I heard this song long time ago. It became my favorite song. Almost everyday when I hear this song i start to cry because i can take no more pain from life. Life always make me cry. Alvvays, something bad hapent to me. When i see someone suffer, I wish that i am him, i want we switch, he should be happy, not me. It is because i am big sinner. I hope I wrote everything good, I am not so good in english :)
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i can't understand my self when ever i hear this song i feel pain in me i don't know why but i hate it because it makes me cry with no reason i don't even no if theres any reason for me to cry for a song
A very beautiful song.... Reminds me of many ones who have passed away... The very first time I heard this song, it was very touching. I had tears in my eyes.. Now, I still love this song and perhaps, I shall dedicate this song to him, my loved one...I heart you... Don't leave me alrights?
This song makes me think of all the times I have woken up thinking "How bad will today be?"But this makes me think on the inside those people the words they say don't matter, inside I am who I am...I am an immortal
When i was 9 my father had a cardiac arrest. He lost most of his long and short term memory and now lives in a nursing home. He doesn't remember me anymore, i was just a child when he remembers me last. This song i dedicate to him. Ive been here for him all these years, and still i cannot let go. I miss him everyday Love you daddy
i love this song and i want to sing like her i wish something will happen when i hear this song it reminds me of it and some times can be sad but i jst did this profile so peopole can see my talent but i know it will never happen but someday it will so that song reminds me of that
my grandma died a couple months ago and we all knew it was coming but it was really upsetting! i didnt get to say goodbye and give her that last hug:(i want to cry every time i hear this song!
I've never heard this before someone i have subscribed to did a cover of it, and her cover didn't have very much emotion in it.. I listened to this, the real version, and i immediately fell in love with it, and i almost started crying.. It's so emotional, if I were her, (the girl that covered it) I would have put more emotion in to it. I got the chills just listening to this and writing this comment.. it's too real. <3
@shinjiElricMustang ... Ow am sorry for you . I mean I've felt what your feeling , My grandPa died 3 weeks ago , and he always was there for me and was My close Friend , Hang in there .. Its life sentence and we all are going The same way !
So much pain and sadness...I feel from the words written here. Hold onto the love you have for those close to you... when they pass... they are still a part of you. I am puzzled how you feel immortality would solve all this pain and suffering... when immortal.... it is never ending.
everyone, can i please get some suggestions: i have very dark skin, and people call me midnight and other horrible things. I just took it. now I dont know how many times ive woken up with my eyes wet with tears. I'm only thirteen, and both my grandparents and my childhood friend are now dead. I cry myself to sleep listening to this song. Amy Lee, you mean the world to me!!!
@ThePromDestroyer12 i dont have many suggestions. though i hope it helps to know u arent the only 1. if you're anything like me, you're too weak to beat them up; your friends never see a thing, and you wonder if you're the only one who feels this horrible pain, just because you're you. you arent. if i knew you, i wouldnt be letting them do that. and whatever dickwad out there suggested that 'if you just ignore them, they'll go away,' has clearly never been to a modern school.
@bikunekochan the "dickwad" was my dad. on the other hand, my mom said to " whup they asses" because if i do, the bullies and others will respect me. trust me: anyone who broke the schools mile run record of 9:30 seconds, is NOT weak. kids actually fear me. thanks for your suggestion.
@ThePromDestroyer12 i'm sorry if i offended you, but it's not true what he says, and you know it. that's what my mother says too, but i'm only strong enough to stand up if it's not me. i'm an extremely weird and disturbed person, mainly because of the things that are going on in my life right now. if i manage to pull through my hell without fucking some1 up as bad as me, and still keep my sanity, i will consider myself a very lucky person. but it doesnt look like the outcome.
@bikunekochan you know what sucks??? i took my moms advice on beating them up, and the ambulance had to pick the girl up, i got suspended for two weeks, and will probably never get into Harvard. i was in the girls locker room flat ironing my friends hair, when this other girl came over and said keep the flat iron away from my face cause im already burnt. so i had to get pulled back cause i jumped at her, and she shoved me, and i pushed her back. she fell, and i stomped hard on her.
@ThePromDestroyer12 I am the same.but my grandparent are nit my friends....I feel so alone and I AM so alone..my "friends" don't love me...I am EMO..and people call me not "midnight" but "storm" or "Blacksoul" they always call me Balcksoul..thats TERRIBLE!!!
And I completely understand you..!! My heart is broken...and i am just 13..like you
@pjeyk5music thank you so much! your "friends" SHOULDN'T love you. You are NOT alone. trust in the Lord, and everything will be fine. I'll pray for you.!
@pjeyk5music im 13 too i feel so lonely everybody thinks im fake and i dont care about people im broken inside i wanna cry but i wanna be brave to people..
i was playing at my basketball game and there is a piano in the gym up the stairs and in the middle of the game some guy went the piano and started to play this song,it was distracting me from the game because i llove this song.
i wish i was imortal....Every day i wake up with the pain from a virus i've had since i was just a baby... I'm 15 now and the pain hurts more and more everyday....but i put on a smile and muddle through the days....though on the inside....i long for....my immortality..
@awesomegummybear1 my grandmother died of broncitus. and i saw her later in the day and she was doing awsomely. but then later that night she was near death and i went and held her hand but i just couldnt speak. i couldnt tell her how much i loved her. i regret not saying anything. i can feel your pain
my granddad is in the hosiptal. They don't think he will come out alive... He was always there for me when I needed it, and now I can;t retearn that favour... stay strong, granddad
@BeeandHidegal200 all over my body. i never told them anything. I stopped talking to everyone. I locked myself out of society for 6 years i never talked i only screamed. We had this basement and he turned it into a cell where he left me there, that was where he tortured me for the last 5 years, the other 5 were in my room with the door locked. still have those bruises today, and i hardly ever speak.
@VampirePrincessDark1 oh my god....im so sorry to hear all that.....if u want to vent or just talk...message me any time...im a good listener and wont judge u
@BeeandHidegal200 to the bed and it was only sometimes that he gave me food. My mum wasn't around much because she had business trips to all around the world. He did this to me for 10 years and my mum never suspected a thing. He didn't let me tel anyone about this because he had a gun and he said he would kill my mum if i said anything. when he let me go to school i had p.e and people would see thee scars marks around my neck my arms my legs and
@BeeandHidegal200 he used to use chains and whips, he would handcuff me to something and whip me time after time he also tied me to the bed, all this was happening while i was naked. he used to say he was supposed to do this while he touched me in those places both of them. he used to chain my arms legs and neck really tightly to a lamp i wasn't even touching the ground. He made me miss school by doing this to me everyday he only used to give me food while i was chained and
Reminds me of my grandparents :( Miss them so much and would give anything to spend one more minute with them, they literally meant the world to me <3
this song reminds me of my old school i was there for years and when i moved i felt like a lost a part of me and i miss every one of my friends at that school. i watched some of my friends grow up from kindergarden and when i left it felt as if i lost a part of my world and it feels i just left everything behind to come to nothing .
i miss you guys~ yours truely your best friend ;(
my uncle went missing last year and they tried looking for him but they couldnt find him so my family went ahead and gave him a grave stone.....they dont kno hes dead for sure! i luv him so much i dont kno y he would do something like this to us! everyone thinks he did suicide cause they cant find his body and his gun is missing......they think he may be at the bottom of the river.....i really wish he was here to hold me and wipe my tears away....i luv u uncle K and i miss u more than u kno....
my childhood friend, who we called clickem- because he was always at our door clicking the doorbell- and he died in a shoot out in Jonesboro, and I cried so hard!!! we weren't hanging out in the last few years. I wonder if he even remembered me in his last few hours. i woke up several times my eyes wet with tears. i honored him by singing this song at his funeral and the talent show. carry on, people.
@lizlizerika thankyou this means a lot for me to share your stories with me because if you have someone with you, you can cope with it and you will survive!<3
R.I.P Callum, Ilove you so much, you was the best brother ever. I wish you was still here, it wasnt your fault. Love you lots from your little sister molly & family xox
If I had lost my mum dad or sister, I don't know how i'd live I would be in care and cry myself to sleep, but my uncle is gone and I love him, his funny jokes will not be forgot When my nan brings up the story I can see she is crying so inside R.I.P JOHN
I've been raped and sexually abused by my stepfather and this made me think that someday, someone will understand what i went through. This song made it so clear that im not the only one with problems. It also made me feel like she did when she started the song.
God was making a girl when he couldn't find the right voice for it, so one of his angels volunteered part of theirs, thus Amy lee came upon her heavenly voice. Man she has a pretty voice :D
This reminds me of my dead best friend... I wish I could bring her back.. I don't cry much, but when I hear this, it makes tears pour over my cheeks...
i started crying when you said this i cant even imagining losing my best friend kayley im so sorry kayley is two years older than me and she is 13 how old was your best friend when she died( you dont have to answer my question cause it sounds rude i am courious) that's sad when i hear this song i cry thinking what my dad did to me when i was 3.
@ZADRlover837959 im doing fine. i visit her grave every year. i almost commited suicide. but im in therapy right now. i saw how she died to. thats mostly why im in therapy
this song is the best, it brings a tear to my tear everytime, as one of my dear friends told me, if a boy was ever to hurt me i should get him to listen as it would explain a lot of things :L
@BeeandHidegal200 Stay strong. More people care about you then you think. The best you can do is use everything to make yourself stronger and push yourself. Things might be bad right now but imagine where you can be in ten years. You can have your own family who will have never ending love for you and a career that you love. There is way more out there then the place your in right now. Use everything your going through to create a better future. Hang in there and things will get better.
My past is making my present and future hurt... my mom and other peers just don't know when to stop being the way they are and it's killing me inside and out.
im considering doing suicide.....but if i do...i kno 1 person in particular will be crushed....but my life is horrible and i cant take it anymore....ive tried so hard to be a strong girl,but i dont know if i can put up with the pain of people's nasty comments against me or the comments against me....i dont kno if i can take it anymore....ive lost so many family members and moved so many times.....if i go i think it'll make my family happier.....
@BeeandHidegal200 Stay here, in this life, for that one person. Keep fighting for them. Spend more time with them, if they would really be crushed if you died, then they will want to make you happier too. Remember, everything happens for a reason. Stay strong, and know you're not alone. <3
@ImDifferentGetOverIt i cant spend more time with him.....he doesnt live near me but we talk all the time,at least once a day....and when i tell him what im thinking bout suicide,he tells me no....i try to be strong for everyone
@BeeandHidegal200 NOTHING and I mean NOTHING will be more horrible to ur family and friends if you leave! Sweety, dont let others put u down. Ppl r egotistical bastards and their only goal in life is to make beautiful, kind and sweet girls like urself to feel bad abt themselves only because that they are themselves victims of past or current trauma. And u said u know 1 person who would be crush if u took ur life, dude, u dont even know how lucky u r to have that 1 person!! Smile! 4 I know u can
@BeeandHidegal200 NOTHING and I mean NOTHING will be more horrible to ur family and friends if you leave! Sweety, dont let others put u down. Ppl r egotistical bastards and their only goal in life is to make beautiful, kind and sweet girls like urself to feel bad abt themselves only because that they are themselves victims of past or current trauma. And u said u know 1 person who would be crush if u took ur life, dude, u dont even know how lucky u r to have that 1 person!! Smile! 4 I know u can
@BeeandHidegal200 Honey, stick in there. This is something we all go through. Don't ever think that your death will make your family happier. And know that we are all behind you. Every single one of us who commented on this comment. Life is just a huge test and by committing suicide, you're just giving up rather than showing that you CAN jump past the hurdles life throws at you.
@BeeandHidegal200 no you wont make your family happier. ive been suisidal and im 12. ive got a scar now from scratching away the skin. dont do it.it always gets better, i promise you
on the last day of school for me , i moved away and when i got off the bus after school , all of my friends hugged me and said they will miss me . my friend alex cried and i cried with him. my friends looked up to me. i even said to one of my friends that if they were going to die , i will take the place. oh , and its even sadder that ive been bullied the rest of my life for no reason. :( but im not bullied anymore. thank god. my cousin died when she was a baby. i never got to meet her.
My great grandma died this year of an amonia she was a real close to my family I saw her every sunday after church but I can't anymore and she was my mom's best friend and I hate seeing the pain in her eyes this song gives me an inspiration :)
@scattyfan1 my grandma had amonia but i went away i thought she died until i went to her house then i saw ketchup everywhere i thought it was blood i was bawling my eyes out if your wondering what happend reply i will reply what happend 2 her:(
my grandpa died on christmas this past year... i can't get over the fact that i can never see him again.. or hear his laugh... or get to talk to him about how it was like growing up. :'C
This reminds me when i always cried alone in the bathroom and when my dog licked away my tears and my brother fighed anyone who harms me and i have marks and red spots and cuts on me and evrybody is wondering why and i lie to them.Ps i also cry and scream for no reason at night. I'm afriad to hug my mom and dad because i think they're going to kill me. And i'm immportal.
@RaspberriesInCyanide me to it reminds me of my favourite movie i will always love it its pokemon heros latias latios they took it off youtube!_! i lost it forever!_!
i miss my granddad... he was the best granddad ever..... he died febuary 22nd 2011, it still haunts me when i last saw him, the last i saw him talking was the sunday the week of his death......
makes me think of me an my ex, i left him after a year and a have because i got scared that it was so real and my sisters were making me think he was a dick when all he did was love me. i hate myself for it but we will most likely get back together. if ANY one would like to talk or anything message me, i am a good listener
....... T his song is for my um...... friend, Jason Waters. He is in Germany (Air Force), and will be gone for 15 years. He is my life, Ash is too though. o_o"
This song makes me cry. Just went through a horrible break up. Still scarred. He broke me</3
MegaCapricorn01 2 hours ago
reminds me of my brother RIP 1980-2004 <3
622nicki 8 hours ago
When I first heard this video I was 4 and my Nan was in hospital and I found out she died this song was playing and this song reminds me of her!!!
Amazinggirllol 13 hours ago
I heard this song long time ago. It became my favorite song. Almost everyday when I hear this song i start to cry because i can take no more pain from life. Life always make me cry. Alvvays, something bad hapent to me. When i see someone suffer, I wish that i am him, i want we switch, he should be happy, not me. It is because i am big sinner. I hope I wrote everything good, I am not so good in english :)
MrStefanmaksa 19 hours ago 3
I have never heard better song
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MissyMathers102 1 day ago in playlist Favorite videos 3
i love this sonq this reminds me of my died great grandma
franceryoko 1 day ago
i can't understand my self when ever i hear this song i feel pain in me i don't know why but i hate it because it makes me cry with no reason i don't even no if theres any reason for me to cry for a song
vampire1381 1 day ago
A very beautiful song.... Reminds me of many ones who have passed away... The very first time I heard this song, it was very touching. I had tears in my eyes.. Now, I still love this song and perhaps, I shall dedicate this song to him, my loved one...I heart you... Don't leave me alrights?
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Dazukeh 2 days ago
This song makes me think of all the times I have woken up thinking "How bad will today be?"But this makes me think on the inside those people the words they say don't matter, inside I am who I am...I am an immortal
Xelda406 2 days ago
i cried.. this is really beautiful
MaluuTB 2 days ago
When i was 9 my father had a cardiac arrest. He lost most of his long and short term memory and now lives in a nursing home. He doesn't remember me anymore, i was just a child when he remembers me last. This song i dedicate to him. Ive been here for him all these years, and still i cannot let go. I miss him everyday Love you daddy
ApartRose 2 days ago 3
i love it simply....
emotionally connected to this song........
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Breezieeex3 3 days ago
R.I.P Mary!! <3 This Song Reminds Me Of YOU!!!!! And I Luv YOU!!!!
asheenaleana24 3 days ago
This song reminds me of Alois and Hannah from Kuroshitsuji (aka Black Butler) <3
KadajFanGirl247 4 days ago
i love this song and i want to sing like her i wish something will happen when i hear this song it reminds me of it and some times can be sad but i jst did this profile so peopole can see my talent but i know it will never happen but someday it will so that song reminds me of that
coollove101 4 days ago
my grandma died a couple months ago and we all knew it was coming but it was really upsetting! i didnt get to say goodbye and give her that last hug:(i want to cry every time i hear this song!
justified156 4 days ago
I've never heard this before someone i have subscribed to did a cover of it, and her cover didn't have very much emotion in it.. I listened to this, the real version, and i immediately fell in love with it, and i almost started crying.. It's so emotional, if I were her, (the girl that covered it) I would have put more emotion in to it. I got the chills just listening to this and writing this comment.. it's too real. <3
Breezieeex3 4 days ago
beautiful music
XxResiLiAncExXx 4 days ago
i cried a lot with this song..it's remined me a lot of bad memories.. :'(((
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PinkBallerina1010 5 days ago
beautiful song i love it
XxSCREAMONATxX 5 days ago
@shinjiElricMustang ... Ow am sorry for you . I mean I've felt what your feeling , My grandPa died 3 weeks ago , and he always was there for me and was My close Friend , Hang in there .. Its life sentence and we all are going The same way !
funnywave1234 5 days ago in playlist Peace
Oh man people are getting emotional over this song. Really shows how easily some humans mood can be controlled.
0b00011100 6 days ago
i freakkin love that song
cesarpotosinomt3 6 days ago
So much pain and sadness...I feel from the words written here. Hold onto the love you have for those close to you... when they pass... they are still a part of you. I am puzzled how you feel immortality would solve all this pain and suffering... when immortal.... it is never ending.
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Everytime I hear this song I start crying! <3 (Sorry for my bad English, but I´m German!)
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AwesomeKaylee123 1 week ago
I love this song!!!!!!!!!!!!
lichtyemelia 1 week ago
this song reminds me of my ex girlfriend everytime i hear it i can't help but to break down
iwhiptha98 1 week ago
this song goes out to my great grandmother who died when i was 3 i miss u granny R.I.P <3
MileyLillyBFF 1 week ago
reminds me of my mummy i love you mommy 11-12-10
XoxHelloKitty14xoX 1 week ago 3
everyone, can i please get some suggestions: i have very dark skin, and people call me midnight and other horrible things. I just took it. now I dont know how many times ive woken up with my eyes wet with tears. I'm only thirteen, and both my grandparents and my childhood friend are now dead. I cry myself to sleep listening to this song. Amy Lee, you mean the world to me!!!
ThePromDestroyer12 1 week ago 2
@ThePromDestroyer12 i meant, what should i do, BTW
ThePromDestroyer12 1 week ago
@ThePromDestroyer12 please stay strong i was picked on to, the most important thing is never listen to the bullies and tell someone you trust
TheAngeljaz 1 week ago
@ThePromDestroyer12 i dont have many suggestions. though i hope it helps to know u arent the only 1. if you're anything like me, you're too weak to beat them up; your friends never see a thing, and you wonder if you're the only one who feels this horrible pain, just because you're you. you arent. if i knew you, i wouldnt be letting them do that. and whatever dickwad out there suggested that 'if you just ignore them, they'll go away,' has clearly never been to a modern school.
bikunekochan 1 week ago
@bikunekochan the "dickwad" was my dad. on the other hand, my mom said to " whup they asses" because if i do, the bullies and others will respect me. trust me: anyone who broke the schools mile run record of 9:30 seconds, is NOT weak. kids actually fear me. thanks for your suggestion.
ThePromDestroyer12 1 week ago
@ThePromDestroyer12 i'm sorry if i offended you, but it's not true what he says, and you know it. that's what my mother says too, but i'm only strong enough to stand up if it's not me. i'm an extremely weird and disturbed person, mainly because of the things that are going on in my life right now. if i manage to pull through my hell without fucking some1 up as bad as me, and still keep my sanity, i will consider myself a very lucky person. but it doesnt look like the outcome.
bikunekochan 1 week ago
@bikunekochan you know what sucks??? i took my moms advice on beating them up, and the ambulance had to pick the girl up, i got suspended for two weeks, and will probably never get into Harvard. i was in the girls locker room flat ironing my friends hair, when this other girl came over and said keep the flat iron away from my face cause im already burnt. so i had to get pulled back cause i jumped at her, and she shoved me, and i pushed her back. she fell, and i stomped hard on her.
ThePromDestroyer12 1 day ago
@ThePromDestroyer12 I am the same.but my grandparent are nit my friends....I feel so alone and I AM so alone..my "friends" don't love me...I am EMO..and people call me not "midnight" but "storm" or "Blacksoul" they always call me Balcksoul..thats TERRIBLE!!!
And I completely understand you..!! My heart is broken...and i am just 13..like you
pjeyk5music 1 week ago
@pjeyk5music thank you so much! your "friends" SHOULDN'T love you. You are NOT alone. trust in the Lord, and everything will be fine. I'll pray for you.!
ThePromDestroyer12 1 week ago
@pjeyk5music im 13 too i feel so lonely everybody thinks im fake and i dont care about people im broken inside i wanna cry but i wanna be brave to people..
DarkAshesFalling 1 week ago
@DarkAshesFalling i am so sorry to hear that ):
BraceFreaks 1 week ago
i was playing at my basketball game and there is a piano in the gym up the stairs and in the middle of the game some guy went the piano and started to play this song,it was distracting me from the game because i llove this song.
xxxTlovesyouxxx 1 week ago
i wish i was imortal....Every day i wake up with the pain from a virus i've had since i was just a baby... I'm 15 now and the pain hurts more and more everyday....but i put on a smile and muddle through the days....though on the inside....i long for....my immortality..
godgavemeyou2012 1 week ago 75
@godgavemeyou2012 im so sorry to hear through the pain your going through but wow i must commend you for your inspiring words :-*
BraceFreaks 1 week ago
@BraceFreaks thans :) I appriciate that :) you put a real smile on my face today :) thank you :)
godgavemeyou2012 5 days ago
@godgavemeyou2012 (: i was suppose to say thank u, not u :)
BraceFreaks 5 days ago
@godgavemeyou2012 beautifully put ;) hang in there we need you <3
ApartRose 2 days ago
@ApartRose why thank you. Your comment means alot to me :)
godgavemeyou2012 2 days ago
this song reminds me too much of my past, but i love the song so much!
TheSadanimegirl 1 week ago
my grandmother died of cancer and i never got tell her goodbye :( i miss her soooo much :(
this reminds me of her i loved her soo much
~love u Grana!~
awesomegummybear1 1 week ago
@awesomegummybear1 my grandmother died of broncitus. and i saw her later in the day and she was doing awsomely. but then later that night she was near death and i went and held her hand but i just couldnt speak. i couldnt tell her how much i loved her. i regret not saying anything. i can feel your pain
MARILYNmanson135 1 week ago
my granddad is in the hosiptal. They don't think he will come out alive... He was always there for me when I needed it, and now I can;t retearn that favour... stay strong, granddad
ShinjiElricMustang 1 week ago 47
@ShinjiElricMustang hope ur grandfather gets better :)
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dd17718 1 week ago
@ShinjiElricMustang
idk u, but hope he gets strong enough 4 u to be w/ him longer.:]
Silverwolf7918 6 days ago
My sister recently died and her favorite group was Evanescence, I think I will cry every time I hear this song.
RanmaanAkane101 1 week ago
@RanmaanAkane101 What the fuck are you talking about
dd17718 1 week ago
@BeeandHidegal200 all over my body. i never told them anything. I stopped talking to everyone. I locked myself out of society for 6 years i never talked i only screamed. We had this basement and he turned it into a cell where he left me there, that was where he tortured me for the last 5 years, the other 5 were in my room with the door locked. still have those bruises today, and i hardly ever speak.
VampirePrincessDark1 1 week ago
@VampirePrincessDark1 oh my god....im so sorry to hear all that.....if u want to vent or just talk...message me any time...im a good listener and wont judge u
BeeandHidegal200 1 week ago
@BeeandHidegal200 to the bed and it was only sometimes that he gave me food. My mum wasn't around much because she had business trips to all around the world. He did this to me for 10 years and my mum never suspected a thing. He didn't let me tel anyone about this because he had a gun and he said he would kill my mum if i said anything. when he let me go to school i had p.e and people would see thee scars marks around my neck my arms my legs and
VampirePrincessDark1 1 week ago
@BeeandHidegal200 he used to use chains and whips, he would handcuff me to something and whip me time after time he also tied me to the bed, all this was happening while i was naked. he used to say he was supposed to do this while he touched me in those places both of them. he used to chain my arms legs and neck really tightly to a lamp i wasn't even touching the ground. He made me miss school by doing this to me everyday he only used to give me food while i was chained and
VampirePrincessDark1 1 week ago
Reminds me of my grandparents :( Miss them so much and would give anything to spend one more minute with them, they literally meant the world to me <3
R.I.P. Nan and Grandad's :(
123xxemx 1 week ago
looks like all of us has our own story.....
rockykiller9 1 week ago
this song reminds me of my old school i was there for years and when i moved i felt like a lost a part of me and i miss every one of my friends at that school. i watched some of my friends grow up from kindergarden and when i left it felt as if i lost a part of my world and it feels i just left everything behind to come to nothing .
i miss you guys~ yours truely your best friend ;(
the111kat 1 week ago
this reminds me of my x
drouse67hotmail 1 week ago
sometimes I think I can sense ghosts...
rabbits4ever1 1 week ago
@rabbits4ever1 :D Awesome... or... well, pretty coool xD
ZADRlover837959 1 week ago
@ZADRlover837959 thanks! :D
rabbits4ever1 1 week ago
@rabbits4ever1 Lol you're welcome xD
ZADRlover837959 1 week ago
my uncle went missing last year and they tried looking for him but they couldnt find him so my family went ahead and gave him a grave stone.....they dont kno hes dead for sure! i luv him so much i dont kno y he would do something like this to us! everyone thinks he did suicide cause they cant find his body and his gun is missing......they think he may be at the bottom of the river.....i really wish he was here to hold me and wipe my tears away....i luv u uncle K and i miss u more than u kno....
BeeandHidegal200 1 week ago
my childhood friend, who we called clickem- because he was always at our door clicking the doorbell- and he died in a shoot out in Jonesboro, and I cried so hard!!! we weren't hanging out in the last few years. I wonder if he even remembered me in his last few hours. i woke up several times my eyes wet with tears. i honored him by singing this song at his funeral and the talent show. carry on, people.
downwithbieber22 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
all these comments Y U MAKE ME CRY
wizard101isawesome12 1 week ago
my sis died and she sang this song all the time
mbletzer1 2 weeks ago
this is my fav song :)
CutieCookie51 2 weeks ago
oh god
CutieCookie51 2 weeks ago
@lizlizerika thankyou this means a lot for me to share your stories with me because if you have someone with you, you can cope with it and you will survive!<3
scattyfan1 2 weeks ago
so sad
Reen6191 2 weeks ago
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R.I.P Callum, Ilove you so much, you was the best brother ever. I wish you was still here, it wasnt your fault. Love you lots from your little sister molly & family xox
mollysingsrock 2 weeks ago
@VampirePrincessDark1 I've never been through something like that but I'm a good listener. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
mrsmathgirl 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
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marakiladygaga 2 weeks ago
This pain is just to real .. :'(
iryza00 2 weeks ago
If I had lost my mum dad or sister, I don't know how i'd live I would be in care and cry myself to sleep, but my uncle is gone and I love him, his funny jokes will not be forgot When my nan brings up the story I can see she is crying so inside R.I.P JOHN
You will not be forgot I love you!
Evanscence you help me thank you!
TediousFluff 2 weeks ago
I've been raped and sexually abused by my stepfather and this made me think that someday, someone will understand what i went through. This song made it so clear that im not the only one with problems. It also made me feel like she did when she started the song.
VampirePrincessDark1 2 weeks ago
@VampirePrincessDark1 u and me do have something in common,we were both sexually abused and if u want to talk or just vent,im a good listener
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
@BeeandHidegal200
i was too even though im 11 i remember it i was sexually abused
multiawesome1744 2 weeks ago
@multiawesome1744 mine has been going on for 6 years...
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
If i ever decide to do myself in it will be to this song
mrsbleedingvenom 2 weeks ago
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God was making a girl when he couldn't find the right voice for it, so one of his angels volunteered part of theirs, thus Amy lee came upon her heavenly voice. Man she has a pretty voice :D
deathlyAngel1000 2 weeks ago
good for maximum ride series
MrsZoeMarieCullen 2 weeks ago
@MrsZoeMarieCullen I agree! <3
juxmook 2 weeks ago
This reminds me of my dead best friend... I wish I could bring her back.. I don't cry much, but when I hear this, it makes tears pour over my cheeks...
R.I.P. Sarah... I miss you.
ZADRlover837959 2 weeks ago 31
@ZADRlover837959 what happend i lost a bff to.
MARILYNmanson135 2 weeks ago
@MARILYNmanson135 She hung herself in her closet... she was a victem of bullying and abuse.
ZADRlover837959 2 weeks ago
@ZADRlover837959
i started crying when you said this i cant even imagining losing my best friend kayley im so sorry kayley is two years older than me and she is 13 how old was your best friend when she died( you dont have to answer my question cause it sounds rude i am courious) that's sad when i hear this song i cry thinking what my dad did to me when i was 3.
multiawesome1744 2 weeks ago
@multiawesome1744 what didn't dad do
andy61599 2 weeks ago
@andy61599
what ... i dont understand
multiawesome1744 2 weeks ago
@ZADRlover837959 Im so so so sorry to hear that hope your ok now
bluespirit6300 2 weeks ago
@bluespirit6300 I'll be alright, she's been gone for almost a year now.. She and I are fine now :') Thanks for worrying about us BLuespirit.
ZADRlover837959 2 weeks ago
@ZADRlover837959 mine freind was murdered. she was 12 wen she died. im sorry. just so sorry for you. its hard to lose a friend. especially a bff
MARILYNmanson135 2 weeks ago
@MARILYNmanson135 You're friend was murdered?! Fuck my problems! How are you handeling it?
ZADRlover837959 1 week ago
@ZADRlover837959 im doing fine. i visit her grave every year. i almost commited suicide. but im in therapy right now. i saw how she died to. thats mostly why im in therapy
MARILYNmanson135 1 week ago
@MARILYNmanson135 That's horrible! It's good that you're in therapy for it though, <:) I visit Sarah's grave too.
ZADRlover837959 1 week ago
@ZADRlover837959 i know.i have night mares all night and i have circles under my eyes
MARILYNmanson135 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
@MARILYNmanson135 That's horrible. I hope everything turns out well for you.
ZADRlover837959 1 week ago
@ZADRlover837959 Be patient :)
MsKpoplover98 2 weeks ago
@MsKpoplover98 I will be :)
ZADRlover837959 1 week ago
@ZADRlover837959 Same my friend died in a sunoumi that i just missed
Robynskelton15 1 week ago
this song is the best, it brings a tear to my tear everytime, as one of my dear friends told me, if a boy was ever to hurt me i should get him to listen as it would explain a lot of things :L
Lowmite140 2 weeks ago
this brings my memories but i still love this song lol
simmmmmluverrr2847 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 Stay strong. More people care about you then you think. The best you can do is use everything to make yourself stronger and push yourself. Things might be bad right now but imagine where you can be in ten years. You can have your own family who will have never ending love for you and a career that you love. There is way more out there then the place your in right now. Use everything your going through to create a better future. Hang in there and things will get better.
oSNAPPY 2 weeks ago 15
@oSNAPPY thanks...
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago in playlist evanescene
My past is making my present and future hurt... my mom and other peers just don't know when to stop being the way they are and it's killing me inside and out.
candkatie11 2 weeks ago
BEAUTIFUL. i love evanecence <3
hehegirla 2 weeks ago
seriously guys, go to rainy mood with this song. it's perfect <3
remincince7 2 weeks ago
OMG ...... I LOVE THIS SONG!! <3
superfinx3 2 weeks ago
I´ve never heard something like that... <3
HailFreak 2 weeks ago
yo beeandhidegal200 if your so sad about others you know being dead then why the hell would you do something so selfish as to kill your self?
apollo2228 2 weeks ago
*pause song*
*go to rainymood. com*
*play song and enjoy*
Headmistress45 2 weeks ago 3
Please listen to my cover of this song <3
bluhburrylovers1234 2 weeks ago
this song reminds me about antifreeze
dd17718 2 weeks ago
im considering doing suicide.....but if i do...i kno 1 person in particular will be crushed....but my life is horrible and i cant take it anymore....ive tried so hard to be a strong girl,but i dont know if i can put up with the pain of people's nasty comments against me or the comments against me....i dont kno if i can take it anymore....ive lost so many family members and moved so many times.....if i go i think it'll make my family happier.....
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago in playlist evanescene 2
@BeeandHidegal200 i know exactly what you are going through ... inbox me and we can talk ... i am a very good listener and i will just let you vent.
bluhburrylovers1234 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 Stay here, in this life, for that one person. Keep fighting for them. Spend more time with them, if they would really be crushed if you died, then they will want to make you happier too. Remember, everything happens for a reason. Stay strong, and know you're not alone. <3
ImDifferentGetOverIt 2 weeks ago
@ImDifferentGetOverIt i cant spend more time with him.....he doesnt live near me but we talk all the time,at least once a day....and when i tell him what im thinking bout suicide,he tells me no....i try to be strong for everyone
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 Just know that people believe in you. Surround yourself with the people who make you happy.
ImDifferentGetOverIt 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 NOTHING and I mean NOTHING will be more horrible to ur family and friends if you leave! Sweety, dont let others put u down. Ppl r egotistical bastards and their only goal in life is to make beautiful, kind and sweet girls like urself to feel bad abt themselves only because that they are themselves victims of past or current trauma. And u said u know 1 person who would be crush if u took ur life, dude, u dont even know how lucky u r to have that 1 person!! Smile! 4 I know u can
Razanalkatkotah 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 NOTHING and I mean NOTHING will be more horrible to ur family and friends if you leave! Sweety, dont let others put u down. Ppl r egotistical bastards and their only goal in life is to make beautiful, kind and sweet girls like urself to feel bad abt themselves only because that they are themselves victims of past or current trauma. And u said u know 1 person who would be crush if u took ur life, dude, u dont even know how lucky u r to have that 1 person!! Smile! 4 I know u can
Razanalkatkotah 2 weeks ago
@Razanalkatkotah thanks :) :) :) that makes me feel better :) ill smile :)
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 Good for you :) I hope u feel better soon. Theres a wonderful future waiting for you, I just know it ;) <3
Razanalkatkotah 2 weeks ago
@Razanalkatkotah thanks and i hope ur right
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 Honey, stick in there. This is something we all go through. Don't ever think that your death will make your family happier. And know that we are all behind you. Every single one of us who commented on this comment. Life is just a huge test and by committing suicide, you're just giving up rather than showing that you CAN jump past the hurdles life throws at you.
dolphinluver4604 2 weeks ago
@dolphinluver4604 yeah.....
BeeandHidegal200 2 weeks ago
@BeeandHidegal200 no you wont make your family happier. ive been suisidal and im 12. ive got a scar now from scratching away the skin. dont do it.it always gets better, i promise you
MARILYNmanson135 1 week ago
on the last day of school for me , i moved away and when i got off the bus after school , all of my friends hugged me and said they will miss me . my friend alex cried and i cried with him. my friends looked up to me. i even said to one of my friends that if they were going to die , i will take the place. oh , and its even sadder that ive been bullied the rest of my life for no reason. :( but im not bullied anymore. thank god. my cousin died when she was a baby. i never got to meet her.
supermariocheyclone 2 weeks ago
Okay, this song is sad enough. We don't need stories making it even sadder.
Devilskilljoy 3 weeks ago
theres just so much that time cannot erase...hes not coming back, is he?
Amidalla512 3 weeks ago
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asompie1 3 weeks ago
this song makes me cry...about...well about everything.
xojackiexo123456789 3 weeks ago
My great grandma died this year of an amonia she was a real close to my family I saw her every sunday after church but I can't anymore and she was my mom's best friend and I hate seeing the pain in her eyes this song gives me an inspiration :)
scattyfan1 3 weeks ago
@scattyfan1 my grandma had amonia but i went away i thought she died until i went to her house then i saw ketchup everywhere i thought it was blood i was bawling my eyes out if your wondering what happend reply i will reply what happend 2 her:(
lizlizerika 2 weeks ago
this song brings me to tears i love it!
DominoTheEmo 3 weeks ago in playlist Epic Music!
my grandpa died on christmas this past year... i can't get over the fact that i can never see him again.. or hear his laugh... or get to talk to him about how it was like growing up. :'C
MsBloodyknuckles 3 weeks ago
im crying c': i love it!
TheMaria159357 3 weeks ago
I love this song it's so touching
booklover12381 3 weeks ago
This reminds me when i always cried alone in the bathroom and when my dog licked away my tears and my brother fighed anyone who harms me and i have marks and red spots and cuts on me and evrybody is wondering why and i lie to them.Ps i also cry and scream for no reason at night. I'm afriad to hug my mom and dad because i think they're going to kill me. And i'm immportal.
evilmonkeyboy12 3 weeks ago
never cryed this much to this song ever.
CassieAndreaJones 3 weeks ago
if your reset button is broken hers a new one 0:00 i broke mine too so dont get upset i bawled my eyes out from this song its sad and great!_!
lizlizerika 3 weeks ago
This and Rainymood...
2002tiif 3 weeks ago in playlist Sad\calming music.
this song always makes me cry
RaspberriesInCyanide 3 weeks ago
@RaspberriesInCyanide me to it reminds me of my favourite movie i will always love it its pokemon heros latias latios they took it off youtube!_! i lost it forever!_!
lizlizerika 3 weeks ago
This song is so sad, :'( I cries the first time I heard it. :)
andy1234205 3 weeks ago
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who put a bag of onions in front of me? :'(
SigalJoXD 3 weeks ago
Im a boy and yeah i cried for this :)
madirax2 3 weeks ago 13
@madirax2 I love that you can admit that:D
coldplayissuperior 3 weeks ago in playlist Evanescence
@coldplayissuperior Whit a Honor :D
madirax2 3 weeks ago
IDK Who To More Adele Or Evanescence :D
cutecookiecrunchXD 3 weeks ago
This isthe only song dat can make me cry!!!!T_T
AbegailKinaadman 3 weeks ago
i miss my granddad... he was the best granddad ever..... he died febuary 22nd 2011, it still haunts me when i last saw him, the last i saw him talking was the sunday the week of his death......
stantheman781 3 weeks ago
makes me think of me an my ex, i left him after a year and a have because i got scared that it was so real and my sisters were making me think he was a dick when all he did was love me. i hate myself for it but we will most likely get back together. if ANY one would like to talk or anything message me, i am a good listener
livelifeloudKatie 3 weeks ago
my ex left and we were together for 6 years! He is still my best friend and I still love him. I love you Keith Allen Jensen!
HisPassionPrincess 3 weeks ago
....... T his song is for my um...... friend, Jason Waters. He is in Germany (Air Force), and will be gone for 15 years. He is my life, Ash is too though. o_o"
MistyLeeKetchum 3 weeks ago
Thumbs Up If, Your Here Because Of The Book,
I Heart You You Haunt Me... :D
eaturskittles 3 weeks ago
@eaturskittles NO but I want to read it! Who is it by?
LightiningLove77 3 weeks ago