Pre-op diet and "Before" video

[kasebabe72]

you are too funny!! i have been waitin and waitin for a new video from you....now i got my fix..hee hee! ya should let us newbees know how like everyother day goes on this diet! i have my fingers crossed for your date SOON!! hugs!

[butterflybegins]

I may do a few posts a week while on this diet..just to vent if nothing else...LOL... I am feeling a little testy right now. I will tell you that when they told me I had to do 6 months of supervised weight loss....I thought it would take FOREVER....but now it seems it was only yesterday! I made it this far! Truly, since I turned down those cookies yesterday...I am GOING to have this surgery and make it work! LOL

[sweettjudy]

Oh girl, you "crack" me up...lol. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed that you will hear good news from the the insurance company. Looks like you will get banded before the year is out. Hooray!!! Good luck on the pre-op diet. Stay strong. :-)

[butterflybegins]

LOL...I didn't realize the crack peeked out until I had it uploaded to youtube...I sure didn't want to do another retake; I really had to talk myself into even showing my body in the first place...heeehee. I am feeling good about the surgery happening soon!

[seemego2150]

Heyyy it's so good to see you! Good luck with this preop diet. I hope it goes smooth and I hope you get you surgery date soon. YAY!!! so close. Holler if you need anything. ... I recognize your body shots from when I look in the mirror!

[butterflybegins]

Well, I am on day 2 now and feeling a little bit edgy...so I think I may go for a walk when it warms up a little outside. I know what you mean about that mirror....I think its so weird that I never thought of myself as "that big." I would even get offended when doctors would tell me I needed to lose weight because I was in DENIAL, but the camera (or reflection) does not lie. Maybe someday I will be closer tot he mental image I have of myself.