Added: 11 months ago
From: MsAgnosticatheist
Views: 13,614
Sort by time | Sort by thread (beta)

Link to this comment:

Share to:

All Comments (287)

Sign In or Sign Up now to post a comment!
  • Seriously people, look at all those the jws assholes youtuber below,above this comment, and on other videos. Look at how jws respond to people when they talk about their OWN works. The Watchtower's work is never ever mention on their part. Do you want to join a cult full of assholes? Keep those people off your property.

  • Stop bitching on her, shes expressing her story to us to tell her all the problems she went through and it pretty much has ruined her life its true that they do lie to us they try to keep the dark side of it secret to us, if you research it you can see how much they lie to us not only yourself but the elders too they dont no whats going on. Im the same as her i was brought up in the truth and it has ruined my life in so many ways, i have depression and mental illness just cause of this.

  • pooo on you put my ass your face and poo on u mmake you smely you american you dont know what your talking about lol your lost and your too dum to get it

  • She obviously has not lived life to see through her own eyes, and she appears to think JW's are a Cult. Define a Cult. Further the idea what a Cult stands for and leads to and look at history of other Cults and do the math. Mind control? hahaha! ok ok.... this girl needs better direction in her own life before she judge anything.

  • live and learn, here is her answer to why life is what it is. 1 john 5:19

  • hHhHhahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh­hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

  • she just want to be bitchy and the rest of her generation hehehe

  • I would like to make a proposition.

    We have *LOTS* of JW's commenting on here, "claiming to fight for Jehovah".

    And yet *NOT* one face.

    If you *ARE* a Jehovahs Witness fighting for truth, unmask yourself.

    Because, I *KNOW* that you post in fear, & that's why you hide.

  • no more watchtowers for me...

  • And for people to say that we are brainwashed is very harsh, I have been brought up to respect people, be polite, have very high morals and to basically do the best to my ability. People always comment on how polite and caring I am. I have never been forced into going to meetings or the ministry. I appreciate that not everyone has had it easy growing up as a JW, but atleast we don't agree with war and harming others. I'm just putting my point across, not trying to convert anyone.

  • @lulucelou

    A.K.A "BRAINWASHED".

  • The religion isn't for everyone, but it doesn't mean that life gets easier. Several people I know who have left the religion have ended up sleeping around, having kids at young ages and then turn out to be really fake, wheras my friends in the religion are always honest with me. I know you have to be careful, and yes there are the few who will go totally over the top and shun you, which I do not agree with at all, but that's up to the individual, that's not Jehovah's fault. x

  • You are a wonderful, strong, articulate young women. I congratulate you for your choice. It must have been so hard. My father is trapped in the JW cult and it makes me very sad that I seem unable to release him

  • AgnosticAtheist? I'm sure they'll say you never were a real JW at heart.

  • Hi. I was raised in a jehovah's witness household as well. Listening to you talk was like hearing someone talk about my child hood. I would really like to talk to you more about this- It would be great to talk to someone who can realte to me... I stopped being a JW when I was 12. There was so much disfunction, heartache and abuse in my family.

    I would love to hear more about what you've been through- I''m a great listener. My heart goes out to you.

  • Glad you broke free from their indoctrination.

    If you want to know the truth join the club, many of us want to know as well but in a world filled with lies, coverups and mind control its is very difficult.

  • You did good sweetie! It's very hard to break free, I left 12 years ago. Well actually, the JWs made up some lie and disfellowshipped me without ever meeting or telling me! The "disowning" thing is total blackmail! It should be blood before beliefs :) Offspring should not be kicked out because they decided to make their own decisions instead of a blindly allowing a cult led by men. Check this group on FB for help: Ex-Jehovah's Witness Recovery Group 3! Hang in there, you are loved! Love & Light

  • The truth is in JEsus christ my friend. Glad you are not with the JWs they are misleading and liars . The truth is in the real bible in the real JEsus christ . Hes joy and freedom and redemption. look to him and read his true word. Science is another way that the devil uses to turn people from christ and the truth of the bible KJV for example not the JW bible, they have altered their scriptures to fit their RELIGION. do that research and the research about how the devil lies to you .MEDIA !

  • @funbylucy You are no better than a JW. Why would you tell this girl the same thing she's been hearing since she was child. I don't claim to know the truth about God, all I know is that God wouldn't want us to fight each other over our own interpretations of his "word" which was clearly written by the hand of man just like JW did when they wrote their own. I believe in love, compassion,tolerance, and justice for all ppl regardless of their beliefs that is what makes this country great

  • Hang in there, Kiddo. I disassociated myself from the JW in 1996 and went through a spiritual desert for a while. You are on the right track; all religion is a product of man. Spirituality is a gift from God, which is akin to your statement regarding buddhism. Exercise, find a support group, you are loved.

  • Sweety I feel sorry for you,hope u find your way. Please stop spreading lies about jehovahs witnesses...it not cool

  • Mby jesus can help you with those mental issues...

  • Congrats, kid. You broke the mental chains they had put on you. Now, a lot of thinking , studying is in order. The only true church is out there. Your task is to find it. I had a similar experience. Just do not rush to conclusions.

  • Your not an X Jehovahs wittness, because you never were a JW... false title

  • try to help her out of that organization without her never coming back seeing as how everytime she comes over, she's accompanied by a fellow jws? I really do care for her cause she's really nice and would hate for her to go through wat u went through, i wanna speak truth to her, but dunno how, please help.

  • wow! i can relate to alot of what u said, i have alot of those problems, low self esteem, social anxiety, things of that nature, though i was never a jw, there is this jws girl that comes to my house occasionally that im interested in but of course i am not one of them so wat can i do to

  • Please send me a message through YouTube. I'd like to talk about your experiences and mine as a JW.

  • I just watched your video and I hope that you are ok. I was raised to as a JW. I stopped going to meetings when I was about 16, when I could choose on my own. My mother was and still is a JW. My father was not, rather he was a non practicing Catholic. My father has since passed away. I do have a very good relationship with my mother still. I'm 34 now and don't affiliate myself with any religion. I'm doing ok, though I blamed my mother for a lot of social anxiety that have now. Don't get me wro

  • Try praying to JESUS for help thats your only hope!!!

  • A friend of mine was a JW for 22years. Her life is in a difficult downward spiral now, ihave a gut feeling she will rejoin. She has started to shut herself off and looks at me as the enemy (stares etc) She has not been a JW for 15 years.... I think the world of her :(

  • i am glad you broke free from the jaws of the beast. it has tried to consume me as well but i did not let it. Be strong.

  • I also credit science for "saving my soul from religion". I think you'll find inspiration from philhellenes videos. Your story is so much like mine. It was discovering that humanity really is much older than 6,000 years that started the collapse of my whole worldview. Now I'm free from the Tower, but it hurts still. How much have you learned about biological evolution btw? It is amazing!!!

  • Welcome home, I knew you'd come to your sense and come back to me. Let's eat and drink, for tomorrow we shall die, especially when Jehovah destroys my system and all of us. So let's have fun! With Eternal Hatred, Satan the Devil AKA Beelzebub P.S. Great choice!

  • I am glad you found strength to leave the cult, all of religions are false, there is propably no god at all, all we have is our inteligence, human morals based on mutual respect , law and science. Dont feel alienated, you are young and beautiful person, you will find many friends and love in your life, educate yourself and this will make you a stronger and more confident person. i wish you all the best!

  • why are you wispering?

  • I'm happy that you've found yourself! It's better to find out what you believe when you're young and not go through so much heart ache later in life.

  • The Antichrist works through the papacy, the pope and his cardinals most, but in through other sects as well. In the whatchtower society and through the mormons he's also working. Jesus Christ is the only way to heaven!

  • Thank you for your video. Please don't let a messed up cult like the Jehovah's Witnesses separate you from the love of a God who loves you and cares about you. I gather you reject that idea, but don't look to an organization for answers. Rather ask God to reveal Himself to you. After all He made the stars and galaxies you see at night, and a God that can do that, certainly knows about you and your struggles. Blessings, JWP

  • Thanks everyone I'm glad that my story helped you feel less alone. I wanted to remove it from view to avoid anyone I know finding out about it and leading to problems in my life and possibly losing a job offer or family member that is a JW. But since so many of you find it helps I will leave it up. Thanks for the support!

  • @MsAgnosticatheist i'm an ex-jw too

    it is the best thing you made in your life to go out of this destructive sect

  • @MsAgnosticatheist r z i m dot org

  • I understand everything that you are feeling!!! I felt and kinda still feel that way but I have no clue how to change things

  • Great video!

  • Thank you for sharing your story. Believe me you are not alone in how you feel.

  • Listening to you is like listening to s recording of my own thoughts and feelings. For me self-esteem is nearly non-existent, and though subsided I still live with some fear of being shunned (I however am baptized). Depression is also a daily struggle.

  • I deal with a lot of social anxiety after leaving myself. It's not easy. In many ways I feel like I'm working at something that my peers did years ago. But it's getting better and easier to deal with. If you haven't already, check out some of the exJW recovery groups on facebook. There are lots of awesome people on, and it's a great place to vent and discuss how you're feeling.

    peace

  • very realist and sincer...... free think good point .....and like myself find the truth supreme .......just science but with full empathy it's perfect combination and don't forghet explore all , but first you god(brain) ask them ,comunicate with him , do this in the sensitive mood ......see you :))))

  • I keep trying to write a comment. I can't. There are no words. You nailed it on the head. Everything that is terrible about my life is from that cult. My lack of education, my inability to handle people, my fear of being left alone, the aggravation of mental illness... Shit. Thank you. Thank you so much for making this video. I know how hard it is, but thank you. The mere fact that you're alive gives me hope for myself. Thank you. Thank you.

  • Please continue to play big, MSAgnosAth. The WT has no answer for absolute contempt. They have no answer for standing up for yourself. Don't be intimidated by the cult members. They are only jealous of your strength.

  • YOU ARE VERY CLOSED MINDED AND NEGATIVE. STOP MAKING UP LIES, DONT BELIEVE EVERYTHING U HEAR, FIND THE TRUTH FOR YOURSELF. I FEEL BAD FOR YOU, I WILL PRAY FOR YOU. JEHOVAH WITNESSES TEACH FROM THE BIBLE DONT JUST TALK AND TALK WITH NO EVIDENCE LIKE YOU ARE DOING.

  • @pray4haters637 I want to publicly affirm MsAgnAth. I am very proud of her. She is a smart young woman and I want to support her in spirit. She has an awesome way of expressing herself and i want to support her to continue. "To your own self be true" - it's often said. I am praying for your continued success and peace of mind in all of your endeavors. I am sending you good thoughts and prayers (for you) and for all of the people coming out of this cult. May god bless u as he has me

  • @pray4haters637

    FIND THE TRUTH FOR YOURSELF, indeed. I suppose it must be done within the confines of Watchtower literature. It is their stance that in order to properly understand 'the Truth', it must be done exclusively through the organization, or am I wrong?

  • Keep strong, Good for you for thinking for yourself and not just accepting what other people tell you to. I can relate to you with the social anxiety and depression also the feeling of isolation and not fitting in. You are not alone!

  • I am really proud of you and I really like your videos. 50 percent of education is the social contacts we make and the people we meet. You speak with wisdom far beyond your years. Please take good care of yourself. Take care of the people who matter most to you. Be true to yourself. Don't let the power of doom mongering and guilt players have one moment of your time. God bless you. I am praying for you and sending you positive affirmations in you journey.

    Amen.

  • It's a pretty powerful irony that after listing your mental illness(es), you go on to speak with such clarity and power about some pretty deep things.. I don't mean to minimize the challenges you have, but I'm really so proud of you without even knowing you. You are facing reality head-on, despite it being a particularly shitty reality. The hilarious part is that YOU are supposedly the crazy one? Please.

    First priority: One by one, surround yourself with people who would never abandon you.

  • I so admire your strength, I can only imagine the struggle you have and are still going through, but keep at it, you will be fine. You have now found your truth and that is what matters. The world is what we make of it.

  • The Psychological issues that stem from JW organization are devastating. I hope that you grow and move pass these things. You can do it. My children did after I left : )

  • Great Videos!!

  • u want the real truth??is that wat u call it?? go to a church where people start yelling and falling on the ground like possums getting the so called holy spirit. thats scary. they've been touched but not by god. or go to a catholic church. work ur ass off and then ur forced to pay money for the pastors so they can make payments on their mercedes benz. JW do all this voluntarily. truth hurts woman. its even sadder to see all these youtube people fallin for ur words..

  • My heart breaks for you...but keep looking for the truth. Don't let the lies you've been told taint your perception.

    Most religions have to WORK to earn their way into Heaven...True Christianity understands that Jesus did all the work on the cross. It is finished.

    Check out some informative youtube videos in your search:

    the fuel project

    the truth project

    180 movie

  • JW is a horrible thing. Godbless you and I hope you are happy now. Jesus Loves you. My Aunt and Uncle are Jehovahs witness and they are brainwashed.

  • I have an aunt in there, and was once in love with a girl who was or still is. My mom joined one time as well. I was able to resist all those times, but the time I almost fell in was from an online Bible translation that was presented as objectively translated, however turned out to be a trap. WT goes for your mind, where LDS goes for your heart. 2 fronts we have to be aware of.

  • But seriously, I'm glad you realized what you were in.

  • I was a Jehovah Witness for many many years......I can so relate to everything Your saying.

  • Dawh, Youve worked it out for what it is perfectly. Its so difficult to recover from.

    Those in it are preconditioned to regect all unpermitted negative thaughts to do with it, and will reject you too if it comes to it. Those who've never been touched by it think its 'quaint' or at worst just a bit wacky. They dont get it. And there are so few ex JWs u think your the mad one.

    My sister and I have had to live with the same fears of abandonment for many years.

    Youre doing a great job miss.

  • FINALLY someone I can relate to!

  • Can barely hear you. did you have to sneak out to make the video in the middle of the night?

  • @CaptainArrrgh lmao!

  • @blwtheblue Well I didn't mean to start ridicule. I just thought maybe she was still living with a family trapped up in the tower.

  • Well done for getting out,  you will find most people will suffer with some sort of mental imbalenced in their lives but life goes on and its worth remembering you have a lot of years to experience to enjoy, happiness and newness...

  • Did you know that the founder of the Jehovahs witnesses Charles Taze Russell was a 33rd degree Mason? And the 1st Kingdom hall had an Egyptian Pagan symbol above the front door? later removed! The new world transations is another way of saying New World Order! His tomb stone is a Pyramid! All religion was created to controll man! The world is partly held back in the bronze ages by people who still believe in Magic!

  • @look4urself The first 2 sentances are true, but after that you just drop all credibility with that NWO crap. And even more so when you go around just pasting this same thing.

  • @CaptainArrrgh posting is to comunicate. and people who dont yet understand or know about or lets say are still in denial about the "NWO thing" are sheep! Theres nothing pretend about what the controlling powers of the world are doing to us, to us all! theres so much knowledge about this that you only need researce to see it! to deny it is beyond foolish!

  • @look4urself I know there is something like that going on, but repetition causes something to lose its spark. Besides that, looking for the same human perpetrators behind everything, requires severe paranoia to override the natural suspension of disbelief. Do you have a main base page where we can discuss this?

  • I have been through that too and feel exactly the same. So many lies! I agree with everyting you say! AND YOU ARE RIGHT! Trusts yourself and move on, don't stop halfway You had the strenght to leave, you have the power to take control of your emotional life.

  • your just crazy you said it yourself.. God bless you child!

  • i know what you mean was raised a Jehovah whiteness.and i found that you should believe everything and nothing at all.

  • Yes "Worse than Waco" can't even compare to the blood guilty hands of the watchtower

  • You make excellent videos. Thanks for making people think. 

    God bless...

  • Thank you for sharing this.

  • u are a dumb bitch , satan got u brainwashed

  • u are a dumb bitch , satan got u brainwashed 

  • @littleCUBA1 who's stupid now little gangster???? by the looks of your profile satan got you bent over

  • @twLabrador satan got me bent over are u serious ?stfu ,just because of my music ? lmfao

  • @littleCUBA1 yes there g uint

  • @littleCUBA1 Your comment belongs more like on will smiths daughter lil skank in progress videos!

  • @littleCUBA1 I think that did happen to somebody here. If you think she's wrong now, it isn't her.

  • Docmathu:Hahaha im sorry that was Hilarious!

  • Everything you mentioned I can relate to. I was also raised as one by my grandparents who adopted me when I was two. That, on top of some personal stuff happening when I was a baby, it did not help my case much. I made some "wordly" friends over the years but I never had a "true" friend, nor have I ever had a relationship before. I'm 21 now and I've just taken one day at a time and at least for me come to accept that I may have to take the solo road for my life.

  • @Chris22090 You don't have to be alone. Many people who escaped have consolidated.

  • I hope she finds the truth..Jesus The Christ.

  • Are all apostates sex cases ?

  • @Batempathy NOPE not for the most part. You see the molesters or pedophiles are usually still elders governing body members still employed by the watchtower puppet masters. Now what they call apostates are usually anyone who voices or stands up for the truth and the watchtower "must have unity at ALL COSTS" so they say eat the dirty "meat" we're shoving down your throat or we'll ruin your life every way possible.

  • @Batempathy A lot of that goes on, so many who stay are too.

  • I am glad you are out of JW. It's a cult and I believe God opened your eyes to save you. JW exudes a spirit of fear and if you don't line up with them you will be shuned. You do not have mental illness! God made you to know Him and have a real loving relationship with Him. Draw near to God and read the King James Version not the Jehovah witness Bible which has been corrupted.

    Psalm 62:8 Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Selah.

  • @carolLDickinson Well it's not just corrupted, like by mistake. If you pull on each string where they made a change, it soon becomes apparent, that it was with purpose. For one thing, knowing where they made the changes, gives them limited areas to contend on. And fresh people flowing through there all the time make it easy to downplay all the times people leave cause they figure it out.

  • @CaptainArrrgh we need to pray for the JW... and when they come to the door don't let them in your house because they come with another doctrine and the Bible tells us not even to greet them or tell them God's speed... for it would be partaking with them in their ways... but instead tell step outside and tell them what you do know from God's Word. I researched JW... and now I know what to say to them.

  • @carolLDickinson Thanks. I'm glad my Mom got out, But my aunt is in it for life I guess. The best way, I suppose, to help them out is to pray that you'll have the right attitude when meeting them. Let them see the love in your heart that can never come from looking down on people.

  • Yes...you are right... we are to love them... but not only love them... tell them the truth from God's Word. If they don't listen... then keep praying for them. It is a cult. They are blinded by a kind of unspoken fear... which makes it even worse...cause then if they do have questions... they are afraid to ask them... so it is like an endless cycle. Actually I feel very sorry for them. They must be very lonely not being able to ask questions... but instead just to be like good little robots :/

  • u didnt leave. u got kicked out. cuz u a slut. they are kind enough to say fornicator. u are a hoe. im a DFed myself

  • @docmathu You're a dead set throw away job......... JW or not, you're not worthy of the maggots that will eat your eyeballs.....God's love :)

  • I'm proud of you MsAgnosticatheist. You have come to the same conclusions I have about the org, and the bible itself. So much is wrong with the bible, and a perfect God would never have let Genesis jump off like that. The crazy thing is that you're not even baptized, & the family is shunning already. I got baptized, so mine is "supposed" to shun me. Such bullshit. Keep doing you, and you'll be vindicated everytime they have another failed doctrine, and every year Armegeddon doesn't happen.

  • Comment removed

  • @dudew8 - She doesn't hate her family, nor the other members under the mind control of the organization. And that's what matters. She dislikes the mind control governing her familys' bone-headed decisions. Ex Jw's know that it's not the JW rank and file who are the source of the mind control. The WT society are.

    When you have a con man wanting your hard earned money, do you choose to be guillable, or do you choose to use skeptisism? It's not all logical...just use discernment.

  • @dudew8 It's always funny when WT people claim not to be, but use the specific language that reveals it.

  • **** ‘Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.’-Jermiah 33:3. This is a Promise Jesus made and he never fails to show up!***

  • fight the good fight dont give up. the bible is the word of God ask him to teach you himself

  • @supersman2000 Amen

  • JW is not true Christianity. It is a false gospel and is itself a demon doctrine. Please don't throw off all of Christianity because of the way the Jehovah's Witnesses treated you. In true Christianity there is forgiveness and grace. We're broken people who have many faults but Christ is the center and he is our example. Please consider reading the Bible again and let it speak for itself. Jesus is calling you out of this world to be his and his alone. Flee from sin and turn to Christ. God bless!

  • The whole abstain from blood was never human blood but animal sacrificial blood.. Since when was the people of God carnevours..any blood cleaning they did was ANIMAL blood..stupid JW...not even the Jews believe in this doctrine that the JW preach..

  • Wow you and me have lot in common .. i get depression and crap you going thru plus i was force to go jw church when since i was a baby..it's something i didn't believe in i wanted freedom thinking..as a kid i love draw monster and stuff but my mom made me believe all those things are wrong. all my childhood i wanted to kill myself since everything i like was consider wrong or to demonic..in fact i had go thru therapy

  • Comment removed

  • Im so sorry for what youve been through..Im disfellowshipped and ive been trying to go back after ten years..All i can say is that regardless We are ALL imperfect...Ive been through hardships as well,and there is No perfect JW,thats why I cant base it on other people or their opinions,im not going to the KHalls for THEM..with all the horrible things that are going on in the world,the LIES for Greed and power while so many suffer and die ..it just all makes sense to me..I hope u find happiness!

  • anxiety is a feeling like hot or cold or hunger.it will always go away.

    gl

  • @cooper79jeffr: I got your msg & you asked if I'm saying she's blind, no, she is fully aware of her decision. My brother is agnostic, once he turned 18, stopped going to meetings. He is not shunned, JW's people follow closely in Jesus footsteps & Jesus loved mankind.Our publications are tools we use to enhance learning. As for the blood issue we have many other alternatives to blood that studies show that are safer then blood. So I for 1 am proud to be 1 of JW's & serve the 1 true God.

  • @goobienpapasmom the one that lives in Pleades?

  • @borissman Stay & endure to the end.This is the truth.All these people cursing & bashing JW's have hatred towards us, some blame being tramatized being brought up by JW, my 3 brothers gre up in the truth & they are not bitter, when they turned 18 they made their own decisions, they are not shunned, My 2 sons were raised in the truth 1 took to it, Remember, JW's go door to door out of love for felloman & go in peace. Don't give up, the end is near. All our publications are bible based. Agape

  • @goobienpapasmom You are so lost, the Witness organization preys on weak minds & instills the corrupt teachings into the soul of each person. Witnesses are very nice people, but you are all in a fog as to what your own organization The Watch Tower and Bible Track Society does behind the scenes. You are told not to question the organization & follow what the Faithful & Discreet Slave (a group of secret men) dish out as God's Word. Remember Man is imperfect, yet you follow the Slave as u would God

  • @goobienpapasmom When you go back to the car, what do you say to each other about those people in the nice house? And why do you only come when the weather is nice?

  • people don't abandon relatives because they want to, they just realize that if i keep my ties with this individual I'll be led right into destruction along side them, when people leave the organization they not only feel they need to leave but talk crap and come up with their own reasons as to why others should leave,and for what just to be a lost atheist with no hope what so ever? i know better than listen to some undecisive heathen that has nothing better to but stumble others, just like satin

  • @TheRastafarian23 better to go to hell once than twice.

  • dont worry about it girl you dont need to be in an organised religion to recieve jesus christ my mum is a jw and i have learnt all the bible through her and it makes the most sence you cant argue the jw interpritation but the born agains and catholics very confusing beliefs

  • What are the difference between JW and Moslem since they both are willing to kill themselves for their organization?

  • @leeysang How r JW willing to kill themselves? If your going to say because we don't take blood, well let's get informed. The bible states to abstain from blood. A commandment from our Creator. Now, just bcause we don't take blood means we are wanting to die. There are alternatives to blood, some doctors prefer not to use it. There has been bloodless open heart surgury done. I think your confusing us with other catholics condoning & blessing war against their people of their same religion. hmm?

  • @goobienpapasmom If you read that from the Bible without other literature to spin it, it would appear that abstaining from blood means, in some cases, not to kill, and in others, not to eat your meat too rare.

  • Listen it is all your choice you can do anything you want to its your life your choices

  • My parents would always tell me that to them god came first and I came second. They told me that if I loved them more then god I was sinning.

  • I know how you feel it hurts when they start to hate you. I was indoctrinated, when I began to ask why they betrayed me I considered killing myself... it hurts to know that my entire youth was wasted time ill never get back. You have a friend in me.

  • I am so sorry you have experienced so much pain. I know because I left the JW 31 years ago. Please know you are loved, from a fellow EX JW. I have come through what you are living now but what has given me strength is knowing things like John 3:16 is really true. I don't want to preach at you just know there is love and people who care!!

  • Barbara Harrison's entire book is on line for free.

  • go to college get a teacher you can talk to, your ramblings are basic KH and JW 101. I was taught that also. I hear you. YOU are not crazy, promise self to get school and get a pay check. and YOUR life. do it. trust self and trust school. yes I hear you. it will iron out at college.

  • book you would enjoy called "I'm Perfect, You're Doomed" by K. A. on amazon books, I do not think you have any illness I think you are young was in the KH and you were Awake...GET COLLEGE.....you made some very through videos you can put sentences together, you are NOT crazy. just get job skills, medical billing classes from community college pays well for the money out......you are young enough to have a happy rest of your life, yes old testiment is the blood thirsty book I ever read at KH.

  • PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON THE BIBLE...TAKE A CLOSER LOOK AT NEW TEST AND REALLY LOOK AT THE ROLE JESUS PLAYED.....JUST SAYING

  • You are not alone. Keep your head up and never go back. Don't forget that God loves you and He will hear your prayers. Ask him to continue to show you the truth about this religion and to take your fears concerning them away. I did and it worked. I left after 29 years and haven't looked back. God bless you.

  • Ms, the Bible is not false, just the watchtower version and pretty much everything that spews out of the JW's mouths is false as well. Don't let your past come between you and your joy, that is only found in Jesus Christ. You gained life by leaving the cult down at the "Hall" and their "meetings", they don't call it church because it isn't church. It's all rhetorical nonsense and brainwashing which has simply deceived you from the truth. I hope you see that one day, I pray you seek the truth.

  • Ignorance is at such an extreme level in the JW movement, it truly is a shame that JW's say people ex-communicate themselves when they leave the cult of JW, but in fact they are ex-communicating themselves from reality. They never cease to amaze me with their closed minds and uneducated ideology. IGNORANCE= JW.

  • I feel your pain. Officially, I'm still "in God's light", but I'm actually an agnostic. I too have been disillusioned by what I learned on the internets, but I was able to take it in anyways (at least, much better than how I'd imagine how you took it). However, this reminds me of a quote by Karl Marx: "Religion is the Opium of the People." In this case, you and I both stopped taking the opium (Jehovah's Witnesses indoctrination) and took the pain, yet accepted it as part reality.

  • they brain wash and hurt u mentally and emotionaly so bad that when u drive past a kingdom hall all the bad memories come back. For example a soldier that has been in combat will have night mares and such problems their whole life from it. Likewise being an ex witness stays w/ u sadly. But i can say im far happier being rid of that religion than i would be if i were still in it!!!! :)

  • MY bible says: John 4.3: Be aware there are ass fuckers out there,unbeknown to him they comes forth out of the Catholic Church.I sayeth unto you behold the catholic ass fucker is amongst you.

  • @umfums Every cult has those. Just as soon as they find out they can get away with it.

  • @borissman One more thing - I think that many people who accuse JWs of being a cult often either belong to other faiths or denominations which clash with JWs in doctrine (an example being those who also take issue with JWs denying the teaching of the Trinity), or are heated anti-theists, who see many religions as a means of control, and see a committed, zealous group like JWs as a particular example of this.

    What I'm saying is to also note any motive behind what one may say. Best wishes

  • @borissman 'i kinda can't decide whether to stay or leave the organization. any advice?'

    The best advice I could give is not to rely too heavily on the opinion of either side, whether JWs or ex-JWs, but to look at each side objectively with an open mind. Don't accept everything at face value, continue to do research (preferably from objective sources, but that's difficult in such a heated topic), and if you're still spiritual, pray for guidance.

    Just some objective guidelines I could suggest :)

  • Bully for you! There are plenty of folks who appreciate individualism, honesty, balance, and critical thinking, They're often

    more family than family.

  • Wow, your honesty and sincerity is refreshing. I can identify with a lot of what you recount here. The tipping point for me was the idea that an almighty and knowing god would want to discourage education. And 20+ years after gradually abandoning their isolating, delusional fantasies I've never come across any "world" that bears the slightest resemblance to the one that the WT organization likes to portray.

  • @krismorelock Yeah it should be a tipping point for anyone to know there was fear of you learning something.

  • YOU'RE SMOKING TOO MUCH CRACK!

  • crack head

  • Ok first of all I am a Jehovah's Witness and I wanted to say thats

  • I hope you stay positive and heal yourself there is a lot out here to help you, get into some natural healing and meditation or yoga to gain strength. Even if you become a buddist that is great what ever it takes to heal your soul and become one with the universe.

    JWs are false all the deaths they have caused over the many many years are being exposed to people in there, but so many are taught to run away from anyone speaking against it and this is why it continues to blind people.

  • its funny how i sometimes talk to JW and whenever i ask them if god loves u and is almighty why does he even allow suffering?it makes no sense...if i love my kids and someone tries to hurt them i will tear them apart with no regret whatsoever so i will not allow a "devil " to exist to fuck around with my kids and expect to be honoured and loved....bullshit :)).......you are a beautiful young lady.screw the religious freaks u are what u are and people like me will accept u so chill ,forget them

  • @Proxenetumatii 'its funny how i sometimes talk to JW and whenever i ask them if god loves u and is almighty why does he even allow suffering?it makes no sense...'

    Actually that's quite a key thing that they try to answer:

    watchtower(dot)org/e/bh/articl­e_11.htm

    Whether or not you agree with the Bible or their beliefs is one thing, but they do present a Biblical explanation; it isn't a mystery to them, so to speak

  • @HardbeatAcolyte they try to answer,but fail to do so, like u did

  • @Proxenetumatii Actually I personally think they present a good case, Biblically-speaking (again, whether or not you agree with it is another thing). What makes you think that they have failed in their answer? It seems pretty coherent to me

    How have I failed to answer? I haven't even attempted to personally explain it