Kristen you are a beautiful daughter of the most high God. Hang in there sweetie, I pray that the love of Christ heals you from within, lo He will never leave you nor will He ever forsake you. God bless.
@sodomodo2 I am still struggling A LOT. I actually currently have less then 100 dollars to my name with bills coming, gas, groceries, etc. I have a hearing with the SSA about disability of the 6th of December, but I don't know what I'm going to do until then...
kristen i feel your pain! i had to learn to just keep the faith and thet god loves you, and everthing is going to be alright!! i im kinda in da same place ur at, im 20, i feel you pain
I highly understand you i am a working full time mom and trying to manage college it is not easy but i do have my husband that supports me and understands me. I wish the best for you and it seems that you are going through so much at the moment , it sounds to me that your family is not very supportive but hang in there. I just hope that you will overcome everything especially your depression; talk to someone your friends or your boyfriend that will help
I dont smoke weed anymore but it does help but marijuana messes with your lung which lowers the immune system that will make you uc worse so chill out babemeditate andmaster yourself from within work pay for community college get a's and do good in school shit im worse off than you try being broke no school cause you cant work in pay for it and living with mom thats hard so you gotta suck that shit up baby girl in hustle for real life is hard but you have to work with it
Girl - is the credit card debt worth your life? Bankruptcy- Tell the cc companies to go fuck themselves liked they did to you and pay for whats priority.
Hi, I have a similar simptoms. I just met a Natural Pain Relief that is Non-Invasive and Profound for all of them who are experiencing pain.
Finally zeropoint is here, the source of all energy, with tools that will give instant healing, turn nasty tap water into pure toxic free water. Remove all toxins from your food & increase its vitality. Heal your body no matter what the condition. Get more Info on my page.
I feel for you. I was in college when I got UC. I did not have a car, cell phone, or bills. I got financial aid, and paid the rest by working as an RA. I was out for a semester with my surgery. I finished college, 2 degrees, and surgery was paid for by my father's insurance. I feel so bad for you, and really understand. Things will surely get better. I have since lived with an ileostomy for 31 years, succesful career, and active sex life. God be with you through your struggle.
This video is not depressing for me but very heartbreaking. As far as financial help (if your still needing it) i would recommend Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace University.
My Husband has UC and his is one of the worst cases they've seen. He's put off surgery for a long time and now in March he's going in for his first surgery. I know how you feel because he'll be out of work for 6 weeks and then in 3 months another surgery and out of work for anther 6 mons. So, I'm scared of the money situation and we have two little girls. So, I feel you, for sure. Try to make ur life as simple as poss. I'm so sorry for your pain and stress
I just saw you blog of 9/23/08. I hope your situation has significantly improved since then. Having had UC and now having had ileostomy for 13+ years my heart really goes out to you. I know how difficult life can be - especially with a bowel disease. Please let me know how you are doing.
That makes me so angry. ur busting ur ass going to school, working like crazy and ur sick and no one gets it. i have uc and its terrible. I really wish u the best. Ur definately not alone dnt say srry for tha blog its how u feel and u deserve to express ur feelings
JESUS CHRIST THATS 8 minutes i just lost,Listen to me im in debt also, im recently enrolled in discovery choices Colledge in canada i have bad flares every day, But i deal with it HOW you ask, Perscription Drugs i perscribed to my self from the street Pharmasist, a Drug called Mariwana sorry about the spelling i just had a flare so it was time for my medication anyways weed helped me through Work and School im also out of debt you see i owe the pharmasist $200 Thats all Good luck
I'm not a religious person myself, but leave it gods hands. I know it's hard to understand that especially if ur faith is not strong, but pray once in a while. I also have uc go to college and work parttime, the best thing I could do was go to community college and swithcing from university. How could such a beautiful grl be in so much anguish and sadness, I'll Keep u in my prayers.
kristen ypur so beatiful. i am from venezuela. i had UC in college and have my surgery 5 years ago. i wish i could hug you. my facebook victor augusto guedez leon.
same boat same boat! This is what I would do pay what is most important to u first. I would pay for my apt. car/car insurance electric, phone. Student loans I would put those on the back burner, credit cards back burner. I know what its like to have a mom thats shady, my mom is also a nurse that lives in another state, she doesnt answer my calls-no support. you have only yourself to rely on. Worse comes tp worse, you come live with me :)
I have an Idea for you what if you go walk and visit many palces and ask for help or better job
Don't lose any hope ..I face this long time ago and God supported me when I moved to many places looking for better job and then luck came to me ..you know try to make more chance to get better luck belive me you well find the un expected great luck ..GO ON ..BE STRONG Don't WARRY YOU WILL FIND YOUR GOOD LUCK..
I think you have to go to police to tell about your parents ingnoring you
other thing if they are not be able to finance your bells then it is better for you to realize that you have to reduce your living grade untill luck is getting better
there is always a HOPE and you must be stronger because you are So good luck to you and wish you to be in better condition and Smily..GOD KEEPs YOU IN HIS CARE
1st off dont die. 2nd have you look into the doing the DIET yet. I sorry about your school were talking about your life here you can go back to school later.I might lose everything i have thru bankuptcy. My 1st home,I love my condo, the last flare up brought me to a new low.After a losing my income due to flare ups. The bottom line is your health. I have been there in the hole many times DEPRESSED AND SCARED. you well hang in there,I well see your next video-cried if U have to. LOVE YOU JD
I can identify with this illness because my father has it too. I was wondering if you may have tried Asacol? It's a drug that helps manage ulcerative colitis.
Wow. My dad has the same condition and this medication is helping him. I suppose the disease comes in different grades of severity. At one time, before he started the meds, there was talk of performing an illiostomy on my dad, but he opted not to do that and altered his eating habits and continued the drug therapy. So far so good. It's in remission for the moment and has been for at least twenty years or so. I hope the same happens for you.
hey there-The Hippocratic Oath, "First Do No Harm," means that the least destructive solutions should be examined before all others. really think about this? I can tell you so many people have beat IBD's without surgery or drugs, do not let yourself think you can not be one of these people. Check out my site and you can see many people who have overcome their IBD using various methods. CrohnBoy dotcom Dont be shy hope to to hear from you.
i know exactly how you feel. i'm going through the same shit, and my parents won't help me either. they would be a way to help you if you weren't on your parents insurance... which illustrates the fact they take care of you when they don't actually. at least you have insurance for now. colitis seems to hit allot of us in the prime of our lives, i don't know what to tell you to get through this except the fact to know your not alone. allot of us are going through the same thing... like me.
I'm really soory to hear how you are stuggling on your own basically. I don't know how things work over in the stats as far as Government funding, health care and such goes as I'm from Ireland. Please keep us informed on how things go.I wish you all the luck in the world..truely. Take care and God bless <3
I am a person who too has UC and Chrohn's disease. If you wanna talk or share information on this medical problem we share, my page is open. Thanx for sharing these videos. At least I am not alone in this.
the cure for Ulcerative Colitis is a colostomy.its best to get one to rest your colon for a while.my large colon was removed because i was stubborn and thought i was to young to be walking around with a bag on my stomach i was wrong, my recton was badly damage from emergency sugery to were i cant reverse mine,I have a iliostomy i had to get my colon removed know im 36 had it for 3 years.
i was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis when i was 21 Ive been hospitalized more then i like,almost died from symptoms and stupid ass intern doctors you have to be very strong your going to go through a lot of bull crap.you need to get the surgery now!!! re apply for your loans and get back in school
Hey Im very sorry this is happening to you. Do you ever think about going to a less expensive school. I live in nyc and they have city universities that are a lot cheaper than private colleges. I go to a city university which is about $4,500 a yr. My parents also cant afford to pay for me to go to school, I have UC also. Could that be a possibility, going to a cheaper school? Dont give up on school. I can only imagine how hard that is on you, but you are strong!!
I'll check with the business majors I know and ask them if they have any ideas. I didn't know that the University screwed you over so much. You'll make it though... keep your eye on the prize.
OMG Its soooo horrible to see someone so upset. How are things NOW????
messeyehere 5 months ago
Kristen you are a beautiful daughter of the most high God. Hang in there sweetie, I pray that the love of Christ heals you from within, lo He will never leave you nor will He ever forsake you. God bless.
brindabellaoffroad 7 months ago
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It takes the point of distruction for the human race to change!!!
example: heart attack victims usually never change eating habits till its to late!!!!
smoker never usually never quit till they are at the point of distruction.
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justinlrg 7 months ago
why do people breed
GriefTourist 9 months ago
Amen, Welcome to the world!
They seem to say/think anything above oxygen, and water is not a nesc. therefore not needed.
Hope things have turned around some.
meuandthelot 11 months ago
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sodomodo2 1 year ago
@sodomodo2 I am still struggling A LOT. I actually currently have less then 100 dollars to my name with bills coming, gas, groceries, etc. I have a hearing with the SSA about disability of the 6th of December, but I don't know what I'm going to do until then...
kovermyer 1 year ago
@kovermyer my mum had this surgery and i had to help her out alot. i know how you felt
sodomodo2 1 year ago
kristen i feel your pain! i had to learn to just keep the faith and thet god loves you, and everthing is going to be alright!! i im kinda in da same place ur at, im 20, i feel you pain
kimusa08 1 year ago
I highly understand you i am a working full time mom and trying to manage college it is not easy but i do have my husband that supports me and understands me. I wish the best for you and it seems that you are going through so much at the moment , it sounds to me that your family is not very supportive but hang in there. I just hope that you will overcome everything especially your depression; talk to someone your friends or your boyfriend that will help
igl223 1 year ago
I dont smoke weed anymore but it does help but marijuana messes with your lung which lowers the immune system that will make you uc worse so chill out babemeditate andmaster yourself from within work pay for community college get a's and do good in school shit im worse off than you try being broke no school cause you cant work in pay for it and living with mom thats hard so you gotta suck that shit up baby girl in hustle for real life is hard but you have to work with it
oschino03 1 year ago
Girl - is the credit card debt worth your life? Bankruptcy- Tell the cc companies to go fuck themselves liked they did to you and pay for whats priority.
sororenotis 1 year ago
Hi, I have a similar simptoms. I just met a Natural Pain Relief that is Non-Invasive and Profound for all of them who are experiencing pain.
Finally zeropoint is here, the source of all energy, with tools that will give instant healing, turn nasty tap water into pure toxic free water. Remove all toxins from your food & increase its vitality. Heal your body no matter what the condition. Get more Info on my page.
AmegaAzteam 1 year ago
I feel for you. I was in college when I got UC. I did not have a car, cell phone, or bills. I got financial aid, and paid the rest by working as an RA. I was out for a semester with my surgery. I finished college, 2 degrees, and surgery was paid for by my father's insurance. I feel so bad for you, and really understand. Things will surely get better. I have since lived with an ileostomy for 31 years, succesful career, and active sex life. God be with you through your struggle.
101SSTAN 2 years ago
smoke weed and chill
NateisTrippin 2 years ago 3
NateisTrippin - Weed costs money which I, obviously, don't have. Thanks for the suggestion but it clearly isn't an option for me.
kovermyer 2 years ago
This video is not depressing for me but very heartbreaking. As far as financial help (if your still needing it) i would recommend Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace University.
dallas02gt 2 years ago
My Husband has UC and his is one of the worst cases they've seen. He's put off surgery for a long time and now in March he's going in for his first surgery. I know how you feel because he'll be out of work for 6 weeks and then in 3 months another surgery and out of work for anther 6 mons. So, I'm scared of the money situation and we have two little girls. So, I feel you, for sure. Try to make ur life as simple as poss. I'm so sorry for your pain and stress
chrishaughaboo 2 years ago
I just saw you blog of 9/23/08. I hope your situation has significantly improved since then. Having had UC and now having had ileostomy for 13+ years my heart really goes out to you. I know how difficult life can be - especially with a bowel disease. Please let me know how you are doing.
Stan
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Chemsanity 2 years ago
That makes me so angry. ur busting ur ass going to school, working like crazy and ur sick and no one gets it. i have uc and its terrible. I really wish u the best. Ur definately not alone dnt say srry for tha blog its how u feel and u deserve to express ur feelings
TheReuben01 2 years ago 2
JESUS CHRIST THATS 8 minutes i just lost,Listen to me im in debt also, im recently enrolled in discovery choices Colledge in canada i have bad flares every day, But i deal with it HOW you ask, Perscription Drugs i perscribed to my self from the street Pharmasist, a Drug called Mariwana sorry about the spelling i just had a flare so it was time for my medication anyways weed helped me through Work and School im also out of debt you see i owe the pharmasist $200 Thats all Good luck
abid172 2 years ago
Wow i got Uc as well im 18 going to colledge The best advice i can come up for you to Make your life easier is Move to canada
abid172 2 years ago
I'm not a religious person myself, but leave it gods hands. I know it's hard to understand that especially if ur faith is not strong, but pray once in a while. I also have uc go to college and work parttime, the best thing I could do was go to community college and swithcing from university. How could such a beautiful grl be in so much anguish and sadness, I'll Keep u in my prayers.
zxcvbnmmasdfghjkl 2 years ago
Could you be happy with what you have got?
MrLawrinson 2 years ago
kristen ypur so beatiful. i am from venezuela. i had UC in college and have my surgery 5 years ago. i wish i could hug you. my facebook victor augusto guedez leon.
tostuto 2 years ago
Thank you so much Victor.
kovermyer 2 years ago
same boat same boat! This is what I would do pay what is most important to u first. I would pay for my apt. car/car insurance electric, phone. Student loans I would put those on the back burner, credit cards back burner. I know what its like to have a mom thats shady, my mom is also a nurse that lives in another state, she doesnt answer my calls-no support. you have only yourself to rely on. Worse comes tp worse, you come live with me :)
hereisbonnie 3 years ago 2
I am so sorry about your situation, I'm here to help if you need it.
Second, thank you for the advice.
kovermyer 2 years ago
I have an Idea for you what if you go walk and visit many palces and ask for help or better job
Don't lose any hope ..I face this long time ago and God supported me when I moved to many places looking for better job and then luck came to me ..you know try to make more chance to get better luck belive me you well find the un expected great luck ..GO ON ..BE STRONG Don't WARRY YOU WILL FIND YOUR GOOD LUCK..
barzoman2 3 years ago
Thank you :-)
kovermyer 2 years ago
I think you have to go to police to tell about your parents ingnoring you
other thing if they are not be able to finance your bells then it is better for you to realize that you have to reduce your living grade untill luck is getting better
there is always a HOPE and you must be stronger because you are So good luck to you and wish you to be in better condition and Smily..GOD KEEPs YOU IN HIS CARE
barzoman2 3 years ago
1st off dont die. 2nd have you look into the doing the DIET yet. I sorry about your school were talking about your life here you can go back to school later.I might lose everything i have thru bankuptcy. My 1st home,I love my condo, the last flare up brought me to a new low.After a losing my income due to flare ups. The bottom line is your health. I have been there in the hole many times DEPRESSED AND SCARED. you well hang in there,I well see your next video-cried if U have to. LOVE YOU JD
whoybeen 3 years ago
I didn't end up dying, but did try the diet. Twice. It never worked for me.
I'm so sorry about what has happened to you.
kovermyer 2 years ago
I can identify with this illness because my father has it too. I was wondering if you may have tried Asacol? It's a drug that helps manage ulcerative colitis.
magicquartz 3 years ago
I have tried Asacol. I was on it for quite some time, but it never seemed to improve my condition. However, it has helped others.
kovermyer 2 years ago
Wow. My dad has the same condition and this medication is helping him. I suppose the disease comes in different grades of severity. At one time, before he started the meds, there was talk of performing an illiostomy on my dad, but he opted not to do that and altered his eating habits and continued the drug therapy. So far so good. It's in remission for the moment and has been for at least twenty years or so. I hope the same happens for you.
magicquartz 2 years ago
The Pessimist complains about the wind; the optimist expects it to change; the REALIST adjusts the sails W. Ward
jaybaluk 3 years ago
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hey there-The Hippocratic Oath, "First Do No Harm," means that the least destructive solutions should be examined before all others. really think about this? I can tell you so many people have beat IBD's without surgery or drugs, do not let yourself think you can not be one of these people. Check out my site and you can see many people who have overcome their IBD using various methods. CrohnBoy dotcom Dont be shy hope to to hear from you.
jaybaluk 3 years ago
i know exactly how you feel. i'm going through the same shit, and my parents won't help me either. they would be a way to help you if you weren't on your parents insurance... which illustrates the fact they take care of you when they don't actually. at least you have insurance for now. colitis seems to hit allot of us in the prime of our lives, i don't know what to tell you to get through this except the fact to know your not alone. allot of us are going through the same thing... like me.
OhStopWithThis 3 years ago
It definitely seems to hit so many in our prime, but at least I am finally getting better...
How are you?
kovermyer 2 years ago
not so great, but I'm optimistic
OhStopWithThis 2 years ago
I'm really soory to hear how you are stuggling on your own basically. I don't know how things work over in the stats as far as Government funding, health care and such goes as I'm from Ireland. Please keep us informed on how things go.I wish you all the luck in the world..truely. Take care and God bless <3
Gaminjunkie 3 years ago
HOPEFULLY the US will start taking after Europe more...
But, thank you!
kovermyer 2 years ago
I am a person who too has UC and Chrohn's disease. If you wanna talk or share information on this medical problem we share, my page is open. Thanx for sharing these videos. At least I am not alone in this.
jesterzchild 3 years ago
You are not alone at all.
kovermyer 2 years ago
the cure for Ulcerative Colitis is a colostomy.its best to get one to rest your colon for a while.my large colon was removed because i was stubborn and thought i was to young to be walking around with a bag on my stomach i was wrong, my recton was badly damage from emergency sugery to were i cant reverse mine,I have a iliostomy i had to get my colon removed know im 36 had it for 3 years.
tweetie35 3 years ago
i was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis when i was 21 Ive been hospitalized more then i like,almost died from symptoms and stupid ass intern doctors you have to be very strong your going to go through a lot of bull crap.you need to get the surgery now!!! re apply for your loans and get back in school
tweetie35 3 years ago
Thank you for your advice! I did end up getting the surgeries (see new video...)
kovermyer 2 years ago
Hey Im very sorry this is happening to you. Do you ever think about going to a less expensive school. I live in nyc and they have city universities that are a lot cheaper than private colleges. I go to a city university which is about $4,500 a yr. My parents also cant afford to pay for me to go to school, I have UC also. Could that be a possibility, going to a cheaper school? Dont give up on school. I can only imagine how hard that is on you, but you are strong!!
ComfortingLie007 3 years ago
Thank you so much!
kovermyer 2 years ago
I'll check with the business majors I know and ask them if they have any ideas. I didn't know that the University screwed you over so much. You'll make it though... keep your eye on the prize.
rubescentman 3 years ago 3
Thanks buddy!
kovermyer 2 years ago