@phsychowolf143 is that a real question? not everyone in a mental hospital has visual hallucinations. you're an idiot, and im going to kill you tonight. the peoples told me to.
I couldn't quite get your name...Rami? suspense......whats happening with Danny? That was 4 years ago, so whats happening now? Could we have a little postscript?
Your reason for checking into this hospital is ridiculous, and you should be ashamed of yourself for wasting space in a place where most people go to get help. You are a sad byproduct of of too much T.V.
Wow.. The hospital I went to made me take off my shoe laces.. What was supposed to be 3 days turned into 2 months of hell.. I now have 5 attempts of suicide,manic depressive and self-mutilation on my record..
I'm glad you was allowed to have a phone/camera to record shit. I've been in 3different one's, and I was never allowed to have anything! Just books, cards, and we had a desk,bed,and could get paper and crayons. No MP3 players, etc. Nothing. 10min phone call a day, and 1 5min shower a day. Lock down 90% of the day.
what we deem as mental illness is really a combination of bad personal decisions and brainwashing from the culture -- the system butchers people's psyche then makes a shitload of money off them; all at the taxpayers expense - but when the system collapses we put the middle class in the looney bin too; but by then there won't be any entitlements we will all be working in a labor camp.
They wouldn't let me out of this one. They wouldn't let me read even then they wondered why I started walking down the only hall in there. I have a manipulative disordr for asking to go to the bathroom. After cyanide, I'm too braindead for that. They lied about things I said and made me confess to having a mental disorder.
I can tell you're a good person. The world needs more people like this. You could so much good in the world and probably already do when you're in the right environment. Ignore the immature comments, they've probably haven't experienced what you have, so they can't understand. Everyone has deficits/disabilities which is usually not our fault. We all develop in different ways according to our experience some of which is beyond our control. Now you're older you have more control. Go for it!
I kept a diary when I was in hospital, some people write letters or paint or draw and she got the opportunity to make a video log...It's just documentation, not a huge deal. It's kind of cool that healthy people get the opportunity to see what it's like.
Why is everyone complain, saying that these videos are cries for attention. It's evident that these videos are for her friends. You dont have to watch unless you're interested
YEAH MOST PEOPLE DONT DIGG ON PLACES LIKE THAT, BUT ME PERSONALLY I LIKE IT, I FEEL MORE @ HOME, LIKE I FIT RIGHT IN, AND DONT FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTSIDER.. LOL
dear god i wish i could just vanish into nothing and not have to deal with the interdimensional place you go to when you die i just want to go into nothingness but that is an impossibility there is definitely such a thing as the other side but if its anything to go by the predatory of this world a suicidal person is pretty fekin screwed.
Can't believe all the haters here. Hey, I appreciate these "slice-of-life" type vids. Thanks for sharing and being open enough to share. Hang in there. There are people that care about you. Even strangers in an un-stalker way.
Another attention seeking teen. Good work you won, now either realise your stuborn, or finish school grow up and learn to comit to society. Hmm old video, do you smoke crack yet, or are you like the rest of us folk pyaing our dues?
She seems disturbed, so what did they really do to you and why did you volunteer there? This is not what you wanted. In the words of R.P Mcmurphy- get out and don't come back this stays on your record....
ive been hospitalized 15 times , my new record. Its a bizarre experiance as well as the people you meet in there. Nurses are fun to talk to and usually tell you good stories.anyways rainbow locks is coolio.
@NancyLee53 Hmm they let me keep my phone thats has a camera / video camera in when I was on the ward earlier this year . Maybe it depends on the facility .
Please take life slow, listen to your Doctors and pray alot. Do you suffer with mental illness? Please get a grip, my mom died last year form it. Find help and keep hope alive. You are not alone, ppl really do care. Stay strong, ask for help.
i subscribed to u...ive been in and out of the nuthut myself. with help, ive learned to better myself. i feel for you. you seem to be beautiful inside and out.
Agreed. Because if it was a real mental hospital you wouldnt be able to leave nor have a camera. Nothing at all pretty much. I know about them kind of places.. had my husband was in one three fucking times. So trust me this is not a real mental hospital gotta be something like rehab like?
how can you be sure this is anormal hospital? every psychiatric hospital is different with different rules and regulations to different patients. Trust me when i say one you might be acquianted with will be different to another one. Dont be so harsh to judge what you dont know for certain
no attention. This was pretty much a log to remember, since it's really the only place that I knew I wouldn't lose the videos (which I was right, since I lost my camera and card later when I was in Sac) And it was a way to keep up with my friends.
Hey at least they let you out some hours of the day! When I was in the hospital it was complete lockdown and no going anywhere else!Love the hair :) How old are u btw? U look young :)
she's kinda fit init, chin up dude
jagglerjog891 2 weeks ago
Can I rape you !
rafaelqqq111 3 weeks ago
hey what do they do if you talk to "peoples" that you see
phsychowolf143 1 month ago
@phsychowolf143 is that a real question? not everyone in a mental hospital has visual hallucinations. you're an idiot, and im going to kill you tonight. the peoples told me to.
thefalloutnutjob 3 days ago
you seem so sad, i wish i could hug you.
amberchristinec 1 month ago
I couldn't quite get your name...Rami? suspense......whats happening with Danny? That was 4 years ago, so whats happening now? Could we have a little postscript?
nyasify 1 month ago
I was so often in a asylum - hard time..and i'm only 20..
ahm..well..keep on being strong! best wishes from germany
sorry - my english isn't perfect ^^
ANZUICHiK0RiNGO 1 month ago
They let you wear Jewlery? I had to cut all mine off
Julienne4wonder 1 month ago
What do they do there that you didnt like?
N33rDow3ll1998 2 months ago
1:27 1:34 u made me cried
reganmcneilonacid 2 months ago
Your reason for checking into this hospital is ridiculous, and you should be ashamed of yourself for wasting space in a place where most people go to get help. You are a sad byproduct of of too much T.V.
ItHad2BSaid 3 months ago
I wish I could have taken a vid camra into the hospital...
CallMeMidnightAngel 4 months ago
check out rehab
you dont know is right
lavarocky 4 months ago
Wow.. The hospital I went to made me take off my shoe laces.. What was supposed to be 3 days turned into 2 months of hell.. I now have 5 attempts of suicide,manic depressive and self-mutilation on my record..
starwarsgummybear 4 months ago
"DON'T LET NO ONE GET YOU DOWN" LIFE IS 2 SHORT 2 BE UNHAPPY... BE SAFE AND SMILE ALWAYS:):):)
abspooky5 5 months ago
why are you in a mental facility? Just curious.
DesertSmeagle 5 months ago
are you the jokers wife?
Scizor3D 6 months ago
yellow teeth
TransDrive50 6 months ago
i've had to be in a mental instution for 6 n half years i hope u are ok now :)
kayizherez 6 months ago
@tennisfreakification
shes mad ugly what are you talking about
da2lollipop 6 months ago
your just lookin for attention and another lazy ass ediot lookin for a crazy check
MrDocterA 6 months ago
you pig ugly psyco bitch you
MrDocterA 6 months ago
why are you in there anyway
MrTripleTwice 6 months ago
psyco bitch niggas
MrDocterA 7 months ago
I'm glad you was allowed to have a phone/camera to record shit. I've been in 3different one's, and I was never allowed to have anything! Just books, cards, and we had a desk,bed,and could get paper and crayons. No MP3 players, etc. Nothing. 10min phone call a day, and 1 5min shower a day. Lock down 90% of the day.
KingFrankie777 7 months ago
what we deem as mental illness is really a combination of bad personal decisions and brainwashing from the culture -- the system butchers people's psyche then makes a shitload of money off them; all at the taxpayers expense - but when the system collapses we put the middle class in the looney bin too; but by then there won't be any entitlements we will all be working in a labor camp.
bondagebreaker7 7 months ago
@bondagebreaker7
um, there are some people out there that have chemical imbalances in their brains to the point where they can't function well enough.
KnittingPasta 6 months ago
@KnittingPasta that's just a theory it has never been proven
mir2k9 5 months ago
woohooo I love the mental ward! Whenever I go they give me this really lovely white jacket to wear that makes me hug myself yay lol :)
lol but seriously tho been there sweetie its rough I know just keep ur chin up things will get better just keep the faith!
I love ur hair btw it ROCKS!!! \m/ (^_^) \m/
xoxo
Runae
RunaeMoon 7 months ago
YOU ARE SWEET HEART, JESUS IS THE ANSWER
korizzono52 7 months ago
YOU ARE SWEET HEART, JESUS IS THE ANWSER
korizzono52 7 months ago
I Rather go 2 jail than ment ward...
MusicNewWeekly 7 months ago
Girl interupted
MICKEYISLOWD 7 months ago
why are you in there you seme nice but why???????
becky132100 7 months ago
They wouldn't let me out of this one. They wouldn't let me read even then they wondered why I started walking down the only hall in there. I have a manipulative disordr for asking to go to the bathroom. After cyanide, I'm too braindead for that. They lied about things I said and made me confess to having a mental disorder.
returnoftheramble 8 months ago
Your eyes are gorgeous. Hope you are doing okay.
beaniebabe22 8 months ago
This incarceration/mind numbing/heart shrinking fake practice will end someday so hang in there kid.
lumeriam 8 months ago
I can tell you're a good person. The world needs more people like this. You could so much good in the world and probably already do when you're in the right environment. Ignore the immature comments, they've probably haven't experienced what you have, so they can't understand. Everyone has deficits/disabilities which is usually not our fault. We all develop in different ways according to our experience some of which is beyond our control. Now you're older you have more control. Go for it!
Lizbethbike 8 months ago
why are you there?
ladythreecats 9 months ago
Your videos are incredible!!! Your hairr is awesome!!
katmor10 9 months ago
hahahahaha the bits and pieces
assassinXXnissassa 9 months ago
I kept a diary when I was in hospital, some people write letters or paint or draw and she got the opportunity to make a video log...It's just documentation, not a huge deal. It's kind of cool that healthy people get the opportunity to see what it's like.
Good videos. Stay well.
LittleBoiFen 9 months ago 25
y r u in there in the first place, and y the fuck do they let u have a cam?
Demon696Marine 9 months ago
Wats rong wit u..
violet6663 9 months ago
HOW ARE YOU DOING NOW!? YOUR VIDEOS ARE OLD NOW SO ANYTHING NEW?
LYNXVAL 10 months ago
They didn't "let" you go to a lock-down facility? So you wanted to? That place was hell for me. I would have given my life to be in a county program
BBIsInnocent 10 months ago
They let you have shit around your neck and they let you go home? Lucky bitch.
XxMissNoNamexX 10 months ago
you said idk like 30 times. speak woman
123niftynick 10 months ago
Why is everyone complain, saying that these videos are cries for attention. It's evident that these videos are for her friends. You dont have to watch unless you're interested
Turbo626 10 months ago
YEAH MOST PEOPLE DONT DIGG ON PLACES LIKE THAT, BUT ME PERSONALLY I LIKE IT, I FEEL MORE @ HOME, LIKE I FIT RIGHT IN, AND DONT FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTSIDER.. LOL
kottonmouthking001 10 months ago
Iduno!
TacoMoFoKo 11 months ago
You look like you have insomnia. :i have it, it suuuucks balls.
Imaswedfyi 11 months ago
What do they do to u?
thesoccerlover2122 11 months ago
it's fake. you know how?they wouldn't let you where those necklaces or the bandanna. because you could cause harm to yourself. you're a joke.
xXPathosX 11 months ago
Y wer u in there anyways well u seem like a pretty nice girl!
clarisa853 11 months ago
Mental wards that allow cameras and let you leave? Where in the world do you live?
justmisskasik 11 months ago
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Are you lying?
norseczar27 11 months ago
super uninteresting.
brennanmmoore 1 year ago
What the fuck. I was looking for people with symptoms like Hans skullsplitter, not "look at me I like greenday"
Damn this country we live in.
Wabaanimkii 1 year ago
@Wabaanimkii i know they throw anyone in there nowadays
GMSamuelRhine 11 months ago
Massive love and empathy. x
pRaIrVkEoRur 1 year ago
I love your eyes
cayleerogers 1 year ago
@cayleerogers Japanese Cavemen in F# minor
jahosaphat313 1 year ago
You have beautiful eyes.
goodlookinchookin 1 year ago
you really need an axe in the face
Godsclaws 1 year ago
@Godsclaws
And you really need a life. x]
Stormy4o4 1 year ago
@Stormy4o4 BAAHAHAHAHA! w/e
Godsclaws 1 year ago
@Godsclaws
O.P
Stormy4o4 1 year ago
You little dolly. I hope you are feeling better.
heartattackstroke 1 year ago
just got out of one a few weeks ago.
I think it's great that you logged about it <3
ksportrait 1 year ago
why were you even in the hospital?
PwnToob 1 year ago
I wonder who Denny is?
doctorbuckner 1 year ago
dear god i wish i could just vanish into nothing and not have to deal with the interdimensional place you go to when you die i just want to go into nothingness but that is an impossibility there is definitely such a thing as the other side but if its anything to go by the predatory of this world a suicidal person is pretty fekin screwed.
hideHYDEimcoming 1 year ago
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u dont have any friends..
derekwowblancas 1 year ago
Can't believe all the haters here. Hey, I appreciate these "slice-of-life" type vids. Thanks for sharing and being open enough to share. Hang in there. There are people that care about you. Even strangers in an un-stalker way.
RCM037224 1 year ago
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Acting classes desperately needed.
Sunshinekid333 1 year ago
@Sunshinekid333
That's funny, cause I'm not acting. These were just videos for my friends.
schlieffenska 1 year ago 32
what did you get sent for? i might be sent to a culinary health thingy for trying to commit suicide
237870 1 year ago
Another attention seeking teen. Good work you won, now either realise your stuborn, or finish school grow up and learn to comit to society. Hmm old video, do you smoke crack yet, or are you like the rest of us folk pyaing our dues?
guitarstyles669 1 year ago 2
u wanna have sex i love unstable girls
brucekirk89 1 year ago
i dont know 200 million times
ADBcrew 1 year ago
She seems disturbed, so what did they really do to you and why did you volunteer there? This is not what you wanted. In the words of R.P Mcmurphy- get out and don't come back this stays on your record....
zatarra2fast 1 year ago
your not mental !! my mum is mentally ill and crazy and they wont even put her into hospital
wiggin22x 1 year ago
What kind of hair dye did you use? And your so amazing. :) I wish you would do more
kidumyeah 1 year ago
@outsider557 wat did u get put away for? Wats ur condition?
berni0piano 1 year ago
ive been hospitalized 15 times , my new record. Its a bizarre experiance as well as the people you meet in there. Nurses are fun to talk to and usually tell you good stories.anyways rainbow locks is coolio.
Outsider557 1 year ago
@NancyLee53 Hmm they let me keep my phone thats has a camera / video camera in when I was on the ward earlier this year . Maybe it depends on the facility .
Hoopybluefood 1 year ago
So where are you from?
Mattzspace80 1 year ago
why did you had to go to there?
TheFlashbabeBanned 1 year ago
your really pretty , i can feel your struggle and pain. hit me up!
Outsider557 1 year ago
..arent they supposed to take your camera?
YoutudesOwner 1 year ago
Voluntary?
It must be great being crazy when u want to be
TheHighAce 1 year ago 2
<_< Omg stop going psycho and going to faclities & do some drugs, thats what I did. (: Smoek some weed, or something.. JESUSSSS
CaitlinInWonderland 1 year ago
Please take life slow, listen to your Doctors and pray alot. Do you suffer with mental illness? Please get a grip, my mom died last year form it. Find help and keep hope alive. You are not alone, ppl really do care. Stay strong, ask for help.
oduro88 1 year ago
I visited The old mental hospital in Weston, WV its pretty spooky haha
MrRagingRedneck 1 year ago
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why are you in there??
toadetteable 1 year ago
mor vids cant get enough
myshitistasty 1 year ago
What exactly is your illness? Not why were you there.... What were you diagnosed with?
Burtnernie 1 year ago
fuck,i got sick looking at you,im shiting my vomit ur that ugly.
kylezombie101 1 year ago
why? WHY??? WHY THAT HAIRCUT? :(
insanecobra 1 year ago
pause uhm like uh pause uhm like uh pause
MrSvenskUngdom 1 year ago
dude, i been in hospitals and i couldnt even fuckin touch a camera......
MSMETALBABY 1 year ago
Why are you there may i ask are you mental
xxrenenexx911 1 year ago
didnt make the cut for being crazy enough.
cosmosgod 1 year ago 2
lil LATE but I WATCH ^.^
fern023 1 year ago
you seem really cool! : )
musicxcraze 1 year ago
They didn't LET you go to a lock down? Why would you want to if you don't need to????????
cate2728 1 year ago 2
loose place. most places take away all your freedom so you feel worse. evil places they are. fuck em
chrispollock 1 year ago
I have been watching your videos, they are great. I would really love to get in touch sometime. Send me a message. :)
shadowacd 2 years ago
cute girl :)
Twentysixbillion 2 years ago 3
i subscribed to u...ive been in and out of the nuthut myself. with help, ive learned to better myself. i feel for you. you seem to be beautiful inside and out.
scooterthedestroyer 2 years ago 3
u have man it must be tough
carlos69zy 2 years ago 2
i feel bad. Stop worrying so much about what others think please. Think of yourself firts girl, thats important!
eL8651 2 years ago
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okay, your stupid.
your not a fucking mental ward. your at a regular fucking hospital.
if u were at a mental hospital u would be outside. an u wouldnt be wearing what ur wearing now.
your fucking stupid. grow up. your not cool. get the fuck over ur self
MadiMassacrexx 2 years ago
@MadiMassacrexx
Agreed. Because if it was a real mental hospital you wouldnt be able to leave nor have a camera. Nothing at all pretty much. I know about them kind of places.. had my husband was in one three fucking times. So trust me this is not a real mental hospital gotta be something like rehab like?
MickeyMouse016 2 years ago
how can you be sure this is anormal hospital? every psychiatric hospital is different with different rules and regulations to different patients. Trust me when i say one you might be acquianted with will be different to another one. Dont be so harsh to judge what you dont know for certain
Blackfeatherlass 2 years ago 9
@Blackfeatherlass All psychiatric hospitals are evil.
quackajack13z 1 year ago
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wow, you are weird.
SlitwristTheory666 2 years ago
hippie
secreri 2 years ago
love ur hair! I used 2 be in and out of psyciatric wards but im alot better now. hope ur doing well, :-)
lizzykiss441 2 years ago
your hot
redx800 2 years ago
hmm I wonder if the medication they give you gets you high lol
P.S you're hair is awesome
gerkky678 2 years ago
if by high you mean miserable unless you do what the drug tells you too
then yes
jasonwalden 2 years ago
yes it does, just makes you sleep
David2377 2 years ago 3
your hair so cool! love it!
brandnewyork48 2 years ago
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What kind of attention are you looking for? I don't understand.
Cecelia1999 2 years ago 10
no attention. This was pretty much a log to remember, since it's really the only place that I knew I wouldn't lose the videos (which I was right, since I lost my camera and card later when I was in Sac) And it was a way to keep up with my friends.
schlieffenska 2 years ago 22
shit comment.
Harov2 2 years ago
does it really matter?
jamesarongray 2 years ago 3
i like your braces
Bob8199 3 years ago
OMG you look like so much fun!!
i wana' Dance With yOu!!
Manicpanicanticant 3 years ago
Hey at least they let you out some hours of the day! When I was in the hospital it was complete lockdown and no going anywhere else!Love the hair :) How old are u btw? U look young :)
1111nadia1111 3 years ago
I LOVE YOUR HAIR!
YourPersonalGod 3 years ago
hi...
CassieKnight 3 years ago
You know I have that same shirt. SHIRT STEALER! It's okay you can keep it it looks better on you anyways.
Stevesiekingsley 3 years ago
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Hubsangel 3 years ago
*waves back* hi
thedreadedzero 3 years ago
*waves back* hi
thedreadedzero 3 years ago
*waves back* hi
thedreadedzero 3 years ago 3
*glomps*
I love my Zero. ^_^
schlieffenska 3 years ago