Ok, I'm a thin girl, but my body is naturally built tiny. I'm not anorexic or bulemic. I see myself that skinny is not the only type of beautiful. There's beautiful people in every shape, size, color, or form. Please, any girl or guy reading this right now, Embrace the way you look, Who gives a crap what others have to say about your body type. There too busy finding the flaws in you to find there own. Always keep your head up, shake it off, & be happy being yourself(:
@ShaneDawsonFreakkkxD I agree with you. I'm thin too but I'm not anorexic or something like this. I will never go on a diet. When I was even a very little kid I though it was so stupid, I asked myself why people don't be theirselfes. I always say that, I'm who I am and that's all it really matters. Loosing wigh is stupid! Nobody's perfect
I started crying when I read that they had to add a new paper for you. When I was in 7th grade in gym, my teacher made us all take our bmis and weights and i told her i didnt want to (i had dealt with ednos in the past) and she said i had to. I didnt look obese at all, but my bmi told me i was extremely overweight for my age and everything. Ever since then things got worse for me. I hope youre doing well now <3
It's scary... I do not throw up at the moment.. but I am 12 and I do not eat... I will be 13 soon. I tell my friends I forgot my lunch.. That I was running late... or that I'm not hungry... they call me anerexic... if only they knew the truth and that I am...
say that people think skinny is pretty but in the islands men like there women with meat every place is diffrnt that's there majority they have there where she lives
I like the beginning of the video very much. In fact, people who develop an ED often were NOT deeply traumatized during their children or something. And not to know WHY they develop it is so... !
Actually, bulimics are NOT usually overweight ! That's why it's so hard for friends & family to see what's going wrong. It's always about binging & purging so you don't take or lose weight most of the time (or not a lot). Most of bulimics have a normal shape.
Wow that was really good. I am the same. I have a loving family never had massive traumas to face but I also spent my teenege years starving then binging....etc etc. I later developed anorexia and bulmia and am still struggling.I like the way you showed how it developed over a number of years. People often think it just hits you suddenly but it is something that develops over a long period of time. It may not seem abnormal to diet then binge all the time but it is still disordered behaviour.
my ex fiance was trying to recover she wasnt so lucky. *god i miss her* people stop and think about the people that will miss you. i miss my ex fiance more and more everyday. it killed her guys its not worth it
i found you when searching for "mercury" by counting crows. i guess we find what we're looking for in unusual places sometimes. i wish i had words that could do something-ANYTHING-for you. i'm not that wise of a person, but here goes...i know what it's like to be frustrated and not know why. i'm a new dad and i constantly feel like there's something i'm doing wrong. hopefully it makes me a better dad. i guess just hang in and remember there's great things in life. i'll check on you again soon.
and i need to lose alot of wieght i dont eat alot at all a day and still dont know i am so fat i tried to diet but i does not work and know im thinking in going bulimic but i know that's thw wrong thing to do, thats what your vid is about doing the right and feeling happy about it. but i feel i can;t 'coz im too fat an i need to lose wieght very fast !!
im the fastest person in my year, and i hate it. well thanks for making the vid, :D
i'm 14 and 5'4 i hate my body i cannot help it when starve myself i have no self control,but this video is really inspiring and has helped me realise more what I am doing to myself and getting myself into.
One of my most horrible memories: Doing that same weight graph when I was in elementary school, but it was fifth grade and I really was obese already. I am a teacher now, and I would DIE before I would put any of my kids through that.
sooo. first of all. I LOVE THE VIDEO!!! absolutley inspiring. I have Ednos which means i switch between anorexia and bulima. constantly. I can really relate to what you are going through and I praise you for being able to share your story so openly.
Second, i and im sure others, do not appreciate haters. we did/do not choose to have eating disorders. also, if you hate "skinny bitches" so much, then why are u watching a video on bulimia????? that's just stupid
I have lived this way for 25 years. It's not fun,it's not cool, it's not an easy way to lose weight, it's pure hell. It ends up consuming your entire life until you are nothing except eating, purging and pushing people away so you can do it and living a total lie on the outside. No one can save you except you. I wish I knew that in the beginning, because now, bulimia controls me so much, I don't think I CAN be saved.
please, if u decide to take one thing away from this, DONT fall into this trap of starving, binging, or even allowing ur mind to have this kind of control over u. anorexia has ruined my life for the past 5 years, and i am no where near over it. please dont make this mistake.
i am 9 years old and i was thinking of doing that but i dont know. should i.I mean come on 9 and i weight 120 friken pounds .tell me what should i do?
u shouldnt do that there is hope for u i thought i was over weight and i did this but its not healhy n 120 iz not bad at all your only 9 yrs old dont start your life out by ruinig it...ur not alone n ur beautiful n just the way god wanted u.u may grow taller n your weight can change dont stoop that low to doing this if n e thing just eat healthier and exercise but by all means do not become anorexic nor belimic luv because its not the way. it can become deathly.ur beautiful n dont feel otherwise
Don't do it! you have your whole life ahead of you. One day you will look back and realize that the "popular,skinny"kids you think are so great right now, may end up working at the local Walmart, while you end up happy with a great career and family. Do you really want to be so thin at the price of your teeth falling off, your hair falling out, losing friends due to mood swings and having to hide your eating???? What would you rather have? A life or and never ending battle with food and weight
yhoo shouldnt i know you think its a quick fix and you wont let ur self get as far as almost dying but it takes over every thought and you cant stop it. You will lose weight as you get older and taller just cary on being a kid and have the life u deserve ur frnds & family love u the way u r & wldnt want you to harm urself also the people you live with will find out and after recovering ur weight can go up and down and going on the fad diets can actualy make you gain weight in the long term. <3
Omfg I hate this! Bulimic ppl, obsessing over there weight and shit. Throwing up. Sickens me. I wish you all DIE. There is nothing wrong with curves. Skinny bitches are ugly as hell and look scary. Go fuckin eat something and keep it in ur stomach. >.>
Dumbass skank, stfu. Ur probably one of these stupid anorexic whores. Go puke already, you know you need to. And go get raped by ur dad if he didn't leave you for being such a skank.
What is your problem girl? What are you so mad about that you have to let out your anger here? Maybe you should take a look at your own life before talking bad about somebody else's.
I'm not angry, it's just pisses me off about these girls. Skinny as hell, but still puke. >.> Sickens me. And my life is fine thank you very much now stfu. You fail.
English isn't my first language but I know that when something pisses you off, it makes you angry. Question is, what makes you angry?
Would you like to lose some weight? Did you sister die from an eating disorder? Do you feel your life is worth nothing and are you just hurting other people to make you feel better?
Come on, be honest with yourself. Why are you angry?
Have you got any idea how many people you're hurting, and how much?
For your information. I'm not skinny as hell, I'm 5'6" and weigh 130 lbs. I'm bulimic. I wouldn't want to be skinny because then, people would see i have a problem. I'm o.k with my weight because it lets my bulimia go undetected. I binge/purge to numb my pain, not to be skinny.
lmfao Are you talkin about me hun? Cause if you are and trying to hurt me, it aint workin. What are you anyway? One of these nasty skinny bulimic whores? U probably are. Shove a finger down ur throat or a cock, either way hope you puke to death.
ur fucking stupid. i already said i'm bulimic and i'm not skinny. just so you know, i'm a guy. but feel free to call me a whore. i don't give a fuck about what you call me. it's not going to stop me from binging/purging!!!
Hi Emma, I found your video searching for Mercury by Counting Crows and I am touched by your story. I recognise some of my own problems (like giving up controll over my emotions) in your story and I think it's very brave and wise of you to share your story. Reading the comments I see it helps many people and I hope it helps you too.
It seems to me you're able to touch and help people. These qualities alone make you a beautiful person.
To all: talking about your feelings and thoughts helps!
choice as to do it I didn't say no because I was too fucking scared to stand up to her and I was already aware I was fat I didn't need her to tell me and the ENTIRE classs. I HATE HER! HATE HATE HATE!
all of grade 4 with slim fast and I had the skinny girls eat my lunches and I would pay them for it. I am not even kidding you. I can't believe this. I swear. Thankyou for adding this video, I dont care weither you had a motive just thank you. There was another girl in my class and she became anerexic and was hospitallized for it. Teachers dont understand. A graph is not an excuse to weight the entire class. And even thought we had a
Untill this got to age 17 I thought she was telling my life story. I havent reached 15 yet. But everything it said was honest. I am crying so bad. I can't beleive that someone else had a ignorant teacher that took there weight and made them feel like shit just for a stupid chart. I will NEVER forrgive mrs embree. She did it in grade 3 and I was called whale for my grade 3 - 5 year. I had dieted
CrystalKay what in the good name of the lord is wrong with you? She made this video to RAISE AWARENESS. If you had nothing nice to say then why'd you comment? Because obviously you have everyone against you.
I loved this video. It made me cry. My sister and mom both had an eating disorder and they think I'm at risk for one. You make it sound so bad.[No offense.. That's a good thing] Which is probably what is going to keep many kids from doing it. Great job and God bless<3
if you want someone to throw there heart out whilst being sick then you obviosly have already thrown your heart up! Anyay get over it .. its not werth having arguments about!
hi great vid. I can relate to u so much our stories are simular and its vids like this that keep me believing that 1 day i can leave all this behind. Stay strong.
P.S to all u haters dnt comment on things u have no clue on.
I'm happy being big. =]] Ppl in the video scare me. I hope you throw up your heart and die bulimic bitch.
:O, how rude!! im gessing your saying that to all bulimics?! well ill tell you something.. i bet there are a lot more out there than u think!! and at least this video puts people of it!! u have no idear what its like to feel so down about your self.
i thought the video was amazing... i hope your getting better (and your friend to)
well if your happy being big crystalkay then ovbioiusly you dont have an eating disorder and you dont understand them so dont tell her to throw her heart up. your the fat one
i am 14 years old. before i got bulimia, i was still very thin. i eat extremelmy healthy, i have a perfect life, idk why i binge and purge, i am just afraid to weigh more then 100 pounds, i need someont to talk to.
i am 14 years old. before i got bulimia, i was still very thin. i eat extremelmy healthy, i have a perfect life, idk why i binge and purge, i am just afraid to weigh more then 100 pounds, i need someont to talk to.
and I'm a boy. I rly need someone to talk to over the internet, not in real life if someone who has experience in this and can help me out please message me cuz im rly sad every day and i honestly want help.
You can talk to me if you would like. Im female so im not sure how much I can tell you. But im here to listen. Im 20yrs old and have been eating disordered for about 9 yrs. Same goes for anyone else who would like to talk. I have ears :)
Wow, th beginning of th video is Me! I wasn't raped, abused, I hav loving parents;I never knew why I chose an eating disorder,except I thought I was fat. Aparently that's not th whole reason though,it's th way I rebeled. Now that I'm outta High school&over the whole rebelion thing, I'm stuck. I'm addicted...I have a prob&I'm sooo scard2 see what life is like w/out it, even though I KNOW it will b sooo much better! Neway, I just wanted to say thankyou 4the lovely video. Good luck in ur recovry!
I'm 17 and I'm a guy but I watch over many friends from school who have similar problems. The way their minds work, its almost cruel I try to ease them out of this very slowly, first with kind words to gain their trust and then all I can do for them; even if it's just sitting down and talking with them for hours. It's hard for me to find...hope, my own family has been breaking apart for a long time. You bring me hope that even through my troubles I can still help these girls to love who they are
Almost made me cry. Story of my life at the begining, except i'm not perfectly normal. I'm not horribly fat, maybe 15 pounds over weight. But i have enough control over myself to not let myself have an eating disorder. Although i feel horrible and unlovable at times, i trust that if i don't become normal (NOT SKINNY,but NORMAL)as i grow up (i'm 13) i can find ways other than starving myself to diet. This is the first time i've actually said any of this outside my head. And thats about it... yeah
feeling horrible and unlovable is a big load to carry all on your own. Please don't keep it to yourself. I know it feels stupid to talk about those feelings but it will probably make you feel better. You'll probably find it hard to talk about this with friends or family first. Your school probably has a confidant or confidante who will listnen to you. He/she is a professional who you can trust.
Your pursuit of perfection, which's an adorable thing, was misled in the ugliest of ways. Reconsider your beliefs, do you think of yourself as a figure? Does that what Emma means to you? Because if that was the case then I shouldn't be disgusted by Gribblol's argument, since you'll then be carrying the same beliefs; that women are only meant to amuse men, and that they're ready to KILL themselves to attain their approval of shape, and I wonder, can't you see how humiliating and lowering that is?
Emma is not a figure; she's a large book with hundreds of pages, with that only the cover, and while it's true that some will only look at the cover and go, those who are interested will always flip the pages, and once they do, they will love Emma for who she is, eating and not eating, young and old. Eating is a lovely social practice, not to be ashamed of. Further, loving food while eating it is as disgraceful to me as loving it while not eating it, rather than loving the company it brings :)
arabiccola you are a beautiful soul - I love the image of a person as a book... But I have to say that I don't think many women starve themselves to please men, because mostly men prefer healthy women! After a little while an eating disorder is mostly just about itself.
I cried...I think you did a wonderful job for putting this up. Your story...has so many things in common with my own...god, I remember how I used to try to throw up and fail...then I tought myself how, something I always will regret. I remember how I was disgusted by pictures of skeletol models & people....the disgust morphed into beauty.
I think people need to see more of these, then the stupid millions of thispiration videos.
Hey. I just watched your video, I am currently trying to recover from anorexia nervosia and have had a rough day as I have eaten ALOT. Just wanted you to know that your video has made me feel better, it reminded me why I ate alot today to gain weight, and that other people are going through the same thing. Thank you. Xx
my friendhas the same desorder and shes realy realy close of becoming anorexic
boredgirl339 3 days ago
im not skinny im fat i eat all the time i try not to but sometimes i cant ....
boredgirl339 3 days ago
KEEP FIGHTING!
agbff4ever 11 months ago
Ok, I'm a thin girl, but my body is naturally built tiny. I'm not anorexic or bulemic. I see myself that skinny is not the only type of beautiful. There's beautiful people in every shape, size, color, or form. Please, any girl or guy reading this right now, Embrace the way you look, Who gives a crap what others have to say about your body type. There too busy finding the flaws in you to find there own. Always keep your head up, shake it off, & be happy being yourself(:
ShaneDawsonFreakkkxD 1 year ago 2
@ShaneDawsonFreakkkxD I agree with you. I'm thin too but I'm not anorexic or something like this. I will never go on a diet. When I was even a very little kid I though it was so stupid, I asked myself why people don't be theirselfes. I always say that, I'm who I am and that's all it really matters. Loosing wigh is stupid! Nobody's perfect
h2orikkih2orikki 1 year ago
I started crying when I read that they had to add a new paper for you. When I was in 7th grade in gym, my teacher made us all take our bmis and weights and i told her i didnt want to (i had dealt with ednos in the past) and she said i had to. I didnt look obese at all, but my bmi told me i was extremely overweight for my age and everything. Ever since then things got worse for me. I hope youre doing well now <3
hungerHurtsx 1 year ago 2
love your video... helps a lot... hope u'r fine... reach 4 help...
besyzb 1 year ago
It's scary... I do not throw up at the moment.. but I am 12 and I do not eat... I will be 13 soon. I tell my friends I forgot my lunch.. That I was running late... or that I'm not hungry... they call me anerexic... if only they knew the truth and that I am...
Taybabe159 1 year ago
@Taybabe159
hey we r the same age.... and i am to.... :[ we could join forces!
novideosforme123 1 year ago
@novideosforme123
I totally agree.
Taybabe159 1 year ago
what we some of the things you would eat in a day? i used to eat an apple and water thats it
ribsplease1 1 year ago
help
BoBbyGOnEwILd 1 year ago
3:25... WTF??? IS that her boobs???
blackrainbownay 2 years ago
no looooooooooooooool
lilbeatch 2 years ago
oh right, her legs.... woops :)
blackrainbownay 2 years ago
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kimberlyalisson 2 years ago
I have also periods when i starve myself, the binge ans do on... I hate this! Food is destroying my life and i can`t do anything!
If i eat, i can`t control myself and eat and eat and then i can`t do anything-go out, study... But when i`m hungry i feel happy...
Vasilisaparacin 2 years ago
i know wat u mean
ThinAndPerfect 2 years ago
Thank you so much for this video. Stay strong, fight hard. Someday it will be over for both of us.
xmymeexx 2 years ago
need someone to talk to?
going through the same thing..
but ana and limia...
1jennyposer 2 years ago
its not limia its just mia.
weekendDISASTER 2 years ago
ur throwing ur life away if u do like that girl in the vid. it KILLS people to do such things to thimselfes
apricotbird 2 years ago
beautiful video <3
shrinkingprincess111 2 years ago
skinny girls arent preetyy.
charlottebabes123 3 years ago
then why are you watching stories of anorexia? lol
jesusshakes08 2 years ago
say that people think skinny is pretty but in the islands men like there women with meat every place is diffrnt that's there majority they have there where she lives
ccangel1001 2 years ago
your right, they're beautiful.
weekendDISASTER 2 years ago
<3 this is a beautiful video.
Stay strong, recovery is possible.
I believe you can do it.
preciousxpony 3 years ago 10
I like the beginning of the video very much. In fact, people who develop an ED often were NOT deeply traumatized during their children or something. And not to know WHY they develop it is so... !
Lisawetta 3 years ago
hey I have a question does.. bulimia really makes you go thinner??
justmetheatergirl 3 years ago
no... bulimics are usually overweight.
remember hoe she testifys by throwing up in years she became fat...
but if you dont eat and you throw up you wont live to see yourself skinny.. you'll just die!! =]
well i personally would rather die skinny anyways
1jennyposer 2 years ago
Actually, bulimics are NOT usually overweight ! That's why it's so hard for friends & family to see what's going wrong. It's always about binging & purging so you don't take or lose weight most of the time (or not a lot). Most of bulimics have a normal shape.
xmymeexx 2 years ago 12
Wow that was really good. I am the same. I have a loving family never had massive traumas to face but I also spent my teenege years starving then binging....etc etc. I later developed anorexia and bulmia and am still struggling.I like the way you showed how it developed over a number of years. People often think it just hits you suddenly but it is something that develops over a long period of time. It may not seem abnormal to diet then binge all the time but it is still disordered behaviour.
kazmanz84 3 years ago
Loook..i bet you are not fat or ugly
and i think that yeah whatever....get help
you are going to die
god damn it i wish i was your friend...so i could HELLLP YOUR SICK THIN ASS
lelunabella2 3 years ago 3
It's not quite that easy really.
You can't just stop being bulimic. I mean you can stop purging but it's not easy. Being bulimic sort of takes over life.
sccc123f 3 years ago 2
wooow i got touched by your video
its just soo.... so like me
I feel identify with u in some ways
Like at the beginning i wasnt raped and my parents love me
its sad what this can do to u right?
anyway great video
StRawberriieGlow 3 years ago
I have the same problem...i think i am fat...but it doesnt occur to me that im 5'10 and everyone else is like 5'5 or shorter...
but i have the exact same problem
dontxtrustx 3 years ago
could anybody tell me how to recover from this? I can't stand it anymore!
asaotu 3 years ago
therapy?
KARINinLaLaLand 3 years ago
gosh i cried to this.. i'm facing the same problem
asdsaddads 3 years ago
thanks soo much for sharing!! i'm going through the same hell, honestly.
ThatsRadd 3 years ago
my ex fiance was trying to recover she wasnt so lucky. *god i miss her* people stop and think about the people that will miss you. i miss my ex fiance more and more everyday. it killed her guys its not worth it
kevinthorne777 3 years ago
I do that.
Starve, binge, starve, binge.
Binge, starve, binge, starve.
It's an endless cycle.
It causes me to gain, lose, gain, lose.
For people reading this, don't get caught up in that cycle. It's hard to break free.
StripedSkulls 3 years ago
we're in the same boat. and it just feels like i'll never escape from it
kuzaiverk 3 years ago
I know!
I binged today, too, after not eating for a while.
I wish you luck on tying to escape :]
StripedSkulls 3 years ago
same to you hun ^^
kuzaiverk 3 years ago
Thank you =]
StripedSkulls 3 years ago
i think you're both suffering from restrictive bulimia.
charlieglue 3 years ago
Thank you for that information.
:]
StripedSkulls 3 years ago
i found you when searching for "mercury" by counting crows. i guess we find what we're looking for in unusual places sometimes. i wish i had words that could do something-ANYTHING-for you. i'm not that wise of a person, but here goes...i know what it's like to be frustrated and not know why. i'm a new dad and i constantly feel like there's something i'm doing wrong. hopefully it makes me a better dad. i guess just hang in and remember there's great things in life. i'll check on you again soon.
madwacka 3 years ago
grr that demon is a selfish fuck!
wants my stomach all to itself.
no room for food just him.
dare i put something else in there, he quickly takes it out.
gahh i know i shouldnt do it.
i love my teeth. like im obsesive.
and i know its gonna fuck them up. ):
i cant tell anyone and someone finding out is my wosrt nightmare.
i have to eat then wait until im in the clear, then throw up because i think i will automaticaly gain the weight.
its so fucking ridiculous.
fidmsucks 3 years ago
i watch that vid, 'coz i am super sonic fat lol.
and i need to lose alot of wieght i dont eat alot at all a day and still dont know i am so fat i tried to diet but i does not work and know im thinking in going bulimic but i know that's thw wrong thing to do, thats what your vid is about doing the right and feeling happy about it. but i feel i can;t 'coz im too fat an i need to lose wieght very fast !!
im the fastest person in my year, and i hate it. well thanks for making the vid, :D
EmoHugsxx 3 years ago
love your all videos <3
xoxslimdidixox 3 years ago
loved the video!!!
outacontrolchick89 3 years ago
i'm 14 and 5'4 i hate my body i cannot help it when starve myself i have no self control,but this video is really inspiring and has helped me realise more what I am doing to myself and getting myself into.
indiex94 3 years ago
One of my most horrible memories: Doing that same weight graph when I was in elementary school, but it was fifth grade and I really was obese already. I am a teacher now, and I would DIE before I would put any of my kids through that.
NatalieCA 3 years ago
i know this trap, this disease, this hell... im 13, 5'4, 110lbs, and i cant stop, but it helps to know there are girls like me
damnshefly381 3 years ago
sooo. first of all. I LOVE THE VIDEO!!! absolutley inspiring. I have Ednos which means i switch between anorexia and bulima. constantly. I can really relate to what you are going through and I praise you for being able to share your story so openly.
Second, i and im sure others, do not appreciate haters. we did/do not choose to have eating disorders. also, if you hate "skinny bitches" so much, then why are u watching a video on bulimia????? that's just stupid
xoxoxoxo stay strong dears
2014Olym 3 years ago
I have lived this way for 25 years. It's not fun,it's not cool, it's not an easy way to lose weight, it's pure hell. It ends up consuming your entire life until you are nothing except eating, purging and pushing people away so you can do it and living a total lie on the outside. No one can save you except you. I wish I knew that in the beginning, because now, bulimia controls me so much, I don't think I CAN be saved.
chefclt 3 years ago
im 5'3 and i wiegh 123 , which i making my self lose right now i only have 400 calories a day and i excerise
xoxtweakxox 3 years ago
Im 13 4'7" and i way around 145 pounds, i hate my body and i just wanna die because of it. :[
ucangodieunderarock 3 years ago
weigh**
ucangodieunderarock 3 years ago
thanks for the video but i cant stop, not yet
i binge off and on and then i purge...i just want to look better in my clothes..im so fat im 152 pounds
youngpeace21 3 years ago
please, if u decide to take one thing away from this, DONT fall into this trap of starving, binging, or even allowing ur mind to have this kind of control over u. anorexia has ruined my life for the past 5 years, and i am no where near over it. please dont make this mistake.
halfempty96 3 years ago
i am 9 years old and i was thinking of doing that but i dont know. should i.I mean come on 9 and i weight 120 friken pounds .tell me what should i do?
marycool9 3 years ago
u shouldnt do that there is hope for u i thought i was over weight and i did this but its not healhy n 120 iz not bad at all your only 9 yrs old dont start your life out by ruinig it...ur not alone n ur beautiful n just the way god wanted u.u may grow taller n your weight can change dont stoop that low to doing this if n e thing just eat healthier and exercise but by all means do not become anorexic nor belimic luv because its not the way. it can become deathly.ur beautiful n dont feel otherwise
lexiibear12 3 years ago
Don't do it! you have your whole life ahead of you. One day you will look back and realize that the "popular,skinny"kids you think are so great right now, may end up working at the local Walmart, while you end up happy with a great career and family. Do you really want to be so thin at the price of your teeth falling off, your hair falling out, losing friends due to mood swings and having to hide your eating???? What would you rather have? A life or and never ending battle with food and weight
chefclt 3 years ago
yhoo shouldnt i know you think its a quick fix and you wont let ur self get as far as almost dying but it takes over every thought and you cant stop it. You will lose weight as you get older and taller just cary on being a kid and have the life u deserve ur frnds & family love u the way u r & wldnt want you to harm urself also the people you live with will find out and after recovering ur weight can go up and down and going on the fad diets can actualy make you gain weight in the long term. <3
SJDxakaxJanezYxDx 3 years ago
Omfg I hate this! Bulimic ppl, obsessing over there weight and shit. Throwing up. Sickens me. I wish you all DIE. There is nothing wrong with curves. Skinny bitches are ugly as hell and look scary. Go fuckin eat something and keep it in ur stomach. >.>
CrystalKay 3 years ago
you are an ignorant fuck, go die a slow and painful death.
irishrocker 3 years ago
Dumbass skank, stfu. Ur probably one of these stupid anorexic whores. Go puke already, you know you need to. And go get raped by ur dad if he didn't leave you for being such a skank.
CrystalKay 3 years ago
What is your problem girl? What are you so mad about that you have to let out your anger here? Maybe you should take a look at your own life before talking bad about somebody else's.
MarDwi 3 years ago
I'm not angry, it's just pisses me off about these girls. Skinny as hell, but still puke. >.> Sickens me. And my life is fine thank you very much now stfu. You fail.
CrystalKay 3 years ago
English isn't my first language but I know that when something pisses you off, it makes you angry. Question is, what makes you angry?
Would you like to lose some weight? Did you sister die from an eating disorder? Do you feel your life is worth nothing and are you just hurting other people to make you feel better?
Come on, be honest with yourself. Why are you angry?
Have you got any idea how many people you're hurting, and how much?
MarDwi 3 years ago
I propose we'll continue our conversation in our profiles. If we talk here you'll probably only hurt people who have nothing to do with this.
MarDwi 3 years ago
For your information. I'm not skinny as hell, I'm 5'6" and weigh 130 lbs. I'm bulimic. I wouldn't want to be skinny because then, people would see i have a problem. I'm o.k with my weight because it lets my bulimia go undetected. I binge/purge to numb my pain, not to be skinny.
shoponline831 3 years ago
My life is not fine. That's why i binge and purge, and why i'm replying to CrystalKay's comments.
shoponline831 3 years ago
you guys are all horrrible!
YOU! are a phsycotic skank! how can u be sooo hurtful!?? words hurt more thanm you think!
and by telling her this or anyone!..they might just take in to cinsideration of ur words!your a stupid mean ignrant bitch!
wait i take that back beacause then ill be just like you which would hurt ME! more than any disease! "have a happy life"
Dezzyluvr1 3 years ago
lmfao Are you talkin about me hun? Cause if you are and trying to hurt me, it aint workin. What are you anyway? One of these nasty skinny bulimic whores? U probably are. Shove a finger down ur throat or a cock, either way hope you puke to death.
CrystalKay 3 years ago
ur fucking stupid. i already said i'm bulimic and i'm not skinny. just so you know, i'm a guy. but feel free to call me a whore. i don't give a fuck about what you call me. it's not going to stop me from binging/purging!!!
shoponline831 3 years ago
Of course I know I need to! I'll go do it right now!
shoponline831 3 years ago
you can call us whatever you want. but binging and purging helps us forget about all our problems. So only death will make us stop.
shoponline831 3 years ago
I'm not going to keep anything in my stomach!
shoponline831 3 years ago
My sister only recently told me she has been bulimic for the last 5 years
And it makes sence now because she has been obsesed with her weight since she was 7, even though she was perfectly normal.
I hope to those of you who are bulimic, that you get better
mattmayte5 3 years ago
Hi Emma, I found your video searching for Mercury by Counting Crows and I am touched by your story. I recognise some of my own problems (like giving up controll over my emotions) in your story and I think it's very brave and wise of you to share your story. Reading the comments I see it helps many people and I hope it helps you too.
It seems to me you're able to touch and help people. These qualities alone make you a beautiful person.
To all: talking about your feelings and thoughts helps!
MarDwi 3 years ago
choice as to do it I didn't say no because I was too fucking scared to stand up to her and I was already aware I was fat I didn't need her to tell me and the ENTIRE classs. I HATE HER! HATE HATE HATE!
AnaLynn171 3 years ago
all of grade 4 with slim fast and I had the skinny girls eat my lunches and I would pay them for it. I am not even kidding you. I can't believe this. I swear. Thankyou for adding this video, I dont care weither you had a motive just thank you. There was another girl in my class and she became anerexic and was hospitallized for it. Teachers dont understand. A graph is not an excuse to weight the entire class. And even thought we had a
AnaLynn171 3 years ago
Untill this got to age 17 I thought she was telling my life story. I havent reached 15 yet. But everything it said was honest. I am crying so bad. I can't beleive that someone else had a ignorant teacher that took there weight and made them feel like shit just for a stupid chart. I will NEVER forrgive mrs embree. She did it in grade 3 and I was called whale for my grade 3 - 5 year. I had dieted
AnaLynn171 3 years ago
r u em0o?
emoangel56 3 years ago
CrystalKay what in the good name of the lord is wrong with you? She made this video to RAISE AWARENESS. If you had nothing nice to say then why'd you comment? Because obviously you have everyone against you.
I loved this video. It made me cry. My sister and mom both had an eating disorder and they think I'm at risk for one. You make it sound so bad.[No offense.. That's a good thing] Which is probably what is going to keep many kids from doing it. Great job and God bless<3
jennaelise101 3 years ago
CrystalKay -- shut up
Manny0219 3 years ago
Bitch you stfu >.>
CrystalKay 3 years ago
Your comments don't mean shit to me.
shoponline831 3 years ago
the choice to use ben folds in this was a brilliant choice. thank you for telling your story. people need to hear it.
iatemyhomework 3 years ago
if you want someone to throw there heart out whilst being sick then you obviosly have already thrown your heart up! Anyay get over it .. its not werth having arguments about!
x
missrachelann 3 years ago
hi great vid. I can relate to u so much our stories are simular and its vids like this that keep me believing that 1 day i can leave all this behind. Stay strong.
P.S to all u haters dnt comment on things u have no clue on.
RhiAna21 3 years ago
One question for you crystalkay-
can you see past your flab?! you cant help it if your have and ED!
missrachelann 3 years ago
Wow lol That was funny. Just to let you know, I have no flab, it have curves and that's what's beautiful. Not these skinny bitches.
CrystalKay 3 years ago
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I'm happy being big. =]] Ppl in the video scare me. I hope you throw up your heart and die bulimic bitch.
:O, how rude!! im gessing your saying that to all bulimics?! well ill tell you something.. i bet there are a lot more out there than u think!! and at least this video puts people of it!! u have no idear what its like to feel so down about your self.
i thought the video was amazing... i hope your getting better (and your friend to)
xxxx
missrachelann 3 years ago 2
thanks for yout great video and touching story, hope u are good now :)
zuziku69 3 years ago
r u getting better now?
beckaK7 3 years ago
this is a very good video. the only thing is the second song kind of runis the whole mood of the video.. its still good though
scottiXlynn 3 years ago
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I'm happy being big. =]] Ppl in the video scare me. I hope you throw up your heart and die bulimic bitch.
CrystalKay 3 years ago
well if your happy being big crystalkay then ovbioiusly you dont have an eating disorder and you dont understand them so dont tell her to throw her heart up. your the fat one
scottiXlynn 3 years ago
I'm not fat bitch, get that straight. I have curves, something this and other bulimic bitches don't have.
CrystalKay 3 years ago
At least they're not complete bitches.
Luluboi 3 years ago
i am so shocked... no wonder bad things happen, its cuz of people like this
xDemonPrincex 3 years ago
HA! You're obese AND obviously uneducated. Congratuations on being a failure
WretchedLives 3 years ago
Obese is like 300 something pounds. I'm 140 you dumbass.
CrystalKay 3 years ago
That's somewhat cruel... I'm glad you're happy, and the people in the video probably should scare me too, but why curse me?
emzkind77 3 years ago
i am 14 years old. before i got bulimia, i was still very thin. i eat extremelmy healthy, i have a perfect life, idk why i binge and purge, i am just afraid to weigh more then 100 pounds, i need someont to talk to.
kaitlynjenna 3 years ago
i am 14 years old. before i got bulimia, i was still very thin. i eat extremelmy healthy, i have a perfect life, idk why i binge and purge, i am just afraid to weigh more then 100 pounds, i need someont to talk to.
kaitlynjenna 3 years ago
i'm 14 years old - I think im fat, I really do.
im thinking of becoming bulimic of anorexic
and I'm a boy. I rly need someone to talk to over the internet, not in real life if someone who has experience in this and can help me out please message me cuz im rly sad every day and i honestly want help.
bizMaiden 3 years ago
You can talk to me if you would like. Im female so im not sure how much I can tell you. But im here to listen. Im 20yrs old and have been eating disordered for about 9 yrs. Same goes for anyone else who would like to talk. I have ears :)
MichelleChanel 3 years ago
Hey, i read your comment about eating.. you can talk to me if you like...Be happy :)
x
missrachelann 3 years ago
Wow, th beginning of th video is Me! I wasn't raped, abused, I hav loving parents;I never knew why I chose an eating disorder,except I thought I was fat. Aparently that's not th whole reason though,it's th way I rebeled. Now that I'm outta High school&over the whole rebelion thing, I'm stuck. I'm addicted...I have a prob&I'm sooo scard2 see what life is like w/out it, even though I KNOW it will b sooo much better! Neway, I just wanted to say thankyou 4the lovely video. Good luck in ur recovry!
otterpop323 4 years ago
hii.
well this is me basically. you got in one, i count calories, i work double the calories off that eat, i binge then throw it up.
i do hate this, but its my best friend at the same time.
:(:(:( i hate being fat.
iwannabethinplease 4 years ago
i know you are trying to help people with eating disorders but it only pushes them further.
joshhmarryme 4 years ago
well i hope that u saught help and are doing better now.
beautifulmind7979 4 years ago
the best i've seen...thanks....thanks for reminding me...I'm NoT aLoNe!
PeAcE and LoVe
PeaceYo24 4 years ago
Great video. Dont let people judge u by the way u look. Everyone is unique and has there own diferent shape.
awesome video :)
UR2GOOD2BTRU 4 years ago
Love the ending its really good!
Are any of those pictures of you?
Hope you're fully recovered now
:D
hollyoaks4eva 4 years ago
I think it's a really beautiful video, i admire you
zira09 4 years ago
thank you for sharing this with us
who suffer too
get better!
favea 4 years ago
I'm 17 and I'm a guy but I watch over many friends from school who have similar problems. The way their minds work, its almost cruel I try to ease them out of this very slowly, first with kind words to gain their trust and then all I can do for them; even if it's just sitting down and talking with them for hours. It's hard for me to find...hope, my own family has been breaking apart for a long time. You bring me hope that even through my troubles I can still help these girls to love who they are
Dragonreicko 4 years ago
god, 7, thats awful!
:'( i feel so bad for you.
even at 15, i can understand why you felt like that, only i am fat rather than normal.
libbi7224 4 years ago
im wondering. why do you look up anorexia videos as an overweight person.
joshhmarryme 4 years ago
i love ur video. very touching and truthfull
kitten22590 4 years ago
Almost made me cry. Story of my life at the begining, except i'm not perfectly normal. I'm not horribly fat, maybe 15 pounds over weight. But i have enough control over myself to not let myself have an eating disorder. Although i feel horrible and unlovable at times, i trust that if i don't become normal (NOT SKINNY,but NORMAL)as i grow up (i'm 13) i can find ways other than starving myself to diet. This is the first time i've actually said any of this outside my head. And thats about it... yeah
MrsTomFelton531 4 years ago
Hi MrsTomFelton531,
feeling horrible and unlovable is a big load to carry all on your own. Please don't keep it to yourself. I know it feels stupid to talk about those feelings but it will probably make you feel better. You'll probably find it hard to talk about this with friends or family first. Your school probably has a confidant or confidante who will listnen to you. He/she is a professional who you can trust.
Please, don't keep these feelings to yourself.
MarDwi 3 years ago
Please forgive me if I don't use the right words. English is not my first language.
MarDwi 3 years ago
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just chew and swallow it's not that hard you stupid bitch
Gribblol 4 years ago
Gribblol.. You are a HORRIBLE person. I suggest that you don't comment on a video if you have nothing worth saying.
gwenwa 4 years ago
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she will always be fat and no one will like her until she loses some weight
Gribblol 4 years ago
Well lucky she is then, but you, no one will like you whatever you do, so I suggest you dispose of yourself.
arabiccola 4 years ago
Actually this is pretty much what I tell myself!
emzkind77 4 years ago
you were right
Gribblol 4 years ago
Your pursuit of perfection, which's an adorable thing, was misled in the ugliest of ways. Reconsider your beliefs, do you think of yourself as a figure? Does that what Emma means to you? Because if that was the case then I shouldn't be disgusted by Gribblol's argument, since you'll then be carrying the same beliefs; that women are only meant to amuse men, and that they're ready to KILL themselves to attain their approval of shape, and I wonder, can't you see how humiliating and lowering that is?
arabiccola 4 years ago
Emma is not a figure; she's a large book with hundreds of pages, with that only the cover, and while it's true that some will only look at the cover and go, those who are interested will always flip the pages, and once they do, they will love Emma for who she is, eating and not eating, young and old. Eating is a lovely social practice, not to be ashamed of. Further, loving food while eating it is as disgraceful to me as loving it while not eating it, rather than loving the company it brings :)
arabiccola 4 years ago
arabiccola you are a beautiful soul - I love the image of a person as a book... But I have to say that I don't think many women starve themselves to please men, because mostly men prefer healthy women! After a little while an eating disorder is mostly just about itself.
emzkind77 4 years ago
Unfortunately yes,, and it just breaks my heart...
arabiccola 4 years ago
That was beautiful.
susanweise 4 years ago
Thank you!
emzkind77 4 years ago
I cried...I think you did a wonderful job for putting this up. Your story...has so many things in common with my own...god, I remember how I used to try to throw up and fail...then I tought myself how, something I always will regret. I remember how I was disgusted by pictures of skeletol models & people....the disgust morphed into beauty.
I think people need to see more of these, then the stupid millions of thispiration videos.
Octophobia 4 years ago
I know what you mean - we look at these uber thin models and our head knows "that's not healthy" but something else inside says "yes - I want that"
emzkind77 4 years ago
Hey. I just watched your video, I am currently trying to recover from anorexia nervosia and have had a rough day as I have eaten ALOT. Just wanted you to know that your video has made me feel better, it reminded me why I ate alot today to gain weight, and that other people are going through the same thing. Thank you. Xx
Rach87x 4 years ago
I'm so glad this helped you - and I'm more than glad you're seeking recovery! Best of luck - never give up.
emzkind77 4 years ago