucky you dont feel the way alot of people feel. stay alive for the lord, but he aint gonna be there for you in the end. nobodys gonna be there. your not gonna see hevean or hell, your not gonna see shit.
one thing i would never want to die i need to be alive cuz i want to say i live for the lord but i only live for myself and im afraid if i die i will either go to hell or i just won't know it and there won't be a hell or heaven and whats sad is i go to a christina school its private and lol im not some weird emo girl.i don't cut my wrists and shiz like that
well, every1 has a right to their own oppinion, but some cutters start because they are depressed and think that cutting might b a solution, but after they start, they just cant stop because it is addicting.
maby even more physically than mentaly... im compleatly wiped out all the time. i never have enerhy.. i have alot to be sad about.. my life isnt going in good places.. im trapped in a wall that is.. well its torcher... i cant get out... if death would sooth me id take it... but im not taht lucky... plus in death there is still no peace..
i only tried one time. taht time i triad to choke myself to death, but would just pass out and wake up again. i could has cut myself or somthing like taht but i was aiming for painless. guess i should have tried harder. altho. now.. i can say im not ready to die. i just met somone and to be honest. its been an amazing three days. thanks for ur reply. i hope things go well in your future. altho my hopes of this lasting are slim to none.
ive attempted it once but i dirent have the balls to pull it trough to the end and im sure most of us dont either..death wuld be a release for most f us sadly we aint got the balsl to pull it trough i no i dont...thats y i sumtimes hope sum one does it for me and end my life but i guess im just condemned to go on living
Hey people. Im Brittany. Look, for all of you out there who needs a friend, im here. I struggle with problems myself. I wanna help people. It is my goal to help people. Sooo PLEASSEE!!! If you EVER need ANYTHING!! I wanna help. So dont be afraid to message me. PLEASE!
when u have depression u can't even think about it... everything hurts... ur heart, ur soul.. everything u do is just another sacrifice for another worthless day... surely there are life's completly miserable, but u probably don't know what live with depression is...
i am deppressed and will probly commit suicide today i wish i could get help but im to embrassed about it i would just get made fun of by my family i have no life no friends nothing my future is just pain and suffering i just want to feel loved or have somone care about me i havent been happy in 4 years
A beautiful, heartfelt video...I do hope you have found successful treatment are feeling better nowadays. Myself, I'll be getting VNS therapy for treatment resistant depression (TRD) next month. Do take care, and I wish you well...you are not alone.
i have Depression and my doc descriped cymbalta'' for me this moring...im affried that the side effects will have messup my life..!! idon kno!! im lost btween depression and cymbalta!!!...
Why do we have the right to be depressed? Think about it, there are kids in third world countries who just slave away making """""Depressed""""" american's shoes. That's it all day, sometimes they don't even get to see sunlight. Barely any food, parents often sold them to these factories NOW THAT'S DEPRESSING. I'm simpally stating this fact no offence. Please, if you can prove this fact wrong, I encourage it.
Depression is a disease that runs in my family. Yeah everyone has depressing moments, but that doesn't mean they suffer from depression. It's not a competition about who's more depressed anyway.
you know what you should try having depression sometime and see if you still send that comment you said about this video. every one suffers in there own way!!
@Oneway565 I have to be happy bcause other people suffer from slavery etc.? Its sad and cruel what happens in our world but this is my life and I have to handle it. I can´t take care of all those peoples. My life is the only thing I can take care of.
So what if your american and if you have a house okay we feel sad we feel like we are missing something i my self go 3 to 4 days with out eating when i feel like this i have mood swings and i dont want anything just one person too be with me my depression is about closure not about fucking money and food who cares about money that just gets you even more depressed this is just hell where we are already living earth is hell everyone suffers so not only poor people suffer everyone does
I am no longer suicidal, you may never ever get away from depression but you can do something about it. I tried to kill myself, but everything happens for a reason. So one day I thought, and I gonna wollow like this or get help, I talked ot my amazing adult friend, and it did wonders. You dont have to live like this. I still have depression, and I am still love with the heart break feeling, but never ever will I try to end my life again.
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Hi, everyone!
There is a cure!
No coffee, no drugs, no smoking, no drinking.
Organic food only! Herbs:olive leafs, reishi, nettle. Give yourselves time to adjust 2,3 weeks to a new you. That's is all! Enjoy happiness! Tell others!
While some of those things can lead to depression, it is just ignorant to think those are the only causes or even the most commen ones. Perhaps you should do a bit more research!
I can help any one who wants it, I used to be depressed and know how it feels. If you e-mail me I'llhelp as best as i can. I know how you feel ur not alone.
Cymbalta can help
supercoolmanable 2 weeks ago
I feel trapped because I feel like I am the only one (even though I know that I am not, It´s a feeling which I can´t deny) I look at people and they just comment about other´s issues and seem happy about doing it so... When I get really depressed because I feel alone, I just stay at home because I feel ashamed of myself to go outside and be seen by other people... So sometimes I don´t go to school because of that and I have flunked 2 years because of that. Instead of trying to help me I only get
ZeinW 1 month ago
@ZeinW threats saying "keep it like that and I´ll throw your ass to a institution and once you get out you will be on your own, all alone " So without friends to rely upon, money or job I guess I´d become a homeless? =(((
ZeinW 1 month ago
the depression project
TheDepressionProject 1 month ago
depression sucks
heartz456 2 months ago
I constantly have to lie to myself to try to feel motivated but I still feel sad and 80% of the time I pretend to smile instead of actually smiling. I have to wear masks of emotion to get myself through the day. Depression sucks
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15iloveyaoi 2 months ago
i know how it feels i went so many years and i still get it from time to time... :(
jak151jk 3 months ago
Turn everything over to Jesus guys, He really wants to help , we just have to ask and truly believe.(Mathew 6:33)But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you..(2ndTimothy1:7)For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of sound mind.(Palms 55:22)Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved...Talk to Jesus, trust in His promises, turn everything over to Him.
TheJmpeters 4 months ago
i hade alot of depression lately just came from the hospital od of pills !!!!!! im ok now im gonna watch myself
bignenna 4 months ago
Not only do I hate myself for these feelings, everyone else does too. I just want to be me again...
SparkyFirecracker 4 months ago 4
i Like that song
katelyn694 4 months ago
I DONT FEEL BAD FOR ANYONE HERE!!!!!! HAHA FUCKING DRUG ZOMBIES!!! STOP TAKING CANCER INDUCING MEDICATIONS AND EAT VITAMIN D
pygame 7 months ago
hahaha shut the fuck up bitch ..
NZtenga 6 months ago
I am in tears ; it feels great to read these comments and see that everyone understands. I hate that I am going through this ; I dnt even feel like myself anymore. I always feel down in the dumps, I hav sleepless nights, and i'm never happy. Hell I dnt even feel like a normal person. I feel horrible. :( we shall get through this.
Sierra13chiffon 8 months ago
i feel like my mind is constantly atacking me and trying to drive me into madness.
BlackHAwkdOwn2983 9 months ago 2
im 15 years old been depressed for year and a half. i miss days when you would just always get caught up in what your doing at the moment and live life normally. now i constantly think about how depressed i am ALL the time and how when i graduate im gonna fail at life or something. i hate going to school because i have no intrest going some were where people don't talk to me. i would kill myself if my parents did not love me or hated me. but im smart enough to know it would kill them if i did
BlackHAwkdOwn2983 9 months ago 2
Depression does NOT feel good!! It's like an emotional prison you can't get out of.
HarryPotter87 9 months ago
i am 13 years old, i have had depression for 4 years..
dont you hate waking up in the morning, putting on your fake smile and pretending that everythings just fine? people in school just make it worse dont they? they bullys you and bring you down even more. suffering through the day, trying not to breakdown and cry?once you get depression, you cant stop it from controling your life..
XxBrokenEmoKIdxX 9 months ago
sorry to everyone suffering with this cruel disease :( im suffering so bad at the moment . i think about dieing all the time :(::: im really struggling to cope.
jordanlovesmusic84 11 months ago
@jordanlovesmusic84,
Me too. It's tough, but we can beat it. We have to stay focused, productive, and keep busy.
MegaAstrodude 10 months ago
@jordanlovesmusic84 we are going throught the exct same thing ; and it seems like people thats not depressed, just doesn't understand, its truly sad. If it was up to me, I would be in my bed all day. :(
Sierra13chiffon 8 months ago
Depression sucks and it just controls you and your mind
julioarroyo751 1 year ago
depressed: read the Quran
NoorminAllah 1 year ago
I have been living with depression since 7th grade. Im a sophomore this year and im still feeling like i need to take my life every night. It is hard to live with depression, and anybody out there that needs someone to talk to just message me. I understand how it feels.
AfroUnc172 1 year ago
This song is perfect for the video
formu1fan 1 year ago
Depression has ruined my life. I have no motivation to do anything.
aroundtheworlda 1 year ago
@aroundtheworlda
i feel you ;(
janar17 10 months ago
there is an answer tell it to mary your mother as you fall asleep even if you dont believe it works as i found out myself i felt stupid and suicidal at first now i talk to her every night and she holds me in her arms a real loving mother my angel
helenehms 1 year ago
thats really nice .. hope u feel much better.. take care..
TSBNT 1 year ago
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HaPpY0In0ChRiSt 1 year ago
....I tell myself theres always tomarrow,but I can't lie to myself,I know tomarrow is going to be just like today.I hate this feeling,I can't stand it.
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TedDGPoulos 1 year ago
I know I'm depressed. I'm sad all the time. I get moments of overwhelming sadness that I just start to cry. I've cried myself to sleep twice. People say that they're depressed, but what I'm expiriencing, that is depression.
CallMehBob 1 year ago
The world is a depressive place.
Thereminized 1 year ago
Why is it that we can talk about obesity as a lifestyle disease but rarely acknowledge a similar connection between depression and lifestyle? I think the more people suffer from depression the more we begin to understand that depression isn't just an organic brain disease but a social and cultural issue as well. Our entire life-world is distorted in a way that predisposes us to depression and popping pills is simply a way to postpone the eventual realization of this.
kiviaavikko 1 year ago
Life is shit
franzese14 1 year ago
I just want to be happy again.
JBDG83 1 year ago
are there lyrics to this song
1996justinfan 1 year ago
@1996justinfan this is a radiohead song (my favorite band) it's called "how to disappear completely"
KatieTaylor24 1 year ago
good song
kristina040192 1 year ago
its fucked! i feel ya!
ozi2nvozipride 2 years ago
k well thats ur opinion, some weird emo girl? you dont know whats running threw that girls head. you should be lucky you dont feel the way alot of people feel. stay alive for the lord, but he aint gonna be there for you in the end. nobodys gonna be there. your not gonna see hevean or hell, your not gonna see shit.
llady088 2 years ago
one thing i would never want to die i need to be alive cuz i want to say i live for the lord but i only live for myself and im afraid if i die i will either go to hell or i just won't know it and there won't be a hell or heaven and whats sad is i go to a christina school its private and lol im not some weird emo girl.i don't cut my wrists and shiz like that
HazaaStrokinIt 2 years ago
not all emos cut themselves and not all cutters are emo.
animelover2393 2 years ago
im aware not all emos cut themselves some are just for the style but if you do cut yourself no matter how sad you are i think its pathetic.
HazaaStrokinIt 2 years ago
well, every1 has a right to their own oppinion, but some cutters start because they are depressed and think that cutting might b a solution, but after they start, they just cant stop because it is addicting.
animelover2393 2 years ago
@HazaaStrokinIt
how can you say it's pathetic when you don't know anything about what the person who cuts themself is going thru?
TyWalkerMusic 1 year ago
@TyWalkerMusic i don't see why someone would do that its useless to do.
HazaaStrokinIt 1 year ago
maby even more physically than mentaly... im compleatly wiped out all the time. i never have enerhy.. i have alot to be sad about.. my life isnt going in good places.. im trapped in a wall that is.. well its torcher... i cant get out... if death would sooth me id take it... but im not taht lucky... plus in death there is still no peace..
crossesandawes 2 years ago
I've attempted suicide 4 times. I too would like the peace in death that I cannot find in life.
thanks51 2 years ago
i only tried one time. taht time i triad to choke myself to death, but would just pass out and wake up again. i could has cut myself or somthing like taht but i was aiming for painless. guess i should have tried harder. altho. now.. i can say im not ready to die. i just met somone and to be honest. its been an amazing three days. thanks for ur reply. i hope things go well in your future. altho my hopes of this lasting are slim to none.
crossesandawes 2 years ago
ive attempted it once but i dirent have the balls to pull it trough to the end and im sure most of us dont either..death wuld be a release for most f us sadly we aint got the balsl to pull it trough i no i dont...thats y i sumtimes hope sum one does it for me and end my life but i guess im just condemned to go on living
valles666 2 years ago 2
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ThePunkPink 2 years ago
im getting therapy and a prescription drug
for my depression, its called prozac. depression is a hard and long battle, stay strong.
zombiekillerRE5 2 years ago
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joeyxrapz 2 years ago
when u have depression u can't even think about it... everything hurts... ur heart, ur soul.. everything u do is just another sacrifice for another worthless day... surely there are life's completly miserable, but u probably don't know what live with depression is...
EridaMaggot 2 years ago 33
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joeyxrapz 2 years ago
i put it all there in a perfect way, everything is just wrong and hurts so bad, thanks for sharing!
hazardbmore 2 years ago
i am deppressed and will probly commit suicide today i wish i could get help but im to embrassed about it i would just get made fun of by my family i have no life no friends nothing my future is just pain and suffering i just want to feel loved or have somone care about me i havent been happy in 4 years
bizzy400 2 years ago
well dont do that!
joeyxrapz 2 years ago
depression takes away lives, physically and mentally. Vilift is the best i've tried.
happilylil 2 years ago 3
emf391,
A beautiful, heartfelt video...I do hope you have found successful treatment are feeling better nowadays. Myself, I'll be getting VNS therapy for treatment resistant depression (TRD) next month. Do take care, and I wish you well...you are not alone.
netnut25 3 years ago 3
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hey you can be as depressed as you want
but you better be happy you have some food in your damn fridge
wait until you move to Africa and some one murders your whole family at the age of 12.... then you'll see some depression.
i understand it's a disses
but hey LIFE COULD BE WORSE
bevon17 3 years ago
wen it gets you it takes over,i never felt anything about ppple who suffer emotional pain until now when im goin thru it myself..
sorry for all those who have i know it must be hard.
sharbul130582 3 years ago 21
whatta downer
captindildoface 3 years ago
i have Depression and my doc descriped cymbalta'' for me this moring...im affried that the side effects will have messup my life..!! idon kno!! im lost btween depression and cymbalta!!!...
cuteEvil87 3 years ago
Love it, I can really relate
stacey191106 3 years ago
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Why do we have the right to be depressed? Think about it, there are kids in third world countries who just slave away making """""Depressed""""" american's shoes. That's it all day, sometimes they don't even get to see sunlight. Barely any food, parents often sold them to these factories NOW THAT'S DEPRESSING. I'm simpally stating this fact no offence. Please, if you can prove this fact wrong, I encourage it.
Oneway565 3 years ago
Depression is a disease that runs in my family. Yeah everyone has depressing moments, but that doesn't mean they suffer from depression. It's not a competition about who's more depressed anyway.
emf391 3 years ago 9
well said.
elyurita 2 years ago
you know what you should try having depression sometime and see if you still send that comment you said about this video. every one suffers in there own way!!
kwwifly 3 years ago 3
Depression is a disease not a "Depressing" moment.
MichelleBrown101 3 years ago 5
@Oneway565 I have to be happy bcause other people suffer from slavery etc.? Its sad and cruel what happens in our world but this is my life and I have to handle it. I can´t take care of all those peoples. My life is the only thing I can take care of.
Satanskipferl 1 year ago
@Oneway565
So what if your american and if you have a house okay we feel sad we feel like we are missing something i my self go 3 to 4 days with out eating when i feel like this i have mood swings and i dont want anything just one person too be with me my depression is about closure not about fucking money and food who cares about money that just gets you even more depressed this is just hell where we are already living earth is hell everyone suffers so not only poor people suffer everyone does
julioarroyo751 1 year ago
A fabulous song by Radiohead called "How To Dissapear Completely"
How suiting.
hazlella 3 years ago
Oh, this was suppossed to be the reply to FahQ777's question below..whoops
hazlella 3 years ago
I am no longer suicidal, you may never ever get away from depression but you can do something about it. I tried to kill myself, but everything happens for a reason. So one day I thought, and I gonna wollow like this or get help, I talked ot my amazing adult friend, and it did wonders. You dont have to live like this. I still have depression, and I am still love with the heart break feeling, but never ever will I try to end my life again.
KimIsMissing 3 years ago 3
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Hi, everyone!
There is a cure!
No coffee, no drugs, no smoking, no drinking.
Organic food only! Herbs:olive leafs, reishi, nettle. Give yourselves time to adjust 2,3 weeks to a new you. That's is all! Enjoy happiness! Tell others!
1Reishi 4 years ago
While some of those things can lead to depression, it is just ignorant to think those are the only causes or even the most commen ones. Perhaps you should do a bit more research!
VDubRunner89 4 years ago 5
Hey peepls
I can help any one who wants it, I used to be depressed and know how it feels. If you e-mail me I'llhelp as best as i can. I know how you feel ur not alone.
13inyourface 4 years ago 2
nevermind.... asked 2 soon : )
FahQ777 4 years ago
what song is this
FahQ777 4 years ago