I lost my dad a week from my birthday last may. I've been unemployed for 8 months and I can't even get a job at Mcdonalds and I used to be a store manager at a restaurant. My cat got hit by a car 2 days ago. I'm 25 and I don't see myself making through another year. I feel like I'm losing my mind and I can't sleep. Everything used to be great. I want my life back.
i want my life back. i changed class from a very good class to a bad one, just cause i thought my friends in the bad class really were my friends... but a year after i switched class, they just ignored me and kind of bullied me. at this time , i had lost my friends in the other class. and now there is just a half year left of the school before high school for me. im strogn enough to go through a half year! and when high school start , im gonna make sure i get some real friends. this is my life.
Listening to this...reminds me of my ex. How happy and calm we were. How his room smelled. How it looked in the morning with the snow coming in. The dim lighting of the night, with the tv spreading colours across our faces. The comfort that he game. Then... I fucked it up. And now i'm paying for it...my karma is killing me...slowly. I want my life. :/
i dated a gal i highschool that screwed me ove but she got me turned on to these guys n i have liked um ever since specially when i was in the infantry!!!!!!!!!!! this is war my fav!
I FUCKIN LOOVE THIS SONG!!! man the good years... i use to listen to this on reply constantly great for train rides or when i'm in a shitty mood but this soong is just sooo good
Geez they make me feel like a teenager again. Like im in high school, walking down the hallway, heading to my car, or to class. :// I want that life back. Being an adult sucks.
@rickmaff Goodluck at basic training..even though you're probably out of it and flying everywhere as you said, my bf is at Basic for the army right now..so scared of what's going to happen and if or when he gets deployed. But still so much respect for you and what your doing even though the major cost it does to you personally, thank you for what you've done - serving our country in the air force.
Those of you who commented about this guy being a pussy for remembering those he leaves behind, thank you for feeding stereotypes about army types. :/
This song reminds me of my good old friend DJ. I miss singing this song w him on the days where I thought I couldnt go on any longer. DJ u r always forever in my heart
I too am joining the service. I leave shortly. But I do not want to anymore. I will do it but I will be away from the one I love and my friends and family for well over a year. I am afraid of what might happen upon my return. This is honestly the first time I have been afraid.
nothing to be afraid of, friends and family will always be there, do what you have to do if its for you you'll stay in if not its not hard to get out of
My best friend, my confidant, is in the air force, so although I dont know exactly how you feel on a personal level, i've seen it tear up my friend. Its really difficult, and my level of respect for you and others that serve our country is never-ending for that. Thank you for uploading, and I wish the best of luck to you. Keep your head up.
So, here I sit, less than 3 weeks from Basic Training. I got myself a killer job in the service, but I need to leave everyone and everyone behind, and my job will have me flying all over the world, so it's hard to take time off from it.
At least I'll have this to spark my memories, and push me forwards...
@rickmaff dude military sucks no lie. il say this i thought i had friends before i left. but i now have brothers ppl who have done things for me no other human would good luck at basic push through.
good luck bro, i was in your exact shoes over 2 years ago, and now unfortunately back out of service but also fortunately.....crew chief was an amazing job but didnt like being in the military just needed to get away from everything and am so glad i did, this music helped out alot
@rickmaff Dude stfu, ive lived in a military family my WHOLE life.. moved alll over the world and left MANY friends.. lived in Cali, New Mexico, North Caroline, Texas, Missouri, Germany and about to Enlist for myself.. Fuck friends if your going to cry about people you leave.. dont join pussy
@th3rand0mn3ss i am 16 wishn i was 17 so i can hurry up and be shipped out being a kid isnt that fun anymore now a days rap like poisend everyone else and they walk around saying ni**er every other word its anoyying
@th3rand0mn3ss Yep, same here. I was like 14 when they first came out, and I met them a few times....dude they're so depressing, I think this is where most of my teen angst derived from. Regardless, this song is amazingly beautiful.
I lost my dad a week from my birthday last may. I've been unemployed for 8 months and I can't even get a job at Mcdonalds and I used to be a store manager at a restaurant. My cat got hit by a car 2 days ago. I'm 25 and I don't see myself making through another year. I feel like I'm losing my mind and I can't sleep. Everything used to be great. I want my life back.
sa22driver 2 weeks ago 2
@sa22driver
I'm still trying to get over my girlfriend killing herself with my hand gun, I'm surprised I'm still alive
DGNNSMN4EVR 1 day ago
@corleynine no it does not. if you have a good life, its nice to life ofc, but if you have a bad life, just try to turn it to a good life. simple
Wellingenable 1 month ago
love it
Dakota122687 1 month ago
i want my life back. i changed class from a very good class to a bad one, just cause i thought my friends in the bad class really were my friends... but a year after i switched class, they just ignored me and kind of bullied me. at this time , i had lost my friends in the other class. and now there is just a half year left of the school before high school for me. im strogn enough to go through a half year! and when high school start , im gonna make sure i get some real friends. this is my life.
Wellingenable 1 month ago 4
@Wellingenable life sucks get used to it!!
corleynine 1 month ago 3
@Wellingenable Omg really? you cry over that pre pubes bullshit? You are probably gonns off yourself your freshman year XD XD XD X D
Do it.
jdthebigone 2 weeks ago
@Wellingenable
lol fucking grow up mate, when you do, you will realise pety, naieve shite like that simply just doesnt matter... whatsoever...
ScarsOfTheCrucifix 2 weeks ago
yes i want my stolen life back .. i want my smile back .. i want my tears back .. i want my wasted days back !! i just want my life !!
midao17 1 month ago
I don't even know what'd I do without Smile Empty Soul...
Rex55551 3 months ago
loved this song 2 years ago and i love them now. this song got me through a rough patch in my teen years:)
snoopbam2012 4 months ago 4
Listening to this...reminds me of my ex. How happy and calm we were. How his room smelled. How it looked in the morning with the snow coming in. The dim lighting of the night, with the tv spreading colours across our faces. The comfort that he game. Then... I fucked it up. And now i'm paying for it...my karma is killing me...slowly. I want my life. :/
SuckMyBallsFriend 4 months ago 2
They opened for seether when I saw them. Awesome show. Their music has so much meaning.
Seethefan 5 months ago
One of my all time fav. SES Song's!!
jluck202 5 months ago
i dated a gal i highschool that screwed me ove but she got me turned on to these guys n i have liked um ever since specially when i was in the infantry!!!!!!!!!!! this is war my fav!
irishsamy87 6 months ago
ohh the highschool feeling
steelerjenn 6 months ago 3
This was a good album. Really hated their most recent one but I love the massive amount of 90's influence here.
alphaguitar2 6 months ago
this album saved my life... true story
lilmavin 6 months ago 9
@lilmavin same here
dphubbard23 6 months ago
I FUCKIN LOOVE THIS SONG!!! man the good years... i use to listen to this on reply constantly great for train rides or when i'm in a shitty mood but this soong is just sooo good
Jeaners1789 6 months ago
Geez they make me feel like a teenager again. Like im in high school, walking down the hallway, heading to my car, or to class. :// I want that life back. Being an adult sucks.
sarahobscene19 6 months ago 3
@rickmaff Goodluck at basic training..even though you're probably out of it and flying everywhere as you said, my bf is at Basic for the army right now..so scared of what's going to happen and if or when he gets deployed. But still so much respect for you and what your doing even though the major cost it does to you personally, thank you for what you've done - serving our country in the air force.
123abcullen 7 months ago 2
@123abcullen my bf is in basic too.. im just as scared as you are..
FrenchFry172 6 months ago
Those of you who commented about this guy being a pussy for remembering those he leaves behind, thank you for feeding stereotypes about army types. :/
We choose who we honour with our memories.
anheiru 7 months ago 4
Why do their tracks not have over 1 million views!?
Guitarfreak4ever123 8 months ago
this world is crazyyyy crazyy my dreams are fading no fading no one can save me save me
rockerdude7888 8 months ago
this is one of my fav bands i even go some lyics tattooed on me if that tells you anything
zeroin360 8 months ago
This song reminds me of my good old friend DJ. I miss singing this song w him on the days where I thought I couldnt go on any longer. DJ u r always forever in my heart
littlejackiesquints 8 months ago
This Song Is Soo Good :DDD
AlanisWayKilljoys 10 months ago
i want my life
NickM95vids 11 months ago
its 5:41 am drunk remembering of the good old days ..ill never forget :(
xlunlucky9 11 months ago
I too am joining the service. I leave shortly. But I do not want to anymore. I will do it but I will be away from the one I love and my friends and family for well over a year. I am afraid of what might happen upon my return. This is honestly the first time I have been afraid.
LordAddragoth 11 months ago 2
@LordAddragoth
nothing to be afraid of, friends and family will always be there, do what you have to do if its for you you'll stay in if not its not hard to get out of
ejl617 10 months ago
can someone PLEASE direct me towards more music like this.
tupd 11 months ago
which idiot pressed dislike button? -_-"
MultiAgent69 11 months ago 3
@rickmaff
My best friend, my confidant, is in the air force, so although I dont know exactly how you feel on a personal level, i've seen it tear up my friend. Its really difficult, and my level of respect for you and others that serve our country is never-ending for that. Thank you for uploading, and I wish the best of luck to you. Keep your head up.
wIcKeDcArNiVaL 1 year ago
So, here I sit, less than 3 weeks from Basic Training. I got myself a killer job in the service, but I need to leave everyone and everyone behind, and my job will have me flying all over the world, so it's hard to take time off from it.
At least I'll have this to spark my memories, and push me forwards...
rickmaff 1 year ago 76
@rickmaff dude military sucks no lie. il say this i thought i had friends before i left. but i now have brothers ppl who have done things for me no other human would good luck at basic push through.
Airborne..
falkenbbq13 1 year ago
@rickmaff its all good. it's easier than you think. been doing it for 6 years
bmw3552 1 year ago
@rickmaff Hi, thanks for choosing to serve our country! Good luck at Basic, and beyond that as you head to your job!!
KScarpettafan83 11 months ago
@rickmaff Good luck and God be with you my friend. Be safe :)
StevieCybernetik010 11 months ago
@rickmaff
good luck bro, i was in your exact shoes over 2 years ago, and now unfortunately back out of service but also fortunately.....crew chief was an amazing job but didnt like being in the military just needed to get away from everything and am so glad i did, this music helped out alot
ejl617 10 months ago
@ejl617 lol you fags sound like pussy ass emos.. militarys your one and only friend once you join.. stop crying over bitches who dont matter.
ZombieAutooo 10 months ago
@ZombieAutooo He chooses who matters to him. This is ridiculous.
mechXhybrid 10 months ago
@rickmaff Dude stfu, ive lived in a military family my WHOLE life.. moved alll over the world and left MANY friends.. lived in Cali, New Mexico, North Caroline, Texas, Missouri, Germany and about to Enlist for myself.. Fuck friends if your going to cry about people you leave.. dont join pussy
ZombieAutooo 10 months ago
@rickmaff Just do it bro. It's not as hard once you get where you going.
cyan5cyan5 9 months ago
@rickmaff silly boot.
ryangranger420 7 months ago
@rickmaff so how's that working out for you, a year later?
BryanSMeyer 1 month ago
@rickmaff sooooo how was basic training?
reallymustiwtf 1 month ago
@rickmaff QQ faggot
jdthebigone 2 weeks ago
Omg im in love <3
TDWP9629 1 year ago
<33333333333
linzzz777 1 year ago
I love it, its so pretty. I can relate to the lyrics. at first I was iffy about this band but this song made me fall in love with them. amazing.
rainnydays13 1 year ago
"and when i wake up you will be here and it will be the way it was .. the way it was "
ItsMisterChingon6 1 year ago 2
This song made me drop my bad habbits. Thank god for the music smile empty soul has written !
JUnitt04 1 year ago 3
pure brilliance!!!!!!!!!
i love smile empty soul!!!!!!
planthairdman16 1 year ago 2
I love this song by them. It is so deep and makes u think about your life. Makes you want to take control your life again.
brightnight27 1 year ago 4
I've locked myself in my room with booze and just listen to this for hours.
PhillySwerve 1 year ago 2
this entire song describes exactly my way of thinking its almost like sean danielson grew up with me
crushsatanshead777 1 year ago
@rickmaff ur one of the lucky one's to use that description and live most ppl who used that and got thier vid deleted bc of "copyright infringement"
knightace2002 1 year ago
@knightace2002 Mine WAS deleted, I fought them on it and brought this back
rickmaff 1 year ago
this song is Amazing :)
love the lyrics. !
x
hayleylovesjordann09 1 year ago
love this song <3
Lexieboo2495 1 year ago
Definitely my favorite song from this band.
baywest 1 year ago 2
always brings a tear to my eye :'(
*and when i wake up youl be here
*and it will be the way it was
*the way it was
SistahxofxMetal 1 year ago 7
@SistahxofxMetal me too. those words mean a lot to me looking at my life now.. and how i wish could go back.
Sinamundk 1 year ago
epic song, takes me back
panthers2805 1 year ago 2
this song always makes me feel better when I feel like shit I love this band and song.
metalmaza 1 year ago 4
Very good song
RexAristoxenus 2 years ago 3
this song is a gem! it gets me every time!
planthairdman16 2 years ago 4
listening to them makes me feel like im 16 again<3
th3rand0mn3ss 2 years ago 77
@th3rand0mn3ss i am 16 wishn i was 17 so i can hurry up and be shipped out being a kid isnt that fun anymore now a days rap like poisend everyone else and they walk around saying ni**er every other word its anoyying
fallen2nothing 1 year ago 2
@th3rand0mn3ss that makes 12 of us!
almostjuice18 1 year ago
@th3rand0mn3ss Yep, same here. I was like 14 when they first came out, and I met them a few times....dude they're so depressing, I think this is where most of my teen angst derived from. Regardless, this song is amazingly beautiful.
pixiethesinger123 11 months ago 2
the lyrics are on point, love this song all together, i just love this band too, doesnt really fit into my typical genre, but they stand out to me.
sillytragedy 2 years ago 5
Brings back a lot of memories..just an amazing song all around
tmasters27 2 years ago 5
This is such an amazing song. I love it.
koreyisthebomb 2 years ago 26