My Eating Disorder Diary-Part 1 Restricting and Passing Out

[tutmankingasher]

get better, dont worry about eating... its normal :)

i hope you get into some rehab program, because youre really hurting yourself. If you put on a couple of pounds you could be really pretty- have strength!!! :D

dont kill youself, any guy would drool over you if you were really healthy. you can be so beautiful, use your gift.

[abbeysambivalence]

alrite...lemme explain my last post...i haven't ever done the "chew and spit"...but i still feel for you in that regard!! i just can't relate well to that!! doesn't mean i disregard that! you are beautiful!! stay strong with recov...so hard!

xo

abbey

[abbeysambivalence]

just wanted to add ive been in treatment and am going again...awaiting the date...i feel for you (minust the "chew and spit"!!)...but yah...msg me if you wanna chat!!

xo

abbey

[abbeysambivalence]

heeey

omg meee too!! low self-esteem to the maxxxxxx!!!  oooh man yahhh with cals you always wanna cut down...so hard...you feel you can always do more...hey sweetheart!! none of this is smart!! but there is some drive for it right?? stay strong!! omg i rememb the "purging" day too!! i can sooooooo relate!!

OMG GYMNASTICS!!! MEEEE TOOOOO!!

xo

abbey

[OmfgJJsikBITCH]

I have my speakers turned on to the max and I can barly hear you

[MahBoi22]

I really like hearing your story. Not to say a whole lot about my own story, but yours is a bit of a help to me.

[AngelUndrground]

I'm glad that someone liked hearing it. I hope it helped in some way. So many things have changed since my last video. I will post more bids as soon as I'm up to it.

Thanks a bunch for the comment :)

[AngelUndrground]

I have had some treatment now since I posted my videos and will update as soon as I am up to it. I really appreciate all the suggestions and kind words most of you write. I ignore the other ignorant fucks,lol Just hit block and remove on them. Anyway's, even if u don't here from me for awhile, I do still read your words. It actually makes me feel good which is rare. Stay safe,well and healthy. Thanks a Bunch,Love

[ljaysa]

I don't think many of you understand the concept of how uncontrolable ana and mia are to the victim

[BostonMami64]

wow u look really young u dont look 26 at all :)

[WickedxLuver]

@BostonMami64

When you have ana/mia you grow REALLY slow

[poonpepper]

please don't do this to yourself, it really will kill you, so there is no point, your really cute, and would look sexy if you were healthy. and I'm not a lesbian, it's just fact. well every one is self contentious about their body sometimes. but PLEASE don't do that. think about it...your KILLING yourself...please don't, your too amazing of a person:]

[starhannahpc]

I hope you can beat this thing.

It only gets worse.

[pjshuleatt]

stop this madness!!! you are beautiful just for who you are, please dont fall for this cruel worlds game. you are going to die if this goes on.

[chaiya25]

you probably passed out (not from the fast) but from dehydration. Need to drink alot of water also diet pills dehydrate you aswell

[caveat21]

thanks for your video. I have been doing the chewing and spiting thing to. Its weird, and its weird to think othere people out there do it to. Anyways, thanks for your video and your honesty.

[Sweetsugaryhoney]

I think your strength to overcome your disorder is beautiful. I have prayed for you to remain strong, and even though we never met, I have faith in you to beat this. Be blessed. -Margarita

[elizabeth951]

i feel really srry for u because i used to kno this girl she was really nice and she thought she was fat even though she wasnt then she started pukeing up everything she ate or drank she couldnt even keep water down then from a happy 119 girl she went down to 70 pounds =[ its really sad but there is always help out there for u =]

[AngelUndrground]

I'm trying.

Thanks :)

[pumpuriukas]

hold on darling !!!