I feel everything.Cutters,in memory.

[boriloca4]

When I cut myself. I feel the emptiness filling up. I thought everything was going to be ok after I did .but then now I see those scars and it only makes it worse....at first when my problems were building up,I started with staples. Yes. Staples. Then I cut around a soda can and use that. Then I moved onto a razor blade. Then a pocket knife. It became an addiction. I needed help,I couldnt stop and I felt trapped but I found the will inside me to stop in a year. With the help of friends,I stopped

[lionseye1]

@boriloca4

I understand how you felt in the first part.

Thats how i've been for years, and how i still am today.

Although its getting easier....its still not.. ever going to be completely in the past.

[AnimalLover881]

for some reson when i cut and see the blood i feel proud and satisfied with it but after it heals and there is a scar left i feel worser pain than before

[jabaqueen]

what's the song?

[xSilence8x]

this is so sad

[Sascha1995ful]

oh thats hurts :O

[CoRiNa497]

no one tell me 2 stop cuz i wnt

[emostars09]

i used to be a cutter but im not anymore my friends talked to me about it and i relaized tht wht i was doing had to come to a stop. i like this video i think its nice tht you made it for your friend

[pi950]

I'm an anti-cutter...i'm covered with badn-aids 24/7.

[LonelyEmo0830]

i died because i accidentally cut my vein. .

[TomiJoseph]

Hey, I'm really sorry to hear about your friend. I'm trying so hard to quit cuz I don't EVER want my friends to say that. But for me it's hard, cuz the day I stopped wanting to jump off a building was the day I picked up a razor. It's not a good solution, it works for me.

[dinosurlover14]

tell me about it

[AllisonIsHalfAlive]

No One Listens, No One Cares

[secretcutter]

i have been cutiing for 12 years i cant stop, even though i go to dbt and couseling take a shit load of pills including litheium, my doc says i cant stop cause of all the abuse my faily does to me :(

[TheOneAndOnlyMe92]

wow 2:25 is gonna be a major scar =[

all of them will be scars.

i used to have scars but they have all faded :(

to all the people who say that cutting equals you being emo, thats total BULLSHIT.

emos cut for attention, people who self harm do it as a cry for help, or to feel pain on the outside to be free from the pain that is inside.

[666demoniclove666]

But saying that does that mean if you dress emo and you cut that its for attention statistics show that 75% of teens cut them self only 5% of those people dress emo the reason emo is related with cutting is because of the music emo is linked with and because some emo people do cut them selves, But even people who cut for attention have severe problems to think they need to hurt themselves to get attenion, I thought this video was a verry thoughtfull thing to do thankyou for posting

[TheRawrrrBanapple]

exactly, i used to be a cutter too, all the scars faded...well i stil hae some but they were the worst ones....

its hard to stop, i did it for a year all in secret untill my best friend saw the cuts on my wrist and tlaked to me about it and i stopped, its a struggle, every day im tempted but i dont, it hurts everyone around me

[PAiNTC0RE]

aw ,, I'm a cutter , i cannot stop cut . .

stay strong dont give up<3

[AmeliaClark1]

I thought i was bad...

Seeing Some Of Those Pictures

Made Me Feel Normal... :S

[SNiCKERBArrrr]

im a cutter..

[mypainhurtsforever]

id be careful who i say stuff like that too, unless u already came out about it to ur family. Cause if u tell a freind sooner or later everyone else will

[clownfreak9000]

dont cut yourself cut others

[AfflictiveEpidemic]

i cried when i watched this, too.

it affects so many people.

[Sinner7EX]

Seems like utube is blocking my comments so i say this "Death is only the beginning"

[lovelifedie]

i was watching this and i looked down at my arm and i cryed i us to cut but my friends told my mom a few time and i had to stop!

[ladyoftherings3]

damn, it brought so many memories... It's not easy living with the scars.

[thezingyzingzinglala]

omg- :,(

[Acidknowledge1]

fuckin' A, how can you possibly keep your sanity with your arm covered in scars like that? I'd lose my mind every time I looked down from then on...

[JustALittleWriter]

2:25 shocked me. ofcourse the other pictures shocked me too, but that one was really .. scary to me. i was a cutter too, but i never let it go that far (like 2:25.).. i feel sorry for those people who are cutters now. stay strong, it will get better. there IS hope, really. <3

[xXGorexJessXx]

People have no idea. I used to be a cutter. The whole "emo" thing. It's bullshit. People need to think how it will affect the person they are making fun of. For all of you who cut or used to. I knnow what it's like. I feel for you.<3 Don't give up. Stay strong. <3♥

[xXBleedingAngelXxx]

omfg...

my heart is beeding so fast..

its so hard to see,how deep they

cutting themselvses..

i could cry..

[candygurl2456]

This is really hard to watch. Especially considering my cousin attempted suicide and thankfully didnt succeed. And that one of my closest friends is cutting herself. She goes through so much only im not there to help her. And neither are her friends or her family. Because they are the reason shes cutting herself.

[zombilika]

im a cutter tot :(and is very hard ,nowbody cares about be if i die or not they just know to judge but they don't know why we do it and what is in oure souls

[ChivluvGh]

i remeber Sometimes When I use To cut,i would do it mostly do it not For The Pain but for The Blood as strange as It sounds seeing the Blood Was Huge comfort for me I never Wanted to see It Go away.

[Hindusht]

whats the point of cutting ya self?

[Celestosll]

Not for attention for awareness and this video is over a year old. My friend Amanda committed suicide and was also a cutter for many years. I did research one day on just how popular this disease if you will is and was shocked at how many people cut themselves.

This video was posted for anything but "attention" but you can always post a commment on the thousands posted after mine about the same subject that has titles such as "may be triggering" or "gross cutting".

[theoriginalcoolkid]

i know this is a serious problem and all, but when you take pictures and post whole fucking videos about it on YOUTUBE, i can't help but think you're just doing it for attention.

[VampireDeath12]

jeez not all cutters are fucking emo. its called depression not emo. know ur facts if ur gonna judge. idiot.

[darklime96]

damn....ur heart less .... thats not cool at all

[Fxckingcute]

it's hard to see :s

so much blood.

life goes on

[N3v3RxN3v3RxLaND]

okay well for one that shit is true so u guys need to leave them who do cut alone those ppl dnt do it for attention they do it to forget wat actually hurt them and focus on something else grow the fukk up u stupid ignorant bitchezz =] yinz need a life not them obviously u guys that call these ppl emo and shit is wat makes them cut so y dnt u have ppl call u that shit and then see how high and mighty u fukkin feel... grow the fukk up =]

[chowsy]

show some compassion! fuck. ive been there done it, and survived it. Got help. Even if people are just doing it for "attention" theres OBVIOUSLY something wrong if they feel that left out or un recognized that they would abuse their bodies. For the people that do cut, i feel for you, i know what its like, DONT GIVE UP ON YOURSELVES, for everyone rude enough to call them emos and fags and all that other shit, wow, i be nice to live a perfect life where you have the room to critize others.

[ChAnlder123456789]

i cryed when i watched this videoit means so much that other people do care

[arterialshadow]

People need to get a life eh? Who are you to give a deffinition of what life is? I'm actually sorry for your ignorance.

[itsasinkworld67]

You have no idea what people who cut go through. They don't cut to get attention, why do you think they try to hide their wrists? Cutting is their way to release emotions, and it works.

[jaymedawn1]

i started crying u ppl have no idea what we go through it's not cutting that hurts it;s life

[bkhoes9495]

i am a cutter and i now how they feel i started crying

[rockonladies]

I used to be a cutter. I "did" take the pain away, so called but then "pain" always comes back.

[RecoveredSchizo]

Sad.

[xBrokenAngelx3]

The reason people cut, is because they can't control their emotions. so instead of letting them out like crying, they cut. it's easier because no one knows. although it gets harder when trying to hide the marks + you become addicted [N].

[Rubylula]

lithium - Evanescence

[DEMCLproductions]

WHATS THE SONG FOR THIS??

[DEMCLproductions]

My bestfriend resntly died from cutting. It was her first time and she hit a major vein. I still dont know why she cut none of her family does. The thing is she wasn't emo and she didnt seem depressed. This video seemed to open my eyes and make me think.

R.I.P. Lea Roloski

[BBSoldierFront]

She did it because everyone else at school or the social area was doing it so she felt she had to

[ladyoftherings3]

Not all the cutters are emo (I can assure you most of them aren't). I used to be a cutter, and it doesn't have to be in the family either. By the way, since cutting is a way of releasing emotions, you're not supposed to look depressed, that's most of the point about doing it. I'm deeply sorry about your friend, I had never heard of such a case before

[dixiebtch88]

I dont understand this cutting thing. If something or someone is hurting me so bad that I wana harm myself, they are the ones that will bleed before me. Dont understand it at all.

[mtech10180]

guess what... some of us dont care about the future... we dont care about our lifes, so instead of killing out selfs we turn to cutting... it u dislike it so much ... dont do it...... and leave the rest of us alone... MYOB

[viligante11]

lol dude i cut myself but i mean only when im mad stressed and realy pissed off and then again its not that deep just a few drops thats all¯-_-----------

theres lots of different ways to cut one is u do 4 cuts up ur writs and then a big one down your wrist -|-|-|-|-

[MAxxMassacrex3]

whoaa thats some deep ass cutting. i cut when i get stressed but i dont cut deep.

[ratedDX74]

i stopped at 2:29. i couldnt handle it.

ive never cut myself, but ive thought about it. this video brings back some bad memories, but thankfully ive had people help me through those bad times.

[toumasvar]

deep breath, wow, that was a hard video to watch but well done its excellent but very very trigaring, a year ago and it would have trigerd of a major cutting session, now i can cope by looking and fealing my scars at least i hope so. I am also glad that you inculded some picturs of men whom cut as well as unfortunalty we are the forgotten ones when people and sociaty look at helping young people with a sh problem.

Many thanks

[Mikogurl17]

I couldn't finish this with only 50 seconds left....it was worse than the thinspo vids. It's sad seeing something I did once x 10...something that has left scars that I am embarrassed to see everyday of my life. If I could go back in time I would never have done it! A very informative video!

[keeksmoreno]

cutting affects anyone, im a firefighter, paramedic, and Head of Security for 4 firms. Im a hero in a sense and i am a recovering cutter who found some sort of releif for my pains elswhere, i cant stop anyone here from cutting i know this from experience but i can listen and give some guidance. The choice is untimately yours to make. Cutters are a a breed of their own and a type of feeling left unanswered or unclassified in the everyday feeling cuz in the end its all emotions crammed into one.

[musicmademogoth]

omg I am stupid.I do tiny scratches of self harm that heal up in about a week.now i see that i am making a lot of fuss about nothing.

[cannibalizedbody]

i am an eleven year old boy i cut i have 21 scars and 4 burns i need help i want to die because of me my mom committed suicide and my brother died in a planned car crash and i live with my abusive dad

[fruitsbasket118]

:( oh please dont die

[mtech10180]

living with that kind of a tragity is always hard... you have to remember you will always have your friends... killing your self wont solve anything... my advice, find one person you can trust, u can talk to... it makes all the difference... HANG IN THERE-- U CAN DO IT

[Verdux]

I used to cut and the funny thing it wasn't because of depression, or pain, it was because i felt so lonely i just thought that if i did, i could become a member of the "cutting" community.

[lostinadarkness]

watching this video made me think that i could have done alot worse cutting weis. i'm kinda glade i didnt. help is always rightin front of you.

[detbenson]

This vid brought tears to my eyes, because 5 years ago it would have been a major trigger. Now I'm nearly 4 years cut free and watching it reminds me of why I'm in school so that I can get a job in the psych field to help people going through this.

[ktareila]

Wow, this video made me cry. It's a very real depiction of the pain that cutters experience. I am 34 years old and have struggled with cutting since I was 14 years old. I felt like nobody cared for me, like I deserved the pain. But now I know people do care and I am that I am a worthwhile person. If you suffer from this type of pain, get help, find someone who cares. You are worthy of love and acceptance. If one person doesn't listen keep looking until you find someone who does.

[notloved898]

See...I used to do this...and now I see how much more pain I could of caused myself..and how far some people would go. This vid really opened my eyes. =/

[Celestosll]

I am so sorry=/

[krissy76531]

I am crying. I know a 16 year old kid who cuts and I love him like a brother and I dont know how to stop him. He isnt this bad...yet. He is gay and I think he cuts because of all the hate especially by his family!

[arilovesdany]

oh my god this video make me wanna cry, i don`t know how people can do this things to them selves...

Love yourself, you don´t need to do this

[Onlyspiderpig]

This is so sad, just wanna cry, I cut my legs up I think I will try and stop before it gets any worse

[silvertear]

This video made me want to cry. Only because it reminded me back when I use to cut nearly everyday.

I started cutting when I was fourteen. And I've only recently stopped. Six months cut free.

I'm twenty one now.

[zaiterol]

there are so many people that feels the same but they don't do the same.they should try to search and then they will see that will meet somebody that will make ther lifes less singles.i saw too pretty girls but whn the show they't arms is

[bananasplitbaby18]

God.. People are making theese things worse when they say "those are only scratches compared to my cuts" makes emotional people only cut deeper.. so next time you want to say that... Think about it. :/

[ikarus19]

I think modern media (imagery, movies, music) fools kids into believing that being young is as bad as it gets. It's not the end-all/be-all of existense, believe me. The challenges of youth pale in comparison to adulthood. We need to stop painting distorted scenes of what youngsters "should" be like and promote more that there's nothing wrong with individuality. Fuck MTV...read books. Fuck Paris Hilton...be yourself! Think of Gaza and Darfur, etc. THAT'S REAL PAIN! Cut it out. (No pun intended).

[Holyfukinshit25]

uhh man its like when i was looking at the pictures i could feel the cuts it was trippy

good video

[xxbipolarchildxx]

I am a cutter.

I have done sadly, worse than most of these.

and I just want to know, where did you get these?

[Jaahda]

shit - this made me shake all over. my daughter is a cutter. i came here thru lulu.

Clere Hayes.

[Celestosll]

Im sorry=/

[Jaahda]

no worries - loved the music ......my dorter watched it - she says she is sooo much stronger now ......it was good to air it. your graphics are very strong .....

and it also flipped me back to stuff in my own life too i think ....... tho i only used to sew my fingers all together.

[villesille666]

wow...... i can relate.... =[]

[HybridMoon]

Very powerful. So haunting....gives me chills to even think about it.

Looks like some of those people need a hug. *hugs* i-i

But cutting so deep...such as the pics at 2:27 and 2:51...I'd think it'd be almost impossible to live through something so deep, especially on a vein. :\ I wonder if they're alright.

[cancersgirl]

This video is beautiful and filled with good intentions of the heart.

[boghdus]

I like to say I loved this vid and perfect choice in song for it too.maybe it will help others be aware of those around them in need. just got to say awsome vid with a important message :) all thats left is for people to listen.