You must not stop taking meds cold turkey, you need to reduce, say if it was 30mg, you reduce to 20mg and take those for just about the same amount you were taking the full dosage and then reduce for another 10 or 5. Who the fuck told you to go dry on meds? Why reducing slowly? Well, because all the chemicals that were inhibited would spike otherwise. And pray, play to our Creator our Father a lot!!! We're influenced by polluted environment that is killing us, so we need to detox.
eliminate sugar, caffeine, cigars and all other brain exciters. Eat alkalizing natural food, drink water after you squeezed a bit of lemon into it to neutralize toxins, the detox is a way to go, all the pollution affects our entire body including brain chemicals. It will make you be hungry all the time, so eat organic vegetables, yogurt and egg whites
Don't give up man! I too have schizo-affective disorder and I still went to college and got not one, but two degrees. I have to suffer allot. I can't work, really. They keep firing me. But, I work for myself here and there working with computers and doing videos and composing music. I do have purpose. I do have meaning. I am good regardless of what people think.
You might want to try simple breath counting meditation. I found that it helped me feel centered and deal with my chronic depression. Zen meditation called Zazen is good.
DO NOT GIVE UP. Change what behavior's you can, and there are some you can, if you Want to. Being Committed to therapy could help you, but you have to do it for a long time. Get in touch with a state/county agency who will provide therapy for free. I understand and empathize with everything you've said and there is always H-O-P-E. There is.
alright dude, im 22 and have schitzo effective disorder. glad you can talk openly about what you're actually thinking about. I've had psychoses a few times and my problem was I kept it all to myself which just made it a lot worse. I find when you say to yourself out loud what youre thinking and believing you find it easier to rationalise. Also, just try and remember the reality you lived in as a child and question thoghts always. hope this helps, James
You have accomplished something good! You are helping ppl struggling to understand loved ones with this disorder. You are very brave in the face of all of this, it is impossible not to be moved by your videos. Maybe this is your true work.. I wish the best for you. You are so young, I hope a cure is developed. There is so much good in you.
hello, i want to thank every one whos watched my videos, for quite some time ive been with out meds and trying to figure out my self, wow never relized tell on meds how truly bad i realy was... i will do some more good videos to tell every one what its like in a better frame of mind.. i know its hard, i know times can become so ruff that you think death is the only out.. ive been in the worst situations done by my self and i know my story can help at least one person... thank you
I watched your videos... You say "you re not good at anything you do. .."
How come you managed to make such good, well constructed and elaborate video diaries then? Obviously, you are able to plan, prepare and execute projects when you want to.
Im sorry that your schizoaffective is so bad mine use to be but the meds that they have me on keeps it under control I take invaga and valium and they control the schizoaffective and im able to work. I work at a job that don't pay anything but i find its good therapy for my schizoaffect. Im just tell you there is hope for you and promise you just have to get on the right meds.
i have done alot and lost alot to realy try to want better for my self, this is it for me and i just want to share it with you so that others who deal with stuff can be better then i am, and lurn from there torments.. other wise, itll kill you... and im the result of that, i chuse to live this way hoping theres a reason for it, and in part feel i do deserve it, but also, this is me, and if you dont like it, o well, this dos suck and i dont want anyone elts in it but me to deal with this hell
Dude, everything you say about your sadness are symptoms of depression caused by schizoaffective disorder. I was in your same shoes. Goin from house to house, hearing stuff, seeing stuff, going from job to job, school to school. This is not who you are! I am schizoaffective depressed type. I have found the right meds and I have been out of the hospital for a year. I love life. I can't talk you into being happy, only you can do that. Medication is needed if you ever want to be content with life!
thanks for the comments, yes i share every trate, depretion is mInute compared to what i go through, i live a cycle of amotions and moods, fears and crazy beliefs controle my life and how i live. i believed so much i risked my life for it more then 100 times.. i know who i am isnt something to be joked about and thought that this is fake or a joke, but its not.. it and i are very real and in torment every day of my life.. i dont take pills because i dont have help to get what i need,
@tahot25 Isn't there a a government funded mental health clinic in your area? I can relate to what you are saying, even though it isn't fresh in my mind as much since I sought help only a year after onset. It really IS hell! Our situations are different and you have had to fight more in your life, but the symptoms are very similar. If you go to a clinic and can keep getting medication, you can find someone there that you can call whenever you have some trouble. I am sorry your family did that.
@2088jesse : yeah there is places to go get help, just going to go do things on my own isnt easy, i battle hard core in my head to even leave the house to water the plants.. i dont trust people and there judgments, you may be able to do all this easy, but someone like me, would find it very difficult! and may not get done for a long time or ever because of how things are for me.. i dont ask for help i feel guilty to do so and ashamed humileated.. & i dont want meds m8, i have to take to many
Respond to this video...ive been alone my hole life, lusing family and friends sence i was 5 years old.. on the streets sence i was 12 had an old brother teach me to servive, but because i was lusing my mind, he too left because of me.. and i will forever miss him the same as lusing my mother! sometimes i feel i deserve all this for all the rong ive done, but the torment i live through is so unbarable i lock my self up for weeks at a time, to keep everyone free of me...
im sad because of all ive done, im deprest, because ive lost everything ive ever loved.. yeah im sad! and ya its like a dagger in the heart! but regardless my illness is still the same, i will continue living this way, because i have no saport system and what friends i do have, i dont want to help me.. being alone is the best thing for me.. i dont hurt anyone, and no one hurts me..
well done for doing this man, I watched all of your videos. I'm 25 and was dignosed with schizoaffectvie disorder 3years ago when I started thinking the CIA or someone was after me. I dont get hallucinations thank goodness.
You're a friggin WINNER man! The polluted environment is affecting our bodies including brain chemicals. You need to detox, read my other messages.
codergames 3 weeks ago
You must not stop taking meds cold turkey, you need to reduce, say if it was 30mg, you reduce to 20mg and take those for just about the same amount you were taking the full dosage and then reduce for another 10 or 5. Who the fuck told you to go dry on meds? Why reducing slowly? Well, because all the chemicals that were inhibited would spike otherwise. And pray, play to our Creator our Father a lot!!! We're influenced by polluted environment that is killing us, so we need to detox.
codergames 3 weeks ago
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eliminate sugar, caffeine, cigars and all other brain exciters. Eat alkalizing natural food, drink water after you squeezed a bit of lemon into it to neutralize toxins, the detox is a way to go, all the pollution affects our entire body including brain chemicals. It will make you be hungry all the time, so eat organic vegetables, yogurt and egg whites
codergames 3 weeks ago
Handsome guy! You could be an actor or a model. Have enough money to avoid being locked up.
schlachthauz 3 months ago
Don't give up man! I too have schizo-affective disorder and I still went to college and got not one, but two degrees. I have to suffer allot. I can't work, really. They keep firing me. But, I work for myself here and there working with computers and doing videos and composing music. I do have purpose. I do have meaning. I am good regardless of what people think.
XyPunk77 5 months ago
You might want to try simple breath counting meditation. I found that it helped me feel centered and deal with my chronic depression. Zen meditation called Zazen is good.
goodtwitch 5 months ago
DO NOT GIVE UP. Change what behavior's you can, and there are some you can, if you Want to. Being Committed to therapy could help you, but you have to do it for a long time. Get in touch with a state/county agency who will provide therapy for free. I understand and empathize with everything you've said and there is always H-O-P-E. There is.
opinioncentrul 6 months ago
I got this shit too... Stay strong buddy You can message me anytime if you ever want to talk...
TheAnonymous357 10 months ago
alright dude, im 22 and have schitzo effective disorder. glad you can talk openly about what you're actually thinking about. I've had psychoses a few times and my problem was I kept it all to myself which just made it a lot worse. I find when you say to yourself out loud what youre thinking and believing you find it easier to rationalise. Also, just try and remember the reality you lived in as a child and question thoghts always. hope this helps, James
jfletcher1989 10 months ago
You have accomplished something good! You are helping ppl struggling to understand loved ones with this disorder. You are very brave in the face of all of this, it is impossible not to be moved by your videos. Maybe this is your true work.. I wish the best for you. You are so young, I hope a cure is developed. There is so much good in you.
lynx234 1 year ago
hello, i want to thank every one whos watched my videos, for quite some time ive been with out meds and trying to figure out my self, wow never relized tell on meds how truly bad i realy was... i will do some more good videos to tell every one what its like in a better frame of mind.. i know its hard, i know times can become so ruff that you think death is the only out.. ive been in the worst situations done by my self and i know my story can help at least one person... thank you
tahot25 1 year ago
I watched your videos... You say "you re not good at anything you do. .."
How come you managed to make such good, well constructed and elaborate video diaries then? Obviously, you are able to plan, prepare and execute projects when you want to.
eric54ish 1 year ago
hey thanx 4 sharing dis im going thru wat ur goin thru and i hate it......
anezsavu 1 year ago
I know your pain all to well, I have Schizoaffective Disorder and Dhysrythmia in my left frontal lobe of my brain.
RalGash 1 year ago
your not a looser you can't help the situation that you are in so stop thinking your a looser
pagefinder 1 year ago
Im sorry that your schizoaffective is so bad mine use to be but the meds that they have me on keeps it under control I take invaga and valium and they control the schizoaffective and im able to work. I work at a job that don't pay anything but i find its good therapy for my schizoaffect. Im just tell you there is hope for you and promise you just have to get on the right meds.
pagefinder 1 year ago
i have done alot and lost alot to realy try to want better for my self, this is it for me and i just want to share it with you so that others who deal with stuff can be better then i am, and lurn from there torments.. other wise, itll kill you... and im the result of that, i chuse to live this way hoping theres a reason for it, and in part feel i do deserve it, but also, this is me, and if you dont like it, o well, this dos suck and i dont want anyone elts in it but me to deal with this hell
tahot25 1 year ago
Dude, everything you say about your sadness are symptoms of depression caused by schizoaffective disorder. I was in your same shoes. Goin from house to house, hearing stuff, seeing stuff, going from job to job, school to school. This is not who you are! I am schizoaffective depressed type. I have found the right meds and I have been out of the hospital for a year. I love life. I can't talk you into being happy, only you can do that. Medication is needed if you ever want to be content with life!
2088jesse 1 year ago
thanks for the comments, yes i share every trate, depretion is mInute compared to what i go through, i live a cycle of amotions and moods, fears and crazy beliefs controle my life and how i live. i believed so much i risked my life for it more then 100 times.. i know who i am isnt something to be joked about and thought that this is fake or a joke, but its not.. it and i are very real and in torment every day of my life.. i dont take pills because i dont have help to get what i need,
tahot25 1 year ago
@tahot25 Isn't there a a government funded mental health clinic in your area? I can relate to what you are saying, even though it isn't fresh in my mind as much since I sought help only a year after onset. It really IS hell! Our situations are different and you have had to fight more in your life, but the symptoms are very similar. If you go to a clinic and can keep getting medication, you can find someone there that you can call whenever you have some trouble. I am sorry your family did that.
2088jesse 1 year ago
@2088jesse : yeah there is places to go get help, just going to go do things on my own isnt easy, i battle hard core in my head to even leave the house to water the plants.. i dont trust people and there judgments, you may be able to do all this easy, but someone like me, would find it very difficult! and may not get done for a long time or ever because of how things are for me.. i dont ask for help i feel guilty to do so and ashamed humileated.. & i dont want meds m8, i have to take to many
tahot25 1 year ago
im living the way i want to m8
tahot25 1 year ago
Respond to this video...ive been alone my hole life, lusing family and friends sence i was 5 years old.. on the streets sence i was 12 had an old brother teach me to servive, but because i was lusing my mind, he too left because of me.. and i will forever miss him the same as lusing my mother! sometimes i feel i deserve all this for all the rong ive done, but the torment i live through is so unbarable i lock my self up for weeks at a time, to keep everyone free of me...
tahot25 1 year ago
im sad because of all ive done, im deprest, because ive lost everything ive ever loved.. yeah im sad! and ya its like a dagger in the heart! but regardless my illness is still the same, i will continue living this way, because i have no saport system and what friends i do have, i dont want to help me.. being alone is the best thing for me.. i dont hurt anyone, and no one hurts me..
tahot25 1 year ago
well done for doing this man, I watched all of your videos. I'm 25 and was dignosed with schizoaffectvie disorder 3years ago when I started thinking the CIA or someone was after me. I dont get hallucinations thank goodness.
andygray119 1 year ago