I need friends like you...I'm Anorexic and trying to recover it's just...I can't...I don't want to tell anyone because they'd think, "Well, why aren't you thin yet? Attention whore" And I can't handle one more insult, I don't even think I'm that thin...TT~TT I hate it so much, my hands shake violently from malnutrition, I can't sleep, I'm killing myself and the worse part is I'm not even trying anymore....
@KokoroAiNeko I know it's hard, but it's SOSO worth it! I really didn't have many people at all supporting me, but trying reocovery without supoprt (as hard as it is) just makes it even more worth while when you reach it! If you ever need someone to talk to, you can mesasge me.
Thankies.. It is hard because no one understands, I'm trying to hide it better and get over my issues but it's hard, no one really cares around me... Nyuu.
I just want to say you cannot stop yourself from having an eating disorder it is all in your head! and if you want one then you really need to get a life because I know how it feels to have an eating disorder!
@MyThunder8 But what I'm saying is it isn't as easy as some people think it cannot be removed over night! It can take years to recover.
And another thing is when you develop and ed you don't even know it most of the time it is mostly the people around you that notice it. And while developing one you can't stop halfway saying "nope can't have this shoo" most of the time it takes a lot of help and support from people around you!
Not everyone can stop themselves. You realize its a mental disorder right??? I have a friend and her little sister is both anorexic AND bulimic in intervals. She's been so since she's been 9 and she's 15 now. She's been to hospitals, nutritionalist, psychologists, everything but she CAN'T get rid of it! And she WANTS to. Most people don't CHOOSE to have a flipping eating disorder! It just happens, slowly, involuntarily, progressively. These people aren't choosing to kill themselves.
@SabrinaBella36 You know WHY she hasn't recovered? Because she doesn't want it enough - harsh, but true. You can want to get better, but if you do not try hard enough it's not going to happen. I'm in my 20's & my eating disorder started when I was 13 - so, shocker, I know what I'm talking about. I did NOT recover until I surrendered myself 120% to getting better. You have a CHOICE. You recover or you die. ANYONE can recover if they do what NEEDS to be done to do so.
ur video dfinitely made me think twice. ive been starving myself.. and i try to eat because i want to make my bf happy so he wont have to worry abt me. but every time at school i hear girls bragging abt themselves... i feel like crawling in a corner and putting duct tape over my mouth :I im just so confused. but ur video did help.. thank you
my thunder what did you use to create your wonderful videos and how did you make the words move around like that? You are awesome, the way you are helping people is so awesome
well ive had a eating disorder since i was younger, i forced myself to eat and soon it just made me worse feeling. its hard. when food is just so gross, but i have to say sometimes im glad i did force myself. ana is still inside of me. and its still hard, its taken its toll over me in the years, i feel disgusting and worthless when i eat. but im continueing. your right though. were not perfect.
hey, thanks for posting this....it's so true, unfortunately. eating disorder's aren't the dream or the glamorous lifestyle that some people like to make out. this just summed that up for me..and with the perfect song to go along, it's so effective. so thankyou again! stay strong xoxo
@oceaneyes122 You actually CAN help it. By saying you 'can't help it' it's just using a cop out. Just because you have an ED doesn't mean you're stuck that way. No, you don't choose to have one but you do choose to either do nothing about it or recover. I recovered after seven years even though the odds were against me.
@SabrinaBella36 Saying you're 'stuck' with an ED = you're making excuses to stay sick. Stop making excuses & living in your SICKNESS. By saying you're 'stuck' you guve yourself permussion to stay disordered. Get real. I've dealt with ED's long enough to see thru that thin self-denial & it will only benefit YOU when you realize that as well.
Im not trying to hate or anything i thot the video was amazing but the part that said u loos friends n fail i dont think its true. because i gained friends and since i felt so comfotable inside myself i raised my hand more in class other than that thanks 4 exposing the other lies.
Did you have an eating disorder? Or were you just losing weight? Because with eating disorders you never do feel comfortable with yourself, & you push people away.
this video is super contradictory...
silvergirl11071 4 months ago
@silvergirl11071 & how is that?
MyThunder8 3 months ago
@MyThunder8 I knew what I meant when I first wrote this, but now I dont want to go back and watch the video again and figure it out
silvergirl11071 3 months ago
I need friends like you...I'm Anorexic and trying to recover it's just...I can't...I don't want to tell anyone because they'd think, "Well, why aren't you thin yet? Attention whore" And I can't handle one more insult, I don't even think I'm that thin...TT~TT I hate it so much, my hands shake violently from malnutrition, I can't sleep, I'm killing myself and the worse part is I'm not even trying anymore....
KokoroAiNeko 7 months ago
@KokoroAiNeko I know it's hard, but it's SOSO worth it! I really didn't have many people at all supporting me, but trying reocovery without supoprt (as hard as it is) just makes it even more worth while when you reach it! If you ever need someone to talk to, you can mesasge me.
MyThunder8 7 months ago
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KokoroAiNeko 7 months ago
@MyThunder8
Thankies.. It is hard because no one understands, I'm trying to hide it better and get over my issues but it's hard, no one really cares around me... Nyuu.
KokoroAiNeko 7 months ago
Um. What is the name of the second song you used on here? I cant find it.
MynameisAnaB 8 months ago
@MynameisAnaB Dead Celebrity Status-Someone I Once Knew
cokeandcherries 6 months ago
I just want to say you cannot stop yourself from having an eating disorder it is all in your head! and if you want one then you really need to get a life because I know how it feels to have an eating disorder!
heartintwilight2010 1 year ago
@heartintwilight2010 You CAN stop yourself from having an eating disorder. Why do you think people can recover?
MyThunder8 1 year ago
@MyThunder8 But what I'm saying is it isn't as easy as some people think it cannot be removed over night! It can take years to recover.
And another thing is when you develop and ed you don't even know it most of the time it is mostly the people around you that notice it. And while developing one you can't stop halfway saying "nope can't have this shoo" most of the time it takes a lot of help and support from people around you!
Now do you understand what I am saying?
heartintwilight2010 1 year ago
@MyThunder8
Not everyone can stop themselves. You realize its a mental disorder right??? I have a friend and her little sister is both anorexic AND bulimic in intervals. She's been so since she's been 9 and she's 15 now. She's been to hospitals, nutritionalist, psychologists, everything but she CAN'T get rid of it! And she WANTS to. Most people don't CHOOSE to have a flipping eating disorder! It just happens, slowly, involuntarily, progressively. These people aren't choosing to kill themselves.
SabrinaBella36 1 month ago
@SabrinaBella36 You know WHY she hasn't recovered? Because she doesn't want it enough - harsh, but true. You can want to get better, but if you do not try hard enough it's not going to happen. I'm in my 20's & my eating disorder started when I was 13 - so, shocker, I know what I'm talking about. I did NOT recover until I surrendered myself 120% to getting better. You have a CHOICE. You recover or you die. ANYONE can recover if they do what NEEDS to be done to do so.
MyThunder8 1 month ago
ur video dfinitely made me think twice. ive been starving myself.. and i try to eat because i want to make my bf happy so he wont have to worry abt me. but every time at school i hear girls bragging abt themselves... i feel like crawling in a corner and putting duct tape over my mouth :I im just so confused. but ur video did help.. thank you
xcarliXmonicax 1 year ago
@xcarliXmonicax
I FEEL THE SAME WAY!
scenelover45 1 year ago
my thunder what did you use to create your wonderful videos and how did you make the words move around like that? You are awesome, the way you are helping people is so awesome
elibeth121 1 year ago
well ive had a eating disorder since i was younger, i forced myself to eat and soon it just made me worse feeling. its hard. when food is just so gross, but i have to say sometimes im glad i did force myself. ana is still inside of me. and its still hard, its taken its toll over me in the years, i feel disgusting and worthless when i eat. but im continueing. your right though. were not perfect.
cdevilx 1 year ago 2
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elibeth121 1 year ago
hey, thanks for posting this....it's so true, unfortunately. eating disorder's aren't the dream or the glamorous lifestyle that some people like to make out. this just summed that up for me..and with the perfect song to go along, it's so effective. so thankyou again! stay strong xoxo
blackiscooler1 1 year ago
@blackiscooler1 does stay strong mean keep starving yourself or does it mean stay strong and go into recovery?
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 it means stay strong and go into recoery :)
blackiscooler1 1 year ago
we...cant..help it
its true that you cant chose eating disorders
they chose you
oceaneyes122 1 year ago 4
@oceaneyes122 You actually CAN help it. By saying you 'can't help it' it's just using a cop out. Just because you have an ED doesn't mean you're stuck that way. No, you don't choose to have one but you do choose to either do nothing about it or recover. I recovered after seven years even though the odds were against me.
MyThunder8 1 year ago 5
@MyThunder8
Actually.... it kind of does. You can't just get rid of schizophrenia or bipolar, can you? And eating disorder is the Exact. Same. Way.
SabrinaBella36 1 month ago
@SabrinaBella36 Saying you're 'stuck' with an ED = you're making excuses to stay sick. Stop making excuses & living in your SICKNESS. By saying you're 'stuck' you guve yourself permussion to stay disordered. Get real. I've dealt with ED's long enough to see thru that thin self-denial & it will only benefit YOU when you realize that as well.
MyThunder8 1 month ago
Im not trying to hate or anything i thot the video was amazing but the part that said u loos friends n fail i dont think its true. because i gained friends and since i felt so comfotable inside myself i raised my hand more in class other than that thanks 4 exposing the other lies.
twin4everqwe 2 years ago
Did you have an eating disorder? Or were you just losing weight? Because with eating disorders you never do feel comfortable with yourself, & you push people away.
MyThunder8 2 years ago
great video!
and also so true,even though i still lie to myself with these sick thought,i still can't help it..but thanks!! :)
could anyone tell me the title of the second song?
extensa08 2 years ago
Someone I Once Knew - Dead Celebrity Status
MyThunder8 2 years ago
@extensa08 Someone i once knew, celebrity status :)
glam204 1 year ago
@glam204 dead celebrity status ... sorry
glam204 1 year ago
I don't understand hardly any of this. I still watched it though :)
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