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[winterpaperblossom]

what are the textures u used for this? i love them x)

[lttomoe87]

I love that you used this song. I hated the movie it came from because of how they butchered the books, but the music made up for it. This video is wonderful.

Also, how do you do your lighting effects? With the yellow lights, I mean. I've been trying to do it in my own videos but can't figure it out. Thanks! And I hope you feel better soon.

[MoonaticFairy]

@lttomoe87 that depression is looong way gone. I used some after effects plugins like particle world.

[angelareadsme]

This was beautiful and I hope you feel better! You should try meeting people in the country you're in now so that you'll have things and people to look forward to and forget about your worries. A nice hangout with friends always makes the day better :D Just talking to someone about the things you're going through helps too, so maybe phone home and talk your feelings out :) Please continue to make these videos because they are FANTASTIC!

[MoonaticFairy]

@angelareadsme Unfortunately all my friends are abroad, at home at the moment for all summer. I couldnt do that because of work, that made be really stressed at the beginning of summer. :/

[nikoringo94]

omg, i was about to cry ;__;

just beautiful <3

[DreamingEnigma]

You go through so many feelings during this video it's unbelievable and im speechless for words; You've done a magical amv thank you; It made me cry, smile and many other things but when watching this, there is something that everyone can read; you never know when you've lost or feel something's missing, until it's actually gone but no matter how big or small you need it there's still hope and plenty of guardians angels who are there for you :) hope you feel better

[TsunaKimchi]

the words in the video are beautiful and i love the soft atmosphere of it~ with the olors and paper burn transitions it's very pretty yet sad~

[kiwigreeneyes]

Wow... absolutely beautiful! I love the colors and the textures that you used, the clips you chose, the music, the poem, everything. Makes me want to watch every one of the anime that you used. Although I only recognized FMA:Brotherhood and I think I saw Literature Girl, (or whatever it's called).

Anyway. Brilliant amv. Love it!

[SilverBunnyStudios]

And I'm sorry your not feeling wel Fairy-chan!! :'( I know how lonely college can be without family or your old friends, but if you ever need to talk to somebody I am here!! :') I'm really good at cheering people up!! ^o^ lol!! ^_^

[SilverBunnyStudios]

OMG!!! That was sooooooooo beautiful Fairy-chan!! :'3 The textures you used, the song, and the poem all complimented each other beautiful!! *o* I haven't seen such a beautifully done raw video in a long while!! X'3

[anime120100]

Really pretty

[samutolove93]

Pure magic :)

i love it <3

[ExaltedXero]

Hey =) I hope everything goes well for you. I know it doesn't really matter what I say but good luck and best wishes =)

[sillyhead88]

What anime is from 0:27 to 0:33 ?

[MoonaticFairy]

@sillyhead88 bakemonogatari.

[animesparrow]

That is my fav Emily Dickinson poem <3

[orulyon2]

Awesome:) its very touching, u did great, its perfect, and i was so surprised to find a Thomas Newman song, since i love him~~

As for missing family, its normal, ive been there too when i went to college, but, hey, dont give up, they´re always with you, and im sure you have them in your heart wherever u are. distance will make you stronger, i think they will be proud of you;D enjoy the time u have studying abroad, im sure it will be a unique experience^.^

[CXShadowHawk]

DONT DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO

[MoonaticFairy]

@CXShadowHawk huh? :D

[xCandyCherry]

soo amazing (:

[xeMoussie]

This is extremely beautiful Erika ;3; made me tear up!

I loved it from the very first seconds <3

And I hope you'll start feeling a bit more cheerfull soon -hugs-

[samiemi]

nice work.. oh n go out n make frens .. chuck that depression away from the tall building..

[BayouCutie]

This is so absolutely beautiful! I love Dickinson's poems! It fits so well!

I listen to music like this when I'm sad too! It reminds me that happiness is a choice.

[Sigy5]

This is very beautiful and you know its good that you don´t hold in your emotions, let it out, we will listen and support you. I hope everything will be okey soon in your life. Smile and keep smiling :D

[aktan8]

Beautifull amv with great music and great words and japanesse words as well great work i am a fan of your productions ;)

[lovely7380]

OMG *cry*...you're amazing, i love it, it's soooo emotional and sweet...thanks for made it <3

[OokamiTsubasawa]

<3!

You really did pour your heart and soul into this didn't you :')

Try and smile, things will get better as they always do and I'm sure your family are extremely proud of you. And you seem to have a lot of support from people touched by your beautiful editing! Good luck with your studies, I hope things are a lot better soon!

[xXtokiovampireXx]

Ohmygosh that sparkle was just beautiful <33 Sometimes sparkles can be overdone and take away from the emotion of the amv, but that. That was so beautiful ;A; Amazing job Erika!! You are such an inspiration to me and soooo many other people <3333 And you are just perfect, so never feel depressed :3 Your personality is amazing, your editing is amazing, even though we haven't talked in a bit I still remember how friendly you were back when we first met <33 Good luck in your studies!! *O*

[EllieSUICIDEE]

Just going to go cry now.

I absolutely love that poem by Emily Dickson.

This actually made me tear up, the music and the clips complimented each other so beautifully, and this video was so inspiring and wonderful.

[MoonaticFairy]

@EllieSUICIDEE thanks for reminding me *O* I should put her in the desc.. thanks!

[HateMeLoveMe589]

This was gorgeous. You inspired me. I have been pretty down myself recently and it's odd how just one video can make you feel up again. I have always been one for orchestrated music and I myself even play piano. It just reminds you how beautiful something can be and to simply be able to enjoy it is one thing. A friend of mine had liked your video and for the first AMV for me to click on today. . . I am happy I did. You have gained another subscription. =)

[CodiiLuv]

This is sooooo beautiful!

And I know how depression is, although my situations far different, I want to go study somewhere else and my own family is breathing down my back constantly and we don't exactly see eye-to-eye. I have been very unmotivated to finish anything, and throughout this summer I was supposed to be writing and actually getting out there, but failed to.

Kinda felt there was no point.

I really hope you feel better soon, because I enjoy your editing a lot and love to see more!

[Davekun1991]

This is really awesome! Well done! ^^

[XxChupiGirlxX]

trop beau ! *o*

[ostacolidelcuore]

So emotional *O*

You are such a gr8 editor ><

Wonderful colours and editing. They fit really well the sadness idea of the video.

I'd be proud of it,too <3

PS can I ask you which font u use? It's really simple and perfect for this kind of AMV,but I don't know the right name ,I've searched for it in months xD

Thank u,and keep the wonderful work.<3

[MoonaticFairy]

@ostacolidelcuore thanks :) u mean 'Old film' kind of texture?

[ostacolidelcuore]

@MoonaticFairy Yes,I think so ;)

So,it's called 'Old film'? :)

[MoonaticFairy]

@ostacolidelcuore I have that texture/background. If you want to I can send it to you, just pm me :)

[ostacolidelcuore]

@MoonaticFairy Oh,yes,if u can,send me it :D Thank u! <3

[StrawberryGirl1231]

It's so beautiful...

|Great, now I'm crying *stupid me*

It's realy, realy amazing.

[EllaMila1]

Wow, the overlays are gorgeous. *o*

I wish you lots of luck in real life, what you're going through is a part of getting older which isn't always that nice. But if it's you, I'm sure you can handle it. <3

[DamnKazu]

Emotion video which made my eyes water and let tears fall down. It's a life that we're living. It's a life that we need to accept things even if we should abandon one thing for another. You chose your path and you going through it right now but no matter where you are your family and your love for your country will always stay in your heart.

[dinaimajestic]

Darling we are with you, courage.I support you always, i can understand what u are feeling.

[saberslayer]

*wipes away tear* A very heart warming piece. Love the glowing overlay that burned for transitions. It served as a great editorial device as well as a create piece of imagery. Very creative and emotional. You have inspired me. I wish you the best during the hard times. I can only wish for things to get better for you. Thanks for making my day with this lovely piece.

[EveneshBL]

So pretty, Erika <3

[AzureStarx3]

nice x3

[xXxDeAdaNimeg1rLxXx]

;A; <3

[andersandrew]

Even if you are depressed you can make a AMV with alot of emotions and heart behind it. I think we still not have seen all of your AMV yet so please keep up this pieces of love for us.

"Just find new fun and happy things" - Clannad ep 1

[carosene]

WOAAAAAAAAH

Pretty.

[XXXDollfaceAnimeXXX]

Ahmazing ! i almost cried T.T Dnt let it get the best of you ..... you depression shouldnt end in suffering it should only make you stronger... I can also relate to you but there r sum things you cnt handle Alone ..... :-\

[DragonflyFun]

OMG! This is a piece of Heaven! :') Don't forget you are not alone, we are here and DON'T GIVE UP, beat all your fears and pain. Don't let anyone to hurt you so much! This is so touching amv! Thank you for creating and sharing your amv and feelings with us! <3

[Legojake94]

woah awsome!

[xMoonlightAMV]

OMG I'm speechless

wonderful video +_+

[madisonmiley123]

This is so epic! *-*