I wish all dad's (and mum's) who ABUSE dead! Strong, but TRUE and if i could rule this world i would see EVERY ABUSER punished. This would not take away your pain's but would help make me feel better that i did something about these PERV'S. I hope this doesn't offend anybody and i hope i make sence, but it's very hard and emotional for me, Sorry. This happened over two years ago.
I am so sorry for what he has done to you. My so called DAD abused my sisters daughter. she was about 9. Because of what my dad has done i feel realy bad, infact i often cry and have bad thoughts and feel so down i wonder where i would be today if it wasn't for my wife and kid's. I feel like this and i wasn't ABUSED so god knows how you and others feel.
See I'm a interrogations expert so to speak for American government I wish I could get 3 years with him I'll show him what it's like to get hurt. I'm proud of you alimags your speaking out keep.up the good work
i felt nauseated reading your words, your pain...i don't know what it's like to be sexually abused, and I know I will never be able to fully understand the horrors you went through...but I do know what it's like to be unloved by a parent. *hug* I'm so sorry he did that to you and I know that the pain of shitty parents may never go away...but you'll never be alone. No one who ever has to go through any of this is ever truly alone.
I'm sorry that happened to you I'm 13 and my dad sexually abused me about a year ago and I took him to trial but he died three months ago I fucking hate people who do this two kids they have no right fuck you dad fuck you you bastard you drugged me I wish you were alive so I could fucking kill you please someone help me get over this I'll never be normal
i cnt stnad male teachers i hate it so i always stick with a frend or rush out of the room n im so srry that dam basterd desvered to rot in a hell cell n burn in flames and if u see him again make sure u "acidently" cut him a scartch n then pur lemon juice on it n maybe he will feel some paiin
I wish i had the courage to tell my story the way you have. I LOVE YOU! Your father i wont speak of harshly because i always take it wierd when people speak harshly of my abuser. Its like im stuck in a time warp where i still respect him. May whatever powers be bless you and bring you nothing but happiness. You are VERY BRAVE!
Dude I can so relate to this video. Nothing like feeling a knife went up your crotch and your soul ripped out with it. It took me many years to get over my sexual abuse and I hope your free from it
I Totaly Understand and everything you said i feel the same way torwards my dad though i would love to have a father it will never be him. i hate him,
@DrewPicklesOgre WTF IS WORNG WITH YOU YOUR FUCKING STUPID YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SHIT TILL IT HAPPENS TO YOU YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN ROTE IN HELL YOU FUCKING UGLY BITCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SHIT FUCK YOU
I was heavily abused by my mom and dad. I'm 24 now, the physical abuse stopped but they are still emotionally abusive but I haven't said a word to my dad in years. If he says anything to me when I see him I just tune it out.
Did you forgive your dad? My girlfriend tells me I need to forgive my parents and try to talk to them. Fuck that, why do they deserve forgiveness? My mom threw me down the stairs and hit me in the head with a 2x4 when I was less than 10 years old.
@ThePantyDroper No hunni I have never forgave any of my parents, I had Sexual,Emotional,Physical,Mental and neglect under both of my parents, I have not spoken to my father for about 6 years now or my mother and I don't talk to my siblings for other reasons,You do not have to forgive them at all they were supposed to be responsible adults and they abused you........I will never ever forgive my parents but thats my choice.....I am here if you wanna chat hunni xx
@Gilliangilgil Hi hun, If you are still in this situation can you not find a way out, a friend to stay with. I know it's hard but please have faith in yourself, it is NOT YOUR FAULT lovie xxx I am here
Everybody has to live with a dark past, I do it and i know my friends do it too, but this is life. I hope you can give all the love your dad did not give to you to your children... :)
@xXxAndrEzhItOxXx4 I do my best and the love my children unconditionally and give them everything I never had as a child, they are my life, they keep me going x
@alimags123 Hi, Darling! I want you to know that I absolutely love your video! Those who disliked it simply don't know what this pain means and I hope they or their children never get to know either. I know how you feel as I used to be a special Princess myself ... After 17 years of keeping a secret that was never mine to keep I've decided to write letters to the monster himself .... and everyone else who knew but didn't do anything to help me. I hope one day I could be as brave as you are ...
@alimags123 ...and have a husband and children. I've feared for so many years that I would be regected by those around me if I say something ... but it turned out I was wrong. Silence could cause much more pain than estimated. I want to share this video below because it helped me a lot. I hope it will help you (and others like us) to free yourself from the pain of the past. THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO!!!! KEEP ON BEING BRAVE!!!
I REPORT WENT MY DAUGTHER GET ABUSE FOR MY FRIEND AND BEBISITTER HUSBAND , I KNOW ABOUT THIS PROBLEM WENT MY DAUGTHER WENT TO MIDLESCHOOL, BUT NO BODY HELPME HE IS FREE AND MY DAUGTHER HAS PROBLEMS FOR HALL SHES LIFE..I DONT KNOW HOW TO HELP HER , SHE DOESNT WANT TALK ABOUT HER HE ABUSE HER SINCE SHE WAS SEVEN YEARS OLD...I WLL LIKE TO KILL HIM BUT I CANT...
this brought back memories i was adopted in italy my parents attempted to kill me evey day. one day my real parents showed up my foster parents murderd my little brother and cut my arm i ran away with my real parents. moral of my story you bastard foster parents no child should go through the pain and suffering i went through.HELP STOP CHILD ABUSE!!!
no matter what age a kid is , no kid or any person , should have to go through with that abuse , especially from a parent or a family member , just keep strong , for u , ur kids , husband n the rest of your family !! i dont blame you for hating your " so called dad" !!
i cant beiver how father can do that to he`s baby why why i can feel your pian<<<<< i hop you can be the best mom ever don't let him dim your future dreams
oh my god...i'm sorry to hear what you went through,but hey the good news is that your probably miles away from him now and if you ever find him,kick the shit out of him me and 130 others have you're back anyway,stay strong <3 :)
Do not blame your father for how you feel now ! I don´t mean what he did to you is less important, what I mean is if you keep telling your father how much you hate him you are not gonna end it ! you´ll be suffering the rest of your life, STOP IT ! LOVE YOURSELF , YOU ARE WONDERFUL BELIEVE IT OR NOT !
I AM WITH YOU WOMEN, I REALLY LOVE YOU,,,,I THINK THESE THINGS SHOULDNT HAPPEN,,,,,,THATS WHY I PUT TWO OF THEM IN JAIL FOR 20 YEARS. IN MEXICO PREDATORS, SHOULD BE IN JAIL FOR LIFE, OR PENALTY OF DEATH, CAUSE THEY TAKE THE INNOCENCE OF CHILDREN, ANGELS OF GOD,,,,,, I AM FROM SPAIN, AN WILL CONTINUE, FIGHTING FOR THIS,,,IF I SEE THEM I WILL PUT THEM IN JAIL, ...THATS WHAT THEY DESERVE,,,,,,,SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN.....LOVE YOU
if someone even tried abusing me id stab em to shreds without a second thought , , (not joking) id do it without any emotions just pure blood spillage , i would stab a pedo , but nobody else
my dad mentaly abused me but now i still have to see him and its slowly killing me i have to see a counsler and im only 12 i wanted to go suicide but i got help so anyone that has the same problem please speak up for ur self ur not the only one
@kaitlyn1983 hang in there. You seem like a great person from the words you wrote. Keep the faith. One day you'll find someone, start a family of your own and make things right within yourself. It might take some time, but those are the cards you've been dealt. Stay strong.
So can you my child. You are stronger they you have ever thought. Lean on others like you or myself. Let them help lift you up from the darness of dispare and lift you into the light of a brand new day, a brand new world!!! Please my child seek help seek others like you. But remember only seek the ones who have sought to overcome not dwell in this pain others like myself. Who have gone completly the opposite direction. Know that we love you and want nothing from you but your happiness to resume.
If you need to talk leave me a message on here but PLEASE PLEASE GOD please don't hurt yourself then you will just enable him to win even more. He has taken your body and your mind for so long. Now it's time to take back your life. Come to GOD and say I am sorry for feeling like this was my fault God and now I need your strength to continue to heal. I know it was not my fault, I DID NOTHING WRONG! I was only a child...Please don't hurt yourself my child!!! If I can make it out of this world of
Know that the love inside of me for others came from saying I let it go. I have became a succesfull radio DJ a man who cares deeply for children. A man who loves his family and has taken in so many children of other people and loved them as my own. Just because a relationship ended did not mean I turned my back on there children. It is not there fault! Nor was what your father did to you your fault my child. Turn to others whom have been abused know that I and GOD love you and I feel your pain.
My child know that not all fathers are abusers, know that some of us love ALL children regardless of whether they are the flesh of our flesh or blood of our blood. I am the most caring loving man you could ever want and I was horribly abused by my mother. Yet something inside me was different, I loved other children even as a child and as an adult I am a member of CASA court appointed special advocates for children and have even become a board member. Know that I love you!
i know how u feel i was raped my my step dad every dad after my mom went to bed he said if i told my mom or the cop he would kill her like he didnt like put it up any were put in my outh and crap and yes it does scare u and becaouse all the fight my mom did to my step dad because he tried harmingme it make me so angry becaouse of what happend to me im angry and all i want to do is take it out on every one els stay strong dont give up give up
i know exactly how you feel this all has happened to me. It started when I was 4 until I was about 14 and i am now only 17. Its hard to live with day to day and I sometimes want to give up
@Krazykay3794 hey kid never give up no matter what life sometimes knocks u right down all it will keep u their till u pull urself back up and wipe urself down. im in the army and ive been to afgan and trust me their are things u dont want to see over their and it had me down for a whle but no matter what i never gave up and i realised how much life matter i hope ive help u out pal i really do and gd luck with the future remember never ever give up us soldier dont so u dont ever
I am so so so sorry this happened to you, I wish all your pain could go away no one deserves this and always remember it was not your fault. I cried when the image said because of you I sleep with the lights on. Abuse is wrong again I am sorry
im nt a girl.im a man 27 year old.its same happend with ma girlfriend.wen she told me abt dat she ws crying lyk raining from her eye.i never got heart in ma life lyk dis wen she told me i ws lyk dead.i hate dis fukin bastard soo much.someting i feel shame to myself coz im a man n her father is man.rit now she is out of usa with her family if i lost her for dis bastard i will kill dis bastard coz he is nt a man nt father nt a human being.allha if i kill dis bastard plzz pardon me.
hey i am so sorry wat happend to you i had to go through the same thing as a kid i got it so bad i have night mares about it but i have a strong heart so i put a face on and go through day to day
I have sympathy for you....I wish I could have helped you...My dad....he beat me with a chain and broke my leg...when I cried in pain he stuck "it"in mouth to shut me up....then when I couldn't escape because of my shattered leg,he raped me up my "rear end".....he then spilled his seed continually into me,almost every hole soiled by his horrible thought....this was going on for three years..compared to you,it's not a lot,but..........it still was the worst pain in my life...why does this happen?
*sigh*This reminds me of my piece of shit dad who used to molest me and rape me constantly when I turned 10.....I ran away and my love gave me shelter.....
I hope that your love for your children and husband is enough to light your way through the darker times that life sometimes brings.....your "Dad" gave you a past full of painful memories, don't let him dim your future dreams as well, you deserve so much more.
my dad is an abuser since the age of 4 my dad hits me breaks my shit and hurts my mother my dad kicks me out of my own house just for talking to him iv had to go to the hospital because my dads broken a lot of my bones also he says that when im 18 hes going to say happy birthday and my present will be a box so i have a home on the street lol that will never happen ill live at my girlfriend's house but me and my dad get along now yeah but the day im 18 im gettin my ass out of their lol
im 13, and i get abused by my dad. he always threatens me and says he will hit me. i dread coming home from school everyday because all i do is get shouted at and then i get bullied at school but what does he do? he doesnt bother helping he says its my own fault and my mum doesnt know this happens, he said if i tell her it will be the last words i say. so im scared and stuck.
wow this is so sad! I am sorry that you (and every child who has ever gone through something this terrible) had to go through this. It is horrible! My heart aches for you..I wish that someone had been there to stop this from happening! I am the mother of a 7 year old little girl, and if anyone ever tried to do anything like this to her i'm afraid I'd go to jail for murder.
i understand your pain, my father used to hurt my blind mother in diferent ways. Years of constant abuse till she commited suicide.
The goverment took me ,away. I spend part of my chilhood and teenage years in lockdown facilities ,group homes,and mental insitutions,in which i experienced more abuse.............
i know what you feel like...always trying your best to make sure you do what your told and clean up after yourself...but its never good enough and for that they hate you...most parents say they love but only lok at their children as wjhat you said a sex toy or a pain in the ass they dont want to deal with you...always trying to make them happy and succed in life but they dont care...my dad was always a prick and never cared...i feel your pain
Me and my friend think that this is so sad... We are watching it over and over again nearly in tears.... We cant believe this man would do something like this too an innocent girl... I think that if this was my Dad... I just wouldn't put up with it I would have gone the first night it happened... I would goo too a friends... I hope everything is okayy noww! Xxx <3
i love your video some of the things you said well all the things you said i wish i could tell my abusers my whole family actually since they were the abusers stay strong we are here for you!!!!!
@ponday16 Excuse me but who do you think you are leaving a comment like this and the others you have left, you don't know me and you certainly don't know my life was a living hell and I suffer everyday with what was done to me, I couldn't even have my children naturally because of the damage. so grow the fuck up people don't post these video's for nasty opinions like yours it often helps us that have been through it! but you wouldn't understand as your obviously very immature
@TheDepressedsuicidal thats not true. you now have me. add me and message me anytime you need someone to talk to , i might not answer right away , but ill answer soon as possible k? your not alone.
it is soo sad what has happened too you...... i went through stuff like you aswell.. i cant believe this video i made one like this a couple of months ago and now i have found yours they are very similer! i hate people who abuse children, they are sick and low lifes
The world is full of evil and perversion. This little girl suffered at the hands of those who where meant to protect her, to think there are religions out there that promote sex with little girls, Islam is one such religion. My hope is that hell really does exist, may those who perpetrate such go to hell
You have lost the sympathy of all Fathers with this propaganda. It is the Legal System that is the source of these abuses. If you choose to make Fathers the enemy, then Fathers will unite against Mothers, Mothers against Fathers, and the Attorneys and Judges will laugh all the way to the bank.
@dadnesia Why do you think Alimags123 is making an effort to get sympathy of all "Fathers." If you read clearly, she titled it: "Child Abuse I Hate My Dad." As well as, "I have made a video of how I feel towards my father . . . " So, dadnesia, your words have no meaning here, not logically, or philosopically. Perhaps you mistakenly posted . . . yeah, I bet that's it.
YOur response, dadnesia, makes no sense, logically OR philosopically.
@dadnesia What is it that makes you think Alimags123 is making an effort to get sympathy of all "Fathers?" If you read clearly, she titled it: "Child Abuse I Hate My Dad." As well as, "I have made a video of how I feel towards my father . . . " So, dadnesia, your words have no meaning here. Perhaps you mistakenly posted . . . yes, I bet that's it.
I feel ashamed of my myself. Because I've told my friends that I hate my mum for not letting me go to a convention. Seeing this.. it really made me think again.
I'm sorry this had to happen to you. And I wish your father will burn in hell.
i hate my parents.. they both abused me in every way. im now living with my grandparents , and im trying to forget it all. but we live 2 minutes from where it all happened! i will never forget... and i feel so dirty... i hate my "mom" and "dad"... i wish theyd die!!! :( </3
READING THIS BROKE MY HEART. I ALMOST CRIED :( GIRL, I'M SOOO SORRY U WENT THROUGH SUCH HELL. I KNOW WHAT IT MUST FEEL LIKE TO GO THROUGH SUCH HORROR WITH THE MAN THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOU AND PROTECT U. MY DAD IS A WONDERFUL MAN, BUT U DESERVED A FATHER 100X BETTER THAN URS. I KNOW HOW U MUST FEEL. GO TO COUNSELING, STAY CLOSE TO UR FAMILY ESPECIALLY UR CHILDREN, AND PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY AND EVERYNIGHT TO HELP U GET THROUGH THIS.
omg this is one of the most sorrowful vid ive ever watched i hope u find the good in yourself and plz dont hate ur self, u didnt do ANYTHING WRONG! he was wrong and he knew it i didnt even finish the vid ill subscribe, adn like and vote bt plz express your feelings.
there r two kinds of abuse, physical, were u dont have enough love for tht person, or sexual abuse were u have too much love for someone, and he had them both, plz love yourself and ur children more then anything in the world... :(
i wish i could hug you and offer you my shoulder to cry on. i know where you've been. im going through it right now.i wish you a better life. my emails mous3y78@yahoo.com. if u need to talk to anyone , email me. my name is amber.
SHE CRIED EVERY DAY, BUT I KEPT MY TEARS INSIDE BECAUSE OF THREE REASONS, FIRST. IF I SHOWED WEAKNESS THEN MY SISTER WOULD BE EVEN SADDER AND ALSO DON'T WASTE YOUR TEARS ON SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU, M MOTHER LEFT ON HER FREE WILL, SHE ROBBED THE HOUSE OF MONEY, POSSESSIONS AND LOVE AND THEN LEFT, I THOUGHT MY MOTHER WOULD SAY, THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME, THOUGHT SHE WANTED ME, BUT I DON'T NEED HER ANYMORE, IT'S ACTUALLY EASIER WITHOUT HER, I JUST WISH THAT THEY DIDN'T GET DIVORCED, IT IS SAD
MY MOM LEFT ME, NOT MY DAD, SHE BROUGHT A MOVING VN THAT DAY AT A.M WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING AND SHE CLEANED THE HOUSE. I DON'T CARE THAT SHE TOOK IT AL, BUT I THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME, BUT SHE LEFT ME. NOBODY TOLD HER TO LEAVE, SHE LEFT ON HER OWN FREEE WILL. SHE USED TO BEAT ME AND SWEAR AT ME EVERYDAY. SSHE BEAT MY SISTER AND SWORE AT HER TOO AND SHE BEAT MY DAD TOO. HOW CAN SHE BE A MOTHER IF SHE CANNOT BE HUMAN, SHE HAD NOTHING TO LOSE SO SHE LEFT, MY SISTER WAS DEVASTATED WHEN MY MOTHER LEFT
HE DIDN'T LEAVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOU, HE LEFT YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR MOTHER! AND I DO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I WENT THROUGH THE SAME THING EXCEPT IT WAS MY MO THAT LEFT, MY DAD STAYED, IT HAPPENED 1 MONTH AGO OR SO, MY MOM TOOK HER RING OFF WHEN MY GRANDMA CAME TO VISIT AND KEPT IT OFF EVEN AFER MY GRANDMA LEFT, SHE KEPT THREATENING MY DAD WITH DIVORCE, BUT ONE DAY HE NOTICED THE RING WAS GONE AND THAT HE WAS BEING SWORN AT EVERYDAY AND BEATEN, HE STAYED AND SHE LEFT
for some reason father r horrible my fathers abuses me everyday he never hugs me idk wat happen to my father he use to be soooo carring to me when i was in toronto but 2 years ago when i move to brampton my father was horrible i still waited for the hugs and caring he use too do if now he keeps talking about bills he slaps me it seems he trys to avoid me if anyone experience this tell me wat the f**k is happening
i am so sorry. I know how u feel tho not getting hurt by my father. You're father should never have touched u in an inappropriate way. I hope he burns in hell so he won't hurt you anymore. I hope you find the peace and love you deserve and become the princess to a man who wuld never hurt you. They are out there. God Bless and i hope you find healing from wat tht man put you through.
This is such a great way to express your anger toward your father... Your video tapped into my childhood & although I felt so much resentment toward my father in the past, I feel nothing for him now but pity. His actions brought him shame with his own family when we were strong enough to tell them, and that is what I call justice...
What goes around... Comes around & I hope your father's conscience is eating away at his soul
Hey alimags, I see you posted this 2years ago. Such a great way to express yourself. I wrote a letter to my step dad 20years ago! using some of these exact words! I was beside myself and devastated like you express here about the betrayal from your own dad and the consequences. I want to thank you for posting this. It reminded me of the utter trauma I re-experienced when memories broke me as a young adult, how real it was, and how today that pain is LESS. I hope its getting easier for YOU too. X
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper in her ear. While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND, and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how beautiful she is. While you HURTyour woman, there's a man wishing he could take her pain away. While you make your woman cry, there's a man stealing smile...s from her. post on your wall if ur against domestic violence...
and wen his family found out thats the day i found out the only person that was my friend my everything and saved me from commiting suicide was my mother bcuz everyone else called me a liar and i was only trying to get attention dats pretty sad but i only worry for myself and look forward wit dis to the side but my mom will always be there for me and hope you stay strong i know its not easy juss worry for your children now and leave it in the past :)
Im sorry for wat happened to you same thing happened to me at age 7 too but this guy was my dads brother he would rape and abuse and would tell me that if i told anyone he was gonna kill me so i was so afraid till i turned 15 and i told my mom and she put the cops on him and wat bothers me the most is that they didnt do anything and hes out there showing his face to the world like if he were innocent :(
i cried so fucking hard when i saw this video...it remindes me of my childhood...i hate my dad also he is a fucking dick...i am now 15 and i still have many scars he did more than jus raped me he abused me im really sry wat happend i wish i could help u get justice
@columbiamo1 big hugs sweetie, he was a bad person, but like a rabid dog, not a human being at that time. Ensure to remember to get everything that for you that makes you feel loved and peaceful, find the beauty in the world and these horrible memories will fade (and maybe some time in future you can sue?)
@Anoyingbro5 Just to let you know, I have sent a screenshot of this comment to all the friends on your friends list, and to your 3 subscribers. I feel they have a right to know who they are affiliated with. I have also reported this comment and sent the screenshot to Facebook. You disgusting, dispicable human being.
@Anoyingbro5 you are fucking sick dude? you got no feelings? no you dont you are one cold motherfucker! you dont deserve to live! she got abuse by her dad! and you say he is your hero? go fuck yourself! i hope your dad abuse you so you can see how it is you little prick!
Honey u shud learn how 2 forgive. If u want to defeat ur father and make him feel like kicking himself, u forgive him. He called u his princess, but think about it 4 a minute, he is the reason u r in this world. If u havent done it so far then go back and forgive him. Don't do this to him, this world need relations to become stronger moreover u r his daughter.
my real father was abusive. he would slap my sister my mother and i around. and he would hurt my brother in countless ways. finally my mom packed her bags and left. she got re-married and the mas she married adopted us and gives us all the love he has and has never hit us... only hug us and tell us he loves us. HE is my dad..... the man that helped concieve me was juat a sperm donor. i have the best parents. i love you mom and dad. thanks for taking me in dad. i love you!
i was only 6 when it happened to me, im 15 now and have only just told someone, it stopped when i was 12 but he made me do other stuff over the internet, i still love him when i shouldn't. i go to court in february but im scared, i dont want to go anymore, the pure fact he brought me into this world but tore me apart so quickly, i just dont know what to do anymore its getting to me now more than ever i cant cope :( <3
Im glad you made this video. I was never directly sexually molested but i could tell my father was thinking about it. I was never beaten either. But there was alot of yelling and slapping in my house, all at me. My whole family was in on it and they egged each other on. People over the years said i was wrong for hating my family but when i meet somebody who says im wrong or says they dont believe me i dump them right then and there and dont take them back. Your video helps others open up.
IM SO SRRY THIS HAPPEND 2 U. I WISH I COULD JUS GIVE U A HUG AND I KNO WAT ITS LIKE AND THE FEELING OF BEING OR GETTING CLOSE TO SOMEONE BECAUSE YOUR SCARED THEY MIGHT DO THE SAME THING TO YOU OR YOUR CHILDREN. IM SO SRRY THIS HAPPENED TO YOU STAY STRONG AND AVOID YOUR DAD
@alimags123 Wow that was a powerful video - I am a survivor of incest and rape and child abuse in hte family. It was hard, still is sometimes - that is good that you did this video to get it out. I think that maybe I should do one. I do not hate my father anymore, I pray you get to that point. I was about four to about 7 or 8 when this happened. Now I am remembering the words that were said. I was naive to think he did not say anything - wow mindblowing - gOD bLESS SMART by keeping ur kids away
@alimags123 i get the video...you hate your dad... BUT, how do we know you weren't a bad kid and deserved everything you got...and are just upset that he punished you?...cause thats the vibe im getting...."you hate him for everything he did" ...like make you clean your room? be in by curfew? don't screw your boyfriend? are you sure you weren't just a bad kid?!?
i hate my father too, he abandoned me 17 years of my life, then he decided to live with me again, and i thought it was the most wonderful thing i-ve ever have, and i was blind, always waiting for him and finally he came for me, then he treat me bad becouse all i am, i-m not a bad person, i dont make nothing wrong, he hates me cuz i love in another way, ive missed him too much, then he told me he didt want to see me again, i remember his words -i hate you- -i wish you the worst-
I know what it is like to be sexualy abused because my dad, my dads brother and my dads brother molested me when I was 3 until I was 13. I couldn't tell my mom because she had been depressed for 11 years and that would just make it worse. I hope no one has to go through what you or I went through.
I know what it is like to be sexualy abused because my dad, my dads brother and my dads brother molested me when I was 3 until I was 13. I couldn't tell my mom because she had been depressed for 11 years and that would just make it worse. I hope no one has to go through what you or I went through.
I'm very sorry for what happened to you. It's okay to be angry. You have every right. But try not to focus on your anger. Focus on the beautiful things you have in your life. Focus on your children, your husband, all the things that make you smile and forget your past. No one is judging you. You may not think that you're a strong woman, but we can all see that you are. Keep that strength. God bless you.
my Dad own three bussiness in LA the cops loved him there wife loved him. But he raped me beat me and put me in a box. He beat and raped my mother. I married the same kind of cold hearted jerk ever time. this one told me after I was rape that I was lucky he even wanted to touch me. I stopped having sex I don't care if he's anger I don't want any one to touch me ever again I tryed to have a good marries there is no good men who want me
The best form of revenge is to survive child abuse and bring up your children with huge amounts of love and never let the abusers see them. Child abusers want to destroy lives so live a great one and love your kids.
umm i think you are absoloutly retarted anyone that gets raped dont just come out and say all this stupid shit omg i would know what the hell hate is a strong word
don't listen to people who write parents are "evil" and he never says that about people usually and he agreed it 'd been 30 yrs since he'd seen a case like me. dont give up!That guy hasnt dealt with anything he's in pain and doesnt know it...dont let him get to you ..You are right and he is "sick" from his abuse but you let it STOP with you! I made it stop with me too.!! good luck honey
@wowwow180 My way of coping, I wil copy & paste what u sent 2 me 2 show people how shallow u are this is it guys: My dad abused me since I was 4 years old then kicked me out of the house after my mom died when I was 13,, he never called me anything like a Prince only names.
But you don't see me making a freaking video about how tough I had it, ur like a mom already and ur still crying like a loser. fool
Any vile creature that is sexually motivated by a child should by physically punished - screw the "has rights" brigade. If I even saw a guy now get a hard on near a child I swear I'd go to jail for what I would do to him. My daughter communicates with me and I have worked at that so much co's I don't ever want her to go through what I did and think the monster can get away with it - no it wasn't my dad though.
i wasn't sure if i agreed with your decision to post your feelings,but if it makes you feel better than knock yourself out. as far as i can remember i grew up being called a cocksucker and a mother fucker by the old man,amongst other things...he promised me he would throw me out of the house when i was 18..needless to say i never really had much to look forward to...so my bit of advice is this......have confidence...do not rely on religion.... have faith in yourself...YOU MAKE IT CHANGE
Well.... You have a Father that does NOT hate you he will always love you and he will never abuse you. Your (our) Father sent his son to die on the cross for Your (our) sins and sickness. You TRUE Father is Jesus Christ (GOD)
I was sexually abused. Thank you for being brave enough to tell your story to the world. It could help many other victims.
hot4botdf 1 week ago
wow, I'm so sorry this happened to you.
harpstrings1060 1 week ago
my dad hates me so much i don't know if i could ever love him again
lisazelaya 1 week ago
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lisazelaya 1 week ago
Maybe i should of written my last two comments the other way around.
Once again to YOU and all other SUFFER'S i am so sorry there are people in this world like this.
wedgedge 1 week ago
I wish all dad's (and mum's) who ABUSE dead! Strong, but TRUE and if i could rule this world i would see EVERY ABUSER punished. This would not take away your pain's but would help make me feel better that i did something about these PERV'S. I hope this doesn't offend anybody and i hope i make sence, but it's very hard and emotional for me, Sorry. This happened over two years ago.
wedgedge 1 week ago
I am so sorry for what he has done to you. My so called DAD abused my sisters daughter. she was about 9. Because of what my dad has done i feel realy bad, infact i often cry and have bad thoughts and feel so down i wonder where i would be today if it wasn't for my wife and kid's. I feel like this and i wasn't ABUSED so god knows how you and others feel.
wedgedge 1 week ago
See I'm a interrogations expert so to speak for American government I wish I could get 3 years with him I'll show him what it's like to get hurt. I'm proud of you alimags your speaking out keep.up the good work
Rapter25able 1 week ago
Your dad sounds like a sick fuck. I'll torture him in hell.
Disfiguredwarfare333 2 weeks ago
I was just 9..
xfarahkhanx 2 weeks ago
you're dads a prick.
animal6388 3 weeks ago
i was 7 too :'(
414berry 3 weeks ago
Your dad is a dirty bastard
14ChristinaXD 1 month ago
i felt nauseated reading your words, your pain...i don't know what it's like to be sexually abused, and I know I will never be able to fully understand the horrors you went through...but I do know what it's like to be unloved by a parent. *hug* I'm so sorry he did that to you and I know that the pain of shitty parents may never go away...but you'll never be alone. No one who ever has to go through any of this is ever truly alone.
MzCheshireKat 2 months ago
I'm sorry that happened to you I'm 13 and my dad sexually abused me about a year ago and I took him to trial but he died three months ago I fucking hate people who do this two kids they have no right fuck you dad fuck you you bastard you drugged me I wish you were alive so I could fucking kill you please someone help me get over this I'll never be normal
TheCheetofuzz 2 months ago
i cnt stnad male teachers i hate it so i always stick with a frend or rush out of the room n im so srry that dam basterd desvered to rot in a hell cell n burn in flames and if u see him again make sure u "acidently" cut him a scartch n then pur lemon juice on it n maybe he will feel some paiin
arianalee1999 2 months ago
I wish i had the courage to tell my story the way you have. I LOVE YOU! Your father i wont speak of harshly because i always take it wierd when people speak harshly of my abuser. Its like im stuck in a time warp where i still respect him. May whatever powers be bless you and bring you nothing but happiness. You are VERY BRAVE!
ITHEREONETHATHASNT 2 months ago
hope you get over this bro. ive had my fair share of violent attacks with boiling water and tar ect... It sucks but we all find our out.
drunkmaniac82 2 months ago
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thegoodriddence 2 months ago
Dude I can so relate to this video. Nothing like feeling a knife went up your crotch and your soul ripped out with it. It took me many years to get over my sexual abuse and I hope your free from it
gentlemothergoose 2 months ago
I totally understand, thank you for your courage to make this video! Karen Reif
joeyreif 2 months ago
none of this is your falt i am SOOOO SORRY i am here foe u
cutiesinglepie1234 2 months ago
I Totaly Understand and everything you said i feel the same way torwards my dad though i would love to have a father it will never be him. i hate him,
GoldieGurl48 2 months ago
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just run away from home sad pathetic bitch
DrewPicklesOgre 2 months ago
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@DrewPicklesOgre WTF IS WORNG WITH YOU YOUR FUCKING STUPID YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SHIT TILL IT HAPPENS TO YOU YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN ROTE IN HELL YOU FUCKING UGLY BITCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SHIT FUCK YOU
GoldieGurl48 2 months ago
I was heavily abused by my mom and dad. I'm 24 now, the physical abuse stopped but they are still emotionally abusive but I haven't said a word to my dad in years. If he says anything to me when I see him I just tune it out.
Did you forgive your dad? My girlfriend tells me I need to forgive my parents and try to talk to them. Fuck that, why do they deserve forgiveness? My mom threw me down the stairs and hit me in the head with a 2x4 when I was less than 10 years old.
ThePantyDroper 2 months ago
@ThePantyDroper No hunni I have never forgave any of my parents, I had Sexual,Emotional,Physical,Mental and neglect under both of my parents, I have not spoken to my father for about 6 years now or my mother and I don't talk to my siblings for other reasons,You do not have to forgive them at all they were supposed to be responsible adults and they abused you........I will never ever forgive my parents but thats my choice.....I am here if you wanna chat hunni xx
alimags123 2 months ago
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SavannahHeartsBVB 2 months ago
:(( this made me cry... cause it somewhat reminds me of myself. i was sexually abused
by my brother for 6 years . i live with my dad who treats me like complete shit! Hes emotionally abusive and has hit me a few times.
Gilliangilgil 3 months ago
@Gilliangilgil tell someone. Get help. this is my biggest regret. Why suffer when you can live with a family that will treat you with love.
ThePantyDroper 2 months ago
@Gilliangilgil Hi hun, If you are still in this situation can you not find a way out, a friend to stay with. I know it's hard but please have faith in yourself, it is NOT YOUR FAULT lovie xxx I am here
alimags123 2 months ago
As for some reason Youtube won't let me post the link you can find it under :
David Childerley Sexual Abuse
Tunafiska 3 months ago in playlist Liked
Everybody has to live with a dark past, I do it and i know my friends do it too, but this is life. I hope you can give all the love your dad did not give to you to your children... :)
xXxAndrEzhItOxXx4 3 months ago
@xXxAndrEzhItOxXx4 I do my best and the love my children unconditionally and give them everything I never had as a child, they are my life, they keep me going x
alimags123 3 months ago
@alimags123 good for you!! :)
xXxAndrEzhItOxXx4 3 months ago
@alimags123 Hi, Darling! I want you to know that I absolutely love your video! Those who disliked it simply don't know what this pain means and I hope they or their children never get to know either. I know how you feel as I used to be a special Princess myself ... After 17 years of keeping a secret that was never mine to keep I've decided to write letters to the monster himself .... and everyone else who knew but didn't do anything to help me. I hope one day I could be as brave as you are ...
Tunafiska 3 months ago in playlist Liked
@alimags123 ...and have a husband and children. I've feared for so many years that I would be regected by those around me if I say something ... but it turned out I was wrong. Silence could cause much more pain than estimated. I want to share this video below because it helped me a lot. I hope it will help you (and others like us) to free yourself from the pain of the past. THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO!!!! KEEP ON BEING BRAVE!!!
Tunafiska 3 months ago in playlist Liked
ive been like you, molesterd by my uncle.
maby i should break the silence and tell my parents. :)
TheSisi508 3 months ago
PS i forgot to say its FC secure so we cant tell foster care till its a "code red" wich is where its life or death
AdoptionFan1 3 months ago
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AdoptionFan1 3 months ago
I REPORT WENT MY DAUGTHER GET ABUSE FOR MY FRIEND AND BEBISITTER HUSBAND , I KNOW ABOUT THIS PROBLEM WENT MY DAUGTHER WENT TO MIDLESCHOOL, BUT NO BODY HELPME HE IS FREE AND MY DAUGTHER HAS PROBLEMS FOR HALL SHES LIFE..I DONT KNOW HOW TO HELP HER , SHE DOESNT WANT TALK ABOUT HER HE ABUSE HER SINCE SHE WAS SEVEN YEARS OLD...I WLL LIKE TO KILL HIM BUT I CANT...
lolalove702 3 months ago
this brought back memories i was adopted in italy my parents attempted to kill me evey day. one day my real parents showed up my foster parents murderd my little brother and cut my arm i ran away with my real parents. moral of my story you bastard foster parents no child should go through the pain and suffering i went through.HELP STOP CHILD ABUSE!!!
lolcatsrock2401 4 months ago
same happened to me
elkapath 4 months ago
no matter what age a kid is , no kid or any person , should have to go through with that abuse , especially from a parent or a family member , just keep strong , for u , ur kids , husband n the rest of your family !! i dont blame you for hating your " so called dad" !!
Lyss205658 5 months ago
Omg ! Report Him ! Dont Be Afraid I REALLY FEEL SO SORRY STAY STRONG !
josex15ful 5 months ago
i cant beiver how father can do that to he`s baby why why i can feel your pian<<<<< i hop you can be the best mom ever don't let him dim your future dreams
zeze101ful 5 months ago
oh my god...i'm sorry to hear what you went through,but hey the good news is that your probably miles away from him now and if you ever find him,kick the shit out of him me and 130 others have you're back anyway,stay strong <3 :)
ZOROARKxXAVIER 5 months ago
Do not blame your father for how you feel now ! I don´t mean what he did to you is less important, what I mean is if you keep telling your father how much you hate him you are not gonna end it ! you´ll be suffering the rest of your life, STOP IT ! LOVE YOURSELF , YOU ARE WONDERFUL BELIEVE IT OR NOT !
4afriend7 5 months ago
I AM WITH YOU WOMEN, I REALLY LOVE YOU,,,,I THINK THESE THINGS SHOULDNT HAPPEN,,,,,,THATS WHY I PUT TWO OF THEM IN JAIL FOR 20 YEARS. IN MEXICO PREDATORS, SHOULD BE IN JAIL FOR LIFE, OR PENALTY OF DEATH, CAUSE THEY TAKE THE INNOCENCE OF CHILDREN, ANGELS OF GOD,,,,,, I AM FROM SPAIN, AN WILL CONTINUE, FIGHTING FOR THIS,,,IF I SEE THEM I WILL PUT THEM IN JAIL, ...THATS WHAT THEY DESERVE,,,,,,,SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN.....LOVE YOU
arantzaayastuy4 5 months ago
if someone even tried abusing me id stab em to shreds without a second thought , , (not joking) id do it without any emotions just pure blood spillage , i would stab a pedo , but nobody else
Gunny2gr8PS3 6 months ago
my dad mentaly abused me but now i still have to see him and its slowly killing me i have to see a counsler and im only 12 i wanted to go suicide but i got help so anyone that has the same problem please speak up for ur self ur not the only one
kaitlyn1983 6 months ago
@kaitlyn1983 hang in there. You seem like a great person from the words you wrote. Keep the faith. One day you'll find someone, start a family of your own and make things right within yourself. It might take some time, but those are the cards you've been dealt. Stay strong.
Grizzly0679 4 months ago
So can you my child. You are stronger they you have ever thought. Lean on others like you or myself. Let them help lift you up from the darness of dispare and lift you into the light of a brand new day, a brand new world!!! Please my child seek help seek others like you. But remember only seek the ones who have sought to overcome not dwell in this pain others like myself. Who have gone completly the opposite direction. Know that we love you and want nothing from you but your happiness to resume.
bigdavefriday 6 months ago
If you need to talk leave me a message on here but PLEASE PLEASE GOD please don't hurt yourself then you will just enable him to win even more. He has taken your body and your mind for so long. Now it's time to take back your life. Come to GOD and say I am sorry for feeling like this was my fault God and now I need your strength to continue to heal. I know it was not my fault, I DID NOTHING WRONG! I was only a child...Please don't hurt yourself my child!!! If I can make it out of this world of
bigdavefriday 6 months ago
Know that the love inside of me for others came from saying I let it go. I have became a succesfull radio DJ a man who cares deeply for children. A man who loves his family and has taken in so many children of other people and loved them as my own. Just because a relationship ended did not mean I turned my back on there children. It is not there fault! Nor was what your father did to you your fault my child. Turn to others whom have been abused know that I and GOD love you and I feel your pain.
bigdavefriday 6 months ago
My child know that not all fathers are abusers, know that some of us love ALL children regardless of whether they are the flesh of our flesh or blood of our blood. I am the most caring loving man you could ever want and I was horribly abused by my mother. Yet something inside me was different, I loved other children even as a child and as an adult I am a member of CASA court appointed special advocates for children and have even become a board member. Know that I love you!
bigdavefriday 6 months ago
i know how u feel i was raped my my step dad every dad after my mom went to bed he said if i told my mom or the cop he would kill her like he didnt like put it up any were put in my outh and crap and yes it does scare u and becaouse all the fight my mom did to my step dad because he tried harmingme it make me so angry becaouse of what happend to me im angry and all i want to do is take it out on every one els stay strong dont give up give up
TheGirlygirl50 6 months ago
i know exactly how you feel this all has happened to me. It started when I was 4 until I was about 14 and i am now only 17. Its hard to live with day to day and I sometimes want to give up
Krazykay3794 7 months ago
@Krazykay3794 hey kid never give up no matter what life sometimes knocks u right down all it will keep u their till u pull urself back up and wipe urself down. im in the army and ive been to afgan and trust me their are things u dont want to see over their and it had me down for a whle but no matter what i never gave up and i realised how much life matter i hope ive help u out pal i really do and gd luck with the future remember never ever give up us soldier dont so u dont ever
stuart723acf 6 months ago
I am so so so sorry this happened to you, I wish all your pain could go away no one deserves this and always remember it was not your fault. I cried when the image said because of you I sleep with the lights on. Abuse is wrong again I am sorry
ilovesteve7 7 months ago
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people who get sexually abused deserve it and are whore's
suxxitbich81 7 months ago
im nt a girl.im a man 27 year old.its same happend with ma girlfriend.wen she told me abt dat she ws crying lyk raining from her eye.i never got heart in ma life lyk dis wen she told me i ws lyk dead.i hate dis fukin bastard soo much.someting i feel shame to myself coz im a man n her father is man.rit now she is out of usa with her family if i lost her for dis bastard i will kill dis bastard coz he is nt a man nt father nt a human being.allha if i kill dis bastard plzz pardon me.
ajoglu 8 months ago
its just hard
posterboard2 8 months ago
sorry yer dad sucks
danodono 8 months ago
hey i am so sorry wat happend to you i had to go through the same thing as a kid i got it so bad i have night mares about it but i have a strong heart so i put a face on and go through day to day
TheOYSIS 8 months ago
even watching this makes me sad i cant imagine what it would feel like to be on your shoes im so sorry this happened to you stay strong <3
MrZeedooz 8 months ago
You need a hug :( <3
TheMrHashGuy 8 months ago
im soooo sorry that happend to you! you are a brave soul. i hope your fafther gets what he deservs
E1Lachs 8 months ago
He needs a shotgun to the dick!
cartman69311 9 months ago
he molested u?...
danniisbomb 9 months ago
I have sympathy for you....I wish I could have helped you...My dad....he beat me with a chain and broke my leg...when I cried in pain he stuck "it"in mouth to shut me up....then when I couldn't escape because of my shattered leg,he raped me up my "rear end".....he then spilled his seed continually into me,almost every hole soiled by his horrible thought....this was going on for three years..compared to you,it's not a lot,but..........it still was the worst pain in my life...why does this happen?
GardevoirX282 9 months ago 17
*sigh*This reminds me of my piece of shit dad who used to molest me and rape me constantly when I turned 10.....I ran away and my love gave me shelter.....
GardevoirX282 9 months ago
IM SO SRRY FOR THEM CHILDREN WHO DIE OR WHO IS ABUSED AND IM MAD AT THE GROWN UP WHO DID IT! YOU SHOULD NOT BE ABUSING LITTLE KIDS!
millendermarcus1 9 months ago
I hope that your love for your children and husband is enough to light your way through the darker times that life sometimes brings.....your "Dad" gave you a past full of painful memories, don't let him dim your future dreams as well, you deserve so much more.
meitagh 9 months ago 16
your not the only one. stay strong. I hope that prick "dad" of yours burns in hell
sugar99doll 9 months ago
my dad is an abuser since the age of 4 my dad hits me breaks my shit and hurts my mother my dad kicks me out of my own house just for talking to him iv had to go to the hospital because my dads broken a lot of my bones also he says that when im 18 hes going to say happy birthday and my present will be a box so i have a home on the street lol that will never happen ill live at my girlfriend's house but me and my dad get along now yeah but the day im 18 im gettin my ass out of their lol
KILLROYD4000 10 months ago
im 13, and i get abused by my dad. he always threatens me and says he will hit me. i dread coming home from school everyday because all i do is get shouted at and then i get bullied at school but what does he do? he doesnt bother helping he says its my own fault and my mum doesnt know this happens, he said if i tell her it will be the last words i say. so im scared and stuck.
EmLovesHorses1 10 months ago
wow this is so sad! I am sorry that you (and every child who has ever gone through something this terrible) had to go through this. It is horrible! My heart aches for you..I wish that someone had been there to stop this from happening! I am the mother of a 7 year old little girl, and if anyone ever tried to do anything like this to her i'm afraid I'd go to jail for murder.
Armywife25000 10 months ago
@SexualTruama2010 Can you shut the fuck up?
explosmlolguy 10 months ago
@explosmlolguy
What is wrong with you?? F**cking slob!! I hope I meet you one day.
KonaMr 10 months ago
@KonaMr >Implying that I'm a slob and that you would do anything if you met me.
explosmlolguy 9 months ago
@explosmlolguy
Yeah.. that pretty much sums it up rauncho.
KonaMr 9 months ago
The tears kept coming...this is too close to home for me...
friend2animals66 11 months ago
i understand your pain, my father used to hurt my blind mother in diferent ways. Years of constant abuse till she commited suicide.
The goverment took me ,away. I spend part of my chilhood and teenage years in lockdown facilities ,group homes,and mental insitutions,in which i experienced more abuse.............
Every opression has a end,be strong
-Edgar
segundamuerte 11 months ago
i know what you feel like...always trying your best to make sure you do what your told and clean up after yourself...but its never good enough and for that they hate you...most parents say they love but only lok at their children as wjhat you said a sex toy or a pain in the ass they dont want to deal with you...always trying to make them happy and succed in life but they dont care...my dad was always a prick and never cared...i feel your pain
huntago 11 months ago
Me and my friend think that this is so sad... We are watching it over and over again nearly in tears.... We cant believe this man would do something like this too an innocent girl... I think that if this was my Dad... I just wouldn't put up with it I would have gone the first night it happened... I would goo too a friends... I hope everything is okayy noww! Xxx <3
ILoveeLifee 11 months ago
I know exactly what you're going through
MadisonTVChannel2 11 months ago
i know how u feel..ive been through it all. i HATE my dad. he ruined my childhood. :(
lalaland1435 11 months ago
i love your video some of the things you said well all the things you said i wish i could tell my abusers my whole family actually since they were the abusers stay strong we are here for you!!!!!
survivorabuse33 11 months ago
lol you think you'r dad saw you'r video? i dont think so and i dont think he ever will:)
hqkill 11 months ago
Good Job Alimags123. I understand. You expressed yourself perfectly.:)
THANK YOU.
TuesdaysGone18 11 months ago
@ponday16 Excuse me but who do you think you are leaving a comment like this and the others you have left, you don't know me and you certainly don't know my life was a living hell and I suffer everyday with what was done to me, I couldn't even have my children naturally because of the damage. so grow the fuck up people don't post these video's for nasty opinions like yours it often helps us that have been through it! but you wouldn't understand as your obviously very immature
alimags123 1 year ago
@TheDepressedsuicidal thats not true. you now have me. add me and message me anytime you need someone to talk to , i might not answer right away , but ill answer soon as possible k? your not alone.
xTornxAngelx 1 year ago
it is soo sad what has happened too you...... i went through stuff like you aswell.. i cant believe this video i made one like this a couple of months ago and now i have found yours they are very similer! i hate people who abuse children, they are sick and low lifes
steph1233211 1 year ago
The world is full of evil and perversion. This little girl suffered at the hands of those who where meant to protect her, to think there are religions out there that promote sex with little girls, Islam is one such religion. My hope is that hell really does exist, may those who perpetrate such go to hell
whatexploded 1 year ago
You have lost the sympathy of all Fathers with this propaganda. It is the Legal System that is the source of these abuses. If you choose to make Fathers the enemy, then Fathers will unite against Mothers, Mothers against Fathers, and the Attorneys and Judges will laugh all the way to the bank.
dadnesia 1 year ago
@dadnesia Why do you think Alimags123 is making an effort to get sympathy of all "Fathers." If you read clearly, she titled it: "Child Abuse I Hate My Dad." As well as, "I have made a video of how I feel towards my father . . . " So, dadnesia, your words have no meaning here, not logically, or philosopically. Perhaps you mistakenly posted . . . yeah, I bet that's it.
YOur response, dadnesia, makes no sense, logically OR philosopically.
TuesdaysGone18 11 months ago
@dadnesia What is it that makes you think Alimags123 is making an effort to get sympathy of all "Fathers?" If you read clearly, she titled it: "Child Abuse I Hate My Dad." As well as, "I have made a video of how I feel towards my father . . . " So, dadnesia, your words have no meaning here. Perhaps you mistakenly posted . . . yes, I bet that's it.
TuesdaysGone18 11 months ago
dam 15 ppl are dead beat sick ass dads...
Keenanville09 1 year ago
I feel ashamed of my myself. Because I've told my friends that I hate my mum for not letting me go to a convention. Seeing this.. it really made me think again.
I'm sorry this had to happen to you. And I wish your father will burn in hell.
CheeseLovingChester 1 year ago
i hate my parents.. they both abused me in every way. im now living with my grandparents , and im trying to forget it all. but we live 2 minutes from where it all happened! i will never forget... and i feel so dirty... i hate my "mom" and "dad"... i wish theyd die!!! :( </3
xTornxAngelx 1 year ago
I went thru the same things.., my dad abused me and i dont even call him by dad i call him by his street name.... like im a stranger...
bridget2695 1 year ago
READING THIS BROKE MY HEART. I ALMOST CRIED :( GIRL, I'M SOOO SORRY U WENT THROUGH SUCH HELL. I KNOW WHAT IT MUST FEEL LIKE TO GO THROUGH SUCH HORROR WITH THE MAN THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOU AND PROTECT U. MY DAD IS A WONDERFUL MAN, BUT U DESERVED A FATHER 100X BETTER THAN URS. I KNOW HOW U MUST FEEL. GO TO COUNSELING, STAY CLOSE TO UR FAMILY ESPECIALLY UR CHILDREN, AND PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY AND EVERYNIGHT TO HELP U GET THROUGH THIS.
petlover54 1 year ago
dang....powerful.
check my 'never be quenched' if ya get super bored?
thanks and peace to all
daniel
schpoingle 1 year ago
i was mentally,physically & emotionally abused by my so called dad...he got away with it...
musiclover1991girl 1 year ago
omg this is one of the most sorrowful vid ive ever watched i hope u find the good in yourself and plz dont hate ur self, u didnt do ANYTHING WRONG! he was wrong and he knew it i didnt even finish the vid ill subscribe, adn like and vote bt plz express your feelings.
there r two kinds of abuse, physical, were u dont have enough love for tht person, or sexual abuse were u have too much love for someone, and he had them both, plz love yourself and ur children more then anything in the world... :(
iac321 1 year ago
Watching this makes me greatful for having good parents.
cartoonistjack 1 year ago
i wish i could hug you and offer you my shoulder to cry on. i know where you've been. im going through it right now.i wish you a better life. my emails mous3y78@yahoo.com. if u need to talk to anyone , email me. my name is amber.
xTornxAngelx 1 year ago
SHE CRIED EVERY DAY, BUT I KEPT MY TEARS INSIDE BECAUSE OF THREE REASONS, FIRST. IF I SHOWED WEAKNESS THEN MY SISTER WOULD BE EVEN SADDER AND ALSO DON'T WASTE YOUR TEARS ON SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU, M MOTHER LEFT ON HER FREE WILL, SHE ROBBED THE HOUSE OF MONEY, POSSESSIONS AND LOVE AND THEN LEFT, I THOUGHT MY MOTHER WOULD SAY, THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME, THOUGHT SHE WANTED ME, BUT I DON'T NEED HER ANYMORE, IT'S ACTUALLY EASIER WITHOUT HER, I JUST WISH THAT THEY DIDN'T GET DIVORCED, IT IS SAD
Coolmenest 1 year ago
MY MOM LEFT ME, NOT MY DAD, SHE BROUGHT A MOVING VN THAT DAY AT A.M WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING AND SHE CLEANED THE HOUSE. I DON'T CARE THAT SHE TOOK IT AL, BUT I THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME, BUT SHE LEFT ME. NOBODY TOLD HER TO LEAVE, SHE LEFT ON HER OWN FREEE WILL. SHE USED TO BEAT ME AND SWEAR AT ME EVERYDAY. SSHE BEAT MY SISTER AND SWORE AT HER TOO AND SHE BEAT MY DAD TOO. HOW CAN SHE BE A MOTHER IF SHE CANNOT BE HUMAN, SHE HAD NOTHING TO LOSE SO SHE LEFT, MY SISTER WAS DEVASTATED WHEN MY MOTHER LEFT
Coolmenest 1 year ago
HE DIDN'T LEAVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOU, HE LEFT YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR MOTHER! AND I DO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I WENT THROUGH THE SAME THING EXCEPT IT WAS MY MO THAT LEFT, MY DAD STAYED, IT HAPPENED 1 MONTH AGO OR SO, MY MOM TOOK HER RING OFF WHEN MY GRANDMA CAME TO VISIT AND KEPT IT OFF EVEN AFER MY GRANDMA LEFT, SHE KEPT THREATENING MY DAD WITH DIVORCE, BUT ONE DAY HE NOTICED THE RING WAS GONE AND THAT HE WAS BEING SWORN AT EVERYDAY AND BEATEN, HE STAYED AND SHE LEFT
Coolmenest 1 year ago
for some reason father r horrible my fathers abuses me everyday he never hugs me idk wat happen to my father he use to be soooo carring to me when i was in toronto but 2 years ago when i move to brampton my father was horrible i still waited for the hugs and caring he use too do if now he keeps talking about bills he slaps me it seems he trys to avoid me if anyone experience this tell me wat the f**k is happening
rsrule88 1 year ago
Did he watch this?
Funnyroxy88 1 year ago 4
@Funnyroxy88 I don't know? But hope he has X
alimags123 1 year ago 5
If I Were You I Would Go To Ur Dad Right Now And Killl Him! That Bastard Can Burn In Hell!
obamastinks101 1 year ago
i now how u feel he leaft me for some gril then i was puted up for adotion i fucking hate him
MrSniper1500 1 year ago
i am so sorry. I know how u feel tho not getting hurt by my father. You're father should never have touched u in an inappropriate way. I hope he burns in hell so he won't hurt you anymore. I hope you find the peace and love you deserve and become the princess to a man who wuld never hurt you. They are out there. God Bless and i hope you find healing from wat tht man put you through.
palnor2 1 year ago
i understand how u feel my dad was the same way towards me i am sorry it happend to u but i am glad u had the courage to tell someone
amandawillesen 1 year ago
i am so sorry wat happend to u i get hit all the time by my dad leaves marks but i feel bad for u!
thebfflsisters 1 year ago
This is such a great way to express your anger toward your father... Your video tapped into my childhood & although I felt so much resentment toward my father in the past, I feel nothing for him now but pity. His actions brought him shame with his own family when we were strong enough to tell them, and that is what I call justice...
What goes around... Comes around & I hope your father's conscience is eating away at his soul
Stay strong hun xx
Ps; My father also got a prison sentence.
Belthazor1967 1 year ago
Hey alimags, I see you posted this 2years ago. Such a great way to express yourself. I wrote a letter to my step dad 20years ago! using some of these exact words! I was beside myself and devastated like you express here about the betrayal from your own dad and the consequences. I want to thank you for posting this. It reminded me of the utter trauma I re-experienced when memories broke me as a young adult, how real it was, and how today that pain is LESS. I hope its getting easier for YOU too. X
Louisealexandraames 1 year ago
poor you, I hope you find a new kind of love so you can see life can be great sometimes
jonessmithGB 1 year ago
I wish i could help you:(
Nick6614 1 year ago
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper in her ear. While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND, and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how beautiful she is. While you HURTyour woman, there's a man wishing he could take her pain away. While you make your woman cry, there's a man stealing smile...s from her. post on your wall if ur against domestic violence...
Brandiandmonique1 1 year ago
I'M SO SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU! D;> THIS SOUNDS TOO SAD! I just want to give you a hug and tell you that it's all going to be okay.
Giratina386 1 year ago
and wen his family found out thats the day i found out the only person that was my friend my everything and saved me from commiting suicide was my mother bcuz everyone else called me a liar and i was only trying to get attention dats pretty sad but i only worry for myself and look forward wit dis to the side but my mom will always be there for me and hope you stay strong i know its not easy juss worry for your children now and leave it in the past :)
TokiosDevilish483 1 year ago
Im sorry for wat happened to you same thing happened to me at age 7 too but this guy was my dads brother he would rape and abuse and would tell me that if i told anyone he was gonna kill me so i was so afraid till i turned 15 and i told my mom and she put the cops on him and wat bothers me the most is that they didnt do anything and hes out there showing his face to the world like if he were innocent :(
TokiosDevilish483 1 year ago
i cried so fucking hard when i saw this video...it remindes me of my childhood...i hate my dad also he is a fucking dick...i am now 15 and i still have many scars he did more than jus raped me he abused me im really sry wat happend i wish i could help u get justice
columbiamo1 1 year ago
@columbiamo1 big hugs sweetie, he was a bad person, but like a rabid dog, not a human being at that time. Ensure to remember to get everything that for you that makes you feel loved and peaceful, find the beauty in the world and these horrible memories will fade (and maybe some time in future you can sue?)
jonessmithGB 1 year ago
Ur dad is my hero he tapped that tight puss
Anoyingbro5 1 year ago
@Anoyingbro5 dude r u sick or stupid?
TokiosDevilish483 1 year ago
@Anoyingbro5 Just to let you know, I have sent a screenshot of this comment to all the friends on your friends list, and to your 3 subscribers. I feel they have a right to know who they are affiliated with. I have also reported this comment and sent the screenshot to Facebook. You disgusting, dispicable human being.
hisssyffffit 1 year ago
@Anoyingbro5 you are fucking sick dude? you got no feelings? no you dont you are one cold motherfucker! you dont deserve to live! she got abuse by her dad! and you say he is your hero? go fuck yourself! i hope your dad abuse you so you can see how it is you little prick!
Nick6614 1 year ago
Aww... I think that's all I can say...
RandomCowProductions 1 year ago
Honey u shud learn how 2 forgive. If u want to defeat ur father and make him feel like kicking himself, u forgive him. He called u his princess, but think about it 4 a minute, he is the reason u r in this world. If u havent done it so far then go back and forgive him. Don't do this to him, this world need relations to become stronger moreover u r his daughter.
Basimdah3llraiser 1 year ago
my real father was abusive. he would slap my sister my mother and i around. and he would hurt my brother in countless ways. finally my mom packed her bags and left. she got re-married and the mas she married adopted us and gives us all the love he has and has never hit us... only hug us and tell us he loves us. HE is my dad..... the man that helped concieve me was juat a sperm donor. i have the best parents. i love you mom and dad. thanks for taking me in dad. i love you!
AprilAngel7 1 year ago
i was only 6 when it happened to me, im 15 now and have only just told someone, it stopped when i was 12 but he made me do other stuff over the internet, i still love him when i shouldn't. i go to court in february but im scared, i dont want to go anymore, the pure fact he brought me into this world but tore me apart so quickly, i just dont know what to do anymore its getting to me now more than ever i cant cope :( <3
princesslotty123 1 year ago
Im glad you made this video. I was never directly sexually molested but i could tell my father was thinking about it. I was never beaten either. But there was alot of yelling and slapping in my house, all at me. My whole family was in on it and they egged each other on. People over the years said i was wrong for hating my family but when i meet somebody who says im wrong or says they dont believe me i dump them right then and there and dont take them back. Your video helps others open up.
SuicideisBrainLess 1 year ago
IM SO SRRY THIS HAPPEND 2 U. I WISH I COULD JUS GIVE U A HUG AND I KNO WAT ITS LIKE AND THE FEELING OF BEING OR GETTING CLOSE TO SOMEONE BECAUSE YOUR SCARED THEY MIGHT DO THE SAME THING TO YOU OR YOUR CHILDREN. IM SO SRRY THIS HAPPENED TO YOU STAY STRONG AND AVOID YOUR DAD
MEGANIIS2CUTE4U 1 year ago 11
@MEGANIIS2CUTE4U Thanks hunny;)
I have no contact with either of my parents now and they don't go near my children,
the worst think my mother ever said to me in an arguement whilst drung was "that she new about the abuse" I WILL NEVER NO
alimags123 1 year ago
@alimags123 Wow that was a powerful video - I am a survivor of incest and rape and child abuse in hte family. It was hard, still is sometimes - that is good that you did this video to get it out. I think that maybe I should do one. I do not hate my father anymore, I pray you get to that point. I was about four to about 7 or 8 when this happened. Now I am remembering the words that were said. I was naive to think he did not say anything - wow mindblowing - gOD bLESS SMART by keeping ur kids away
Cathy68074 1 year ago
@alimags123 i get the video...you hate your dad... BUT, how do we know you weren't a bad kid and deserved everything you got...and are just upset that he punished you?...cause thats the vibe im getting...."you hate him for everything he did" ...like make you clean your room? be in by curfew? don't screw your boyfriend? are you sure you weren't just a bad kid?!?
eatmytool1 1 year ago
dont hate your self just couse your dad rape you r yousd you as his your sex toy cuse your like me you a persone not a dog i will sub you
3253888994 1 year ago
i hate my father too, he abandoned me 17 years of my life, then he decided to live with me again, and i thought it was the most wonderful thing i-ve ever have, and i was blind, always waiting for him and finally he came for me, then he treat me bad becouse all i am, i-m not a bad person, i dont make nothing wrong, he hates me cuz i love in another way, ive missed him too much, then he told me he didt want to see me again, i remember his words -i hate you- -i wish you the worst-
sk8erboi0001 1 year ago
I know what it is like to be sexualy abused because my dad, my dads brother and my dads brother molested me when I was 3 until I was 13. I couldn't tell my mom because she had been depressed for 11 years and that would just make it worse. I hope no one has to go through what you or I went through.
readmorelivebetter16 1 year ago
I know what it is like to be sexualy abused because my dad, my dads brother and my dads brother molested me when I was 3 until I was 13. I couldn't tell my mom because she had been depressed for 11 years and that would just make it worse. I hope no one has to go through what you or I went through.
readmorelivebetter16 1 year ago
I'm very sorry for what happened to you. It's okay to be angry. You have every right. But try not to focus on your anger. Focus on the beautiful things you have in your life. Focus on your children, your husband, all the things that make you smile and forget your past. No one is judging you. You may not think that you're a strong woman, but we can all see that you are. Keep that strength. God bless you.
smileitsme0827 1 year ago
Damn, someone needs a hug.
SterlingAMV 1 year ago 11
Ooooookay.... couldnt you have written a song or something? This is pretty disturbing.
Cusack187 1 year ago
Im so sorry.I dont know what your going through but i could only imagine.I will never forget this video.I will pray for you.
LiveFromtheBasement 1 year ago
Please can someone tell me what age child abuse isn't counted as child abuse anymore?
duckiecrazy2 1 year ago
My dad did the same thing to me. I can't stand my dad and caused my feelings to drown into the well.
leahstrawn4 1 year ago
what did your dad do to you???
mkoolkat99 1 year ago
my Dad own three bussiness in LA the cops loved him there wife loved him. But he raped me beat me and put me in a box. He beat and raped my mother. I married the same kind of cold hearted jerk ever time. this one told me after I was rape that I was lucky he even wanted to touch me. I stopped having sex I don't care if he's anger I don't want any one to touch me ever again I tryed to have a good marries there is no good men who want me
faceswithin 1 year ago
The best form of revenge is to survive child abuse and bring up your children with huge amounts of love and never let the abusers see them. Child abusers want to destroy lives so live a great one and love your kids.
warriorprince1010 1 year ago
omg this clip made me weep.It made me think of the past your a very strong women to tell your story like this i just wanted to say thank you.
nikisterlingbrown 1 year ago
I can relate completly except I don't remember being sexually abused.
xxxAlesanaFan4everxx 1 year ago
umm i think you are absoloutly retarted anyone that gets raped dont just come out and say all this stupid shit omg i would know what the hell hate is a strong word
wildchild9489 1 year ago
This made me cry, I can relate. Except it wasn't my dad.
SnakeBiteHearrt 1 year ago
I'm so sorry this happened to you. I hope that you find peace and that you are able move on with life.
greekmama73 1 year ago
don't listen to people who write parents are "evil" and he never says that about people usually and he agreed it 'd been 30 yrs since he'd seen a case like me. dont give up!That guy hasnt dealt with anything he's in pain and doesnt know it...dont let him get to you ..You are right and he is "sick" from his abuse but you let it STOP with you! I made it stop with me too.!! good luck honey
Suzydukettes 1 year ago
was if your step dad or your real dad plz plz some one tell me
mudpup7 1 year ago
@mudpup7 My Father
alimags123 1 year ago
@wowwow180 My way of coping, I wil copy & paste what u sent 2 me 2 show people how shallow u are this is it guys: My dad abused me since I was 4 years old then kicked me out of the house after my mom died when I was 13,, he never called me anything like a Prince only names.
But you don't see me making a freaking video about how tough I had it, ur like a mom already and ur still crying like a loser. fool
alimags123 1 year ago
@alimags123 aw u exposed me bullshit
well my daddy didn't fuck me huh
so who's the loser
wowwow180 1 year ago
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wowwow180 1 year ago
Any vile creature that is sexually motivated by a child should by physically punished - screw the "has rights" brigade. If I even saw a guy now get a hard on near a child I swear I'd go to jail for what I would do to him. My daughter communicates with me and I have worked at that so much co's I don't ever want her to go through what I did and think the monster can get away with it - no it wasn't my dad though.
Shesnoin 1 year ago
i love you. i hope you get help. and i hope the pain will go away.
MotherlyPaladin 1 year ago
You are such a strong woman I am Forever going to remember this video and know that my life is not so bad!
Katarinakong 1 year ago 2
@Katarinakong Thank you for your comment hun!! I'm not always strong but I try to for my children they mean the world to me xox
alimags123 1 year ago
i wasn't sure if i agreed with your decision to post your feelings,but if it makes you feel better than knock yourself out. as far as i can remember i grew up being called a cocksucker and a mother fucker by the old man,amongst other things...he promised me he would throw me out of the house when i was 18..needless to say i never really had much to look forward to...so my bit of advice is this......have confidence...do not rely on religion.... have faith in yourself...YOU MAKE IT CHANGE
mop3moplop 1 year ago
I dont understand how you still believe in god
Blended90 1 year ago
Well.... You have a Father that does NOT hate you he will always love you and he will never abuse you. Your (our) Father sent his son to die on the cross for Your (our) sins and sickness. You TRUE Father is Jesus Christ (GOD)
spartin413 1 year ago
my stepdad... everyday... he would abuse m e.. in almost evry way.. and he took it when i was 11.. every week.. he would take it.. so much pain..
NiiNaBoBiiNa 1 year ago