Re: YouTube Nostalgia

[billymadison2010]

she posted a video about being raped (or almost being raped), i don't think she's enjoying all the complimens about her attractiveness

[MirandaLeeWong]

You are a very pretty girl and I really hope that you got justice for that whole ordeal.

[jonthecomposer]

Wow. In all seriousness, I'm glad I DON'T know that guy. Causing a lady grief for someone's own pleasure is one of the most despicable, heartless, cowardly, self-centered abominations that anyone can do at ANY time and it never ceases to piss me off. Sorry you ever had to go through that.

[juicepop187]

very pretty but it looks like you taken a poop!

[Adzerk]

LOL You're hilarious!!!! Love the hair too!! :D

WOOOOOOOOOOO!! Even kirby approves ..

(b^.^)b

2 thumbs up from the Kirby! :O

[mikebrownhouse]

Wow...

[carlitoparadise]

In those Nostalgic Days i would Have Liked to stay there and Say : "You are not Alone and I Understand "

At the same Time Be Touching Very Sweetly Your Face whit my Hand :)

[carlitoparadise]

Your Lighting Eyes Match sooo Well whit Your Violet Suit and Your Blond Hair and Your Pink Lips Better to Say Everything Match Perfect *****

[kingoflamegame]

thats it shes hot thats why ive wached all her vidios even tho they were less than medieocre altho many arent bad some are just horrible

[Duhast111]

Your really HOt

[RRV85]

that video u showed wasn't a huge surprise to me cause i've seen ur "Vlog on Personal Thoughts" video and knew u had a tough past.

i hope all is goin well these days :)

[ACTORDAVIDTRAN]

That video was quality material. I'm glad it's back online and I hope you keep it up for a long time. I know it's hard the situations surrounding it all, but it's a beautiful piece nonetheless. The emotion, the rawness, and the meaningfulness that it could be applied almost to anything anywhere minus the title and caption screens. That's what's beautiful about it. It's what good that can come out of darkness.

[MemoriesOfACarrot]

what about the love triangle??????

[holman26]

aw babes ur solovley n beautful xxxxxxxxxxxx

[AgeOfOrton666]

The kind of guys that do that to girls are the kind of guys that I would like tie up so they couldn't move and then torture them by cutting them slightly on their body and then every 5 mins cut off a different non-major body part and watch them squeal in pain, then after they've suffered for 24 hours, I would then tease them and say "your free" let them out of the chains then slit their throat, LMFAO!!!!! Man they'd be pissed, hahahaha.

[happyyoda121]

I remember this video well.;-)

[nicolerenee03]

:(

I'm so sorry this happend to you, Jill.

[MazakuProductions]

Sorry for that. But "Forced Himself Upon You" can mean lots of things.

But Please if anyone knows how she did the "TEETH SPARKLE" (what programs etc. is it adobe premier, after effects?) Animation Please tell me! Thanks!

[xSamanthaNicole]

the "teeth sparkle" was done by imovie :) I don't think the video effect comes with the sound effect though...but I'm sure if you googled the sound affect you would find something to download :)

[MazakuProductions]

Hmmm.. its for Mac. Thanks for info anyways.

[anthrocrane]

I'm so sorry that happened to you. That kind of thing shouldn't happen to anybody.

[ColorMyCoral]

oh wow yeah i can relate to that old video of yours

[themightythor1212]

posting video tonight! didnt forget!@

[FlowingGeisha]

Having an ex boss rape you or force himself upon you is pretty serious.

[CynBin20]

This video is amazing Jill... Sorry you had to go through that... I've been through something similar and can totally relate....

-Cyn

[yuz58]

Jill you are talented and also if the argument of the video makes me furious for you..I mean..you have treated it with irony ,I mean you are special really.And the music was perfect.Greetings from Italy

[ifwere1021]

Did he just sort of try to force you into it or did he actually rape you? It seems like he crossed lines but didnt really go too far; certainly beat the shit out of him but I dont know if he really deserves his dick chopped. Thats pretty extreme unless he has either done the same thing to other women or did more than was implied in the video (its tough to get raped in a few secs).

I do have a Q though, theoretical boss-maulings aside, did it help you to get through the time by making a video?

[TexanRebel08]

cool

[purpledew]

Wow, powerful stuff. Have I told you you rock lately? No? Well you do.

Mwwhhaa!

Jillivanilli xx

[ytmachx]

Yeah,something like that thing you said. Main thing is it's gotta hurt.

[stu106]

Gorgeous eyes.

[tonylui28]

lol at the ending

nice

[captainfury2007]

Your boss is a total douche. It was awesome meeting you at SouthTube!!!

[ytmachx]

I know there's like a 10,000 people who would like to have a "talk" with your ex boss!

[friedfish1100]

by "talk! d`you mean beat the bugger senseless nd then crucify him and beat hi up again and them throw him in a river for being such an asshole?

[XboobtubeX]

u need to hunt him down and cut off his penis

[friedfish1100]

with rocks.

[filmester]

whats amazin 2 me that in 2 years u didnt get any older! :)

[PrincessSunlynn]

I SPOT AN ESTER COMMENT!! :D

[xSamanthaNicole]

I know right? She is in like some age-less time-less bubble! :P

[booya62056]

Im sorry to hear that happened to you! :( Sounds like we need to pay him a visit to show HIM who is boss!

[digistormpje]

Respect! Very brave of you to say all this. I really hope you got over it. You're great!

[FarmerBoY84]

Wow. Throwing yourself out there like that truly shows how strong and brave you are and where.

No one should ever have to be molested or harassed, sexually, physically or psychologicly.

Hearing about fucking assholes like your ex-boss makes me feel sick and ashamed to be a man.

I hope abused women take after your example and tell the world, and the police.

Even though it's hard (I can't imagine how hard) the attackers must not get away.

[anythingsarcastic]

I <3 you

[Eminemporvida4]

I really hope that you reported him Jill. That is awful. And very brave of you to repost that video.

[Lilylulay]

Thank you Jill, that's really powerful what you shared. I'm so sorry you had to experience that! Thanks for participating in my little game.

Bridget

[desolateangel83]

It was very brave of you to post that. I'm sorry you had to go through that. Did you receive any responses from people that went through similar situations?

[friedfish1100]

u r vry pretty...

[ImfreekinCRAZY3]

you have the most pritty blue eyes

[friedfish1100]

yes... they are very amazing... and bluey...

[mattwiens123]

I love your eyes.

[987wolf987]

OMG did he rape you or something????

[smacbook]

please name that dickhead and i will gladly kick his teeth in.

[riverjustin]

I remember your first vid with Kevin , but I dont remember the one from this vid. Sorry to hear that happened to you:( The video was very creative and sincere!! You are the best keep up the good work:)!!

[DaleATL2]

Hey Jill Baby!

So sorry that that happened to you. Nobody deserves that to happen to them (except maybe the guy that did that to you. He should have an even bigger man forced on him.)

big hug.

[xoiwantyouox]

That is so sad!! I'm so sorry you had to go through that! :(

[sidian3]

That was one of the BEST videos I have seen on here. So real... it was probably the most therapeutic thing you could have done besides putting a gun in his mouth and making him pee his pants. You were stronger than you knew then, making a video like that. BRAVO!!! Seriously!!! You beat him by showing back up to work. Stay STRONG!!!

[kiss0fl0ve]

That was a really powerful video that you made. I'm sure you made lots of people feel less alone by sharing your experience =)

Stay beautiful!

xoxo <33

[iowamike]

So sorry for your assult...you are the victor...not the victim.

[ThatGuyinPLVY]

i have had SOOO MANY ACCTS that i dont evcen REMEMBER MY First video

[xSamanthaNicole]

Thanks for the Tag :) You have officially taken my tag v-card :P

And just like your videos now....your videos then were very powerful, and so breath taking.

xoxo

[hursty810]

Jesus Jill! *insert platitude here* In all seriousness I am sorry that happened to you, you are such a sweet and amazing soul, you do not deserve to have anyone treat you that poorly. I hope you know that I admire you and wish you the best.

[Crazycardfreak]

Wow...

[GeneticBlend]

Cool, thanks for the tag Jill. The end of this video made me giggle. :^P The video you showed was very well done... powerful and emotional. I liked the song too. What is that?

Funny, I posted my first video almost 2 years ago to the day. Oct. 17, 2006.

[fatdaddyb28]

A goddess now

a goddess then

A future goddess

This is Jill

[jmarkula]

That was touching clip!!. only editing was little bad, text comments in it, should been slightly longer, but you got some emotions in it.

[mattlaw25]

I know what it's like to feel that you're absolutely alone, and it's the worst feeling in the world. I've been lucky enough to witness first hand over the past few months that not only are you not alone, but you have a whole world of support out there. Your friends certainly are some amazing people.

You have certainly taken the experience and expressed yourself well in the medium you chose, it's a great video (especially for a "just messing around with my macbook" vid).

[GuruMN]

I didn't know this happened to you, that is terrible what he did to you. You are a very brave and strong person for posting this video.

A thousand (((hugs))) to Jill.

[Illuminatta]

I actually remember this one! I started watching you in September or so of 2006. Glad that's all behind you. :)

[jryan9307]

some people are just stupid, that's all there is to it.

and i love the ending aha

-John

[themightythor1212]

I remember some of your first videos, does that make me old? yikes! hmm wonder if i still have my first one? i will have to look

[Hexy69]

My 1st video was only made 7 months ago, but it is dedicated to yer x-boss.

[lockedinsidemybody1]

i know this is old. But sometimes I hate the male species for the things that we do to you females, on behalf of the normal male guys, im sorry.

[littlefatbird]

It's always awkward watching yourself on tape, especially much later... I thought it was a good.

[DarkDennis1961]

I like those old videos. I think the first time i saw you is in one where you were just lip sinking a song. can't remember exactly, but it was fun.

[andhisband]

And I wanna cry. Yet, wrapped around the old vid is the strong Jill I've come to know and love. I'm glad I've seen this now because I understand you better.

[DanielleOfHearts]

I soooo enjoy your style Jill. I really would love to take some editing lessons from you. There's so much I want to do and express through editing, but just don't know how to do or don't realize ways of doing them (at least on final cut.)...or maybe I just need to go get myself a manual!!! =P

[mattlaw25]

I agree with Danielle, i've always liked your editing

[bnessel1973]

I love ya, Jill. Hope to see you soon.

[ljalique]

That was pretty deep..I hope that situation was taken care of! I think you have great videos..i enjoy watching them often and that what matters to me! :)

[vclamp]

(((((Jill)))))

[nic46ole]

Great vid as usual Jill. Jules in the comments below said everything I was thinking!!! Thanks Jules. Love the song too...I think it was used in the series finale for Six Feet Under (I miss that show)

[xdarkwing104x]

HA!

Dodged another tag!

[channeIreview]

Jill, I don't wanna say your quality has gone down hill but I really don't understand why you seem to exhibit embarrassment over this video...

[GoboSpeaks]

i don't understand why you are saying my quality has gone down hill-

[JDI180]

Gobo, I'm NOT sure who said your quality went down, but obviously they don't know their head from their ass.

I was actually thinking that your post-production skills, expressiveness, and personal integrity were just as awesome back then as they are now.

Sounds like it was awkward for you to post the video. I think anyone who was honest would say the same thing to friends or family, only it probably wouldn't be done so creatively in the way that can only be done by THE Gobo-Girl!! Thanks

[channeIreview]

nice try jill but you know you really set the bar pretty high for yourself right from the start.

[Tiredofcrap]

I am a misfit in belief.

[surfnakd23]

silly goose. wt eff? you nice in your OG days.

[teamsharkie]

hey I remember this video. wow time has really flew by.

[nbwulf]

Enjoyed it Jill... (=

Digging the old vids.

[zpooky]

Very personal and emotional first video Jill.

A nice example of your editing skills and your nice background music choices.

[julesx822]

wow jill, i'm so sorry. no one should ever have to deal with that. ever. and you did and you've still remained a strong, beautiful person and i really admire you for that.

love always, jules xx

[xfrozenxsoulsx]

You're SO BEAUTIFUL gobobeans! lol o.0 I love ur vids. Long time fan. Your ex-boss is a no good dog, pos..I hope it was nothing more than touching, just another dude that needs to have his **** cut off....good vid Gobo! Have a great week, u roxorz.

[wggreen]

I remember this video, very moving and powerful. Many of your early videos were a wonderful amazing mix of music and images and emotion. Plus they were well made. Your early videos are what got me hooked on your channel.

Some other nastalgic ones I liked were "Jill and Kevin want to be famous", there was a time lapse one of you getting ready to go out or to a party, and then the lip synch music videos were always fun. Aahhhh, the good old days....

[projectblogsphere]

Wow... I remember watching that video when you first posted it (before you got hacked). YouTube Nostalgia is right... you and me go way back here on the 'Tubes, Gobo. Love ya! :-)

[primus567]

ah i looove the sia song.. all her music is just GREAT

[ashadowwebdesign]

Poor Jill. You are not alone in the sleazy boss department. hugs!!

[MademoiselleMinerva]

raw emotion. i love it!

[iGirrl]

What happened with you and your boss Jill?