...stopped me...i know i need help but i dont want it, cuz if they find out then they will wanna kno why, and i cant tell anyone why i do it....i have to may secrets...
i ran across this video and btw ur very strong person to be able to put those things online, i loved ur videos, and i read all of your comments, im going thru the same things depression, bulimia, cutting... and i feel like nothing matters anymore.... my parents kno that i was bulimic but not that im still doing it..they think i stopped, or they just dont care, i isolate myself apparently, thats what my "friends" say, and all my grades suck... ive almost killed myself once but an old friend...
I know this is kind of a late message, but I'm going through the same exact thing. Depression and cutting. I've never stayed in a hospital for it, but I know my friends and family got my back. I realized you said that you used to go to church. I go too.:) I'm a Christian and I believe God will one day come to earth and take all the Christians with Him to Heaven. For them, the pain will be gone once they get to Heaven. Anyway, just wanted to let you know that I know what your going through. But
your a very negative person we all have issues to cope with but if you keep complaining and feeling sorry for your self the depression wont end. i spent 2 weeks at havenwyck too. so I know what it is like, but it wont stop until you take action and start taking control of your life. I did it, it was hard but anyone can do it. also if you don't believe me that i was at havenwyck i can tell you that i saw Dr. Gregory and Makayle but Dr sendi might of worked there at the time you were there
hi iam sorry that u have to do self harm i now it must be hard or living with the past
my names dannys i self harm but not as much as i want two alot of people help me so i doing my bit if u need to talkl give me a messge and keep stong :)
Try other coping methods... Try snapping your self with a rubber band where you want to cut, or hold an ice cube in the palm of your hand for 30 seconds... Or run cold water on the place you want to cut. They may not work for you, but they work for me, and my cutting isn't as bad as it used to be. Stay safe, and remember, you're beautiful.
I know how you feel, i go to church too, my youth leader is amazing aswell, tells me that satan only does it cus he's afraid that we are gunnu do great things for god. But it doesn't make the pain stop, i mean, it helps yeah, but i'm so sick of this life and i hate havin to cover up my arms and i hate myself so much i mean why should god even love me, all the stuff tht happend in my life..n everythin now..they tell me it will b ok but i dnt believe them its juz neverendin i wanna juz die...argh.
i feel like shit every day my school found that i bean cuting my self and i was in the er i want to kill my self and my gf dum me when she fund out i tool her and so i shoot my self once but it did not kill me i want to die so bad and im only 12
i benn ro havenwhyke its not as bad as it seems and its not for looney people its for people that have issues with depression suicidal thoughts bi polar and any other mental illness the place isent as bad as it seems i been there and i have bi polar, they helped me alot, thanks havenwhyke!
I know how you feel. Having to hide and just wanting to leave. When I feel like I'm in the way and I just want to die, I sit in a corner of my room and close my eyes and just picture a dark place, I'm not dead, just alone. No one is here with me so I can't be in the way. I just pretend I'm playing my guitar to a nice relaxing song. If you try this and it helps then that's great but just remember, there is always something out there that you can do to relax and PRETEND to leave the real world.
i enjoy my life even with my problems, you dont have to be sad about anything ever, you can just tell yourself its not that bad yet... im sorry you throw up all the time and wanna kill yourself but when i got sad i would get close to someone and try to understand them the best i could, this kept me from talking to myself again... if you do fall that deep into depression the one thing i hope happens is that you can still keep posting videos. i need you. please dont give up. please
i dont want you to feel bad but its the only thing supressing the murder... you and all those like you keep me alive, i am a sociopath and i doubt il live past 17. i need help more then i think i do. i know my perseption on everything is warped be on repair. i kind of like the caution everyone kinda tiptoes around me, god forbid i do something social right...? i know that i am strong and crazy and i need to remind myself that rape is bad. i honestly think you have it worse tho...
i weigh 240, im 15 years old i was put in havenwyck for homicidal thoughts, i killed my dog roxy when i was 14 on 8-8-08 i felt so great around people like you when i was there. your kind is always afraid of me, i dont want to hurt anyone ever and the fear i observed by the belemicks in the hospital reminded me that i can hurt and kill all i want but at the end of the day its up to me. since the hospital i only hang on with a few poeple, all of them depressed and starving ...
i feel the same and im once again my boyfriend is trying to help me eat and stop cutting and he told his mom so shes helping to its sad that im more comfortable with his family then mine and i love you if you need any help mail me you say i dont know you thats true but i love you still i know you are a great person the worst things always happen to the kindest bestest people so remember if you stay strong and push by everything will be better
I'm going through some hard times myself and with my family always calling me dumb, I know how you feel. I've been crying for weeks as I am now. I feel hopeless also. But sometimes you gotta realize there's only one life to live.
Thats true. idk if your religious or not. I've been talking to the youth leader at a church not to far from my house, hes been helping me out with my depression. but what he said to me is that "satan doesnt go after people who do nothing for him outside of the church pew, he attacks people who are destoned to do great things for the lord" i think the same applies to you. you might nit be religious but that doesnt matter the same could hold true. idk it just gave me a bit of hope...
i didnt have any at that point. now i want to see whats on that other side, what i can be. now this was only a week and a half ago so i still do know what your feeling. your not "dumb" or anything else you describe your self as. its hard for family members to get it. i've been dealing with it for 2 years and they still dont know what to do. depression is hard, really hard. i went from A's and B's to C's and D's its tough. but hey if you ever need anyone to talk to...about anything i'm here
i know how you feel....to this day i feel like im not picking up the slack and doing what im supposed to do like being good and all that...all i give my family is hell....and ur not the only one to feel like dropping out of life and go to eternal peace aka committing suicide and be free.
...stopped me...i know i need help but i dont want it, cuz if they find out then they will wanna kno why, and i cant tell anyone why i do it....i have to may secrets...
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i ran across this video and btw ur very strong person to be able to put those things online, i loved ur videos, and i read all of your comments, im going thru the same things depression, bulimia, cutting... and i feel like nothing matters anymore.... my parents kno that i was bulimic but not that im still doing it..they think i stopped, or they just dont care, i isolate myself apparently, thats what my "friends" say, and all my grades suck... ive almost killed myself once but an old friend...
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I know this is kind of a late message, but I'm going through the same exact thing. Depression and cutting. I've never stayed in a hospital for it, but I know my friends and family got my back. I realized you said that you used to go to church. I go too.:) I'm a Christian and I believe God will one day come to earth and take all the Christians with Him to Heaven. For them, the pain will be gone once they get to Heaven. Anyway, just wanted to let you know that I know what your going through. But
WildPenguin123 2 months ago
good luck with everything. it will work out.
jmoh1231 5 months ago
your a very negative person we all have issues to cope with but if you keep complaining and feeling sorry for your self the depression wont end. i spent 2 weeks at havenwyck too. so I know what it is like, but it wont stop until you take action and start taking control of your life. I did it, it was hard but anyone can do it. also if you don't believe me that i was at havenwyck i can tell you that i saw Dr. Gregory and Makayle but Dr sendi might of worked there at the time you were there
jmoh1231 5 months ago
I'm so sorry you had to go through this hun. -huggles-. I have also been in a mental health unit for 4 months. If you ever want to talk i'm here xx
colourfuldots 10 months ago
hi iam sorry that u have to do self harm i now it must be hard or living with the past
my names dannys i self harm but not as much as i want two alot of people help me so i doing my bit if u need to talkl give me a messge and keep stong :)
dannydods 11 months ago
what's the song?
hotcutiepie22 1 year ago
Try other coping methods... Try snapping your self with a rubber band where you want to cut, or hold an ice cube in the palm of your hand for 30 seconds... Or run cold water on the place you want to cut. They may not work for you, but they work for me, and my cutting isn't as bad as it used to be. Stay safe, and remember, you're beautiful.
ilybekah13 1 year ago
I know how you feel, i go to church too, my youth leader is amazing aswell, tells me that satan only does it cus he's afraid that we are gunnu do great things for god. But it doesn't make the pain stop, i mean, it helps yeah, but i'm so sick of this life and i hate havin to cover up my arms and i hate myself so much i mean why should god even love me, all the stuff tht happend in my life..n everythin now..they tell me it will b ok but i dnt believe them its juz neverendin i wanna juz die...argh.
MyHeartIsSpokenFor1 1 year ago
i feel like shit every day my school found that i bean cuting my self and i was in the er i want to kill my self and my gf dum me when she fund out i tool her and so i shoot my self once but it did not kill me i want to die so bad and im only 12
captainmcdonald 1 year ago
i benn ro havenwhyke its not as bad as it seems and its not for looney people its for people that have issues with depression suicidal thoughts bi polar and any other mental illness the place isent as bad as it seems i been there and i have bi polar, they helped me alot, thanks havenwhyke!
applebotumjeans 2 years ago
my question is "how did ist start? wat happened that made u be a cutter?"
immortalbeauty22 2 years ago
666th view!
w00t!
ColumbineAssassin 2 years ago
gary jules mad world this is the most amazing song ever
dukeshorts 2 years ago 7
I know how you feel. Having to hide and just wanting to leave. When I feel like I'm in the way and I just want to die, I sit in a corner of my room and close my eyes and just picture a dark place, I'm not dead, just alone. No one is here with me so I can't be in the way. I just pretend I'm playing my guitar to a nice relaxing song. If you try this and it helps then that's great but just remember, there is always something out there that you can do to relax and PRETEND to leave the real world.
princeofdarkness30 2 years ago
i enjoy my life even with my problems, you dont have to be sad about anything ever, you can just tell yourself its not that bad yet... im sorry you throw up all the time and wanna kill yourself but when i got sad i would get close to someone and try to understand them the best i could, this kept me from talking to myself again... if you do fall that deep into depression the one thing i hope happens is that you can still keep posting videos. i need you. please dont give up. please
wewilcgod 2 years ago
i dont want you to feel bad but its the only thing supressing the murder... you and all those like you keep me alive, i am a sociopath and i doubt il live past 17. i need help more then i think i do. i know my perseption on everything is warped be on repair. i kind of like the caution everyone kinda tiptoes around me, god forbid i do something social right...? i know that i am strong and crazy and i need to remind myself that rape is bad. i honestly think you have it worse tho...
wewilcgod 2 years ago
i weigh 240, im 15 years old i was put in havenwyck for homicidal thoughts, i killed my dog roxy when i was 14 on 8-8-08 i felt so great around people like you when i was there. your kind is always afraid of me, i dont want to hurt anyone ever and the fear i observed by the belemicks in the hospital reminded me that i can hurt and kill all i want but at the end of the day its up to me. since the hospital i only hang on with a few poeple, all of them depressed and starving ...
wewilcgod 2 years ago
i feel the same and im once again my boyfriend is trying to help me eat and stop cutting and he told his mom so shes helping to its sad that im more comfortable with his family then mine and i love you if you need any help mail me you say i dont know you thats true but i love you still i know you are a great person the worst things always happen to the kindest bestest people so remember if you stay strong and push by everything will be better
maxinexxmanic 2 years ago 6
i really needed what you said at the end "the worst things always happen to the kindest people"
thank you.
hahaha667 2 years ago
no problem how are ya doing now?
maxinexxmanic 2 years ago
I'm going through some hard times myself and with my family always calling me dumb, I know how you feel. I've been crying for weeks as I am now. I feel hopeless also. But sometimes you gotta realize there's only one life to live.
missyxvee 2 years ago
Thats true. idk if your religious or not. I've been talking to the youth leader at a church not to far from my house, hes been helping me out with my depression. but what he said to me is that "satan doesnt go after people who do nothing for him outside of the church pew, he attacks people who are destoned to do great things for the lord" i think the same applies to you. you might nit be religious but that doesnt matter the same could hold true. idk it just gave me a bit of hope...
hahaha667 2 years ago
i didnt have any at that point. now i want to see whats on that other side, what i can be. now this was only a week and a half ago so i still do know what your feeling. your not "dumb" or anything else you describe your self as. its hard for family members to get it. i've been dealing with it for 2 years and they still dont know what to do. depression is hard, really hard. i went from A's and B's to C's and D's its tough. but hey if you ever need anyone to talk to...about anything i'm here
hahaha667 2 years ago
i know how you feel....to this day i feel like im not picking up the slack and doing what im supposed to do like being good and all that...all i give my family is hell....and ur not the only one to feel like dropping out of life and go to eternal peace aka committing suicide and be free.
smokemeow 3 years ago
keep holding on i know its really hard but u've got to try ur hardest
xolova11 3 years ago