love someone,don't just stand there and watch someone fall into that pit.hold him/her so he/she can feel that love.....while it's not too late.to my dear monster gui who i love so much....i want you to know, i will always be here for you.if you only know how i would like to tell you this, that i love you more than this world can offer me.smile for me.....and i will be the happiest human ever lived in this world.i posted this so the whole world will know that i cared for you.a bientot.muah.
ive had it since i was 8 and im now 24. ive been through a lot of shit but im good now and have nothing to be sad about but i am. nothing ever makes me happy. im a good actress though bc most people dont even know the pain im in.
I had this dysthymia since I was 14, it just get worse and worse. I can't take care of my self anymore. I don't ever shower unless I'm going out somewhere. I brush my teeth once a week or less, I'm going to be toothless before I'm 30 if this carry on.. And stuff just piles up in my room, but I just don't care enough to do anything about it. I don't even care enough to do anything about my social anxiety even. Everything just seems meaningless, and my future, my future... hopeless. :(
@fuunguus BUT YOU CAN WRITE HUGE ASS YOUTUBE PARAGRAPHS HOW ABOUT TAKE INITIATIVE IN YOUR LIFE AND STOP USING PSYCHOLOGICAL DIAGNOSES ARE CRUTCHES AND SELF FULFILLING PROPHECIES GROW A PAIR YOU FAGGOT
I feel the same way as this guy do, only thing is, after 10 years with this, i lost all hope on fighing to be happy, im tired of taken medacation, i just feel as though i dont have any controe over my life
I haven't left my room in a month and a half. I've been unbearably down and anxious, and I have absolutely no reason for it. I feel so guilty for feeling this way, for screwing myself over, and for disappointing myself and my family, but even that isn't enough to overcome it. My future seems so hopeless and it's like I'm running away from it. I've distanced myself from my friends, from my family, have mess up in school, and I don't know what to do. All I do everyday is sleep, cry, and read.
I know how it feels. it suck ball man I mean get depress three or four times a week, I get anti social with by being negative to people, sometimes I get tired all the time, sometimes I don' t clear my room I try but sometimes fail , sometimes I cry at night ,can't sleep well and most of all I feel alone and sometimes suicidal myself. well point is dysthymia is a serious disorder and im not afraid to say it.
on point
ssips720 2 weeks ago
awful acting at the beginning.
MagpieRising 3 months ago
this music hurts my brain
ProDjo777 4 months ago
love someone,don't just stand there and watch someone fall into that pit.hold him/her so he/she can feel that love.....while it's not too late.to my dear monster gui who i love so much....i want you to know, i will always be here for you.if you only know how i would like to tell you this, that i love you more than this world can offer me.smile for me.....and i will be the happiest human ever lived in this world.i posted this so the whole world will know that i cared for you.a bientot.muah.
blaise423 5 months ago
That poor guy :( this depression is true hell!
RocknRollLevin 5 months ago
@RocknRollLevin I agree im living proof.
victoreanamendez 5 days ago
ive had it since i was 8 and im now 24. ive been through a lot of shit but im good now and have nothing to be sad about but i am. nothing ever makes me happy. im a good actress though bc most people dont even know the pain im in.
manacala1 6 months ago
I had this dysthymia since I was 14, it just get worse and worse. I can't take care of my self anymore. I don't ever shower unless I'm going out somewhere. I brush my teeth once a week or less, I'm going to be toothless before I'm 30 if this carry on.. And stuff just piles up in my room, but I just don't care enough to do anything about it. I don't even care enough to do anything about my social anxiety even. Everything just seems meaningless, and my future, my future... hopeless. :(
fuunguus 7 months ago
@fuunguus BUT YOU CAN WRITE HUGE ASS YOUTUBE PARAGRAPHS HOW ABOUT TAKE INITIATIVE IN YOUR LIFE AND STOP USING PSYCHOLOGICAL DIAGNOSES ARE CRUTCHES AND SELF FULFILLING PROPHECIES GROW A PAIR YOU FAGGOT
TheBestGuitarSoloEVR 5 months ago
@TheBestGuitarSoloEVR umad?
fuunguus 5 months ago
I feel the same way as this guy do, only thing is, after 10 years with this, i lost all hope on fighing to be happy, im tired of taken medacation, i just feel as though i dont have any controe over my life
CSIS25 9 months ago
I haven't left my room in a month and a half. I've been unbearably down and anxious, and I have absolutely no reason for it. I feel so guilty for feeling this way, for screwing myself over, and for disappointing myself and my family, but even that isn't enough to overcome it. My future seems so hopeless and it's like I'm running away from it. I've distanced myself from my friends, from my family, have mess up in school, and I don't know what to do. All I do everyday is sleep, cry, and read.
Rx2D 1 year ago
@Rx2D Lets be friends.
turek9393 9 months ago
I know how it feels. it suck ball man I mean get depress three or four times a week, I get anti social with by being negative to people, sometimes I get tired all the time, sometimes I don' t clear my room I try but sometimes fail , sometimes I cry at night ,can't sleep well and most of all I feel alone and sometimes suicidal myself. well point is dysthymia is a serious disorder and im not afraid to say it.
bloodhound223 1 year ago
i hate this voice type, so fake and so not helpful. could have made something more genuine.
zadigjaja 1 year ago
well the guy at the beginning is kinda dumb but if you have experienced it you'd know what is like
cerise333 1 year ago
I HAVENT LEFT MY HOUSE in 3 YEARS AND IVE WORN A SWEATER EVERYDAY DO I HAVE THIS
TheSweaterKid 1 year ago
i relate so much with what roberto said.. recently im so stuck, and i feel i can't do anything and i feel like time has stopped and i'm stuck
bqureshi21 1 year ago