your eyes are beautiful and you are a wise person wrapped in a perfectly delightful package...lol. Keep reading, and keep evolving as a person. Much love to you!
your video and the idea beyond is so awesome, it made me feel great and comfortable, just by watching it! you are a great person who can give peace and hope to people, I think it's a gift.
thank you for saving my night, I hope you're doing better darling!!
This is my first time commenting one of your videos, but I've been watching all of them.
This series though is one of the best ideas, it was great! It made me cry. I just love and agree with all the things you are saying. I know you've made a difference in so many people's lives.. if not with this with one of your other videos. I hope you keep making videos and taking care of YOU. You're simply like no other.. just amazing. Good for you :) Really!
Johnny, I love this series. I'm thinking of sending it to my friend Idrea. She is a plus size model, was the original "Ivory Snow" baby, been on the cover of BBW 23 times! She had a plus size clothing store in LA & she teaches aerobics at a place called "Women Only." She pretty much helped me save my own life. She would SO love you & your message here. In fact, SHE should make vids herself. I wonder if I could talk her into it!? hmm. Okay, just wanted to say that. And again, I love youuuu! xxx
How did I miss this?! I just discovered this series. Thank you for making this particular series Johnny! I really could use some self discovery because when you posed the question Who are you? I didn't have an answer. How messed up is that. On to part two through four and possibly I'll come up with an answer. Thank you for this series Johnny!
My 2nd time thru and I'll prob watch it again b/c your words both inspire me to be a better person, and also make me happy. I feel comfortable and intrigued by your videos and I luv how you get your points across. Thank you for helping me in MY personal journey. I've reccomended your series to some of my other youtube friends
Who am I without my "addiction"? Who am I without what has defined me for seven years? Who am I without the driving force that has shaped every facet of my being since the moment it began? I can't remember.
peters, its actually the other way around: what would your addiction be w/o YOU? A: nothing! Who are you w/o the driving force that has shaped your being since the moment it began? A: YOU! You are there. It's hidden under layers of whatever has driven you away from life. All you have to do, is tap into it. Its harder than anything you'll ever do. But its SO worth it. xxx
beautiful karen, btw. i am not in good headspace lately so i haven't been able to tackle the poems, it could be weeks. i have been putting everything off while i figure my stuff out... i remember why i wanted to email you, my mom! she went to your video that you made me and wrote me the sweetest email about it!!! johnny you are a star!
Yes, my love, I understand. Im dealing w/physical remnants of ED. I guess the daily reminders keep me grounded. No worries about the poems, dear. For a minute I thought they might have triggered you. I felt absolutely horrible, & had to step back. I REALLY hope thats NOT the case! ::trembles::
Your mom has to be the sweetest lady ever then! & she is SO blessed to have given life to such a gorgeous, loving, kind & absolutely AWESOME dude(tte) :D I love you, my friend. xxx
Oh gosh I am such a dependant person, I seek A LOT of reassurance and permission and support in well anything frankly.
My lack of identity is BIG part of this..after 11 years of ED. Its something I'm really quite scared of facing.... I don't want to define myself by anorexia or OCD, I don't want to live in the shadow of sexual abuse...but I feel very stuck.
LOL at 2:26... I am actually a bit scared to go on this jurney to self love... I am actually overcoming a huge obstacle by watching this video because I just find it a difficult task to look into myself... But I am goingto see how far into this series i can get... But I am hoping i can watch the videos without getting disgusted with myself... I have hated ME for so long...
im afraid to find out who i am , and put ed aside, i dont know who i am , i have always either been someones wife mother daughter sister and never just g.... it is scary to even think about it...does that make sense? i dont know who i am and i am afraid to find out...
terrified actually.
i have either been that fat obese girl or the beanpole girl , it makes me want to just go deeper in to the ed because i can hide there,
I actually burst into tears watching this. I've not been doing very well lately, ED wise and I am in the foulest mood constantly... And I've been defeating myself all the time by listening to the Voice telling me I don't deserve better than my ED because I'm so nasty to everyone... I really needed to hear a friend tell me that it doesn't mean I am an awful person.
*hug*
Thank you so much - I really needed to hear that.
your eyes are beautiful and you are a wise person wrapped in a perfectly delightful package...lol. Keep reading, and keep evolving as a person. Much love to you!
TheFoxze 10 months ago
good ,thinkable
sandeepkrla 2 years ago
I very much agree. I LOVE you!!
redrose3693 3 years ago 2
Great Series. It's true, you are who you want to be. And finding your purpose is enlightening.
laurenasia 3 years ago
your video and the idea beyond is so awesome, it made me feel great and comfortable, just by watching it! you are a great person who can give peace and hope to people, I think it's a gift.
thank you for saving my night, I hope you're doing better darling!!
love to you
favea 3 years ago
My video kind of expands on what you're saying... it's called, "Mother Fucking Self-Respect."
TheJacolyte 3 years ago
ti amo, sei una persona meravigliosa. mantenere beeing fedele a se.
*abbracci*
azulrojoanaranjado 3 years ago
This is my first time commenting one of your videos, but I've been watching all of them.
This series though is one of the best ideas, it was great! It made me cry. I just love and agree with all the things you are saying. I know you've made a difference in so many people's lives.. if not with this with one of your other videos. I hope you keep making videos and taking care of YOU. You're simply like no other.. just amazing. Good for you :) Really!
iMa3ghan 3 years ago
You should be a professional motivational speaker!!
econne02 3 years ago
Johnny, I love this series. I'm thinking of sending it to my friend Idrea. She is a plus size model, was the original "Ivory Snow" baby, been on the cover of BBW 23 times! She had a plus size clothing store in LA & she teaches aerobics at a place called "Women Only." She pretty much helped me save my own life. She would SO love you & your message here. In fact, SHE should make vids herself. I wonder if I could talk her into it!? hmm. Okay, just wanted to say that. And again, I love youuuu! xxx
calikaren71 3 years ago
How did I miss this?! I just discovered this series. Thank you for making this particular series Johnny! I really could use some self discovery because when you posed the question Who are you? I didn't have an answer. How messed up is that. On to part two through four and possibly I'll come up with an answer. Thank you for this series Johnny!
LHStostardome 3 years ago
My 2nd time thru and I'll prob watch it again b/c your words both inspire me to be a better person, and also make me happy. I feel comfortable and intrigued by your videos and I luv how you get your points across. Thank you for helping me in MY personal journey. I've reccomended your series to some of my other youtube friends
Carriesue81 3 years ago
I guess this is a very good series for me, even if I don't want to try on most days, but you are right, and a compelling "therapist." I love YOU.
peppernme 3 years ago
Who am I without my "addiction"? Who am I without what has defined me for seven years? Who am I without the driving force that has shaped every facet of my being since the moment it began? I can't remember.
peterstigerlily23 3 years ago
peters, its actually the other way around: what would your addiction be w/o YOU? A: nothing! Who are you w/o the driving force that has shaped your being since the moment it began? A: YOU! You are there. It's hidden under layers of whatever has driven you away from life. All you have to do, is tap into it. Its harder than anything you'll ever do. But its SO worth it. xxx
calikaren71 3 years ago
beautiful karen, btw. i am not in good headspace lately so i haven't been able to tackle the poems, it could be weeks. i have been putting everything off while i figure my stuff out... i remember why i wanted to email you, my mom! she went to your video that you made me and wrote me the sweetest email about it!!! johnny you are a star!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Yes, my love, I understand. Im dealing w/physical remnants of ED. I guess the daily reminders keep me grounded. No worries about the poems, dear. For a minute I thought they might have triggered you. I felt absolutely horrible, & had to step back. I REALLY hope thats NOT the case! ::trembles::
Your mom has to be the sweetest lady ever then! & she is SO blessed to have given life to such a gorgeous, loving, kind & absolutely AWESOME dude(tte) :D I love you, my friend. xxx
calikaren71 3 years ago
Oh gosh I am such a dependant person, I seek A LOT of reassurance and permission and support in well anything frankly.
My lack of identity is BIG part of this..after 11 years of ED. Its something I'm really quite scared of facing.... I don't want to define myself by anorexia or OCD, I don't want to live in the shadow of sexual abuse...but I feel very stuck.
Your very wise ma'dear!
lilkel86 3 years ago
can't wait to watch part 2 johnny, thanks for these. : )
p.s.....love the pink foofy ensemble!!! you're gorgeous!!!!
artworkslive 3 years ago
LOL at 2:26... I am actually a bit scared to go on this jurney to self love... I am actually overcoming a huge obstacle by watching this video because I just find it a difficult task to look into myself... But I am goingto see how far into this series i can get... But I am hoping i can watch the videos without getting disgusted with myself... I have hated ME for so long...
galaxycat3 3 years ago
Not sure if I'm ready to love myself yet.
mcehoffman 3 years ago
You look beautiful! I hate myself though... :(
kirksbabygirl2007 3 years ago
im afraid to find out who i am , and put ed aside, i dont know who i am , i have always either been someones wife mother daughter sister and never just g.... it is scary to even think about it...does that make sense? i dont know who i am and i am afraid to find out...
terrified actually.
i have either been that fat obese girl or the beanpole girl , it makes me want to just go deeper in to the ed because i can hide there,
i guess i am nuts
your so A+ johnny
MyPinkRainbow 3 years ago
I actually burst into tears watching this. I've not been doing very well lately, ED wise and I am in the foulest mood constantly... And I've been defeating myself all the time by listening to the Voice telling me I don't deserve better than my ED because I'm so nasty to everyone... I really needed to hear a friend tell me that it doesn't mean I am an awful person.
*hug*
Thank you so much - I really needed to hear that.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PlobyR 3 years ago
scoops you up::: rocks you:::kisses your forehead::: and reassures you that you do deserve. you are worthy.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
*Huge hugs*
Thank you.
*pot-of-gold-at-the-end-of-raibow-kisses*
xxxxxxxxxxx
PlobyR 3 years ago
this is such a great idea and i really hope people take full advantage of your great advice !!
somanystories 3 years ago
Choices... yes!
Lots of great stuff going on here Johnny!!!
theskinnypig 3 years ago
wow i wish i could do this feel better about myself but i dont know how no matter how hard i try i guess i have to learn
love this series
sammylust 3 years ago
wathch the entire series, you'll get ideas and it's your job to practice them. you can do it!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Thank you Johnny for making/posting this series. :) Therapy w/out having to go to therapy!!!! xoxohugs&kisses
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
Woohoo, I am so happy to see that you are watching this series! I sometimes wonder where you have run off too!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Oh wow this sounds really interesting. I need this big time!! Awesome.
PringlesMinis 3 years ago