OCD, Psychosis, Depression and Suicide.....and HOPE!

[RocknRollFansOnly]

someone said i have severe Psychosis

[shandipta]

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[CanadianLulz]

Thank you so much for making this video. It is very helpful. Also I love your accent haha. I hope you continue to stay well and you have happiness in your life (o:

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[PePethegamesmaker]

I need help, it started with basic ocd for me, but then slowly progressed into morbid ocd and things I don't even know: I have people talking to me in my head, one of them who doesn't have a name, but I just call it him, I'm not really allowed to talk about him because he thinks that if I talk about him, someone will try to cure my ocd and he will die, he punishes me for it, there are more problems to, I self harmed which helped, but I need proper help, I just don't want to tell my parents.

[naskadizai]

@PePethegamesmaker you need to see psychological help for what you're going through before you harm yourself even more, you might need to tell your parents as well. no one wants to see you hurt.

[Thefiftieschick]

I'm so glad you over came the suicidal depressions and you made this video to help others, May God bless you and keep you strong.

[Dimitri0809]

@Thefiftieschick

Shut up with god idiot, If there were a god then people wouldn't be suffering mental illnesses you fucking moron!

STFU!

[Thefiftieschick]

@Dimitri0809 God bless you, anyway, Pray that the lord change your heart.

[JSyzer]

great video

[gobsiter]

HOSTEL ????? serious video

[TRUEiMPROrecords]

Good to hear you got thru your hell. I know what it is and Im really thankful for you sharing this video.

[fireguy1919alt]

this video reminds me of SAW...

[Psychedalien]

You mean the movie?

[fireguy1919alt]

well its just the way your looking at the camera and the lighting, it just reminds me of when Jigsaw talking in a recording lol.

[Psychedalien]

Ha ha thanks for your reply. Unfortunately I did not see Saw yet:)

[fireguy1919alt]

@Psychedalien

well i wouldn't recommend watching it, i watched it because i thought it would be like the classic slashers such as Friday the 13th and Nightmare on Elm Street but it was just a bunch of gross killing stuff

[Psychedalien]

tHANKS FOR WARNING ME:)

[fireguy1919alt]

no problem ;)

[fireguy1919alt]

btw i have ADHD and have mild depression so i know what it is like to feel like you. everyday is a challenge for me because of the storm of emotions in my head :(

[Psychedalien]

I am sorry to hear. Do you get help? I hope so!!! Have a nice weekend and take care!

[fireguy1919alt]

well i was on medication but it didn't work. there really is nothing i can do and i have to learn to cope with it. but i survive and wake up everyday somehow, so i can be thankful :)

have a good weekend too

[p20000002]

hey i went threw something similiar,check out my video,good on you man

[Psychedalien]

Sorry for my very late response. Thanks for the comment. I watched your video's. You are a brave man!

[p20000002]

hey i went threw something similiar,check out my vid

[djzinctunage]

i have slowly developed psychotic depression, and it is horible infact its so bad it makes me feel physically sick, just really depressed constantly and cant think about anything its effecting my memory badly and the more i try and think past it the more anxious i get and then those thoughts race around my head causing numerous panick attacks. evrything also moves slightly and changes in shape and size and i occasionally hear little voices saying things that make no sense... your video helps :)

[agwoodliffe]

Yep. That's one thing that people need to appreciate, that this is actually painful to exerience, from the minute you wake up to the minute you go to sleep. The world becomes a whole different place. All I can say is, thank god for antidepressants & antipsychotics! God knows how we would have coped had we been born 80 years earlier.

[Psychedalien]

Yes thank God the is medicine. I hope you are doing well!

[Psychedalien]

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djzinctunage

Thanks for your brave and honest comment. Sorry for my late reaction. I had a difficult time but I doing ok again.

I hope you are doing better!!!!!

[bleedinboots]

Thanks for this video, I have psychotic depression since 6 month and i really hope to get through this...i will try cognition therapy, i hope it will help me...thanks again for your video...

[Psychedalien]

You are welcome!:) You will get through this, but it takes time. I know it is difficult, but be patient!

[GodlyVayne]

i have depression that gets out of hand every now and then, but i have been getting delusions recently. i looked it up and i think i have psychotic depression. what should i do?

[Psychedalien]

I am sorry to hear about your situation. I do not know if it is psychotic depression. The best thing you can do, is visit a good psychiatrist to make a good evaluation, because there are some many kind of depressions and delusions. Good Luck and keep hoping for improvement!!!!

[hei398]

I have psychosis too

but no one helps me

[Psychedalien]

I am sorry to hear this. Can't you find a doctor?

[hei398]

do you think psychosis could be healed?

Do you think the most important thing is the patient himself needs to contribute part of the recovering ?

[Psychedalien]

Psychosis can be treated with medication! Healed is difficult for me to say, because there are different reasons that causes psychosis.

Yes, as patient you need to contribute.

Also important: have a good psychiatrist!

Good luck:)

[rebel779]

Thankyou so much for your vid Psych,I'm in a real bad state now and have been for years.Contemplating seriously ending it all.

[Psychedalien]

I am sorry to hear this. I also though of ending it all. But do not do it! Do you have help?

[rebel779]

Thankyou for your reply,I do have help yes just been and still is a long hard road my friend:((

[JeffJVids]

Good you're here yet.

[andrewk5]

i need help

[Psychedalien]

I not doing well myself at this moment.

[psychawareness]

I'm doing very poorly too.

[Equality4thePeople]

I am so proud of you for coming and telling your truths.And I am so happy that you are doing much better! I too was once where you are,and I didn't see any hope until others had to step in and help me. I am so glad that they did. I am a much happier person today and stronger by knowing there are people like you that share their stories! Thank you and many blessings!

[Psychedalien]

Thank you so much for your loving comment!!!! I am happy to hear you are a much happier person! The past 6weeks I had a very difficult time again, but since Tuesday I a much better and recovering. Blessings!

[hquillin]

Happy that you are getting your life back, never that depressed, but I remember sitting with my hand on my knee for 5minutes wondering if it was worth the effort to move it up to my face. Thanks for visiting. Harold.

[Psychedalien]

Harold, thank you for your nice comment!!!! I hope you are doing okay now!

[twyla3]

Good message... Glad you posted this and put it on here... shows others that there is hope. I hope to put my experiences to video and writing some day.

[Psychedalien]

Thank you so much. I hope one day you can put your experiences on video and writing!!!!!!

[basraali2]

u r a brave man

[Psychedalien]

Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!

[efgeesus]

good video and very true.

[Psychedalien]

Thanks for the compliment!

[philipsmovies]

It is brave of you to make this video and i am pleased you did. I am pleased things are better for you.

[Psychedalien]

Thanks.

[Psychedalien]

What do you mean?

[hsttraindriver]

You just thanked me for telling you about the book.

[Psychedalien]

What book? I do not understand!

[Psychedalien]

You mean Explaining coloura to a blind man is the title of a book:)

[hsttraindriver]

yes

[vontaf]

seroquel , lexapro, clonaxepam

[Psychedalien]

How long have you been taking these medicines?

[vontaf]

my psychiatrist just ups the dosage and dowwns it for extreme ocd, depression, anxiety. i cant sleep or eat at times. my nervous system is wack.i go to the restroom every ten minutes. he just put me on something to sleep and it knocked me out. i ask because i feel like my body is giving out on memade me sign a release form and all. i have thoughts of suicide all day. he just seems to laugh about it and says no ure a good person, ,while i feel like im the worst because i have much anger in me.

[Psychedalien]

What kind of medication are you taking?!!!!

[Derek799]

0.

im really sick of this, fuck it I might just say fuck it and kill myself today :)

[Auriclama]

i know how you feel man i have Ocd too a sort of checking and counting thing, but you're right you just gotta face it.

[Psychedalien]

Yes you are right: you got to face it! I wish good luck!!!!

[uNeil4me]

The comments I left on the last video was before I knew of this video and having read your comments here well we both know now, break down the barriers and become a strength to others.

[Psychedalien]

I feel very emotional tooo! Thanks for you loving comments!!!!

[uNeil4me]

I just watched your other video I commented on Psychedalien, now I see this I am emotional, you fuckin found the something mate, you have got it, now it will grow inside you like you never knew before...your a great guy.

[Psychedalien]

You are also great!!!!!

You wrote: "you have got it, now it will grow inside you like you never knew before".

I hope I will grow. this year from May until 2 weeks ago was a horrible , really horrible nightmare. Now I doing better again, but I am still afraid I might get depressed again or my OCD will explode. I hope not.

[123chezzy123]

im 15 i have ocd and panic disorder i take meds and smoking weed helps ALOT!

[Pixelbuddy]

I'd stop with the weed. At first it helps, but after several months, it just makes it ALOT worse. You have no idea...

[123chezzy123]

ive been smokin for 31/2 years.

lol its not guna get worse.lol

[NoFreeSpeechonYT]

I couldn't figure out why I was having these feelings like I was facing a firing squad in 10 minutes and I couldn't do anything about it. I was physically and mentally freezing up and becoming unable to even get out of bed. My doctor told me to quit smoking weed (I smoked for 45 years!). I quit, and now my life is normal again. I have nothing against weed, but it DOES cause panic and dread in some people. Try not smoking for a couple of months, it will still be there if you want it!

[anarchy4uk2]

do you smoke much bud at all? im bi-polar and have OCD, and these werent a problem till i started smoking weed for constant years, the biggest annoyance for me is when i want to go out but i cant stop checking the same thign over and over and over again to the point where i just want to go out the F*ucking house but somthing keeps pulling me back to check everything over and over. i dont think bi-polar and ocd would have ever affected me if i had never smoked weed

[Psychedalien]

Hi anarchy4uk2,

I am sorry to hear about your situation. I know smoking weed is not good with OCD, but I never heart that it could cause OCD. I myself do not think so. BUT stay away from weed, because you do have OCD. What you need is the right treatment!!!!!!! Only specialized therapist can help you. I improved 90%. Check in google on OCD to see if you find a good website with reliable information. OCD is awful but treatable!!!!!! Good luck

[anarchy4uk2]

are you dutch?

[Psychedalien]

Yes. I live in Amsterdam.

[makethempay2007]

Theres a person who is truly feeling your pain and weeping seeing you.. I Pray that you see His love for you.

[BringTwins]

the same as me dude i had it when i was 12 im glad i didnt commit suicide

[Orlan54]

Psychedalien, first off congratulations on your success. Out of curiousity, am I correct in understanding that your psychosis was brought about by medication? Was it some sort of allergic response?

[Psychedalien]

It was a combination of medicine which was not allowed to be mixed!

[AuroraHazel]

Someone very close to me is suffering severe depression and non toxic psychosis, your message has given me hope that he will come through it. Thank you x

[Psychedalien]

I am happy I could help. Thanks for your comment!

[YCoriginals]

you're a good and brave man, keep up your spirits friend...helping others is one of the best ways to help ourselves, peace

[Psychedalien]

Thanks!!!!

[alxflxmx]

Good video and very good message from you. I'm currently struggling also with toxic psychosis and severe depression, however, improving a little bit every day. What medicine was it that you took that caused the illness? I wish you the best.

[Clobberbob55]

I wish you the best.

[Psychedalien]

Thanks, I am doing better this was in okt 2007:)

[Clobberbob55]

Very cool, my friend.

[JustaMan74]

Thanks for posting this - it was very brave of you. I suffer from OCD as well (thoughts), and it's been kicking my ass lately. Thanks for the hope brother; I hope you continue to get better and better.

May God bless all of use who suffer this OCD hell.

[Psychedalien]

Every week I am doing better and better!!! I am happy again. My depression is gone, and my OCD reduced by 90%!!!

It is also brave that you commented my video!!!

May GOD bless you too, and HE/SHE will for sure!

[peevishpear]

depression is too difficult. life's not worth it. the only thing that keeps me here is a weakness on my part, fear.

[Psychedalien]

Please keep hope. I was in 2007 nothing!!! I thought there was no hope, I really did!!! I was so extremely severely depressed and had so many panic attacks. Now I feel happy again. Really there will be a light for you too.

I know how it sounds when you are depressed. But believe me, I was 2007 mental totally in the 'gutter'

[anyanyrrrrr]

why are people so cruel and misunderstanding towards those with depression i lost most my friends and abused alcohol, i think i had had more support and understanding i would have dealt with it so much better

[Psychedalien]

Yes you are right. You have to focus on people who really love you!!! And try to forgive the good people who cannot understand now. And people who just do not want to understand, leave them behind. You are much richer inside!!!

[mofofosho88]

thank you you got cajones

[wraithsoul]

kill yourself lol

[Psychedalien]

I am still very alive :-)

[ReformedLou]

I'm so grateful you didn't take your life. Your life is dear to me, and I now pray that Christ gives you strength to continue the path to recovery.

[Psychedalien]

Hi ReformedLou,

Thank you very much for your nice comment! I am also so happy, that I did not take me life!!! I am still struggling, with ups and downs, but everyday more ups than downs.

And thanks for your prays.

God bless you.

[honestview]

i am glad you are well and now I understand who you were is no longer who you are.

[Psychedalien]

Thank you for your nice comment. Yes you are right, I am a different person now!