as for that other stuff. never happened to me but to people i care about including sum that i was inlove wit. probly inappropiate to talk bout in detail on here, but thats the reason y ur video is almost bout to make me cry. so many hav opened up to me bout being raped, dont kno y. i usualy giv great advice on things but on that, sometimes i feel like i dont kno wut to say cept i want to beat the hell out of whoever did it. also feel u bout being judged. i got a lot to say but no room on here
i aint ben on ur page in a long time. i only came to see ur last video wich i thought would b bout locs but turned out to b some deep shit. my eyes started watering up around 19 minutes. i feel u on the pills, im suppose b on seroquel for an anger problem but only took those like a week. my first heart brake was probly the only time i was depressed to the point that i might need profesional help, like was crying non-stop, every where, class, in my soccer games, balled up on my floor.
i had the same issues with the pills.....i took them for a month...and stopped when one day i wanted to just take the whole bottle...i threw them away
you really went deep and shared so much in this vid. thanks for offering your own experience and warmth to suckermc and anyone else experiencing similar things who would watch this. it does make it easier knowing that there are other people who can relate. blessings as you continue your own journey.
I don't know why I'm sayin this, but do you realize how amaizingly beautiful you are? It's mesmorizing to me. Like I see alot of pretty girls, even here in Jamaica. But something about you is just captivating. Just couldn't hold it in any longer :)
i applaud you for doing that for another person...that says alot about your character...more people like you are needed in the world..sorry to hear about your past...but i can see you are a strong person to open up and let it be known...stay strong and god bless
@BooCJones ay thanx so much for that! more meez in the world? i always say that...lol i will say like this...im not as strong as most think i am, but stronger than i give myself credit for...make sense? but yea i didnt want her to feel she was the only one or like noone had her back. u dont have to know a person to be there for them, help and support....digg? thankyou so much tho. ( :c)
@dadamdada23 noooo i think your stronger than you think you are..your a strong woman, i can tell. Going through life experinces shapes people into who they are or what their going to be...and you have strong written on your forehead...and i agree 100% with not having to know a person to be ther for them..like i said..more you's are needed..stand tall. i love seeing strong black women..and i know one named dadamdada..lol..take care
So yes, when people make such a statement, they fail to dismantle it and disambiguate it. They fail to say to themselves okay why is she saying it and not doing... well maybe she sees a bit of hope and just needs a life/ helping hand. And thats ignorance. It is.
Yes as far as killing oneself. You are sooooo right about people saying "oh please if they wanted to they would" Yes, and thats what blows me. Im looking for help before I do reach the point of numbness! I have always seen my life as 50/50 *& Lately it has been 60/40 with 60 being the failed end. The last thing I want is to slip below that. And that I am looking for ways to bring me upward. Yes I have thought about suicide before, but it has never gotten this low, so I was worried.
Commenting as I listen: Oh man the first thing that you said about a person blowing all your business back in your face is something that I am totally familiar with as well. That person is the person that brings the gun to a knife fight. .....You are really good with words. So far you had me hitting the dictionary just a few times.....Sorry to hear about the Kidney disease. =/ As for the medication. I screwed up by taking that route.
Oooh my lord Jesus gurl...i am soooo sorry...i spend a lot of time inda house, and alone 2....i jus don't like bein out like that......U r beautiful, inside and out. & I pray that u b alright sis. In Jesus name...
@CreaTiveNaTive73 yes girl...i go thru it to this day, trying to learn to let go, deal, and cope...if people really pay attention to my vids i tend to look tired, worn out, lack of sleep, its stress and depression and yes lack of sleep. but i tend to come on here and try n brush all that aside for youtube. but this video was for SuckerMC1985 ...shes really goin thru somethin bad right now and how i can soooooooooooo relate. and im really feeling for her right now...but thanx girl ( :c)
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as for that other stuff. never happened to me but to people i care about including sum that i was inlove wit. probly inappropiate to talk bout in detail on here, but thats the reason y ur video is almost bout to make me cry. so many hav opened up to me bout being raped, dont kno y. i usualy giv great advice on things but on that, sometimes i feel like i dont kno wut to say cept i want to beat the hell out of whoever did it. also feel u bout being judged. i got a lot to say but no room on here
ravenklesk 4 months ago
i aint ben on ur page in a long time. i only came to see ur last video wich i thought would b bout locs but turned out to b some deep shit. my eyes started watering up around 19 minutes. i feel u on the pills, im suppose b on seroquel for an anger problem but only took those like a week. my first heart brake was probly the only time i was depressed to the point that i might need profesional help, like was crying non-stop, every where, class, in my soccer games, balled up on my floor.
ravenklesk 4 months ago
i had the same issues with the pills.....i took them for a month...and stopped when one day i wanted to just take the whole bottle...i threw them away
MusicINnee 6 months ago
you really went deep and shared so much in this vid. thanks for offering your own experience and warmth to suckermc and anyone else experiencing similar things who would watch this. it does make it easier knowing that there are other people who can relate. blessings as you continue your own journey.
lilme2me 8 months ago
I don't know why I'm sayin this, but do you realize how amaizingly beautiful you are? It's mesmorizing to me. Like I see alot of pretty girls, even here in Jamaica. But something about you is just captivating. Just couldn't hold it in any longer :)
kingjevvypimppanther 8 months ago 3
@kingjevvypimppanther LOL ! THANKYOU! lol im all embarrassed now... lol and ur accent is killin me!!!! love jamaican accents!
dadamdada23 8 months ago
You know that you're my girl. I love you you're the bomb!!!!!
naturally4us 8 months ago
i applaud you for doing that for another person...that says alot about your character...more people like you are needed in the world..sorry to hear about your past...but i can see you are a strong person to open up and let it be known...stay strong and god bless
BooCJones 8 months ago
@BooCJones ay thanx so much for that! more meez in the world? i always say that...lol i will say like this...im not as strong as most think i am, but stronger than i give myself credit for...make sense? but yea i didnt want her to feel she was the only one or like noone had her back. u dont have to know a person to be there for them, help and support....digg? thankyou so much tho. ( :c)
dadamdada23 8 months ago
@dadamdada23 noooo i think your stronger than you think you are..your a strong woman, i can tell. Going through life experinces shapes people into who they are or what their going to be...and you have strong written on your forehead...and i agree 100% with not having to know a person to be ther for them..like i said..more you's are needed..stand tall. i love seeing strong black women..and i know one named dadamdada..lol..take care
BooCJones 8 months ago
"You on some crzy white people stuff" Yes It is ignorance. I have gotten that from people as well.
SuckerMC1985 8 months ago
So yes, when people make such a statement, they fail to dismantle it and disambiguate it. They fail to say to themselves okay why is she saying it and not doing... well maybe she sees a bit of hope and just needs a life/ helping hand. And thats ignorance. It is.
SuckerMC1985 8 months ago
Yes as far as killing oneself. You are sooooo right about people saying "oh please if they wanted to they would" Yes, and thats what blows me. Im looking for help before I do reach the point of numbness! I have always seen my life as 50/50 *& Lately it has been 60/40 with 60 being the failed end. The last thing I want is to slip below that. And that I am looking for ways to bring me upward. Yes I have thought about suicide before, but it has never gotten this low, so I was worried.
SuckerMC1985 8 months ago
Commenting as I listen: Oh man the first thing that you said about a person blowing all your business back in your face is something that I am totally familiar with as well. That person is the person that brings the gun to a knife fight. .....You are really good with words. So far you had me hitting the dictionary just a few times.....Sorry to hear about the Kidney disease. =/ As for the medication. I screwed up by taking that route.
SuckerMC1985 8 months ago
Oooh my lord Jesus gurl...i am soooo sorry...i spend a lot of time inda house, and alone 2....i jus don't like bein out like that......U r beautiful, inside and out. & I pray that u b alright sis. In Jesus name...
CreaTiveNaTive73 8 months ago
@CreaTiveNaTive73 yes girl...i go thru it to this day, trying to learn to let go, deal, and cope...if people really pay attention to my vids i tend to look tired, worn out, lack of sleep, its stress and depression and yes lack of sleep. but i tend to come on here and try n brush all that aside for youtube. but this video was for SuckerMC1985 ...shes really goin thru somethin bad right now and how i can soooooooooooo relate. and im really feeling for her right now...but thanx girl ( :c)
dadamdada23 8 months ago
@dadamdada23 Oooh, ur welcome.....
CreaTiveNaTive73 8 months ago