My boyfriend and I were together for 5 years, I loved him more than anything Ive ever loved before but he stopped loving me, I knew it was true but I still held out hope until I found out he was seeing another girl behind my back. Now Ive moved back home, had to quit my job, and were not even friends. I feel lost and broken.
My friend committed suicide this Sunday 6 months after his wife had. He drank antifreeze, she shot herself in the head. Riverton's (WY) Romeo and Juliet. Both died in vain for the one they loved. I wish them all the peace in the afterlife.They left four beautiful babies behind. Their story will last through out time. I'm sorry to have lost you both.
"I've fallen, I have sunk so low, I messed up," Powerful lyircs. Don't ever so something that you know is going to hurt yourself or the people around you. Have some faith and believe that you will get through it because no matter what, there is always someone out there who loves you.
To all those in doubt of your worth, you are created by a wonderful God that loves you more than you will ever know... God created you out of love to give and receive love and is waiting for you to receive what He has paid the greatest price to offer you. :)
Sucks how depressing this sing is. But it's great that there are no hater comments. Thank goodness for this song, without it a lot of people would have no one to talk to. Being alone like that... It's one of the worst feelings I know... We have all fallen, but if we help pull each other up, there will still be hope
@Juleit1877 ...Falling is the easy part of it.it;s the finding one or a group of individuals that will help you back up that lots of times is the hardest thing to do..I know when i fell I couldn't see anything but the ground for a long long time.........................
I've noticed a lot of people using god to help make people feel better. Don't get me wrong, that is wonderful and I am so glad that could help the people it did, but you must remember not all going through such horrific times do believe in god, so here is my message. Don't give up. Why? Because there is no one else like you, so we will always need more of you. You are like an endangered species, everyone wants to you to stick around even if you don't, you will one day be glad you didn't give up.
@boobookitty3332 although I love scary movies and dark stuff I am a strong worshiper in god so please don't start worshipping Satan!If you do you'll go to hell when the world ends and I won't be with you because I'll be in heaven and I can't live without you because your the reason I live and you bring my life meaning!So please don't become a satanist or else if you do I WILL break up with you and that is the last thing I ever want to do so please give god a chance :( I love you ♥
@boobookitty3332 How about you try idk...worshipping no one first? Worship yourself, we all know what is right and wrong even if others won't listen or do not agree. Everyone can get themselves out of a pit of crap. Trust me, you are TRULY strong enough. If I was strong enough to do it by myself, so are you. Good luck, the best of luch and all my love <3
Of "ALL" the movies I've seen in 45 years,...THIS is in my personal top 3. It's hard for me to cry.....yet this very spirital movie move me to tears. Great acting !
i always thought i was a coward, to not b able to ..well kill myself i was to afraid...i dont have a faith..and no im not interested in one.. but wat saved me...rly i thought about the people who die each day..and want to live but die..they deserve for me to live for them to keep breathing and keep loving
@Evol4loving You are sooo right. I know how hard things can be and I have thought about it several times. The love for my family and friends and not wanting them to hurt is what kept me here, and now... The love I have for myself and the self respect is what keeps me here. Love yourself and remember you staying here is an uncoditional,unselfish gift you give to your friends and family.
@Evol4loving what you said is actually beautiful. I'v never thought about it and you made me really think. Those people that have no choice but to die...we really do owe it to them really live no matter how difficult living may be at the moment. It always gets better. There is no where, but to go up when you're completely down. so thank you for making me realize this.
@lakop092 ya..my mother died from cancer..she didnt have a choice and after that i slept away from life..and i lost friends..and ive seen people suffer from illness..and i came to the realization that they cant do all the things that they wanted to do.. whether it was get married or have kids.. i thought i have to keep going for myself and for those that cant anymore but when u are lower then rock bottom theres not much else for u to go sept up! sorry ha went on a lil tangent :) and ur welcome!
@lakop092 ..mm i am sorry haha i ran out of space the last time cuz of the tangent..but im happy what i said opened ur eyes to something u might not really have thought about before.. -smiles- hope ur having a good day!
@Evol4loving haha don't be sorry for being honest and sharing. I've realized it's probably two most important things. Honesty opens love up and love is the most important thing. And I will do. Hope you're having a lovely one as well :)
I love Sarah, Irish girl... I would love to have a great deal of sex with her.... but the problem is, my wife would beat me to death with a baseball-bat.... so... I got all that goin' on...
Seriously, love you Sarah! Oh my goodness, my wife is beating me right now.... calll 911.... oh my goodness... the Department of Family and Husbands.... I am being abused....I need a safe-house, she's Mexican.... oh my goodness!
I love them, jus' don' cross 'em! Those chicks will mess you up! OMG here she comes again.... honey... my bones aren't healed from the last beating! This is what I get for losing so much weight, now she can pick me up and throw me around the room..... I WON'T PRESS CHARGES--- I PROMISE!!!!
for you my mommy, there were so many mistakes i made i wish i couldve changed, so many things i wanted to tell you, and so many experiences i wanted to share with you...but now its too late. ive fallen down and cant stand back up, please bend down from heaven and help me to get back up mommy im so lost without you
Death is a funny thing; for the people left behind it is one of the hardest things to go through. But for the people that move on get to go to a place far better than this one.
My guinea pig died 3days ago she was my everything I loved her so much this song reminds me of her she was so sweet I was like her mama and she was my baby and I can't stop crying someone tell me how to stop crying plz help I love her so much I hurts to lose a loved one I'm only 13 she was my baby I treated her like a baby and she just left me in the dark and I can't find my way out I love u cookie RIP see u when I see the light where u are at the end of the tunnel I will never let u go god if
@Funnyfinnlover I'm sorry for your loss. I also have guinea pigs, and I know I will feel horrible when they die. I've also already lost a hamster, so I know what it feels like. Don't worry, it gets better! so cheer up and go adopt all those other guinea pigs that are waiting for a mama, just like your cookie was waiting for hers! =)
@Funnyfinnlover I'm sorry!! I lost my guinea pig Dusty a few weeks ago and still cry when I see her empty cage!! Dusty was my baby and I was her mama. I'm 12 and she was my everything! I miss her so much! I would do anything to get her back!
i realized how dumb i was before. i always thought that God doesn't love me and then when I heard the lives of the other, I realized how lucky I am. and also, I did what I want, to be with him .guys believe me, have Faith in God. He's always there for us. He will NEVER EVER leave us. Godbless
No matter how dark and stormy it gets, the sun will come out again.
"Just when the caterpillar thought it was over, he turned into a butterfly."
If you need someone to talk to, msg me. I'm always on here. And I love you, even if no one seems to, they do. I do. Never give up. You're worth it. You're beautiful.
Now I came back again and read your comment, right after seeing my dog kill a baby bird. I am in uncontrollable tears. We are all blessed with this thing called life and I can't believe my actions of what I almost did.
@TheAlyssMainwaring You were thinking irrationally, trying to solve a short-time problem with a long-time solution. Suicide is NEVER an option; it's never good. I don't care about your past or the situation; it's never worth it.
@Doasokma No its not. Life is beautiful. Yes it has pain, yes it can be hard - but there are good things too.
Trust me, I know life can be shit. Look at my scars on my body. I know how life is. I know it's hard, but it's beautiful. And it's not seeing how much you can endure.
If an issue in your life isn't "okay", then it's not the end of the issue. In the end, the issue will be okay, everything will be okay. You just gotta live to see that day.
@Doasokma Damn straight. Life is just a huge test of misery. To see who can make it longest, to see how does suicide or who died of hunger first. It's just a huge test. God and Jesus need to help us. That is if they EVEN exist.
@Tigerstar900 Thats exactly what I was saying ,and you talk about God and Jesus lol well if they did exist they wouldnt let people suffer the way that they do lmao he sacrificed his life to give us a bunch of bullcrap for people to believe in a myth just like bigfoot lmao
@Doasokma they exist. they watch over us. and let me tell you if they didn't exist a lot more people would suffer. they don't cause us to suffer. they allow us to live life. and life is what causes us to suffer. it hits you harder than anything and you have to take the hits and move on. and you have to be courageous enough to go on.
@demon25angel Yours is one of the most heart-felt posts I've come across. Touching that you've put your Self out there.
As an angel (no joke) asked of me once, when all seemed lost of this life, and I was on my knees from sobbing. "If it never hurts any LESS than it does right now, can you make it?" When you discover that yes, you can make it one more day, changes begin and another path is shown. "Nothing stays the same" and "this too shall pass" became my mantra.
dying seems like the only way out sometimes, except i remember my sister and two brothers and my parents and i stop myself/ that last step never comes because of them..
@studsmezgirl hey u dnt wna die!! hun there is so much to live for! look u ever need someone to talk to, just comment on my channel or something. love life! <3
You trusted me after you didn't really trust anyone else. And I messed it up. I hate myself so much. I can't believe I did something like this. I'll understand if you never want to see me again. All I can say is I'm sorry.
To all who have written here about their suffering. Everyone makes mistakes, You're human. The only thing that separates the winners from the losers are the ones who just manage to keep trying. Keep getting up, then get up again. Keep moving. It is never too late to change your life. There is always something you can do to better your situation....one more choice, one more option. The only time you really lose is when you give up.
Your writing that because your looking for hope. Ask God! No joke, humble yourself to him. He will pick you up and carry you as long as you have faith and trust in him he will do all for you. Seek him and find what your path is and he will show you and blessings become worth living for as well as Jesus Christ. I felt the same way you did a year ago and I have kids and a disabled husband.
I feel like theres nothing worth living for in my life. Where do i go from here i have nobody, im a bitch. Ive messed up my education. i hate myself i hate everything i am. All i do is wreck peoples lives. I might as well not be here. I dont know why im writting this
@DoingYaMam I used to have a freind like you. She was always mean to herself and everyone even when I thought we were getting along she would get mad again. I finally stopped being freinds with her because I couldn't take it anymore. I feel bad but there was nothing I could do. She wouldn't listen to anyone, wouldn't let anyone help her even when she asked. But I still pray for her and I still care about her. No one can save you but you if you don't try to change and believe in yourself first.<3
@DoingYaMam never think that. Instead of dwelling in the past just appreciate the beauty around you -- The things that you DO have, the people that DO love and care for you. You're the one that can either make a situation worse than it is or a some kind of meaningful experience that will prepare you for the better. It's only up to you to change things from the darkness and open it up to beauty of the light. Just try...can't get worse. and smile :)
Don’t read this cause it actually works. You will get kissed on the nearest possible Friday by the love of your life. If you do not post this on three videos you will die within two days. No, you’ve already started reading so don’t stop. This is scary. Put this on the NEXT five videos in the NEXT 140 min. When you’re done PRESS f6 and your lovers name will appear on the screen in BIG letters. This is scary because it actually works.
Life is hard for all of us, but you somtimes just cant make it on your own. You need other people to be there, the main support is my best friend who very possibly saved my life, I dont know how he would react if he knew that, I was going through a dark time and i had thoughts of suicide to get away from my controlling boyfriend who wouldnt take no for an answer, so my friend actually gave me some advice that only i could really understand. I made it and i now live happier
Life is hard, Life is very very hard. We have problems, losses, and defeats. But, the reason we are on this planet is not to suffer through these problems, but to thrive in the winnings
@studsmezgirl girly don't say that i know what you mean and i have tried before im here to talk if you need a helping hand or someone to just confide in. iv done a lot of stupid things in my life i used to cut myself and tried slitting my throat i ended up dropping my knife and ran streigtht to my room and cried for several hours im glad i dint end up doing it.. life gets rough at times and sometimes feels like it will never end.. last year christmas i lost my baby im only 17 but i loved it
to death and i ended p having a miscarriage i still feel afoul till this day and miss my (what i believe was going to be baby girl) i have a boyfriend and im on so many meeds to keep myself from falling into deep depression sometimes we crack and thats when we need the most help usually when we don't want it i will be here to talk to you i understand depression im clinically depressed and my brothers bi polar i understand and would love to try and help you out.. i know i don't know u but im here
Don't ever say that. You are a wonderful person. The world is a dark place. Its pitch black in some places, and bright white in others. You just have to get from your black life, past the gray shadows, into the blinding white light. (NOT HEAVEN LIKE) You are loved, by me, and by everyone out there. If you ever think that your gonna kill yourself, remember, you won't get any prize in heaven for going early. Your young. LIVE YOUR LIFE!! Be,,,, you. Its not worth wasting your energy
@TheLaurelbug yeah but i feel like im traped in this world and its not a good feelin if i commit suicide i'll go to hell but if i stay on the earth its more pain and god is taking forever to help me i just can't take it anymore .
Trapped as in like a dark box that doesn't fit your growing emotions? Right? Listen here, Would you rather depress everyone out there by saying that you are going to do that? Or just fall flat on your face everytime. Sweetheart, death isn't the way to go... your not ready, no one is. You shouldn't want to die! You want to live, but let the chica, the real you out. Don't give anyone bull sh it that you hate your life, you do and you just won't admit it. Plus, dying isn't worth it.
@FRYMEIN You don't need pills. Don't take your life, when it's your time, then God will call you home, but it's not your time. Don't commit murder to yourself.
@CrowdControlFTW seriously? no one who really understands what Christianity is would ever promote it to be a religion of peace. they wouldn't even consider it to be a religion. it's about having a relationship with Christ and believing in what he taught. so stop bashing other peoples beliefs. any decent human being would know its disrespectful to tear down what others believe in. on a final note, Christians are humans too, everyone has their own problems and make mistakes. so stop stereotyping.
@FRYMEIN me too. my idea was to take 20 sleeping pills and duct tape a bag over my head right before i fell to sleep. i have everything but i cant do it
This song brings out the best in me. My dad always says that Sarah McLachlan will make me famous. My dad always listened to Her when he was in the hospital recovering from alcohol poisoning. So when ever i sing sarah mclachlan, he always wants to listen . Thank god for saving my daddy<3
Sarah McLaughlin has to be one of the only artists who turns poetry into music. It has a deep message that I can interpret into my own life and its a relief to be able to find a song that fits it perfectly. "It's the bitter taste of losing everything I have held so dear" <--- beautiful.
@Kaityykat I completely agree! This song expresses exactly how one of my characters in a story I'm creating feels. She loses her best friend and companion and almost dies because of her anger-filled actions. She later mourns alone and feels just like this song shows. And yes it is very beautiful!
i suffer depresstion....and i think im not wroth living...my mom and family make fun of my wait and speech cuz i have lisp when i was little.. and i almost commit sucide at age 10 but my mom found me and she cryed and didnt talk to me cuz she was disappointed with me and that made me feel wrost no one understanded me at that point in time, i meet this boy and he supported me even though of the depresstion...life is wroth living now even though i have though of sucide still..love life everyone
i am a recovering drug addict and alcoholic. this song runs through me. i thank god every day for not giving up on me. i also thank my friends and family for standing by me,, letting me fall but helping my get back up..
last night i told my best friends i cut..because if i hadnt...i wouldnt be here right now. i had alot going on and it was easy to relieve the pain tht way. but im done. because i have my friends who saved me and they were there for me 100%! i love you girls<3
@18youandme10 let me tell you something, when my bestfriend showed me her cuts, i cried for a long time, i got in the shower and broke down and passed out, and it took me a lot of trying to get her to stop. just know that hiding it any longer then it needs to be hurts everyone around you. you're bestfriends will always be there for you, and so will God. you don't have to belive that, just keep it in mind... she's been saved by God.. and she made it, i don't know you, but good job. you made it (:
Your mother was redeemed the moment she decided not to take anymore pills. And God brought her soul home in that redeemed state before she could fail again. She will be with Him forever and ever. It is all you could ever wish for.
this song reminds me of my mom she was an addict she sat me down and told me that pills were going to one day take her life... and instead she died of a heart attack while completeing her one month sobriety just when she decided to get clean and redeem herself she died before she could!! =(
I was in this dark place, for a very, very long time. It was caused by my lack of faith in God. We choose to believe, He is always with us. It's our choice to run away, or to ask Him to embrace us. He doesn't tell us how to live our lives, that's our choice. He loves us regardless. He always has, He always will. You are the only one who can dig yourself out of the pit of despair, and it's only with His help that you can do it. I'm living proof it does get better. I made it.
@777melee dearest melee, i lost my wife almost 2 years ago to this day, i just wanted to say, her death led me back to the LORD and since the LORD has been stuck in my mind since, he is always in my mind, now did it take the death of my wife to bring me back, i really think so. GOD IS A BEAUTIFUL PERSON AND I THANK HIM FOR SENDING HIS SON FOR DYING FOR ME YOU AND THE WHOLE WORLD,
And the scary thing is, i don't even think i believe it God anymore. Too much suffering and pain for there to be a "merciful" God who has our best interests at heart. Where is God when you are desperate, begging for respite. He(if he exist) is so far away from the chaos on earth. So separated from our pain, yet he can sit on this throne and tell us how we should live ours lives when for some people they live in daily agony, torment and complete and utter lassitude. I need the courage to end it.
It doesn't take courage to end it, it takes courage to endure it. God helped me out of that dark pit of despair, but
I'm the one who needs to keep going, and have faith that He is going to help me through. I have to fight to keep
from giving into the despair, the helplessness, most of the time. He loves me, that's why I am here. I have a purpose, if I didn't, I would not be here. The suffering is to make us stronger, depending on Him strengthens our faith.
This song really stirs something up in me.I have wanted to commit suicide for a year and each day seems a little more gloomy. The thing with depression is the sufferer cant construct a future for themselves an even if they can, its one of despair and depleted of joy.Sometimes I am just waiting for that surge of courage to jump into the black abyss and hope that on the other side there is hope and peace. And for all my "friends" who couldn't care less you don't understand how damaging that is.
sometimes i really feel like killing myself coz my friends turn on me and i dont have a dad to talk to one day i almost jumped off this fence that said CAUTION DONT CLIMB
i climbed up it than realized my family would miss me to much
a year ago I tried to commit suicide by taking pills :-<....but nothing happened, God gave me a second chance to live even if I didn't want....after one year I still suffer and I didn't managed to solve my problems but i try and i know that i don't want to do the same thing again ....My friends helped me a lot and I'm grateful for this . I love you guys:X:X:X:X....Is as Sillygurl331 says before trying to kill myself I avoided my friends :-<...I hope you understand how important life is :D:D:D
yeah iv tryied the same thing and when that didnt work i went to cutting and eating disordes and when all this time i was happening i was avoiding my friends a little and just shut evryone out that tryied to help me but now im finnaly can opening up now to my mom and some of my friends now and im starting to get better but i have long time to get back where i was before all this started. now im more thankfull for my family and my friends :) i love you guys so much !!!
@clardeluna1 12 years ago i tried to end my life twice. first time i didn't do enough, the second time i was restrained. i used to say God is cruel, he made me live but finally i realised that we just gotta take each day as it comes, try to help the people we meet along the way and be there for the people we love. now each evenin when i go to bed i thank God i'm still here. it took a long time to reach this place but i am content with my life and stronger for my past.
@ArFuckingFheabhas No need to spam ''X:X:X:X:X:X''s and '' :D:D:D''s all over the damn comment either. Or promoting christianity as a religion of peace, which it really isn't.
@clardeluna1 I have the exact same story.... God saves, doesn't he? The day i passed out in the shower alone after taking 7 different pain meds was the day I was supposed to die... but He saved my life and i became a believer right then and there =)
@clardeluna1 You have to think of the positive in everything. I was in the same situation as you. I understand what you were going through. I tried to kill myself everyday for about 8 years. And I have recently seen that I could do it! I have faith in you that you can do it. I had a drug problem also. I constinatly overdosed on it. But I had that 1 person that told me I could do it. When you think you have hit rock bottem. Jus climb ur way out. Believe in yourself. The 1 person tht matters!!!
This is the song I'll play when I write my suicide letter.
PurplePanda8592 19 hours ago
My boyfriend and I were together for 5 years, I loved him more than anything Ive ever loved before but he stopped loving me, I knew it was true but I still held out hope until I found out he was seeing another girl behind my back. Now Ive moved back home, had to quit my job, and were not even friends. I feel lost and broken.
biggestbraty 2 days ago
this is how i feel like now.
Izzycuddles09 1 week ago
I have never read such heartfelt honest to god genuine comments in a real long time. It gives me hope for humanity. thanks :)
lakop092 2 weeks ago
Losing someone that is living hurts more then losin someone to death
KindraHilbert 2 weeks ago
@KindraHilbert agree.
Izzycuddles09 1 week ago
My friend committed suicide this Sunday 6 months after his wife had. He drank antifreeze, she shot herself in the head. Riverton's (WY) Romeo and Juliet. Both died in vain for the one they loved. I wish them all the peace in the afterlife.They left four beautiful babies behind. Their story will last through out time. I'm sorry to have lost you both.
KleptoKimber 2 weeks ago
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LukehStrife 2 weeks ago
wow great sonq!!!! alwayz listen to it wen i'm down or under alot of stress :(.....realiiiiii beautiful lyrics! :D....
ThePebbles1993 3 weeks ago
"I've fallen, I have sunk so low, I messed up," Powerful lyircs. Don't ever so something that you know is going to hurt yourself or the people around you. Have some faith and believe that you will get through it because no matter what, there is always someone out there who loves you.
Good luck. :)
MizLiberty4ever101 3 weeks ago
To all those in doubt of your worth, you are created by a wonderful God that loves you more than you will ever know... God created you out of love to give and receive love and is waiting for you to receive what He has paid the greatest price to offer you. :)
robplaysstratsloud 3 weeks ago
great video but, the song says " that its one missed step" not but its one
uspsjeter2 3 weeks ago
This is such a good song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Countrygirl1476 4 weeks ago
Sucks how depressing this sing is. But it's great that there are no hater comments. Thank goodness for this song, without it a lot of people would have no one to talk to. Being alone like that... It's one of the worst feelings I know... We have all fallen, but if we help pull each other up, there will still be hope
Juleit1877 4 weeks ago 9
@Juleit1877 ...Falling is the easy part of it.it;s the finding one or a group of individuals that will help you back up that lots of times is the hardest thing to do..I know when i fell I couldn't see anything but the ground for a long long time.........................
johnnyjohn58 2 weeks ago
I've noticed a lot of people using god to help make people feel better. Don't get me wrong, that is wonderful and I am so glad that could help the people it did, but you must remember not all going through such horrific times do believe in god, so here is my message. Don't give up. Why? Because there is no one else like you, so we will always need more of you. You are like an endangered species, everyone wants to you to stick around even if you don't, you will one day be glad you didn't give up.
ChantelleBritney 4 weeks ago
One Tree Hill -33!!
volleyballheart1 4 weeks ago
@boobookitty3332 although I love scary movies and dark stuff I am a strong worshiper in god so please don't start worshipping Satan!If you do you'll go to hell when the world ends and I won't be with you because I'll be in heaven and I can't live without you because your the reason I live and you bring my life meaning!So please don't become a satanist or else if you do I WILL break up with you and that is the last thing I ever want to do so please give god a chance :( I love you ♥
trollsrawsome 1 month ago
I'm on the verge of worshiping Satan I've list faith in god -_-
boobookitty3332 1 month ago
@boobookitty3332 How about you try idk...worshipping no one first? Worship yourself, we all know what is right and wrong even if others won't listen or do not agree. Everyone can get themselves out of a pit of crap. Trust me, you are TRULY strong enough. If I was strong enough to do it by myself, so are you. Good luck, the best of luch and all my love <3
ChantelleBritney 4 weeks ago
This is exactly the same situation im in.
iambethhh 1 month ago
i have heard .. i never said it would be easy .just worth it!.. a beautiful song and full of truth,,of this i can testify.
samson2855 1 month ago
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mrshayleyjamesscott2 1 month ago
Of "ALL" the movies I've seen in 45 years,...THIS is in my personal top 3. It's hard for me to cry.....yet this very spirital movie move me to tears. Great acting !
Mrmistermister35 1 month ago
@Mrmistermister35 what movie? this is a song lol
CowieMooCowxo87 1 month ago
i love this song..it always makes me cry lol
i always thought i was a coward, to not b able to ..well kill myself i was to afraid...i dont have a faith..and no im not interested in one.. but wat saved me...rly i thought about the people who die each day..and want to live but die..they deserve for me to live for them to keep breathing and keep loving
Evol4loving 1 month ago 2
@Evol4loving You are sooo right. I know how hard things can be and I have thought about it several times. The love for my family and friends and not wanting them to hurt is what kept me here, and now... The love I have for myself and the self respect is what keeps me here. Love yourself and remember you staying here is an uncoditional,unselfish gift you give to your friends and family.
auntshue 1 month ago
@Evol4loving what you said is actually beautiful. I'v never thought about it and you made me really think. Those people that have no choice but to die...we really do owe it to them really live no matter how difficult living may be at the moment. It always gets better. There is no where, but to go up when you're completely down. so thank you for making me realize this.
lakop092 2 weeks ago
@lakop092 ya..my mother died from cancer..she didnt have a choice and after that i slept away from life..and i lost friends..and ive seen people suffer from illness..and i came to the realization that they cant do all the things that they wanted to do.. whether it was get married or have kids.. i thought i have to keep going for myself and for those that cant anymore but when u are lower then rock bottom theres not much else for u to go sept up! sorry ha went on a lil tangent :) and ur welcome!
Evol4loving 2 weeks ago
@lakop092 ..mm i am sorry haha i ran out of space the last time cuz of the tangent..but im happy what i said opened ur eyes to something u might not really have thought about before.. -smiles- hope ur having a good day!
Evol4loving 2 weeks ago
@Evol4loving haha don't be sorry for being honest and sharing. I've realized it's probably two most important things. Honesty opens love up and love is the most important thing. And I will do. Hope you're having a lovely one as well :)
lakop092 2 weeks ago
The anguish left in the path of abuse feel's like it's gonna choke the fkn life out of me;
Yet in the very face of survival, they deny and discount my feeling's. Every godamn time.
But Im not 6 or 16. Im 40 and they will not take me down. i will be the last standing, if it doesnt exstinguish my soul.
NanoShines 1 month ago
20 people haven't fallen
Lepord257 2 months ago
great video
Vampira305 2 months ago
Kailynn. I. love. this. VIDEO
amandafigueroa80 2 months ago
I love Sarah, Irish girl... I would love to have a great deal of sex with her.... but the problem is, my wife would beat me to death with a baseball-bat.... so... I got all that goin' on...
Seriously, love you Sarah! Oh my goodness, my wife is beating me right now.... calll 911.... oh my goodness... the Department of Family and Husbands.... I am being abused....I need a safe-house, she's Mexican.... oh my goodness!
Paganguy1 2 months ago
@Paganguy1 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ilybabe795 2 months ago
@Paganguy1 ahaha mexicans these days :P
joancena5 2 months ago
@joancena5
I love them, jus' don' cross 'em! Those chicks will mess you up! OMG here she comes again.... honey... my bones aren't healed from the last beating! This is what I get for losing so much weight, now she can pick me up and throw me around the room..... I WON'T PRESS CHARGES--- I PROMISE!!!!
Paganguy1 2 months ago
Some of you people are making me cry... D:
Especially liliokalani90.
Cadmar0129 2 months ago
i luv this song
lastnameinthebook 2 months ago
I have wanted to commit suicide many times but whenever I hear this song I feel a little bit stronger.
flea928 2 months ago
for you my mommy, there were so many mistakes i made i wish i couldve changed, so many things i wanted to tell you, and so many experiences i wanted to share with you...but now its too late. ive fallen down and cant stand back up, please bend down from heaven and help me to get back up mommy im so lost without you
liliokalani90 2 months ago 3
the music that represents my life.
Stephaniemar1 2 months ago
...some parts in this song are soo true.
devildoll367 3 months ago
Emotional claptrap, One must get over one's self!
ArrDeeSee9 3 months ago
Death is a funny thing; for the people left behind it is one of the hardest things to go through. But for the people that move on get to go to a place far better than this one.
TheLivelife33 3 months ago
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TheLivelife33 3 months ago
@minanamimia thanks that really helps me :,)
Funnyfinnlover 3 months ago
My guinea pig died 3days ago she was my everything I loved her so much this song reminds me of her she was so sweet I was like her mama and she was my baby and I can't stop crying someone tell me how to stop crying plz help I love her so much I hurts to lose a loved one I'm only 13 she was my baby I treated her like a baby and she just left me in the dark and I can't find my way out I love u cookie RIP see u when I see the light where u are at the end of the tunnel I will never let u go god if
Funnyfinnlover 3 months ago
@Funnyfinnlover I'm sorry for your loss. I also have guinea pigs, and I know I will feel horrible when they die. I've also already lost a hamster, so I know what it feels like. Don't worry, it gets better! so cheer up and go adopt all those other guinea pigs that are waiting for a mama, just like your cookie was waiting for hers! =)
Minanamimia 3 months ago in playlist sad songs
@Funnyfinnlover I'm sorry!! I lost my guinea pig Dusty a few weeks ago and still cry when I see her empty cage!! Dusty was my baby and I was her mama. I'm 12 and she was my everything! I miss her so much! I would do anything to get her back!
R.I.P. Dusty and Cookie
♥
cupcakekitty05 3 months ago
best of the best <3
roory2244 3 months ago
i realized how dumb i was before. i always thought that God doesn't love me and then when I heard the lives of the other, I realized how lucky I am. and also, I did what I want, to be with him .guys believe me, have Faith in God. He's always there for us. He will NEVER EVER leave us. Godbless
hanamoon13 3 months ago
For those debating on their life... DON'T.
You are loved, you are worth it.
No matter how dark and stormy it gets, the sun will come out again.
"Just when the caterpillar thought it was over, he turned into a butterfly."
If you need someone to talk to, msg me. I'm always on here. And I love you, even if no one seems to, they do. I do. Never give up. You're worth it. You're beautiful.
demon25angel 3 months ago 150
@demon25angel you honestly. just made my entire day a lot better.
shelbeeisafreak 3 months ago
@demon25angel that was one of the most beutiful things i ever had a chance to read...
Ljuvytube 3 months ago in playlist Listend
@demon25angel Thank you for this. God speaks through you.
rickrode9 2 months ago
@rickrode9 he speaks through everyone.
demon25angel 2 months ago
@demon25angel tnx muchos, very timely.
vickyaoropesa 2 months ago
@demon25angel
I read your comment when I was considering it.
Now I came back again and read your comment, right after seeing my dog kill a baby bird. I am in uncontrollable tears. We are all blessed with this thing called life and I can't believe my actions of what I almost did.
TheAlyssMainwaring 2 months ago
@TheAlyssMainwaring You were thinking irrationally, trying to solve a short-time problem with a long-time solution. Suicide is NEVER an option; it's never good. I don't care about your past or the situation; it's never worth it.
demon25angel 2 months ago
@demon25angel
The thought of what my friends and family would go through if I did do it... Everytime it crosses my mind I think of that.
To anyone else who reads this...
IT IS NOT WORTH IT!!
TheAlyssMainwaring 2 months ago
@TheAlyssMainwaring it's not worth it. You're worth it. Life is precious.
demon25angel 1 month ago
@demon25angel Life is shit its just a test to see how much one can endure
Doasokma 1 month ago
@Doasokma No its not. Life is beautiful. Yes it has pain, yes it can be hard - but there are good things too.
Trust me, I know life can be shit. Look at my scars on my body. I know how life is. I know it's hard, but it's beautiful. And it's not seeing how much you can endure.
If an issue in your life isn't "okay", then it's not the end of the issue. In the end, the issue will be okay, everything will be okay. You just gotta live to see that day.
demon25angel 1 month ago
@Doasokma Damn straight. Life is just a huge test of misery. To see who can make it longest, to see how does suicide or who died of hunger first. It's just a huge test. God and Jesus need to help us. That is if they EVEN exist.
Tigerstar900 1 month ago
@Tigerstar900 Thats exactly what I was saying ,and you talk about God and Jesus lol well if they did exist they wouldnt let people suffer the way that they do lmao he sacrificed his life to give us a bunch of bullcrap for people to believe in a myth just like bigfoot lmao
Doasokma 1 month ago
@Doasokma they exist. they watch over us. and let me tell you if they didn't exist a lot more people would suffer. they don't cause us to suffer. they allow us to live life. and life is what causes us to suffer. it hits you harder than anything and you have to take the hits and move on. and you have to be courageous enough to go on.
mr999buzz 1 month ago 11
@Doasokma I understand how you feel. Really.
MrZulu2065 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
@demon25angel :') thank you.
wolfwoman2241 2 months ago
@wolfwoman2241 You're welcome beautiful. <3
demon25angel 1 month ago
@demon25angel I love this. you're worth it.
BlueKisses19 1 month ago
@demon25angel Yours is one of the most heart-felt posts I've come across. Touching that you've put your Self out there.
As an angel (no joke) asked of me once, when all seemed lost of this life, and I was on my knees from sobbing. "If it never hurts any LESS than it does right now, can you make it?" When you discover that yes, you can make it one more day, changes begin and another path is shown. "Nothing stays the same" and "this too shall pass" became my mantra.
SaratogaBrown 1 month ago
Send this to kittenheadlps! She needs it
uspsjeter2 1 month ago
@demon25angel Not necessarily. I have had 30 yrs of hanging on. Nothing got better only worse
copperpaint 1 month ago
@demon25angel thankyou :)
xxgreen182xx 3 weeks ago
dying seems like the only way out sometimes, except i remember my sister and two brothers and my parents and i stop myself/ that last step never comes because of them..
xbrokenxpromisesx17 3 months ago
Soorry I'm not getting the song can someone explain it ;(
PurpleTears97 3 months ago
the cours kinda sounds like taylor swift
chicky2230 4 months ago
eveytime i hear this song i think of FMA.... its a really pretty song
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studsmezgirl 4 months ago
i want to know how can i die without feeling pain
studsmezgirl 4 months ago
@studsmezgirl hey u dnt wna die!! hun there is so much to live for! look u ever need someone to talk to, just comment on my channel or something. love life! <3
bballdiva101 4 months ago
You trusted me after you didn't really trust anyone else. And I messed it up. I hate myself so much. I can't believe I did something like this. I'll understand if you never want to see me again. All I can say is I'm sorry.
smexytbone 4 months ago
This song is so true, word for word.
TubeheadSkinnymike 4 months ago in playlist What'sListenin'
To all who have written here about their suffering. Everyone makes mistakes, You're human. The only thing that separates the winners from the losers are the ones who just manage to keep trying. Keep getting up, then get up again. Keep moving. It is never too late to change your life. There is always something you can do to better your situation....one more choice, one more option. The only time you really lose is when you give up.
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mjscott09 4 months ago
Doing YaMam:
Your writing that because your looking for hope. Ask God! No joke, humble yourself to him. He will pick you up and carry you as long as you have faith and trust in him he will do all for you. Seek him and find what your path is and he will show you and blessings become worth living for as well as Jesus Christ. I felt the same way you did a year ago and I have kids and a disabled husband.
omgyme72 4 months ago
I feel like theres nothing worth living for in my life. Where do i go from here i have nobody, im a bitch. Ive messed up my education. i hate myself i hate everything i am. All i do is wreck peoples lives. I might as well not be here. I dont know why im writting this
DoingYaMam 4 months ago
@DoingYaMam I used to have a freind like you. She was always mean to herself and everyone even when I thought we were getting along she would get mad again. I finally stopped being freinds with her because I couldn't take it anymore. I feel bad but there was nothing I could do. She wouldn't listen to anyone, wouldn't let anyone help her even when she asked. But I still pray for her and I still care about her. No one can save you but you if you don't try to change and believe in yourself first.<3
IHighflyerI 3 months ago
@DoingYaMam never think that. Instead of dwelling in the past just appreciate the beauty around you -- The things that you DO have, the people that DO love and care for you. You're the one that can either make a situation worse than it is or a some kind of meaningful experience that will prepare you for the better. It's only up to you to change things from the darkness and open it up to beauty of the light. Just try...can't get worse. and smile :)
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drjohnanthony100 4 months ago
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
and drugs cause cramps.
Guns aren't lawful;
nooses give;
gas smells awful;
You might as well live..
Xpunkskater4lifeX 4 months ago 2
@Xpunkskater4lifeX i love dorothy parker
tranurse 3 months ago
Life is hard for all of us, but you somtimes just cant make it on your own. You need other people to be there, the main support is my best friend who very possibly saved my life, I dont know how he would react if he knew that, I was going through a dark time and i had thoughts of suicide to get away from my controlling boyfriend who wouldnt take no for an answer, so my friend actually gave me some advice that only i could really understand. I made it and i now live happier
Kaykayslayer1 4 months ago
Life is hard, Life is very very hard. We have problems, losses, and defeats. But, the reason we are on this planet is not to suffer through these problems, but to thrive in the winnings
ifergify 4 months ago 2
one day i will just kill my self i tired of suffering,so tired it hurts so bad.
studsmezgirl 4 months ago
@studsmezgirl Hey Hun don't talk like that. If you want you can speak to me and I'll help you. There is always a reason to live.
rockyforever 4 months ago
@rockyforever thanks
studsmezgirl 4 months ago
@studsmezgirl even if ur life is that bad killin ur self aint da answer i mean c'mon i shud get some help then life can be worth living
FunDeeBlows 4 months ago
@studsmezgirl girly don't say that i know what you mean and i have tried before im here to talk if you need a helping hand or someone to just confide in. iv done a lot of stupid things in my life i used to cut myself and tried slitting my throat i ended up dropping my knife and ran streigtht to my room and cried for several hours im glad i dint end up doing it.. life gets rough at times and sometimes feels like it will never end.. last year christmas i lost my baby im only 17 but i loved it
crazy1583 4 months ago
to death and i ended p having a miscarriage i still feel afoul till this day and miss my (what i believe was going to be baby girl) i have a boyfriend and im on so many meeds to keep myself from falling into deep depression sometimes we crack and thats when we need the most help usually when we don't want it i will be here to talk to you i understand depression im clinically depressed and my brothers bi polar i understand and would love to try and help you out.. i know i don't know u but im here
crazy1583 4 months ago
@crazy1583 ok i need a friend now
studsmezgirl 4 months ago
@studsmezgirl
Don't ever say that. You are a wonderful person. The world is a dark place. Its pitch black in some places, and bright white in others. You just have to get from your black life, past the gray shadows, into the blinding white light. (NOT HEAVEN LIKE) You are loved, by me, and by everyone out there. If you ever think that your gonna kill yourself, remember, you won't get any prize in heaven for going early. Your young. LIVE YOUR LIFE!! Be,,,, you. Its not worth wasting your energy
TheLaurelbug 4 months ago
@TheLaurelbug yeah but i feel like im traped in this world and its not a good feelin if i commit suicide i'll go to hell but if i stay on the earth its more pain and god is taking forever to help me i just can't take it anymore .
someone please help me
studsmezgirl 4 months ago
@studsmezgirl
Trapped as in like a dark box that doesn't fit your growing emotions? Right? Listen here, Would you rather depress everyone out there by saying that you are going to do that? Or just fall flat on your face everytime. Sweetheart, death isn't the way to go... your not ready, no one is. You shouldn't want to die! You want to live, but let the chica, the real you out. Don't give anyone bull sh it that you hate your life, you do and you just won't admit it. Plus, dying isn't worth it.
TheLaurelbug 4 months ago
hang on foxgirl
3344utube 4 months ago
wat kind of pills do i need to drink to die?
FRYMEIN 5 months ago
@FRYMEIN You don't need pills. Don't take your life, when it's your time, then God will call you home, but it's not your time. Don't commit murder to yourself.
lhhbuck77 4 months ago
@CrowdControlFTW seriously? no one who really understands what Christianity is would ever promote it to be a religion of peace. they wouldn't even consider it to be a religion. it's about having a relationship with Christ and believing in what he taught. so stop bashing other peoples beliefs. any decent human being would know its disrespectful to tear down what others believe in. on a final note, Christians are humans too, everyone has their own problems and make mistakes. so stop stereotyping.
lwdm81 5 months ago
i wnt to kill my self im im so pussy i cnt do it
FRYMEIN 5 months ago
@FRYMEIN me too. my idea was to take 20 sleeping pills and duct tape a bag over my head right before i fell to sleep. i have everything but i cant do it
myshitez 4 months ago
i think god already forget about me
FRYMEIN 5 months ago
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melas169226 5 months ago
@melas169226 yes he is
FRYMEIN 5 months ago
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melas169226 5 months ago
This song brings out the best in me. My dad always says that Sarah McLachlan will make me famous. My dad always listened to Her when he was in the hospital recovering from alcohol poisoning. So when ever i sing sarah mclachlan, he always wants to listen . Thank god for saving my daddy<3
SingingFreak1000 5 months ago
Sarah McLaughlin has to be one of the only artists who turns poetry into music. It has a deep message that I can interpret into my own life and its a relief to be able to find a song that fits it perfectly. "It's the bitter taste of losing everything I have held so dear" <--- beautiful.
Kaityykat 5 months ago 39
@Kaityykat I completely agree! This song expresses exactly how one of my characters in a story I'm creating feels. She loses her best friend and companion and almost dies because of her anger-filled actions. She later mourns alone and feels just like this song shows. And yes it is very beautiful!
StoryafterStory82 3 months ago
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me too....../":
33raingirl33 5 months ago
i suffer depresstion....and i think im not wroth living...my mom and family make fun of my wait and speech cuz i have lisp when i was little.. and i almost commit sucide at age 10 but my mom found me and she cryed and didnt talk to me cuz she was disappointed with me and that made me feel wrost no one understanded me at that point in time, i meet this boy and he supported me even though of the depresstion...life is wroth living now even though i have though of sucide still..love life everyone
FoxGirl5551 5 months ago
beautiful song with such powerful lyrics. love love love it
kryhappy96 5 months ago
i am a recovering drug addict and alcoholic. this song runs through me. i thank god every day for not giving up on me. i also thank my friends and family for standing by me,, letting me fall but helping my get back up..
RCWildabeest41 5 months ago
last night i told my best friends i cut..because if i hadnt...i wouldnt be here right now. i had alot going on and it was easy to relieve the pain tht way. but im done. because i have my friends who saved me and they were there for me 100%! i love you girls<3
18youandme10 5 months ago
@18youandme10 let me tell you something, when my bestfriend showed me her cuts, i cried for a long time, i got in the shower and broke down and passed out, and it took me a lot of trying to get her to stop. just know that hiding it any longer then it needs to be hurts everyone around you. you're bestfriends will always be there for you, and so will God. you don't have to belive that, just keep it in mind... she's been saved by God.. and she made it, i don't know you, but good job. you made it (:
mostextrordinarylife 5 months ago
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Your mother was redeemed the moment she decided not to take anymore pills. And God brought her soul home in that redeemed state before she could fail again. She will be with Him forever and ever. It is all you could ever wish for.
carolineleiden 5 months ago 2
I miss the passion like this in music :/
Lyokonite 6 months ago
this is such a sad song
bieberfever831 6 months ago
this song reminds me of my mom she was an addict she sat me down and told me that pills were going to one day take her life... and instead she died of a heart attack while completeing her one month sobriety just when she decided to get clean and redeem herself she died before she could!! =(
rinaann123 6 months ago 2
@rinaann123 I lost my mom to pill addiction.. I'm sorry for your loss. I think we were at this song for the same reason. :)
sallana87 6 months ago
I like this song because in a way it explains my life and yes that seems so strange but it is so true for me
youngrider17 6 months ago
i love how the lyrics start 4 second after it starts . Ilovee this song it is so amazing .
loveyoubabe00 6 months ago
A sad, brilliant song-and thats it... love and respect for all those people who have been in the Darkness and are struggling to find the light
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777melee 6 months ago
I was in this dark place, for a very, very long time. It was caused by my lack of faith in God. We choose to believe, He is always with us. It's our choice to run away, or to ask Him to embrace us. He doesn't tell us how to live our lives, that's our choice. He loves us regardless. He always has, He always will. You are the only one who can dig yourself out of the pit of despair, and it's only with His help that you can do it. I'm living proof it does get better. I made it.
777melee 6 months ago 69
@777melee
you did it not him and people can do it by themselves
TheProv1392 6 months ago
@777melee dearest melee, i lost my wife almost 2 years ago to this day, i just wanted to say, her death led me back to the LORD and since the LORD has been stuck in my mind since, he is always in my mind, now did it take the death of my wife to bring me back, i really think so. GOD IS A BEAUTIFUL PERSON AND I THANK HIM FOR SENDING HIS SON FOR DYING FOR ME YOU AND THE WHOLE WORLD,
chestnut369 5 months ago
@chestnut369
I lost my husband two years ago yesterday. Thank-you.
777melee 3 months ago
@777melee God bless you honey!
ATouchOfMagic88 4 months ago
@777melee Now that's some serious bullcrap! Pathetic :D
Vodcom 4 months ago
@Vodcom shut the hell up u dont know what can come from ur actions
theawesomeshow1100 4 months ago
@777melee
your words helped me make a change tonight! god forgives and i wanna trust in that. thank you, the choice is ours..we just need to make it
saintrose9025 3 months ago
@saintrose9025
Bless you, I'm so happy for you! :)
777melee 3 months ago
@777melee lets see how long that lasts
runningblind86 3 months ago
I really like this song as well. Great song.
mrcrusher388 6 months ago
And the scary thing is, i don't even think i believe it God anymore. Too much suffering and pain for there to be a "merciful" God who has our best interests at heart. Where is God when you are desperate, begging for respite. He(if he exist) is so far away from the chaos on earth. So separated from our pain, yet he can sit on this throne and tell us how we should live ours lives when for some people they live in daily agony, torment and complete and utter lassitude. I need the courage to end it.
allyelder 6 months ago 3
@allyelder
It doesn't take courage to end it, it takes courage to endure it. God helped me out of that dark pit of despair, but
I'm the one who needs to keep going, and have faith that He is going to help me through. I have to fight to keep
from giving into the despair, the helplessness, most of the time. He loves me, that's why I am here. I have a purpose, if I didn't, I would not be here. The suffering is to make us stronger, depending on Him strengthens our faith.
777melee 3 months ago 43
@777melee Forgive yourself and move on.
INFOWARforYourMind 1 month ago in playlist Sirens and Singers
This song really stirs something up in me.I have wanted to commit suicide for a year and each day seems a little more gloomy. The thing with depression is the sufferer cant construct a future for themselves an even if they can, its one of despair and depleted of joy.Sometimes I am just waiting for that surge of courage to jump into the black abyss and hope that on the other side there is hope and peace. And for all my "friends" who couldn't care less you don't understand how damaging that is.
allyelder 6 months ago 5
i wish i had my 2 angel pets back i miss them so much i hope they are in heaven dancing and playing <3 rip lilu
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jasminkavz 6 months ago
sometimes i really feel like killing myself coz my friends turn on me and i dont have a dad to talk to one day i almost jumped off this fence that said CAUTION DONT CLIMB
i climbed up it than realized my family would miss me to much
pieface202 6 months ago
a year ago I tried to commit suicide by taking pills :-<....but nothing happened, God gave me a second chance to live even if I didn't want....after one year I still suffer and I didn't managed to solve my problems but i try and i know that i don't want to do the same thing again ....My friends helped me a lot and I'm grateful for this . I love you guys:X:X:X:X....Is as Sillygurl331 says before trying to kill myself I avoided my friends :-<...I hope you understand how important life is :D:D:D
clardeluna1 6 months ago 105
@clardeluna1
yeah iv tryied the same thing and when that didnt work i went to cutting and eating disordes and when all this time i was happening i was avoiding my friends a little and just shut evryone out that tryied to help me but now im finnaly can opening up now to my mom and some of my friends now and im starting to get better but i have long time to get back where i was before all this started. now im more thankfull for my family and my friends :) i love you guys so much !!!
dancerkris95 6 months ago 2
@dancerkris95
I'm happy for you :)..I know you'll get over it and I wish you luck :D...
clardeluna1 6 months ago
@clardeluna1 That's good. Hang in there and trust in God! Life is truly precious. There are still many wonderful things to see in this world! ^_^
themistress92 6 months ago
@clardeluna1 12 years ago i tried to end my life twice. first time i didn't do enough, the second time i was restrained. i used to say God is cruel, he made me live but finally i realised that we just gotta take each day as it comes, try to help the people we meet along the way and be there for the people we love. now each evenin when i go to bed i thank God i'm still here. it took a long time to reach this place but i am content with my life and stronger for my past.
TheEceni 5 months ago
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@clardeluna1 So, because you're too stupid to kill yourself, you ''thank'' god for saving you? Lo and behold, another silly Christian.
CrowdControlFTW 5 months ago
@CrowdControlFTW No need to be a dick, dick.
ArFuckingFheabhas 5 months ago
@ArFuckingFheabhas No need to spam ''X:X:X:X:X:X''s and '' :D:D:D''s all over the damn comment either. Or promoting christianity as a religion of peace, which it really isn't.
CrowdControlFTW 5 months ago
@CrowdControlFTW I'm glad you agree.
ArFuckingFheabhas 5 months ago
@ArFuckingFheabhas I'm glad that you consent to my agreeing, really swell of you!
CrowdControlFTW 5 months ago
@CrowdControlFTW I never gave you my consent; I merely stated that I was glad you had agreed.
Anyways, I've lost interest, fella, so....good luck with the bake sale!
ArFuckingFheabhas 5 months ago
@ArFuckingFheabhas Fabulous!
CrowdControlFTW 5 months ago
@clardeluna1 I have the exact same story.... God saves, doesn't he? The day i passed out in the shower alone after taking 7 different pain meds was the day I was supposed to die... but He saved my life and i became a believer right then and there =)
beachbabe00702 5 months ago
@clardeluna1 You have to think of the positive in everything. I was in the same situation as you. I understand what you were going through. I tried to kill myself everyday for about 8 years. And I have recently seen that I could do it! I have faith in you that you can do it. I had a drug problem also. I constinatly overdosed on it. But I had that 1 person that told me I could do it. When you think you have hit rock bottem. Jus climb ur way out. Believe in yourself. The 1 person tht matters!!!
BrokenNLonely 5 months ago
@clardeluna1 OMG, i feel the same
neondonuts 4 months ago in playlist neondonuts's Favorited Videos
@clardeluna1 FINISH THE JOB GOGOGOGOGOGO!!!
WooWazzaWoo 4 months ago