Sitting in my car, lost and crying and feeling hopeless in a dark place, googled "I want to kill myself" and this is the first thing that came up. It calmed me down. Thanks, Onision. xx
I like how you are so optimistic everytime you say "...because you're dead!"
I think I couldnt do it mainly because of the second reason. And fyi for all people who are commenting on this. You might feel shit, I do aswell, but if you'd really be in so much misery you wouldnt be looking at this goddamn video!
I don't really know, My parents are really ashamed of me, And if i keep on living i would not exactly improve other peoples life.. Pretty much to opposite.. So i gotta know what keeps me from actually just fading away.....
When you are alive, that is proof that you are strong. Even if life isn't good there is something or someone who needs you. You might not realize this now but after recovering from an attempted sucide or a deep depression you will know your place once you step up and show your strength. -Thats my theory from expeirance.
Listen to you is enough to makes me crazy... I want to kill myself, or at least I wish I was capable of. But after what you said, I feel like I should not, because it doesn't benefit me in any shape or form. What remains tho, is my desire to disappear, to let people who underestimate me suffer, to be cared about, talked about for just once. These thoughts get crashed into each other and i get more confused than ever. I just cried.
Here's my message to you. Go ahead and do it, you will only show your weakness but also show that those that are hurting you won. If you want to be smarter and stronger, fight against it. You will show you are stronger than those who make you suffer and that you are bigger AND better.
@goodygoody2converses ...yeah...none taken. A douche wrapped anus head? Sounds like an overly paid insult writing monkey bust a cog in it's brain writing that one. Maybe you should get another monkey? Because I realise it takes too much effort for you to actually think about things before you type.
Thank you I now believe I am wonderful and beautiful for who I am I am devoting myself to my new hermit crab dahvie it sounds stupid but I just feel like it makes me truly happy like watching ur videos makes me happy
hey. thank you. you will never know how close i was to killing myself. and then i saw this. your words have helped me more then you'll ever know... more then anyone will ever know.... "you have saved my life". you have reignited that spark of life inside me... thank you. you are a perfect example of how beautiful the world can be... thank you
@goodygoody2converses "you're taking it to a different level chill your cookie crisps niglet lol."
I'm guessing that by that you mean "I have nothing to say that means anything so I'll just resort to using a racial slur against someone that it doesn't apply to."
No offence, but you're coming across as someone who is incredibly thick.
I don't know if this comment will work cuz I'm on my phone :/ but if you want to talk to someone, You can talk to me!!! I'm in a really bad place right now too, so I'm pretty certain I'll understand! N I know life can sometimes get unbelievably painful and unbearable! N I'm still fighting suicidal thoughts too! But maybe it would be easier to cope if you talked to the people around you. Rather than a stranger. Because maybe then they'd cut you some slack and get you help? I'm
I'd like to stay in touch if that is ok with u and if your girlfriend approves. My email is honeymolasses@sbc global.net or zeplady1-friends@yahoo.com Once again I thank you for giving me a new lease on life. MUCH LOVE.....
I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU. I WAS WATCHING A VIDEO BY GARY JULES CALLED MAD WORLD. I BEGAN WEEPING BECAUSE SOME OF THE WORDS IN THAT SONG REALLY HIT HOME 4ME. AT THAT POINT I WAS READY TO GIVE UP. DIE. THEN I SAW YOUR VIDEO. YOUR MARILYN MANSON LOOK GRABBED ME SO I BEGAN WATCHING. I'M SO GLAD I DID.YOU ARE SO INTELLIGENT & I RESPECT U FOR THAT. I'VE BEEN PASSING YOUR LINK TO EVERYONE I KNOW. I APPRECIATE U & FEEL U ARE A PERSON WHO CARES ABOUT OTHERS. A FREIND. TY 4 HELPING ME ANALYZE MY LIFE.
So his all out right reason is, astral project, make love in there and medidate. Learn from your friends and love the girls with black lipstick because they are more emo than you are.
@goodygoody2converses People shouldn't try to achieve the feeling of being loved through misplaced sympathy. That doesn't help anything. I'm not referring to people who are genuinely depressed. I'm referring to the people who find the idea of a "down on their luck, tortured soul" to be romantic, and decide to incorporate it into their personality for attention. Try to speak more like a person in the future, "DUH. lol DUHHH" really doesn't add any credibility to your argument.
This is the whole reason I subribed to you . Because I was at the point where I would hold a knife in my hand. I was going to stab my self. Then found this Video. It does get better. If I would have killed myself i won't . Been on the swim team or meet all these new people. Depression is a disorder not a feeling. To those who actually killed themselves . They are brave. Not weak. To all those who put hate comments here. Why ? There's people here who are on the edge . Who knows you might have k
I fucking hate when people get followers and they don't do shit to contribute to the world. You're just like Kim Kardahian, just with out the money. I'm done wasting my 20 minutes with these bullshit videos. Here's a bit of advice people, get a life.
People who normally want to commit suicide are the people who usually have the most beautiful hearts. The people who are capable of feeling so much to the point of breaking because they are so full.
Don't believe me? Take a job at the suicide hotline sometime.
I do not feel bad for those who don't have compassion towards the REAL suicidal people in the world. Faking for attention is wrong.
Thank you for pointing out some tips for those who have these problems. :)
Nathan, before you do anything please, PLEASE, try to do something fun. I am old, I am getting ready to go. Unless you are old too, please give yourself a break. You might feel better by just doing a small thing like smiling at an old person and letting them know everyone isn't full of hate. I don't know you, never will, but I wish YOU, good things. Please, take a chance, just to be kind to someone old, it's free and it would be a gift that is priceless and gift to you too...
Thank you! Thank you so very much! I started crying during your video! I thought about how many people I would hurt if I did killed myself. Thank you for not being selfish and not thinking only about yourself. I thank you for this video, you have saved my life! If there is a god may he/she bless your if possiable. THANK YOU!
honesty I wasn't sure wat to think when I saw your video but I know wat u said u meant for good..I'm sorry that you had suicidal thoughts..but just reading some of these comments I never knew ppl could be so cruel I apologize for the mean comments plz continue to live a great life because even though I don't know who u r I love u for ur message to live
@miekka968 Tell me about it. I wasn't even suicidal before I watched this. But now, not only will I kill myself publicly in the most fabulous manner, I will take everyone else in the world with me. This video is a true inspiration.
I find it hard to feel ok when this world isn't ok, how can we live when our lives are causing those of others to be dreadful, such as those in the third world. I am never satisfied and never will be because I will forever hate this world.
HE IS RIGHT! IF I KILL MYSELF THE HATE IN THIS WORLD WON! MAYBE NO ONE LOVES BE BUT GUESS WHAT? I CAN LOVE MYSELF!!!!!!!! RIGHT NOW, IM GUNNA DEDICATE MYSELF TO LOVE-MUSIC,ART ENLIGHTENMENT& HUMAN RIGHTS!!!! I GIVE MY LIFE TO GOD AND HAVE FAITH IT WILL ALL BE OKAY
i didnt go to the rest of class today, because i wanted to end my life. i was gunna go after lunch so my parents wouldnt find me till 5 oh thats enough time. people always wonder why anyone would do it? probably because the person lacks the love they need to survive. that is how i feel, ive been used and abused by a people that were suppose to love me on my . now i am left heartbroken with no friends and no hope in the world until i watched this video.
Nice vid.. I'm suffering from ADD.. which fucks up my entire life.. I'm just tired of living.. not because of others, but just by dealing with it.. most of the time I can't wait for eternal rest..
So if I get my highpoints in life which arent many things, I don't care what happens after that..
@dualshock3 I get it. I have ADD too and I understand how tiring it is. I also have an anxiety disorder and that sucks big time. I feel tired and just sick of dealing with it all the time. I know it's cliche, but just know that you're not alone. I know what I say won't mean much to you, but please don't give up, okay? You've made it this far, so I can already tell that you're a strong person. Don't stop looking for happiness (alive of course). You'll find it. I know you will...
Your video means nothing to me because i have no friends so that dosen't matter if i kill my self ive got absolutely nothing at all going on in my life i don't go to school or anything like that so that dosen't matter if i kill my self and i doubt anyone would want any of my body parts becuase im extremely unhealthy i never get any exercise all i do is eat fast food. etc. so that dosent matter, and all 8 of your reasons don't matter with me.
I do not know the pain you are feeling but please do not think the only answer to ignorance is death, You call me and we can talk. You are NOT alone. BTW I am a woman who raised a st8 son in WeHo with the help of my gay neighbors. W/out them God knows how he would have turned out! Please contact me if you feel desperate, I am there for you.
he was great but i am going to kill myself as i will never be able to do anything i want in life. i have struggled for so many years but i am giving up now.
Suicide is NEVER the answer, trust me I know. I lost my brother & two cousins and a friend to suicide. It STILL haunts me every day of my life, not waking up being able to hear my brothers voice. I'm here if anyone wants to talk.
Thank you soo much Onision your being very helpful. My friend has problems and I always stick with him because I care about him. I'm glad he hasn't done anything reckless because he has seen your video. So thank you :D you're a very nice person!
@trevor215412 You know you're a total dick when you say someone who is saving lives is a loser. He's doing more than you are, isn't he? Yes. He's keeping people alive while you're telling people to not take his advice. OH and btw you're* from* (punctuation)* Thanks.
@justsobella ok so let's look back at my earlier comment...
where did I say not to take his advice,.. so that point is invalid, also I never said he was a loser, I said, and I quote "you know your a loser when you take advice of a guy like this"
If someone really wants to kill themselves they wouldn't go on Youtube and look for some 'suicide-related' videos, this is just an excuse for attention seekers to comment made up shit about them trying to kill themselves....faggot
@MrSkippydoodle He wasn't trying to MAKE you kill yourself.. He found reasons to NOT kill yourself. You probably didn't even watch the entire video before you posted troll comments
@MrSkippydoodle your comment is absolutely ironic if you're speaking of this video. Ignorant? He just did what he could to try stopping people from killing themselves.
This video just pisses me off. Gives me stupid reasons like being scared of the unknown after death. That's the only thing that holds me back from ending my life and that I'm too much of a coward to die painfully. Now I will just go on and suffer praying for cancer again. Thanks a lot cunt.
thank you,you definitly changed my way of thinking on everything cuz I almost tryed to kil myself and I thought I still was going to but you changed it and basically saved my life.Thank you so much
I find this to actually be a nice video to have versus all the crap on youtube. Just throwing this out there if anyone feels they need to talk to get stuff off their chest. Send me a message and I would be more then willing to help and talk with you. Just showing there is more support out there for everyone ^_^
@VoiceofRei I love that comment and find it inspiring seeing as I'm just as open to any kind of conversation and will help people due to my inherently altruistic nature. Have my gratitude, Voice of Rei. It feels amazing to know there are (far?) more people with a beautifully positive attitude. Thank you very much.
But if I live I must eat, and to eat I must kill. Even if I'm vegan, I must wipe away hundreds of acres of living habitat to make a farm.
I don't like the "as long as you're not hurting anyone" bit. Living things hurt eachother all day long. Humans just blind themselves to that fact by paying someone else do the hurting for them and wrapping the dead stuff in shiny paper.
To avoid suicide, I must learn to see myself as a living thing who deserves to cause pain as much as everyone else.
@lavalizard3 This is correct as this is nature. Not saying nature is a bitch, not saying nature is cold but nature is smart and did not intend to have all living things dancing peacefully and purposelessly around a camp fire. We all live off each other, we all live with each other, we all serve somebody. You're right seeing yourself as part of a neverending cycle. As I'm writing this, thousands of bacteria are living off my organism. Pain is a possibility, not mandatory.
@ANG3LICSMIL3 The answer is simple. Because you're thinking about it now. You're asking yourself those questions now that you're alive. It matters now and can always matter, even for the good. If life isn't worth anything then why not play around with it and have fun with it? If you're gone, it's over. Right now, you're a grown human being capable of beautiful things such as writing proper sentences and having deep thoughts. I like that.
I had a knife in my hand and was about to commit suicide but at the last minute I decided to watch a Youtube video on killing myself and you just saved my life!!! Thank you!
honestly i used to want to die but i am so happy i was a wimp and didnt stab myself or get the gun my life is amazing now! and im extreamly happy that im still alive!!!!! so flipping happy!!!! :D
@MRbubs12 really bro? do you know what its like to be depressed? huh? have you EVER IN YOUR WASTED, PIECE OF SHIT LIFE, KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE? didnt think so. tell me, what does a person's sexuality have to do with this in the first place? what in hell is wrong with someone trying to help. trying to save lives. trying to be a good person. its people like you that disgust me. i respect you though, for having the balls to say that. your in my prayers. but seriously? what is wrong here?
What about I cannot get my Master's degree and my family is paying for it. If I want to get money back, I need to spend maybe 5 or 6 years until I can earn this amount of money. I really want to kill myself. But I have to get money back first.
@stanley599gtb That's an awful reason to live. A better reason to live for now is thinking of other reasons to live later. I doubt your family is more interested in the money than in your health. If that was the case you wouldn't waste a thought of giving them any money, right? You can write me if you wish to. If not, have a pleasant 2012.
v_v All i can say is thank you Onison, you truelly did save my life, I first saw this video 2 days ago, and this was the only suicide prevention video that helped me, I was contemplating suicide... I was in a deep dark hole in a bad depression after being hospitalized from a heart attack, my girlfriend the love of my life dumping me, and my dog dying, but watching this video has temporarily made le think differently so i watch this is daily now to encourage myself otherwise
In the words of hatsune miku " wanna die? It's fine to die. If you don't wanna die then live on. That is all I know" meaning is that she's telling her friends " if you kill yourself then die peacefully. If you don't then live on panting" too dumb it down some more she's also saying in the song " if you kill yourself then die and go "peacefully " and not go to heaven or fight through life and die gracefully and go to heaven " has nothing to do with this but I'm just saying. Kill yourself get no
I <3 this video! U beautiful person. I love your make up and the way u talk. Seems u r really sppeaking ur heart out. Tnx for this video u made me think of not killing myself cuz i have suicide tought a lot. I hope u change a lot of ppl life. U r amaizing! <3
Sitting in my car, lost and crying and feeling hopeless in a dark place, googled "I want to kill myself" and this is the first thing that came up. It calmed me down. Thanks, Onision. xx
cbeewins 4 hours ago
I like how you are so optimistic everytime you say "...because you're dead!"
I think I couldnt do it mainly because of the second reason. And fyi for all people who are commenting on this. You might feel shit, I do aswell, but if you'd really be in so much misery you wouldnt be looking at this goddamn video!
RedlineEurope 8 hours ago
I don't really know, My parents are really ashamed of me, And if i keep on living i would not exactly improve other peoples life.. Pretty much to opposite.. So i gotta know what keeps me from actually just fading away.....
MrRikardoe 10 hours ago
wow this vidoe kidda cuts deep feels like he dug a (ashamed hole)
and that if i try to get out of the hole he'll talk me down to get back in
this vidoes cuts deep to your emotion kidda it kidda made my day
and kidda didn't you know what i mean
TheEdogan 22 hours ago
Good bye
ajotey 1 day ago
Yourself*
MarilynManson348 2 days ago
"EVERY DAY PEOPLE TELL ME TO GO KILL MYSELF"
"NO ONE LIKES YOU"
"YOU ARE A WAIST OF HUMAN SKIN"-my own dad said that to me because i didn't want to go to church (because i was sick)
"EVERY ONE HATES YOU"
"YOU ARE A LAZY GOOD FOR NOTHING BITCH"
"YOU ARE A FUCKING RETARD"
MarilynManson348 2 days ago
that's it mate....make me feel worse.
shitpissfuckcuntarse 3 days ago 2
He's so good as Emo Charlie. I want to see a Marilyn Manson parody.
He could totally pull it off. lol.
JulieMichelle76 4 days ago
@JulieMichelle76 lmaoo
CrissySomethin97 1 day ago
The first time I saw this video I was really sad and conteplating scuicide. Thanks for the video Greg. You made me see the good in life :-)
finejosefina 4 days ago
great video man, keep it up!
MrM3ss1 5 days ago
I wish I could kill you
thrasher102374 5 days ago 2
it sucks because this didnt even help me at all :/ Guess I better find a tutorial on Google..
AmorePasta 1 week ago 2
This video is absolutely amazing. So many good points. Thank you so much for posting this...
Sexybttm19 1 week ago
When you are alive, that is proof that you are strong. Even if life isn't good there is something or someone who needs you. You might not realize this now but after recovering from an attempted sucide or a deep depression you will know your place once you step up and show your strength. -Thats my theory from expeirance.
kissyface93 1 week ago
Listen to you is enough to makes me crazy... I want to kill myself, or at least I wish I was capable of. But after what you said, I feel like I should not, because it doesn't benefit me in any shape or form. What remains tho, is my desire to disappear, to let people who underestimate me suffer, to be cared about, talked about for just once. These thoughts get crashed into each other and i get more confused than ever. I just cried.
MKhuuNancy 1 week ago
@MKhuuNancy
Here's my message to you. Go ahead and do it, you will only show your weakness but also show that those that are hurting you won. If you want to be smarter and stronger, fight against it. You will show you are stronger than those who make you suffer and that you are bigger AND better.
UlrichRuler13 1 week ago
@goodygoody2converses ...yeah...none taken. A douche wrapped anus head? Sounds like an overly paid insult writing monkey bust a cog in it's brain writing that one. Maybe you should get another monkey? Because I realise it takes too much effort for you to actually think about things before you type.
SufferinSuccotash89 2 weeks ago
Thank you I now believe I am wonderful and beautiful for who I am I am devoting myself to my new hermit crab dahvie it sounds stupid but I just feel like it makes me truly happy like watching ur videos makes me happy
cow8kitten2barbie21 2 weeks ago
hey. thank you. you will never know how close i was to killing myself. and then i saw this. your words have helped me more then you'll ever know... more then anyone will ever know.... "you have saved my life". you have reignited that spark of life inside me... thank you. you are a perfect example of how beautiful the world can be... thank you
MrRy626 2 weeks ago
I fucking hate you.
Consequencessss 2 weeks ago
@goodygoody2converses "you're taking it to a different level chill your cookie crisps niglet lol."
I'm guessing that by that you mean "I have nothing to say that means anything so I'll just resort to using a racial slur against someone that it doesn't apply to."
No offence, but you're coming across as someone who is incredibly thick.
SufferinSuccotash89 2 weeks ago 5
@hawaiigirlsocute
I don't know if this comment will work cuz I'm on my phone :/ but if you want to talk to someone, You can talk to me!!! I'm in a really bad place right now too, so I'm pretty certain I'll understand! N I know life can sometimes get unbelievably painful and unbearable! N I'm still fighting suicidal thoughts too! But maybe it would be easier to cope if you talked to the people around you. Rather than a stranger. Because maybe then they'd cut you some slack and get you help? I'm
greenbean22i 2 weeks ago
Someone plz talk 2 me I want 2 die and I'm 9 and don't think life is living 4 plz make me fell better )':
hawaiigirlsocute 2 weeks ago
I'd like to stay in touch if that is ok with u and if your girlfriend approves. My email is honeymolasses@sbc global.net or zeplady1-friends@yahoo.com Once again I thank you for giving me a new lease on life. MUCH LOVE.....
Zeppelinlady 2 weeks ago
I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU. I WAS WATCHING A VIDEO BY GARY JULES CALLED MAD WORLD. I BEGAN WEEPING BECAUSE SOME OF THE WORDS IN THAT SONG REALLY HIT HOME 4ME. AT THAT POINT I WAS READY TO GIVE UP. DIE. THEN I SAW YOUR VIDEO. YOUR MARILYN MANSON LOOK GRABBED ME SO I BEGAN WATCHING. I'M SO GLAD I DID.YOU ARE SO INTELLIGENT & I RESPECT U FOR THAT. I'VE BEEN PASSING YOUR LINK TO EVERYONE I KNOW. I APPRECIATE U & FEEL U ARE A PERSON WHO CARES ABOUT OTHERS. A FREIND. TY 4 HELPING ME ANALYZE MY LIFE.
Zeppelinlady 2 weeks ago
True true true btw that lip stick is not your friend jk :D
foreveru97 2 weeks ago
thanks
gia4030 2 weeks ago
So his all out right reason is, astral project, make love in there and medidate. Learn from your friends and love the girls with black lipstick because they are more emo than you are.
TowelyPs 2 weeks ago
its fuckin demons 2012 not aliens, fuckin jesus christ!
TowelyPs 2 weeks ago
no wonder why we are so fuckin slow
TowelyPs 2 weeks ago
im going to telepathically communicate with you, ill show you pain.
TowelyPs 2 weeks ago
your fucking idiots, i don't even bother reading 90% of the things you guys say. It's pathetic, come dance with me...
TowelyPs 2 weeks ago
6:66 , not fuckin 646 u idiot.
TowelyPs 2 weeks ago
@goodygoody2converses People shouldn't try to achieve the feeling of being loved through misplaced sympathy. That doesn't help anything. I'm not referring to people who are genuinely depressed. I'm referring to the people who find the idea of a "down on their luck, tortured soul" to be romantic, and decide to incorporate it into their personality for attention. Try to speak more like a person in the future, "DUH. lol DUHHH" really doesn't add any credibility to your argument.
SufferinSuccotash89 3 weeks ago 13
i was like tht once ...
deathlives769 3 weeks ago
is it weird that he kinda looks like marilyn manson?
KTloveswrestling1221 3 weeks ago
thankyou onision i thought of this and i chose to live you really helped me and i luv u
neoncrazypunk 3 weeks ago
Fuck life it's all bullshit.
RaidersPhatBlunt 3 weeks ago
Blunt but true.
Peppii11 3 weeks ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
this is the video that introduced me to ur chanel
Jazzy2501 3 weeks ago
not bad C:
Ganabe 3 weeks ago
i liked what you said, i like the bad glam punk look.
rouncer81 3 weeks ago
. Who knows you might have killed someone right know. If you need help contact me in my Facebook Manuel Gudino. And it does get better...
Naruto40883 4 weeks ago
This is the whole reason I subribed to you . Because I was at the point where I would hold a knife in my hand. I was going to stab my self. Then found this Video. It does get better. If I would have killed myself i won't . Been on the swim team or meet all these new people. Depression is a disorder not a feeling. To those who actually killed themselves . They are brave. Not weak. To all those who put hate comments here. Why ? There's people here who are on the edge . Who knows you might have k
Naruto40883 4 weeks ago
FUCK YOU!!!
dannidisasterful 4 weeks ago
SHUTUP OK THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HATES ME NOW IM GUNNA KILL MYSELF AND THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN CHANGE THAT IS KAYLA KIRKPATRICK
1053286 4 weeks ago
I fucking hate when people get followers and they don't do shit to contribute to the world. You're just like Kim Kardahian, just with out the money. I'm done wasting my 20 minutes with these bullshit videos. Here's a bit of advice people, get a life.
TheCosmicWord 1 month ago
0:49
THE HAIR.... IT SPEAKS TO ME!!!
TalynCo 1 month ago
:')
snake5313 1 month ago
Depression is a mental disorder. Not an emotion. Keep that in mind.
CobainFan9 1 month ago
People who normally want to commit suicide are the people who usually have the most beautiful hearts. The people who are capable of feeling so much to the point of breaking because they are so full.
Don't believe me? Take a job at the suicide hotline sometime.
I do not feel bad for those who don't have compassion towards the REAL suicidal people in the world. Faking for attention is wrong.
Thank you for pointing out some tips for those who have these problems. :)
EmpathyFlower 1 month ago
<3
Zerafinel 1 month ago
Nathan, before you do anything please, PLEASE, try to do something fun. I am old, I am getting ready to go. Unless you are old too, please give yourself a break. You might feel better by just doing a small thing like smiling at an old person and letting them know everyone isn't full of hate. I don't know you, never will, but I wish YOU, good things. Please, take a chance, just to be kind to someone old, it's free and it would be a gift that is priceless and gift to you too...
1BMWdrvr1 1 month ago
do i care if i think that they will win if i kill myself? i'm gone
2centsNATHAN 1 month ago
I'm going to watch this every time I have suicidal thoughts
kl0ndykebar 1 month ago
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TheGeekies 1 month ago
@TheGeekies Well that's not true is it? They didn't go from suicidal to taking counselling to most positive person you know today did they?
ToliveAnimations 1 month ago
Thank you! Thank you so very much! I started crying during your video! I thought about how many people I would hurt if I did killed myself. Thank you for not being selfish and not thinking only about yourself. I thank you for this video, you have saved my life! If there is a god may he/she bless your if possiable. THANK YOU!
KENNYMAN1983 1 month ago
i love you greg this video really helps me when i think about suicide
Gillie98girl 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
what a fag. STOP SAYING "HATERS" on the internet!
ninjas666 1 month ago
A girl my girflriend knows killed herself 2 days ago. I keep thinking she would have lived if she watched this :(
candycian 1 month ago
honesty I wasn't sure wat to think when I saw your video but I know wat u said u meant for good..I'm sorry that you had suicidal thoughts..but just reading some of these comments I never knew ppl could be so cruel I apologize for the mean comments plz continue to live a great life because even though I don't know who u r I love u for ur message to live
olivialov3 1 month ago
oh, honey. love you. you are so cool. love your video. love you. you're the best.
tamaj152 1 month ago
This made me feel worse. Ugh -_-
miekka968 1 month ago 5
@miekka968 Tell me about it. I wasn't even suicidal before I watched this. But now, not only will I kill myself publicly in the most fabulous manner, I will take everyone else in the world with me. This video is a true inspiration.
InDreamsITalkWithYou 1 month ago 2
man.... your video really help'd me back in summer 2011 :-) it was pretty dark, though it always is, I love the music too.....
lovelorn8888 1 month ago
Dude, the one thing i. Didnt. Agree with was the dedication to part, i apply the law of detachment in my life
themanwithnobutt 1 month ago
this make me wanna ask out a bunch of girls
GEARHEADGUY92 1 month ago
So much attention seeking in these comments it's untrue.
SufferinSuccotash89 1 month ago 46
Your cute. I'll stop trying to commit suicide, though it'll be hard due to the fact that I'm on antidepressant pills.
Tshefeua 1 month ago
I actually might not kill myself now. Thank you.
whitneymonster 1 month ago
This video was creepy... but I did teach me about living life. Thanks !
MarcsLab 1 month ago
What if your mom is the one causing the thoughts?.... Then what...
ohsnapitssophi 1 month ago
@ohsnapitssophi i dnt kno but my life causes them everyone does but ppl who r nice
lilrockemo11 1 month ago
Your beautiful... I was going to do suicide but you inspired me not to..
juniehand618 1 month ago
I want to kill you too :) You're welcome.
Alex21xx 1 month ago
@ToliveAnimations look at his name
rtyui91 1 month ago
shitballs
EATSHTVEVO 1 month ago
I find it hard to feel ok when this world isn't ok, how can we live when our lives are causing those of others to be dreadful, such as those in the third world. I am never satisfied and never will be because I will forever hate this world.
jinx1234567890 1 month ago
This has helped me so much <3 i love you so much...
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ToliveAnimations 1 month ago 5
I love you.
OlgaKassidySimpson 1 month ago
Great video thank you so much <3
jillianelsegood 1 month ago
HE IS RIGHT! IF I KILL MYSELF THE HATE IN THIS WORLD WON! MAYBE NO ONE LOVES BE BUT GUESS WHAT? I CAN LOVE MYSELF!!!!!!!! RIGHT NOW, IM GUNNA DEDICATE MYSELF TO LOVE-MUSIC,ART ENLIGHTENMENT& HUMAN RIGHTS!!!! I GIVE MY LIFE TO GOD AND HAVE FAITH IT WILL ALL BE OKAY
0Aspire2Inspire0 1 month ago
i didnt go to the rest of class today, because i wanted to end my life. i was gunna go after lunch so my parents wouldnt find me till 5 oh thats enough time. people always wonder why anyone would do it? probably because the person lacks the love they need to survive. that is how i feel, ive been used and abused by a people that were suppose to love me on my . now i am left heartbroken with no friends and no hope in the world until i watched this video.
0Aspire2Inspire0 1 month ago
I don't want the third time to be the charm with suicide and me. For some reason, your words are helping me right now.
nestadam 1 month ago
Nice vid.. I'm suffering from ADD.. which fucks up my entire life.. I'm just tired of living.. not because of others, but just by dealing with it.. most of the time I can't wait for eternal rest..
So if I get my highpoints in life which arent many things, I don't care what happens after that..
dualshock3 1 month ago
@dualshock3 I get it. I have ADD too and I understand how tiring it is. I also have an anxiety disorder and that sucks big time. I feel tired and just sick of dealing with it all the time. I know it's cliche, but just know that you're not alone. I know what I say won't mean much to you, but please don't give up, okay? You've made it this far, so I can already tell that you're a strong person. Don't stop looking for happiness (alive of course). You'll find it. I know you will...
BecauseAlexWasBored 3 weeks ago
dead end
thekreal 1 month ago
Your video means nothing to me because i have no friends so that dosen't matter if i kill my self ive got absolutely nothing at all going on in my life i don't go to school or anything like that so that dosen't matter if i kill my self and i doubt anyone would want any of my body parts becuase im extremely unhealthy i never get any exercise all i do is eat fast food. etc. so that dosent matter, and all 8 of your reasons don't matter with me.
Legend71377 1 month ago
I lived to see 2012! :) Thank youuu
MeIsHungryforjiji 1 month ago
thx i was next to kill me but you help me thx
MIneCraftDadel 1 month ago
i still wanna end me ,but u make me think bout it more,who knws whats gonna happen in the end
GF13LD420 1 month ago
I do not know the pain you are feeling but please do not think the only answer to ignorance is death, You call me and we can talk. You are NOT alone. BTW I am a woman who raised a st8 son in WeHo with the help of my gay neighbors. W/out them God knows how he would have turned out! Please contact me if you feel desperate, I am there for you.
Merlinite 1 month ago
shame you didnt
sofuckyouyeah 1 month ago
you saved my life..
deathtoyourheart01 1 month ago
I'm going to send this to a couple of people I know.
TheseBonesLiquify 1 month ago
he was great but i am going to kill myself as i will never be able to do anything i want in life. i have struggled for so many years but i am giving up now.
LiveLaughLoveladida 1 month ago
@LiveLaughLoveladida no do not friend suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem. you family loves you man :)
Pirate1014 1 month ago
Suicide is NEVER the answer, trust me I know. I lost my brother & two cousins and a friend to suicide. It STILL haunts me every day of my life, not waking up being able to hear my brothers voice. I'm here if anyone wants to talk.
LadyFatabulous 1 month ago
Thank you soo much Onision your being very helpful. My friend has problems and I always stick with him because I care about him. I'm glad he hasn't done anything reckless because he has seen your video. So thank you :D you're a very nice person!
taimari13 1 month ago
Thank you.
ItsPixPeople 1 month ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
wtf,
you know your a loser when you take advice of a guy like this
trevor215412 1 month ago
@trevor215412 You know you're a total dick when you say someone who is saving lives is a loser. He's doing more than you are, isn't he? Yes. He's keeping people alive while you're telling people to not take his advice. OH and btw you're* from* (punctuation)* Thanks.
justsobella 1 month ago
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@justsobella ok so let's look back at my earlier comment...
where did I say not to take his advice,.. so that point is invalid, also I never said he was a loser, I said, and I quote "you know your a loser when you take advice of a guy like this"
If someone really wants to kill themselves they wouldn't go on Youtube and look for some 'suicide-related' videos, this is just an excuse for attention seekers to comment made up shit about them trying to kill themselves....faggot
trevor215412 1 month ago
all your reasons are bullshit, now people feel free to kill yourselves.
shutta1hotmailcom 1 month ago
@shutta1hotmailcom you discust me i cant beleive you would say that? :o
Victoria6288 1 month ago
@Victoria6288 shut up whore
shutta1hotmailcom 1 month ago
@MrSkippydoodle He wasn't trying to MAKE you kill yourself.. He found reasons to NOT kill yourself. You probably didn't even watch the entire video before you posted troll comments
MusicElskerLove 1 month ago
Thank you so much onison, I was minutes away, but after watching this.. Just thank you!<3
musiciskl1 1 month ago
thank you. <3
October44444 1 month ago
@MrSkippydoodle your comment is absolutely ironic if you're speaking of this video. Ignorant? He just did what he could to try stopping people from killing themselves.
What have you done?
MusicElskerLove 1 month ago
This video just pisses me off. Gives me stupid reasons like being scared of the unknown after death. That's the only thing that holds me back from ending my life and that I'm too much of a coward to die painfully. Now I will just go on and suffer praying for cancer again. Thanks a lot cunt.
aroundtheworlda 1 month ago
216 people are ghosts and were too late.
MonsterArrow 1 month ago
u havechanged my way of thinkin
MegaTomtomsatnav 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
thank you,you definitly changed my way of thinking on everything cuz I almost tryed to kil myself and I thought I still was going to but you changed it and basically saved my life.Thank you so much
yellowgrl27 1 month ago
thank you -3
sowiipop3456 1 month ago
With the terrible life I've had (8 rejections, alot of failed tests etc.) he helped me
colinmallery50 1 month ago
Thank you so much.
gohollybabygo 1 month ago
Thank you for helping me.
MoonieHimura 1 month ago
There was no aliens, and no boom.
I call bull.
RissaOuO 2 months ago
Wow, very cool.
xNickieMonroex 2 months ago
Excellent guy keep doing!!!
maria23770 2 months ago
And thank you for making the video Greg
Artgon93 2 months ago
this helped a little bit
angelofthedeadxoxoxo 2 months ago
i had a gun to my head....i watched this....u saved me...thank you
TrustMeImmaLobster 2 months ago 13
@TrustMeImmaLobster How fucking dramatic. You surf you tube with a gun to you're head often?
ToliveAnimations 1 month ago 75
@ToliveAnimations haha I agree with you xD that was pretty dramatic and exaggerated lol your comment made my day. xD
Lunaria131313 1 month ago 4
@ToliveAnimations lol all of onision is fucking dramatic
vikingskippen 1 month ago
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Suicide is every person's right. If you want to kill yourself, then do it. Your body is your property, so you have the right to end your life.
KevZen2000 2 months ago
brb I have to log out and kill myself real quick
StarryKid06 2 months ago
thank you
grantboi116 2 months ago
Wow, True... Thanks. o;
Ushyt 2 months ago
I find this to actually be a nice video to have versus all the crap on youtube. Just throwing this out there if anyone feels they need to talk to get stuff off their chest. Send me a message and I would be more then willing to help and talk with you. Just showing there is more support out there for everyone ^_^
Rei
VoiceofRei 2 months ago 2
@VoiceofRei I love that comment and find it inspiring seeing as I'm just as open to any kind of conversation and will help people due to my inherently altruistic nature. Have my gratitude, Voice of Rei. It feels amazing to know there are (far?) more people with a beautifully positive attitude. Thank you very much.
Loody :D
LootFragg 2 months ago
@LootFragg Thank you ^_^ i believe every life has the ability to make itself into something beautiful. So why not help give the life a chance.
Rei
VoiceofRei 2 months ago
Thanks
Awesome7071 2 months ago
But if I live I must eat, and to eat I must kill. Even if I'm vegan, I must wipe away hundreds of acres of living habitat to make a farm.
I don't like the "as long as you're not hurting anyone" bit. Living things hurt eachother all day long. Humans just blind themselves to that fact by paying someone else do the hurting for them and wrapping the dead stuff in shiny paper.
To avoid suicide, I must learn to see myself as a living thing who deserves to cause pain as much as everyone else.
lavalizard3 2 months ago
@lavalizard3 This is correct as this is nature. Not saying nature is a bitch, not saying nature is cold but nature is smart and did not intend to have all living things dancing peacefully and purposelessly around a camp fire. We all live off each other, we all live with each other, we all serve somebody. You're right seeing yourself as part of a neverending cycle. As I'm writing this, thousands of bacteria are living off my organism. Pain is a possibility, not mandatory.
LootFragg 2 months ago
But if I die, then I'm dead. Why should I care about anything, when it's not my problem anymore? Life is worth nothing.
ANG3LICSMIL3 2 months ago
agree. The only reason I'm alive it's because I don't want my family to suffer. If it weren't for them I would kill myself a long time ago
NRaduC 2 months ago
@ANG3LICSMIL3 The answer is simple. Because you're thinking about it now. You're asking yourself those questions now that you're alive. It matters now and can always matter, even for the good. If life isn't worth anything then why not play around with it and have fun with it? If you're gone, it's over. Right now, you're a grown human being capable of beautiful things such as writing proper sentences and having deep thoughts. I like that.
LootFragg 2 months ago
I dont actually know why i just watched the whole 6 minutes 46..
I didnt type this in, i dont feel suicidal, i saw it on the featured videos.
But damn that was a good video!
Green0rRed 2 months ago 2
I had a knife in my hand and was about to commit suicide but at the last minute I decided to watch a Youtube video on killing myself and you just saved my life!!! Thank you!
SuperLilaLali 2 months ago
You are the most outstanding and intelligent youtuber I have ever seen, thank you for making these videos
thatdarngeisha 2 months ago 2
I LOVE YOU GREG. THAT IS ALL. ^_^
holliisixx 2 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks 2
Greg, if you would have killed yourself, I don't know where I'd be today. You've inspired me so much :')
iForeverSing 2 months ago
good video effects annoying
MsGothicfish 2 months ago
honestly i used to want to die but i am so happy i was a wimp and didnt stab myself or get the gun my life is amazing now! and im extreamly happy that im still alive!!!!! so flipping happy!!!! :D
brokendiscardedsoul 2 months ago
thanks i owe u my life. mrbubs12 creeperfails fuck off
killjoy859 2 months ago
put the gun in the mouth and do it you little gay emo fag!
who do you think you are?? Telling other people how your the best because you know what it is to be depreesed?!? go jump off a bridge faggot
MRbubs12 2 months ago
@MRbubs12 really bro? do you know what its like to be depressed? huh? have you EVER IN YOUR WASTED, PIECE OF SHIT LIFE, KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE? didnt think so. tell me, what does a person's sexuality have to do with this in the first place? what in hell is wrong with someone trying to help. trying to save lives. trying to be a good person. its people like you that disgust me. i respect you though, for having the balls to say that. your in my prayers. but seriously? what is wrong here?
moodude100 2 months ago
If you wanna waste 6 min and 46 sec of your life click out of this video
CreeperFailS 2 months ago
DO IT FAGGOT
frodoyouknob 2 months ago
Thank You!!
countryboyjordan 2 months ago
Love u sexy
discochick100 2 months ago
What about I cannot get my Master's degree and my family is paying for it. If I want to get money back, I need to spend maybe 5 or 6 years until I can earn this amount of money. I really want to kill myself. But I have to get money back first.
stanley599gtb 2 months ago
@stanley599gtb That's an awful reason to live. A better reason to live for now is thinking of other reasons to live later. I doubt your family is more interested in the money than in your health. If that was the case you wouldn't waste a thought of giving them any money, right? You can write me if you wish to. If not, have a pleasant 2012.
LootFragg 2 months ago
That was very beautiful.
ShaDoWCa7 2 months ago
You look like Marilyn Manson!!
BigMacBlonde123 2 months ago
v_v All i can say is thank you Onison, you truelly did save my life, I first saw this video 2 days ago, and this was the only suicide prevention video that helped me, I was contemplating suicide... I was in a deep dark hole in a bad depression after being hospitalized from a heart attack, my girlfriend the love of my life dumping me, and my dog dying, but watching this video has temporarily made le think differently so i watch this is daily now to encourage myself otherwise
He4rtL3ss1 2 months ago
In the words of hatsune miku " wanna die? It's fine to die. If you don't wanna die then live on. That is all I know" meaning is that she's telling her friends " if you kill yourself then die peacefully. If you don't then live on panting" too dumb it down some more she's also saying in the song " if you kill yourself then die and go "peacefully " and not go to heaven or fight through life and die gracefully and go to heaven " has nothing to do with this but I'm just saying. Kill yourself get no
DagzingGirl 2 months ago
You just saved my life! -3 Onision!!
blackstreakgirls 2 months ago
-pulls the trigger-
fangette56421 2 months ago 2
This video always buys me more time.
Huffy0305 2 months ago 57
This guy isn't a bad actor
ChromeFlames0 2 months ago
@ChromeFlames0 he isnt acting.
he is just wearing makeup and
talking about his experiences
DahvieVanityInsanity 2 months ago
I <3 this video! U beautiful person. I love your make up and the way u talk. Seems u r really sppeaking ur heart out. Tnx for this video u made me think of not killing myself cuz i have suicide tought a lot. I hope u change a lot of ppl life. U r amaizing! <3
DeathPrincess831 2 months ago
sigh...
jonnyasprin 2 months ago