You need to see a psychiatrist, you have a mental illness that is affecting your body. You even say "I have two minds, one does what it wants." That is indicative of a mental disorder. Even you can see that. Get mental help and your body will follow.
Somebody told me to "just eat" today. Wow, I bet nobody with an eating disorder has ever thought of that before! Wow, you're a genius, you just cured everybody's eating disorders! Man, I really wish all the doctors and treatment centres could have thought of that.
Whoever watched these videos needs to know that her life has ended. The last time she ever made a video was in 2008.. It is 2010. She is dead. She killed herself, by not getting help. Get help if you suffer as she did. Or your life will end too.
youre gorgeous ...!! absolutely gorgeous..!! i hope you are perfectly fine..i love you both with/without makeup. Youre a good person..that should be the motto of every persons life..!!
Hmm. You need to work up a new habit/disorder that will get your mind to forget about Anarexia. Like biting your nails or drawing or OCD toward cleaning. Or you can help other people.
I don't know if you have seen it or not but go watch the movie "pay it forward" it will convince you to change the world:)
God bless to you. Your not ugly with out make up but actually more beautiful. :)
I just recently came across your blogs, and I really like you, but I also noticed that most of your vids were posted 2 to 3 years ago, so I'm fearing the worst, please post something, anything! to let us know your still with us. PLEASE
She isn't dead, she just recently (this month) posted a slide show on herself. It's called "Anorexia Nervosa, The Reality". If she died I might have an emotional breakdown. She has really touched me and opened my eyes on the truth of anorexia. Thanks Shig, you are helping me change. (:
Literally a million other people and probab;y more that KNOW that you are NOT anywhere near fat. You aren't even close to healthy. It's now not an issue of thinking you are fat, you are now at the stage of just wanting to torture yourself...you pretty much said that in this video
AND YOU ARE NOT FAT! you are beautiful and thinner than you should be.. and just to let you know- if your still alive- no matter what, you yourself will never see yourself as beautiful because we don't see ourselves as clearly as others do. So even if you don't think your skinny or beautiful theres a million other people in the world who think otherwise.
Not to pry but why do you do this and if your mother knows you are anorexic why wont she do something to help you? like send you to a rehab or something? I'm just curious..
if she is dead or not, she is my hero. I can't even explain how much we have in common..except for the fact that I'm not anorexic completely, but in the process...that sounds cliche but I stopped eating literally last week. you are beautiful. I wish I looked like you. the fact that you like bob dylan makes me respect you even more than you'll ever know. Anorexia starts with depression, which I have and she clearly does too. You can't understand it if you don't have it.
I would love to believe to that she 'is all better' and 'actually got a life now', but somehow it's a little hard to believe that after half a lifetime spent fighting the disease it should go away and everything would be fine. I don't want to insinuate that she-- you know-- died-- but somehow it's the most believable alternative.
I hope I'm wrong. Please be well, Shig O. Give us a sign of life, would you?
you are so beautiful, you should not be so insecure!!! I hope all is well with you, I know how the chills feel... starving causes extremely low blood pressure..
She didn't die! Hahaha, I know her! She has just got a life now! She has gained weight and has a boyfriend. She is too embarassed to post another message. She wants to leave her "anorexic" persona alive on youtube. Shes just left it behind. Goodriddence I say! She's happy now;)
I'm so glad shes doing better now I was actually getting worried, please let her know I am one of her viewers and am very proud that she has over come everything, and good luck in the future!! =D
Thanks for sharing about the disorder and what's is going through you.
I've felt a perfectionism that was making me very intolerant of any imperfection in myself. I found it important to make peace. Enjoy nature. Be in a loving vibrancy towards life. Growing plants helped. I also found it important to see life as a gift.
im back to ED disorder again so watching your videos again. i hope you are still alive girl. This video is so much like me in some ways thou i arent currently as bad as you are there. Today i went for a 2.5hr run in the cold and pouring rain. My common sense is overwhelmed by my need to loose weight or keep it off. So i end up doing what i know are ridiculous things. The thing is they make me feel better.
when i had the disorder all i did was dream about it and about food and that feeling of your ribs toughing the bed and the pain in the pit of your gut gives a feeling of relief and even if i wanted to eat i couldnt because i was afrid people were talking about how fat i am
It doesn't mean though, that I completely forgot about my depression or obsession with weight, it's still with me, just the intensity of feeling has faded out. I wish you to get well as soon as possible. You are very beautiful!)
Sweetheart! I understand u so much! I used to be anorexic/bulimic (mostly bulimic for 4 years) and I totally understand, what it means, when people accuse u of being fat, unpretty and down-to-earth, not recognizing (or pretending so) that u have an ED.
What I want to say you is that it IS possible to overcome your present state of mind, your feelings. It happenned to me someday...
Hi, Shigo. Just wanted to say that you're amazingly beautiful and that you inspired me in writing a speech for my class. Thank you for your frankness. Take care, sunshine, and don't ever give up.
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannn she is not replyng the comment and its been 4 month since she log in IS SHE OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???????? can some tell me pleaseeeeeeeee i add her to my email and she never log in in the messenger she is a cool girl i wana be friend of her
damn, you're fat!!!! If you had another 200lbs on you, atm you're fucking bones.... you need 50lbs to look normal...... stop psyching yourself into idiocy
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damn, even depressed fatasses are happier than you, just eat..... you wont get fat with a mindset like that, but even if you do, youi won't hate yourself as much as you do as a brittle fucking heap of bones
Hey, Shig. Just wanted to say I hope you're doing better. Noticed you actually haven't been on in a while. I hope you log back on and show us all you're okay. All of us fans, new and old, are worried about you, so please make a new video and update us on how you've been. You're in our thoughts and prayers.
hi...i just wanted to post another comment and say i hope you are well... or as well as you can be. your videos are very helpful. i am in recovery and your videos really help me. tho i have my daily struggles and reminders it is nice to know that someone is out there who feels the same as i did. or do... i just got out of the hospital one week ago yesterday... my body went into starvation mode and got pretty sick. meh... dont really wanna drag on about me... just wanted to say thank you.
i don't know, i think you are such an intelligent girl and mature, so please! continue your life, studing, listenting music, and thnking less about yourself. keep trying...good luck! (please god!or whatever)
I've seen all your video from the start, and i'd like to be by your side to help you. I love talking, discussing about difficult issues, and helping, so i feel a kind of impotence. Don't you have a good friend that has her foot on the gound which can help you? and try an specialist with experience?
it´s weird you like rock bands by the wey you dress up i gues insomnium iron maiden epica i don´t know the point is when you here lets say iron maiden´s bass player other people say hey that guys is cute or hey that guy is ugly or fat or slim but people ho think say hey i love that guy because he is a dam good bass player so you need to think i dont care about the way i look i need to care about what i do and your doing good in life and school so feel proud(don´tspeekenglishsorry forspeling
I know that you know what we're thinking, but I'll say it anyway: You're NOT fat! I know it won't help saying that but somehow I hope it'll trigger some kind of mechanism in your brain so you'll finally be able to recover from this disease.. although I don't have anorexia I kinda know how you feel.. and I really hope that you'll get better, because so you seem such a nice person..there's no ep 6? I hope you're doing alright?! Let me know?
Hi, I was very touched with your video. So I just could not comment. I know that EDs aren't about just having problems with eating. Actually they are simptoms of much complex issues in a person's life. Something that you couldn't solve well, so you go and put your frustration in food. That's how our minds work. EDs aren't a conscious choice! So, you must figure out how was your life when you first started becoming worried with food that much. How was family pressure, your friends, school?
omg stop it plz you are not fat you have never been fat! i dont know what to say to help u. just wish i knew u cus ever day i seen u i would make my goal to tell u that you are so good looking and ever bad thing anyone has ever said about u is wroung cus they are! wish i was there
Hey do you have a Myspace profile? I would love to be your friend. Don't listen to what stupid people say. They don't know what it's like to have this disorder you have. There is always going to be negative people in this world!
Your not fat, you are pretty and i understand how you feel.
Anyone who is leaving nasty comments, just delete them because u are better than that, ignore their comments because they dont care about anyone but theirselves YOUR WORTH MORE THAN ALL OF THEM PUT TOGETHER!
Your making your way through your life and thats something some people cant do!
hey Jaseface.What about you? how did you end up here then? with your beautiful life? what a cliche sentence the one you are using "get a life", sentence used by people who like making others feel less just because you feel "less" yourself. I think that girl has a life, she goes to study, and she is aware she has a problem, and she is using the mass media to share her thoughts,what is "not having a life" about it? She is just expressing herself and YOU are the one chossing to listen."get a life"
I was replying to someone who had posted a pathetic comment to her. He must've deleted it or somthing. I know this girl has a life, and i think what she's doing is brilliant.
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Opt da misconseption of beautiful outa ya mind coz u fckn luk ugly.. u know why?? coz ur a skinless zombie, u need food! Ugly cow stop makin ppl feel sory 4ya ur an ettention seeker starvd out brainles sh!t.Da brain makez u tink wat u wana tink u negative a5hole itz ur fkin mind u shud know watz rite n wrong u dum btch. U sound possesd dum cow.
Shes trying to explain to people how she feels because of her eatting disorder. FYI even the ugliest person in ur eyes is pretty in thousand of other peoples eyes. Shes not an attention seeker she needs our support to get through her life.
Her brain does make her think what she wants to think, but Anorexica is a mental illness and that effects how her mind works which controls how she thinks.
hey its me lizeth! i just wanted to know how u were,, BECAUSE I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM U ANYMORE WELL I HOPE U R FINE ILL BE PRAYING FOR U OK TAKE CARE MY BEAUTIFUL FRIEND
I've just come across your videos and i think you are very brave and very pretty, I hope you get better cause you are pretty and i think you have alot of courage to talk about it.
I'd be happy to have you as a friend, I hate people who judge, i've been there. Hope you are ok. You're cool!
darling, i'm so sorry. I feel the same way, when people say stuff and think they know what they're talking about. I however do not have anorexia. I have depression. I imagine the mindset is alot similar. I do feel a such a powerful strength of self hatred that almost can't be explained. I've had very bad days lately and wish people would leave alone and stop pressuring me to be happy for them. It'll be alright, hon. I know it's not easy. I do, really. Just keep hanging on.
This video is quite possibly my all-time favorite out of all the ones I've seen on eating disorders. Everything that you said about your perseption about the way you look, the bit about the "two brains" and all that...it's exactly the same way that I feel. And just...everything that you said, it was perfect, the wording & such.
And by the way, like the other comments have said, I think that you're a beautiful girl. I love your face/hair. I hope that you can get well <3
I wish to god that I coud give you my perspective, and let you see yourself through my eyes and not your own which are veiled by your eating disorder. Stay safe, please
YOur are so pretty and I love your hair. and if you need someone to talk to im here for you. i live in the US, but i help people all over with depression and other health problems. I am so sorry you think you are fat, ive been in that position. but trust me your not fat and you are brilliant. i know its addictive but there is hope. and I want to give you that help.
I'm glad you made these videos..and your beautiful. Just like the other comments said, stay strong, someone like you probably has one of the most supportive group of family and friends in the world.
you are not fat, you have potential to be a beautiful girl, this probably sounds nauseating, but girls are sooooo much prettier when they have curves.
i know u know these facts and you've probably run them through your head a thousand times but you say you walk all the time and exercise a lot which is helping to buil lots of muscle and when it comes time to wiegh yourself u will see that you might wiegh more than before but that is simply because muscle wieghs more than fat plus u must think of how much your bones wiegh by themselves also..so u are not fat. u just have to train your mind over again no matter how hard.
Heyy, wow you go through so much, and i can kinda understand some of it because im bulimic, im not that far into it right now, but its like, im disgusted by my image, theres so many things i want to change, and i feel gross and disapointed in myself when i eat...i will deffinately keep watching your videos, i find them very interesting, good job, and i would also like to say that i love your accent, its very pretty, and you dont look fat, your a very pretty girl:), i'll comment more later!!:)
plllzzzzzzzz dont do it i hate puking and that word is a word of hate plzzzzzz dont do it to yr self my friend died of that plzzzzz reply and if you dont just dont do that to yr self plzzzzz
as i think its so small minded that you called me rude when i was expressing my opinion AND i was expressing concern for YOUR mother-do you know what this must be doing to her? &no i dont know what anorexia is like (as im lucky enough to look after my body now and have a nice figure)-BUT im a former heroin addict which is just another self destructing selfish illness- that I chose to stop when i didnt want to hurt myself or anyone else that cared for me any longer-you have that choice too
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id so love to see you call me rude to my face-its easy behind the security of your computer, LET PEOPLE HAVE AN OPINION-ESPECIALLY ON THIS GIRL WHO CLEARLY ISNT ANOREXIC- SOMEONE WITH ANOREXIA DOESNT BROADCAST IT AND THEN HIDE BEHIND THE LIE THAT ITS 'TO HELP OTHERS' NO- ITS TO GET ATTENTION AND SYMPATHY GUYS WAKE UP
me me me me if the people like your mum who are trying to help you were as selfish as you where would you be? the woman brought u into the world for god sake
no actually its FAR FROM rude- and shall i tell you why? because i am a mother myself to a baby girl-it really isnt until you have children yourself that you realisse how special your own mum is..you are still your mums baby in her eyes and do you know what any mum would do for their babies? we would kill for them to protect,go hungry for them to eat,and give our lives for them to survive,without even questioning it...i will continue below as i want to get my point across to defend myself
Do you know why you're comment is absolutely idiotic? Because as a mother than you should know that not everything is about YOU. Obviously this girl cares about her mom, but she has a disease of the mind that has absolutely NOTHING to do with her mother. You are ignorant and really need to get some education about this subject before spouting off rude statements.
do u know whats really sad about youtube? u get sad little remarks like that from people sitting behind the security of a computer desk and who, wouldnt have the guts to say anything like that to my/or anyones face,do me a favour and dont waste your time replying to me again you dweeb coz you wont get the privilege of anymore of my attention you are so obviously seeking. i bet your a real saddo with no mates zero prospects & parents who obviously didnt give you enough of their time as a kid lol
umm dude fuck you man... i really think alot more ppl care about that one girl then you.. and she is a fkn saint so shut the hell upp and get a life.... if ya dont need her help then fuck off and stop complaining no one is makeing you watch this!
you're beautiful without makeup.
aylajj 4 months ago
search lynseys epic fall, she's not dead
skateNappreciate 9 months ago
@skateNappreciate cant find it
Zuckerveilchen 9 months ago
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so beautiful and intelligent
masquerademask92 9 months ago
if she only knew how beautiful and appealing she was
masquerademask92 9 months ago
You need to see a psychiatrist, you have a mental illness that is affecting your body. You even say "I have two minds, one does what it wants." That is indicative of a mental disorder. Even you can see that. Get mental help and your body will follow.
th3planetsghost 11 months ago
Somebody told me to "just eat" today. Wow, I bet nobody with an eating disorder has ever thought of that before! Wow, you're a genius, you just cured everybody's eating disorders! Man, I really wish all the doctors and treatment centres could have thought of that.
Katchess 11 months ago
Your beautiful with make up, and your GORGEOUS without it... I really do hope your ok ;-;
I don't want to believe you are gone... give us a sign?
SuicideSue21 1 year ago
She is not dead, she relapsed, but she has another channel only one video though, I hope she's ok
xTheRavensSorrowx 1 year ago
@xTheRavensSorrowx whats the channel??
cookiestar183391 11 months ago
@xTheRavensSorrowx pleaseee tell me the channel name
Zuckerveilchen 9 months ago
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@Zuckerveilchen It could possibly be this --> Endgameko
xTheRavensSorrowx 9 months ago
shig - where are you now?
mstar4505 1 year ago
do you eat anything at all??? not even a tiny thing a day?
E1carna 1 year ago
my mom does the 'do you want anything to eat?' all the time with me cause i dont really eat much anymore.
Zepplin rocks btw
LittleMissWhaleFail 1 year ago
Whoever watched these videos needs to know that her life has ended. The last time she ever made a video was in 2008.. It is 2010. She is dead. She killed herself, by not getting help. Get help if you suffer as she did. Or your life will end too.
littlehamster94 1 year ago
@littlehamster94 Is that true??? I watched all her other videos not so long ago.
KateyG17 1 year ago
@littlehamster94 That is scarey and sad.
elizagrace100 1 year ago
@littlehamster94 shes not dead, she has another channel.....
cookiestar183391 11 months ago
@cookiestar183391 please tell me the name of her channel
Zuckerveilchen 9 months ago
Please, please get yourself help... I don't want you to die, you're so beautiful and such a good person....
stonedNcreepy 1 year ago
youre gorgeous ...!! absolutely gorgeous..!! i hope you are perfectly fine..i love you both with/without makeup. Youre a good person..that should be the motto of every persons life..!!
butterflyfrolic 1 year ago
make-up or not, you are beautiful either way
<3
thomasbaron06 1 year ago
youtube.com/watch?v=QsSJYgxmEU0&feature=related you look like elissa you are beautiful
mouslima27 1 year ago
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You look gorgeous with out your maK UP . GAYS LOVES GIRLS WITH OUT MAK UP.
mouslima27 1 year ago
Hmm. You need to work up a new habit/disorder that will get your mind to forget about Anarexia. Like biting your nails or drawing or OCD toward cleaning. Or you can help other people.
I don't know if you have seen it or not but go watch the movie "pay it forward" it will convince you to change the world:)
God bless to you. Your not ugly with out make up but actually more beautiful. :)
Love ya
MoriahAngelee 1 year ago
Hey hun ur not fat and ur not ugly without make up. U really really touched me. I started to become anorexic and your videos made
Me stop. They've made me better. If you need anyone to talk to I'm here.
Good luck
xo
sarahrocks827 1 year ago
I think you are gorgeous without make-up
running1379 1 year ago
ur really pretty, u shuld realize that:)
danie142009 1 year ago
omg!
Lucia227227 1 year ago
i hope that someday you will feel beautiful.
clementiine 1 year ago
You look gorgeous with out your make up! ;) Keep fighting.
JckJessica 1 year ago
I just recently came across your blogs, and I really like you, but I also noticed that most of your vids were posted 2 to 3 years ago, so I'm fearing the worst, please post something, anything! to let us know your still with us. PLEASE
DykyDykeDyke 1 year ago
She isn't dead, she just recently (this month) posted a slide show on herself. It's called "Anorexia Nervosa, The Reality". If she died I might have an emotional breakdown. She has really touched me and opened my eyes on the truth of anorexia. Thanks Shig, you are helping me change. (:
facelessaphrodisiac 1 year ago
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i cant find this video..... is she really still alive==??? omg i want her to be ok!!!!
:(
Lucia227227 1 year ago
your r totally gourge. u have helped me. so much:)
shame u died.
Megahtash 1 year ago
she died?
iSweetheart98 1 year ago
apparely :(. but there r so many rumours i dnoo what 2 belive
Megahtash 1 year ago
awh :c i hope not! maybe she went for recovery then forgot her youtube password! we can just hope that right x0x0
iSweetheart98 1 year ago
@iSweetheart98 yeah i hope so. she inspired me to get better,
x
Megahtash 1 year ago
youre wicked gorgeousssss.
trimx137 2 years ago
Literally a million other people and probab;y more that KNOW that you are NOT anywhere near fat. You aren't even close to healthy. It's now not an issue of thinking you are fat, you are now at the stage of just wanting to torture yourself...you pretty much said that in this video
lalarap123 2 years ago
AND YOU ARE NOT FAT! you are beautiful and thinner than you should be.. and just to let you know- if your still alive- no matter what, you yourself will never see yourself as beautiful because we don't see ourselves as clearly as others do. So even if you don't think your skinny or beautiful theres a million other people in the world who think otherwise.
XxFallenAngelzX13 2 years ago
Not to pry but why do you do this and if your mother knows you are anorexic why wont she do something to help you? like send you to a rehab or something? I'm just curious..
XxFallenAngelzX13 2 years ago
if she is dead or not, she is my hero. I can't even explain how much we have in common..except for the fact that I'm not anorexic completely, but in the process...that sounds cliche but I stopped eating literally last week. you are beautiful. I wish I looked like you. the fact that you like bob dylan makes me respect you even more than you'll ever know. Anorexia starts with depression, which I have and she clearly does too. You can't understand it if you don't have it.
spidermanyesss 2 years ago 3
omg YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL. MAKE UP OR NO MAKE UP
TheJewGirls 2 years ago 21
make-up lesss face?
WOTT?!?! you are beautifulll, you look beautiful!!!! <3 natural beautyy! xx
Topmodel0 2 years ago 4
I would love to believe to that she 'is all better' and 'actually got a life now', but somehow it's a little hard to believe that after half a lifetime spent fighting the disease it should go away and everything would be fine. I don't want to insinuate that she-- you know-- died-- but somehow it's the most believable alternative.
I hope I'm wrong. Please be well, Shig O. Give us a sign of life, would you?
SkyShowers 2 years ago
emotional determinations
alishechka29 2 years ago
you are so beautiful, you should not be so insecure!!! I hope all is well with you, I know how the chills feel... starving causes extremely low blood pressure..
freedomseekerchd88 2 years ago
she proved herself that anorexia is deadly.
look at a comment on her channel.
how tragic.....
RIP
mark60060 2 years ago
Hmm..Well if she's just been absent from the net all this time I guess this video explains why. I hope you're doing well Shig O.
LesBurnham 2 years ago
ok. i really like this girl. she gives me alot of insight. and this goes out to anyone,i really need help, like can some one please gine me advise?
HxCjackrabbit 2 years ago
She didn't die! Hahaha, I know her! She has just got a life now! She has gained weight and has a boyfriend. She is too embarassed to post another message. She wants to leave her "anorexic" persona alive on youtube. Shes just left it behind. Goodriddence I say! She's happy now;)
carniekatie 2 years ago 4
it's so good to hear that.
angelbuffy4 2 years ago 2
I'm so glad shes doing better now I was actually getting worried, please let her know I am one of her viewers and am very proud that she has over come everything, and good luck in the future!! =D
superchick017 2 years ago
thats so great! that actually makes me happy, and i was having a bad day
hunnibundies 2 years ago
Thnx for that comment.
Many ppl tought that she was bad. :(
I hope that's true... She deserves a wonderful life.
MonPlastique 2 years ago 2
This can't be true. Your page says you're from Australia. And she's from Liverpool.
ADreamAsLovely 2 years ago
Where did you learn this ? Are you sure ? =/
AylaRegrets 2 years ago
You are beautiful without makeup.
Thanks for sharing about the disorder and what's is going through you.
I've felt a perfectionism that was making me very intolerant of any imperfection in myself. I found it important to make peace. Enjoy nature. Be in a loving vibrancy towards life. Growing plants helped. I also found it important to see life as a gift.
Bless you.
crystalAura 2 years ago 2
im back to ED disorder again so watching your videos again. i hope you are still alive girl. This video is so much like me in some ways thou i arent currently as bad as you are there. Today i went for a 2.5hr run in the cold and pouring rain. My common sense is overwhelmed by my need to loose weight or keep it off. So i end up doing what i know are ridiculous things. The thing is they make me feel better.
taniaaust1 2 years ago
be strong, you will get better. xx
fmattison02 2 years ago
omg you are well bonny and i hope you get better x
georgiaflorentine 2 years ago
when i had the disorder all i did was dream about it and about food and that feeling of your ribs toughing the bed and the pain in the pit of your gut gives a feeling of relief and even if i wanted to eat i couldnt because i was afrid people were talking about how fat i am
KATHYMAGGOT 2 years ago
You're a beautiful person; Wherever you are I wish you the best.
QuixoticXmischief 2 years ago
It doesn't mean though, that I completely forgot about my depression or obsession with weight, it's still with me, just the intensity of feeling has faded out. I wish you to get well as soon as possible. You are very beautiful!)
imaginatum 3 years ago
Sweetheart! I understand u so much! I used to be anorexic/bulimic (mostly bulimic for 4 years) and I totally understand, what it means, when people accuse u of being fat, unpretty and down-to-earth, not recognizing (or pretending so) that u have an ED.
What I want to say you is that it IS possible to overcome your present state of mind, your feelings. It happenned to me someday...
imaginatum 3 years ago
your not fat your perfect x
staciieesmum 3 years ago
i think u look best without makeup. how much do u weight and how tall r u. what kind of music do u listen too.
vlowe62 3 years ago
hi its me again..
sorry for calling you ana, I didnt know whats it mean, I thode its your name..
noa
noalem 3 years ago
hi ana
I am sorry for my bed english.. I hope you will understend me..
I think you are an emezing peson..
I sow all of your vidios.
dont let yourself foll diper.
I will be very happy to see you geting better.
Noa
noalem 3 years ago
Hi, Shigo. Just wanted to say that you're amazingly beautiful and that you inspired me in writing a speech for my class. Thank you for your frankness. Take care, sunshine, and don't ever give up.
Ausrine
Ofshra 3 years ago
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shes dead
prelan 2 years ago
Why do you keep saying that?; How do you know? =[
That's horrrid!
QuixoticXmischief 2 years ago 2
you look beautiful without makeup
i think i suffer from ana
but whener someone mentions it i get deffensive
i look at myself and am never satisfied..you seem much stronger than me
rogueworldd 3 years ago 2
I have never seen anyone as real as you.
this is amazing, i believe you can get through this, dear.
XoRheannieX 3 years ago
I Find that yu can be strong; yu just need to reaally try.
yoitsmayy 3 years ago
sweet video! you on myspace?
MaryStewart 3 years ago
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannn she is not replyng the comment and its been 4 month since she log in IS SHE OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???????? can some tell me pleaseeeeeeeee i add her to my email and she never log in in the messenger she is a cool girl i wana be friend of her
hoselithaw 3 years ago 2
It is amazing to see someone as real as you.
Your pain is facinating to watch. It is interesting. Almost like I can relate, but at the same time not at all.
TheWizardChrist 3 years ago
can i get ur emil adress
morgan1f 3 years ago
Thanks for yours words.
Bye,
Israel
zapaterolunar 3 years ago
stupid ppl, i hate when ppl say that "just eat.." I'ts not that easy rly..you just can't start eating so easily..
XxDearsXx 3 years ago 19
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damn, you're fat!!!! If you had another 200lbs on you, atm you're fucking bones.... you need 50lbs to look normal...... stop psyching yourself into idiocy
ToolAenima7 3 years ago
comments like that help no one
so stfu
wenchesandmilkshake 3 years ago 2
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try eating, you'll be happier and healthier, as you won't bew nutrient defficient in everything, fucking idiots
ToolAenima7 3 years ago
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damn, even depressed fatasses are happier than you, just eat..... you wont get fat with a mindset like that, but even if you do, youi won't hate yourself as much as you do as a brittle fucking heap of bones
ToolAenima7 3 years ago
show some compassion when was the last time yelling,being rude fixed anything?NEVER
neiregal 3 years ago
shigo...where are you sweetheart??we are concerned about you!! just give us a note that we know you are all right!! plz!! hugs and kisses..:)
sgouroslew 3 years ago 2
it sounds like shes getting ready to comit suicide
LOLWTF222 3 years ago
Hey, Shig. Just wanted to say I hope you're doing better. Noticed you actually haven't been on in a while. I hope you log back on and show us all you're okay. All of us fans, new and old, are worried about you, so please make a new video and update us on how you've been. You're in our thoughts and prayers.
XxtwiztidxdarknessxX 3 years ago
i hope your ok please leave more videos i hope your still alive dont mean to be mean but your such a lovely girl
spunkyfuck 3 years ago
does anyone know what has happened to shigo?? she has not been on here for a long time. seriously concerned about her.
unrecovering1 3 years ago 2
are you ok we should talk sometime
Deitz69 3 years ago
hi...i just wanted to post another comment and say i hope you are well... or as well as you can be. your videos are very helpful. i am in recovery and your videos really help me. tho i have my daily struggles and reminders it is nice to know that someone is out there who feels the same as i did. or do... i just got out of the hospital one week ago yesterday... my body went into starvation mode and got pretty sick. meh... dont really wanna drag on about me... just wanted to say thank you.
bhipp1 3 years ago
r u still a life???
sexything1985 3 years ago
videos* (not just this video)
annnams 3 years ago
2nd part:
i don't know, i think you are such an intelligent girl and mature, so please! continue your life, studing, listenting music, and thnking less about yourself. keep trying...good luck! (please god!or whatever)
(I'm spanish, so sorry if there're mistakes)
:)a hug!
annnams 3 years ago
I've seen all your video from the start, and i'd like to be by your side to help you. I love talking, discussing about difficult issues, and helping, so i feel a kind of impotence. Don't you have a good friend that has her foot on the gound which can help you? and try an specialist with experience?
annnams 3 years ago
it´s weird you like rock bands by the wey you dress up i gues insomnium iron maiden epica i don´t know the point is when you here lets say iron maiden´s bass player other people say hey that guys is cute or hey that guy is ugly or fat or slim but people ho think say hey i love that guy because he is a dam good bass player so you need to think i dont care about the way i look i need to care about what i do and your doing good in life and school so feel proud(don´tspeekenglishsorry forspeling
vagavictor 3 years ago
I know that you know what we're thinking, but I'll say it anyway: You're NOT fat! I know it won't help saying that but somehow I hope it'll trigger some kind of mechanism in your brain so you'll finally be able to recover from this disease.. although I don't have anorexia I kinda know how you feel.. and I really hope that you'll get better, because so you seem such a nice person..there's no ep 6? I hope you're doing alright?! Let me know?
xx
Strawberrylicious450 3 years ago
you're not fat, darlin'
just look at that pretty face =]
JeanetteInWonderland 3 years ago
Hi, I was very touched with your video. So I just could not comment. I know that EDs aren't about just having problems with eating. Actually they are simptoms of much complex issues in a person's life. Something that you couldn't solve well, so you go and put your frustration in food. That's how our minds work. EDs aren't a conscious choice! So, you must figure out how was your life when you first started becoming worried with food that much. How was family pressure, your friends, school?
Lissygirl18 3 years ago
keep your head up girl!
<3
MiaxMayhem 3 years ago
omg stop it plz you are not fat you have never been fat! i dont know what to say to help u. just wish i knew u cus ever day i seen u i would make my goal to tell u that you are so good looking and ever bad thing anyone has ever said about u is wroung cus they are! wish i was there
puppypuncher07 3 years ago
Hey do you have a Myspace profile? I would love to be your friend. Don't listen to what stupid people say. They don't know what it's like to have this disorder you have. There is always going to be negative people in this world!
sandyandgregg 3 years ago
Your not fat, you are pretty and i understand how you feel.
Anyone who is leaving nasty comments, just delete them because u are better than that, ignore their comments because they dont care about anyone but theirselves YOUR WORTH MORE THAN ALL OF THEM PUT TOGETHER!
Your making your way through your life and thats something some people cant do!
HayTezzy 3 years ago
my tits are SO sore right now!!! :( oooouch!! o
cod3mast 3 years ago
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Emo emo emo emo kiiiid. Go jump off a bridge already.
supershwa420 3 years ago
GROW UP! YOUR 28 AND IM ONLY 14, IM NICER AND MORE UNDERSTANDING THAN YOU!
hayesa
HayTezzy 3 years ago
who the fuck do you think you are.
get a life.
you think you're so funny taking the piss out of someone sick.
YOU'RE the sick one
sick in the head.
JasefaceP 3 years ago
hey Jaseface.What about you? how did you end up here then? with your beautiful life? what a cliche sentence the one you are using "get a life", sentence used by people who like making others feel less just because you feel "less" yourself. I think that girl has a life, she goes to study, and she is aware she has a problem, and she is using the mass media to share her thoughts,what is "not having a life" about it? She is just expressing herself and YOU are the one chossing to listen."get a life"
Vanilje80s 3 years ago
I wasn't on about the video.
I was replying to someone who had posted a pathetic comment to her. He must've deleted it or somthing. I know this girl has a life, and i think what she's doing is brilliant.
JasefaceP 3 years ago
my mistake, sorry for the weird comment...
Vanilje80s 3 years ago
better than this, youll be suprise to know how wonderful is to eat and feel.. don't know, normal? bet you miss that.
hi, im the one whose out, and guess what-
there is no happier than me.
ShaharGD 3 years ago
that way eather,
im in your situation, i know what youre saying,
but hey, im in my way out
and there is no better than this.
i ate alot today, and guess what? no guilty,
it's just feels so alive.
youre not pretty anymore, youre just a poor poor weak and thin person.
honey, it's terrible.
i know how you feel, please decide that youre
ShaharGD 3 years ago
oh my god you gotta start eating, you look awful since the first video
just like a dead person, and i bet you feel
ShaharGD 3 years ago
do you think you're fat?..
luckyy14 3 years ago
I know exactly how you feel I have anorexia too and I always think the same things at night it's really awful. And you're really pretty honey.
MrsJaredJLetox 3 years ago
I think you look prettier with no makeup. :)
KeannaRoar 3 years ago 3
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Opt da misconseption of beautiful outa ya mind coz u fckn luk ugly.. u know why?? coz ur a skinless zombie, u need food! Ugly cow stop makin ppl feel sory 4ya ur an ettention seeker starvd out brainles sh!t.Da brain makez u tink wat u wana tink u negative a5hole itz ur fkin mind u shud know watz rite n wrong u dum btch. U sound possesd dum cow.
son1y4 3 years ago
Shes trying to explain to people how she feels because of her eatting disorder. FYI even the ugliest person in ur eyes is pretty in thousand of other peoples eyes. Shes not an attention seeker she needs our support to get through her life.
Her brain does make her think what she wants to think, but Anorexica is a mental illness and that effects how her mind works which controls how she thinks.
EVERYONE IS PRETTY IN MY EYES!
HayTezzy 3 years ago
hey its me lizeth! i just wanted to know how u were,, BECAUSE I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM U ANYMORE WELL I HOPE U R FINE ILL BE PRAYING FOR U OK TAKE CARE MY BEAUTIFUL FRIEND
sexything1985 3 years ago
Hi
I've just come across your videos and i think you are very brave and very pretty, I hope you get better cause you are pretty and i think you have alot of courage to talk about it.
I'd be happy to have you as a friend, I hate people who judge, i've been there. Hope you are ok. You're cool!
NZQUEENGURL 3 years ago
hey are u ok?i would like to be your friend please say something u seem like a very good person i think we can be very good friends
please dont be sad there is alot of please that is praying for n i im too i will be praying for you my friend n we can always talk if u want to ok
if u need a friend here i am.
sexything1985 3 years ago
hi my name is lizeth and i will like to be your friend please answer this comment
sexything1985 3 years ago
darling, i'm so sorry. I feel the same way, when people say stuff and think they know what they're talking about. I however do not have anorexia. I have depression. I imagine the mindset is alot similar. I do feel a such a powerful strength of self hatred that almost can't be explained. I've had very bad days lately and wish people would leave alone and stop pressuring me to be happy for them. It'll be alright, hon. I know it's not easy. I do, really. Just keep hanging on.
littlexpunkxchik 3 years ago 2
I love you Shig!!!!! Please please take care of yourself.
xXVanillaBlueXx 3 years ago
You're so beautiful, and you're so smart.
Everything you say makes sense, and you put forward some good points.
I hope you'll be okay.
jeveuxalice 3 years ago
I am mesmerized by you. S x
sydneyoz26 3 years ago
This video is quite possibly my all-time favorite out of all the ones I've seen on eating disorders. Everything that you said about your perseption about the way you look, the bit about the "two brains" and all that...it's exactly the same way that I feel. And just...everything that you said, it was perfect, the wording & such.
And by the way, like the other comments have said, I think that you're a beautiful girl. I love your face/hair. I hope that you can get well <3
SilentIncision 3 years ago
You dont know me..
and I'm using my fiancee's account..
But you are seriously the most gorgeous girl I have ever seen...You're not fat, or ugly. Or anything close to that...
Just absolutely gorgeous..
kingdael 3 years ago
I wish to god that I coud give you my perspective, and let you see yourself through my eyes and not your own which are veiled by your eating disorder. Stay safe, please
candyfloss06 3 years ago
YOur are so pretty and I love your hair. and if you need someone to talk to im here for you. i live in the US, but i help people all over with depression and other health problems. I am so sorry you think you are fat, ive been in that position. but trust me your not fat and you are brilliant. i know its addictive but there is hope. and I want to give you that help.
bandfreak1990 3 years ago
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skeletons are not hot
lucidvideopro 3 years ago
You're not smart.
chibivine 3 years ago
I'm glad you made these videos..and your beautiful. Just like the other comments said, stay strong, someone like you probably has one of the most supportive group of family and friends in the world.
cyanidesuzy 3 years ago
You are gorgeous.
With or without make-up
You are also loved, even by those you dont know
x3
OliviaLynne1027 3 years ago
you are not fat, you have potential to be a beautiful girl, this probably sounds nauseating, but girls are sooooo much prettier when they have curves.
twixchix86 3 years ago 2
wow babe look at urself your really cute
gbenjaminmc 3 years ago
i know u know these facts and you've probably run them through your head a thousand times but you say you walk all the time and exercise a lot which is helping to buil lots of muscle and when it comes time to wiegh yourself u will see that you might wiegh more than before but that is simply because muscle wieghs more than fat plus u must think of how much your bones wiegh by themselves also..so u are not fat. u just have to train your mind over again no matter how hard.
victoriangarden 3 years ago
I was going make fun of you again but you made me feely realy sad for you seriously get help.
narcist12 3 years ago
i think you really underestimate your beauty.
im not even kidding. and i dont mean your ana.
i think that if you just stopped all this...
not saying that its easy to do..
i know...ive been through it too.
but i think that you have the potential to be 10 times more beautiful if you could just put on any kind of weight at all.
idk...im just thinkin out loud.
but i really found it pretty awesome how your doing all this...its a good way to talk about things and i say keep it up. :]
-Christian
c2dahizzl 3 years ago
yr beautiful you dont scare me
taydrake123 3 years ago
you didnt scare me! your really pretty *hug*
and wooo zepplin :P hehe
HENDRIXCONNOR 3 years ago
gosh, you're beautiful. you don't have to hide
MetalRatte2007 3 years ago
Heyy, wow you go through so much, and i can kinda understand some of it because im bulimic, im not that far into it right now, but its like, im disgusted by my image, theres so many things i want to change, and i feel gross and disapointed in myself when i eat...i will deffinately keep watching your videos, i find them very interesting, good job, and i would also like to say that i love your accent, its very pretty, and you dont look fat, your a very pretty girl:), i'll comment more later!!:)
superchick017 3 years ago
plllzzzzzzzz dont do it i hate puking and that word is a word of hate plzzzzzz dont do it to yr self my friend died of that plzzzzz reply and if you dont just dont do that to yr self plzzzzz
taydrake123 3 years ago
aw im sorry about your friend...its really hard to stop..its addicting, but i dont do it as much as i use to..only about 3 times a week i think
superchick017 3 years ago
the only thing is..i really watch my calories now and i dont like to eat...it seems as if i'll be like this for a long time, but i dont want to die
superchick017 3 years ago
*hug*
I've been there. I've walked 12 miles in the rain because I felt too fat and lazy to allow myself to get a bus :(
*hug* I wish I could give you a real hug. You are speaking the exact words I am thinking, I swear.
xxxxxxxxx
PlobyR 3 years ago
I can relate to this so much...
You seem really clever, though...
I feel so bad that you struggle so much with anorexia =[
mcrfannumber3000 3 years ago
as i think its so small minded that you called me rude when i was expressing my opinion AND i was expressing concern for YOUR mother-do you know what this must be doing to her? &no i dont know what anorexia is like (as im lucky enough to look after my body now and have a nice figure)-BUT im a former heroin addict which is just another self destructing selfish illness- that I chose to stop when i didnt want to hurt myself or anyone else that cared for me any longer-you have that choice too
rottweiler124 3 years ago
erm why did you reply to my comment? i no you probably didn't mean to, but it's annoying...
plus you do seem rude. soz, but it has to be said...
mcrfannumber3000 3 years ago
soz, it came up on my profile as a reply to my comment, but i can see now that it's not to me...
mcrfannumber3000 3 years ago
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id so love to see you call me rude to my face-its easy behind the security of your computer, LET PEOPLE HAVE AN OPINION-ESPECIALLY ON THIS GIRL WHO CLEARLY ISNT ANOREXIC- SOMEONE WITH ANOREXIA DOESNT BROADCAST IT AND THEN HIDE BEHIND THE LIE THAT ITS 'TO HELP OTHERS' NO- ITS TO GET ATTENTION AND SYMPATHY GUYS WAKE UP
rottweiler124 3 years ago
fucking hell! i did apologise, even though i didn't really have a go at you...
and she soulds fucking anorexic to me. let people express themselves however they want, if it helps them! god...
mcrfannumber3000 3 years ago
that is so sweet of you to do for4 her that helps ppl
taydrake123 3 years ago
me me me me if the people like your mum who are trying to help you were as selfish as you where would you be? the woman brought u into the world for god sake
rottweiler124 3 years ago
RUDE! you obviously have no idea what it's like. how can you be so ignorant.
frankiperfect 3 years ago
no actually its FAR FROM rude- and shall i tell you why? because i am a mother myself to a baby girl-it really isnt until you have children yourself that you realisse how special your own mum is..you are still your mums baby in her eyes and do you know what any mum would do for their babies? we would kill for them to protect,go hungry for them to eat,and give our lives for them to survive,without even questioning it...i will continue below as i want to get my point across to defend myself
rottweiler124 3 years ago
Do you know why you're comment is absolutely idiotic? Because as a mother than you should know that not everything is about YOU. Obviously this girl cares about her mom, but she has a disease of the mind that has absolutely NOTHING to do with her mother. You are ignorant and really need to get some education about this subject before spouting off rude statements.
MuffieB 3 years ago
do u know whats really sad about youtube? u get sad little remarks like that from people sitting behind the security of a computer desk and who, wouldnt have the guts to say anything like that to my/or anyones face,do me a favour and dont waste your time replying to me again you dweeb coz you wont get the privilege of anymore of my attention you are so obviously seeking. i bet your a real saddo with no mates zero prospects & parents who obviously didnt give you enough of their time as a kid lol
rottweiler124 3 years ago
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Im going anorexic, how long do you starve yourself before you see results..?
12KingdomHearts12 3 years ago
omg shut the fuck up
MuffieB 3 years ago
umm dude fuck you man... i really think alot more ppl care about that one girl then you.. and she is a fkn saint so shut the hell upp and get a life.... if ya dont need her help then fuck off and stop complaining no one is makeing you watch this!
Andri019 3 years ago
hey I hope that wasn't to me, my comments were for people saying mean things to her such as rottweiler. Your comment showed up in my inbox to me.
MuffieB 3 years ago
This made so much sense to me.
Thankyou for giving me something to relate to.
AllieImaginary 3 years ago 2