I'm sitting here watching your video..Tears are streaming down my face. My mom when we were younger...She had a miscarriage. I blame myself...Everyday...If I had been such a better child...She wouldn't have lost the baby.
this is a song i wrote about my gf at the time..she had miscarried a kid..so i wrote a song called "first born" meaning the kid could of been my first born but it died...its very sad song..i sung it in an off key pitch...cuz it i didnt want it to sound pretty..cuz it wasnt a pretty moment...please feel free to check it out.. "iammarshall-first born" is the title. its on youtube
note: my goal is to let the world know guys care too
I am prayerful of being pregnant again. I just delivered our daughter on Jan.11, 2011 after we found out that her heart stopped beating a week prior. This was hard but watching your video gave me hope for a healthy baby from the Lord God soon enough. God bless you!
First of all I would like to say that I admire your faith in the Lord and you seem like a beautiful person. I too lost my baby but I lost mine at 12 weeks. I cannot even imagine what it was like to give birth to a baby to only have her go back to be with the Lord. I admire your strength thru this tragic loss and will remember your words, especially in Trust in the Lord and lean not on my own understanding. Thankyou for sharing your video...it has helped me in my grieving process.
I lost my twin brother to a miscarriage. I try to live my life for him as well. My parents are both strong and I love them. I hope all families with miscarriages live their lives happily for both themselves and the baby they lost.
This was a comforting and an inspiring video. I lost baby Joseph a on May 16, being 14 weeks pregnant. Although it is reassuring to know that he is in a wonderful place with the Lord, and that I one day will see him there in heaven, I miss him terribly.
What strength you truly have! That was a beautiful video. You seem so at peace with knowing your daughter Angel Rose is in Heaven. I have just had my 3ed m/c, I am angry at God and hope to be some day be at that same place in my heart that you are a. Thank you so much for sharing. My heart goes out to you for your never ending love for your angel. Thank you!
MY CHILDREN, I AM GOD! I AM TIRED OF YOU MORTALS GETTING ANGRY AT ME FOR MISCARRIAGES. HAVEN'T YOU CONSIDERED THAT IT MAY BE FOR A REASON? IF YOU KNEW THAT THE SOUL OF A DEMON WAS IN YOUR BABY, YOU'D TAKE IT AWAY TOO!
QUESTION ME NOT! EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR A REASON! Well, Obama was a mistake...and when they cancelled Seinfeld. BUT BESIDES THAT, I AM THY LORD GOD. NOW PUNCHETH THINE SELF IN THE COCK AND TRUST IN MY WILL!
My parents tried to abort me.I said" Fuck this"and grabbed the coat hanger..grasping it tightly as I fought my way from her week old rotted salmon smelling cavern.I cracked a beer and let my first burp go..I didnt need her to do it for me then..and I dont to this day!My pee sometimes burns.
This is such an inspirational video. I hope it helps many women cope with miscarriages. No matter what religion you are, it is so important to have that oneness with God and know that everything happens at His will and it is all for the best whether we realize it or not. Having that connection gives so much peace of mind, and it is so well said in your video. Thank you for this reminder for those who may feel lost and alone.
Wow....you have so much stregth and seem so at peace. I pray that in time I will also feel that way too. Thank you for sharing your story, it brought me to tears. I'm so so sorry for your loss. :(
My angel baby had Triploidy and I lost her at 6 and 1/2 months. Her name was Molly Ena. I lost her in Nov of 2007. I am now pregnant again and all looks great with this one. Her name will be Gianna and she is due in July. Thank you for sharing!
We both lost babies around the same age (but for different reasons) and I too named one of mine Angel Rose. My Angel Rose was the first of my quintuplets to be born and die. My Angel Rose died on Nov.25, 1998 though and she only weighed 11 oz and was 10 inches long, but was alive at birth, and was born due to there being more babies in me then my body could accommodate.
Thank you. It's been over a decade now so the emotional scars have faded somewhat but ofcourse I will always remember-so many details I will remember. I now have 5 living children and am pregnant again. It hasn't been an easy journey though. My first marriage didn't survive and I am in an abusive relationship now that I want out of so bad but have no means to leave. Life takes so many turns, and some are rather painful. I'm glad your faith in God is still steady, mine is not.
Good for you!!! God be with you and us always!! My wife and I had two miscarriages and it hurt so bad. God pulled me through it!! Believe in him, trust in the Lord!!!
That's just mean and uncalled for man. Don't you remember how you felt when something bad happened to you? Someday, something bad will happen to you. I Just hope you have someone to help you through it instead of making fun of you.
I remember wishing that I could cry when I was being interviewed! I'm just not much of a crier, although I certainly did when I was at home. Thanks for watching.
This has got to be the most eloquent video that is inspiring and yet so surreal..This woman is indeed blessed and with her trust and faith in GOD, she is an inspiration to everone whom has lost a child early in utero...GOD BLESS YOU
the paine of a miscarriage never realy gose away i lost my first baby at 18 weeks last year. my waters broke and i whent into laber. i still think about her every day. 6 months later i got pregnent agine but lost the baby at 12 weeks. but i do have my son and god bleesed me with him. R I P TO ALL THE BABYS WHO WAS TOOK AWAY TO SOON
Thank you for showing your heart! I miscarried April 2007 when I was 10 weeks along. My baby would have been 1 year old today and its been so hard! All the people in my life don't acknowledge that that baby means something to me and the effects of never being able to celebrate such important moments with my baby. I hope God will continue to heal my heart from all the pain of the last year but I never want to forget my sweet baby that is sitting on my Father's lap!
thanks for ur video ,,making me more understand,, i had my second miscariage yesterday ,,my 1st baby stoped growing 5weeks,, after 5 months iam pregnant but again i had miscarriage about 10 weeks baby stopped growing,, now iam still in pain
may your little angel r.i.p. i'm sorry about your loss, i understand it must have been real hard for you, but god bless you for being so strong. I had a miscarriage, it was devistating, i was suppose to be 11 weeks and found out the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks. I couldn't stop crying the 1st day but i'm doing better now, cuz i know my unborn children are with god.
I just lost my baby I was 14 weeks and I was told the baby stopped growing at 8 weeks.I have been searching for answers and came across this video thank you so much. The hardest part in all this has been the fact that I never got to meet this little person that was growing inside of me which I loved so much. But as everyone has been telling me.. God had bigger plans for her and she is now my little angel. Thank you again for this.
Im sorry to hear of your loss! That must of been really hard! I just lost my baby through miscarriage just last month! And still think about it! Still hard to get over! I wasnt very far into the pregnancy though, i was only 5 weeks, So mine isnt so bad as a few ppl have been through!
Thank you for sharing. I found out last week that i was pregnant, and then yesterday i miscarried. I was 6w4d. You would think that it wouldnt effect you when you just found out and your hardly into your pregnancy, but its been surprisingly hard... I have two other children and that keeps my mind on something else. I just wish i could have met my baby before s/he went to heaven... God Bless You and your beautiful family!
This has also helped me. I was 7 weeks pregnant and this was only confirmed last week, on the same day I started losing my baby. I was surprised I would feel such emptiness so early in pregnancy. I beleive it is the bond that forms that makes it so hard
Thank you for sharing your heart. I too lost a baby @ 6 mos, another @ 6wks and I just lost another @ 2 mos. all w/in the last year and a half. It was encouraging to see your story and how you have dealt with it all. I loved your verse, that has been the hardest part is to continue to trust the Lord. THank you for the encouragement...may your family be blessed. We will see our children one day and spend eternity loving them!
Thank you so much for commenting. I'm so sorry to hear about your losses in the past year and a half. That must have been very difficult. May God continue to comfort you and give you hope every day. Yes, you will have 3 very special children waiting for you, to greet you in heaven.
my 1st baby was only mos old, the doctor said it was a blighted ovum, 2nd 6 mos also,he was alive at birth but died after 2 hrs, 3rd still blighted ovum, on my 4th pregnancy, we tried our best to look for an answer to my condition, i found out i have APAS, i have a 10 months old daughter now and both of us are ok
my 1st baby was only mos old, the doctor said it was a blighted ovum, 2nd 6 mos also,he was alive at birth but died after 2 hrs, 3rd still blighted ovum, on my 4th pregnancy, we tried our best to look for an answer to my condition, i found out i have APAS, i have a 10 months old daughter now and both of us are ok
That is soooo sweet. That's a good example to other mothers who suffered a miscarriage. She has a positive experience about the whole thing and that's really sweet!
I'm sitting here watching your video..Tears are streaming down my face. My mom when we were younger...She had a miscarriage. I blame myself...Everyday...If I had been such a better child...She wouldn't have lost the baby.
BlueThornyRoze 2 weeks ago
PLEASE READ PLEASE READ PLEASE READ
this is a song i wrote about my gf at the time..she had miscarried a kid..so i wrote a song called "first born" meaning the kid could of been my first born but it died...its very sad song..i sung it in an off key pitch...cuz it i didnt want it to sound pretty..cuz it wasnt a pretty moment...please feel free to check it out.. "iammarshall-first born" is the title. its on youtube
note: my goal is to let the world know guys care too
srm101982 10 months ago
wow...stupid. god dosnt exist.
deathranger2008 10 months ago
I am prayerful of being pregnant again. I just delivered our daughter on Jan.11, 2011 after we found out that her heart stopped beating a week prior. This was hard but watching your video gave me hope for a healthy baby from the Lord God soon enough. God bless you!
taraladyvirtues 1 year ago
THANK YOU SO MUC FOR SHARING THIS STORY!WHAT A MIGHTY TESTEMONY!
Hans021220 1 year ago
First of all I would like to say that I admire your faith in the Lord and you seem like a beautiful person. I too lost my baby but I lost mine at 12 weeks. I cannot even imagine what it was like to give birth to a baby to only have her go back to be with the Lord. I admire your strength thru this tragic loss and will remember your words, especially in Trust in the Lord and lean not on my own understanding. Thankyou for sharing your video...it has helped me in my grieving process.
Marsita6885 1 year ago
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Marsita6885 1 year ago
One bueatiful couple losing their child thats emotional!
imalittlechicky 2 years ago
I lost my twin brother to a miscarriage. I try to live my life for him as well. My parents are both strong and I love them. I hope all families with miscarriages live their lives happily for both themselves and the baby they lost.
Suzaku812 2 years ago
very tragic, but their baby is in "heaven" now.
tickedoffnow 2 years ago
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amypfeffer 2 years ago
This was a comforting and an inspiring video. I lost baby Joseph a on May 16, being 14 weeks pregnant. Although it is reassuring to know that he is in a wonderful place with the Lord, and that I one day will see him there in heaven, I miss him terribly.
MrsESmith 2 years ago
I am so sorry we miscarried baby Lukas on October 22 I had a large blood clot in my placenta I was 2 days away from being 4 months along
eabdeb8176 2 years ago
What strength you truly have! That was a beautiful video. You seem so at peace with knowing your daughter Angel Rose is in Heaven. I have just had my 3ed m/c, I am angry at God and hope to be some day be at that same place in my heart that you are a. Thank you so much for sharing. My heart goes out to you for your never ending love for your angel. Thank you!
AssilaSapp 2 years ago
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MY CHILDREN, I AM GOD! I AM TIRED OF YOU MORTALS GETTING ANGRY AT ME FOR MISCARRIAGES. HAVEN'T YOU CONSIDERED THAT IT MAY BE FOR A REASON? IF YOU KNEW THAT THE SOUL OF A DEMON WAS IN YOUR BABY, YOU'D TAKE IT AWAY TOO!
QUESTION ME NOT! EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR A REASON! Well, Obama was a mistake...and when they cancelled Seinfeld. BUT BESIDES THAT, I AM THY LORD GOD. NOW PUNCHETH THINE SELF IN THE COCK AND TRUST IN MY WILL!
RandomSpewBros1 2 years ago
Dear GOD:
You are wise oh Lord..........what about my burning bush???
RUtripNcuz 2 years ago
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My parents tried to abort me.I said" Fuck this"and grabbed the coat hanger..grasping it tightly as I fought my way from her week old rotted salmon smelling cavern.I cracked a beer and let my first burp go..I didnt need her to do it for me then..and I dont to this day!My pee sometimes burns.
TheHungDonkey 2 years ago
This is such an inspirational video. I hope it helps many women cope with miscarriages. No matter what religion you are, it is so important to have that oneness with God and know that everything happens at His will and it is all for the best whether we realize it or not. Having that connection gives so much peace of mind, and it is so well said in your video. Thank you for this reminder for those who may feel lost and alone.
ashikashi786 2 years ago
You have a little angel watching over you.
Noosa1978 2 years ago 2
Wow....you have so much stregth and seem so at peace. I pray that in time I will also feel that way too. Thank you for sharing your story, it brought me to tears. I'm so so sorry for your loss. :(
suezq4369 2 years ago
My angel baby had Triploidy and I lost her at 6 and 1/2 months. Her name was Molly Ena. I lost her in Nov of 2007. I am now pregnant again and all looks great with this one. Her name will be Gianna and she is due in July. Thank you for sharing!
TabMcgee 2 years ago
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MissKrisnmo 2 years ago
We both lost babies around the same age (but for different reasons) and I too named one of mine Angel Rose. My Angel Rose was the first of my quintuplets to be born and die. My Angel Rose died on Nov.25, 1998 though and she only weighed 11 oz and was 10 inches long, but was alive at birth, and was born due to there being more babies in me then my body could accommodate.
2009IsMine 2 years ago
I'm sorry to hear about your quintuplets. Thank you for sharing about your Angel Rose.
LosingWeightAfter 2 years ago
Thank you. It's been over a decade now so the emotional scars have faded somewhat but ofcourse I will always remember-so many details I will remember. I now have 5 living children and am pregnant again. It hasn't been an easy journey though. My first marriage didn't survive and I am in an abusive relationship now that I want out of so bad but have no means to leave. Life takes so many turns, and some are rather painful. I'm glad your faith in God is still steady, mine is not.
2009IsMine 2 years ago
Good for you!!! God be with you and us always!! My wife and I had two miscarriages and it hurt so bad. God pulled me through it!! Believe in him, trust in the Lord!!!
hongpingmike 3 years ago
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oh well one less asian. tragedy?
meh.
4f7u6c1k 3 years ago
That's just mean and uncalled for man. Don't you remember how you felt when something bad happened to you? Someday, something bad will happen to you. I Just hope you have someone to help you through it instead of making fun of you.
hongpingmike 3 years ago 4
that was beautiful. she is so articulate and eloquent. i found it so strange that she didn't seem to cry at all. i guess her faith is strong.
smileyangel75 3 years ago 2
I remember wishing that I could cry when I was being interviewed! I'm just not much of a crier, although I certainly did when I was at home. Thanks for watching.
LosingWeightAfter 2 years ago
you're welcome.
smileyangel75 2 years ago
This has got to be the most eloquent video that is inspiring and yet so surreal..This woman is indeed blessed and with her trust and faith in GOD, she is an inspiration to everone whom has lost a child early in utero...GOD BLESS YOU
DebbiePauley 3 years ago
Thank you for sharing.
daydrmr04 3 years ago
the paine of a miscarriage never realy gose away i lost my first baby at 18 weeks last year. my waters broke and i whent into laber. i still think about her every day. 6 months later i got pregnent agine but lost the baby at 12 weeks. but i do have my son and god bleesed me with him. R I P TO ALL THE BABYS WHO WAS TOOK AWAY TO SOON
hisexy1982 3 years ago 2
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there is no god
my thai girlfriend had an abortion today
jtstowe 3 years ago
Thank you for showing your heart! I miscarried April 2007 when I was 10 weeks along. My baby would have been 1 year old today and its been so hard! All the people in my life don't acknowledge that that baby means something to me and the effects of never being able to celebrate such important moments with my baby. I hope God will continue to heal my heart from all the pain of the last year but I never want to forget my sweet baby that is sitting on my Father's lap!
Beluvedlily24 3 years ago
thanks for ur video ,,making me more understand,, i had my second miscariage yesterday ,,my 1st baby stoped growing 5weeks,, after 5 months iam pregnant but again i had miscarriage about 10 weeks baby stopped growing,, now iam still in pain
bebepetit 3 years ago 2
may your little angel r.i.p. i'm sorry about your loss, i understand it must have been real hard for you, but god bless you for being so strong. I had a miscarriage, it was devistating, i was suppose to be 11 weeks and found out the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks. I couldn't stop crying the 1st day but i'm doing better now, cuz i know my unborn children are with god.
somebodysangel99 3 years ago
This was so beautiful..
I just lost my baby I was 14 weeks and I was told the baby stopped growing at 8 weeks.I have been searching for answers and came across this video thank you so much. The hardest part in all this has been the fact that I never got to meet this little person that was growing inside of me which I loved so much. But as everyone has been telling me.. God had bigger plans for her and she is now my little angel. Thank you again for this.
God bless you and your family.
dinosaursRockstarS 3 years ago
I felt as though i had twins! But will never know! But it looked like there was! How do u have closure from something like that?
cavcut01 3 years ago
Im sorry to hear of your loss! That must of been really hard! I just lost my baby through miscarriage just last month! And still think about it! Still hard to get over! I wasnt very far into the pregnancy though, i was only 5 weeks, So mine isnt so bad as a few ppl have been through!
cavcut01 3 years ago 2
Im so sorry for your loss...
Thank you for sharing. I found out last week that i was pregnant, and then yesterday i miscarried. I was 6w4d. You would think that it wouldnt effect you when you just found out and your hardly into your pregnancy, but its been surprisingly hard... I have two other children and that keeps my mind on something else. I just wish i could have met my baby before s/he went to heaven... God Bless You and your beautiful family!
Mommy2Jerzee 3 years ago
This has also helped me. I was 7 weeks pregnant and this was only confirmed last week, on the same day I started losing my baby. I was surprised I would feel such emptiness so early in pregnancy. I beleive it is the bond that forms that makes it so hard
annamaliwat 3 years ago
Thank you for sharing your heart. I too lost a baby @ 6 mos, another @ 6wks and I just lost another @ 2 mos. all w/in the last year and a half. It was encouraging to see your story and how you have dealt with it all. I loved your verse, that has been the hardest part is to continue to trust the Lord. THank you for the encouragement...may your family be blessed. We will see our children one day and spend eternity loving them!
prairiegirl8 3 years ago
Thank you so much for commenting. I'm so sorry to hear about your losses in the past year and a half. That must have been very difficult. May God continue to comfort you and give you hope every day. Yes, you will have 3 very special children waiting for you, to greet you in heaven.
LosingWeightAfter 3 years ago
@prairiegirl8 hello there
i think we have the same condition
my 1st baby was only mos old, the doctor said it was a blighted ovum, 2nd 6 mos also,he was alive at birth but died after 2 hrs, 3rd still blighted ovum, on my 4th pregnancy, we tried our best to look for an answer to my condition, i found out i have APAS, i have a 10 months old daughter now and both of us are ok
how are you now?
whoever you are God bless you
and never lose hope
eirla 1 year ago
@prairiegirl8 @prairiegirl8 hello there
i think we have the same condition
my 1st baby was only mos old, the doctor said it was a blighted ovum, 2nd 6 mos also,he was alive at birth but died after 2 hrs, 3rd still blighted ovum, on my 4th pregnancy, we tried our best to look for an answer to my condition, i found out i have APAS, i have a 10 months old daughter now and both of us are ok
how are you now?
whoever you are God bless you
and never lose hope
eirla 1 year ago
Beautiful little feet......
I am so sorry for the loss of your baby girl, Angel Rose.
tinkerbellejska 4 years ago
That is soooo sweet. That's a good example to other mothers who suffered a miscarriage. She has a positive experience about the whole thing and that's really sweet!
harrypottergurl13199 4 years ago 4