Finding Happiness, Fighting depression, And Never Giving Up On Hope.

[JESUSCANSAVE100]

you are sick sents u are gay i hope u get depressed go kill yourself fagit

[nerdymom2]

@JESUSCANSAVE100 screw u. this guy is amazing for being true to himself. he cant help that he likes guys. ur fucked up dude

[fb13949]

...It's always helpful to be reminded that despite what we go through, there are people who love us and that thankfully we have food to eat and a place to sleep. I absolutely believe I could have ended up on the streets, lost to everyone, had it not been for my family stepping in when they did. So I too feel for those people who have not been so lucky. Again, thanks for making the video :)

[fb13949]

Hello...I came across this video about a month ago and wanted to comment then but didn't. I decided to go ahead and create a channel so that I could comment on your video and others like it. I am someone who deals with depression and I know now how important it is to show support to one another. Thank you for your honesty and for your courage in making this video...

[rancidhotmail]

too all those battling depression or unhappiness, i had been through a very tough period when i was younger, and still now i occasionally must fight throught it alone which makes it all the more difficult.

however without ever have feeling so sad and depressed I could have never appreciated and recognized how good some things in life can be.

never give up guys! there is always good in life

[RediculousNinja]

I highly admire you.

[RobertMOdell]

I'd ask you dad for advice in these matters in the future.  Nobody can give better advice than a dad who loves you.

[moviebuff255]

@FIREINTHESTREET I think pain and depression hurts for lots of people. But since this video i've been better than I have been.

[moviebuff255]

@thrumyeyesmovement Awwww thanks man! This was over a year ago I moved on since then and i'm doing much better!

[thrumyeyesmovement]

Hey Man, Hold on, Stay Strong!

YOU are priceless.

[RobinGoodfellow41351]

HUG

:-)

[moviebuff255]

@glade1 Oh I did buddy! This was a year ago and i'm over that loser I was dating.

[glade1]

hold on there buddy, what goes down must go up!!

[moviebuff255]

@corneliuslb Aww thank you very much! That means alot to me. This was over a year ago. I'm doing much better now.

[corneliuslb]

God loves you son. very much!! don't kill your self. the spirit world is very real!!! Hell is real!!

[moviebuff255]

@SOOTYBENTLY Aww thanks brother! I'm ok now, That was a year ago.

[SOOTYBENTLY]

Hang in there brother xox

[dave2193]

we all have those days my friend , things alwas turn around amd when love comes you will indeed know it

[Alexisme1001]

Don't be unhappy because you're not as happy as you'd like to be.

[depressionhelpguide]

Hang in there, the whole world is behind you :)

[Jaberwock]

omg i feel the same way...this made me cry

[jeremydoeslife]

Oh, sweetie.. hug. Trust me I've been there, and so have many, many others before you. It's a 'very' difficult process. You'll get through it.. we all do. If you 'ever' need anyone to talk to just send me a message. I'll give you my contact info. <3

[jozsefmatehungary]

just enjoy your being a homo..

[theanthonysk813]

hay i saw ur video u ok

[MeepMarmoset]

I definitely know how you feel about feeling depressed about not having someone special and being somewhat idealistic about relationships and love. It's even more difficult being someone who's not only gay but trans. Anywho I'm glad that you can find the positives in life despite feeling depressed. You'll get through it. =)

[ogunay]

Dude, I think anyone with a heart can definitely relate to the things you are saying and feeling. It's very brave of you to express yourself so honestly, and very caring to offer support. One word of caution, though. The internet has great people, but there are some really mean cowards too. Be careful with your heart, and don't let any meanies get to you. take care.

[pqrofberries]

If that is your dormitory, I'm very jealous.

And yeah, I guess a lot of guys do want sex, but theres also a bunch that dont. I think you have good judgment, and because of that, I think you will find a swell guy that will take his time with you and all shall be splendid. :3

[KaiserFailed]

Dont be sad.

You have one life. One small sliver of time that you can call yours. Claim it, live it up, and smile. Live on your own accord, and you will find someone in that similar wavelength.

Keep your head up!

[bradjmh]

Stay strong! People do love you, never forget that <3

[vanitytommy]

your not alone in the world dear. and im glad you can look at the good sides of life. stay strong my friend and best of luck with your man.

[natemorey]

I hate to see you so upset, I am glad to hear you are keeping strong about it, and would never commit suicide. You know, the thing about your family saying guys only want sex you just gotta think about it, you are a guy, is that all you want? and I know its not, I can tell, so dont let that keep you down, great advice, great video. =)

[CJCA915]

Sex ≠ Love

Sex is pointless without love.

[natemorey]

that is exactly what I think!

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 Oh wow you're so moral and correct.. I mean cuz it's completely impossible to have enjoyable sex if you don't love the person.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith To me it is, b/c I'm not a one night stand kind of person, or a person to do it, just to have fun.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 oh you mean a woman? True.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith No, I mean sex with anyone, regardless of who it is, and you don't love each other, it's meaningless.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 wait so you're not a woman? I'm confused... Anyways I guess my point is it doesn't have to be meaningful in order to be enjoyable, unless maybe you're a woman.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith No, I'm not a women, I'm a male, biologically male, to be exact.

It can be enjoyable, but it's meaningless to me, unless I'm with someone I love.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 Well at the very least you're gay.. Anyways, wouldn't the fact that it's enjoyable be meaning enough? The same way I don't need meaning attatched to watching TV but I still do it (and a mililion other examples)... I'm just tired of the stigma around sex I guess being a horny 17 year old.. It's kind of like "these urges are natural, but evil and you should ignore them unless there's tons of meaning attatched to them"

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith Well, I'm 20, but I just won't have sex with anyone that I'm not in love with.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 Right but is that a cultural ideation that's been hammered into your brain or is that something you would be doing had you grown up on an island with a few random attractive women?

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith No, I've never been one to have sex for fun, and I didn't get that idea pounded into my head, I just don't feel like having sex with someone I don't love, and If I grew up on an island with nothing but women, I would do everything to get the fuck away, of course, I wouldn't find any of them attractive, sexually, lol.

I'm 20, and still a virgin, and I'm proud, I was more worried about succeeding in school, than my first fling.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 I think the world would be a much happier place if our society was more free about sex and didn't feel the need to attatch meaning to it. Just because you're in love with someone doesn't mean you have to express it specifically by having sex. There's a reason why the term "making love" has become kind of lame and passe now...

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith True, but I prefer to have sexual relations with someone I love, rather than just every person I come across, that may just get my rocks off, lol.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 Let me ask you this: If you could have no strings attatched sex with anyone you wanted and no one would know would you do it if you weren't already in a committed relationship? And if you would how often?

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith If I could, I wouldn't.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 I guess I'm just puzzled.. I mean why would you not do that? Keep in mind the internet is an anonymous place and you can be honest. What possible harm would this do you? Why wouldn't you? Why do you feel it's so moral to obstain from natural human desire? I mean I try to be a good moral person and I'm getting better.. I'm nice to people and everything, but still sex doesn't feel like anything that's remotely immoral.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith I wouldn't do that, because I want to be with someone who I know isn't a one night fling, and just for fun.

I don't have a natural desire to have sex anyway, I'm not like, gotta have sex sex sex.

I wasn't raised on any religious views, but I just as a person myself, want to be someone I love.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 So you're not even horny? Interesting.. I guess it really is an instinctual/biological thing then in the end.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith I get horny, don't get me wrong, but I don't have the urge to have sex, when I am.

I guess...

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 This confuses me.. I mean wouldn't you automatically want the real thing when you are horny? Isn't that like the definition of horny? Certainly masterbation is only a simulation of the real thing..

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith Horny, is a slang term for a person who is sexually aroused and/or desires sexual gratification.

Since I don't put sex on the foremost part of on my mind, I control my horny-ness, I guess you could say.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 A better example would be my brother, who to me is perfectly admirable in his morals and everything except for the "immoral" problem of not believing in sex with love and love only. He has a girlfriend but he still has sex with other people and it doesn't seem to harm his relationship. He doesn't desire money, he's very nice, very reasonable, but still this doesn't raise any flags. Don't get me wrong if I was a committed relationship I would question fucking other people..

[Zerrith]

@Zerrith but you should see my point at least..

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith Does his girlfriend know he sleeps around? Most girls, I know, would flip out over that, unless she is also into open relationships.

Of course, I'm not, and I wouldn't ever sleep around with other people if I was in a relationship, and I'd want someone to tell me instantly, if that was the case, with my relationship.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 Yes she knows.. I remember him using some special term for it but I forget what it is.. All his recent girlfriends have been fine with this. Another fun fact: they were/are all quite intelligent, reasonable people at least from what I've gathered.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith Well, if it works for him, and his many adventures, then fine, but personally, I don't feel that way, I want a clean sexual relationship, with someone I love, and care about.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 It still sounds like you feel you have some sort of moral high ground and I think that is greatly affecting your opinion.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith The moral high ground, in ethical or political parlance, refers to the status of being respected for remaining moral, and adhering to and upholding a universally recognized standard of justice or goodness.

I'm just not a sexually driven person, sex is not foremost on my mind.

[Zerrith]

@CJCA915 lol you finally replied with a comment as pretentious sounding as I've been.

[CJCA915]

@Zerrith lol, well, I was just being honest.