I know how you feel!=\ everyone always praises me for being thin, and they always ask why I'm so skinny when I eat so much. I actually lost more than 60 lbs with Ana and Mia!0.0 but I seriously regret choosing the method that I did. I think back and say "I should've just worked out and eaten right!" I did this thinking that I was just gonna do it until I got skinny and then I would stop, but now I can't!=\ it's been more than 1 year now since I made the decision that has drastically changed my
Remember Jesus loves you and gave His life for you! Try reading the Bible, starting with the Gospel, like the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke , and John. I know it will help. Know that my prayers are with you. Especially read Philippians 4:13 in the New Testament.
yes, when I'm told I'm skinny, it hurts me too. and I hear it and obviously THEY like it. But it's the feeling that they're analizing me and secretly wondering WHY I'm so thin that bothers me..
I'm asian too.. And that is how my family is. They always see skinny as beautiful. "Oh, if you lost weight you would be perfect." They don't realize how much it hurts me.
I didn't know this video was popular with males 13-17. There could be alot of men with eating disorders on youtube. You guys seem to be more quiet about things & your own issues though =)
I understand. I got so much attention when my hip bones stuck out like 'anchors' than I do with a curvy-muscular physique. Of course I'm older and what others think is a lot less important to me now but unfortunatly how you feel now will become a part of who you are. You are a smart girl and I believe you will be ok!!
thats exactly how i feel. i hear those kind of comments and when im trying to recover.. it makes me think i have to be even skinner.. its tough. stay strong :)
and i think that's what you need too, not extreme mia or ana.. I would hate to see you losing your beauty now that you cannot see now by ana or mia. I really hate to see it. I mean, there aren't many pretty women in this land like you! : ) I am damn sure those comments that you are sexy or you are pretty are sincere and truth. : ) Let's be confident. I mean, we are all unique and that each one's beauty can't be just measured by just how thin each person is... : D
I think you are already beautiful. please don't feel bad about yourself. I know that you won't be feeling pretty by someone anonymous posting comment like this, but i will continue because i think what you need is support and assurance that you are pretty : ) That's what i need right now, in constant urge of mia and ana.. What i really want is self confidence, so i can go out wearing pretty clothes and pretty smile and be happy with my boyfriend.
i know how you are struggling.. and yes, personally, i think being thin is beautiful. I am in 106lbs and 5' 7'' but i am still on a diet. But sometimes, i look at myself and feel that i would never be thin enough, beautiful enough whatever i do. You are gorgeous, beautiful, and i mean really, i never saw anyonewho has your perfect teeth and silky skin and those pretty long hair ever in my school.
I know excatly how you feel. After losing almost 100lbs from mia and ana, i saw my family for the frist time in like a year, on xmas and Everyone, was making those same comments. Todays society, thin in beautiful, skinny is perfect, and although is a great confidence booster, it does make it hard, for any thought of recovery b/c you become terrified of becoming "Fat which = Ugly or unattractive" which may not be the case but thats what society makes it.
Start lifting weights/working out. You can maintain your physique (don't believe that stupid ignorant rumor that lifting over five pounds will make you "bulky", that is the opposite of truth), and you can eventually practice healthier eating habits. I'd also suggest maybe confining with someone in real life about this as well.
comments are so triggering....i understand what you are going through...even when someone says "you look terrible, you need to eat something" it makes me want to keep practicing these dangerous destructive behaviors...but ED lies all the time...you are intelligent enough to know that what we do is dangerous...it's a fight but hang in there and keep fighting, your body will thank you later...*BIG HUG*
You are so beautiful! You should do makeup tutorials. :)
cigaretteskinny21 2 months ago
hahah, luckily i have no friends to comment on my weight fluctuations
haha... : (
secretstream4 11 months ago
I know how you feel!=\ everyone always praises me for being thin, and they always ask why I'm so skinny when I eat so much. I actually lost more than 60 lbs with Ana and Mia!0.0 but I seriously regret choosing the method that I did. I think back and say "I should've just worked out and eaten right!" I did this thinking that I was just gonna do it until I got skinny and then I would stop, but now I can't!=\ it's been more than 1 year now since I made the decision that has drastically changed my
IchimariKurosaki 11 months ago
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Remember Jesus loves you and gave His life for you! Try reading the Bible, starting with the Gospel, like the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke , and John. I know it will help. Know that my prayers are with you. Especially read Philippians 4:13 in the New Testament.
mb777999 1 year ago
yes, when I'm told I'm skinny, it hurts me too. and I hear it and obviously THEY like it. But it's the feeling that they're analizing me and secretly wondering WHY I'm so thin that bothers me..
XDeCoDeX13 1 year ago
I'm asian too.. And that is how my family is. They always see skinny as beautiful. "Oh, if you lost weight you would be perfect." They don't realize how much it hurts me.
ParadoxAnonymous 1 year ago
well i love fat chicks so what does that mean??
lol
brandonbigblu 1 year ago
Having a backbone is beautiful. =/
darklordbaf 1 year ago
a little junk in the trunk dont hurt white people and their weight
Dreyfus03 1 year ago
Why is this video most popular with "Males aged 13-17?" Are there a lot of men like me, with eating disorders on youtube?
guaranteedgay 2 years ago 2
I didn't know this video was popular with males 13-17. There could be alot of men with eating disorders on youtube. You guys seem to be more quiet about things & your own issues though =)
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
what song is in the background?
ohhlauraa 2 years ago
(at the end). thanks.
ohhlauraa 2 years ago
i think it was just one song playing the whole time...
John Legend ft. Estelle - No Other Love
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
I understand. I got so much attention when my hip bones stuck out like 'anchors' than I do with a curvy-muscular physique. Of course I'm older and what others think is a lot less important to me now but unfortunatly how you feel now will become a part of who you are. You are a smart girl and I believe you will be ok!!
JColleen77 2 years ago
thats exactly how i feel. i hear those kind of comments and when im trying to recover.. it makes me think i have to be even skinner.. its tough. stay strong :)
japanime1234 2 years ago
Their comments are killing you...but they are feeding your hunger.
It's such a hard concept to deal with. Stay strong lovely...
HowBadDoiWantThis 2 years ago
and i think that's what you need too, not extreme mia or ana.. I would hate to see you losing your beauty now that you cannot see now by ana or mia. I really hate to see it. I mean, there aren't many pretty women in this land like you! : ) I am damn sure those comments that you are sexy or you are pretty are sincere and truth. : ) Let's be confident. I mean, we are all unique and that each one's beauty can't be just measured by just how thin each person is... : D
kuikono 2 years ago
I think you are already beautiful. please don't feel bad about yourself. I know that you won't be feeling pretty by someone anonymous posting comment like this, but i will continue because i think what you need is support and assurance that you are pretty : ) That's what i need right now, in constant urge of mia and ana.. What i really want is self confidence, so i can go out wearing pretty clothes and pretty smile and be happy with my boyfriend.
kuikono 2 years ago
i know how you are struggling.. and yes, personally, i think being thin is beautiful. I am in 106lbs and 5' 7'' but i am still on a diet. But sometimes, i look at myself and feel that i would never be thin enough, beautiful enough whatever i do. You are gorgeous, beautiful, and i mean really, i never saw anyonewho has your perfect teeth and silky skin and those pretty long hair ever in my school.
kuikono 2 years ago
i understand what you mean. my family used to praise me when i was skinny and secretly bulimic. it's hard, but eventually, you can overcome this.
valuhhhrie 2 years ago
same here. i know what i'm doing isn't good and i think about recovery but then theres the constant thought that recovery = fat = ugly = unwanted.
i agree with angel1222 ur vids are great, it's nice to be able to see someone i can relate to 'face to face' if u see what i mean :) xxxxxxx
shuzbuu 2 years ago
I know excatly how you feel. After losing almost 100lbs from mia and ana, i saw my family for the frist time in like a year, on xmas and Everyone, was making those same comments. Todays society, thin in beautiful, skinny is perfect, and although is a great confidence booster, it does make it hard, for any thought of recovery b/c you become terrified of becoming "Fat which = Ugly or unattractive" which may not be the case but thats what society makes it.
Good point today. Love your vids.
<3
angel1222 2 years ago
thanks =)
& i am scared of becoming "fat"
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
you are very beautiful, are you looking to lose more weight? you look fine...
lovechubbygirlz 2 years ago
its not that i want to lose more weight... i want to become more normal...but i dont want to gain weight cuz of it...
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
Start lifting weights/working out. You can maintain your physique (don't believe that stupid ignorant rumor that lifting over five pounds will make you "bulky", that is the opposite of truth), and you can eventually practice healthier eating habits. I'd also suggest maybe confining with someone in real life about this as well.
theveryveryboringone 2 years ago
comments are so triggering....i understand what you are going through...even when someone says "you look terrible, you need to eat something" it makes me want to keep practicing these dangerous destructive behaviors...but ED lies all the time...you are intelligent enough to know that what we do is dangerous...it's a fight but hang in there and keep fighting, your body will thank you later...*BIG HUG*
ToiletBowlAffair 2 years ago