Just finished an unsuccessfull IUI, had a stillborn child in 2010. Thankful for our son we adopted in 2009. What an amazing video... touches so many of us who have been through so much and only want to have a/another child. I agree with JustaNavyWife; it's so nice not to feel so alone in this.
We've been trying for 3 years now. We've gone through 4 IUI's in 2011 and are about to start nr.5. Our doctor said if this one doesn't work either, we might want to talk through IVF with her, considering how long we've been trying and the fact that we'll be 34 and 36 this year. I know it might give us better results but the whole procedure definately makes me nervous. It's that leap you take from creating a baby together, to having someone creating it for you in a lab...I dunno.
7 years of struggling... and just when I wanted to give up- I came across this song. It let me know someone understood. I wasn't alone... and, it gave me Hope to hold on.
-Mommy to 2 Angels in Heaven & 2 Miracle Angels here on Earth!
No matter how many babies you have or don't have - a miscarriage is very hard to deal with! It is a loss!! Life is so special!! I wish more people would understand this!! I know so many of my friends who have tried, had many miscarriages and have and still go through situations like this!! I've had a miscarriage myself - so I know the pain of such loss!! My heart goes out to those who are not able to have children!!
My husband and I went through 8 years of infertility treatments before we decided to adopt. We adopted our first son at birth and got a dream-come-true call 19 months later that his birth mother had another baby that she wanted to give us.We now have 2 beautiful boys that we love beyond words. God definitely had a plan for us, it just took longer than we had wanted. Never give up hope but be open to any plan that God may have for you!
this hurts..... i lost twin boys in September.. i had to struggle to get pregnant and was so excited to complete our family! I wanted a big family and I can even have that, sometime you wonder why me?? It hurts but it life.... you have to keep moving...
39 people don't know what it's like to miscarry or be told you can't conceive. My sister miscarried not long ago, and my sister and brother in law have been trying for 5 years. I miscarried this past January. I would give anything to be a mother. But so many young girls have careless sex and get pregnant at the drop of a hat. When there are COUPLES out there who can't even conceive or have miscarriage after miscarriage.
Just keep trying and never give up. Also find ways to give your loving influence to friends and family. I lost myself loving my nieces and nephews as we struggled with infertility.
This song always makes me tear up. We tried for 5 years before I got a job that insured my wife enough to see a decent doctor. She was diagnosed with PCOS. After about another year we got pregnant with an IUI but lost it ten weeks later. Finally in April this year we got pregnant again and this one is doing well. We couldn't be happier but we will also will never forget where we came from or those of you who still feel pain when you hear someone announce a pregnancy.
I was diagnosed with PCOS three years ago I have been trying for a year and a half nothing yet. My friend had a child the first time her and her husband tried. Brought me down and she doesn't understand. This video was posted by another friend who had problems having children but now has three. It was a blessing. I know God has plans for me and a baby regardless how I have one I'll have that family!
My husband and I tried for 2 before we became pregnant. Then I had a miscarriage. Three months later I was pregnant again. At week 5 we were told twins. Then week 7 they said 'Did anyone mention a 3rd?' Yes I am now a mom of Triplet Girls. They are my everything. We don't always know why things happen but if I never had my miscarriage I would have my girls. I hope everyone who is trying are blessed as I am. Keep your fingers crossed ladies. Miracles happen!
Don't give up ladies. In 01 about 10 years ago I was told I'll never have kids due to pcos. 2 years of clomid and 1 Iui. Took a break march 07 23 egg only 8 froze embryos. tried Ivf march 07,08 8lb 2 oz baby boy. Got off bc nov 08, Ivf oct 09 triplets born at 23 weeks. Two girls and a boy. I was blessed. To see them at 23 weeks. We lost one of our little girls. She put up a good fight. We donated our last embryos our family was complete two girls two boys. Three weeks after my triplet 1st bir
Don't give up ladies. In 01 about 10 years ago I was told I'll never have kids due to pcos. 2 years of clomid and 1 Iui. Took a break march 07 23 egg only 8 froze embryos. tried Ivf march 07,08 8lb 2 oz baby boy. Got off bc nov 08, Ivf oct 09 triplets born at 23 weeks. Two girls and a boy. I was blessed. To see them at 23 weeks. We lost one of our little girls. She put up a good fight. We donated our last embryos our family was complete two girls two boys. Three weeks after my triplet 1st bir
I can't even begin to express how the song touched me. I was diagnosed with PCOS at 19, I'm 30 now and still trying. I lost my first very early and my heart is still broken but God will make a way.
My husband wonders why I keep playing this song when I know it'll get me so emotional (he hates to see me cry, and I love him for it!), but to me it's a reminder we're not alone. We just found out our third IUI ended in nothing again, and it just makes you want to give up at times. It's so frustrating when you feel like you're doing everything right and nothing's happening. Hearing the song and reading your stories helps me toss my head back up and stay strong, and I wish that for everyone!
This is such a sad song. I could never have children. My late husband and I both had problems, and he didn't want to adopt. I 'borrow' kids for holidays and activities with them and their parents, but it is not the same as having one of my own. (I am in my 60s now.)
My twin boys are 4 years old now. They are our miracles after 3 years of trying, two miscarriages, two IUIs, countless tests, and a very high risk pregnancy. Not a day goes by that I don't remember how hard they were to get here and how precious they are. Praying for every couple out there waiting for their miracles that God will send you your baby soon. Never lose hope and never give up.
this song makes me cry all the time i hear it... I'm also dealing with pcos i was diagnosed at 21. im now 22 and going on to 23. i do understand how hard it can be... it feels like some days and nights thinking to urslef god why me. it hurts when u have friends around u that can conceived so easily but you cant it doesn't matter how hard u try and still cant. im not recently trying to have a child but hearing the words infertile killed me. all i can say is good luck. don't give up
@ablhugsbugs i know i hate having this pcos it's bugging me i feel like im the only one when it comes to my friends that cant have kids.. i hurts. and when they dont think its a bad thing like they shoot me down all the time... i hate it.. if anyone on here would like to talk about it more with me and help me go through it i would love to hear from u.
@sexybonita69 I was self diagnosed at the age of 18 after many painful complications with my body. It effected the growth of my legs so bad that for months my boyfriend carried me many places. We have been struggling many yrs to have a baby. I understand your pain. I would die to have what all your friends and my friends have. My own younger sister is a mom before me and it feels like it will kill me sometimes. You can email me anytime twtydiva@gmail.com my name is arianna
All these drs that tell you, dont stress out. And then you wait mths n mths, yrs and yrs. No one knows your heart break, except you. It feels like the most frustrating saddening time. I know cos i feel it and have felt it so long.
ah this makes me cry. I have two beautiful daughters.... and am very good at getting pregnant.... And since I have this gift, i wanted nothing more than to do surrogacy to give that gift to someone else.... but because of being overweight, I wasnt allowed to do it :( makes me so sad... because I would love to share the gift of a child with someone who couldbt have children :(
been struggling infertility related to endometriosis & MTHFR. me & my husband have suffered two miscarriages & no one gets why I don't get uppity when someone becomes pregnant. it's very hard knowing that the chances keep getting ripped from you yourself...by far one of my favorite songs
I live this song! Also diagnosed with PCOS and have been trying for a child for over a year. The treatments are rough and trying to understand is hard. This song explains it all. I believe in God and the miracles he brings. Keep the faith!
I have shed so many tears listening to this song. I was diagnosed with PCOS over a year ago and after trying for two years I am now 14 weeks pregnant with our mircal baby who is due on the 2year mark of my PCOS diagnosis.
Wow....what a song. Totally makes me cry. I was diagnosed with PCOS a couple months ago. I was so heartbroken at that news, but there are many that still have children. So my hope is still there and I will keep the faith. But it makes me sad to think that millions of babies are aborted every year and there are millions of mommys that want children.
To all of you still trying, Do NOT give up. We tried for 3 years to have a baby. 3 miscarriages and thousands of dollars later in tests, doctor visits, drugs, injections, and sooo much heartbreak. We gave up. They told me I'd probably never have kids. I got pregnant a few short months later on my own. Today I have a beautiful 14 month old daughter. Miracles happen everyday. Good luck to all of you! This song still brings me to tears every time I hear it. Beautiful. <3
I have two babies and i am only 21, it gets hard at times but i love them very much. this song mabe me cry becaues i couldn't not imagen my life with out them, even though they weren't planed :)
I call them my second parents...but they tried for 7 years and finally did IVF. Had some complications. And then like 18 months later got pregnant the natural way with no complications! Now they have 2 boys...my brothers I never had! ;)
This is literally thee most beautiful song I've ever heard. My best friend just found out yesterday that she's pregnant with TWINS! She was soo unhappy and upset and so was her bf. But all the while she's sad and doesn't want them, I'm dying inside. I would give absolutely anything to have a child. My fiance and are getting married in a year, I have been bugging him about having a baby forever, I know it sounds stupid cause we aren't married but I want one soo badly. I don't think I can :/
it can cost up to 21,000 to adopt 0 to have an abortion the untied states i have so many friends an family that struggle with infertility that my heart just breaks i hope an pray that god blesses you with a baby because you are all beautiful women with big hearts i wish i could do more to help your cause.
How do you get over the anger and jelousy? My fiances 15 year old sister found out she was pregnant the day I lost mine.. Im so angry that she gets to keep hers and I didnt. She's irresponsible, naive and foul mouthed. I want a baby so bad. I know its not her fault but I cant help it..
2.5 years of trying, 3 failed IUI's & unexplained infertility. My husband & I decided to try IVF. Everything was against us that cycle & I didn't respond how the doctors wanted me to. I DID get my embryos & transferred 2. 2 long weeks later we were told we were finally pregnant. 4 weeks later told it was twins, & yesterday were told we're expecting one boy & one girl. Never give up! Keep praying and keep trying. Lean on your spouse and lean on them. I pray that you all get your babies!
i recently had a miscarriage so this song helps a little bit but the emotional pain still hurts just so much! i just can't wait to be pregnant again :-\
Im so sorry for your loss, I had a miscarriage in January and it is still hard to go through now :( I just found out I am pregnant so just keep trying dont stress and it will happen!I didnt think I would veer get pregnant again and now I am :)
Me and my husband have been trying for 2 1/2 years. still negative tests and countless days of crying. We have argued over this a lot and we shouldn't . I keep praying to God to bless us with a child,but it's just not happening! This video gets to me everytime. We went through a miscarriage in 2008. My first pregnancy and his first baby. Still not a positive test. I break down everytime I watch this. God bless those like me who are trying to get that positive test and successful pregnancy!!
I am crying so hard its difficult to type. I have a syndrome that makes it impossible for me to get pregnant I was 17 when I found out and it is something I just cannot get over we are not rich at all and adoption or a surrogate is way out of our reach and I am already 30 my husband is 39 I am so scared that we are running out of time. This song captured everything that I feel everyday.
I'm now 34 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend wanted a baby so badly and after 6 months of whining at my head i accepted once. Became pregnant and after 17 weeks pregnancy he left me, dont want to see the baby or whatever. I really hope that he'll never get a child again! Because people like him don't deserve it!
Whatever i'm really happy with my pregnancy now and can't wait for my little boy :). Good luck to all people who're trying to get pregnant.
I love this video but it makes my heart hurt so much....My husband is not able to have children and we tried to adopt for 2 1/2 years and never got chosen for adoption and now we are just to old.....
The wait for white, non-special needs infants is huge, there are many older children and minority children waiting for homes. Perhaps you could consider helping one of those. All the best.
I totally understand I have been trying for 10 yrs I have been informed I have PCOS which its very diffucult to concieve Im leaveing it all in gods hands and someone said adopt we may do that but its nothing like haveing one of your own
Found out recently I'm pregnant. I'm really young, but i'm prepared to give up my friends, my social life, for my precious little baby. The safety of my baby? I'd die for that.
This song is kind of hypocritical, children in africa would kill for a family, there are orphans all over the world. If you want a child so bad go adopt one.
@jmsofikn Do you know how many people would love to just adopt one... We are not all famous actors or actresses with money coming out our asses it's very expensive to just adopt one anywhere from 25k to 30k and it's very presumtious of you to think that it's so easy!!
@RyleeEscobar My thoughts exacfly. Hubby and I have been trying for 12 years now. Found out I was pregnant almost 2 months ago and had an early miscarriage. I wish I had a dime every time someone said, "Why don't you adopt?" because then I might actually be able to afford adoption. I think our next step is becoming foster parents...then, if we decide to adopt a child we are fostering, most of the costs are covered by the state. Seems our only option now.
This song touches home for me. My husband and I are going through infertility problems now. And are trying our best to have our own family. I feel for all the ladies that are going trough this. But I have faith in God that he is going to bless us with a baby. <3
wish i didnt watch this. I was diagnosed with severe endometriosis this year. I found out unexpectedly on wednesday due 2 extensive scarring i may find it difficult 2 conceive without treatment in the future, so have been advised 2 consider having children soon but i am simply not in the postion 2 have children now. I'm going to leave it in Gods hands, put it to the back of mind & cross that bridge when i come to it. I have 2 remain positive! :) this is the first time i have cried watching this.
I couldn't believe my healthcare teacher when she said she couldn't understand why women get upset when they miscarry early in the pregnancy. For many women who've been trying it's crushing. My own mother had miscarried twice before she had me after 17 years of trying. Some people just don't realize how lucky they are.
@gubgub434 You should give her my number and I would be happy to explain it to her, after trying for 12 years, finally getting pregnant, then having a miscarriage after only a month. I think the ignorance of other people and some of the unbelievably insentive and rude comments that have been made to me since I lost the baby hurt worse than the miscarriage itself.
Please pray for a friend of mine. I can't say her name, but her & her husband have been trying for 8 yrs. She longs to be a mom, & he longs to be a dad. They would be amazing parents, but have been unsuccessful. Please pray that God would provide a miracle of a child, for them, just like God did for Hannah & many other couples from the Bible! I know that God, IS the God of miracles! Please pray for them!
MOthers Day was soo emotional for me because I would love to hear someone tell me Happy Mothers Day Mommy... There is no love greater then a child not even a man can give you that love!! We have been tryin 10 yrs and I have miscarried 2 times.. I dont want to give up but I just dont think its gonna happen for us...
Really puts into words what is so hard to explain. I am putting this on my IVF Journey channel. We have been trying for 3 years and have just started IVF.
This is fabulous. We are 3 years into unexplained infertility. I am so scared it's never going to happen. This is a beautiful song and a beautiful video. I shared it on my Facebook and on my blog. Thank you.
I have been trying for 11 years. I am still young people say, but the hurt still is the same no matter what. I pray everyday for my little miracle. So far it hasn't happened, but sometimes I just want to give up, I know I wont, but this song describes how I feel so perfectly.
When ever I feel like giving up, I watch this. Makes me really sad for a while, but then I get back on the life train and go forward. We've been trying for almost 5 years now, for our first. I would love to have a baby.
My husband and I have been trying for over 3 years. we have done many IVF procedures and still haven't received our miracle.This song is so beautiful.
I stumbled across this amazing song by chance, at the exact day my husband and I had our first appointment with a fertility specialist. We've been trying the "natural" way for 2 years now and the proces of accepting we might need some help is liberating and scary and sad and exciting all at once. I've been fortunate not to have experienced some of the heartbreak of people here (yet!), and my love goes out to all of you. May we all be blessed this way one day soon!
@mellwes This very touching, but infertility is NOT a silent killer, I've yet to know of it killing a man or a woman literally for being unable to bear a child, yes I know personally that it is painful and may mess with ones esteem but a silent killer that's a bit drastic, not being able to have what we really want, sucks, that is what it boils down to and a bit more, also adoption doesn't fix the problem and it's unfair to expect another woman to give up her baby for the wants of another!
i will be 31 on the 28th i have been trying for 11 years now me and my hubby have done 2 ivf and on #2 i got pregnant and at 3 week had a miscarriages i so love this song but i do cry and i would die for that i never now it would be so hard to have a baby i hope we all get to have a baby
@ZACMICHELLESTEVE It can happen sweetheart. I've just delivered twins as a surrogate and I know many people that would help anyone that they could to have children. Keep the faith!
My husband and I went through Infertility for over 10yrs. We were blessed with triplets after going through IVF for 1 1/2yrs. Every time we hear this song, it brings back memories of our long Infertility Journey. We know how painful Infertility is and our prayers are with everyone who is suffering with this disease. May god bless all of you on your journey!
I don't have any problems myself, but I know of friends that do, I'm hoping when childen/money allows to study biomed and go into a career in an infertility clinic to help others.
I would love to be a surrogate but having only 1 kidney, I know I would be counselled not to :(
Even though I didn't have primary infertility issues, I did have secondary infertility issues. I am so blessed to be able to conceive without blinking an eye but I have five angels (miscarriages) underneath my belt. Found out I had a uterine septum...many, many women have this birth defect. Causes infertility and m/c. But I am so blessed with three beautiful sons...they are my world! At the end, I had to have an emergency hysterectomy...after all that! So don't give up!!
Wow! This song is powerful! We've been TTC for almost 3 years now. My husband is military and today I just received a referral to the fertility clinic. We are very fortunate in that if we get accepted in the program, the military will cover the majority of the cost of treatment. My heart aches with all the posts and hope that one day we can all hold our own babies and watch them grow and erase all the pain we currently experience!
We've been struggeling with infertility for 5 long years. After our 3rd treatment I was pregnant and miscarried in the 4th month. We didn't give up and thanks to IVF I now have my 4 months old son next to me - so, NEVER EVER give up!!!
I was adopted and have recently been in contact with my birth family. For a decade I wondered about them and wrote and rewrote letters that included what I would say to them. Now, I wasn't adopted by being given up. Nope, the state took me away, saving my life. However, I still wondered. Now that I am on my own I realize how much my parents gave up to give me and my sisters a home. I can't thank them enough and honestly I don't know how. They gave me more than the birth family could have. I<3em
SO a few weeks ago went to the doctor to check what was going on i had naother appt ona friday insurence said they would only cover the ultra sound to checl ovaries but when i get to radiology i had to pay ou tof pocket i didnt have 10,000 in my hand so i had cancel hopefully next yr i'll just get the hsg pelvic test i was so down but i thought to myself maybe this is a sign from god telling me not to worry but maybe i'll adopt i beautiful new born baby then i think how do we go about that :(
This song is so beautiful and raw and so soul wrenching. I listen to this song all the time and just sit and cry. My husband and I have been trying to conceive for the longest time with no luck. It is so crushing to fail so many times at something so natural, it hurts. I think it helps me to read the passage jeremiah 29:11 and pray.
Shortly after my father passed away, I found out I was pregnant. Shortly after that, I lost the baby. Two months to the day, on my birthday, I found out I was pregnant again. I felt immediately blessed, like my father was watching over us.
My aunt has been told she can never have children, I would love to be a surrogate for her.
i'm going through the same thing i have a wonderful amazin gusband im 30 yrs old and havent been able to conceive i can't believe i came upon this song this has to be a sign from god this song speaks what i feel every word wow i'm in a shock i have yet to go get checked but i do wonder so i'll be going to see whats going on its easy to say i'll adopt but really that snot what i want this song is like singing my life tere are ppl who are not good who are blessed but wow i'm in shock")
I'm 16 years old, and I just recently found out I'm unable to have children. I know I maybe be young and dumb, thinking about children. But when something like this, a goal in my life to have children of my own is taken away from me, it hurts most. Yes adoption is just wonderful, but I always wanted to have my own kids who have my traits and my husbands. :(
@roriicon I feel your pain but never give up!!who knows when your ready to have children they may have a way to help you concieve technology is amazing these days!!i hope some day you get your dream!!
@roriicon I am very sorry to hear about your situation. But coming from a person who has an adopted son and biological daughter through IVF ICSI, they are my OWN kids. One might not be biological, but I would give my life for either one of my children. Plus, the thought of my son being adopted doesn't even cross my mind anymore. Yes it does stink that he does not have any of my traits or my wife's, but the love for him is unconditional just like my daughter. Best wishes!
my and my husband we are trying for almost 7 years now and we decide after going in fertility traitement that is the last year that were trying sad but not has sad has never holding a baby in your arm for all this time trying all the negative test result it hurts and its sad .
A year ago this month I posted here... me and my husband had been TTC for over 3 years. We were finally referred for IVF but days after posting here, we were refused funding. My parents paid £5,000 privately for ICSI. It worked first time and we're expecting our little miracle in 6 weeks <3 We lost a twin at 7 weeks but we're so grateful for the little fighter that held on. It's still heartbreaking though, thinking back to those awful days. I hope every woman has her dream come true
i love this song!!i cant listen to it without crying!! i suffer from endometrosis and blocked tubes!my husband and i have been ttc since 2006,had a tubal pregnancy dec 2006!!hoping to have in vitro in march/april 2011!!i never realized until a few months ago just how many people suffer because of infertility!!it has been a very emotional journey which im sure will be all worth it one day once im holding MY baby in my arms!!good luck to everyone who has to embark on this journey in their lives!
Oh goodness.. My heart aches for all the women TTC (comments)! I lost my angel baby in July 2010. IUI... IVF... Then finally a +!! 7 wks later I was back to square 1 (miscarriage). I hate the thought of another women feeling the way I have [Sad that I cant give my hubby another child.. Angry that everyone around me is pregnant (What about ME?).. Hopeful that there could be a miracle + even when the odds are stacked up against me]! I hate it! But, miracles DO happen. I refuse to believe otherwis
Has infertility. Unfortinaly couldnt afford ivf treatments or adoption. I never got my baby, this song sings so true for all us who wanted a baby but never will have our babys.
Kellie, I was diagnosed with PCOS....I listen to this song daily. It breaks my heart to know that some women abort their precious babies, while some of us would die for one. Barry, my husband, told me he would give his life for my chance at motherhood, which led me to find this song. We finally got pregnant this year and we lost him (or her) at 5 weeks 2 days. Your song gives me hope....and I truly won't understand it if it's not meant to be. I just want to be a mommy <3. Amazing song :)
Thank you for this song Kellie! There's not many songs out there addressing infertility and this really hit home for me. I've had two miscarriages after IVF and FET procedures. We're hoping for our own miracle some day...
to everyone that is watching just because the docs say you may not be able have children doesnt mean its true. they are not always right..
i struggled to conceive and after lots of operations and tests i was told i would need IVF after almost 6 years of trying, the docs wanted to put me on tablets but i took a test just to be sure and i was already pregnant :D i found out the day after i was told i would not be able conceive and would need IVF just because they say you can't doesnt mean its true
Don't ever give up! After several cycles of IUI and the loss of 4 babies, we now have a healthy son. It is a looooooonnnnnngggg road, but so worth it.
Stay strong...as all of you this song says how I felt... I remember the first time I heard...so strong...And I read the comments and thought "someday I'll write my happy ending"
My girl is 15 months and I´m 6 weeks pregnant, couldn't be happier...stay storng, is all I can say and some day you'll write your happy ending.
Kelly, just wanted to say that this song realy helps me in this hard time my husband and me ar going through.
Were trying for 1,5 years now, alot less then so many other couples, but we had a great deal of dissapointments this last year, bad results from te doctor, alot of friends who got pregnant or even already gave birth, my sister and sister in law who are pregnant for the second time since were ttc...
It will be 4 years ttc our first on Valentines day. If we are not preggers by then we will start the adoption process. Thank you for this song, I allow myself one good cry a month, and listen to this to just get out all those emotions I have deep inside. You express all the feelings I have that are just to hard for me to say outloud.
This song touches me in a way no other song ever has. My boyfriend and I have been trying to conceive for 3 years, and I've gotten pregnant only once, which ended in miscarriage. People say "You're still young, live." I don't agree. My cousin was blessed with a beautiful baby girl in February, and is pregnant again now. She expressed her need to get an abortion and knowing what I'm going through keeps saying "I don't want this baby, and can't give it up" I would die for that..
After a year of trying, I was pregnant.... at 12 weeks, I lost my baby.... its still so hard to cope with. 02/25/10 mommy luvs u always and forever baby. Still trying with no success.. ;o/
i love this song gives hope to us who struggle with this.me and my wife have been married ten years and havent been able to yet. i hope one day god sees fit to bless us with atleast one.untill then i have this hope to hold on to
I'm 24 weeks pregnant with my first baby boy...But i've cried my heart out on this song...It is so beautifull, special, so strong...and deeply remindes me to be gratefull for happiness in my belly and every single movement inside. I wish i can do something for so many of those "mommy-s-yet-to-be" who have obstacles in reaching their dream...
3 Angel babies 2 within the past year. I am happy to report that I am 21 weeks pregnant with a baby girl. Feeling her strong inside me makes me thank God every day for the gift that I have been given.
What if you were 14 years old and someone told you you couldn't have children or at least without a lot of expense,if then. What if the same doctor told you to look on the bright side, no unplanned pregnancy? Blessing happen. My son married a woman with a child. God is good.
After 8 long year of seeing to many docters we had a beautifull baby Girl with the help of IVF!
Now we are trying to have a secound miracle baby, and hope that we can give some of our cryo's up for adoption to make a miracle happen for somebody els!
Love this song and cry harder every time I watch it. My husband and I have been trying to conceive our first child for nearly 7 years and have had 2 miscarriages. We aren't giving up, but I would die for the chance to be a mommy.
For almost 15 years i m trying te get pregnant. Trough the story from Kellie i stil have hope that on 1 day i can say "darling we are going te have a baby'.
Really beautiful song & video. I have three beautiful children; my youngest passed after 11 hours & it's true.. I'd die a million times over to have him with me today.
My Husband and i have been trying and we found out That I cannot get pregnant. Its so Painful because I have dreamed of being a mother since i was a child and It was ripped from me due to PCOS. I try to be brave but so many nights i lay in My husbands arms crying because we can afford the treatments and Even adopting is Expensive. I feel like my dream is slipping away and i am trying so hard to hold on to it. my husband Is a Soldier we get payed less then school teachers. How can i afford this?
What a beautiful video and song... It took my husband and I four years to get pregnant and through that time, I shed more tears, spent more time in my husband's arms for fear of falling apart and wondered why us more times than I can count. We are expecting our little girl in the next three weeks and I have not taken one single day of this pregnancy for granted. Your song reminds me of all that I have to be thankful for. xo
i can noit stop watching this video it makes me think i found out when i was 17 that i have a non canceris brain tummer and i am on these seshor meds that if i have kid my kid will be work with so,e kind of mentolretordashon it is hard on me and my husband and i am only 21 but i am hoping i am on the meds soon so it can all chang but i have a feeling in my gut i will never have kids but i just gave up my life to help my mom rase my little sister who is 4 weeks old today lol
My sister and her husband tried for over four years. Now through a donor they got the most perfect babyboy! I'm thirty myself now with no boyfriend or husband and I'm wondering if I'll ever get to witness the gift of children myself before it's too late... I just keep praying I will and I must say this song really makes me cry... And I cross my fingers for all the couples out there who struggle.. Hang in there! Maybe when you least expect it...
if you can afford it, use a donor and get your embryos frozen just in case. I felt the same way you did at 30 and didnt meet my husband until I was 38 and now it may be too late. I wish I could go back...
This song is so beautiful. It touches me so deeply since I am unable to have children.. ever. I never believed at 31 I would hear the words "infertile" and even worse... "barren." But, in 2 years my heart has healed some and I am moving on with a new life, and a new fiance. God has his plan, I am unsure what it is, but I trust Him and know someday, this too will heal. God bless all of you who are trying, and suffering, and know you are NOT alone.
it's a good thing i hear this song only now and not 2-3 years ago when i was going through that... i finally got pregnant with my son on my 4th wedding anniversary, after a lot of pills, shots, IUI's, a lot of praying, and 2 early miscarriages. it was very hard for me to see other pregnant people, which is a hard thing in a society where people marry young and have kids as soon as they are able too. but now i have my beautiful boy and it was all worth it! he is now 14 months.
I love this song from the bottom of my heart. It touches me in a different way than most on here. Im actually a surrogate. I had twin girls for a friend of mine 10 months ago and I just started my second amazing journey <3 Every woman deserves to be a mother.
I love the song but I especially love the video, I've experienced everything from an abortion, through 3 miscarriages & the four years it took to get pregnant again (I never thought it would happen) to the birth of my twin boys Mason & Joshua this song (along with others) got me through some tough times & for that I thank you for being a voice in the dark.x
This song has touched me in so many ways. I cry every time I hear it. my beautiful baby girl was born on 7-17-09 and shortly after she passed away in her daddy's arms. We love & miss her so much. We have been trying for baby number 2 for about a year now and it just isnt working. It is so frusterating to see people have what i dont have anymore. Thank you kellie for making this song/video, it has told me that i am not alone in this struggle! <3
I fell in love with this song when we were trying to conceive our first. It took us 18 months, surgery, fertility treatments and fertility drugs to finally conceive our miracle baby. This song is so true in EVERY aspect, it hits everything a person dealing with infertility feels.
We are now trying to conceive our 2nd and again struggling greatly, I listen to this song often.
I found this video a few years back. I used to listen to it on my particularly dark days and have a good cry. I'm now proud to say I beat infertility and I am a mother to my beautiful 2 yo son and 8 mo old daughter.
I ttc for 11 years and during that time I stumbled onto this video. It became a video I watched over and over again. I finally got pregant and delivered healthy and happy triplets and am now at long last a MOM. We had unexplained infertility and this song was exactly how I felt. I want to thank Kellie for sharing a song that is so personal.
i was told i have mrkh syndrome where i was born with out my womb so u cant children i wastold at the age of 17 i am almost 20 now thow its easier but not better x
I don't know the pain of infertility, but I'm hoping to be a surrogate soon. I'm hoping that it can help another family have their baby. I sometimes feel guilty for having what we have so easily, and I can't understand what you ladies are going through, but I do know I love all of you so much, though I haven't met you, and I hope and pray for the best for you.
@Revelation7912 I have never come across someone like you and I am so proud of you even that I have never met you , I came across your comment in much needed time . I wish more people tryed to understand like you have , thank you
I would die to have my son here, losing him has been the worst pain I'll ever know. We said hello and goodbye at the same time 2/28/10 ♥ Love you baby boy♥
Just finished an unsuccessfull IUI, had a stillborn child in 2010. Thankful for our son we adopted in 2009. What an amazing video... touches so many of us who have been through so much and only want to have a/another child. I agree with JustaNavyWife; it's so nice not to feel so alone in this.
mandysmcguire79 4 days ago
Stay Strong, Carry On.
JeeeniiiCR 6 days ago
This is beautiful and yet painful and the same time. Please follow my blog I started youngblackttc.blogspot.com.
cuteflyygyrl 1 week ago
We've been trying for 3 years now. We've gone through 4 IUI's in 2011 and are about to start nr.5. Our doctor said if this one doesn't work either, we might want to talk through IVF with her, considering how long we've been trying and the fact that we'll be 34 and 36 this year. I know it might give us better results but the whole procedure definately makes me nervous. It's that leap you take from creating a baby together, to having someone creating it for you in a lab...I dunno.
LoveMe1010 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
7 years of struggling... and just when I wanted to give up- I came across this song. It let me know someone understood. I wasn't alone... and, it gave me Hope to hold on.
-Mommy to 2 Angels in Heaven & 2 Miracle Angels here on Earth!
JustaNavyWife 1 week ago 2
No matter how many babies you have or don't have - a miscarriage is very hard to deal with! It is a loss!! Life is so special!! I wish more people would understand this!! I know so many of my friends who have tried, had many miscarriages and have and still go through situations like this!! I've had a miscarriage myself - so I know the pain of such loss!! My heart goes out to those who are not able to have children!!
TheAdavis22 3 weeks ago
My husband and I went through 8 years of infertility treatments before we decided to adopt. We adopted our first son at birth and got a dream-come-true call 19 months later that his birth mother had another baby that she wanted to give us.We now have 2 beautiful boys that we love beyond words. God definitely had a plan for us, it just took longer than we had wanted. Never give up hope but be open to any plan that God may have for you!
joshjani 3 weeks ago
this hurts..... i lost twin boys in September.. i had to struggle to get pregnant and was so excited to complete our family! I wanted a big family and I can even have that, sometime you wonder why me?? It hurts but it life.... you have to keep moving...
missmo1984 4 weeks ago
39 people don't know what it's like to miscarry or be told you can't conceive. My sister miscarried not long ago, and my sister and brother in law have been trying for 5 years. I miscarried this past January. I would give anything to be a mother. But so many young girls have careless sex and get pregnant at the drop of a hat. When there are COUPLES out there who can't even conceive or have miscarriage after miscarriage.
BlaqPrincess 4 weeks ago 3
Just keep trying and never give up. Also find ways to give your loving influence to friends and family. I lost myself loving my nieces and nephews as we struggled with infertility.
derburgermeister 2 months ago
This song always makes me tear up. We tried for 5 years before I got a job that insured my wife enough to see a decent doctor. She was diagnosed with PCOS. After about another year we got pregnant with an IUI but lost it ten weeks later. Finally in April this year we got pregnant again and this one is doing well. We couldn't be happier but we will also will never forget where we came from or those of you who still feel pain when you hear someone announce a pregnancy.
derburgermeister 2 months ago 4
I was diagnosed with PCOS three years ago I have been trying for a year and a half nothing yet. My friend had a child the first time her and her husband tried. Brought me down and she doesn't understand. This video was posted by another friend who had problems having children but now has three. It was a blessing. I know God has plans for me and a baby regardless how I have one I'll have that family!
jshannon021 2 months ago 3
Die 39 Negativstimmen verstehe ich nicht!!!!
1503cm 2 months ago
My husband and I tried for 2 before we became pregnant. Then I had a miscarriage. Three months later I was pregnant again. At week 5 we were told twins. Then week 7 they said 'Did anyone mention a 3rd?' Yes I am now a mom of Triplet Girls. They are my everything. We don't always know why things happen but if I never had my miscarriage I would have my girls. I hope everyone who is trying are blessed as I am. Keep your fingers crossed ladies. Miracles happen!
ShellyBrown48 2 months ago 3
Don't give up ladies. In 01 about 10 years ago I was told I'll never have kids due to pcos. 2 years of clomid and 1 Iui. Took a break march 07 23 egg only 8 froze embryos. tried Ivf march 07,08 8lb 2 oz baby boy. Got off bc nov 08, Ivf oct 09 triplets born at 23 weeks. Two girls and a boy. I was blessed. To see them at 23 weeks. We lost one of our little girls. She put up a good fight. We donated our last embryos our family was complete two girls two boys. Three weeks after my triplet 1st bir
mrsdanielle1 2 months ago
Don't give up ladies. In 01 about 10 years ago I was told I'll never have kids due to pcos. 2 years of clomid and 1 Iui. Took a break march 07 23 egg only 8 froze embryos. tried Ivf march 07,08 8lb 2 oz baby boy. Got off bc nov 08, Ivf oct 09 triplets born at 23 weeks. Two girls and a boy. I was blessed. To see them at 23 weeks. We lost one of our little girls. She put up a good fight. We donated our last embryos our family was complete two girls two boys. Three weeks after my triplet 1st bir
mrsdanielle1 2 months ago
I can't even begin to express how the song touched me. I was diagnosed with PCOS at 19, I'm 30 now and still trying. I lost my first very early and my heart is still broken but God will make a way.
fitcyster 3 months ago
diagnosed with PCOS when I was 17. I have 2 sons now. Don't ever give up <3
nafissafall 3 months ago
My husband wonders why I keep playing this song when I know it'll get me so emotional (he hates to see me cry, and I love him for it!), but to me it's a reminder we're not alone. We just found out our third IUI ended in nothing again, and it just makes you want to give up at times. It's so frustrating when you feel like you're doing everything right and nothing's happening. Hearing the song and reading your stories helps me toss my head back up and stay strong, and I wish that for everyone!
LoveMe1010 3 months ago in playlist Favorieten van LoveMe1010 2
@LoveMe1010 stay strong. i am praying for you.
ablhugsbugs 3 months ago
This is such a sad song. I could never have children. My late husband and I both had problems, and he didn't want to adopt. I 'borrow' kids for holidays and activities with them and their parents, but it is not the same as having one of my own. (I am in my 60s now.)
erra404 3 months ago
My twin boys are 4 years old now. They are our miracles after 3 years of trying, two miscarriages, two IUIs, countless tests, and a very high risk pregnancy. Not a day goes by that I don't remember how hard they were to get here and how precious they are. Praying for every couple out there waiting for their miracles that God will send you your baby soon. Never lose hope and never give up.
micahsumner 3 months ago 4
this song makes me cry all the time i hear it... I'm also dealing with pcos i was diagnosed at 21. im now 22 and going on to 23. i do understand how hard it can be... it feels like some days and nights thinking to urslef god why me. it hurts when u have friends around u that can conceived so easily but you cant it doesn't matter how hard u try and still cant. im not recently trying to have a child but hearing the words infertile killed me. all i can say is good luck. don't give up
sexybonita69 3 months ago
@sexybonita69 i have pcos...and i feel your pain. this song cannot sum it up any better. u r in my prayers.
ablhugsbugs 3 months ago
@ablhugsbugs i know i hate having this pcos it's bugging me i feel like im the only one when it comes to my friends that cant have kids.. i hurts. and when they dont think its a bad thing like they shoot me down all the time... i hate it.. if anyone on here would like to talk about it more with me and help me go through it i would love to hear from u.
sexybonita69 2 months ago
@sexybonita69 I was self diagnosed at the age of 18 after many painful complications with my body. It effected the growth of my legs so bad that for months my boyfriend carried me many places. We have been struggling many yrs to have a baby. I understand your pain. I would die to have what all your friends and my friends have. My own younger sister is a mom before me and it feels like it will kill me sometimes. You can email me anytime twtydiva@gmail.com my name is arianna
jmackerl 1 month ago
Never give up!
mrsjuliebrown 3 months ago
this song makes me cry... every time.
17 cycles I've been let down by my body now.... maybe 18 times is charm?
toaojjc 4 months ago
@toaojjc i wish you the best of luck that it will finally happen for you and all the other women out there who are trying!
MrsRoland10 4 months ago
All these drs that tell you, dont stress out. And then you wait mths n mths, yrs and yrs. No one knows your heart break, except you. It feels like the most frustrating saddening time. I know cos i feel it and have felt it so long.
msbutterflybaybee 4 months ago 3
ah this makes me cry. I have two beautiful daughters.... and am very good at getting pregnant.... And since I have this gift, i wanted nothing more than to do surrogacy to give that gift to someone else.... but because of being overweight, I wasnt allowed to do it :( makes me so sad... because I would love to share the gift of a child with someone who couldbt have children :(
tripolar23 4 months ago 2
been struggling infertility related to endometriosis & MTHFR. me & my husband have suffered two miscarriages & no one gets why I don't get uppity when someone becomes pregnant. it's very hard knowing that the chances keep getting ripped from you yourself...by far one of my favorite songs
DuskyEyedGurl 4 months ago 2
I live this song! Also diagnosed with PCOS and have been trying for a child for over a year. The treatments are rough and trying to understand is hard. This song explains it all. I believe in God and the miracles he brings. Keep the faith!
1amandaramirez 4 months ago
I have shed so many tears listening to this song. I was diagnosed with PCOS over a year ago and after trying for two years I am now 14 weeks pregnant with our mircal baby who is due on the 2year mark of my PCOS diagnosis.
Never give up as it WILL happen.
Good luck to all you trying for your babys x
Mum2Mia 4 months ago 5
@Mum2Mia Congratulations!!! That is so awesome. Send me some babydust please lol.
miscarriagesurvivor 4 months ago
Wow....what a song. Totally makes me cry. I was diagnosed with PCOS a couple months ago. I was so heartbroken at that news, but there are many that still have children. So my hope is still there and I will keep the faith. But it makes me sad to think that millions of babies are aborted every year and there are millions of mommys that want children.
smdpenguin 5 months ago 2
i feel Im losing hope
neencrochet 5 months ago
diagnosed with PCOS it will be so hard to have a baby. iwill not lose hope.
ang3lsh0rty 5 months ago
God I wish I were a mother.
Noosa1978 5 months ago
To all of you still trying, Do NOT give up. We tried for 3 years to have a baby. 3 miscarriages and thousands of dollars later in tests, doctor visits, drugs, injections, and sooo much heartbreak. We gave up. They told me I'd probably never have kids. I got pregnant a few short months later on my own. Today I have a beautiful 14 month old daughter. Miracles happen everyday. Good luck to all of you! This song still brings me to tears every time I hear it. Beautiful. <3
MsKinkyDinks 5 months ago 3
@MsKinkyDinks Congrats!
miscarriagesurvivor 4 months ago
I have two babies and i am only 21, it gets hard at times but i love them very much. this song mabe me cry becaues i couldn't not imagen my life with out them, even though they weren't planed :)
jacmor89 5 months ago
I call them my second parents...but they tried for 7 years and finally did IVF. Had some complications. And then like 18 months later got pregnant the natural way with no complications! Now they have 2 boys...my brothers I never had! ;)
realloyd11 5 months ago
This is literally thee most beautiful song I've ever heard. My best friend just found out yesterday that she's pregnant with TWINS! She was soo unhappy and upset and so was her bf. But all the while she's sad and doesn't want them, I'm dying inside. I would give absolutely anything to have a child. My fiance and are getting married in a year, I have been bugging him about having a baby forever, I know it sounds stupid cause we aren't married but I want one soo badly. I don't think I can :/
BrookeMarieW1 5 months ago
it can cost up to 21,000 to adopt 0 to have an abortion the untied states i have so many friends an family that struggle with infertility that my heart just breaks i hope an pray that god blesses you with a baby because you are all beautiful women with big hearts i wish i could do more to help your cause.
Kareemc866 5 months ago
How do you get over the anger and jelousy? My fiances 15 year old sister found out she was pregnant the day I lost mine.. Im so angry that she gets to keep hers and I didnt. She's irresponsible, naive and foul mouthed. I want a baby so bad. I know its not her fault but I cant help it..
outofmyvulcanmind22 5 months ago 3
The most beautiful video I ever seen! I have 2 child, now im more, mmore, more thankful with the life, with God for them
SuperAngiee7 5 months ago
The most beautiful video I ever seen!
SuperAngiee7 5 months ago
2.5 years of trying, 3 failed IUI's & unexplained infertility. My husband & I decided to try IVF. Everything was against us that cycle & I didn't respond how the doctors wanted me to. I DID get my embryos & transferred 2. 2 long weeks later we were told we were finally pregnant. 4 weeks later told it was twins, & yesterday were told we're expecting one boy & one girl. Never give up! Keep praying and keep trying. Lean on your spouse and lean on them. I pray that you all get your babies!
9854shelly 6 months ago 24
@9854shelly SOOO happy for you!!! :) <3
BrookeMarieW1 5 months ago
Misscariage in november, destroyed me. Now everytime one of my friends get pregnant, I am so jealous. I would have been a great mom too.
MilkShakeMama2010 6 months ago 2
i recently had a miscarriage so this song helps a little bit but the emotional pain still hurts just so much! i just can't wait to be pregnant again :-\
XDancegirl123X 6 months ago
@XDancegirl123X
Im so sorry for your loss, I had a miscarriage in January and it is still hard to go through now :( I just found out I am pregnant so just keep trying dont stress and it will happen!I didnt think I would veer get pregnant again and now I am :)
brittanyannconder 5 months ago
I was told today that I'm losing my baby. I cannot explain the hurt in my heart, so this song will suffice.
ReynaHari 6 months ago
Me and my husband have been trying for 2 1/2 years. still negative tests and countless days of crying. We have argued over this a lot and we shouldn't . I keep praying to God to bless us with a child,but it's just not happening! This video gets to me everytime. We went through a miscarriage in 2008. My first pregnancy and his first baby. Still not a positive test. I break down everytime I watch this. God bless those like me who are trying to get that positive test and successful pregnancy!!
gingy345 6 months ago 6
I am crying so hard its difficult to type. I have a syndrome that makes it impossible for me to get pregnant I was 17 when I found out and it is something I just cannot get over we are not rich at all and adoption or a surrogate is way out of our reach and I am already 30 my husband is 39 I am so scared that we are running out of time. This song captured everything that I feel everyday.
ccntrygrl30 6 months ago 3
I'm now 34 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend wanted a baby so badly and after 6 months of whining at my head i accepted once. Became pregnant and after 17 weeks pregnancy he left me, dont want to see the baby or whatever. I really hope that he'll never get a child again! Because people like him don't deserve it!
Whatever i'm really happy with my pregnancy now and can't wait for my little boy :). Good luck to all people who're trying to get pregnant.
xAriisa 7 months ago 2
I love this video but it makes my heart hurt so much....My husband is not able to have children and we tried to adopt for 2 1/2 years and never got chosen for adoption and now we are just to old.....
SoCalGal87 7 months ago
@SoCalGal87 you can always adopt older children. or foster. your dream of being a mom can still happen
taragamet 7 months ago
@SoCalGal87
The wait for white, non-special needs infants is huge, there are many older children and minority children waiting for homes. Perhaps you could consider helping one of those. All the best.
Lyncheh 7 months ago
this video made me cry like a baby the first time I watched it! I still cry when I watch this!:(
gingy345 7 months ago
I totally understand I have been trying for 10 yrs I have been informed I have PCOS which its very diffucult to concieve Im leaveing it all in gods hands and someone said adopt we may do that but its nothing like haveing one of your own
ValksAngel 7 months ago
Found out recently I'm pregnant. I'm really young, but i'm prepared to give up my friends, my social life, for my precious little baby. The safety of my baby? I'd die for that.
Kaysierra 7 months ago in playlist Pregnancy Songs
RIP baby girl Feb, 8, 2009
mamatrombley 7 months ago
Wow. This song is amazing. I remember the suffering and am so blessed now.
emk808 7 months ago
6 months pregnant here after 3 IUI treatments and 10 years of trying naturally!
tissy80 7 months ago
This song is kind of hypocritical, children in africa would kill for a family, there are orphans all over the world. If you want a child so bad go adopt one.
jmsofikn 7 months ago
@jmsofikn if you have never gone thru infertility or had a loved one go thru it you have no idea what you're talking about!!
tissy80 7 months ago 3
@jmsofikn Do you know how many people would love to just adopt one... We are not all famous actors or actresses with money coming out our asses it's very expensive to just adopt one anywhere from 25k to 30k and it's very presumtious of you to think that it's so easy!!
RyleeEscobar 7 months ago
@RyleeEscobar My thoughts exacfly. Hubby and I have been trying for 12 years now. Found out I was pregnant almost 2 months ago and had an early miscarriage. I wish I had a dime every time someone said, "Why don't you adopt?" because then I might actually be able to afford adoption. I think our next step is becoming foster parents...then, if we decide to adopt a child we are fostering, most of the costs are covered by the state. Seems our only option now.
HippyWitchGal 7 months ago
This song touches home for me. My husband and I are going through infertility problems now. And are trying our best to have our own family. I feel for all the ladies that are going trough this. But I have faith in God that he is going to bless us with a baby. <3
shelbysmith90 7 months ago
I am only 17 but i can not wait to have kids in like 10 years. i really hope i don't have problems with it, and i pray for those who do.
skweeger 8 months ago
wish i didnt watch this. I was diagnosed with severe endometriosis this year. I found out unexpectedly on wednesday due 2 extensive scarring i may find it difficult 2 conceive without treatment in the future, so have been advised 2 consider having children soon but i am simply not in the postion 2 have children now. I'm going to leave it in Gods hands, put it to the back of mind & cross that bridge when i come to it. I have 2 remain positive! :) this is the first time i have cried watching this.
stacygallagher 8 months ago
I couldn't believe my healthcare teacher when she said she couldn't understand why women get upset when they miscarry early in the pregnancy. For many women who've been trying it's crushing. My own mother had miscarried twice before she had me after 17 years of trying. Some people just don't realize how lucky they are.
gubgub434 8 months ago 42
@gubgub434 You should give her my number and I would be happy to explain it to her, after trying for 12 years, finally getting pregnant, then having a miscarriage after only a month. I think the ignorance of other people and some of the unbelievably insentive and rude comments that have been made to me since I lost the baby hurt worse than the miscarriage itself.
HippyWitchGal 7 months ago 3
Our Daughter came to live with us at 11 months old and on May 23rd, 2011, we are celebrating her "Adoption Day."
karbre96 8 months ago
Please pray for a friend of mine. I can't say her name, but her & her husband have been trying for 8 yrs. She longs to be a mom, & he longs to be a dad. They would be amazing parents, but have been unsuccessful. Please pray that God would provide a miracle of a child, for them, just like God did for Hannah & many other couples from the Bible! I know that God, IS the God of miracles! Please pray for them!
tjk200081 8 months ago
MOthers Day was soo emotional for me because I would love to hear someone tell me Happy Mothers Day Mommy... There is no love greater then a child not even a man can give you that love!! We have been tryin 10 yrs and I have miscarried 2 times.. I dont want to give up but I just dont think its gonna happen for us...
ncbabygurl80 8 months ago
@ncbabygurl80 Don't give up. Never give up.
Magick9799 8 months ago 3
Really puts into words what is so hard to explain. I am putting this on my IVF Journey channel. We have been trying for 3 years and have just started IVF.
Chelenic 8 months ago
This is fabulous. We are 3 years into unexplained infertility. I am so scared it's never going to happen. This is a beautiful song and a beautiful video. I shared it on my Facebook and on my blog. Thank you.
mblafay 8 months ago
I couldn't love this video more.
Kimemory20 8 months ago
TTC almost 10 years. It seems like a hopeless cause at this point, but I can't thank you enough for putting words and music to our struggle.
screamingdolai 8 months ago
We have been trying 4 years and this song just brought up all the emotions! I would die for a chance to be a mom
coorscowgirl101 8 months ago
I have been trying for 11 years. I am still young people say, but the hurt still is the same no matter what. I pray everyday for my little miracle. So far it hasn't happened, but sometimes I just want to give up, I know I wont, but this song describes how I feel so perfectly.
ram21ala 8 months ago
really emotional when heard this song and now i'm crying
MenaAipassa3 8 months ago
When ever I feel like giving up, I watch this. Makes me really sad for a while, but then I get back on the life train and go forward. We've been trying for almost 5 years now, for our first. I would love to have a baby.
Armywifegurl 8 months ago 3
My husband and I have been trying for over 3 years. we have done many IVF procedures and still haven't received our miracle.This song is so beautiful.
Stacy81107 9 months ago
I stumbled across this amazing song by chance, at the exact day my husband and I had our first appointment with a fertility specialist. We've been trying the "natural" way for 2 years now and the proces of accepting we might need some help is liberating and scary and sad and exciting all at once. I've been fortunate not to have experienced some of the heartbreak of people here (yet!), and my love goes out to all of you. May we all be blessed this way one day soon!
LoveMe1010 9 months ago
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luvbeincrazy94 9 months ago
Wow!!! This is a beautiful song that opens up about the silent killer of infertility.
mellwes 9 months ago
@mellwes This very touching, but infertility is NOT a silent killer, I've yet to know of it killing a man or a woman literally for being unable to bear a child, yes I know personally that it is painful and may mess with ones esteem but a silent killer that's a bit drastic, not being able to have what we really want, sucks, that is what it boils down to and a bit more, also adoption doesn't fix the problem and it's unfair to expect another woman to give up her baby for the wants of another!
raffynjenny 7 months ago
I really would die for that.
TinkerBebe 9 months ago
I was a surrogate in January, this song has a special place in my heart as it allows me to see things from intended parents' positions.
ninacgambel 9 months ago
I would die for that.... I'm sorry it hasn't happened yet. But I'm not giving up on Christopher ;) *righting my wrongs*
I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE!! WERE GOING TO HAVE OUR FAMILY!! I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER!!
sp00k302 9 months ago 27
i will be 31 on the 28th i have been trying for 11 years now me and my hubby have done 2 ivf and on #2 i got pregnant and at 3 week had a miscarriages i so love this song but i do cry and i would die for that i never now it would be so hard to have a baby i hope we all get to have a baby
ZACMICHELLESTEVE 9 months ago
@ZACMICHELLESTEVE It can happen sweetheart. I've just delivered twins as a surrogate and I know many people that would help anyone that they could to have children. Keep the faith!
ninacgambel 9 months ago
My husband and I went through Infertility for over 10yrs. We were blessed with triplets after going through IVF for 1 1/2yrs. Every time we hear this song, it brings back memories of our long Infertility Journey. We know how painful Infertility is and our prayers are with everyone who is suffering with this disease. May god bless all of you on your journey!
infertilitycouples 9 months ago
I don't have any problems myself, but I know of friends that do, I'm hoping when childen/money allows to study biomed and go into a career in an infertility clinic to help others.
I would love to be a surrogate but having only 1 kidney, I know I would be counselled not to :(
kalimirella 10 months ago
Even though I didn't have primary infertility issues, I did have secondary infertility issues. I am so blessed to be able to conceive without blinking an eye but I have five angels (miscarriages) underneath my belt. Found out I had a uterine septum...many, many women have this birth defect. Causes infertility and m/c. But I am so blessed with three beautiful sons...they are my world! At the end, I had to have an emergency hysterectomy...after all that! So don't give up!!
bioteach6 10 months ago
Wow! This song is powerful! We've been TTC for almost 3 years now. My husband is military and today I just received a referral to the fertility clinic. We are very fortunate in that if we get accepted in the program, the military will cover the majority of the cost of treatment. My heart aches with all the posts and hope that one day we can all hold our own babies and watch them grow and erase all the pain we currently experience!
boxerlove77 10 months ago
We've been struggeling with infertility for 5 long years. After our 3rd treatment I was pregnant and miscarried in the 4th month. We didn't give up and thanks to IVF I now have my 4 months old son next to me - so, NEVER EVER give up!!!
TheAkinomonika 10 months ago
I was adopted and have recently been in contact with my birth family. For a decade I wondered about them and wrote and rewrote letters that included what I would say to them. Now, I wasn't adopted by being given up. Nope, the state took me away, saving my life. However, I still wondered. Now that I am on my own I realize how much my parents gave up to give me and my sisters a home. I can't thank them enough and honestly I don't know how. They gave me more than the birth family could have. I<3em
hsot0086 10 months ago 2
I find it ironic that my insurance will cover the entire cost of a transgender operation, but it will not cover treatment for infertility.
jwieland1989 10 months ago 3
SO a few weeks ago went to the doctor to check what was going on i had naother appt ona friday insurence said they would only cover the ultra sound to checl ovaries but when i get to radiology i had to pay ou tof pocket i didnt have 10,000 in my hand so i had cancel hopefully next yr i'll just get the hsg pelvic test i was so down but i thought to myself maybe this is a sign from god telling me not to worry but maybe i'll adopt i beautiful new born baby then i think how do we go about that :(
iveyretro 10 months ago
Such beautiful song!
After trying for 5 years, we finally got pregnant with IVF..
I should be 5 weeks pregnant so far, but unfortunately.. looks like i'm having a slow miscarrage..
This song helps us move on with the pain we feel every day, and makes us feel like we are not alone..
I really hope for a miracle for everyone who's trying to have a baby..
Bless u all very much!
toetiepooh 10 months ago 2
This song is so beautiful and raw and so soul wrenching. I listen to this song all the time and just sit and cry. My husband and I have been trying to conceive for the longest time with no luck. It is so crushing to fail so many times at something so natural, it hurts. I think it helps me to read the passage jeremiah 29:11 and pray.
VickieDerek 10 months ago
This song brought me to tears, It has come into my life after me and my husband have been struggling with infertility for the past two years.
We already have a 3.5yr old little girl but what we wouldnt give to extend our family. I would, as the song says die for that.
Mum2Mia 11 months ago
Shortly after my father passed away, I found out I was pregnant. Shortly after that, I lost the baby. Two months to the day, on my birthday, I found out I was pregnant again. I felt immediately blessed, like my father was watching over us.
My aunt has been told she can never have children, I would love to be a surrogate for her.
TrainerGreenQueen 11 months ago 2
Thank you! I had no idea a song was written for me! We've been TTC for 5 1/2 years.
jewells07 11 months ago
i'm going through the same thing i have a wonderful amazin gusband im 30 yrs old and havent been able to conceive i can't believe i came upon this song this has to be a sign from god this song speaks what i feel every word wow i'm in a shock i have yet to go get checked but i do wonder so i'll be going to see whats going on its easy to say i'll adopt but really that snot what i want this song is like singing my life tere are ppl who are not good who are blessed but wow i'm in shock")
iveyretro 11 months ago
I'm 16 years old, and I just recently found out I'm unable to have children. I know I maybe be young and dumb, thinking about children. But when something like this, a goal in my life to have children of my own is taken away from me, it hurts most. Yes adoption is just wonderful, but I always wanted to have my own kids who have my traits and my husbands. :(
roriicon 11 months ago
@roriicon I feel your pain but never give up!!who knows when your ready to have children they may have a way to help you concieve technology is amazing these days!!i hope some day you get your dream!!
krista564 11 months ago
@roriicon I am very sorry to hear about your situation. But coming from a person who has an adopted son and biological daughter through IVF ICSI, they are my OWN kids. One might not be biological, but I would give my life for either one of my children. Plus, the thought of my son being adopted doesn't even cross my mind anymore. Yes it does stink that he does not have any of my traits or my wife's, but the love for him is unconditional just like my daughter. Best wishes!
engnir1 11 months ago 2
my and my husband we are trying for almost 7 years now and we decide after going in fertility traitement that is the last year that were trying sad but not has sad has never holding a baby in your arm for all this time trying all the negative test result it hurts and its sad .
borduas24 11 months ago
A year ago this month I posted here... me and my husband had been TTC for over 3 years. We were finally referred for IVF but days after posting here, we were refused funding. My parents paid £5,000 privately for ICSI. It worked first time and we're expecting our little miracle in 6 weeks <3 We lost a twin at 7 weeks but we're so grateful for the little fighter that held on. It's still heartbreaking though, thinking back to those awful days. I hope every woman has her dream come true
ukuberbabe 1 year ago
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krista564 1 year ago
i love this song!!i cant listen to it without crying!! i suffer from endometrosis and blocked tubes!my husband and i have been ttc since 2006,had a tubal pregnancy dec 2006!!hoping to have in vitro in march/april 2011!!i never realized until a few months ago just how many people suffer because of infertility!!it has been a very emotional journey which im sure will be all worth it one day once im holding MY baby in my arms!!good luck to everyone who has to embark on this journey in their lives!
krista564 1 year ago
Oh goodness.. My heart aches for all the women TTC (comments)! I lost my angel baby in July 2010. IUI... IVF... Then finally a +!! 7 wks later I was back to square 1 (miscarriage). I hate the thought of another women feeling the way I have [Sad that I cant give my hubby another child.. Angry that everyone around me is pregnant (What about ME?).. Hopeful that there could be a miracle + even when the odds are stacked up against me]! I hate it! But, miracles DO happen. I refuse to believe otherwis
AngelMbryoz2010 1 year ago
Has infertility. Unfortinaly couldnt afford ivf treatments or adoption. I never got my baby, this song sings so true for all us who wanted a baby but never will have our babys.
GirlCat82 1 year ago
Kellie, I was diagnosed with PCOS....I listen to this song daily. It breaks my heart to know that some women abort their precious babies, while some of us would die for one. Barry, my husband, told me he would give his life for my chance at motherhood, which led me to find this song. We finally got pregnant this year and we lost him (or her) at 5 weeks 2 days. Your song gives me hope....and I truly won't understand it if it's not meant to be. I just want to be a mommy <3. Amazing song :)
agodbey0004 1 year ago
Thank you for this song Kellie! There's not many songs out there addressing infertility and this really hit home for me. I've had two miscarriages after IVF and FET procedures. We're hoping for our own miracle some day...
larak523 1 year ago
to everyone that is watching just because the docs say you may not be able have children doesnt mean its true. they are not always right..
i struggled to conceive and after lots of operations and tests i was told i would need IVF after almost 6 years of trying, the docs wanted to put me on tablets but i took a test just to be sure and i was already pregnant :D i found out the day after i was told i would not be able conceive and would need IVF just because they say you can't doesnt mean its true
sexypimpass 1 year ago
Don't ever give up! After several cycles of IUI and the loss of 4 babies, we now have a healthy son. It is a looooooonnnnnngggg road, but so worth it.
kimmie667too 1 year ago
Stay strong...as all of you this song says how I felt... I remember the first time I heard...so strong...And I read the comments and thought "someday I'll write my happy ending"
My girl is 15 months and I´m 6 weeks pregnant, couldn't be happier...stay storng, is all I can say and some day you'll write your happy ending.
Shucita09 1 year ago
SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG.. :)
number1mum2010 1 year ago
Kelly, just wanted to say that this song realy helps me in this hard time my husband and me ar going through.
Were trying for 1,5 years now, alot less then so many other couples, but we had a great deal of dissapointments this last year, bad results from te doctor, alot of friends who got pregnant or even already gave birth, my sister and sister in law who are pregnant for the second time since were ttc...
Thank you for singing and giving hope!
miekie84 1 year ago
I love tihs song!!! Thank you for it.
angelgirl148 1 year ago
Very good music video and a voice like Celine Dion. :)
Atolis2008 1 year ago
It will be 4 years ttc our first on Valentines day. If we are not preggers by then we will start the adoption process. Thank you for this song, I allow myself one good cry a month, and listen to this to just get out all those emotions I have deep inside. You express all the feelings I have that are just to hard for me to say outloud.
demossmsk 1 year ago
As an adoptee, this song is really meaningful to me. Thank you so much for your honesty and your support for LIFE!
hisprincessforever09 1 year ago
This song touches me in a way no other song ever has. My boyfriend and I have been trying to conceive for 3 years, and I've gotten pregnant only once, which ended in miscarriage. People say "You're still young, live." I don't agree. My cousin was blessed with a beautiful baby girl in February, and is pregnant again now. She expressed her need to get an abortion and knowing what I'm going through keeps saying "I don't want this baby, and can't give it up" I would die for that..
KaylaStarlight 1 year ago
After a year of trying, I was pregnant.... at 12 weeks, I lost my baby.... its still so hard to cope with. 02/25/10 mommy luvs u always and forever baby. Still trying with no success.. ;o/
ClikClakRandomCrap 1 year ago
Please check out trailer for our IVF film coming out early 2011 search “The Island of Hope” Trailer
studiocaribetv 1 year ago
i love this song gives hope to us who struggle with this.me and my wife have been married ten years and havent been able to yet. i hope one day god sees fit to bless us with atleast one.untill then i have this hope to hold on to
kccwljtta 1 year ago
I'm 24 weeks pregnant with my first baby boy...But i've cried my heart out on this song...It is so beautifull, special, so strong...and deeply remindes me to be gratefull for happiness in my belly and every single movement inside. I wish i can do something for so many of those "mommy-s-yet-to-be" who have obstacles in reaching their dream...
You are all in my prayers...everyday.
malawicca 1 year ago
3 Angel babies 2 within the past year. I am happy to report that I am 21 weeks pregnant with a baby girl. Feeling her strong inside me makes me thank God every day for the gift that I have been given.
hellraysinangel 1 year ago
@hellraysinangel Congrats! I have suffered 5 miscarriages so far hoping the next time I fall pregnant I carry to full term.x
Allicia0805 1 year ago
What if you were 14 years old and someone told you you couldn't have children or at least without a lot of expense,if then. What if the same doctor told you to look on the bright side, no unplanned pregnancy? Blessing happen. My son married a woman with a child. God is good.
fivebelong 1 year ago
I couldn't stop crying watching this video!
After 8 long year of seeing to many docters we had a beautifull baby Girl with the help of IVF!
Now we are trying to have a secound miracle baby, and hope that we can give some of our cryo's up for adoption to make a miracle happen for somebody els!
snoek69 1 year ago
Love this song and cry harder every time I watch it. My husband and I have been trying to conceive our first child for nearly 7 years and have had 2 miscarriages. We aren't giving up, but I would die for the chance to be a mommy.
tabbymichelle 1 year ago
i lost my angel baby 7.1.10 ): mummy LOVES U
siingleee 1 year ago 2
For almost 15 years i m trying te get pregnant. Trough the story from Kellie i stil have hope that on 1 day i can say "darling we are going te have a baby'.
Thanks for making this song.
feigje 1 year ago
I love it.
wErHoPiNg4BaBy 1 year ago
this song made me change my mind!
bb0ness 1 year ago 18
Really beautiful song & video. I have three beautiful children; my youngest passed after 11 hours & it's true.. I'd die a million times over to have him with me today.
milkblossom 1 year ago
My Husband and i have been trying and we found out That I cannot get pregnant. Its so Painful because I have dreamed of being a mother since i was a child and It was ripped from me due to PCOS. I try to be brave but so many nights i lay in My husbands arms crying because we can afford the treatments and Even adopting is Expensive. I feel like my dream is slipping away and i am trying so hard to hold on to it. my husband Is a Soldier we get payed less then school teachers. How can i afford this?
ArmyWife8987 1 year ago
Beautifully done and gives people who haven't gone through infertility a sense of how painful it can be. Thank you
jetsgirl9 1 year ago
What a beautiful video and song... It took my husband and I four years to get pregnant and through that time, I shed more tears, spent more time in my husband's arms for fear of falling apart and wondered why us more times than I can count. We are expecting our little girl in the next three weeks and I have not taken one single day of this pregnancy for granted. Your song reminds me of all that I have to be thankful for. xo
babyvlog 1 year ago
Bawled my eyes out.
mfskarphedin 1 year ago
hey kellie
i can noit stop watching this video it makes me think i found out when i was 17 that i have a non canceris brain tummer and i am on these seshor meds that if i have kid my kid will be work with so,e kind of mentolretordashon it is hard on me and my husband and i am only 21 but i am hoping i am on the meds soon so it can all chang but i have a feeling in my gut i will never have kids but i just gave up my life to help my mom rase my little sister who is 4 weeks old today lol
NewBigSister21 1 year ago
My sister and her husband tried for over four years. Now through a donor they got the most perfect babyboy! I'm thirty myself now with no boyfriend or husband and I'm wondering if I'll ever get to witness the gift of children myself before it's too late... I just keep praying I will and I must say this song really makes me cry... And I cross my fingers for all the couples out there who struggle.. Hang in there! Maybe when you least expect it...
HoneybirdHexicka 1 year ago
@HoneybirdHexicka
if you can afford it, use a donor and get your embryos frozen just in case. I felt the same way you did at 30 and didnt meet my husband until I was 38 and now it may be too late. I wish I could go back...
kimbrolane 1 year ago
love love love love this song! :) makes me cry every time i hear it. but it makes me feel at peace.
fromthick2thin 1 year ago 2
This song is so beautiful. It touches me so deeply since I am unable to have children.. ever. I never believed at 31 I would hear the words "infertile" and even worse... "barren." But, in 2 years my heart has healed some and I am moving on with a new life, and a new fiance. God has his plan, I am unsure what it is, but I trust Him and know someday, this too will heal. God bless all of you who are trying, and suffering, and know you are NOT alone.
Kittenlis 1 year ago
:'(
ZakiyyahRahman 1 year ago
it's a good thing i hear this song only now and not 2-3 years ago when i was going through that... i finally got pregnant with my son on my 4th wedding anniversary, after a lot of pills, shots, IUI's, a lot of praying, and 2 early miscarriages. it was very hard for me to see other pregnant people, which is a hard thing in a society where people marry young and have kids as soon as they are able too. but now i have my beautiful boy and it was all worth it! he is now 14 months.
thegreatCOOPS 1 year ago
My husband and I have been trying for 14 months now and nothing has happened. I find myself listening to this song quite often. Thanks Kelly!
AMWay23 1 year ago
I love this song from the bottom of my heart. It touches me in a different way than most on here. Im actually a surrogate. I had twin girls for a friend of mine 10 months ago and I just started my second amazing journey <3 Every woman deserves to be a mother.
breysmommy05 1 year ago
i cried my eyes out lovely song
meganfuchs 1 year ago
I love the song but I especially love the video, I've experienced everything from an abortion, through 3 miscarriages & the four years it took to get pregnant again (I never thought it would happen) to the birth of my twin boys Mason & Joshua this song (along with others) got me through some tough times & for that I thank you for being a voice in the dark.x
Jemeraldx 1 year ago
the first time i heard this I cried for hours!
MrsSamanthaRosa 1 year ago
This song has touched me in so many ways. I cry every time I hear it. my beautiful baby girl was born on 7-17-09 and shortly after she passed away in her daddy's arms. We love & miss her so much. We have been trying for baby number 2 for about a year now and it just isnt working. It is so frusterating to see people have what i dont have anymore. Thank you kellie for making this song/video, it has told me that i am not alone in this struggle! <3
MsVanillakiss 1 year ago
I fell in love with this song when we were trying to conceive our first. It took us 18 months, surgery, fertility treatments and fertility drugs to finally conceive our miracle baby. This song is so true in EVERY aspect, it hits everything a person dealing with infertility feels.
We are now trying to conceive our 2nd and again struggling greatly, I listen to this song often.
cheertyme2003 1 year ago
I found this video a few years back. I used to listen to it on my particularly dark days and have a good cry. I'm now proud to say I beat infertility and I am a mother to my beautiful 2 yo son and 8 mo old daughter.
butterflylr 1 year ago
I ttc for 11 years and during that time I stumbled onto this video. It became a video I watched over and over again. I finally got pregant and delivered healthy and happy triplets and am now at long last a MOM. We had unexplained infertility and this song was exactly how I felt. I want to thank Kellie for sharing a song that is so personal.
dmksam 1 year ago
i was told i have mrkh syndrome where i was born with out my womb so u cant children i wastold at the age of 17 i am almost 20 now thow its easier but not better x
kara123h 1 year ago
I would die just to have the ability to get pregnant on my own. Knowing that i cant kills me.
goarmy510 1 year ago
I don't know the pain of infertility, but I'm hoping to be a surrogate soon. I'm hoping that it can help another family have their baby. I sometimes feel guilty for having what we have so easily, and I can't understand what you ladies are going through, but I do know I love all of you so much, though I haven't met you, and I hope and pray for the best for you.
Revelation7912 1 year ago 4
@Revelation7912 I have never come across someone like you and I am so proud of you even that I have never met you , I came across your comment in much needed time . I wish more people tryed to understand like you have , thank you
thematrixthree 1 year ago
I would die to have my son here, losing him has been the worst pain I'll ever know. We said hello and goodbye at the same time 2/28/10 ♥ Love you baby boy♥
62bamagirl 1 year ago