I'm enjoying my hatred so much more.

[starwave1967]

hi nikki, please take care with the alcohol. you are way to tallented and inteligent to burn it all out

[vickiormindyb]

You look like you're 25 in this video.

[mickeybabbe1]

You make me Mad! Really mad. I am madl........with you, and you keep me smoking on the back burner. Smoldering in fact. Oh how you make me

[vkgiotis]

nice artistic video, perhaps if you held the glass in your other had it would not obscure your so much expression

[vickiormindyb]

I bet AngryAussie would like the end of the video, when you go get a knife. : D

[Stuemke]

<3 Lovely.

[perfectlittlelife]

I love monologues! Great job. :)

[starwave1967]

i like the way you gave him the eye ate the end. i hope he has seen this vid. but remember, we grow from our hurt and pain. you will soon be able to look back on your experience as a period of learning with gratitude. hate will soon dissolve and an emotional strength and wisdom blossom

[Spideyheal]

liked it.. and u gain weight ^.^

[starwave1967]

that was great. for me it took a few years to realize that love can work well when we see past the wow factor, or honey moon period.

[KaitTate]

THis is very good I enjoyed it alot!

[charelsalopez]

More than?

[musiclover1342]

AMAZING.

[disneykid1]

LOVE THIS. FAVED.

i miss you nikki.

[TheHumanApple]

Thanks for the video, stranger!

[xlarabearr]

thinking you should start making more videos.

you're actual amazing!

[KennyWrites]

Always great to see a new video from you! Happy New Year!

[rnb8220]

Yes, it isn't your usual stuff.

I also agree with your assessment that you "don't know what" your "usual" stuff is anymore. I'm all for the creation of a new usual.

I hope you also know that you're addictive. just saying. hah hah. Long overdue but much appreciated

[languageandhumor]

It's nice to see you again wading into the data stream, Nikki. Let your creativity flow forth and lap against the banks of server computers that ferry you into our lives.

[YasminPaella]

i love that book! nice video :)

[GaramRee]

I love monologues. Especially ones like this.

[ministermundain]

well, i loged onto youtube today and what do i find? a babyporridge video placed conveniantly in my subscription box.

i like how hate naws at you from the inside, it tickles.

i do hope to see more from you

[officialravenzoe]

I miss you Nikki.

[octollama]

i miss your videos!

and happy new year

p.s. i'm jealous of your voice

[KaySchroed]

Nikki that was so classy

[Minireb123]

wow I like that quote

[saraofsweden]

Inspiring as always!

Today I was speaker at a workshop about writing and I mentioned you as an example of inspiring people. I read "Dear Inspiration" to them!

Thanks for inspiring me "to be an artist with no one elses consent"!

/Sara

[benzone50]

Nicely done!

[flavoredcorpsebloppo]

This= cool. & I am jealous of your grace. Once I was in a play where I had to drink water out of a champagne glass and I was shaking because I was nervous. When I took a drink I spilled it down the front of my dress.. and then... I did it again! The audience was really close and I could see that my friend was trying so hard not to laugh! But anyways, I like this. The quote is very fantastical. And I am glad you are back in internet land.

[cierrablue]

yummy, yummy, yummy!

[ThierrySold]

yea she is xD

[VSM101]

1st law of power :- Never give an emotional response to anything epically a emotional response.

love/hatred its all the same thing to me

[cierrablue]

@VSM101 aren't you the deep thinker. Full of shit, but a deep thinker.

[jazsazubca]

Baby you are my Delicious Demon I miss youuuu

[GracieLue2]

You're the best, come back to youtube!!

[armadab]

That was good, very enjoyable. :)

[izzardfan]

Odd. But in a good way.

[PerthPete1]

extremely classy Nikki.

[s911gt3]

i've never read that, i should get into it.

happy 2010 nikki ❤

[dlan4327]

I'll add that to my list of books to read.

Have you read The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand?

[rylestheryter]

i love White Oleander. the voice is just haunting and really sucks you in. i liked your spin on it and those gloves are magnificent! :)

[dizmix]

every frame is a post card. happy new year.

[jabazzy]

Cradle me forever, mistress. I'm a slave to your love.

Fantastic video!

[Naniculus]

awesome job but one thing is dont slosh your cup around so much. it will give it a more elegantly devious feel.

[dinosaurpop]

lovelovelove!

[randomlywired]

i liked it a lot more the second time through

[Coffeeaddict101]

I love love love LOVE this video.

You looked gorgeous

and although i don't know the book, so I don't know how it's a new characterisation I thought it was great.

I'm now really curious about the book.

[babyporridge]

Thanks darling, sweet of you (:

I highly recommend the book - amazing prose, great content & intriguing chain of events, etc.

Yeah, I just stole a quote and made some noir murderesses out of it... that wasn't in the original novel! :P

[sliferfan]

i'll let you know what i think of the vid soon as i get my jaw off the floor.........ok i'm good, wow you looked smoking hot in the vid, and i love how your vids seem off the wall but fun to watch.

[blountation]

Pleasure to have you back, Ms. Nikki. Youtube has become a bit bland and colourless. Lucky your B&W video is here to add some colour. Keep it up. Please?

[babyporridge]

Thank you, Angus. That's mighty kind of you. I'll try my best... to add [monochrome] colour to this part of the 'nets ;)

Lovely Bon Iver cover by the by! (:

[AngryAussie]

Perfect video for YouTube :)

[0745am]

Great video. I don't know why but you and knives go well together.

[babyporridge]

I like this compliment. I like it a lot. I love me some knives. Thank you!

[BuchaLucha]

Aww I loved this! You're such a vintage badass.

[babyporridge]

Alyssa! "Vintage badass" - now THAT is an amazing phrase!

[mariafoo]

I missed your videos :), they are like jewels. Great book, by the way.

[belthizor]

I liked your "Irreparable psychological damage, pls" video. Very crazy, and creative

[Regusername]

Woah!

That was great.

[iRock71]

Awesome acting!

[MongrelSalt]

Hurray!

[NichisStuff]

When prose meets video art. Love it.

[lukev7]

awesome. . .as always

also where have you been?

how dare you live your own life with no thought to us, the internet.

[babyporridge]

Thanks matey (:

Yeah, I know right! How dare I leave the internets - my first & only real home?!

I found life outside wa actually...gasp... thrilling. But I'd like to think that 2010 leads back to the roots... the nerd roots :D

[lukev7]

nerd roots you say. Uni?

[streetyang99]

Wasn't there once a time when, a young gentleman bound and gaged appeared in your wardrobe?

Wasn't there a time when the word "gimp" unashamerly flashed upon one's video?

You have not changed Nikky,

just a lot more mature. : ]

[babyporridge]

Ahahaha.

That's nice to know that at least one of us dares to assume that I have attained some semblance of maturity! :P

But I won't even begin to pretend that I've grown out of the aforementioned binding & gagging of men &/or throwing around words like gimp... Just, no. Those will never change (:

Thanks again for your supportive comments through the times. They don't go unnoticed (:

[pkt42]

Happy New Year Nikki, I enjoyed this one :-)

[babyporridge]

& likewise to you, sir. Thanks for that :j

[nutHOUR]

not familiar with the book, but video is done well. good work...keep it up!

[babyporridge]

Being unfamiliar with le book is probably better. That means you wont be up in arms about this totally unrelated character! :D

[Denzerf]

I love this :D.

this cheekiness you add to all of your vids - do you do it on purpose?

[babyporridge]

Cheeky? :D

I didn't realise I added cheekiness, so by that token, no, I guess not! All accidental my dearest :j

What an awesome username you have. Whatsit mean? (:

[Denzerf]

well, it's always good :D.

and I'm glad that you feel this isn't "your usual stuff" - whenever you come out with something new, I always enjoy it n_n~

andum, my username is 'Frezned' backwards x3.

[millystack]

goooood

[sphinxgurl]

Oh very good =) x

[sophiexo93]

'like'