I'm 15 and became depressed at 13. I've attempted 14 times between then and now, most of them occuring in the beginning of my 10th grade year. My friends talked to me, and I feel a lot better. One of the ways I learned to cope over the past couple weeks is looking at pictures, stories, videos and songs about my favorite characters from shows, and by talking to one of my friends. It truely helps me, and it might help you.
Hey yall I seen your video and I'm very moved by it I actually just uploaded my very first video its about teen suicide I may make a few enemies over this video but I think parentd needed too hear it!! U can search my name colby mccostlin and please I urge you to share this video share it to ur twitter acct or ur facebook account I want parents to see my video and realize that a major change needs to take place!
I've had my gun up to my head with the full intent of blowing my brains out. My cat jumped up in my lap and meowed at me. It stopped me long enough to think about not being able to care for them. That was about five years ago. I'm a lot happier now. I've met a lot of really interesting and funny people. I've had some really good times and have talked to other people to see if my story helped them. Hopefully it has. I hope you guys have happier lives from this point forward.
Ive thought of suicide since i was 9 im now 14 ive been cutting for 5 years but recently stopped. all Ive got to say is it doesnt go away that easily the pain is always there but you learn to deal with it as far as friends go i dnt tell anyone unless i known them fro years and if u tell them and they stop talking to you or anything let them go your way better off without them i promise you, there will be others who will be there for you. You have me when ever anyone of you would like to talk (:
We have a website for teens who self harm, feel suicidal, or depressed . It is different than most sites, for example, we don't say "talk to your parents..."
eqi.org
We have helped write a book about emotional abuse and depression. The link is
eqi.org/lettersbook.pdf
We also organize a teen chat support group for depressed and self harming teens
Our email is eqimail at yahoo.com
We are currently looking for volunteers especially in Australia and New Zealand
There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced before. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
@casstarburst101 If you get really bad call that 800 Suicide number. Take a short walk in the sun. Watch a funny movie. Listen to music that you like. Watch Ray William Johnson on youtube, he's great.
It's true babys can't sin but if you think about they actually well in time if you have a sibling or a small child try to remember his first lie did you teach him to lie ? Or did he learn by himself all humans are greedy and mostly liars it's in our nature
Have had the same problem to, sometimes friends ain't friends, and sometimes people on the internet can be better friends because some of them know what you're feeling or talking about, I don't know you, but you always may email me if you want to.. take care in future!
@bouncieboy44 Don't.....Please......The world needs you....You have no idea what other people feel about you...if they lost you they could possibly never go one without you... Please don't do it, I beg you.
It's a solution to many things: stupidity, overpopulation, maybe religion if we're lucky (it's a load of bullshit, just accept it). Suicide is the ultimate proof that natural selection is working.
Another thing, Christianity is a complete scam. It exploits fear, lack of knowledge, and guilt in order to control and extort money from it's followers. Money and control are all it's about. Christianity is just stolen from Buddhism and other religions which were actually legitimate.
Christianity is just a bunch of stolen religious material which has been corrupted for the sake of money and power. Jesus (as a messiah) was never real; neither is God. You're living in an adult fairy tale.
Besides, if God did exist, he would be the biggest mass-muderer in history and thus not worth our reverence. Just look at the Bible and read all those passages about murder, rape, slavery and other things which are also disgusting...
You're saying that all those babies who died from smallpox brough it upon themselves? You're saying that all of those animals that were supposedly killed in the great flood brought it upon themselves?
You're saying that all the people in the world that were killed by God were killed because of all the evil in their hearts for which God is ultimately responsible? You just want to believe in Heaven because you're desperate for forgiveness.
You think that you can just pray to some invisible wizard who lives in the sky and automatically be regarded as above everyone who doesn't do the same thing? Babies can't 'sin', that's a FACT. They don't know what they are doing, and neither do you. It's God's fault for just about everything that's wrong in this world; if he didn't want evil, he didn't have to create it. God DID create everything, after all. It says so in the Bible.
@Kelarre653 No its not the babies fault its the sin of their parents its a curse! And God exists he isnt an invisable wizard (: And yes I PRAY to GOD! and no i dont think i can be regarded above everyone else! I do know what I am doing I am living with God in my life! No its not Gods fault its the because of the peoples sin! God did create everything! sin wouldnt even be here if it wasnt for Eve who ate the apple! Now all thats left is a choice between Good and Evil!
@rileyorder you're disgisting. It's because of people like you that people like me want to kill themselves. You honestly think that people deserve this? The reason they kill themselves, especially teens, is because they have been forced into a society where if they do not learn to conform, they will never be accepted. Other people make them feel completely hopeless. I truly hope someday you will feel as completely, utterly hopeless as I and so many others do. Then maybe you'll think differently.
@Kelarre653 And the bible says dont cast your pearls to swine. So im not going to continue on this situataion its your choice to believe or not to believe! I believe and thats it. I believe because of the Stuff God has done in my life. So please dont reply I dont really care what you have to say!
@bouncieboy44 If you're still alive, message for ya: Those pricks aren't your friends. Real friends would stick by you and love you no matter what and would have got you help. Don't give up hope... That is if you're still alive. I say this because it has been a year since you've commented so... yeah.
I told my supposed "friend" that I wanted to kill myself, and he treated it like it was a joke, now I just feel even worse, i feel I have noone to trust
I use to think about it cuz i was always bullied and make fun of. I thought about suicide contemplated. never attempted to do so. I one time had my Baretta next to me by my bed. I thought about it. But i never pull the trigger.
well my life has been a hell since september 2008 and have been thinking about suicide for the 8-9 month. i have tried to get help, but i didn't start feeling better. nothing is working for me anymore!
im 14 and ive tried to commit suicide, but im still alive, and I finally realized how much there is to live for, but sometimes I think about being cuicidal, but for now my three reasons for living is my brother, my sister, and my best friend Jared :X
i always have family problems i can't talk to them because they are the kind of people who make fun of people aswell and they make fun of people who commit suicide they always say it out loud if someone wants to take their own life let them
i'm in my 20's and ever since i was little i always hated my life and wished that i was dead even now i still do i grew up with no friends still don't have any friends everywhere i go people stare and laugh and say mean things it don't just come from young people sometimes it comes from people in their 30's every time i try and talk to someone they walk away from me i try my hardest to deal with everything but it gets harder and harder every day to live life but i'll keep trying
It is still hard as an adult and not to go to that thought that you would be better off committing suicide. It's sad. We need to be more compassionate to people when they having problems and keep our eyes out
I'm 15 and became depressed at 13. I've attempted 14 times between then and now, most of them occuring in the beginning of my 10th grade year. My friends talked to me, and I feel a lot better. One of the ways I learned to cope over the past couple weeks is looking at pictures, stories, videos and songs about my favorite characters from shows, and by talking to one of my friends. It truely helps me, and it might help you.
HayaMikaChan 5 months ago
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Hey yall I seen your video and I'm very moved by it I actually just uploaded my very first video its about teen suicide I may make a few enemies over this video but I think parentd needed too hear it!! U can search my name colby mccostlin and please I urge you to share this video share it to ur twitter acct or ur facebook account I want parents to see my video and realize that a major change needs to take place!
Colelee575 6 months ago
I've had my gun up to my head with the full intent of blowing my brains out. My cat jumped up in my lap and meowed at me. It stopped me long enough to think about not being able to care for them. That was about five years ago. I'm a lot happier now. I've met a lot of really interesting and funny people. I've had some really good times and have talked to other people to see if my story helped them. Hopefully it has. I hope you guys have happier lives from this point forward.
catshavesouls 8 months ago
Ive thought of suicide since i was 9 im now 14 ive been cutting for 5 years but recently stopped. all Ive got to say is it doesnt go away that easily the pain is always there but you learn to deal with it as far as friends go i dnt tell anyone unless i known them fro years and if u tell them and they stop talking to you or anything let them go your way better off without them i promise you, there will be others who will be there for you. You have me when ever anyone of you would like to talk (:
TheWhatscaresu 8 months ago
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We have a website for teens who self harm, feel suicidal, or depressed . It is different than most sites, for example, we don't say "talk to your parents..."
eqi.org
We have helped write a book about emotional abuse and depression. The link is
eqi.org/lettersbook.pdf
We also organize a teen chat support group for depressed and self harming teens
Our email is eqimail at yahoo.com
We are currently looking for volunteers especially in Australia and New Zealand
Thanks
eqivideos 10 months ago
My best friend went into treatment yesterday for being extremely depressed and suicidal :'( Im just glad they caught it and got her help on time.
questions117 1 year ago
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There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced before. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
mdcombs79 1 year ago
I'm sad and depressed:(
casstarburst101 1 year ago
@casstarburst101 you can talk to me (:
XXtokieXX 1 year ago
@casstarburst101 If you get really bad call that 800 Suicide number. Take a short walk in the sun. Watch a funny movie. Listen to music that you like. Watch Ray William Johnson on youtube, he's great.
catshavesouls 8 months ago
It's true babys can't sin but if you think about they actually well in time if you have a sibling or a small child try to remember his first lie did you teach him to lie ? Or did he learn by himself all humans are greedy and mostly liars it's in our nature
ieatcement 1 year ago
i wanted to
brokenlove9776 1 year ago
the lonely is the problem or love
mafia03G3 2 years ago
There is always someone there for you!
Marlow2011 2 years ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
1-800- suicide
MsFlow27 2 years ago
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Kelarre653 2 years ago
I am suffering from depression and want to die
209musicfan 2 years ago 3
i told my friends i want to kill my self and now they think im a freak and never talk to me its getting worse with out friends
bouncieboy44 2 years ago 21
Have had the same problem to, sometimes friends ain't friends, and sometimes people on the internet can be better friends because some of them know what you're feeling or talking about, I don't know you, but you always may email me if you want to.. take care in future!
jeskig 2 years ago 13
Wrong friends, most likely.
Kelarre653 2 years ago 2
@bouncieboy44 Don't.....Please......The world needs you....You have no idea what other people feel about you...if they lost you they could possibly never go one without you... Please don't do it, I beg you.
Ronoskai 2 years ago
Suicide isn't a problem, it's the solution.
Kelarre653 1 year ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
@rileyorder
It's a solution to many things: stupidity, overpopulation, maybe religion if we're lucky (it's a load of bullshit, just accept it). Suicide is the ultimate proof that natural selection is working.
Another thing, Christianity is a complete scam. It exploits fear, lack of knowledge, and guilt in order to control and extort money from it's followers. Money and control are all it's about. Christianity is just stolen from Buddhism and other religions which were actually legitimate.
Kelarre653 1 year ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
@rileyorder
You really ARE hopelessly brainwashed, aren't you?
Kelarre653 1 year ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
@rileyorder
You WOULD say that, now wouldn't you?
Christianity is just a bunch of stolen religious material which has been corrupted for the sake of money and power. Jesus (as a messiah) was never real; neither is God. You're living in an adult fairy tale.
Besides, if God did exist, he would be the biggest mass-muderer in history and thus not worth our reverence. Just look at the Bible and read all those passages about murder, rape, slavery and other things which are also disgusting...
Kelarre653 1 year ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
@rileyorder
You're saying that all those babies who died from smallpox brough it upon themselves? You're saying that all of those animals that were supposedly killed in the great flood brought it upon themselves?
You're saying that all the people in the world that were killed by God were killed because of all the evil in their hearts for which God is ultimately responsible? You just want to believe in Heaven because you're desperate for forgiveness.
Kelarre653 1 year ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
@rileyorder
You narcissistic little bigot...
You think that you can just pray to some invisible wizard who lives in the sky and automatically be regarded as above everyone who doesn't do the same thing? Babies can't 'sin', that's a FACT. They don't know what they are doing, and neither do you. It's God's fault for just about everything that's wrong in this world; if he didn't want evil, he didn't have to create it. God DID create everything, after all. It says so in the Bible.
Kelarre653 1 year ago
@Kelarre653 No its not the babies fault its the sin of their parents its a curse! And God exists he isnt an invisable wizard (: And yes I PRAY to GOD! and no i dont think i can be regarded above everyone else! I do know what I am doing I am living with God in my life! No its not Gods fault its the because of the peoples sin! God did create everything! sin wouldnt even be here if it wasnt for Eve who ate the apple! Now all thats left is a choice between Good and Evil!
rileyorder 1 year ago
@rileyorder you're disgisting. It's because of people like you that people like me want to kill themselves. You honestly think that people deserve this? The reason they kill themselves, especially teens, is because they have been forced into a society where if they do not learn to conform, they will never be accepted. Other people make them feel completely hopeless. I truly hope someday you will feel as completely, utterly hopeless as I and so many others do. Then maybe you'll think differently.
Spock356 1 year ago
@Spock356 i dont even know what your talking about.
rileyorder 1 year ago
@Kelarre653 And the bible says dont cast your pearls to swine. So im not going to continue on this situataion its your choice to believe or not to believe! I believe and thats it. I believe because of the Stuff God has done in my life. So please dont reply I dont really care what you have to say!
rileyorder 1 year ago
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rileyorder 1 year ago
@bouncieboy44 If you're still alive, message for ya: Those pricks aren't your friends. Real friends would stick by you and love you no matter what and would have got you help. Don't give up hope... That is if you're still alive. I say this because it has been a year since you've commented so... yeah.
XThebrokenbottleX 1 year ago
I told my supposed "friend" that I wanted to kill myself, and he treated it like it was a joke, now I just feel even worse, i feel I have noone to trust
izumozorc 2 years ago 4
I use to think about it cuz i was always bullied and make fun of. I thought about suicide contemplated. never attempted to do so. I one time had my Baretta next to me by my bed. I thought about it. But i never pull the trigger.
HmoobSimonCowell 2 years ago 3
well my life has been a hell since september 2008 and have been thinking about suicide for the 8-9 month. i have tried to get help, but i didn't start feeling better. nothing is working for me anymore!
bilancia20 2 years ago 4
people never help, they just want me to die already. :(
jonnatanga18 3 years ago 7
i don't want you to die.!!
evangotrock 2 years ago 4
dude i contemplated suicide but never attempt..
You don't wanna do this.. I will get your IP Address and call hte Teen HOTLINE alright WE can Do this together WE Can Help You !
HmoobSimonCowell 2 years ago
im 14 and ive tried to commit suicide, but im still alive, and I finally realized how much there is to live for, but sometimes I think about being cuicidal, but for now my three reasons for living is my brother, my sister, and my best friend Jared :X
666lette 3 years ago
ssm44, if you need a friend, you can contact me, yiasbgatyahoodotcom
yiasbg 3 years ago
i always have family problems i can't talk to them because they are the kind of people who make fun of people aswell and they make fun of people who commit suicide they always say it out loud if someone wants to take their own life let them
ssm44 3 years ago
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i'm in my 20's and ever since i was little i always hated my life and wished that i was dead even now i still do i grew up with no friends still don't have any friends everywhere i go people stare and laugh and say mean things it don't just come from young people sometimes it comes from people in their 30's every time i try and talk to someone they walk away from me i try my hardest to deal with everything but it gets harder and harder every day to live life but i'll keep trying
ssm44 3 years ago
my friend is just like Jordan but he won't get help and wants my approval... which i will not give.
Stephanator24617 3 years ago
I am suicidal at this moment.
rob91368 3 years ago
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lmao theyre so stupid they hate school!your not cool if you hate school!
stryderzer0 3 years ago
thanks for the preview...the whole program was great
Princessjasmineariel 3 years ago
It is still hard as an adult and not to go to that thought that you would be better off committing suicide. It's sad. We need to be more compassionate to people when they having problems and keep our eyes out
collegestudent29 3 years ago
the principal was spot on
heyhowru9 3 years ago 4
=( *sad, but true!
mzp3kelly 3 years ago
*Tear Tear*
muchous 4 years ago