@MakoDap Coolies c: Ok, so, here it goes. Im going out with this cute little sophmore, but i dun think she's into the whole sex thing, and i dont wanna be the guy that takes her innocence away because ill feel a little bad. So, what im doing is.. um.. having other affairs with other girls so that i can blow off some steam, just to take the temptation away from having sex with my Gf. But before you call me a jerk, let me explain... She is like a sister and at first i didnt wanna go out with her-
@MakoDap But, i heard from her friends that if i would deny her, she would cut her self every day until she finally goes out with me, so i went out with her. The relationship is stale, and boring but i always try to fake in a laugh and a smile so that she doesnt find out how i trully feel. I really dont know what to do because the girl i actually like is showing alotta signs that she wants to hook up. Sure my Gf is cute and everything but her personality is like a rock, plz tell me what 2 do T-T
@CyberNeonChrist Wow. Are you positive your GF has or is cutting herself? Does she have marks or scars? Her friends could be leading you on if not. Trust me... I've had this experience before. The one thing that might emotional hurt her more than breaking up with her... is cheating on her. That could end up having even worse results. Trust me. I know. Girls need positive reassurance about themselves. Having someone cheat on you... blows that out of the water. (con't)
@MakoDap I assume you just wanna be friends? If so and you think she's emotionally distraught, you should seek professional help. Go to your school counselor. Ask for advice or assistance. Don't put that all on yourself. She needs help to insure she'll have a happy/longer life. Make sure others are watching her and helping as well. Say it's better for both of you if you remain friends, and you can help her through this. Being in a relationship to mask her issues - is not the solution.
i SO know what you mean. feeling vulnerable is both a wonderful emotion and (for me at least) extremely terrifying at time. i find that as a girl, i'm way more open with my feelings, thoughts, and insecurities. as a guy i'm way more quiet and introspective. of course those characteristics aren't mutually exclusive to gender but for the most part...
i think we do have a lot in common actually. can we expect a new vlog from you soon?
@pianoandpage I think you're spot on there. I do feel more compelled to be up front and express myself as a girl than I ever was a guy. I wonder why that is?
@mako ever since i've come to realize that i identify as both male and female (sometimes more one than the other) i have gained a lot more empathy for women's rights and also disappointment in men who ascribe to stereotypes. i definitely think you are going though an extraordinary journey mako and i can't wait to see what is next for you. also, you are beautiful!
@pianoandpage Awwwww... thanx for the lovely comment :) I think you and I have a lot in common... that way for sure. I feel like I can really dig deep and feel empathy for both men and women now. I can see so many strengths. Weaknesses. Men and woman's brains are wired differently. They just are. But now I am understanding the obstacles women have to deal with more than ever now. And I feel that vulnerability too. In some ways... women have to have a thicker skin than men to get by.
@LaKittyBooBoo You better respect women :) Now that I'm a woman myself... I can understand the gender equality issues that have been going on for a long time. It feels unfair for sure. And I'm not saying all women are angels. I've known a few myself that abuse the system for sure.
Hey, you don't have to be a woman to cry at that kitten video. I'd probably cry too, and I consider myself fairly manly. Well, except for being turned on by the idea of men turning into women.
Not saying that you would ever do that. But just know that there are other people out there that are thinking the samething too. I just choose to ignore them, as there really now point in talking to them.
Mako-sempaichan just be glade your not like that male or female. You both(male and female versions) have a warm heart and a teddy bear like addatude. People who act like that are usually going no where in life, and half to make it up to themselves, or there too high in there place of work, that as someone said, "thing there "all that"(-- which happened to be a good show, before the revamp). Girls can be like that guy as well too, but they tend to hit you more emotionally and acturatly. No sayi
@thewildone What? Really? Uh oh. Let me look at my calendar a sec. Oh wow... it's been 24 days since I starting transforming. There's no way I'm headed in that direction. It can't be possible. Right?
@thewildone So either way... you're implying I could get a period? I just can't see how that's possible with me changing back and forth. I was counting the days since I started TFing. If I'm supposed to count the total time - then that would only be 12 days. Phew!!
*hugs gently* I'm sorry, Mako. :( I hate those kinds of people. I almost want to tell you to be there for that guy when you shift back into a man just to freak him out, then when he starts blabbing to other people about what happened, they'll think he's crazy and haul his ass to the funny farm...
ah, but I can dream, right? :-/
Take care, Mako. remember, you always deserve better. *hugs again*
@svankmaj It's so weird that I felt that way. Must be the female empowerment thing coming out in me. I don't know. All I know is that he really pisses me off. Joe doesn't do anything with me - cause I'm a guy during the day. But if he every did - I would be in HR so fast!!
Oh man..mako. are ya gonna be alright? I can understand the dickwad men that think they're above everything. I just wanna feed them to the gators. and the kitten video is...well that's life my dear...if it'll make it better, i can link ya this REALLY cute kitten video that doesn't have a bad ending. trust me it's worth it...unless you've checked it already...and the questions, well after the guy thing at your work, i'm pretty sure i can understand. Take ease my friend.
Wait, you'll answer our questions? O .o wait, does this one count? does that one count too?!
CyberNeonChrist 9 months ago
@CyberNeonChrist You just filled up your daily QUE Cyber :) j/k I will answer questions. I just really wasn't in the mood that day :(
MakoDap 9 months ago
@MakoDap Coolies c: Ok, so, here it goes. Im going out with this cute little sophmore, but i dun think she's into the whole sex thing, and i dont wanna be the guy that takes her innocence away because ill feel a little bad. So, what im doing is.. um.. having other affairs with other girls so that i can blow off some steam, just to take the temptation away from having sex with my Gf. But before you call me a jerk, let me explain... She is like a sister and at first i didnt wanna go out with her-
CyberNeonChrist 9 months ago
@MakoDap But, i heard from her friends that if i would deny her, she would cut her self every day until she finally goes out with me, so i went out with her. The relationship is stale, and boring but i always try to fake in a laugh and a smile so that she doesnt find out how i trully feel. I really dont know what to do because the girl i actually like is showing alotta signs that she wants to hook up. Sure my Gf is cute and everything but her personality is like a rock, plz tell me what 2 do T-T
CyberNeonChrist 9 months ago
@CyberNeonChrist Wow. Are you positive your GF has or is cutting herself? Does she have marks or scars? Her friends could be leading you on if not. Trust me... I've had this experience before. The one thing that might emotional hurt her more than breaking up with her... is cheating on her. That could end up having even worse results. Trust me. I know. Girls need positive reassurance about themselves. Having someone cheat on you... blows that out of the water. (con't)
MakoDap 9 months ago
@MakoDap I assume you just wanna be friends? If so and you think she's emotionally distraught, you should seek professional help. Go to your school counselor. Ask for advice or assistance. Don't put that all on yourself. She needs help to insure she'll have a happy/longer life. Make sure others are watching her and helping as well. Say it's better for both of you if you remain friends, and you can help her through this. Being in a relationship to mask her issues - is not the solution.
MakoDap 9 months ago
i SO know what you mean. feeling vulnerable is both a wonderful emotion and (for me at least) extremely terrifying at time. i find that as a girl, i'm way more open with my feelings, thoughts, and insecurities. as a guy i'm way more quiet and introspective. of course those characteristics aren't mutually exclusive to gender but for the most part...
i think we do have a lot in common actually. can we expect a new vlog from you soon?
pianoandpage 9 months ago
@pianoandpage I think you're spot on there. I do feel more compelled to be up front and express myself as a girl than I ever was a guy. I wonder why that is?
MakoDap 9 months ago
@mako ever since i've come to realize that i identify as both male and female (sometimes more one than the other) i have gained a lot more empathy for women's rights and also disappointment in men who ascribe to stereotypes. i definitely think you are going though an extraordinary journey mako and i can't wait to see what is next for you. also, you are beautiful!
pianoandpage 9 months ago
@pianoandpage Awwwww... thanx for the lovely comment :) I think you and I have a lot in common... that way for sure. I feel like I can really dig deep and feel empathy for both men and women now. I can see so many strengths. Weaknesses. Men and woman's brains are wired differently. They just are. But now I am understanding the obstacles women have to deal with more than ever now. And I feel that vulnerability too. In some ways... women have to have a thicker skin than men to get by.
MakoDap 9 months ago
@LaKittyBooBoo You better respect women :) Now that I'm a woman myself... I can understand the gender equality issues that have been going on for a long time. It feels unfair for sure. And I'm not saying all women are angels. I've known a few myself that abuse the system for sure.
MakoDap 9 months ago
I'm checking youtube everyday. This is fun & charming.
Patthebunny 9 months ago
@Patthebunny Thanx :) Glad you are enjoying!!
MakoDap 9 months ago
Hey, you don't have to be a woman to cry at that kitten video. I'd probably cry too, and I consider myself fairly manly. Well, except for being turned on by the idea of men turning into women.
Hmm. Maybe I should shut up now.
DaleRibbons 9 months ago
@DaleRibbons Wha wha whhhhaaaaaatt? Uh oh... I'm gonna have to keep my eye on you Dale ;)
MakoDap 9 months ago
Mako, your purdy :O
CyberNeonChrist 9 months ago
@CyberNeonChrist We're not related or anything, are we? :)
MakoDap 9 months ago
@MakoDap Haha^-^
CyberNeonChrist 9 months ago
So, your work parthners know about your situation?
TheBlond49 9 months ago
@TheBlond49 Ummm... no. No one at my work knows. I usually get home before 6:00pm hits.
MakoDap 9 months ago
Continued from last post...
Not saying that you would ever do that. But just know that there are other people out there that are thinking the samething too. I just choose to ignore them, as there really now point in talking to them.
STARWERKStudios 9 months ago
Mako-sempaichan just be glade your not like that male or female. You both(male and female versions) have a warm heart and a teddy bear like addatude. People who act like that are usually going no where in life, and half to make it up to themselves, or there too high in there place of work, that as someone said, "thing there "all that"(-- which happened to be a good show, before the revamp). Girls can be like that guy as well too, but they tend to hit you more emotionally and acturatly. No sayi
STARWERKStudios 9 months ago
sucks that happened, if you need someone to talk to , well im up for it, some say im a good listener and a good therapist.
weirdmusician 9 months ago
@weirdmusician Thanx for the offer, WM :)
MakoDap 9 months ago
Someone needs a hug... and ice cream- hug and ice cream combos make everything better.
battybuddy 9 months ago
@battybuddy OMG you are SOOOOO RIGHT!! Amazing what they can do for me when I'm a girl. WOW!!
MakoDap 9 months ago
You know, I think Mako has been a woman...
about 28 days...
Could be that time! Get her some chocolate.
thewildone 9 months ago
@thewildone What? Really? Uh oh. Let me look at my calendar a sec. Oh wow... it's been 24 days since I starting transforming. There's no way I'm headed in that direction. It can't be possible. Right?
MakoDap 9 months ago
@MakoDap
Depends on if its counting ALL the time since you took the potion, or if its just the time you spend as a female.
thewildone 9 months ago
@thewildone So either way... you're implying I could get a period? I just can't see how that's possible with me changing back and forth. I was counting the days since I started TFing. If I'm supposed to count the total time - then that would only be 12 days. Phew!!
MakoDap 9 months ago
Is this girl the guy with the bierd of last video blogs? :S, if so, that would be an amazing transformation
draccomalfoy 9 months ago
@draccomalfoy Umm... yeah. The guy with the beard is me. The girl is me. I'm basically both those people in one. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
MakoDap 9 months ago
*hugs gently* I'm sorry, Mako. :( I hate those kinds of people. I almost want to tell you to be there for that guy when you shift back into a man just to freak him out, then when he starts blabbing to other people about what happened, they'll think he's crazy and haul his ass to the funny farm...
ah, but I can dream, right? :-/
Take care, Mako. remember, you always deserve better. *hugs again*
svankmaj 9 months ago
@svankmaj It's so weird that I felt that way. Must be the female empowerment thing coming out in me. I don't know. All I know is that he really pisses me off. Joe doesn't do anything with me - cause I'm a guy during the day. But if he every did - I would be in HR so fast!!
MakoDap 9 months ago
To Male and Female Mako... this Vlog is awsome... Love it... Keep it going...
xcheryl123 9 months ago
@xcheryl123 Thank you so much :) I'm glad you are enjoying them!!
MakoDap 9 months ago
Oh man..mako. are ya gonna be alright? I can understand the dickwad men that think they're above everything. I just wanna feed them to the gators. and the kitten video is...well that's life my dear...if it'll make it better, i can link ya this REALLY cute kitten video that doesn't have a bad ending. trust me it's worth it...unless you've checked it already...and the questions, well after the guy thing at your work, i'm pretty sure i can understand. Take ease my friend.
DarkNeonNightmare 9 months ago
@DarkNeonNightmare Oooo... a happy ending kitty video!!! Send it my way Neon. I'm lovin' the kittens these days :)
MakoDap 9 months ago