I just found out I was pregnant with my 4th child.... I have been hurting real bad in my lower back n my lower stomach... I didn't gi thru this with my other pregnancies... im scared that u might b having an early stage of an miscarriage... I dnt know what to do but im nit bleeding
i had a misscarriage at 8 weeks would of been my first baby he or she would of been born on or about january 21 2011 how do u handle the lost i hurt everyday
i have had 4 miscarriages i know how bad it hurts to have one my last miscarrage was in aug 2010 and i am still trying to get over it but i now in my heart that i will never will i will always be thinking about all 4 of them
Wow!! That was baeutiful, true, and very couragous of you. I could never make a public video about any of the struggles I've had in my life, including my miscarriages. You are very brave!! Thank you!
Each video I watch about ur miscarriage is such an inspiration to me! I know one day I wil have a wonderful bundle of joy, just like your son! You have been through an ordeal and you are such a strong woman! I think out of all your videos this one is my favorite, and not in a bad way!! <3
I have had 3 miscarriages--very sad and devastating to go through. My grandma gave me a card on Mother's Day and I cried my eyes out. Did you know that 1 out of 4 pregnancies end in miscarriage? After many years my husband and I have been blessed with 4 daughters. My daughters know they are my babies here on earth, and that they have 3 siblings in heaven. So we say we have 7 children. I know they are waiting for me and when I get Home to Heaven I will give them all a big mother's hug.
This was exactly ONE year ago...Sasha, you have been through SOOO much, and so much heartbreak, God has TRULY blessed you with the child you carry right now!! I will keep you close at heart and in my prayers! Sasha you are TRULY an inspiration and SUCH a wonderful person!! =]
11 May is my birthday, so when I saw this I just cried. I know your pain only too well in so many different ways. I am happy that you are expecting a new arrival and I pray for you and mothers like us everyday. Keep strong. x
as mothers day approaches again. i feel the same way- how am i suppost to go out and see my MOM, who has never suffered like we have. and not think about the fact that i should be 4 months along with my own child and i won't be.. i am so glad that God guided me to your page, i so needed to no that someone relates.
@glorifying00 Kathleen hit it right on the head..all we needed was someone to tell us its okay to feel pain, hurt and cry, to feel like like u lost a child, to know that someone understands and says "its ok, and i know exactly how you feel" You did that and still do that for so many angel mommie's sasha!! Love ya girlie!! These videos always make me teary.
its a shame adoption cost money when so many kids need a home.... how can people but a price on love.. Good look with adoption if you still have it in mined. i was adopted and i love my mom
Adoption is very pricey but it still is an option for us. I have been looking into it over the past year. There is a lot we have to go through and in some places we still aren't old enough yet. Its going to take some time :)
do you have a myspace accout i would like to keep in touch with you. i had a miscarrage last year in December. I know all of your pain, when you loose a child you never ever forget them, its always in the back of your mind. i know it sounds crazy but i still talk to my baby that i lost last year...it helps me deal with things..it helps me have a little hope...did you ever get the tattoo that u were talkin about?
my myspace is srw87 on the end. I never got the tattoo because I still have no idea what to get. I think Im going to wait and think about it a little longer. Oh when you send your add invite on myspace let me know I talked to you on youtube :)
I feel SO sorry for you. My friend, Amy, had miscarrage I think about 2 years ago. She went though the same thing you did. Having a miscarrage is bad, maybe it won't happen again.
Thank you so much for this video it really is helping me, i had a miscarriage august this year and i cannot cope, but i cant express the pain i feel to anyone else. thank you best wishes xxxxxx
I am very sorry for your losses. I wish you all the best in the future. Hopefully one day you will be blessed to be able to have a healthy baby you can hold and love, not that you don't love the babies you lost.
I'm so sorry for all of your suffering. I don't say this lightly but won't you consider adoption? I have a beautiful little girl thru the miracle of adoption. Just a thought... hugs to you.
i can really see and feel your pain. I know exactly how u feel. On mothers day I didnt celebrate because i dont feel like a mother sometimes. the pain never goes away for me it doesnt get any easier down the road. All we can do is pray and ask GOD to comfort us and see us through these painful times
sooooooo sorry it is hard to go through i bet but life is hard but we live it anyway! r u going to try again make a video as soon as you get the pregnantcy tes...lol!♥
All I can say is I am so sorry for your loss. I know what you are going through. I lost a baby last August and one last month. All we can do is try to be stong. It is the hardest thing to go thru. I was 16 weeks the first time and 10 weeks the second. Both little girls. Mommy loves you girls! RIP Madyson Grayce and Heather Brooke. You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm so sorry! I really got teary eyed. I can't help it. I just want you to know that you are in my prayers. I know mothers day was hard for you but know that god is with your babies now!!! May the lord bless you with a healthy pregnancy and baby!!!!!<3
hi sasha heres some hugs((((())))) im praying for you ...i go to church everyday and when i am there i have been praying and i pray every night that you will be blessed with a baby or babies......you are in my thoughts thanks for posting this...it was very touching
You should really talk with your OB to get testing done! You had three in a row they should have ran some test! I just had my 2nd MC on April 29th and my OB ran 3 test and I'll find out the results Wednesday! I have my follow up apt sense I had a D&C...
Don't give up! I know how hard it is! Don't let the fear get the best of you! I'm just lucky that I have a 2 year old!! Witch I'm very grateful for!!!!
You really should see your OB to get some answers before you try again!
we found out why i keep miscarrying my body doesnt produce the right amount of progesterone. my first doctor would have known this if we took the time to check. so the first two sadly shouldnt have happened. the third we tried but we found it too late. there is still hope and if God forbid we miscarry again we will then go get further testing done to see whats up. hope all goes well with your tests!
Sasha, This is very touching.. I just hope and pray your 4th pregnacy sticks and you can be happy once again... Your such a wonderful person and only god knows why.... Your babies are with God now and they are safe and one day you two will join them...
I really want to give you a big hug seeing you crying makes me cry too :(i still have my fingers crossed for you and every night i pray to god that he can give you a dream come true and be happy with a little beautiful baby boy/girl :)
I'm so sry Sasha. I hope u kno that I've been praying that u'll give birth 2 a baby as soon as possible and it will happen 4 u. It's just harder 4 some ppl, BUT DON'T LOSE HOPE! And god bless u and ur 3 angels! Ur thoughtz from this video are with me.
I just found out I was pregnant with my 4th child.... I have been hurting real bad in my lower back n my lower stomach... I didn't gi thru this with my other pregnancies... im scared that u might b having an early stage of an miscarriage... I dnt know what to do but im nit bleeding
Msnikkiloves1 5 months ago
i had a misscarriage at 8 weeks would of been my first baby he or she would of been born on or about january 21 2011 how do u handle the lost i hurt everyday
ladylarie2000 1 year ago
i have had 4 miscarriages i know how bad it hurts to have one my last miscarrage was in aug 2010 and i am still trying to get over it but i now in my heart that i will never will i will always be thinking about all 4 of them
jamila232005 1 year ago
im so sorry i hope your doing better i went through it too:(
MsKatie1995 1 year ago
iknow that pain...that tears....
imihar333 1 year ago
Wow!! That was baeutiful, true, and very couragous of you. I could never make a public video about any of the struggles I've had in my life, including my miscarriages. You are very brave!! Thank you!
PanzerThirteen 2 years ago
Each video I watch about ur miscarriage is such an inspiration to me! I know one day I wil have a wonderful bundle of joy, just like your son! You have been through an ordeal and you are such a strong woman! I think out of all your videos this one is my favorite, and not in a bad way!! <3
FORSAKEN602 2 years ago
I have had 3 miscarriages--very sad and devastating to go through. My grandma gave me a card on Mother's Day and I cried my eyes out. Did you know that 1 out of 4 pregnancies end in miscarriage? After many years my husband and I have been blessed with 4 daughters. My daughters know they are my babies here on earth, and that they have 3 siblings in heaven. So we say we have 7 children. I know they are waiting for me and when I get Home to Heaven I will give them all a big mother's hug.
Leslieclan 2 years ago
This was exactly ONE year ago...Sasha, you have been through SOOO much, and so much heartbreak, God has TRULY blessed you with the child you carry right now!! I will keep you close at heart and in my prayers! Sasha you are TRULY an inspiration and SUCH a wonderful person!! =]
sdloser45 2 years ago
11 May is my birthday, so when I saw this I just cried. I know your pain only too well in so many different ways. I am happy that you are expecting a new arrival and I pray for you and mothers like us everyday. Keep strong. x
jo38me 2 years ago
as mothers day approaches again. i feel the same way- how am i suppost to go out and see my MOM, who has never suffered like we have. and not think about the fact that i should be 4 months along with my own child and i won't be.. i am so glad that God guided me to your page, i so needed to no that someone relates.
glorifying00 2 years ago
@glorifying00 Kathleen hit it right on the head..all we needed was someone to tell us its okay to feel pain, hurt and cry, to feel like like u lost a child, to know that someone understands and says "its ok, and i know exactly how you feel" You did that and still do that for so many angel mommie's sasha!! Love ya girlie!! These videos always make me teary.
babyphatgurlee 1 year ago
its a shame adoption cost money when so many kids need a home.... how can people but a price on love.. Good look with adoption if you still have it in mined. i was adopted and i love my mom
gatesanita 3 years ago
Adoption is very pricey but it still is an option for us. I have been looking into it over the past year. There is a lot we have to go through and in some places we still aren't old enough yet. Its going to take some time :)
beautyisnteverything 3 years ago
do you have a myspace accout i would like to keep in touch with you. i had a miscarrage last year in December. I know all of your pain, when you loose a child you never ever forget them, its always in the back of your mind. i know it sounds crazy but i still talk to my baby that i lost last year...it helps me deal with things..it helps me have a little hope...did you ever get the tattoo that u were talkin about?
lilsexkitten69 3 years ago
my myspace is srw87 on the end. I never got the tattoo because I still have no idea what to get. I think Im going to wait and think about it a little longer. Oh when you send your add invite on myspace let me know I talked to you on youtube :)
beautyisnteverything 3 years ago
I feel SO sorry for you. My friend, Amy, had miscarrage I think about 2 years ago. She went though the same thing you did. Having a miscarrage is bad, maybe it won't happen again.
Sethandnew233 3 years ago
Thank you so much for this video it really is helping me, i had a miscarriage august this year and i cannot cope, but i cant express the pain i feel to anyone else. thank you best wishes xxxxxx
kat310790 3 years ago
I am very sorry for your losses. I wish you all the best in the future. Hopefully one day you will be blessed to be able to have a healthy baby you can hold and love, not that you don't love the babies you lost.
Remember, you will see your babies in heaven.
All the best,
Danielle
danielleg87 3 years ago 2
I'm so sorry for all of your suffering. I don't say this lightly but won't you consider adoption? I have a beautiful little girl thru the miracle of adoption. Just a thought... hugs to you.
388Penguin388 3 years ago
we are currently looking into adoption but its expensive and right now we just dont have that kind of money.
beautyisnteverything 3 years ago
i can really see and feel your pain. I know exactly how u feel. On mothers day I didnt celebrate because i dont feel like a mother sometimes. the pain never goes away for me it doesnt get any easier down the road. All we can do is pray and ask GOD to comfort us and see us through these painful times
jamaicanmehappy 3 years ago
sooooooo sorry it is hard to go through i bet but life is hard but we live it anyway! r u going to try again make a video as soon as you get the pregnantcy tes...lol!♥
sugarsweet909 3 years ago
im so sorry chick!
cocomcphee 3 years ago
All I can say is I am so sorry for your loss. I know what you are going through. I lost a baby last August and one last month. All we can do is try to be stong. It is the hardest thing to go thru. I was 16 weeks the first time and 10 weeks the second. Both little girls. Mommy loves you girls! RIP Madyson Grayce and Heather Brooke. You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers.
OklahomaBabyG 3 years ago
The day this video was posted was the day I lost my second baby :(
I lost her on mothers day this year
Im only 19 and have miscarried 2 times :(
I wanted these babies more than anything.
Im very sorry for your loss i uunderstand how you feel *hug*
lShaybiebabyl 3 years ago
im very sorry for your loss also
beautyisnteverything 3 years ago
hey hun I totally know what ur going through ... I just miscarried on this mother's day out of all days it was mothers day! This was my second misc
nixsy2000 3 years ago
your very welcome........
goddessbluebaby 3 years ago
I'm so sorry! I really got teary eyed. I can't help it. I just want you to know that you are in my prayers. I know mothers day was hard for you but know that god is with your babies now!!! May the lord bless you with a healthy pregnancy and baby!!!!!<3
JLUV27834 3 years ago
hi sasha heres some hugs((((())))) im praying for you ...i go to church everyday and when i am there i have been praying and i pray every night that you will be blessed with a baby or babies......you are in my thoughts thanks for posting this...it was very touching
goddessbluebaby 3 years ago
thank you
beautyisnteverything 3 years ago
You should really talk with your OB to get testing done! You had three in a row they should have ran some test! I just had my 2nd MC on April 29th and my OB ran 3 test and I'll find out the results Wednesday! I have my follow up apt sense I had a D&C...
Don't give up! I know how hard it is! Don't let the fear get the best of you! I'm just lucky that I have a 2 year old!! Witch I'm very grateful for!!!!
You really should see your OB to get some answers before you try again!
johndana123 3 years ago
hello : )
we found out why i keep miscarrying my body doesnt produce the right amount of progesterone. my first doctor would have known this if we took the time to check. so the first two sadly shouldnt have happened. the third we tried but we found it too late. there is still hope and if God forbid we miscarry again we will then go get further testing done to see whats up. hope all goes well with your tests!
very sorry to hear about your loss
many hugs
Sasha
beautyisnteverything 3 years ago
Did you have any testing done to see why you mc?? What did they find out if anything? I'm so sorry!!
johndana123 3 years ago
my progesterone we think.
beautyisnteverything 3 years ago
Sasha, This is very touching.. I just hope and pray your 4th pregnacy sticks and you can be happy once again... Your such a wonderful person and only god knows why.... Your babies are with God now and they are safe and one day you two will join them...
TONZ OF HUGS
ann011306 3 years ago
God must think you are special to be the mother of 3 of his beautiful angels. You're in my prayers
duckiesrule 3 years ago
aww *hugs* im srry that u have had to go throu all this three times...
ticklemebri33 3 years ago
Hey Sasha I'm in the same boat. You read my mind :( I'm so so sorry.
SandDevil6 3 years ago
(((((((((Sasha)))))))
I just wanted to send my thoguhts to you. I am in the same boat as you are sweetheart. I have 2 angels in heaven and empty arms.
I know what you are going through in fact with this video it feels like you read my mind!
Thank you for posting this!
breezee0622 3 years ago
I really want to give you a big hug seeing you crying makes me cry too :(i still have my fingers crossed for you and every night i pray to god that he can give you a dream come true and be happy with a little beautiful baby boy/girl :)
RBELE 3 years ago
Keep your chin up honey...Don't lose hope.
amandalv007 3 years ago
I'm so sry Sasha. I hope u kno that I've been praying that u'll give birth 2 a baby as soon as possible and it will happen 4 u. It's just harder 4 some ppl, BUT DON'T LOSE HOPE! And god bless u and ur 3 angels! Ur thoughtz from this video are with me.
magpie375 3 years ago