Copic Drawing - Cancer

[SuperRenae99]

I feel for you. My grandfather passed away from cancer in 2009 it was painful to me because he was just so loveing and kind and both of my Grandmothers are diabetic and it goes to my generaton so its eather me or one of my cousins that gets it. all of my stedads brothers are diebetic too one almost died last year and one is dieing every day we worry that my stepdad might become diebetic too so we have too watch out for everything (and im not trying to get sympathy) :)

[grazenboyd]

can you please please PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! put this is deviantart so i can buy a print? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!

[zkittyz]

@grazenboyd I don't sell prints on DA.

[HelloKittyOtaku]

UWAAH. this made me soooooooo sooo so sad.

Lets see. 3 people in my family have cancer. no one died, everyone's still surviving, but its in my great grandfather's genes... im at risk ;A;

[zkittyz]

@HelloKittyOtaku Oh no! But it's great that they are all alive :) Three of my four grandparents had cancer, and both my grandfathers were diabetic. I'm just waiting for something to happen to me. For the diabetes, two of my uncles got it in their early twenties, so I am freaking out all the time, especially on days where I'm constantly thirsty because that's one of the signs. And I know this is just coincidence, but my diabetic uncles are both left handed! And so am I. :O

[ZrevoltZdraw]

drawing me much enthusiasm is something that has left the heart is more beautiful than the picture eh seen all yours

[TheBlackstarx3]

what's the name of this song Q3Q i must know *-*!

[zkittyz]

@TheBlackstarx3 It was right at the start of the video :)

[liquidinsanitie]

I'm glad you can find therapy in your art. your coloring is amazing, it's so clean it looks like airbrush.

[kittyzillaRKO]

I totally know that feeling.. Not only needing to get something out but losing people to cancer. I love your drawing still very inspirational.

[chenjoe89]

all likes on this one XD. My dad also had chest pain and had to undergo an angioplasty, and that scared the crap out of me. I was also very upset at the time.

More importantly, great drawings!

[SunnyMadoka]

Hey Baylee, how do you do time lapse? I'm either missing something or my computer doesn't want me to figure it out. It would be great if you could tell me so I can start making my own videos =D thanks!!!!

[zkittyz]

@SunnyMadoka I use the speed/duration function in Premiere Pro.

[sojorge123]

i love it but one thing i don't get why didn't you put this on devianarta?

[zkittyz]

@sojorge123 Because I never post stuff to deviantart because I am lazy haha.

[PhamtasticAlena]

I LOVE IT!!! No offense (you are much much much x10000 better than me) but I find the waist area a bit thin.,..

[a1h2m3adify]

Looool

at first she looks like slipping

but in the end .....oh boy WOW ......

u r soooo talent

i wish if i can draw and color like u do

[stargirl681]

This is awsome! :D

[acs123ism]

@theXxxmwahxxx. Oh...

[Saladbowl]

this is really cool - great job on the drawing - I'm sorry for your loss

[Iloverrb]

omg this makes me wanna cry...TToTT...ohhhhhhhhhhh!,,,­,btw love ur drawing..really captures the meaning of love, that even though ppl have left out lives they always have a light to show us the way...aw man..why do i make myself cry more....*cries to herself in corner* TT>TT

[duplohelikopter]

I just have to say I really, really love this drawing. And I like your copic tutorials in general :)

[zkittyz]

@duplohelikopter Thanks :)

[annachronistic]

Have you tried .3 gray multiliner over the pencil? I've found it makes for a cleaner drawing.

[zkittyz]

@annachronistic No, but I want to eventually get the gray and sepia multiliners because black can be too harsh at times.

[kendahke]

@zkittyz the .3 sepia is really nice, especially with skin.

[MsChocoholicGirl]

Ps I'm 12

[MsChocoholicGirl]

Truly inspiring vid. I kinda feel like that too. I lost my mom when I was 9 from lung cancer and my grandpa recently for the same reason.

[chibicrazy]

I was kinda crying during the video

[sims41p]

I really, REALLY love this picture! I so want to learn how to draw this! My cousin passed away with leukemia awhile back, and this would be the most wonderful remembrance! And also my mom is a thyroid cancer survivor, which isn't like, special, but idk. Point is, I love it!

[stargonz]

whos the artsist of this song?

love your videos :D

[zkittyz]

@stargonz Thanks! The artist of the song is The Similar Trends. They are guys I went to high school with. Their album on iTunes if you're wondering :)

[samuel1598able]

@stargonz BTW its in French!

[GambushC10]

i love the drawing but wat is the thing thats going through her hart?

[immadonut8]

@GambushC10 Read the description.

[omigawdable]

Simply amazing! Bravo!

I've recently just found your videos, and I must say. I'm really liking what you've got going on!

Keep the good work coming, and have a great day!

[zkittyz]

@omigawdable Thanks!

[LovenAnime2]

i feel your pain

[Nadikineko]

i think the head is too big XD but you are good with copic's O.O

[PikaClaw24]

At 0:02 it's another pic

[ElyasKun]

You seem to have good skills at blendind and a sense of lightsources. What would I like to see is more bold use of different colors. Now you don't stray very far from the "original base color" which might "flatten" the overall look. Be brave and test very different shadow and lightning effects, they're sure to bring more depth into your pictures :---D

[zkittyz]

@ElyasKun I totally agree. It's like I tell myself to do that and then I get too scared to make things too different.  I need to just try it and not be afraid!

[Me4EverNatalie]

I know what you mean about the holes thing, I'm actually adopted from China and there was this girl named Lydia across the country where I currently live now(USA) and she was from the same birth place as me and there was a chance we were "sisters" but she died of Leukemia before we did the DNA test and ever met. My great uncle died of colon cancer. Cancer really truly does leave holes in your heart and yet the only thing we can do is hope that there will one day be a cure.

[zkittyz]

@Me4EverNatalie Very true! Thanks for sharing your story.

[Me4EverNatalie]

@zkittyz your welcome! and it means a lot that you posted this video, and your artwork is just gorgeous!

[DeviantHips]

i like your nails

[Tiwaz1000]

that a great interpretation of the picture. I've lost someone to cancer to, so i know what you're going through. T~T

[evewingful]

That is awesome! Just womdering, how long does it take to dry, and can you end up smudging it if it's still wet (with two colors)

[zkittyz]

@evewingful No, you can't smudge it. It's dry to the touch within seconds, but is not totally dry for about 20 seconds or so. Depends on the paper you're using.

[hoppers1122]

Do you let the colors dry before markering over the top? or do you do it while the color is still wet? its hard to tell since the video is sped up. Beautiful work and great musical choice as well!!

[zkittyz]

@hoppers1122 Thanks! I try to layer colours while they are still wet in order for them to blend.

[mangagirl511]

@zkittyz are both handed or just left

[xxxDezzy]

thats absolutely beautiful :D my aunt is a survivor of cancer and i love her dearly <3 i also showed her this vid and she loves your work as much as i do (this much \('o')/ lawl )

oh i alo wanted to ask you if u use a certain kind of paper for your copic markers because im rlly sad that my markers r always bleeding!! thank you :D

[zkittyz]

@xxxDezzy I use marker paper most of the time now.

[FiestyCat86]

I lost my dad to MS four years ago last month. I know its not the same, but it ate at him little by little till his body was broken and useless. It broke my heart when he passed, and it left a hole in my heart that no one else will ever fill, no matter how hard I've tried. But I will say this, sometimes its better that they let go and go on to where ever we go when we die. My dad was in so much pain, its was almost a relief to know his struggle was over. I miss HIM, I don't miss his suffering.

[penguinpiebizzle]

@FiestyCat86 whats MS and i think you're right i wish i could thumbs up but i don't know why but it wont work @.@ I never lost anyone to cancer but i know it will happen also my mum is not nicer than my dad so if i lost my mum I would cry everyday but if it was my dad i think i would suicide because of how much i love him*cries*

[FiestyCat86]

@penguinpiebizzle MS is Multiple Sclerosis, its caused by damage to the myelin that covers nerve cells. It makes it hard for the brain to communicate to the body, so the muscles don't work like they should. My dad was wheelchair bound for the entire 26 years he had it. He has clonus really bad, he couldnt work his hands, the fingers curled and couldnt open. He said sometimes it was like an all over body cramp. He had bed sores and then contracted MRSA, psudemonis, and other

[FiestyCat86]

@FiestyCat86 staff infection. Because of the MS the MRSA colonized in his bladder traveled to his bed sore (we thought he was healing, but the wound was just growing under the skin) and it took over his body, causing a flare of the MS which decreased his lung function to almost nothing and he slipped into a coma and passed a day later. He was on a morphine drip at the end. It sucked. He was so kind through it all, so sweet, so patient. I'll never know another man as gentle as he was

[amyxxxify]

Are you left handed?

[zkittyz]

@amyxxxify No I decided to draw and colour with my left hand this time just for fun. :P

[JasmynFrance]

Can you do a tutorial on how to draw hands? Your really good at them!

[Jen064]

that's such a cool picture! :D

[emilywynne]

your getting alot better

[TyeDyeLollipop16]

hey, i wonder what that button called "Subscribe" does. *clicks* OH you have a new subscriber! I <3 your videos and think your awesome. You have helped me improve my drawing skills, and even made me draw some things i usually wouldn't draw because I would be scared it wouldn't turn out right!

<3 Brookie Bunny

[zkittyz]

@TyeDyeLollipop16 Thanks for the support!  :)

[yerinable]

so did she die?

[zkittyz]

@yerinable The girl in the picture is me, so no. Read the description if you want to know what's going on in the picture.

[KangarooSaysMeow]

It's really sad how many people know someone, a close friend or a family member, who has been lost to cancer, or is currently dealing with it. A few years ago, I lost my aunt to cancer, and right now, one of my favorite teachers is going through it, and he isn't doing well. You're inspirational, and I love watching your videos.

[KlutzicAmazonLOVER]

This was absolutly beautiful... You're an amazing artist and I love all of you're videos/drawings! ^-^

[xxzeldaxx97]

Wow, this is beautiful...but sad at the same time.It

reminds me so much of my uncle that died from cancer almost a year

ago(He was a graphic designer.). Also I have a question? how much did you pay for the air brush thing? And how much is the ink for it?

[zkittyz]

@xxzeldaxx97 It doesn't use its own ink. It's a Copic airbrush system that uses ink from Copic markers. You can use air cans with it or an air compressor. I don't know the prices because I didn't buy it. Otakufuel gave me the airbrush kit with air cans and I got the air compressor as a birthday gift from my mom.

Also, I'm sorry to hear about your uncle. It's crazy how many people know someone who had/has cancer.

[xxzeldaxx97]

@zkittyz Okay, thanks. That's kinda what I wanted to ask I just didn't know how to put it in words. It really is crazy. There are so many people I know at the moment that are suffering. It's a horrible thing we can't run from, the only thing we can do is stay strong and have hope...

[aaazafina]

You really improved! Welldone!!! ^^ and your copic skills and inspiration are amazing <3

[somerandomfreak112]

What did u trace it over with?? I just got Copics and my drawing gets all smugged!

[zkittyz]

@somerandomfreak112 I used Copic multiliners.

[TheXxxMwahxxx]

@acs123ism she says in the description that it's dedicated to her relatives that lost their lives to the disease

[acs123ism]

Is it meaning the illness or the star group thingy

[SmileyVeda]

Do you like it? And can you show us some videos on what you are workign on or something? Im very interested.

[zkittyz]

@SmileyVeda Yes, I love it! I will be posting a video of some of my stuff once this semester is over. I also post a lot of pictures on my tumblr account of stuff I'm working on. zkittyz.tumblr. com

[SmileyVeda]

Hi there! I just wanted to say that i think you are absolutely amazing, i am twelve years old and i love drawing. I dont draw anime but i love watching your videos. I have been watching your videos for a while now, and love them. When are you going to animation school, i would really like to know. Im only twelve years old but i want to be an animator someday too and work for pixar, disney, or something else :) You inspire me!

[zkittyz]

@SmileyVeda I'm glad you like my videos! I'm going to animation school right now. I started in October. :)

[TheFrozeArt]

@zkittyz which one is really you want to do?? animation or comic????

[zkittyz]

@TheFrozeArt Animation. I've never had any plans to make a comic book.

[TheFrozeArt]

@zkittyz owh.......

[definious]

To be honest, you think you're pro.. because you're playing french music..

[zkittyz]

@definious

1. I don't think I'm pro

2. People who play french music think they are pro? I don't see a correlation.

3. I'm playing french music because I speak french, and my friend made this song.

[penguinpiebizzle]

@zkittyz ur friend made this song ? I understand all the lyrics cos im french

[zkittyz]

@penguinpiebizzle Cool! Yeah, my friend made this song.

[MrDrawme71]

@zkittyz i loved the song i think you really put your heart into this art work piece it showed who you were and something that ment a lot to you the people you missed... i missed someone also a few years back and i know she is in a better place and will be truly missed but i know in my heart i will see her again, and the people you missed to..... yeah this was brilliant ^______________^

[YoungMangaka]

@zkittyz Eeeeeh, I don't like Canadian French.... XD ^_^

But I like your drawings alot, you're truly brilliant, and we have similar drawing styles, so it's wonderful ^_^

[samuel1598able]

@zkittyz Me 2 my aunt frced me2.......

[Roman2433]

Very very nice.

You tried to draw oil paints?

I am happy that there are such people as you

замечательно!

[zkittyz]

@Roman2433 No I didn't try to draw oil paints...nor did I try to use oil paints if that's what you meant instead :)

[assindess]

I know you don't want sympathy, but. I'm so sorry about your loss. I know how it feels, truthfully. Its not some kind of attempt to make you feel better, get over it in your own time. Don't do what any one tell you to do, just be happy.

Oh, an beeteedubs. (Cause I say that?) AMAZING DRAWING! <3

[KayAy1995]

amazing drawings

[superlegomoose1]

i love how you put alot of emotion into your work it is truly amazing.

[TheOtaku193]

i saw the drawing at 0:02

[penguinpiebizzle]

I love this drawing or however U spell that and I love the song XD ^^

[TheFrozeArt]

how do you do time lapse?



[zkittyz]

@TheFrozeArt I used the speed/duration options in Premiere Pro.

[TheFrozeArt]

@zkittyz premiere pro?

[zkittyz]

@TheFrozeArt Yup.

[TheFrozeArt]

@zkittyz what is premiere pro?

[AnimeDrawer240]

its so beautiful :') i love the reason you had for drawing this picture, it must mean alot to you, the way you had interpit this was wonderful, drawing what you feel is one of the best things and artist can do .....your an amazing artist<33 :')

[MemoryAnemone]

when I saw your new video I thought you were drawing the zodiac sign... well, this is depressing... :'(

[meume231]

this drawing reminds me of how my sis died...so zkittyz is like my talented sis...not relly

[mariamaraki2001]

It's a another beautiful video by zkittyz...But I don't understand somrthing on rhe drawing...Are they bullets that go through her heart??

[herecomescoppin]

I couldnt find the song :(

[zkittyz]

@herecomescoppin Like on iTunes you mean? I found it there when I looked.

[inestd]

it´s so nice of you to do something like this

[ninjacat1711]

I understand your loss, we lost a close family friend to cancer earlier this year... we really miss him.

[TheLarkey101]

@MOTONOTION well actually if you had read the hole comment it actually was to someone that hade put a rude comment on and then said you have cancer soon or something like that so you just shouldn't be so rude when you dont even know what your talking about

[LadyeStagsleapStudio]

Wow, this is certainly the edgiest piece I have ever seen you do. :) Your illustrating ability is also getting so much better!

[HorseLover52100]

hey, zkittyz, would you mind if i imitated this drawing? i would give full credit to you, but I've been without drawing inspiration for a long time, and this inspired me to do a cancer themed drawing, but, like i said, no pose inspiration. i think this is an amazing idea and beautifully portrayed.  Please respond.

[zkittyz]

@HorseLover52100 Sure :)

[HorseLover52100]

@zkittyz thank you so much! <3

[HosannaRider]

I'm sorry bout your loss. I know what it's like to lose some one. But the picture is really good ^w^

God bless.

[kpmonkeygirl]

My mother, we joke around and said that she was the fastest from curing from cancer. Only 3 weeks! Haha! Well, we only knew of the cancer for 3 weeks before it got removed.

[AnimeMangaDrawer]

It's gorgeous, and for a good cause. I'm sorry about your relatives. You're a really good drawer and an inspiration :) *adding to favorites*

[MontaeIsHungry]

@zkittyz

i cant see it on my little phone and my computer doesnt show videos

[LittleSugarFairy]

Aw, I'm so sorry :( and you're right, it did make a good picture

[MrDrawme71]

what made you want to do this subject? and pose?

[zkittyz]

@MrDrawme71 I did it in memory of my relatives. The pose came from the idea of the lights shooting through her chest. You're not going to be standing straight up if you just got shot by something.

[MontaeIsHungry]

@zkittyz

what is the name on the song used? I really want to know.

also, this video was really touching. Thanks for making it...

[zkittyz]

@MontaeIsHungry It's right at the start of the video.

[MrDrawme71]

wow! this has really got style! what can i say AWESOME!!

[kuroangel0630]

my mom has cancer...and you doing this picture is just amazing.... XDD really loved it...

[iSilvaWolf]

i dont have a relitive but a friend of mine has cancer

[imakawaiigirl]

Awsome!!!! really sweet of you to do this and do you speak french?

[zkittyz]

@imakawaiigirl Yes, but I haven't spoken it since high school so I'm quite rusty. I can understand it perfectly but I get too self-conscious now when I speak it.

[MangaArtA]

my cousin died of cancer........she wuz 9 :'(

[luchia8426]

the drawing looks sooooo sad but still it's amazing!!!!!!!!!!!

[SparklyPinkStar82]

beautiful



[JOANARIGUDAytb]

★★★★★...

[Erkerkerk123]

how do you make hair so piecey like that?

[zkittyz]

@Erkerkerk123 I drew a lot of strands using a fine point liner (0.1mm)

[Erkerkerk123]

Beautiful! I love your videos!

[ppgope]

seriously youve gotn' a lot better at drawing , im happy i subbed, p.s im sorry about your relatives RIP ♥

[NaadiMausx3]

nice*-*

[101Mauve101]

SHE DOS NOT HAVE CANCER!!!!

[TheLarkey101]

@Chibichibipause that's horrible you should never wish this on anyone

[MOTOMNOTION]

@TheLarkey101

OMG she made it in MEMORY of her relatives

U totaly should learn to read desriptions B4 U ACT OR SAY ANYTHING.

[11gothgirl]

thank u for making this video i had cancer when i was little and have lost many friends over the years and i understand your pain!

[akalittlemissmagic]

This is so nice! I know how you feel, a few of my relatives died of cancer... Its hard to deal with at first but you learn to live on... Or at least exist

[sennachan197]

This is so beautiful

[FaunaDragonfly]

I hate to sound posh or whatever but it is very touching

[xabsazx]

Baylee, this is beautiful. <3

[zkittyz]

@xabsazx Thanks!

[BMSproductionz]

I agree; you have improved a lot. I find this to be one of your best videos though.

It has a lot of meaning and because of that, it is extremely inspiring.

Thank you, Baylee.

[zkittyz]

@BMSproductionz Thanks so much!

[bitterhatemachine]

Man, you're improving so quickly! The expression is done so well, so full of emotion. The colouring on the blouse and the effect/movement expressed with the blood and lights is fantastic.

What did you use to ink this with? Was is that tachikawa pen and deleter ink you've been using lately?

Obviously, I am sorry to hear about your losses. I know you're not looking for sympathy, but it's a horrible thing for anyone to go through, and you can tell your heart was really in this.

[zkittyz]

@bitterhatemachine Thanks!  For this one I used my Copic multiliner SP 0.1mm.

[CassandraHenderson1]

You should draw a picture that is about standing up to bulling ... in some way :)

[OneOfTheWolves]

I think this has been one of your best images so far, you can really tell your heart was into this piece. I also think that you still need a little bit of work on drawing the figure, ive noticed that you draw your characters` hips a bit narrow and it makes their upper body look a little akward at times. Your hair is good and youve really improved on drawing hands too!!!!!!!!!

[zkittyz]

@OneOfTheWolves Yeah, I still need a lot of work. Also I think the head looks too big. That's what bothers me the most with this drawing.

And thanks! :)

[MistressElf]

How much money have you invested in your Copic markers?

:P

[zkittyz]

@MistressElf Hundreds.

[vicioustechnicolour]

heeey you look like you have galaxy nails :)

[zkittyz]

@vicioustechnicolour I do!! :D They looked better before I cut my nails, but I can't stand long nails!

[ShadowFanization]

I know how that feels....It leaves holes in your heart and your life.

[StJimmysPain]

Aww I really like this picture! It is a wonderful tribute :3 thank you.

[screamingshadows19]

Sorry to hear that, and yes when you lose people it leaves holes really big holes if they meant a lot to you, I have too many holes, we all have our fair share of them, some greater than others cancer is an evil thing that gets a hold of people and, well it just upsets me about how people can laugh at those who have it shame on you!!!! anyway love the video ^^

[ShojoBoi87]

Girl, that drawing really touched me, there are alot of people that are with you, much love.

[tnewk89]

I love all your videos and you have inspired me to start using copics :). Quick question, what paper are u using in that vid? And what paper do u use normally?

[zkittyz]

@tnewk89 I used x-pressit cardstock and that is what I normally use for my Copic drawings nowadays.

[101MCH]

Wow amazing! It's so sad but so beautiful!! I love your pictures!!

[squidy2343]

This is a very powerful picture. I know it's sad but the idea of the drawing is really creative. It's so meaningful. What I really like is how the dots going up are colored instead of just being left black. Fantastic drawing!

[brokenattitude321]

Same here. I really know how this feels. My Nanna and Grandma both died from liver cancer. It really hurts you and does leave a hole in you. Especially when there could of been something you could have done.