I would say that cutting doesn't solve anything.. But then I'd be a hypocrite, I'm almost 15 and I've been cutting since I was 11.. I do it when im depressed or sad, but that's not the only reason I do it.. I guess the only way to say it I'm addicted to the pain, I've tried, I've had counciling and therapy but nothing can stop me.. My mum has known in two occasions, but she doesn't know how bad it really is.. Sometimes you just can't help seeing what it feels like to cut deeper and deeper.. So
I wrote a song about my friend that was cutting called Brea’s song. To see me perform it live copy or type (mason Bellamy Cedarville) in Youtube’s search window (I can’t post a link). THANKS!
~~PLEASE spread the word if you like it (Facebook, Twitter, ECT)! I want hurting kids to know their value and see it!~~ “YOU ARE A DIAMOND YOU’RE NO LONGER COAL”
our story is exactly the same my dad tried to kill my mommy and i thought it was my fault he was an alcholic and we moved away i left the few friends tht i did have and thought about suicide but i didnt want to die so i started cutting and i am only 13 we moved back in with him but he isnt an alcholic anymore and he never threatens mommy but he is always angry at us kids so i feel like ive done something wrong and i cant stop cutting ..
our story is exactly the same my dad tried to kill my mommy and i thought it was my fault he was an alcholic and we moved away i left the few friends tht i did have and thought about suicide but i didnt want to die so i started cutting and i am only 13 we moved back in with him but he isnt an alcholic anymore and he never threatens mommy but he is always angry at us kids so i feel like ive done something wrong and i cant stop cutting
our story is exactly the same my dad tried to kill my mommy and i thought it was my fault he was an alcholic and we moved away i left the few friends tht i did have and thought about suicide but i didnt want to die so i started cutting and i am only 13 we moved back in with him but he isnt an alcholic anymore and he never threatens mommy but he is always angry at us kids so i feel like ive done something wrong and i cant stop cutting
Im sorry, none of that is your fault... its not your fault no one understands you.... i have the same proboblem no one understands me but i know its not my fault... no one is worth hurting yourself over.... i care :)
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advice.
ive been cutting for 3 years. it all started with my dad. hes abused me my whole life. sometimes cutting too deep just seems like a solution to get rid of him. if someone could just talk to me id feel so much better.
I need help last year a started scratched my self to bleed I started to cut my self and try to throw up unpourpuse but it ain't work so I stop eating and I bilurn my self with fire I don't wanna died buth I do this stuff when I lost controls of a situation beacause the pain help me think of something else and I can control the pain . My mom saw my scar but she didn't ask and igniored it so did my bff when u told her. I fell alone.
im struggling with self harm myself. this video made me cry as i can relate to it in many ways. i wish to tell me about what happened to me but no one understands im 14 and started hurting myself just a few months after my 13th birthday, i used to scratch my hand in primary school as well, as a form of self harm. if you ever need to talk, im always here. take care. xxx
@emodude12341 I'm sorry to say I can't tell you how to stop, but if you ever need anyone to talk to, you can always message me. That goes for everyone here.
Self harming is a personal issue that comes from inside yourself.I have been self harming myself 4 2yrz and I still feel like $h+t after all diz time......
i feel the same way when i cut i feel like im worthess like i deserve it ive tried to kill myself but i thought it might get better it never did it just got worse
I have a trick tht might help: hold an ice cube in your hand until it melts.you will have some pain without inflicting damage to your body.don't lose and never forget:I care about you,and I'm certainly not the only one...
i started self harmng when i was 5 years old my mum died and i was so upset i didnt know why she left me especialy when i couldnt live with her i thought it ws my fault but it wasnt then things got worser i got buliied i had no friends and i mean no friends then this year my auntie died and now me and my fiends have fell out and my grandad is dieng and my grandma is fallening out with him i havent heard from my dad since 1 february and i miss him sso much :(
This is sad. I can relate. I'm sorry you had to go through all that. Are you better now ? If you ever wanna talk , just message me. I'm a good listener.
@Blazeingman God has lost faith in her, This is her friend Logen. Liz(Sanantoni1) has died (Suicide) She wanted me to find this for her as one of her wishes. She said," Thanx for caring but its to late for me." She'll be watching over all of you. And there's a lesson in all of this. Never let your good-bye be your last. I have learned that personaly never say good-bye and mean it cause the person you say it to just might die.
the same thing happened to me and andreasyoman fuck you man you dont know what its like having a life like hers and even mine so you can go to hell and burn there but yeah my girlfreind broke up with me people started hating me my parents broke up and my sister started hitting me my brother hated me and still does my only salvation was my cousin and he lived in florida at the timeand i went beserk and punched a 3x3 foot hole in the wall and slit my wrist in front of my whole family...im sorry
my depression got wost not better and my problems got so wost and i am all alone and no body cares about me . so i have to kill myslef that wil make people happy
@gothicrosewomen no i noe it hurts and i have thought sooooo much about suicide. but it is NEVER worth it. i cut myself too i noe how it feels. i guess we were put here for a reson. maybe we will get better.... if u want to talk u can talk 2 me i wont be mean or laugh ur not alone dude
i know what you're going through im there now my whole life is going down hill i get hollared at for no reason my bf i think is cheating on me and i lost the best person in my life.... everything is in its suckish moment right now
i knwo exactly what you mean. i may not have had the same experiences as you, but it's so hard to just stop like that. God's helped me a lot and cutting doesn't even feel the same anymore. message me if you wanna talk? : /
I still self harm and I have been doing it since I was about 14 years old. It started by bullies and then having no self worth and feel the same way today. I just keep on going but unsure why.
Stop that :( i wanna help everyone who do that Really cuz i know people at hospitals do not help alot hospitals just make us feel bad,, reply this if u want my help
I am not sure if you can help on this one. I have really good friends and support. I going seek professional help but still cut. I am not sure why I am still around but I am trying my hardest to fight and find out why. I know if I do not get better I will never find a guy, because they want a women that is secure and not insecure women.
i'm 13, i cut and i dont hide the scars... they are not suicides and i dont wanna die i just need a distraction from all the stuff going on and the thoughts in my head that just keep racing around... i need help :'(
Why don't you hide the scars? I kind of find it selfish.
There's people out there that would litterally kill themselves before they let a single soul see their scars, and you're the type of person that never hides them and makes everyone think lower of a cutter.
No offence or anything, I don't cut so I wouldn't know, but that's only my opinion.
this story is pretty much the same thing i went through as a 5 year old kid;
after mum & dad broke up & i was living with my mum, & at the age of 6 & mum slit her wrists. & i had to save her. years went on, she told me she was okayy, the family was fighting . my brother was belting me, i started to cut. but i couldnt fell it; i was hurting to much on the inside. m,7y family alll bashed me, as of last year in november, my mum commited suicide, it was the end for her & only the start for me.
everyone thinks ive stopped but i did it 2 days ago since my dog died. but its an addiction and its really hard to stop. it really is..... ive been trying to stop for a year now. and ive slowed down but i havnt stopped. if i know i dont have the privacy in the home to cut at the moment i find a different way to hurt myself, its sad... but thats life.
@punkgothgrl33 I'm really sorry. I know what your going through, and I completely understand your feelings. Like..you don't have anyone. If u wanna talk, don't hesitate to message me:)
beautiful video. and i know how u feel. i cut myself also. ive been doing it for 2 years now. im 15 right now. but my parents found out when my mom serched my room and found my dairy. i got in trouble but nothing more. she told everyone she knew and so did my dad. they arnt together thoough. so it was twice as much people and it just made it harder on me. i felt embarassed and ashamed. and it just made me want to do it even more.
Dw about the haters, I'll tell you that everyone, EVERYONE will hurt themselfs one day, even if it's just once. I started when I was 12, I'm 13 now. I don't care about myself, but, I'm here if anyone needs help with anything at all..
Thanks for sharing all this with us. Please talk to me.
i started to cut myself at 13 as well.. its been almost 2 years and i still do it not near as much but its deeper now.. butter fly stiches, stitching myself... i just want someone to notice the pain im in, and i feel alone but i know im not... and nobody should feel the pain we do
I used to cut. it took me a while to see how much me cutting myself was hurtin others, not just me and how there ar other ways i can release my emotions or watever without hurting myself. I got help and ive managed to stop. Self harm is addictive but like all addictions, it can be treated. i say treated but im not reali sure its the right word.
Anyhow if any one wants to talk or needs someone they can just let anything out at im here and am happy to help. just msg me and i will reply ASAP
Hahahahaha, you all cut yourselves. You're all worthless pieces of shit and you should die. Just remember, everything bad that's ever happened to you is your fault.
thansk for all your support it is very well appreciated. i really do wish you are never in the position where you have to deal with someone who is in emotional distress because you certainly have the skill to send them over the railing.
my brother used to hit me for no reason. i would change the channel on the tv and he would chase me into my room and punch my back as hard as he could until i gave him the remote. i didnt have anyone i could talk about it because i didnt have enough trust in anyone. like what kelsey said if you need anyone to talk to im here. i know what its like to get beat by a brother and not be able to tell anyone about it.
thats sound alot like my story, but my old friends found out stopped me before i could get very deep. my parents divorced when i was almost three. i dont remember much, but i have flashbacks from time to time where theyre screaming and im in my bed tryng to sleep. recently i had one where my mom had enough and she walked out the door, it was around my second or third birthday. my dad was fixing a toy that i had just gotten and she just walked out and didnt come back. im sick of my parents divorc
it's sad but have you ever really tried to get rid of your frustration and pain in another way? Instead of cutting yourself have you tried to run as fast as you can or anything else? Sorry, maybe it's a stupid question. All I can tell you is that I can understand you but NEVER GIVE UP, please.
hey, i'm putting this message up on a few vids so PLEASE dont spam it thnx
i used to self harm - i know that no-one however qualified can know what people like us go through and i want you to know that if you want to talk or want some support or advice dont hesitate to message me,
i have been cutting since i was 12 and im now 16.....i do salting sometimes.....but i cant stop....its my little addiction and its my drug.....my only way out.....
Yapiej, salting or salt burning is when u put salt on ice and then burn yourself with it, dont do it it hurts like a bitch and they get infected fast , trust me i would know its my own personal form of tourture lol im so fucked up..
hey youre not alone i been through very similar problems as yours i know the demons you speak of its us our worst enemy if you want to talk to me more email me ill talk to you we can do this together great vid that goes for anyone else on this page as well
hey...its been a month since i last did it and im struggling, lost all those i could talk to aswell...im havin withdrawl now n wish i knew how to cope...great vid :)
If you or anyone else on this page ever needs someone to talk to for advice or to just vent and have me listen then message me. I dont mind. I won't judge you. I'm a good listener and sometimess all you need is someone to listen and let you know that it is not your fault. Because it is definetly not your fault. Things happen in your life that you can't control and you did not cause it.
no of course it's not your fault!! almost everyone who self harms feels that way and it's never the truth. You did not cause the bad stuff that happens in your life but you do have the power and control to stop hurting yourself. if you want to talk about it just send a message to my page I'll be happy to hear from you.
I Always Get Inner Voices Like That, I Fight Them Off, I Use To Cut Myself, But My Form Tutor Kinda Seen This Message To This Boy, I Was Threatning, That If He Didnt Be My Mate I Would Cut Myself, I Did Cut Myself, And I Digged A Fountain Pen In Myself, I Have A Lil Mark From That, Then My Form Tutor Told Me Alot Of People Are Going Through The Same. Ive Stopped Now Though. Just Still Trying To Ignore The Voices.
i know and it sucks. but now I'm trying not to go to places that make me depressed,but the funny the thing is, when i'm really depressed a moment, everything is 'black' for my eyes.
If you self injure Seek Help. I'm a recovering self harmer- i'm 4 months clean. I still struggle, but throughout everything I have learned to help others. :)
how old are you now? its sad to hear that you reached out for help and understanding but didnt get any. if you ever want to talk i am going to be here for you, just send me a message.
its sad when you have had enough and you want someone to step in and understand but noone does. i understand the feeling of trying but not getting it, well atleast not from the family.
If you self-harm please message me...I'm not going to judge you...I'm not going to be an asshole...I'm always here..Day...Night...Just message me and I can try to help you...
i do cut to and babe i had the same things happen to me but my brother sisnt hit me , hunnie i thought it was al my fault i still self harm from this day i no i should stop but it helps some pain xx
i know how you feel its hard life is hard you need to try 2 look on teh bright side look hard as hard as u can it culd be right in front of you you jest mite not know it...........................i hope i was of some help
hi, i'm Nicole. I just wanted to say that for anyone who is having a hard time, and feels like there isn't a light at the end of the tunnel then please..message me. i will respond, no matter what. I have been through hell my entire life...dealing with rape, abuse, suicide ect... I know what you're going through is hard, but many people are here for you. I'm here..day and night. btw, thank you for making this video...it's opened my eyes a lot that i'm not alone in this world..in pain.
in a way this is like my story, just im 15 and ive been cutting since i was 12. theres a little more to my story but i understand. i still cut not everyday, but quite often, im lucky enough to have bf who understands. but i kno wat its like. to everybody who cuts. You are not alone! this vid is a sad story that i can relate to
i'm the same, im only 13 as well, i cut and feel alone all the time, people keep telling me to stop but i just cant it gets the better side of me. everyone seems to hate me and i seem to be loosing all my friends. sometimes i try to kill myself but in reality i want someone to help me and listen to what is happening.
i understand how you are feeling.. my parents screamed, yelled, hit and through stuff at each other and i felt like shit about i and tought it was my fault...i tried to tell people but no one understood so i kept it in...but i found someone to talk to who undertands me
yeah im the same way. i take so much crap and just let people tell me who i am and what to do. thats a big problem cause im not going to get anywhere like that
im 13 and people hate me now. i feel selfish for being depressed because im hearing stories that aer worse than mine. i just can't help it tho. depression is a sickness not something you do 2 urself. i cut myself but not deep enough to really bleed. i know everyday God looks down on me and he cries because while he got his scars to save me im only using mine to kill me. i cant stand wat im turning into. sometimes i want to die but in reality i just want to be saved but theres no one 4 me 2 tell.
Believe me...you're not alone..everynight I cut myself not too deep and I know that there are far worse problems than mine out there...But still...my friends keep telling me:you have us with you!! if that were true then why the hell do I feel so damn alone? Everyday I have to put the happy face but inside I keep screaming for someone to actually listen to what I have to say and save me from my misery..sry I didnt want to bother you with my crap..surely you have your own problems, ur not alone k?
ur not bothering me. im getting a little better cuz my parents found out. i started ussing scissors and almost commited suicide but i have a friend that's being very encouraging to stop. she's taking to talk to my church's priest. he rocks all the teens luv him. he used to be like a mega huge soccer player. anyway. yeah im a little happier now. my mom won't leave me alone though. i hate her. she ruins everything. shez always been my biggest problem
same here... they both think they're helping me by talking to me and telling me I always suck at everything and stuff... but honestly they're pretty much the reason I started what I started... And now I can't stop... Anyways Im happy that you're getting some help for it... Keep it up :)
i dont believe you are bothering anybody. you need someone to talk to and i will listen to you. i kno exactly wat it is like to put on a happy face and yet still want to scream on the inside. i have friends too, but i cant tell tehm everything they wouldnt understand. ive told one person and one person only about my cutting, thats my bf he understands, he was there at one point too. if you need someone to talk to go ahead and talk to me. i wont judge you, because i understans.
thx! you know I thought I was alone in this but when I read all these comments(and more) I was somehow relieved to know that Im not alone... I think Im going to get better...hopefully I will... I've decided that I want to live with my older sister.. well she's not really my sister but she is the closest thing I have... She wants me to live with her as well! the only problem is my parents...My dad actually...That's what scares me really.......
Well thats good for you! imglad ur getting better im slowly working on it. my bf has helped alot. since hes been through it b4 he kind of knows what you can to to relieve pain or stress without cutting. but i wish you the best. =]
Thanks... Good luck to you too... Im sure you can get through it...Im afraid its a little late for me now... I know what I have to do now,,, I guess I have no other choice so... Nice talking to you and again good luck! :)
dude u made me cry as i write this my parent died in a car crash and i was fored into living with my meen uncle who abused me and i now live with foster parents i did have cutting problems as this happend it had a huge affect on my life.. and i just want u to know ur not alone and if u need enything watsoether dont be scared 2 ask i wont say stuff 2 any1 but mainly freinds got me through this and i can help give me ur msn and i can help u.... your not alone.. xxx
i have the same problem... ur not alone. & does the ice thing really help cuz if it does im gunna take ur advice and do that... i hate these scars on my wrist! and ill be turnin 13 on jan 30..well anyway i just wanted u 2 noe ur not alone. l=
Hi there Cheetahgirlzfan :) big hugs from me to you sweetz - my 13 year old daughter cuts - - and I understand why - I self harm in other ways ... life is not easy is it? especially at 13 ... chin up love - you'll be in my prayers tonight along with my baby girl... find people who are safe to be around and you feel do understand. Take care on your journey.
man this happend to me i think i dont belong here i have no dad no one likes me no one noticed that i broke my arm last year my friends think i just want attension and my BF is cheating on me
Lots of ppl goo through things lyk this myn wasnt as bad but my dad died wen i was young and my mum met a new bf and he was always drunk and one night he hit her and he kept doing it and my sis didnt undastand no 1 did untill 1 day when he wasnt drunk i told him wht i fort of him and he listend they broke up and now me and mu mum are happy so just tell your mum or your dad its the most simplest thing to do xox
hey. i just wanted to say that i've gone through the exact same thing...i started cutting when i was ten...i am now sixteen and still deal with it from time to time....your scars will fade but your memories will not...the demons won't go away....just talk to someone....talking makes it better.....it reduces the urge to cut.....just AIM me if you want to talk....rockinchick1388
I cried. This is the video I always turn to when I need to escape. I watch it every time I feel the need to kill myself. Thank you. You saved me multiple times. I have gone through similar problems.
umm goths just need help.if u want help if u really want help...talk to Allah.he knows wat u think how u think wat ur thinking,everything.even if u dont believe me just try to believe and do all th gd u can do.
maybe when u talk to Allah he will grant u ur wish.after all he is the most merciful.
Okay I'm sorry,I realize this video is like, really old and everything...
I understand the pain you went through, etc, and I am really sorry, Your right nobody deserves the pain. But what do you want to gain from making this video?! I don't mean it nastily, Its just difficult listening to story after story where you can't help because we are just people sat over a computer screen.
It makes me feel so guilty. Everybody has problems, if everybody made a video like this well, meh. Y'know? Sorry.
i was in a similar situation i started cutting last year when i was 14 people that didn't like me and even my friends said i was just attention seeking. The called me "an emo cunt" and started beating me up, as if i wasn't already in enough pain. Having nobody to turn to, i turned to hard drugs, which lead to me getting caught by the police.
Science then I have turned my life around. I have new friends, i'm doing well at school, i've stopped cutting and feel ok about myself.
o kinda understand how you feel(to the person who made this) my parents split i lost my sister...to suicide and everything fell apart i tried to tell people and they left me no one understood and the therapisy just said i understand so eventually iig ot quieter and quieter with more cuts i started when i was 12 and i still do...three years later
i no how you feel. if you would ever like to talk, im open i have been there before and i would never want any one to be as low as i have been im only 15 and i have been in the hospital 4 times for attempt in suicde. i kno how it feels like you are empty, like your body is a zombie like no one cares altho i dont kno you i care. please, if you would like to talk, feel free to...
If you ever want to talk I am open and happy to listen and input.
I hope today you feel well, and that your heart is light!
Just to let you know, whoever you are, and whereever you are, I love you.
For this day my whole heart goes out to you, in the hope that the cosmos will listen. (I would do it more often, but it involves lots of not paying attention!) :P
no ur not and dont say that to urself.even if u are its still not too late to go back to Allah.if u are a muslim but if ur not...i didnt mean to affend u.but just stop and iff u cant well u have to.dont think i am exagerating here with all the possible situations u might be in.listen in any troble just tell ur mum.thats wat i do .there is always room 4 a change...(remember Allah if ur a muslim).
i cut myself i tried so hard to get help and i told my mom and she took me to the doctor to get me on anti depressants but it doesnt work. everyone thinks ive stopped and i did but now ive started again...
you need 2 stay strong the hardest thing is stopping. you constantly want to do it and months later it doesnt get any easyer. but trust me it is worth it, you no longer hav the burdern of it hanging over you. all i can say is it is not your fault you shouldnt punish yourself. dont give up and talking about it always helps.
The people that make fun of people in any form and just a bunch of people who are spolded and do not care jackass think about what they may have gone though to do it i know i am there and i want to die my life is just living hell if you do not belive me ask me about it and i will tell you
i wud just like to point out anyone who slags off people who self harm and stuff and call them "emo" and other names... are in fact complete ballbags...
get a life... why are u watchin this video if u dont care?? if u dont have anythin nice to say then piss off!!!
I would say that cutting doesn't solve anything.. But then I'd be a hypocrite, I'm almost 15 and I've been cutting since I was 11.. I do it when im depressed or sad, but that's not the only reason I do it.. I guess the only way to say it I'm addicted to the pain, I've tried, I've had counciling and therapy but nothing can stop me.. My mum has known in two occasions, but she doesn't know how bad it really is.. Sometimes you just can't help seeing what it feels like to cut deeper and deeper.. So
xsparkleyblueeyesx 4 months ago
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I wrote a song about my friend that was cutting called Brea’s song. To see me perform it live copy or type (mason Bellamy Cedarville) in Youtube’s search window (I can’t post a link). THANKS!
~~PLEASE spread the word if you like it (Facebook, Twitter, ECT)! I want hurting kids to know their value and see it!~~ “YOU ARE A DIAMOND YOU’RE NO LONGER COAL”
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our story is exactly the same my dad tried to kill my mommy and i thought it was my fault he was an alcholic and we moved away i left the few friends tht i did have and thought about suicide but i didnt want to die so i started cutting and i am only 13 we moved back in with him but he isnt an alcholic anymore and he never threatens mommy but he is always angry at us kids so i feel like ive done something wrong and i cant stop cutting ..
crazytalented9710 1 year ago
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our story is exactly the same my dad tried to kill my mommy and i thought it was my fault he was an alcholic and we moved away i left the few friends tht i did have and thought about suicide but i didnt want to die so i started cutting and i am only 13 we moved back in with him but he isnt an alcholic anymore and he never threatens mommy but he is always angry at us kids so i feel like ive done something wrong and i cant stop cutting
crazytalented9710 1 year ago
our story is exactly the same my dad tried to kill my mommy and i thought it was my fault he was an alcholic and we moved away i left the few friends tht i did have and thought about suicide but i didnt want to die so i started cutting and i am only 13 we moved back in with him but he isnt an alcholic anymore and he never threatens mommy but he is always angry at us kids so i feel like ive done something wrong and i cant stop cutting
crazytalented9710 1 year ago
im goin through too. im 12 tho. almost 13. i regret starting cuz now i cant stop.......
musicismytherapy1677 1 year ago
im going through that right know
and i am 13 i started years ago i know lots of people that do that
u can mesage me if u want
lafunkymonkey101 1 year ago
Im sorry, none of that is your fault... its not your fault no one understands you.... i have the same proboblem no one understands me but i know its not my fault... no one is worth hurting yourself over.... i care :)
FallenAngel9711 1 year ago
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birdiebeliever 1 year ago
im sorry
kkimi21 1 year ago
this vid was put up on april fools day :) thumbs up!!
alex1234567istheshiz 1 year ago
@alex1234567istheshiz ur a fucking asshole... its not fake and ur a thumbs up whore
MrDeAdWaRdS23 1 year ago
wowow....I totally understand what you re going through!!!
Stay strong...one day you will smile from within and be so much better than everyone that brought you down in the first place
There is always some one who will care about you...I care ;)
lovethescar01 1 year ago
ive been cutting for 3 years. it all started with my dad. hes abused me my whole life. sometimes cutting too deep just seems like a solution to get rid of him. if someone could just talk to me id feel so much better.
lovelife4ever4 1 year ago
@lovelife4ever4 I'm here if you need to talk. message me sometime, one cutter to another. Stay strong <3
lalalandcrazyful 1 year ago
I am so alone, with all these thoughts running through my head
dblue4 1 year ago
u can tlk to me anyone can. I know exactly what your going through
e-mail: Sarah.austin1@yahoo.com
or txt/call me:616-581-1235
I'm always here to help. so please talk
LovelyPeople13 1 year ago
if someone want to talk im always here for u!:)
XXXlolitakiller1XXX 1 year ago
I need help last year a started scratched my self to bleed I started to cut my self and try to throw up unpourpuse but it ain't work so I stop eating and I bilurn my self with fire I don't wanna died buth I do this stuff when I lost controls of a situation beacause the pain help me think of something else and I can control the pain . My mom saw my scar but she didn't ask and igniored it so did my bff when u told her. I fell alone.
missvaleriemathieu 1 year ago
im struggling with self harm myself. this video made me cry as i can relate to it in many ways. i wish to tell me about what happened to me but no one understands im 14 and started hurting myself just a few months after my 13th birthday, i used to scratch my hand in primary school as well, as a form of self harm. if you ever need to talk, im always here. take care. xxx
xEllie96Louisex 1 year ago
im struggling with self harm my self an i just wanted to let you know if you need anyone to talk to message me^^
mandapandalemonnanda 1 year ago
@emodude12341 I'm sorry to say I can't tell you how to stop, but if you ever need anyone to talk to, you can always message me. That goes for everyone here.
Sarge7458 1 year ago
im 12 i self harm ive been hospitalized 3 times it started to get addicting i couldnt stop im still uctting if u know a way i can stop tell me plz
emodude12341 1 year ago
I used to self harm everyday and my boyfriend helped me through it, I'm about 3 months clean
xXDropDeadLindyXx 1 year ago
im recovering... its really hard
13TrippleH 1 year ago
Self harming is a personal issue that comes from inside yourself.I have been self harming myself 4 2yrz and I still feel like $h+t after all diz time......
iiLeMoNdAyZ 1 year ago
i feel the same way when i cut i feel like im worthess like i deserve it ive tried to kill myself but i thought it might get better it never did it just got worse
bloodydoll9 1 year ago
I have a trick tht might help: hold an ice cube in your hand until it melts.you will have some pain without inflicting damage to your body.don't lose and never forget:I care about you,and I'm certainly not the only one...
Waveboard456 1 year ago
i started self harmng when i was 5 years old my mum died and i was so upset i didnt know why she left me especialy when i couldnt live with her i thought it ws my fault but it wasnt then things got worser i got buliied i had no friends and i mean no friends then this year my auntie died and now me and my fiends have fell out and my grandad is dieng and my grandma is fallening out with him i havent heard from my dad since 1 february and i miss him sso much :(
ghostyism 1 year ago
wats the name of the song ????
daamardeep 1 year ago
I am 13 and cut. I know I'm not alone,but its hard to belive after so long.
pinkylaurajane122 1 year ago
This is sad. I can relate. I'm sorry you had to go through all that. Are you better now ? If you ever wanna talk , just message me. I'm a good listener.
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jackdunteal 2 years ago
@Blazeingman God has lost faith in her, This is her friend Logen. Liz(Sanantoni1) has died (Suicide) She wanted me to find this for her as one of her wishes. She said," Thanx for caring but its to late for me." She'll be watching over all of you. And there's a lesson in all of this. Never let your good-bye be your last. I have learned that personaly never say good-bye and mean it cause the person you say it to just might die.
sanantoni1 2 years ago
I've Learned that now.
sanantoni1 2 years ago
i had samethin happened to me once still cuting myself :(
darsee31 2 years ago
the same thing happened to me and andreasyoman fuck you man you dont know what its like having a life like hers and even mine so you can go to hell and burn there but yeah my girlfreind broke up with me people started hating me my parents broke up and my sister started hitting me my brother hated me and still does my only salvation was my cousin and he lived in florida at the timeand i went beserk and punched a 3x3 foot hole in the wall and slit my wrist in front of my whole family...im sorry
popalus 2 years ago
i know how it feels i cut mi entire stomach open and than i was rushed to the OR i should be dead rite now..
sanantoni1 2 years ago
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Attention seeker (Emo), fuck you.
andreasyoman 2 years ago
No, really... fuck YOU.
TheVampiressLisa 1 year ago
my depression got wost not better and my problems got so wost and i am all alone and no body cares about me . so i have to kill myslef that wil make people happy
GOTHICROSESWOMEN 2 years ago
@gothicrosewomen no i noe it hurts and i have thought sooooo much about suicide. but it is NEVER worth it. i cut myself too i noe how it feels. i guess we were put here for a reson. maybe we will get better.... if u want to talk u can talk 2 me i wont be mean or laugh ur not alone dude
gunsnroses454 1 year ago
i know what you're going through im there now my whole life is going down hill i get hollared at for no reason my bf i think is cheating on me and i lost the best person in my life.... everything is in its suckish moment right now
christiansgrl1 2 years ago
religions a joke. nice vid btw
XeasTofEdenX 2 years ago
i knwo exactly what you mean. i may not have had the same experiences as you, but it's so hard to just stop like that. God's helped me a lot and cutting doesn't even feel the same anymore. message me if you wanna talk? : /
BE4eva16 2 years ago
sad :S i hope ure bettr now, my mom and dad divorce too, and it is hard. my dad left me, never care of me. And it is hard. Hurts.
alexa48 2 years ago
i feel ur pain so much.i understand everythin u hav gone throu or are still goin throu:(.but mayb we'll get through this 2gether
geojeo15 2 years ago
I scrath instead of cut. I hadn't done it in a while but I get depressed so easyily and I have done it a couple times this week :(
x3krystenx3 2 years ago
I want to help youuu! :( send me a message
gissoOs 2 years ago
I still self harm and I have been doing it since I was about 14 years old. It started by bullies and then having no self worth and feel the same way today. I just keep on going but unsure why.
dblue4 2 years ago
Stop that :( i wanna help everyone who do that Really cuz i know people at hospitals do not help alot hospitals just make us feel bad,, reply this if u want my help
gissoOs 2 years ago
I am not sure if you can help on this one. I have really good friends and support. I going seek professional help but still cut. I am not sure why I am still around but I am trying my hardest to fight and find out why. I know if I do not get better I will never find a guy, because they want a women that is secure and not insecure women.
dblue4 2 years ago
I dont know f your offer still stands...please?
Alia31895 2 years ago
i'm 13, i cut and i dont hide the scars... they are not suicides and i dont wanna die i just need a distraction from all the stuff going on and the thoughts in my head that just keep racing around... i need help :'(
lize2014 2 years ago
Check your inbox! i REALLY want to help you ,,
gissoOs 2 years ago
Why don't you hide the scars? I kind of find it selfish.
There's people out there that would litterally kill themselves before they let a single soul see their scars, and you're the type of person that never hides them and makes everyone think lower of a cutter.
No offence or anything, I don't cut so I wouldn't know, but that's only my opinion.
OmfgJJsikBITCH 2 years ago
i dont hide them cuz its their fault. maybe now they can see the pain they have all caused me and maybe thing about what they say before they say it.
lize2014 2 years ago
I wish the best for you. I really do. :( *Hugs* If you want to talk you can message me. :)
OmfgJJsikBITCH 2 years ago 14
if u want to talk to me send me a private message. i want to help you. i wish i can make things better for you.
suicidal78688 2 years ago
help me
Megehhhh 2 years ago
I still cut myself...hard to stop, so don't start if you can help it.......
ColonelFleet 2 years ago
this story is pretty much the same thing i went through as a 5 year old kid;
after mum & dad broke up & i was living with my mum, & at the age of 6 & mum slit her wrists. & i had to save her. years went on, she told me she was okayy, the family was fighting . my brother was belting me, i started to cut. but i couldnt fell it; i was hurting to much on the inside. m,7y family alll bashed me, as of last year in november, my mum commited suicide, it was the end for her & only the start for me.
DAYNAdinosaur 2 years ago
everyone thinks ive stopped but i did it 2 days ago since my dog died. but its an addiction and its really hard to stop. it really is..... ive been trying to stop for a year now. and ive slowed down but i havnt stopped. if i know i dont have the privacy in the home to cut at the moment i find a different way to hurt myself, its sad... but thats life.
punkgothgrl33 2 years ago 3
@punkgothgrl33 I'm really sorry. I know what your going through, and I completely understand your feelings. Like..you don't have anyone. If u wanna talk, don't hesitate to message me:)
XXsmswacXX 1 year ago
beautiful video. and i know how u feel. i cut myself also. ive been doing it for 2 years now. im 15 right now. but my parents found out when my mom serched my room and found my dairy. i got in trouble but nothing more. she told everyone she knew and so did my dad. they arnt together thoough. so it was twice as much people and it just made it harder on me. i felt embarassed and ashamed. and it just made me want to do it even more.
punkgothgrl33 2 years ago
Dw about the haters, I'll tell you that everyone, EVERYONE will hurt themselfs one day, even if it's just once. I started when I was 12, I'm 13 now. I don't care about myself, but, I'm here if anyone needs help with anything at all..
Thanks for sharing all this with us. Please talk to me.
irawryouman 2 years ago
same, i started when i was twelve. im nearly 15 and im starting to get out of it. :)
message me if you want the full story. xx
im happy to help anyone.
ericamclure 2 years ago
i started to cut myself at 13 as well.. its been almost 2 years and i still do it not near as much but its deeper now.. butter fly stiches, stitching myself... i just want someone to notice the pain im in, and i feel alone but i know im not... and nobody should feel the pain we do
Ashurii666 2 years ago
Hey
I used to cut. it took me a while to see how much me cutting myself was hurtin others, not just me and how there ar other ways i can release my emotions or watever without hurting myself. I got help and ive managed to stop. Self harm is addictive but like all addictions, it can be treated. i say treated but im not reali sure its the right word.
Anyhow if any one wants to talk or needs someone they can just let anything out at im here and am happy to help. just msg me and i will reply ASAP
wildchild1014 2 years ago 2
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Hahahahaha, you all cut yourselves. You're all worthless pieces of shit and you should die. Just remember, everything bad that's ever happened to you is your fault.
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MiSSCLAiR3 2 years ago
thansk for all your support it is very well appreciated. i really do wish you are never in the position where you have to deal with someone who is in emotional distress because you certainly have the skill to send them over the railing.
thanks.
suicidal78688 2 years ago
my brother used to hit me for no reason. i would change the channel on the tv and he would chase me into my room and punch my back as hard as he could until i gave him the remote. i didnt have anyone i could talk about it because i didnt have enough trust in anyone. like what kelsey said if you need anyone to talk to im here. i know what its like to get beat by a brother and not be able to tell anyone about it.
w2ku2012 2 years ago
hi i did not get beat up but i was rapet by my brother
BEENA131 2 years ago
mine almost did, but i kept kicking him off.
w2ku2012 2 years ago
thats sound alot like my story, but my old friends found out stopped me before i could get very deep. my parents divorced when i was almost three. i dont remember much, but i have flashbacks from time to time where theyre screaming and im in my bed tryng to sleep. recently i had one where my mom had enough and she walked out the door, it was around my second or third birthday. my dad was fixing a toy that i had just gotten and she just walked out and didnt come back. im sick of my parents divorc
w2ku2012 2 years ago
it's sad but have you ever really tried to get rid of your frustration and pain in another way? Instead of cutting yourself have you tried to run as fast as you can or anything else? Sorry, maybe it's a stupid question. All I can tell you is that I can understand you but NEVER GIVE UP, please.
chandal09 2 years ago
very sad,i have problems too,very big problems and i am self cutter too..you not alone...i trying to stop,but it's hard...
xmarijaxbozicx 2 years ago
I was thirteen too i just got past a year of addiction july 6th . . . read the veiw count you are not alone PEACE OuT
peaceluv45 2 years ago
hey, i'm putting this message up on a few vids so PLEASE dont spam it thnx
i used to self harm - i know that no-one however qualified can know what people like us go through and i want you to know that if you want to talk or want some support or advice dont hesitate to message me,
thanks
Josh
JoshG321 2 years ago
thanks.
suicidal78688 2 years ago
i kno
i have been cutting since i was 12 and im now 16.....i do salting sometimes.....but i cant stop....its my little addiction and its my drug.....my only way out.....
inhissongsiseemyself 2 years ago
oh hun! i went threw ALOT of the same stuff.
i went to deep. when i got out of the hospital, i went to a mental hospital. it just got worse.
if you EVER need someone to talk to i'm here and i can relate!
yrr not alone.
p.s; i was only thirteen too. i got outof the hospital on my birthday.
KelseyKhoatic 2 years ago
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What a waste of the 2 mina it took for me to turn it off. A big fuck you to youtube for recommending such shit
patrickrea2008 2 years ago
:(,
Seeing the comments on this is really upseting.
No one should think something like a broken family is their fault.
As long as you love your mum and dad, thats fine.
They will love you.
DandiloinsRBad 2 years ago
im well scared now coz when i get voices in mii head i o what they say thinking it will majke things better:( but ive never dun ne thing like tht
MOLLY1MOO123 2 years ago
yea i go threw the same when it comes to my parents fighting but ive gone threw abuse also
jennybennyXD 2 years ago
Yapiej, salting or salt burning is when u put salt on ice and then burn yourself with it, dont do it it hurts like a bitch and they get infected fast , trust me i would know its my own personal form of tourture lol im so fucked up..
justtryingtolive0 2 years ago
hey youre not alone i been through very similar problems as yours i know the demons you speak of its us our worst enemy if you want to talk to me more email me ill talk to you we can do this together great vid that goes for anyone else on this page as well
apollorocker 2 years ago
hey...its been a month since i last did it and im struggling, lost all those i could talk to aswell...im havin withdrawl now n wish i knew how to cope...great vid :)
cooan 2 years ago
If you or anyone else on this page ever needs someone to talk to for advice or to just vent and have me listen then message me. I dont mind. I won't judge you. I'm a good listener and sometimess all you need is someone to listen and let you know that it is not your fault. Because it is definetly not your fault. Things happen in your life that you can't control and you did not cause it.
evanescenceaddict19 2 years ago
dear evanesceneaddict your sure its not all my fault??? please reply
apollorocker 2 years ago
no of course it's not your fault!! almost everyone who self harms feels that way and it's never the truth. You did not cause the bad stuff that happens in your life but you do have the power and control to stop hurting yourself. if you want to talk about it just send a message to my page I'll be happy to hear from you.
evanescenceaddict19 2 years ago
I Always Get Inner Voices Like That, I Fight Them Off, I Use To Cut Myself, But My Form Tutor Kinda Seen This Message To This Boy, I Was Threatning, That If He Didnt Be My Mate I Would Cut Myself, I Did Cut Myself, And I Digged A Fountain Pen In Myself, I Have A Lil Mark From That, Then My Form Tutor Told Me Alot Of People Are Going Through The Same. Ive Stopped Now Though. Just Still Trying To Ignore The Voices.
xxsuzie1234 2 years ago 2
hmpf. when I was young hmpf i'm 13 now. so young means 10 to me. :]
I had voices that said when I was in the car on the highway; Open the door.. open and jump.. don't be scared..
ugh. I still have those voices sometimes.
but cutting is still here.
Yapiej 2 years ago
i've had those thought many times as well. it is so scary
blondie11A7Xfan4eva 2 years ago
i know and it sucks. but now I'm trying not to go to places that make me depressed,but the funny the thing is, when i'm really depressed a moment, everything is 'black' for my eyes.
do you still have those thoughts?
Yapiej 2 years ago
If you self injure Seek Help. I'm a recovering self harmer- i'm 4 months clean. I still struggle, but throughout everything I have learned to help others. :)
LoserPunkQueen 2 years ago 8
how old are you now? its sad to hear that you reached out for help and understanding but didnt get any. if you ever want to talk i am going to be here for you, just send me a message.
its sad when you have had enough and you want someone to step in and understand but noone does. i understand the feeling of trying but not getting it, well atleast not from the family.
mylifestillsucks 2 years ago
If you self-harm please message me...I'm not going to judge you...I'm not going to be an asshole...I'm always here..Day...Night...Just message me and I can try to help you...
xixneedxhelpx 2 years ago
hey i do self harm, i salt burn been considering cutting but im such coward i cant do it its really helpful of u to put this here thanks 4 helping
justtryingtolive0 2 years ago
what is salting?
Yapiej 2 years ago
Same here. If you do - I don't judge either. :)
LoserPunkQueen 2 years ago
hay hunnie
i do cut to and babe i had the same things happen to me but my brother sisnt hit me , hunnie i thought it was al my fault i still self harm from this day i no i should stop but it helps some pain xx
thesadeyeskt 2 years ago
my advice is to talk to someone. There is this girl who i talk to and it makes me feel better- wont stop me doing it though
cooldannii 2 years ago
i'm 13 and i cut myself...i have ever since i was 11.
xxHideingThePainxx 2 years ago
im 13 too and I have done it since I where 10.
himmmelsk 2 years ago
im only 12 and i self harm cos nobody understands
cooldannii 2 years ago
im 12 too. no one knows. id like to keep it that way.
headfirst4halos9 2 years ago
i know how you feel its hard life is hard you need to try 2 look on teh bright side look hard as hard as u can it culd be right in front of you you jest mite not know it...........................i hope i was of some help
emoblood94 3 years ago
hi, i'm Nicole. I just wanted to say that for anyone who is having a hard time, and feels like there isn't a light at the end of the tunnel then please..message me. i will respond, no matter what. I have been through hell my entire life...dealing with rape, abuse, suicide ect... I know what you're going through is hard, but many people are here for you. I'm here..day and night. btw, thank you for making this video...it's opened my eyes a lot that i'm not alone in this world..in pain.
angelkiss161 3 years ago 3
i would like to talk to someone
SleepingInSolitude 2 years ago
Then try ...
Forlife4ever 2 years ago
in a way this is like my story, just im 15 and ive been cutting since i was 12. theres a little more to my story but i understand. i still cut not everyday, but quite often, im lucky enough to have bf who understands. but i kno wat its like. to everybody who cuts. You are not alone! this vid is a sad story that i can relate to
completelyidioticXD 3 years ago
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pumpkinmoonsoup 3 years ago
you can talk to me sweetie.
meowewie 3 years ago
I would appreciate that so much thanks Do you have an email adress or msn?
Thanks again
KimDude007 3 years ago
i'm the same, im only 13 as well, i cut and feel alone all the time, people keep telling me to stop but i just cant it gets the better side of me. everyone seems to hate me and i seem to be loosing all my friends. sometimes i try to kill myself but in reality i want someone to help me and listen to what is happening.
KimDude007 3 years ago
your not alone that s kinda like my story
if u wana talk to me u can
iLuvDaniel471 3 years ago
i understand how you are feeling.. my parents screamed, yelled, hit and through stuff at each other and i felt like shit about i and tought it was my fault...i tried to tell people but no one understood so i kept it in...but i found someone to talk to who undertands me
SaltyPee 3 years ago
thank you. it makes me feel better to know somebody doesn't think im going totally insane. i'd love to talk :-) thanks
soccachick4525 3 years ago
yeah im the same way. i take so much crap and just let people tell me who i am and what to do. thats a big problem cause im not going to get anywhere like that
soccachick4525 3 years ago
im 13 and people hate me now. i feel selfish for being depressed because im hearing stories that aer worse than mine. i just can't help it tho. depression is a sickness not something you do 2 urself. i cut myself but not deep enough to really bleed. i know everyday God looks down on me and he cries because while he got his scars to save me im only using mine to kill me. i cant stand wat im turning into. sometimes i want to die but in reality i just want to be saved but theres no one 4 me 2 tell.
soccachick4525 3 years ago
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hey im here for u
shaybugs13 3 years ago
Believe me...you're not alone..everynight I cut myself not too deep and I know that there are far worse problems than mine out there...But still...my friends keep telling me:you have us with you!! if that were true then why the hell do I feel so damn alone? Everyday I have to put the happy face but inside I keep screaming for someone to actually listen to what I have to say and save me from my misery..sry I didnt want to bother you with my crap..surely you have your own problems, ur not alone k?
faithlessbean1993 3 years ago
ur not bothering me. im getting a little better cuz my parents found out. i started ussing scissors and almost commited suicide but i have a friend that's being very encouraging to stop. she's taking to talk to my church's priest. he rocks all the teens luv him. he used to be like a mega huge soccer player. anyway. yeah im a little happier now. my mom won't leave me alone though. i hate her. she ruins everything. shez always been my biggest problem
soccachick4525 3 years ago
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you can talk to me sweetie.
meowewie 3 years ago
same here... they both think they're helping me by talking to me and telling me I always suck at everything and stuff... but honestly they're pretty much the reason I started what I started... And now I can't stop... Anyways Im happy that you're getting some help for it... Keep it up :)
faithlessbean1993 3 years ago
yeah i know. my mom's the reason i cut in the first place.
soccachick4525 3 years ago
i dont believe you are bothering anybody. you need someone to talk to and i will listen to you. i kno exactly wat it is like to put on a happy face and yet still want to scream on the inside. i have friends too, but i cant tell tehm everything they wouldnt understand. ive told one person and one person only about my cutting, thats my bf he understands, he was there at one point too. if you need someone to talk to go ahead and talk to me. i wont judge you, because i understans.
completelyidioticXD 3 years ago
this was to faithlessbean1993
completelyidioticXD 3 years ago
thx! you know I thought I was alone in this but when I read all these comments(and more) I was somehow relieved to know that Im not alone... I think Im going to get better...hopefully I will... I've decided that I want to live with my older sister.. well she's not really my sister but she is the closest thing I have... She wants me to live with her as well! the only problem is my parents...My dad actually...That's what scares me really.......
faithlessbean1993 3 years ago
Well thats good for you! imglad ur getting better im slowly working on it. my bf has helped alot. since hes been through it b4 he kind of knows what you can to to relieve pain or stress without cutting. but i wish you the best. =]
completelyidioticXD 3 years ago
Thanks... Good luck to you too... Im sure you can get through it...Im afraid its a little late for me now... I know what I have to do now,,, I guess I have no other choice so... Nice talking to you and again good luck! :)
faithlessbean1993 3 years ago
They're not your friends.
flemingericae 3 years ago
Dump your friends. It's as simple as that. They sound like typical middle-schoolers.
flemingericae 3 years ago
dude u made me cry as i write this my parent died in a car crash and i was fored into living with my meen uncle who abused me and i now live with foster parents i did have cutting problems as this happend it had a huge affect on my life.. and i just want u to know ur not alone and if u need enything watsoether dont be scared 2 ask i wont say stuff 2 any1 but mainly freinds got me through this and i can help give me ur msn and i can help u.... your not alone.. xxx
extremepunk08 3 years ago
i have the same problem... ur not alone. & does the ice thing really help cuz if it does im gunna take ur advice and do that... i hate these scars on my wrist! and ill be turnin 13 on jan 30..well anyway i just wanted u 2 noe ur not alone. l=
mysteriouswonderer 3 years ago
If you hate the scars on your wrist, then don't cut your wrist. You shouldn't be cutting there anyway.
flemingericae 3 years ago
Hi there Cheetahgirlzfan :) big hugs from me to you sweetz - my 13 year old daughter cuts - - and I understand why - I self harm in other ways ... life is not easy is it? especially at 13 ... chin up love - you'll be in my prayers tonight along with my baby girl... find people who are safe to be around and you feel do understand. Take care on your journey.
6969vixen6969 3 years ago
Dejavu. For a story you are pretty in tune with some very deep seeded info. Very good but how can it help?
angleGT40 3 years ago
man this happend to me i think i dont belong here i have no dad no one likes me no one noticed that i broke my arm last year my friends think i just want attension and my BF is cheating on me
IcyQueenRoxs 3 years ago
Lots of ppl goo through things lyk this myn wasnt as bad but my dad died wen i was young and my mum met a new bf and he was always drunk and one night he hit her and he kept doing it and my sis didnt undastand no 1 did untill 1 day when he wasnt drunk i told him wht i fort of him and he listend they broke up and now me and mu mum are happy so just tell your mum or your dad its the most simplest thing to do xox
katie141198 3 years ago
the poem at the end was beautiful
xXxhybridmeteoraxXx 3 years ago
whats the song called>?
intimatedanger95 3 years ago
Amy Lee feat Seether - Broken
Chickkiee 3 years ago
Broken by seether
angleGT40 3 years ago
I get exactly what you mean.
It's one of the most horrible things that a person could probably ever ave to go through.
Cutting is an addiction, on tha is so dfficult to give up.
Therapy solemn works. You just have to try and cope the best you can with things.
ML x
lotibabiee 3 years ago
hey. i just wanted to say that i've gone through the exact same thing...i started cutting when i was ten...i am now sixteen and still deal with it from time to time....your scars will fade but your memories will not...the demons won't go away....just talk to someone....talking makes it better.....it reduces the urge to cut.....just AIM me if you want to talk....rockinchick1388
XxEmoCookie29xX 3 years ago
I cried. This is the video I always turn to when I need to escape. I watch it every time I feel the need to kill myself. Thank you. You saved me multiple times. I have gone through similar problems.
intimatedanger95 3 years ago
umm goths just need help.if u want help if u really want help...talk to Allah.he knows wat u think how u think wat ur thinking,everything.even if u dont believe me just try to believe and do all th gd u can do.
maybe when u talk to Allah he will grant u ur wish.after all he is the most merciful.
take my advice just try
hopesuress 3 years ago
Okay I'm sorry,I realize this video is like, really old and everything...
I understand the pain you went through, etc, and I am really sorry, Your right nobody deserves the pain. But what do you want to gain from making this video?! I don't mean it nastily, Its just difficult listening to story after story where you can't help because we are just people sat over a computer screen.
It makes me feel so guilty. Everybody has problems, if everybody made a video like this well, meh. Y'know? Sorry.
ifearmyself 3 years ago 2
Aww honey, I've a similar experience, you can add me and we can talk about it.. Just know you're not alone.
SweetNightmarex 3 years ago
you need a hug thats wat make me happy when im bad ... if you need me im a mouse clik away plz dont sufer ...
sez
sez2409 3 years ago
i was in a similar situation i started cutting last year when i was 14 people that didn't like me and even my friends said i was just attention seeking. The called me "an emo cunt" and started beating me up, as if i wasn't already in enough pain. Having nobody to turn to, i turned to hard drugs, which lead to me getting caught by the police.
Science then I have turned my life around. I have new friends, i'm doing well at school, i've stopped cutting and feel ok about myself.
PeoplesChannel1998 3 years ago
o kinda understand how you feel(to the person who made this) my parents split i lost my sister...to suicide and everything fell apart i tried to tell people and they left me no one understood and the therapisy just said i understand so eventually iig ot quieter and quieter with more cuts i started when i was 12 and i still do...three years later
inodead 3 years ago
666dani666michael666 3 years ago
Much love to you <3333
If you ever want to talk I am open and happy to listen and input.
I hope today you feel well, and that your heart is light!
Just to let you know, whoever you are, and whereever you are, I love you.
For this day my whole heart goes out to you, in the hope that the cosmos will listen. (I would do it more often, but it involves lots of not paying attention!) :P
With love, safety, and strength
Wolf xxx
MangaWolf93 3 years ago
this is rlly sad =[
hillarycmurphy123 3 years ago
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im a bitch.
RoofWeb 3 years ago
no ur not and dont say that to urself.even if u are its still not too late to go back to Allah.if u are a muslim but if ur not...i didnt mean to affend u.but just stop and iff u cant well u have to.dont think i am exagerating here with all the possible situations u might be in.listen in any troble just tell ur mum.thats wat i do .there is always room 4 a change...(remember Allah if ur a muslim).
hopesuress 3 years ago
is this a true story?
RoofWeb 3 years ago
I hope that things are getting better for you. Stay Strong!
I'm here for you if you want someone to talk to :)
recoveringforjesus 3 years ago
i cut myself i tried so hard to get help and i told my mom and she took me to the doctor to get me on anti depressants but it doesnt work. everyone thinks ive stopped and i did but now ive started again...
theloveweused2have 3 years ago
you need 2 stay strong the hardest thing is stopping. you constantly want to do it and months later it doesnt get any easyer. but trust me it is worth it, you no longer hav the burdern of it hanging over you. all i can say is it is not your fault you shouldnt punish yourself. dont give up and talking about it always helps.
hazman1234 3 years ago
The people that make fun of people in any form and just a bunch of people who are spolded and do not care jackass think about what they may have gone though to do it i know i am there and i want to die my life is just living hell if you do not belive me ask me about it and i will tell you
DeathisTheBegaining2 3 years ago
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good, then do us all a favor and stop being a fucking attention whore and fucking KILL YOURSELF ALREADY!
urexactlyretarded 3 years ago
NIGGER TRY ME
darilion 3 years ago
i wud just like to point out anyone who slags off people who self harm and stuff and call them "emo" and other names... are in fact complete ballbags...
get a life... why are u watchin this video if u dont care?? if u dont have anythin nice to say then piss off!!!
dicks...
hyperchik9 3 years ago 7