I put this in my watch later list months and month ago and just barely watched it. Your struggle mirrors that of my own and so many others, and I, like you, kept a journal of my fears and thoughts. Those journals later helped me when I was coming out, and helped me to realize I'd always been the same guy, I was just trying to ignore him. Great job with this video, I'm sure you'll inspire many more kids to be strong.
I too used to want to change... now I wouldn't have it any other way.
this was really cool. It takes a lot of guts to put yourself out there for all the world to see, especially knowing some are gonna try and bring you down so far and hard you'll be 6 feet beneath the dirt. You're awesome and really creative! Keep it up bud!
Your comment on my video drew my attention, being more intelligent than most. I have to say, this composition of yours is shockingly well made and effective. I'll have to pass this around to some of my friends.
Very good video Jeffrey. And you're right, we aren't what we appear to be. All the labels are just judgements and the judgements merely obscure the fact that we are all children of God, meant to love each other unconditionally. Great video and message. I completely related.
im not gay but i have a lot of gay and lezbian friends and there is nothing rong with being gay its not something to be ashamed of you should be proud of it and i think this video is rude
Daughtry, While I somewhat agree with what you're saying about people in the homosexual community...and that they deserve happiness and should be proud of how they were made; I don't think in this video, he was saying he was ashamed of his sexuality. It's supposed to be him dealing with certain instances in his life while growing up. I think it's rather artistic. And art is subjective. I hope you take this into consideration. I thought this video was awesome. Props to you rhythmwar. =)
I'm gay also, and only wish that I could come out to everyone. People can be so stupid, hateful, and closed-minded, so I am limited in being out. The hardest part was growing up as a teen - only boys can like girls. If you don't, you're some sort of demented pervert.
All the more power and love to you for posting this online. You can give hope and courage for others that have just as much a difficult time with this as you do... as do I.
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how fortunate for the actual generation of young , confused, younsters are, to be able to access to all the testimonials their peers share on youtube...It would have spared me years of anguish and loneliness..
i guess this is the very same quest of every person who is likewise , and its hard to share the thoughts of this kind with anyone , but still people r changin these days
I found this video quite by accident, and I have to say that it's a very strong message you are sending out to people who are sinking deeper and deeper into depression because they cannot find a reason to live on from all the prejudices that surrounds them. You are a very strong person inside, and I hope that you continue to keep your resolve as strong as it is, because if you waver, so will many others who may now have a stronger resolve than before will also waver. Don't let them down!
hey mates thats awesome eh. i joined up to youtube just to comment on your video, im not really that good at comps but i figured it out lol. well im babbling but yeah good one man..on ya
Powerful stuff... a man is as he thinks he is. Of everyone's perception yours is the most important because its the only one that's real. I've slept with enough straight guys to know there is no real difference between any of us, only misconceptions.
All I have to say is that this is sincerely the most powerful video I have watched. I too have experienced some of the issues that were brought up in this video... and it really touched home. I am who I am.. reguardless of anything that has happened to me. I AM A GAY MAN.. and I really wanna give my applause to the guy who made the video, Its alot harder than most people think to be gay in society.. . thanks for the video...
When I think about being gay... and well havin a boyfriend, it doesn't seem bad. But thinking of my family makes me feel .... well horrible. And theres no chance I could tell them. Would I ever even think of killing myself? Of course not. I know my friends care and whenever that thought comes to my mind I just think of the one I love :)
I'm in the same situation as you are. Telling your family isn't nescesary, straight ppl don't tell their parents about their sexuals lives and what kind of sex they like and what fetishes they have etc.
This is one of the most sincere things I have ever seen or heard. All of the time, you hear people talk about these things, but they are lying to get someones attention. I know what you have gone through. i just recently recovered from my own experience. You can't lose hope, brother. Keep your chin up, you will get through. If you need to talk, write me back, I always have an open ear. it may take me awhile, but I will respond. Don't give up, and keep up the good work!
I am sad to hear that your "older friend" took advantage of you that way. You did not deserve that. We must all work toward the day when teens can find supportive adults who guide them with out being abusive.
You have no idea how I've been in your shoes before ;) I'm sorry for any pain you've endured in your past, but I believe your past has made you stronger, and the end result is simply amazing.
I think we all should respect each other, regardless of differences that we all have. Wars started because of differences. If only we respect each other of who we are, there would be peace.
Many gay children and teens wish they were straight. Fortunately, as time goes by, an overhwelming majority of gays and lesbians are perfectly happy and content about their sexuality.
For every gay adult who wish he/she was straight, there are at least 20 gay adults who would NOT want to "miraculously" change to straight.
What is so special about being something you have absolutley no knowledge (or desire) of? Would someone of a certain race wish to be a memeber of a different race? Why?
Thanks for that. I have been openly gay for 5 yrs. My boyfriend who was not, commited suicide 2 months ago. I feel your rive, i feel your contradictory self reflection. I loved everything about it. Thanks. Good luck.
aww i dont think you look gay you have a baby face and think thats cute
i think the only bad thing about you being gay is that your so adorable and now i have no chance.lol=]
people are bitches and they torment others for fun, dont ever think that you look like a girl becaus you look so hott, that was why i clicked on your video, but then i stayed for your story.
they shouldnt be laughing at you because you're different you should be laughing at them because they're all the same.
Dude, I send you so much love. thank you for this. Gay people in native american cultures here in Canada viewed gay people as very special beings who are close to the Creator. Major religions poison peoples minds about homosexuality because of this truth. Love, love, love, your so right on!
wow i found this video randomly. Somehow it was in the related section of America's Got Talent...yeah anyway lol Your story is really moving! I'm going through the same thing, but i dont know how to cope with it. I've gotten really down about it - kinda ironic if thats the word, that i came across your video really lol
"Don't let words hold you back from what you want to do in life" ~ a good friend of mine said that to me, and i'm now saying it you :) It's simple, but to the point.
I'm not exagerating when i say this is the best video I have seen on YouTube. wow, I have watched this over and over and I am subscribeing. Your awsome. This really struck a chord with me and moved me greatly. thank you so much for making this wonderful video
wow just randomly clicking around on the web and found this. you have a really wonderful voice that makes your stor seem to relate to all, even outside the lgbt community.
Yeah, my mom had me with long hair till I was 6. Lotta sexual confusion there. People would call me a girl because I looked feminine too. I didnt watch the whole video cause DANG IT PUT A SHIRT ON! haha. you seem cool.
I think the best aspect of this video is how it holds true for so many young GLBT kids growing up today. Though I know this video can't possibly get out to every single one of them, this message is here to let them know that there is nothing wrong with them and they are not alone.
this is a really nice video, best video respnce so far!!I am now a subscriber of your videos and I hope to see more stuff soon!:)beautiful and talented..
I put this in my watch later list months and month ago and just barely watched it. Your struggle mirrors that of my own and so many others, and I, like you, kept a journal of my fears and thoughts. Those journals later helped me when I was coming out, and helped me to realize I'd always been the same guy, I was just trying to ignore him. Great job with this video, I'm sure you'll inspire many more kids to be strong.
I too used to want to change... now I wouldn't have it any other way.
EzraHorne 1 month ago
Beautifully inspired...
patrickmoffat 4 months ago
Your video is just great ;)
gerardolule13 6 months ago
This was a very powerful video, and thank u so much for sharing your story!
KodyAllenCarter 8 months ago
WELL Done, ty
todd716 9 months ago
this was really cool. It takes a lot of guts to put yourself out there for all the world to see, especially knowing some are gonna try and bring you down so far and hard you'll be 6 feet beneath the dirt. You're awesome and really creative! Keep it up bud!
TheOCArchangel 1 year ago
Your comment on my video drew my attention, being more intelligent than most. I have to say, this composition of yours is shockingly well made and effective. I'll have to pass this around to some of my friends.
And I can relate, entirely.
ZooSource 1 year ago
Amazing
Bdawg9891 1 year ago
Very good video Jeffrey. And you're right, we aren't what we appear to be. All the labels are just judgements and the judgements merely obscure the fact that we are all children of God, meant to love each other unconditionally. Great video and message. I completely related.
jackson4socks 1 year ago
Brilliant.
I have a sparkly hat too.
trebort5050 2 years ago 3
Thank You! I think we all just want to love. I really relate to all the feelings you expressed.
OTACORBD 2 years ago 2
I completely relate to this. It's beautiful.
thedrunkenboat 2 years ago
Nice Vid!
mainer7785 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
he's a fag...plain and simple
jttimefather 2 years ago
im not gay but i have a lot of gay and lezbian friends and there is nothing rong with being gay its not something to be ashamed of you should be proud of it and i think this video is rude
daughtrylover4 2 years ago
Daughtry, While I somewhat agree with what you're saying about people in the homosexual community...and that they deserve happiness and should be proud of how they were made; I don't think in this video, he was saying he was ashamed of his sexuality. It's supposed to be him dealing with certain instances in his life while growing up. I think it's rather artistic. And art is subjective. I hope you take this into consideration. I thought this video was awesome. Props to you rhythmwar. =)
SupHobagg 2 years ago
whoo hoo u rock dude!!!!!
p.s. I WANT THAT SPARKLY HAT!!!
Girzlla89955 2 years ago
I'm gay also, and only wish that I could come out to everyone. People can be so stupid, hateful, and closed-minded, so I am limited in being out. The hardest part was growing up as a teen - only boys can like girls. If you don't, you're some sort of demented pervert.
All the more power and love to you for posting this online. You can give hope and courage for others that have just as much a difficult time with this as you do... as do I.
MTheChequeGuy 2 years ago 3
This has been flagged as spam show
lorenzojhwh 2 years ago
how fortunate for the actual generation of young , confused, younsters are, to be able to access to all the testimonials their peers share on youtube...It would have spared me years of anguish and loneliness..
love to you
eutuve 2 years ago
i guess this is the very same quest of every person who is likewise , and its hard to share the thoughts of this kind with anyone , but still people r changin these days
Venusman14 2 years ago
You are also beautiful from the inside out! Love from New Zealand!
richc20 2 years ago
wow...beautiful
henrymoukarzel 2 years ago
This was a wonderful video...
...I like ur sparkly white hat by the way :)
tedbear74 2 years ago 2
I found this video quite by accident, and I have to say that it's a very strong message you are sending out to people who are sinking deeper and deeper into depression because they cannot find a reason to live on from all the prejudices that surrounds them. You are a very strong person inside, and I hope that you continue to keep your resolve as strong as it is, because if you waver, so will many others who may now have a stronger resolve than before will also waver. Don't let them down!
KitsuneyJenfner 3 years ago 2
Very good video. I've gone through some of what you did but not all so I have some idea of what you've felt.
grazkitty 3 years ago
Wow.
Your flipping amazing and strong.
You actually made me cry chh now I sound like wussy.
splaty12 3 years ago
BEAUTIFUL VIDEO very touching and true *favorite*
kennylisp 3 years ago
Love it.
Me encanta.
Magnific.
quinamo 3 years ago
hey mates thats awesome eh. i joined up to youtube just to comment on your video, im not really that good at comps but i figured it out lol. well im babbling but yeah good one man..on ya
patsyd21 3 years ago
aww that is very sweet of you! Thanks so much :) Thank you all!
rhythmwar 3 years ago
WOW
jewlad17 3 years ago
This is a really good video...... It speaks volumes.
shiroitenshi85 3 years ago 2
that was beautiful, simply beautiful. thank you. ♥
Tibess 3 years ago 2
wow
RobbieBobbyBoy 3 years ago
What an amazing video. You captured what has happened to many of us, and how so many of us feel. Thank you!
lovinhim4life 3 years ago 3
every word you spoke, every point you made cut me like a knife...I wonder how many people out there have the same story
jasonkeithpolk 3 years ago 3
gay yankee lol
Kpride006 3 years ago
wow! what a nice video... it touches lives. i agree with that, whatever tell from people around you, the most important is you love...
reyatata 3 years ago 2
Yeah excellent. The pace is perfect, the story real. Its really cool. It inspires me to do shit as well. ta
cptait101 3 years ago 2
Powerful stuff... a man is as he thinks he is. Of everyone's perception yours is the most important because its the only one that's real. I've slept with enough straight guys to know there is no real difference between any of us, only misconceptions.
box4859 3 years ago 11
All I have to say is that this is sincerely the most powerful video I have watched. I too have experienced some of the issues that were brought up in this video... and it really touched home. I am who I am.. reguardless of anything that has happened to me. I AM A GAY MAN.. and I really wanna give my applause to the guy who made the video, Its alot harder than most people think to be gay in society.. . thanks for the video...
blueadam1985 3 years ago 9
look, if you want to be with a girl, be with a girl.
generationxyz 3 years ago
When I think about being gay... and well havin a boyfriend, it doesn't seem bad. But thinking of my family makes me feel .... well horrible. And theres no chance I could tell them. Would I ever even think of killing myself? Of course not. I know my friends care and whenever that thought comes to my mind I just think of the one I love :)
gyyaoi 3 years ago
I'm in the same situation as you are. Telling your family isn't nescesary, straight ppl don't tell their parents about their sexuals lives and what kind of sex they like and what fetishes they have etc.
reptiles99 3 years ago 2
This is one of the most sincere things I have ever seen or heard. All of the time, you hear people talk about these things, but they are lying to get someones attention. I know what you have gone through. i just recently recovered from my own experience. You can't lose hope, brother. Keep your chin up, you will get through. If you need to talk, write me back, I always have an open ear. it may take me awhile, but I will respond. Don't give up, and keep up the good work!
princefake18 3 years ago
I am sad to hear that your "older friend" took advantage of you that way. You did not deserve that. We must all work toward the day when teens can find supportive adults who guide them with out being abusive.
itbarthur4u 3 years ago
no naked no sexy
barkinas 3 years ago
wow, ive never been soo intrigued and stuck to the screen. this was amazing. omg
xtopher 3 years ago 2
ur soo right
ttay1122 3 years ago
Very Well Done! Love yourself and Love others. God Bless You brother!
whyhate007 3 years ago
You are absolutely amazing.
I really hope you know that. Because you are.
sadlittleemoboy 3 years ago
You have no idea how I've been in your shoes before ;) I'm sorry for any pain you've endured in your past, but I believe your past has made you stronger, and the end result is simply amazing.
Blessings to you and your loved ones.
Tariff08 3 years ago
important video
good2btheking 3 years ago 2
mind blowing!....thank you so much. This is everything i grew up with!
This will help so many others :)
CaptRiyadh 3 years ago 2
powerful. touching. poignant.
God bless you. I am sorry you were hurt, but I am more happy for you that you're clearly strong.
password 3 years ago
what a fantastic piece of art. i commend you for having the courage to be able to share your story. =]
vertosomnium 3 years ago 2
wtf u didnt say anything for a minute then at 1:30 your naked?
wweholics 3 years ago
amen.
mikedean643 3 years ago
I think we all should respect each other, regardless of differences that we all have. Wars started because of differences. If only we respect each other of who we are, there would be peace.
mhh6738 3 years ago
your the one! kumare! welcome to the club you can be a very beautiful feminine ladyboy
ramfersean 3 years ago
Thank you for this.
themmy77 3 years ago
that was really incredible.
thank you.
kindadesultory 3 years ago
Many gay children and teens wish they were straight. Fortunately, as time goes by, an overhwelming majority of gays and lesbians are perfectly happy and content about their sexuality.
For every gay adult who wish he/she was straight, there are at least 20 gay adults who would NOT want to "miraculously" change to straight.
What is so special about being something you have absolutley no knowledge (or desire) of? Would someone of a certain race wish to be a memeber of a different race? Why?
polkadotbox2 3 years ago
i feel for you...
booming402 3 years ago
Thanks for that. I have been openly gay for 5 yrs. My boyfriend who was not, commited suicide 2 months ago. I feel your rive, i feel your contradictory self reflection. I loved everything about it. Thanks. Good luck.
saintadam 3 years ago 4
so so sad saint adam.. please pray for my friend who I believe is gay but won't come out... PLEASE...
God bless, and sorry for your pain of losing someone special.
password 3 years ago
seriously inspired right now. Thanx for all the love
ritapham 3 years ago
wow. this video was seriously amazing.
alacruz 3 years ago
This video is perfect. It does not suck balls. Bravo. [crys]
urvideosucksballs00D 3 years ago
FABuLOUS!!
Thoughtful, reflectful, insightful, and creative.
People should call you by your name not some sexual classification.
Thank you for sharing.
"What have you done today to make yourself feel PROUD?"
(PROUD by Heather Small)
aManOnaJourney 3 years ago
WOWWOWOWOWOW
kellotron123 3 years ago
"I love to love"
that's really good
melinojoshua 3 years ago
Your video is powerful and moving. Thank you for sharing your story. That is an act of love, because you are giving yourself to the world.
garysdeskcom 3 years ago
you rock that sparkly white hat by the way!!
=]
you're my favorite.
prepgrl333 3 years ago 3
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prepgrl333 3 years ago
aww i dont think you look gay you have a baby face and think thats cute
i think the only bad thing about you being gay is that your so adorable and now i have no chance.lol=]
people are bitches and they torment others for fun, dont ever think that you look like a girl becaus you look so hott, that was why i clicked on your video, but then i stayed for your story.
they shouldnt be laughing at you because you're different you should be laughing at them because they're all the same.
prepgrl333 3 years ago 4
"i dont think you look gay" do you not see this kind of statement is part of the problem?
password 3 years ago
i like the realisation you had about caring for others. this is a beautiful video that one me over.
afishlikeme 3 years ago
Dude, I send you so much love. thank you for this. Gay people in native american cultures here in Canada viewed gay people as very special beings who are close to the Creator. Major religions poison peoples minds about homosexuality because of this truth. Love, love, love, your so right on!
GingaSoulja 3 years ago
AWESOME!
smartypants0401 3 years ago
Have you considered film school? Your video was visually poetic and the dialog was captivating.
The beginning is a little slow, but over all well done.
nelsonrc 3 years ago 2
wow i found this video randomly. Somehow it was in the related section of America's Got Talent...yeah anyway lol Your story is really moving! I'm going through the same thing, but i dont know how to cope with it. I've gotten really down about it - kinda ironic if thats the word, that i came across your video really lol
"Don't let words hold you back from what you want to do in life" ~ a good friend of mine said that to me, and i'm now saying it you :) It's simple, but to the point.
TotallyFreaked 3 years ago 2
I don't think 'wow' is going to cut it with this video. Its more than wow.
juanpablofx 3 years ago 3
Beautiful and honest video. Loved it!
aejss4 3 years ago
I'm not exagerating when i say this is the best video I have seen on YouTube. wow, I have watched this over and over and I am subscribeing. Your awsome. This really struck a chord with me and moved me greatly. thank you so much for making this wonderful video
pvampire 3 years ago 2
"I love to love."
This was a really well made video.
Plus, it's so relatable and powerful, especially for its short time.
Good job.
bummercucumber 3 years ago
wow just randomly clicking around on the web and found this. you have a really wonderful voice that makes your stor seem to relate to all, even outside the lgbt community.
laurieweinstein 3 years ago
i remember that time in my life...i'm glad i got through it...great vid :)
ScorpiusRising 3 years ago
Awesome!!
brgtb 3 years ago
You are a babe!
slutropolis 3 years ago
WOW Great Video. It just made my day, i can' stop playing it over and over. Just the message itself. well done, Bravo
babybear9906 3 years ago 3
AMAZING VIDEO
JEANFR511 3 years ago 4
Yeah, my mom had me with long hair till I was 6. Lotta sexual confusion there. People would call me a girl because I looked feminine too. I didnt watch the whole video cause DANG IT PUT A SHIRT ON! haha. you seem cool.
joshgrrr 3 years ago
haha your mom called you gay? weird.
joshgrrr 3 years ago 2
AMAZING!
I think the best aspect of this video is how it holds true for so many young GLBT kids growing up today. Though I know this video can't possibly get out to every single one of them, this message is here to let them know that there is nothing wrong with them and they are not alone.
Bravo!
iquiet 3 years ago 2
you should try and get in touch with an independent film company to try and get this out on some sort of short film movie
BptAngel1976 3 years ago
Just want to take the time to thank all of you. Your comments mean a lot to me. I'll be posting more soon!
rhythmwar 3 years ago
Wow..that really was one of the best short films I have ever seen. It hits the nail square on the head too. You're brilliant!
swampkid02 3 years ago 3
This video is a really great video. Truely amazing :)
jhillsy 3 years ago 2
superb!!u told the whole story brilliantly,it is so beautifully done!!thumps up!!and u r' a very good lookin' man too
Tryr001 3 years ago
nice video
rezokaplan 3 years ago
That was so strong and so... beautiful. So very beautiful.
cashewnutcracker 3 years ago 3
You've done more in 6 minutes than even the best filmmakers are able to do in 90. Honest, evocative, and beautiful. Bravo!
heartsong4u 3 years ago 4
Beautiful Video!
CorenBBy 3 years ago
Yes, you are a man... a gay man. And a damn hot one at that! :D
ricoatheist 3 years ago 5
this is one of the most beautiful short films i have seen in a long time very nice so glad that we have you in the world with us
BptAngel1976 4 years ago 2
EXCELLENT! Really. Just beautiful.
OTTHAM 4 years ago
wow impressive
isthmusboi19 4 years ago
Awesome production piece.
sirald66 4 years ago
This was really well made. Well done!
thomascavaness 4 years ago
:) .
hottydelia 4 years ago
that was... excellent.
Mistycherrie 4 years ago
this is a really nice video, best video respnce so far!!I am now a subscriber of your videos and I hope to see more stuff soon!:)beautiful and talented..
vivimaria86 4 years ago
wonderful video. very heartfelt, and inspiring.
gopaw1 4 years ago
wow...i was hooked on this video from the start
beautiful
superlupp 4 years ago 2
I usually don't like these types on videos.
But wow.
This is honestly the best thing that I have ever seen on youtube.
It came straight from the heart.
CrackerJackLover 4 years ago 2
wow.
I am not gay. bi. whatever...
but this was a reality check to all those asses.
the people who judge and are homophobes...
this was great :)
Mmkay15 4 years ago
wow, understated and well perfect.
bomtown 4 years ago
Great video and lovely voice!
willrb21 4 years ago
I Dont know what I was expecting when I started watching this, but what Igot was such a great and powerful peice of film!
SteveTheSkorie 4 years ago
Wow, you just summed it all up so great. And you cute. You wanna go out some time? lol.
ThatDudeTrav 4 years ago
love it. very emotional and touching.
great job man great great job
<3
-chris
rcln15 4 years ago
Wow, that was amazing. "I love to love." Thats how I feel too. beautiful girls, beautiful boys...btw, you are so beautiful.
ThatDudeTrav 4 years ago
Outstanding.
songster25 4 years ago
Excelent video. Usually don´t see this kind of personal videos, but I couldn´t stop watching yours.
By the way, you have a beautiful voice.
afterburn1974 4 years ago 5
thoughtful. well done.
fanomusic24 4 years ago
nice jop
Abdullah AlQahtani
xiphoid90 4 years ago
brilliant. ending is awesome. respect.
alexskinner 4 years ago
Thats such a strong and powerful video. I tuched me.
whiteandfluffy701d 4 years ago
i love your video! really nice job ;-)
mroemer81 4 years ago
Very good, excellent production values, thoughtful dialogue and well presented.
bobgreenJax 4 years ago 2
I loved the video...Makes me think..
jakyllightfoot 4 years ago
Good stuff, love that hat.
ryannewyork 4 years ago