Sickness, healing, companionship, and William Gibson

[tammpon]

Wow interesting video I have too say this was a really personal video unlike others for sure! I do find so much of what you say as true! I feel like everyone is just watching me die slowly kinda cause having 90% my intestines removed because I have crohn's disease! :( So, I'm a little beyond help, but I do pray for a sooner day to die as my pain inside is worse then food poisioning X 1,000

Most statements are because said because im married for 11 years, though! lol

peaceouTy!

TAMMpON

[Racheltanji]

I'm glad you enjoyed it! I'm very sorry to hear you have crohn's and that your intestines are going bye bye. But know that there is NEVER a hopeless sickness or disease; when people came to Jesus for healing, He healed ALL of them, and He is still healing today! I will pray that God touches your heart and life, and restores your health to you!

[tammpon]

Never be sorry for me dear as I am still alive, but thanks! I know Im touched by god and now you, but I still know when a limb falls off a lepeor, gravity will drop it towards the ground! I just belive dying is a blessing as that means you have lived! Some people you notice are dying sooner as their parts are falling off, but it does not mean they have not been touched or need to be restored back to health as we are the ones that are blessed & touched!

I know 1st hand! :)

peaceouTy!

TAMMpON

[CIAOfilms]

i noticed a pattern with you...

btw...

you have something brown on your nose...:D

[skottydude]

Hope you are feeling better.

You DO look VERY pretty, even though you are unwell.

It was nice to see you in a more relaxed video.

[Racheltanji]

Heehee thanks :) Food and I are friends again. I'm trying to not spazz out so much. . . got another serious vid to do when I get back from Vegas haha

[SilentDilemma]

I know what you mean about a solitary life. You get used to it because basically you have to. But there are certain moments (like when you're not well) that you find yourself missing companionship.

Such is life. The attitude I take these days is that if the whole companionship thing is meant to happen it will. If not, well I can deal with that too. You just never know what life will throw at you.

Anyway, hope you feel better soon! Sending good vibes your way. :)

[Racheltanji]

Yeah. . . although most times things are in that ok zone, it's the highs and the lows we want to share the most with someone else. I actually got some snuggles yesterday which was nice, but not quite the same as companionship. Ahwell.

And thanks for the well wishes! I am feeling better today :)

[amillionfaces]

Aww. I do hope you're feeling better! I didn't say so before because you sort of made it sound like it was super mild and that you were already over it. Now I feel bad! ;)

[Racheltanji]

Don't feel bad - I thought I was over it too! I thought of doing a full juice detox for a week since I was already not interested in eating, but I woke up ravenous this morning. NOM NOM NOM