i love Ana and Mia,and at the same time i hate them,they are saving me,i'd rather be an Ana Mia girl then feel like a worthless fat girl....theres nothing id rather be then an Ana girl,but at the same time,if i could stop i would,but i can't,i can't give them up,i can't be without them,they are apart of me,my heart belongs to Ana and Mia..<3
this video describes perfectly how i felt & how i feel
after a year or so throwing up,my throat and my stomach would ache & my teeth become more sensitive.I was scared bcuz i didn't know what was happening to me,only that i had to get thinner
i knew i was hurting myself but i didn't care,til i started having horrible dreams where my teeth had holes in them&every person i knew looked at me&realised the things i did...
i swore i'd stop but now i'm fat again&dunno what to do
Girls there are so many on here, that have anorexia and bulimia that it is an epidemic. I want you all to know, that I will be here for you all, if you want to write. I will be non judgemental, and your secret it safe with me. However, being a doctor that deals with these EDS, I will try to convince you to go in and receive treatment, because that is the only way to beat this, to live your life free of an ED. Girls trust me. I care about all of you and your health.
I do not ever want to meet mia and ana, they are known enemies, they are dangerous and deadly. If you think they are your friends, you are mistaken. Anything that puts that much stress and strain on your body is dangerous and do not meet her in anyway, stay far away from her, fight her, and get rid of the deadly disorder before it is too late
@WOWwilma no, you hate them, you do not love them. You get rid of them for life. How dare you suggest that they are not evil when they destroy others and take their life away. They are ripping families apart. It does not help you, it is destroying your organs.
amazing! well done! mia has been controlling me for two and a half years,i cant control; her cant do ANYTHING without her being right at my side. and the worst part of it is that she still is.
@muna4eva are you saying that girls or you are anorexic because they want to feel in control, certainly that is true. However, the anorexic or bulimic who is very sick and constantly binging and purging is at a loss of control.
@muna4 I do not go all by what I have read. I do go by experience, I go by what these ED girls have taught me, I go by own experience with an ED,. I watched my sister almost die, and certainly education. Being educated is vital, however experience is more vital. I am 100% posistive that when a girl binges and purges and starves themselves to death, that they are out of control. They cannot control it. There is no control, there is a loss of control.
@ORSUMfezbubble well yes, if you have the mindset of this will always be a battle and accepted the fact that you will never be well then yes, you will always be sick, because that is what you have chosen to do. An ED IS NEVER ACCEPTABLE, IT IS NOT OKAY, AND YOU NEED HELP.
i at the moment do have anorexia, its hard cos a mate of mine i just feel like she don't inderstand what i doing. its not me though. its ana and mia...
Nice video, until the end.I hope one day you will see that you can start to seperate yourself from mia and find the person you were before again. Its not easy, and takes a long time, but you CAN do it.
Ps i was friends with mia for 13 years...and now i HATE HER!
Holy crap, this is unbelievably good. Did you go through Mia? If so, I know how you feel... and this is beyond how we can explain it in our minds. You ROCK.
ana and mia have me strong in their grips along with medication addictions that doctors have given me . i haate anorexia . its ruined what little life and body i have left before it gives up
Mia is fucking disgusting. It's such a shameful disease, and it is so hard to stop. No one seems to understand. I believe it is the most psychologically damaging. Mia is always in Ana's shadow...
Being Healthy & Skinny is possable, but being healthy with an eating disorder is impossible. Sure, I can have 'normal' stats, a 'normal' body, but the damage, both mentally and phsically that yrs of this does to a person is no where near healthy.
Young ana's can tell themselves that theyll come out of this unscavved... most of them are lucky to come out of this at all.
I can totally relate to the idea that the ED makes you special. I used to believe that. I think the difference for me is that now that I have spent long enough in recovery to discover who I am without the ED, I prefer my real self to anorexia. I used to think that anorexia transformed me into a more special person, but it was the other way around. Recovering from anorexia and slowly piecing myself back together made me a better person.
Wow, it's scary how much I can relate to this video. It expresses so clearly what so many of us have been through/are going through. I don't agree with the first part though, I do think you have natural talents. Maybe you haven't discovered what they are yet, but I believe that everyone has a purpose and you have talents that will help you with that.
i love Ana and Mia,and at the same time i hate them,they are saving me,i'd rather be an Ana Mia girl then feel like a worthless fat girl....theres nothing id rather be then an Ana girl,but at the same time,if i could stop i would,but i can't,i can't give them up,i can't be without them,they are apart of me,my heart belongs to Ana and Mia..<3
imananagirl 1 month ago
You are incredibly talented. Anyone who can create art like this, and chills your soul is very unique. I'm breathless.
kothdrop1 2 months ago
My name is mia...
MiaandAllison 4 months ago
i am in love with the description.
it describes mia perfectly. i know.
hollycypert 7 months ago
i turned my back on ana long time ago, because she wasn´t a good friend, but there was mia standing right behind me
...now i´m wishing ana back...
MsJKwhite 7 months ago 3
oh I know mia well =/ and ana even better
RhiannonGoesRawr 8 months ago 2
O~O That was so sad. I felt like I have seen Mia before, but she hasnt taken over. I ran away from her :/
katieredangel 8 months ago
I used to be ana now im mia =\ fuckk i liked ana soo much better
FireFoxChan 1 year ago 2
i've been there too
this video describes perfectly how i felt & how i feel
after a year or so throwing up,my throat and my stomach would ache & my teeth become more sensitive.I was scared bcuz i didn't know what was happening to me,only that i had to get thinner
i knew i was hurting myself but i didn't care,til i started having horrible dreams where my teeth had holes in them&every person i knew looked at me&realised the things i did...
i swore i'd stop but now i'm fat again&dunno what to do
cristal5rose 1 year ago
unfortunatly ive met mia and ana
jasperlover62296 1 year ago
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jasperlover62296 1 year ago
unforchanatly im Meeting Mia And I think shes here to stay.. :'(
CharlottePearson96 1 year ago
Girls there are so many on here, that have anorexia and bulimia that it is an epidemic. I want you all to know, that I will be here for you all, if you want to write. I will be non judgemental, and your secret it safe with me. However, being a doctor that deals with these EDS, I will try to convince you to go in and receive treatment, because that is the only way to beat this, to live your life free of an ED. Girls trust me. I care about all of you and your health.
elibeth121 1 year ago
I do not ever want to meet mia and ana, they are known enemies, they are dangerous and deadly. If you think they are your friends, you are mistaken. Anything that puts that much stress and strain on your body is dangerous and do not meet her in anyway, stay far away from her, fight her, and get rid of the deadly disorder before it is too late
elibeth121 1 year ago
I've met Mia..
xXSpeggyVizyXx 1 year ago
I dont like this, Mia helpes me to get thinner and Its what I want. Mia or Ana arent evil they will help u to get to ur goal:D
Mia and Ana are amazing and helpfull, you just need to learn to love them, I do and It helps me ALOT<3
WOWwilma 1 year ago
@WOWwilma no, you hate them, you do not love them. You get rid of them for life. How dare you suggest that they are not evil when they destroy others and take their life away. They are ripping families apart. It does not help you, it is destroying your organs.
elibeth121 1 year ago
@WOWwilma
snap :D
muna4eva 1 year ago
I dont met Mia but i Know ana more than i wont
Milkesun 1 year ago
oh, i've met mia alright.
KateyBodle 1 year ago
amazing! well done! mia has been controlling me for two and a half years,i cant control; her cant do ANYTHING without her being right at my side. and the worst part of it is that she still is.
fmaotaku2010 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago 2
WELL DONE
Kiki2009Baybee 1 year ago
thiss isamaziing you did a fantastic job good luck
iwannalooseit 1 year ago
ED is CONTROL
muna4eva 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121
its actully having control
i know u might not believe me because thats wat a " typical person with ED would say but that's the truth"
muna4eva 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121
can you prove that ? n don't say its a fact look it up,you cant believe everything your told or read
can you?
muna4eva 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@muna4eva are you saying that girls or you are anorexic because they want to feel in control, certainly that is true. However, the anorexic or bulimic who is very sick and constantly binging and purging is at a loss of control.
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121
yes i am saying that, but regarding your statement (second part) when you look at it, me or other "suffers" are in control and not at loss of control.
am i right ? or am i right?
muna4eva 1 year ago
@muna4 I do not go all by what I have read. I do go by experience, I go by what these ED girls have taught me, I go by own experience with an ED,. I watched my sister almost die, and certainly education. Being educated is vital, however experience is more vital. I am 100% posistive that when a girl binges and purges and starves themselves to death, that they are out of control. They cannot control it. There is no control, there is a loss of control.
elibeth121 1 year ago
I have meet both ana & mia.
They are quite close friends of mine.
ORSUMfezbubble 1 year ago
@ORSUMfezbubble They are your enemies.
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121
You know what they say, Keep your friends close, but you keep your enemies closer.
Ana and Mia, have a tight grasp on me. They will never go. And it will always be a battle. I've accepted that.
But Food is something i have to fight for.
And let me tell you, I used to weigh 90 ponds at 5'4 ft. I am now 100. And i hate myself for it. I hate food. But at least im trying.
ORSUMfezbubble 1 year ago
@ORSUMfezbubble well yes, if you have the mindset of this will always be a battle and accepted the fact that you will never be well then yes, you will always be sick, because that is what you have chosen to do. An ED IS NEVER ACCEPTABLE, IT IS NOT OKAY, AND YOU NEED HELP.
elibeth121 1 year ago
i at the moment do have anorexia, its hard cos a mate of mine i just feel like she don't inderstand what i doing. its not me though. its ana and mia...
Megahtash 1 year ago
Only ever met Mia, she's still here.
Think Ana is coming soon..
KIIMZY 1 year ago
Missing1nActi0n, this was beautiful! Keep it up!
Supersonic1122 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
I've met mia... she came back :(
TwistedBeauty18 1 year ago
This video is amazing. I want to show it to my friends and say this is what it's like - but I don't have the guts.
chelliroo 1 year ago
ana ownes me.
xxxroxyxxx1 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
omg 60 laxatives! The most I've taken is 5 and I was so ill :/
danielalovesg 1 year ago
I know Ana, but haven't met Mia...
blackroseink 1 year ago
who is mia? i know of ana and bel
Restrictedeightteen 2 years ago
ana: anorexial
mia: bulimia
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taimasilentnight 2 years ago
amaaaaazingg
xxzarahh 2 years ago
Whats this song called?
AshleyyLynnn2 2 years ago
i knwo mia and i know Ana 2 sisters.. i understand u... sometimes i'm afraid of forgeting mia..
girl2693 2 years ago
Nice video, until the end.I hope one day you will see that you can start to seperate yourself from mia and find the person you were before again. Its not easy, and takes a long time, but you CAN do it.
Ps i was friends with mia for 13 years...and now i HATE HER!
xo
ilovebows84 2 years ago 20
@ilovebows84 oh yea i have an ed too! we talk everyday and mia goes to ghe mall with me on saterdays, you know her?
deannam0931 6 months ago
I have sadly met Mia and Ana. They are both terrible devils, but at the same time, I can't live without them.
abnormalchicksta666 2 years ago 25
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@abnormalchicksta666 same here...well i'm not small enough tobe ana but yeah...
iheartsjonas 1 year ago
I hate Mia. <.<
But the video is really awesome!
<3
xXnightangleXx 2 years ago
this was the coolest and best mia vid in the world good job!!!!
3dazgracefan 2 years ago
You've explained my mind!
Bulimicfear 2 years ago
The music is "ENYA- Boadicea" and...I've meet mia :(
enjoylife259 2 years ago
i've met mia.
MYGOALISTHIN 2 years ago
Holy crap, this is unbelievably good. Did you go through Mia? If so, I know how you feel... and this is beyond how we can explain it in our minds. You ROCK.
DemonicAngel 2 years ago
lovely
Sella88 2 years ago
I watch this every morning and night now...
MrsKiraDepp 2 years ago
it felt like it was ana to im ana and i related to all of that and yes it becomes you , you hate her but shes your best friend and you cant leave her
LillyRose5 2 years ago
great work. loved it
hairdresserdenver1 2 years ago 2
Wow this video would of fit me perfectly if it was about ana *Anorexia*
ImYourXanax 2 years ago 2
Very very true :(
kiiittykaaat 2 years ago
This is a really great video. Excellent work.
kaylaahhh 2 years ago
Love it :) I know how it feel's...
199177 2 years ago
This is amazing. And i know exactly what you mean. I push everyone away apart from mia. She will always be there.
lilxmissxlil 2 years ago 2
The Song is "Boadicea" by Enya. :) Great song.
nick4u11 2 years ago
ana and mia have me strong in their grips along with medication addictions that doctors have given me . i haate anorexia . its ruined what little life and body i have left before it gives up
darbster4204 2 years ago
nice video...I wish more people would watch these sorts of videos rather than Thinspos.
OutOfMyMind9 2 years ago
wow..that's art. disturbing and true art. i hope you and your toturted soul gets help
thuytien09 2 years ago
i feel the exact same way..
i favorited the video. <3
size0perfection 2 years ago
hey, thanks for the honesty, i really liked your vid :)
bellabubz 3 years ago
i can relate in this viedo so badly, but you have made it grate.. whats the song?
AngelsAreDead2 3 years ago
what's this song? It's nice.
chihiro0 3 years ago
beautiful vid!
AnaisLovee 3 years ago
very true, very beautiful. thank you
fatkiller25 3 years ago
i love this video..
is it sad that i agree with you?
completely.
Manny0219 3 years ago
"i'd rather be mia, than nobody at all"
How many times did that thought go through my head?
I hate bulimia, but I almost kinda love it too. (In self-recovery)
MyMamaSaidSo 3 years ago 2
i agree
<3
Manny0219 3 years ago
Mia is fucking disgusting. It's such a shameful disease, and it is so hard to stop. No one seems to understand. I believe it is the most psychologically damaging. Mia is always in Ana's shadow...
Tearsonmypillow87 3 years ago
i so agree with u..
im becoming mia little by little everyday..
its really scarying me..
so im trying to switch to ana and i hope itll
work.. sigh
beachluvxo 3 years ago
with ana u are less likely to die. u might live longer..if that's what u want. u r better off switching than staying a mia.
being healthy and skinny (which is possible) works the best in the long run..duh
thuytien09 2 years ago
Being Healthy & Skinny is possable, but being healthy with an eating disorder is impossible. Sure, I can have 'normal' stats, a 'normal' body, but the damage, both mentally and phsically that yrs of this does to a person is no where near healthy.
Young ana's can tell themselves that theyll come out of this unscavved... most of them are lucky to come out of this at all.
Missing1nActi0n 2 years ago
It becomes a scarey reality when you decide that being Skinny isnt the most important thing in life... & still cant bare to gain a few lbs.
In the disorder I find extreme pride in my losses, but forever great shame in my morals, my day to day life, myself.
Missing1nActi0n 2 years ago
thats true. u have a deeper understanding than i do
thuytien09 2 years ago
I can totally relate to the idea that the ED makes you special. I used to believe that. I think the difference for me is that now that I have spent long enough in recovery to discover who I am without the ED, I prefer my real self to anorexia. I used to think that anorexia transformed me into a more special person, but it was the other way around. Recovering from anorexia and slowly piecing myself back together made me a better person.
Holding0n 3 years ago
Wow, it's scary how much I can relate to this video. It expresses so clearly what so many of us have been through/are going through. I don't agree with the first part though, I do think you have natural talents. Maybe you haven't discovered what they are yet, but I believe that everyone has a purpose and you have talents that will help you with that.
Holding0n 3 years ago