Poz Lyfe-Christopher Barnhill

[happy85love]

Hi chris Me and you have two things in comoned first is that I was born with HIV+ and two years later my mom died and I just wanted to say stay strong

[TickleMehNancy]

chris im sorry u were hiv+ from birth you seem like a great and strong person.

[AirForceGirl05]

Why does it seem like MOST people with HIV are young black males?

[TickleMehNancy]

@AirForceGirl05 black people represent over 50% of new hiv cases yet are only 13% of the population.

[SuckDeezNutzBitch]

My name is christopher barnhill too! :D what a small world, h

[pozlyfe]

@SuckDeezNutzBitch lol nice to meet you chris. a very small world

[madplace1]

I am so moved by your story- I believe that you are here for a reason- everyday you have the opportunity to enhance your life by enriching others- I see that you are doing that very well. Thank you for leading by example. You made my day today- you're mother is so proud of you.

[SomeonesBeautifulSon]

An inheritance of the unborn, a mark I have yet to make on time

That which shall be called mine

Do you find it keen?

Is it as colorful as a butterflys wings?

Did you make it your own as if a chromosome?

If you truly, truly like, do not be surprised if I ask why?

I might

©Escena Campestre/Country Scene 2009

[SomeonesBeautifulSon]

So that it would thrill to sip my chill and lap at my fountain

I should have been eye popping, show stopping

Making them their pearls grip

Why is it always why?

Why did I not fondle joy and pleasure feel only intermittent?

Why did I spend my life on all the things I didnt? Why is it why again? Why isnt it when? Wait!

There is still time, my sun has yet to set and my moon to climb

An inheritance of the unborn, a mark I have yet to make on time

[SomeonesBeautifulSon]

I could have been one with the spirit realm

Why did I let them bamboozle me; why didnt I put up a fight?

Why did I let someone else take the helm?

Why did I become routine and bland?

I could have been as unique as a finger print

Why am I like a cloud in the wide sky, as if a deserts grain of sand?

Why am I, as common as well water that folks drink?

I should have stood strong as if a mountain

I should have added flavor for their tongues to savor

[SomeonesBeautifulSon]

Why? By Jeff Pierce

Why did I let myself be made a flower?

I could have been an oak, a sequoia, a palm, or a pine

Why did I come down from the sky leaving my lofty tower?

What on Earth gave birth to this decline?

Why did I build my wall with wood and straw? I could have chosen stone or rock

Why did I cry out and not ignore the call?

What made me thicken the plot?

Why did I sacrifice eternal life for a material world I do not like?

[SomeonesBeautifulSon]

Chris, you have just broken my heart with your tale of loss and suffering. I am so sorry for you. I will subscribe and let you teach me.

[jsmithco98]

Chris good jopb baby. I'm so glad you did this

Justin B Smith

Justin's HIV Journal

[pozlyfe]

you are indeed right. We have to get the word out

[WordSmith79]

Thanks for responding to my vid with your vid. This just makes the dialogue that much more poignant & real. I'm looking forward to seeing what else you have in store. Stay encouraged my friend.

[pozlyfe]

thank you for posting your video. the more of us that do this. the more real hiv can become for those who think this is unreal. be the light. more videos to follow. post your video on mine

[pozlyfe]

thank you very much for the love and support. I've been toying with this idea for some time now. There will be more to follow because this disease will not be silent anymore

[LadiLuv21]

Chris I am soooooooooo proud of you, you've come along way and I just want you to know that you strength, courage and wisdom inspires me and gives me a whole new outlook on life. Keep doing what you do buddy I am behind you 100% Congrats on your blog. Much Love!!!