I know how you feel girl, I've been suffering with agoraphobia, panic disorder, and PTSD for my whole life. Maybe you can find a therapist, that really helped me. I can go pretty much wherever I want to now. Don't stop fighting. Don't stop praying. Your strong.
waw you sound like me in every way.( the weed depressed everything. ive had Agoraphobia for over 10 years and bad social anxiety disorder all my life.but with no help from no one. carn`t even go to the doc`s or even talk to my mum about it.i just stay in my room and speek to no one.everyone i no thinks im a selfish lowner.but im dying inside.but not got the balls to end it myself. or to seek help.
Ive been depressed for... I dont even remember how long, and slowly been shutting myself inside. I avoid going out. My college grades are suffering because sometimes I don't have the courage to go to class. And I'm afraid I might end up agoraphobic, that I'll freak out about things, I want to tell my family but I simply can't, it's eating me up inside... They see me as someone independent, but I can't do it on my own, I don't know how to live by myself. I turned 18 and I fear disappointing them
I am agoraphobic. I have severe social anxiety and I am scared of going out alone. I have lost all my friends through this. My friiends gave up on me long ago when I didn't answer the door when they knocked and I stopped answering their calls. I opted out of life because I wasn't the real me, I was pretending to be a different person. I couldn't be myself around my friends, they didn't know the real me.
This helped thnx . I have agoraphobia but I've never had a panic attack so I'm kind of lucky in that way . I doesn't help when parents don't understand mine are just arseholes about it they think that if you're not panicking right in front of there faces then you don't have it . I'm also seventeen do you worry about school and stuff and where you're future is heading ?
Agoraphobia is a living hell. Having real intense thoughts/feelings that the sky is gonna start falling/world gonna start spinning out of control by leaving your house or being in unfamiliar surroundings. You feel like some inevitable/impending doom/natural disaster is gonna happen by leaving your house or being in unfamiliar places/enviroments.............I Had a traumatic experience when i was younger, that im pretty sure caused my agoraphobia. I also have PANIC DISORDER.
cool video, really liked your straight shootin honest approach, it's pretty rough when you're constantly fighting for functionality that other people take for granted, and yeah , its really not a simple fear of the "outside", more like debilitating mental patterns as you know, irrational perhaps, but brutal and restrictive none the less... finding a way past them is often turbulent and varies from person to person, keep rockin the vlogs though, you're good :)
theres hope honey...write me at psychman00@hotmail.com...i am a recovering agoraphobic (anxiety based disorder) and i found a book that changed my life...write me for details...
You are an amazing, amazing person. After everything you have been through it is no wonder you are reacting this way. When you said you weren't a cutter, weren't trying to commit suicide, weren't popping pills, I admired you so much. You are so strong, and one of those people everyone should look up to. Chin up, I know you can overcome this. :)
i have 3 disorders seqoprina cant spell it ocd and where i pull all my hair out trimmlea ive been in theropy ``10 yrs now somedays i dont want to live,i have bipoler as well im on 1,500 mgs pills a day nothing chages my mine i was like this at 6, panic attackes ,the whole nine i can drin k 99 proof deilsel neevr get high,took 10 prozacs threw u pso please dont make fun of others god makes you and u r what u r,and the girl in this video is now 21 pray shes healin very pretty god bless her
i have the same symtoms. im 17 an have had panic attacks for over a year now. i had to drop out of school. you CAN NOT let this control you. i deal with this everyday and just have to deal with it. start by standing outside longer than usual and make yourself. you will not die i promise! i force myself to deal with it because this will not control my life. it gets better. the only way to treat it is to deal with it.
All the people that are saying that your condition is fake just dont know what its like, its hard to understand if you've never actually experienced it. I personally can leave my house just can't go to really large or crowded places, but I am currently getting help, and I hope you get better!
I'm curious...as to what people with agoraphobia do for money. I don't understand how they support themselves. Can they apply for a "disability" cheque? Or...?
@Siliven I'm currently on SSI(disabiility). It's based off my husbands earnings. I can get anywhere from nothing-674 a month. Also, I babysit and tried selling Mary Kay as well.
@TaintedBeautifully So my hard earned tax dollars go to helping you with your fake little "condition" God people like you are leeches, get a fucking job, and quit wasting others money.
@TaintedBeautifully Do you think if you never knew about germs in the first place, you wouldn't have agoraphobia? I'm not sure I see the logic in it being a disease, but a panic attack from overthinking.
@jaredleospirit There really isn't any "logic" when it comes to anxiety disorders like OCD or social anxiety disorders. That's the main problem with people understanding it. They try to break it down with their own logic and that simply doesn't work. It's a very bizarre disorder. Whether it's "overthinking" or what, it's something that the person simply does not control.
@Siliven I grow weed. The ppl buying from me understand my prob so they are my hands and legs (they are nice ppl). They buy from groceries to fertilizers for me and in turn I supply them with some unbelievable white widow buds. I live in a third world country, there is no such thing as 'disability cheque'.
@Siliven If I can grow this shit this close to a police station for the last 6 yrs and not get caught, you gotta wonder abt the intelligence of similar govt organizations throughout the third world. As in, Osama and the Pakistani Govt. I mean these guys are dumb fucks.
@Siliven One might be lucky enough to get a work at home job (telecommuting). However, a lot of telecommute jobs can be scams, so it's hard to find a decent one. Or, living with family/spouse and doing all the housework while they do outside work is an arrangement some might come to.
its a cold world babe- but keep going, youre still alive! how cool is that! feast on the surprise of the world! how amazing is it! you might not have the money to do the things you want, and neither do i, but you can still have a good time while youre here! youve gotttt this!
I'm 14. Ive been agoraphobic since i was 11. I blame depression from death in the family in the past 4 years. The fourth one being last week. Along with my depression I hardly eat. Very rarely do I sleep well. Normally' about three and four and a half hours. 6 bing the most on weekends. I don't leave the house willingly unless I'm with my sister. I don't get neasuous or what ever I get EXTREAMLY dizzy an that is what causes my "freak outs" normally. It's hard being agoraphobic and having to go
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Agoraphobia isn't a disease. Stop treating it like one. It's just a emotional disorder, which is far less severe than a actual mental or physical one, so get over it.
@depressedturtle You may have less then half a brain. This is nothing Small, it's very severe. This ruins peoples Lifes. Including mine. No one, Including yourself will understand how hard it is to cope with this. It may not be a disease but you wanna know what? It is a fucking scary thing. And people like you do not help at all. So why don't you suck it up and just leave.
@depressedturtle Agoraphobia is not just an "emotional disorder". Depression, Anxiety, and Panic Attacks all come with this disease to some degree. It physically, emotionally, and mentally attacks you. Get your facts straight before you comment and look like an idiot.
@depressedturtle Agoraphobia is not just an "emotional disorder". Depression, Anxiety, and Panic Attacks all come with this disease to some degree. It physically, emotionally, and mentally attacks you. Get your facts straight before you comment and look like an idiot.
@depressedturtle umm a bitch is a female dog, and your your just mad cuz you'll never be the man your mother is! so suck on that > i;d like to see things from your point of view but i can't seem to get my head that far up my ass.
@depressedturtle Hahahahaha, always and ignorant bastard on youtube.. You losers are a dime a dozen. You think you know it all when in reality, you really have no clue what yer talking about. Also, your youtube name is really lame.. you should get a new one and this time don't have yer little sister come up with the name :D
im agoraphobic too, but im forced to go to school a couple times a week and its extremely hard. i usually have up to three panic attacks while im in school. there's really no reason why im like this, but it is really hard to deal with.
im steven , id like to give you my advice , be more not afraid of others get out more often ...people will bring you down if you let them . i do understand your agoraphobias trust me ive had them for yrs . myself , so me myself have to give myself advice too . your doing great though posting ....just dont let others bring you down , it comes from there own thinking , not yours theres , im srry about your parents your mom :(
You make it so hard for me not to question your brain capacity due to the stated fact that you've only left the house "like" twenty times in the past two years.
A major factor in reducing my anxiety enough to go outside and about was
grasping at straws in the throws of what seemed like a death-spiral-depressive-state in about 2006, the grasping at straws was to utterly force myself, with slight help from my mother to go outside to shopping centres and whatnot, until I felt I could move about and go out to them on my own.
Once you leave your house, you are not safe. You are especially at risk on the roads, its where the police patrol and they profit from everyone they put in jail. But your worst enemies will always be your best friends. Get rid of all your friends, people are stupid, they *will* bring stupidity into your life. People are mean, they are cruel, they will lie, they will slander you. If you can count on your family, count on them. America is one dangerous as hell place to live.
Once you've been falsely accused, convicted in public, burned as a witch, been tortured in a U.S prison by constant noise, sleep deprivation, sensory deprivation, stress, and starvation... and after 700 days of total nightmarish hell in a thunderdome, win your appeal... after that kind of shit, you will never leave your fucking house ever again. I don't Ever. I only step off my land to buy groceries and that's because I have to. The U.S. can go fuck itself for what it did to me.
;0 Agoraphobia?. this is what i must have ?. ive had it since i woz 15. im naw 33ive bin out about 20 times in 18 years.it kills me to stay in all the time.but i just carnt go out.i panic all the time.even just thinking about going out i panic. .ps . thanks for your utube i no naw im not the only one.and naw i no its called agoraphobia..?.eny tips for stoping a big panic attack.or for slowing the hart down? with out meds.im pill free to.at times it feels like my harts going to go bang
Hey, I hope you get better. You are NOT pathetic at all. In fact you're a sweet young girl =) I would have loved to have you as a friend. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. You're amazing. You can get better. =)
dont worry young girl the only way to get off, of that negatve way is be more spiritualist and be friend of god, you just start pray every days and do some meditation and you are going to see the miracle in your life when god iluminates your soul and full your mind of strength positive thougths just do it.
Your definitely a beautiful girl and a beautiful person for being strong enough to put up with the things you've went through. I hope things get better for you!
sounds like besides the agoraphobia, you've had some very real and hard struggles in you life. I feel like a hypocrite for having Agoraphobia but having a generally confortable and easy life.
you had a reaction to the weed, most likely it was laced. I had the same thing happened to me some years back in 1989 almost exactly what you're describing. i saw a doctor and had brain scans and finally i learned that i had been exposed to PCP or some similar drug given to me in the weed. one thing you need to do is never and i mean never spoke again, seek medical help. you can get better. good luck and I know exactly what you are speaking of.
My school is around the block, but I'm terrified of going there.
It's just going more downhill for me, even though I've had this for such a long time.
It's nice to watch videos of others with who have it, although I feel bad, it's so horrible. I'd like to thank you for this, it made me feel less alone. I'm only 18. And my school and family still do not understand this.
@GrowAWildFlower i havent lef tthe house in a while. i have school im only 15, i just thought we could maybe relate on some things? i understand how you say family and school dont understand it. just thought id say im here to talk :)
I really do understand how you feel... my problem isn't quite as bad.. I have the prospect of successful jobs in other countries, but i can not go to them because of my agoraphobia..
it can be so hard for others to understand..
I just want you to know, i may not know you, but my love and support goes out to you
I'm accepting my agoraphobia little by little (not easy ) and it's getting better that I forget I'm agoraphobic . but that could all end any day and I accept this. just get up, let yourself fall , but get yourself up again.
Thanks for sharing. I developed social anxiety again, but getting "ago" this time. I'm outnumbered by people who deceive others and themselves for power, sex, jobs, acceptance etc.. Not my bag, never was. This perhaps causes many people to misjudge, or go so far as to imagine things I've never done or talked about. A common trend that befalls honest ones. Staying in seems to be the only "safe" solution I can find to sort this out. Hmm...am I phobic of liars/lying? Is there such a phobia???
i have been dealing with my agoriphobia for 10yrs now, it's difficult to deal with it..so i know how you feel.there was a time when i partially cure myself to where i wouldn't have hardly any attacks at all, but it seems like i go full circle and end up back in my same routine to where i'm at the house all the time.the best way to help yourself is to push yourself from the house a little further each day, and it helps to have someone your close to with you just in case..so they can comfort you.
I suffer from agoraphobia too! I have panic attacks in the middle of the night and nightmares. It is worst when I wake up, I feel like I am a coward for not fighting it. I can t go outside long distances (i can t go more than 20 meters). I used to work as a computer developer, and I loved the job. I went every day outside, hoping that my agoraphobia will ease off, but it didn t so i had to quit, making me feel even worst! Now I feel horrible outside, horrible inside.
@alexeevic Just relax try doing some relaxsation moves it works and use your memory of a terrible moment in life think of it and it will Snap you out of the your problems however you need to have a memory of a panic attack or something to do with the disorder! Think back in time. think of a recycling bin just erase the past think ahead of urself and im so sorry to hear you lost your Job! :-/
You're not pathetic. We all deal with depression in different ways. I deal with mine by cutting, you deal with it by staying inside. I'm so sorry about whats going on.
This is a touching video which has been told from the heart. And I think you really have a big heart. The world is a good place, it is upsetting to know you have seen this part of life at such an early age. I think life will get better for you and please remember that sometimes we have to take the rough for the smooth. You sound like you have become a better person for the experiences you have had.
i have agoraphobia too and i understand how you feel, and its really good of you to put this video on here to help the rest of us who are suffering, so from all of us thank you .
When you look back on your life, of course you had/have panic attacks, it is NOT pathetic. You seem like a very strong girl, hang in there.... If you want to send me a message I would be willing to share some of what has helped for me.
I have suffered from agoraphobia for 6 years now. I have been fighting to recover and I never give up. I get tired of it but I rest and get back on getting better. I have had success with supplements and therapy but am still working at it. I am very sorry you had such a hard time in your life, it is something that alot of us agoraphobics share.
i have no idea how you manage. im lucky i have a fulltime job as a baker. so i start work at midnight and finish at 8.30 so i only need to see 3 people for about 1 hour. i dont think i could hold a day job. work is the only thing i leave the house for beside walking my dog which i do at 3 in the morning on my days off :P if i didnt have video games i probably wouldnt be alive
If you can find a book by Dr. Claire Weeks called "Hope and Help for Your Nerves". I am 58 and had my frist panic attack in 1982 when no one knew what they were and you would go to the hospital and they'd think you were crazy.I was put on antidepressants for yrs and then the agoraphobia set in. I got it under control till 1991 and they hit again and I couldn't even back my car out of my drive and once the panic attacks starts, they don't leave. I got the book and it worked miracles for me.
i have this. its kinda sad, cuz i cant go anywhere. and i dont know how to get rid of it. i had to quit school. it started first, i would get anxiety in school and i would feel sick, and i would call my mom to come get me. and 2 years later, i dont really leave my house. and if i do, i stay in the car, and someone always has to stay in the car with me, i dont go anywhere, its depressing :(
Hello, My name is Jessica. Im 22...like you said, I also watch a lot of videos of other people on here to feel comforted that at least their are other people in the world that go through this. I started having panic attacks when I was 17 and now have severe panic disorder and agoraphobia. I leave the house only when I need to get something from the store or whatever. But never more then 15 minutes from my house. Thank you for posting. Have you made any recent progress on overcomming this?
Thx for sharing. I also never thought about taking any kind of prescription drugs because I don't want to become an addict. And I can totally relate about close ones not being able to understand what I'm going through.
I developed my PANIC ATTACK after I passed high school...Man life is terrible now..I hate going in crowds...I didn't even go to my best friends birthday party...They one day took me to the applebees and when i saw the parking lot filled with cars I got instant panic attack...They tried so hard to get me inside the restaurant but unfortunately they had to drop me off in my home...my biggest problem is my social experience...
English is my second language and living in USA mean talking in english 24/7...talking with good looking woman is HELL NO for me..I don't even look at them..Most of my employee thinks i am gay lol...funny part is i can smoothly talk with older woman...I live with my parents and one sister and they are getting old...I wonder what will be my life be when I lose both of them...I am so comfortable living my house that I am now starting to develop arthritis, internet addiction...SUX
i know you want to get over this i can help i am recovering and having great success if you are serious about feeling better then email me s10king91@live.com and anyone else who needs advice feel free
my names eddie cooke from alabama and i can so relate to your situation and its very tough to deal with and i am so sorry that you have it you can send me a message anytime on face book are at rebelman01012000@yahoo.com if you wanna talk
I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks too. It runs in my family. Just remember agoraphobia can be beaten if you get the help and do the work. Unfortunatly the only way is though facing head on and experiencing the panic in exposure therapy.
When I saw ur new video on your new house. I was thinking how id probobly never be able to get married because of my agoraphobia. Yet you have it too and your able to get married.
Thank you so much for this video. I also suffer from agoraphobia and panic disorder, i'm house bound and I'm actually afraid of the sunlight cause i'm always in my room and its pretty dark in here! That it's true you feel so stupid like there is NO HOPE because who the hell else could be scared of outside?? But thats what I love about youtube, it's weird how inspirational it is to see that other people feel just like you do. I am probably going to start posting some of my own videos on here.
(Continued:) - moving to the country side or something. I live on a farm, in the middle of nowhere, and that makes me feel a lot more secure than I'd do if I lived in a city with people all around me. I can go outside the house, and walk around here, without having to worry about bumping into people. (Other than my family, of course.) I get lots of fresh air and time to calm myself down. If I lived in a city or a place with people always around me I'd go crazy.
(Continued:) - a panic attack at any moment. On my good days, I keep telling myself how stupid panic attacks/anxiety really is. It's stupid I should feel this way, a I know nothing bad is gonna happen. But on my bad days, where I feel a potential panic attack lurking around, that doesn't matter. Suddenly everything is dangerous again, and I don't wanna risk having a panic attack.
You say you haven't left the house in a very long time? Where do you live? In a city? You might wanna consider -
In a way it's very nice to hear that I'm not alone, but I'm sad you feel like that. You've been through a lot and it's sad you have to go through this too.
I also have agoraphobia, but not as bad as you. I can go out in public, but I need some time to gather some courage first. And I have bad days and good days. In good days I can easily go out in public, and I feel I can handle the bad thing that might happen to me. But on bad days I just stay inside, because I feel like I'm gonna have -
there is also a free site for ppl with anxiety and agoraphobia called "no more panic " which is very helpful and loads of support there. its a very hard thing to cope with and you`ll find ingorant ppl say to you .. CMON ! pull yourself together and get a grip . easy for them if theyve never had this. im not gonna let it get the better of me this time .. set yourself a few daily tasks .. in time it will go .. i been there and back there but hopefully soon i`ll be back out there..
i started with panic attacks at the age of 22.. i managed to get on with life as normal till the age of 30 when i developed agoraphobia .. i was house bound for 3 years but eventually over come this until last week when i had a full blown panic attack out of the blue outdoors . now i feel as though im back to square 1 .. i try to just have short walks even across the road and back and will take it a bit further as i go along . this is how i conquered it last time ..
There are many people out there with agoraphobia (: Don't worry, you're not alone. I feel for you. I know looking out the window doesn't even compare to what actually walking outside will do, but don't worry.
Dont get me wrong it isnt easy and I dont want to make it sound as if you should just shake it off, but it can be done.
Since I had my issues I have been rock climbing, caving, mountain climbing in eastern Turkey, relocated to Florida (14 hours away from my home) raced mountain bikes...just living.
Look at you...you as cute as can br. You havea nice way about you and you are going to throw it away. I would like to help you PM me and we can talk more.
If you are going to live like that...take the time to educate yourself on the condition. You can not even imagine the power in education, a good excersize prgram and the will to live life. I had this...got on all the medications, talked to people.... when it was all said and done I had to make a choice to die a slow death locked away try something else... and maybe die living. At one point I could even sleep through the night from panic.
I do not want to down play what you are feeling... but you talk about fear of death, is this really living? If that is the way youll spend your life, you as good as dead now. I have an aunt that had this and she locked herself away in her house untill she died. Well, once she knew she was diying she come out for a few months...sad really. Death comes for us all, it will still find you on a couch.
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wow ur so young to live dis way, u dont have a life basically. im 24 and i think i have emotophobia and a bit of agoraphobia. im nto afraid to leave the house but im scared to go to certain public placves depending on how far away from my home it is cuz im afraid of getting sick in public and having nowhere to escape but i do leave my house. i hope ur seeking help for it
Hi im just like you except alot worse :(
darren67114 3 days ago
Aww omi i havent watched this video in forever. I was just thinking about you :)
PsychoJen 3 days ago
@PsychoJen I love you Nena bo bina! :) <3 Come visit me sooooon!
TaintedBeautifully 2 days ago
come be agoraphbic with me at my house i got it to and we could make this fucked up shit a whole lot better
ThePreswee 2 weeks ago
@ThePreswee Sounds like a plan! ;) haha
TaintedBeautifully 2 days ago
I know how you feel girl, I've been suffering with agoraphobia, panic disorder, and PTSD for my whole life. Maybe you can find a therapist, that really helped me. I can go pretty much wherever I want to now. Don't stop fighting. Don't stop praying. Your strong.
getpandaitis 1 month ago
it is weird to have perfect hair
123mailmanful 1 month ago
i find drinking alcohol helps
DJXONE23 1 month ago
waw you sound like me in every way.( the weed depressed everything. ive had Agoraphobia for over 10 years and bad social anxiety disorder all my life.but with no help from no one. carn`t even go to the doc`s or even talk to my mum about it.i just stay in my room and speek to no one.everyone i no thinks im a selfish lowner.but im dying inside.but not got the balls to end it myself. or to seek help.
TheTilemaster123999 1 month ago
I Never Leave My House Or Even The People That Live Here Don't Ever See Me
and I Feel Sometimes Like I Can't Breathe and Like I'm Going To Die
OfficialAmazing 2 months ago
@OfficialAmazing and I Feel Ugly and Sometimes I Work For Hours On Something
Then When I'm Done I Hate It and Trash It
OfficialAmazing 2 months ago
OMG! I Have Agoraphia and It Really Sucks
OfficialAmazing 2 months ago
Ive been depressed for... I dont even remember how long, and slowly been shutting myself inside. I avoid going out. My college grades are suffering because sometimes I don't have the courage to go to class. And I'm afraid I might end up agoraphobic, that I'll freak out about things, I want to tell my family but I simply can't, it's eating me up inside... They see me as someone independent, but I can't do it on my own, I don't know how to live by myself. I turned 18 and I fear disappointing them
SergioSource 2 months ago
i have agoraphobia too... it totally is horrible, so isolating and lonely...
Yeshuaiskingofkings 2 months ago
how longg have u been suffering from this ? message` me we can talk . ! staay strong` love .
thanie18 2 months ago
I am agoraphobic. I have severe social anxiety and I am scared of going out alone. I have lost all my friends through this. My friiends gave up on me long ago when I didn't answer the door when they knocked and I stopped answering their calls. I opted out of life because I wasn't the real me, I was pretending to be a different person. I couldn't be myself around my friends, they didn't know the real me.
FlavourLikeIceCream 2 months ago
i feel the exact same way, keep fighting the struggle
tonyyy789 3 months ago
This helped thnx . I have agoraphobia but I've never had a panic attack so I'm kind of lucky in that way . I doesn't help when parents don't understand mine are just arseholes about it they think that if you're not panicking right in front of there faces then you don't have it . I'm also seventeen do you worry about school and stuff and where you're future is heading ?
1432Emma 4 months ago
Thank you so much for sharing your story :).
epicrunner 4 months ago
Agoraphobia is a living hell. Having real intense thoughts/feelings that the sky is gonna start falling/world gonna start spinning out of control by leaving your house or being in unfamiliar surroundings. You feel like some inevitable/impending doom/natural disaster is gonna happen by leaving your house or being in unfamiliar places/enviroments.............I Had a traumatic experience when i was younger, that im pretty sure caused my agoraphobia. I also have PANIC DISORDER.
TitsandFish84 4 months ago
Hi, I'm agoraphobic and anthrophobic. Just wanted to say hi.
To those asking, sometimes we can have good days/weeks/months even if we're really lucky. I met my fiancee online, we now have 2 children.
TheDarkAngelDani 4 months ago
don't worry sister you'll be fine
i think that you got bad spirit and you need to get out your body then you'll be normal
we got the cure in our religion , islam
cuz Allah said in the quran it's cure for mankind
try to read about it , i know many people nowadays become fine and having a good life
you can do simple thing listen to this few times :
y o u t u b e . c o m /watch?v=3LKniJ0uF6E
alaanees 5 months ago
I feel you. Agoraphobia sucks. I'm going on disability shortly cause I can't work do to this illness.
christin3yvette 6 months ago
yknow I wouldnt wish this disease on my enemies....Ive been this way for 17 yrs I hate it,I havnt left the house in a month :(
dragonslayerED30 6 months ago
6:18-6:20 = brought me tears...I know THAT feeling when severe anxiety hits,
RawChanneLife 6 months ago
cool video, really liked your straight shootin honest approach, it's pretty rough when you're constantly fighting for functionality that other people take for granted, and yeah , its really not a simple fear of the "outside", more like debilitating mental patterns as you know, irrational perhaps, but brutal and restrictive none the less... finding a way past them is often turbulent and varies from person to person, keep rockin the vlogs though, you're good :)
thetubemeister 7 months ago
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theres hope honey...write me at psychman00@hotmail.com...i am a recovering agoraphobic (anxiety based disorder) and i found a book that changed my life...write me for details...
stevo4369441 7 months ago
Hope everything works out in the end for you and your life can become what you truly want it to be.
love from australia.
kalaniman1movies 7 months ago
You are an amazing, amazing person. After everything you have been through it is no wonder you are reacting this way. When you said you weren't a cutter, weren't trying to commit suicide, weren't popping pills, I admired you so much. You are so strong, and one of those people everyone should look up to. Chin up, I know you can overcome this. :)
SaracottaPie 8 months ago
i have 3 disorders seqoprina cant spell it ocd and where i pull all my hair out trimmlea ive been in theropy ``10 yrs now somedays i dont want to live,i have bipoler as well im on 1,500 mgs pills a day nothing chages my mine i was like this at 6, panic attackes ,the whole nine i can drin k 99 proof deilsel neevr get high,took 10 prozacs threw u pso please dont make fun of others god makes you and u r what u r,and the girl in this video is now 21 pray shes healin very pretty god bless her
elizabeth880 8 months ago
i have the same symtoms. im 17 an have had panic attacks for over a year now. i had to drop out of school. you CAN NOT let this control you. i deal with this everyday and just have to deal with it. start by standing outside longer than usual and make yourself. you will not die i promise! i force myself to deal with it because this will not control my life. it gets better. the only way to treat it is to deal with it.
MabbiKitty17 9 months ago
Hey, Tyvm For Sharing, Its Very Nice To meet You :) Xx
UKTracey 9 months ago
All the people that are saying that your condition is fake just dont know what its like, its hard to understand if you've never actually experienced it. I personally can leave my house just can't go to really large or crowded places, but I am currently getting help, and I hope you get better!
xsophiya 10 months ago
you're not alone girl. i hope you will get better somehow . i have the same prob but not as bad , so i know what you're going through
swiregurl 10 months ago
I'm curious...as to what people with agoraphobia do for money. I don't understand how they support themselves. Can they apply for a "disability" cheque? Or...?
Siliven 10 months ago
@Siliven I'm currently on SSI(disabiility). It's based off my husbands earnings. I can get anywhere from nothing-674 a month. Also, I babysit and tried selling Mary Kay as well.
TaintedBeautifully 10 months ago
@TaintedBeautifully So my hard earned tax dollars go to helping you with your fake little "condition" God people like you are leeches, get a fucking job, and quit wasting others money.
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@TaintedBeautifully How'd you go out and get a bf if you could barely leave your house? Either way sill happy to know ^__^
killergal13 4 months ago
@TaintedBeautifully Do you think if you never knew about germs in the first place, you wouldn't have agoraphobia? I'm not sure I see the logic in it being a disease, but a panic attack from overthinking.
jaredleospirit 4 months ago
@jaredleospirit There really isn't any "logic" when it comes to anxiety disorders like OCD or social anxiety disorders. That's the main problem with people understanding it. They try to break it down with their own logic and that simply doesn't work. It's a very bizarre disorder. Whether it's "overthinking" or what, it's something that the person simply does not control.
halo7982 3 months ago
@Siliven I grow weed. The ppl buying from me understand my prob so they are my hands and legs (they are nice ppl). They buy from groceries to fertilizers for me and in turn I supply them with some unbelievable white widow buds. I live in a third world country, there is no such thing as 'disability cheque'.
weepingod 9 months ago
@weepingod
REALLY? Which country...?
Siliven 9 months ago
@Siliven I'd rather not say, sorry. Its death by firing squad.
weepingod 9 months ago
@Siliven If I can grow this shit this close to a police station for the last 6 yrs and not get caught, you gotta wonder abt the intelligence of similar govt organizations throughout the third world. As in, Osama and the Pakistani Govt. I mean these guys are dumb fucks.
weepingod 9 months ago
@Siliven i got disabilty for my mental disorder and medacaide
elizabeth880 8 months ago
@Siliven they go to work and suffer
pe9429 6 months ago
@Siliven One might be lucky enough to get a work at home job (telecommuting). However, a lot of telecommute jobs can be scams, so it's hard to find a decent one. Or, living with family/spouse and doing all the housework while they do outside work is an arrangement some might come to.
Eilyse222 5 months ago
its a cold world babe- but keep going, youre still alive! how cool is that! feast on the surprise of the world! how amazing is it! you might not have the money to do the things you want, and neither do i, but you can still have a good time while youre here! youve gotttt this!
ringawing 10 months ago
I'm 14. Ive been agoraphobic since i was 11. I blame depression from death in the family in the past 4 years. The fourth one being last week. Along with my depression I hardly eat. Very rarely do I sleep well. Normally' about three and four and a half hours. 6 bing the most on weekends. I don't leave the house willingly unless I'm with my sister. I don't get neasuous or what ever I get EXTREAMLY dizzy an that is what causes my "freak outs" normally. It's hard being agoraphobic and having to go
HeaSapphireRocker 11 months ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
Agoraphobia isn't a disease. Stop treating it like one. It's just a emotional disorder, which is far less severe than a actual mental or physical one, so get over it.
depressedturtle 11 months ago
@depressedturtle You may have less then half a brain. This is nothing Small, it's very severe. This ruins peoples Lifes. Including mine. No one, Including yourself will understand how hard it is to cope with this. It may not be a disease but you wanna know what? It is a fucking scary thing. And people like you do not help at all. So why don't you suck it up and just leave.
highflyer329 11 months ago 11
@depressedturtle Agoraphobia is not just an "emotional disorder". Depression, Anxiety, and Panic Attacks all come with this disease to some degree. It physically, emotionally, and mentally attacks you. Get your facts straight before you comment and look like an idiot.
TaintedBeautifully 10 months ago 27
@depressedturtle wow your a dick . you obv dont know anything bout it so quit being a douche
swiregurl 10 months ago
@swiregurl No, your just being a pussy, lol
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@depressedturtle wow good one. you might as well just stop cuz you're making yourself look like an ass.
swiregurl 10 months ago
@swiregurl Ass, as in a donkey? No, I look like a human, geez your a stupid bitch,.
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@depressedturtle Agoraphobia is not just an "emotional disorder". Depression, Anxiety, and Panic Attacks all come with this disease to some degree. It physically, emotionally, and mentally attacks you. Get your facts straight before you comment and look like an idiot.
TaintedBeautifully 10 months ago
@TaintedBeautifully I really dont care, haha
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@depressedturtle Man, i seriously hope you get a real disease, lazy cunt.
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@depressedturtle umm a bitch is a female dog, and your your just mad cuz you'll never be the man your mother is! so suck on that > i;d like to see things from your point of view but i can't seem to get my head that far up my ass.
swiregurl 10 months ago
@swiregurl My mother is dead you fucking bitch, and I bet your such a whore you COULD get your head "that" far up your ass.
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@depressedturtle well actually im a virgin but whatever. and you are more useless than tits on a nun! lol
swiregurl 10 months ago
@swiregurl Virgin? what a loser, too much of a little girl huh?
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@depressedturtle no, im just not a slut like you . you're probably just some 40 yr predator>
swiregurl 10 months ago
@swiregurl A predator.... Like a shark?
depressedturtle 10 months ago
@depressedturtle kind of like a shark who jerks while watching child porn.
swiregurl 10 months ago
@swiregurl Sharks can jerk off and use the computer? What has science done....
depressedturtle 9 months ago
@swiregurl Why would a shark dance while watching child porn?
depressedturtle 9 months ago
@depressedturtle Life is not a happy thing for us. Dont u think that if it were that easy we wud hav done it already?
weepingod 9 months ago
@weepingod No, because I think you enjoy crying about it and blaming life's hardships rather than getting over it.
depressedturtle 9 months ago
@depressedturtle If you think you are better than us then what are u even doing here? Go live your life.
weepingod 9 months ago
@weepingod Your right, later.
depressedturtle 9 months ago
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jonybeam 4 months ago
@jonybeam Beet...
depressedturtle 4 months ago
@depressedturtle Hahahahaha, always and ignorant bastard on youtube.. You losers are a dime a dozen. You think you know it all when in reality, you really have no clue what yer talking about. Also, your youtube name is really lame.. you should get a new one and this time don't have yer little sister come up with the name :D
halo7982 3 months ago
@depressedturtle have you or anybody you know suffered from agrophobia
if not then how can you judge it
gameswizz 1 month ago
im agoraphobic too, but im forced to go to school a couple times a week and its extremely hard. i usually have up to three panic attacks while im in school. there's really no reason why im like this, but it is really hard to deal with.
TheSarah1200 11 months ago
sounds like your problem came from the idea of a role reversal with your mom when she was sick
warlockboyburns 11 months ago
im steven , id like to give you my advice , be more not afraid of others get out more often ...people will bring you down if you let them . i do understand your agoraphobias trust me ive had them for yrs . myself , so me myself have to give myself advice too . your doing great though posting ....just dont let others bring you down , it comes from there own thinking , not yours theres , im srry about your parents your mom :(
XANAX2MGS 1 year ago
your really pretty
hostilerosstyle 1 year ago
Okay. It's been settled. Cobrachoppergirl puts me to shame as a troll.
ElleEstVivante 1 year ago
@cobrachoppergirl
Oh what an intriguing life you've had.
ElleEstVivante 1 year ago
You make it so hard for me not to question your brain capacity due to the stated fact that you've only left the house "like" twenty times in the past two years.
/end sarcasm font
ElleEstVivante 1 year ago
A major factor in reducing my anxiety enough to go outside and about was
grasping at straws in the throws of what seemed like a death-spiral-depressive-state in about 2006, the grasping at straws was to utterly force myself, with slight help from my mother to go outside to shopping centres and whatnot, until I felt I could move about and go out to them on my own.
BlandBoy 1 year ago
stop fuckin disliking this vid i think its sad
AppleChiz24 1 year ago
Once you leave your house, you are not safe. You are especially at risk on the roads, its where the police patrol and they profit from everyone they put in jail. But your worst enemies will always be your best friends. Get rid of all your friends, people are stupid, they *will* bring stupidity into your life. People are mean, they are cruel, they will lie, they will slander you. If you can count on your family, count on them. America is one dangerous as hell place to live.
cobrachoppergirl 1 year ago
@cobrachoppergirl Wow your a pathetic, scared person, and America's one of the safer places on earth.
depressedturtle 11 months ago
Once you've been falsely accused, convicted in public, burned as a witch, been tortured in a U.S prison by constant noise, sleep deprivation, sensory deprivation, stress, and starvation... and after 700 days of total nightmarish hell in a thunderdome, win your appeal... after that kind of shit, you will never leave your fucking house ever again. I don't Ever. I only step off my land to buy groceries and that's because I have to. The U.S. can go fuck itself for what it did to me.
cobrachoppergirl 1 year ago
i was wondering if you have facebook because i have agoraphobia and would like to talk to you cause i think i have the same thing.
sabresmrb 1 year ago
i also have Agoraphobia. I never leave my house, i hate having anxiety but i gotta just deal with it.
LolLayLol 1 year ago
;0 Agoraphobia?. this is what i must have ?. ive had it since i woz 15. im naw 33ive bin out about 20 times in 18 years.it kills me to stay in all the time.but i just carnt go out.i panic all the time.even just thinking about going out i panic. .ps . thanks for your utube i no naw im not the only one.and naw i no its called agoraphobia..?.eny tips for stoping a big panic attack.or for slowing the hart down? with out meds.im pill free to.at times it feels like my harts going to go bang
sandman999123 1 year ago
Hey, I hope you get better. You are NOT pathetic at all. In fact you're a sweet young girl =) I would have loved to have you as a friend. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. You're amazing. You can get better. =)
irenethefairy 1 year ago
thank you for sharing...i wish you the best
diskinio 1 year ago
dont worry young girl the only way to get off, of that negatve way is be more spiritualist and be friend of god, you just start pray every days and do some meditation and you are going to see the miracle in your life when god iluminates your soul and full your mind of strength positive thougths just do it.
yurko1212 1 year ago
how do you have contacts on your cellphone if you never go outside?
007Fortis 1 year ago
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razoleg 1 year ago
Your definitely a beautiful girl and a beautiful person for being strong enough to put up with the things you've went through. I hope things get better for you!
ants5481 1 year ago
sounds like besides the agoraphobia, you've had some very real and hard struggles in you life. I feel like a hypocrite for having Agoraphobia but having a generally confortable and easy life.
51yourtimeisup 1 year ago
you had a reaction to the weed, most likely it was laced. I had the same thing happened to me some years back in 1989 almost exactly what you're describing. i saw a doctor and had brain scans and finally i learned that i had been exposed to PCP or some similar drug given to me in the weed. one thing you need to do is never and i mean never spoke again, seek medical help. you can get better. good luck and I know exactly what you are speaking of.
sbyls 1 year ago
I haven't left the house in a week :/
My school is around the block, but I'm terrified of going there.
It's just going more downhill for me, even though I've had this for such a long time.
It's nice to watch videos of others with who have it, although I feel bad, it's so horrible. I'd like to thank you for this, it made me feel less alone. I'm only 18. And my school and family still do not understand this.
GrowAWildFlower 1 year ago
@GrowAWildFlower i havent lef tthe house in a while. i have school im only 15, i just thought we could maybe relate on some things? i understand how you say family and school dont understand it. just thought id say im here to talk :)
amyintoxicatedox 1 year ago
I'm 17 and I also have the same problem, I had a panic attack today and feel terrible. Thanks for the video.
OSCAR7893 1 year ago
I really do understand how you feel... my problem isn't quite as bad.. I have the prospect of successful jobs in other countries, but i can not go to them because of my agoraphobia..
it can be so hard for others to understand..
I just want you to know, i may not know you, but my love and support goes out to you
StrangeSuperboy 1 year ago
OMG Do you take medication for that? Both the agoraphobia and the panic attacks?
sharinngth 1 year ago
I'm accepting my agoraphobia little by little (not easy ) and it's getting better that I forget I'm agoraphobic . but that could all end any day and I accept this. just get up, let yourself fall , but get yourself up again.
runtubefantasy 1 year ago
Thanks for sharing. I developed social anxiety again, but getting "ago" this time. I'm outnumbered by people who deceive others and themselves for power, sex, jobs, acceptance etc.. Not my bag, never was. This perhaps causes many people to misjudge, or go so far as to imagine things I've never done or talked about. A common trend that befalls honest ones. Staying in seems to be the only "safe" solution I can find to sort this out. Hmm...am I phobic of liars/lying? Is there such a phobia???
riotgearhead 1 year ago
I'm also dealing with agoraphobia, may I post your videos in my agoraphobia blog?
drkentnarrows 1 year ago
@drkentnarrows Sure! I don't mind :)
TaintedBeautifully 1 year ago
i have been dealing with my agoriphobia for 10yrs now, it's difficult to deal with it..so i know how you feel.there was a time when i partially cure myself to where i wouldn't have hardly any attacks at all, but it seems like i go full circle and end up back in my same routine to where i'm at the house all the time.the best way to help yourself is to push yourself from the house a little further each day, and it helps to have someone your close to with you just in case..so they can comfort you.
youjgh26 1 year ago
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olyacanada 1 year ago
You , know I've been having these attacks too
& my mom has had them to .
It is a horrible feeling . because your letting the illness win over youu.
I get them & I ignore them , My mom tells me to think about something else.
Even though they do bother. Because I get them in my stomache and then I get an upset stomache I start freaking out & it's hard.
I was saved , I am Christian and changed me. The attacks are there but I ignore them & I still go out and I DO NOT let them intfere.
bestfriends4everr1 1 year ago
I suffer from agoraphobia too! I have panic attacks in the middle of the night and nightmares. It is worst when I wake up, I feel like I am a coward for not fighting it. I can t go outside long distances (i can t go more than 20 meters). I used to work as a computer developer, and I loved the job. I went every day outside, hoping that my agoraphobia will ease off, but it didn t so i had to quit, making me feel even worst! Now I feel horrible outside, horrible inside.
alexeevic 1 year ago
@alexeevic Just relax try doing some relaxsation moves it works and use your memory of a terrible moment in life think of it and it will Snap you out of the your problems however you need to have a memory of a panic attack or something to do with the disorder! Think back in time. think of a recycling bin just erase the past think ahead of urself and im so sorry to hear you lost your Job! :-/
TheFighterpilot93 1 year ago
I'm borderline agoraphobic.. the only thing that keeps me from staying inside is the fact that I need money..
Ostnizdasht206 1 year ago
You're not pathetic. We all deal with depression in different ways. I deal with mine by cutting, you deal with it by staying inside. I'm so sorry about whats going on.
God Bless
aaronbassist146 1 year ago
This is a touching video which has been told from the heart. And I think you really have a big heart. The world is a good place, it is upsetting to know you have seen this part of life at such an early age. I think life will get better for you and please remember that sometimes we have to take the rough for the smooth. You sound like you have become a better person for the experiences you have had.
topgun101tom 1 year ago
omg !!! u are so much like me and wat im going through
rainbowzish 1 year ago
omg!!! u sound just like me, n what im going through, have you been able to apply for dissability ?
rainbowzish 1 year ago
i have agoraphobia too and i understand how you feel, and its really good of you to put this video on here to help the rest of us who are suffering, so from all of us thank you .
themitster08 1 year ago
You need to show that pretty face more times outside. You will break a lot of hearts if You don't do It.
Eyelash85 1 year ago
hahaha
bigwhiteballs27 1 year ago
When you look back on your life, of course you had/have panic attacks, it is NOT pathetic. You seem like a very strong girl, hang in there.... If you want to send me a message I would be willing to share some of what has helped for me.
slanderousprincess 1 year ago
I have suffered from agoraphobia for 6 years now. I have been fighting to recover and I never give up. I get tired of it but I rest and get back on getting better. I have had success with supplements and therapy but am still working at it. I am very sorry you had such a hard time in your life, it is something that alot of us agoraphobics share.
slanderousprincess 1 year ago
RETARTED
sledge208 1 year ago
i have no idea how you manage. im lucky i have a fulltime job as a baker. so i start work at midnight and finish at 8.30 so i only need to see 3 people for about 1 hour. i dont think i could hold a day job. work is the only thing i leave the house for beside walking my dog which i do at 3 in the morning on my days off :P if i didnt have video games i probably wouldnt be alive
Ambrew11 1 year ago
If you can find a book by Dr. Claire Weeks called "Hope and Help for Your Nerves". I am 58 and had my frist panic attack in 1982 when no one knew what they were and you would go to the hospital and they'd think you were crazy.I was put on antidepressants for yrs and then the agoraphobia set in. I got it under control till 1991 and they hit again and I couldn't even back my car out of my drive and once the panic attacks starts, they don't leave. I got the book and it worked miracles for me.
angelbaby31791 1 year ago
i have this. its kinda sad, cuz i cant go anywhere. and i dont know how to get rid of it. i had to quit school. it started first, i would get anxiety in school and i would feel sick, and i would call my mom to come get me. and 2 years later, i dont really leave my house. and if i do, i stay in the car, and someone always has to stay in the car with me, i dont go anywhere, its depressing :(
hahaitzliz 1 year ago
God Bless You.
1942greygoose1 1 year ago
Hello, I just posted something to you but don't know if it worked? did you recieve my last comment?
MissDieRomantic05 1 year ago
Hello, My name is Jessica. Im 22...like you said, I also watch a lot of videos of other people on here to feel comforted that at least their are other people in the world that go through this. I started having panic attacks when I was 17 and now have severe panic disorder and agoraphobia. I leave the house only when I need to get something from the store or whatever. But never more then 15 minutes from my house. Thank you for posting. Have you made any recent progress on overcomming this?
MissDieRomantic05 1 year ago
oh bless you hun.... i was in your place 14 years ago.... it gets easier.
hay1275 1 year ago
Thx for sharing. I also never thought about taking any kind of prescription drugs because I don't want to become an addict. And I can totally relate about close ones not being able to understand what I'm going through.
beggar81 1 year ago
You had a really hard life!
dabrowmj 1 year ago
I developed my PANIC ATTACK after I passed high school...Man life is terrible now..I hate going in crowds...I didn't even go to my best friends birthday party...They one day took me to the applebees and when i saw the parking lot filled with cars I got instant panic attack...They tried so hard to get me inside the restaurant but unfortunately they had to drop me off in my home...my biggest problem is my social experience...
Gaobdgao 1 year ago
@Gaobdgao
English is my second language and living in USA mean talking in english 24/7...talking with good looking woman is HELL NO for me..I don't even look at them..Most of my employee thinks i am gay lol...funny part is i can smoothly talk with older woman...I live with my parents and one sister and they are getting old...I wonder what will be my life be when I lose both of them...I am so comfortable living my house that I am now starting to develop arthritis, internet addiction...SUX
Gaobdgao 1 year ago
i know you want to get over this i can help i am recovering and having great success if you are serious about feeling better then email me s10king91@live.com and anyone else who needs advice feel free
94civiclxgrey 1 year ago
my names eddie cooke from alabama and i can so relate to your situation and its very tough to deal with and i am so sorry that you have it you can send me a message anytime on face book are at rebelman01012000@yahoo.com if you wanna talk
MsLunafer 1 year ago
:'(
billathedark007 1 year ago
i'll pray for you everyday :'(
billathedark007 1 year ago
you video did help , i've bean agoraphobia for over seven year now. i'm at home also 24/7 365 days too
positiveKani 1 year ago
when i watch this, i feel like i wanna hug you really badly
Mattorzo 1 year ago
I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks too. It runs in my family. Just remember agoraphobia can be beaten if you get the help and do the work. Unfortunatly the only way is though facing head on and experiencing the panic in exposure therapy.
darkbunglex 1 year ago
It's easy to come back. I thought i was well at one point because i have no problem going to out.
It came back just after my holiday ended and i have to go back to school and i find out that i cant.
PirateKing1256 1 year ago
lol i think your cute
ren01033 1 year ago
keep rockin the vids
krishnadaveful 1 year ago
I think i'ts hella cool you are talking about it.
krishnadaveful 1 year ago
Cookie Cutter....
strykergunner22 1 year ago
When I saw ur new video on your new house. I was thinking how id probobly never be able to get married because of my agoraphobia. Yet you have it too and your able to get married.
cokebub3 1 year ago
Thank you so much for this video. I also suffer from agoraphobia and panic disorder, i'm house bound and I'm actually afraid of the sunlight cause i'm always in my room and its pretty dark in here! That it's true you feel so stupid like there is NO HOPE because who the hell else could be scared of outside?? But thats what I love about youtube, it's weird how inspirational it is to see that other people feel just like you do. I am probably going to start posting some of my own videos on here.
tainigurrl 1 year ago
(Continued:) - moving to the country side or something. I live on a farm, in the middle of nowhere, and that makes me feel a lot more secure than I'd do if I lived in a city with people all around me. I can go outside the house, and walk around here, without having to worry about bumping into people. (Other than my family, of course.) I get lots of fresh air and time to calm myself down. If I lived in a city or a place with people always around me I'd go crazy.
Starchild91 1 year ago
(Continued:) - a panic attack at any moment. On my good days, I keep telling myself how stupid panic attacks/anxiety really is. It's stupid I should feel this way, a I know nothing bad is gonna happen. But on my bad days, where I feel a potential panic attack lurking around, that doesn't matter. Suddenly everything is dangerous again, and I don't wanna risk having a panic attack.
You say you haven't left the house in a very long time? Where do you live? In a city? You might wanna consider -
Starchild91 1 year ago
In a way it's very nice to hear that I'm not alone, but I'm sad you feel like that. You've been through a lot and it's sad you have to go through this too.
I also have agoraphobia, but not as bad as you. I can go out in public, but I need some time to gather some courage first. And I have bad days and good days. In good days I can easily go out in public, and I feel I can handle the bad thing that might happen to me. But on bad days I just stay inside, because I feel like I'm gonna have -
Starchild91 1 year ago
there is also a free site for ppl with anxiety and agoraphobia called "no more panic " which is very helpful and loads of support there. its a very hard thing to cope with and you`ll find ingorant ppl say to you .. CMON ! pull yourself together and get a grip . easy for them if theyve never had this. im not gonna let it get the better of me this time .. set yourself a few daily tasks .. in time it will go .. i been there and back there but hopefully soon i`ll be back out there..
antonio23jan 1 year ago
i started with panic attacks at the age of 22.. i managed to get on with life as normal till the age of 30 when i developed agoraphobia .. i was house bound for 3 years but eventually over come this until last week when i had a full blown panic attack out of the blue outdoors . now i feel as though im back to square 1 .. i try to just have short walks even across the road and back and will take it a bit further as i go along . this is how i conquered it last time ..
antonio23jan 1 year ago
You should try to excercise, it helped me alot, your very brave talking about your problems, hope you feel better now.
marcusceltic 1 year ago
There are many people out there with agoraphobia (: Don't worry, you're not alone. I feel for you. I know looking out the window doesn't even compare to what actually walking outside will do, but don't worry.
FreezinHG 1 year ago
Dont get me wrong it isnt easy and I dont want to make it sound as if you should just shake it off, but it can be done.
Since I had my issues I have been rock climbing, caving, mountain climbing in eastern Turkey, relocated to Florida (14 hours away from my home) raced mountain bikes...just living.
Look at you...you as cute as can br. You havea nice way about you and you are going to throw it away. I would like to help you PM me and we can talk more.
screamingbbcom 1 year ago
If you are going to live like that...take the time to educate yourself on the condition. You can not even imagine the power in education, a good excersize prgram and the will to live life. I had this...got on all the medications, talked to people.... when it was all said and done I had to make a choice to die a slow death locked away try something else... and maybe die living. At one point I could even sleep through the night from panic.
screamingbbcom 1 year ago
I do not want to down play what you are feeling... but you talk about fear of death, is this really living? If that is the way youll spend your life, you as good as dead now. I have an aunt that had this and she locked herself away in her house untill she died. Well, once she knew she was diying she come out for a few months...sad really. Death comes for us all, it will still find you on a couch.
screamingbbcom 1 year ago
don't worry baby. there's more of us.
AzurePalmsSensation 1 year ago
i also have agrophobia, do you get bored a lot? because i do.
890buddha 1 year ago
Join the peace corp, get away and get outside, weed makes you stupid, read the Bible.
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fathersonnholyspirit 1 year ago
yooooouuuuuuu should find a man..possibly with agorophobia
austinm12234 1 year ago
wow ur so young to live dis way, u dont have a life basically. im 24 and i think i have emotophobia and a bit of agoraphobia. im nto afraid to leave the house but im scared to go to certain public placves depending on how far away from my home it is cuz im afraid of getting sick in public and having nowhere to escape but i do leave my house. i hope ur seeking help for it
ladyphat85 1 year ago
You're most certainly not the only person with agoraphobia. It is especially common among teenage girls, so don't feel alone.
AgApE010 1 year ago
Dont you go to school or to work? =S
Lifeofbass 1 year ago
@Lifeofbass
Nope, I'm home 24/7 365.
TaintedBeautifully 1 year ago 10