have you ever had a friend- as in your best friend compleatly throw you under the bus for what you both did and go around spreading rumors about you? i try to shrug it off and go on with life but everytime i come across her.. its like my day is filled with confusion and hate again. I really want to gain our relationship back but its my heart that wants it and my mind keeps telling me the hard truth, its only going to happen again.
My Family Hates Me And I Have No Friends Who Arnt After My Brother So My Mom Wants To Send Me To A Mental Hospital Cause I Cut Myself So If I Could Change One Thing It Would Be Cutting Myself Things Wouldnt Be So Bad And My Dad Wouldnt Hit Me And Would Love Me...
I have nystagmus. It makes my eyes move back and forth rapidly and a lot of times I can't focus on things and I'm unsure if I'll ever be able to drive. Other people don't really know what it's like and I don't expect them to.
Also I get chronic sinus infections, but the nystagmus matters more to me.
1 thing i wanna change in my life, well there's alot my diabetes, not seeing my brothers and dad for 4 years, my mom going blind and getting a terrible disease and me living with my aunt and uncle, well there's alot more then that but out of all that i think i would rather change the diabetes the most...
Well I don't know where to start because I am making a video of basically my whole life thus far. But let's just do a short sweep shall we?
Since I was 5 my parents got divorced. Everyone thinks I have A.D.H.D., (which I don't...I don't think at least.) or A.D.D. and they think I'm Emo, Goth, call me anything they can think of to ruin my day. My personal favorite is Fag. Hmmm...I just love it. I been trying so hard to resist cutting myself. I haven't in like a week I think.
i have epilepsy and it makes me very sick. i take pills for it, but they don't help at all. i'll sometimes wake up with bruises because i had a seizure in my sleep. people like to pick on people with epilepsy and fake a seizure, so i often times don't tell anybody. it's stupid for people to judge a disorder they know nothing about.
i just got horribly unexpectedly dumped, my family is falling completely apart, evertything is just going horribly wrong, but i am proud to say, ive been doing my best not to cut, and i havnt in months, and im trying to keep it that way.
My best friend, the one i tell anything and everything, and would do anything for moved an hour and a half away. ANd I found out all kinds of stuff about my family that I really wish I hadn't. :/ but other than that I'm a pretty happy person.
my mother is having sex with her new boyfriend on the bed that my step father died in. & he died a a 2 months ago. i've been in a mental facility 2 times in 2 months for depression, cutting, suicidal thoughts , & bipolar disorder. my biological father abused me, i'm still in 7th grade. FML, I'm done.
@ElissaLeAnneHarvey Wow, that sucks.. I've been there with the bi-polar/cutting/mental places/ect. I'm not going to say things will be perfect but it does get easier to deal with. Emotions can't really be controlled, some people just don't fit into an easily manageable box. After 4 years I'm finally done with cutting, without replacing it with other harmful things. If you ever wanna talk you can message me. Not trying to be creepy but I know it's hard xP
well very few people talk to me kindly at school and even fewer want to see me out side of school. my dad loves to be a major dick to me then invite me some where with him which why would i wanna go. my brother is a total a hole punches me yells at me and is mean to my dog. oh and my dad decided my dog was not fit to live in the house so now after a long time of being a house dog and sleeping in the bed with me she cant step foot inside whit out geting yelled at by dad or my brother! fml!!!!!
my job REALLy sucks and i dont like my current living space... boo >:/ but im still grateful for actually having a home and a healthy family and a wonderful caring boyfriend
I'm 13 years old, I suffer with major depression, I have to fake a smile everyday, fake a laugh everyday, my parents split when I was 7 and my mom and stepdad are splitting again, I may never have a real dad again, I once had an abusive dad, I never see him, my stepdad is the same!! I am emo, I have made some wrong choices liek cutting and attemped runaway and suicide, I am athiest...bc I was once chritian but God never talked to he or helped me throu anything!
Woah, their is an actual reactions thing next to the comments! i chose incredible XD but... basicly, my dad is being a hypocrite, my sister beats me up and then lies to my dad, my friends ditched me, my dog pooped in the house and i almost stepped in it, uhmm hmm oh- and, my sister completely ruined my social life at school.
my parents split up i think about suicide all the time but my parilizing fear of death prevents me from doing it my mom is insane like she was in a insane asuylum for 3 weeks i cant smile for real there all fake except when i laugh and im smarter than every one around me pretty much and im not emo and im 12 i wish my mom wouldnt have gone crazy causing my parents to splitt but your the personn i look up to in most cases so yea
I am 13 years old and have depression. My 2/3 closest grandparents died right about another. I didn't cry at either funeral for and unknown reason. My parents split when i was 9 and my dad went blind due to diabetes. I act happy to get people to stop asking, "Whats wrong?" because I don't want to explain it. I wish everything would go back to the way it use to be before everything happened... Before all the hatred.
the lack of a romantic relationship in my life. i'm only 15 so i shouldnt need one, but im ready to have a serious, steady, loving relationship. the only problems are that i've never been in a relationship and the guys i fall for aren't looking for a girlfriend/partner. it sucks so much. most guys are too immature to handle a relationship. poop.
most guys i tried to ask out has rejected me for one reason and one reason only....."it was weird and awkward" meaning, its weird and awkward dating a girl with a different ethnicity. It has bugged me ever since 9th grade...............................
the guy i love with all my heart randomly said he wanted to be just friends and my ex is turning everyone agisnt me and it causing alot of emotional stress and now everyone hates me even my family :<
my family hates me because im silent and when i do talk they ignore me and every girl i dated dumped me after 3 days because im too deppressed and when im with an emo girls they say im too happy.my stepmother used to beat me for 6 years and kept me away from my mom untill my dad divorced her and i tried to commit suicide multiple times so im on alot of medication and makes me extreamly hyper and just...nobody likes me.thats it.
@that1guy866 youll get better alot of thingd are ruff but keep your head held high and when someone talks shit ignore them they dont deserve to make you feel sad or anything you should be happy and enjoy life and i even used to cut my wrists because of family issues but everyone has a bright side to thier rainy day ;]
i was born with tracheamalacia and when i was a child i developed asthma and now i have scarring in my bronchular tubes...sometimes its almost impossible to breathe and theres nothing that can fit it...i have depression because i have problems at home and i'm bullied really bad at school...i also have lost some really close people in my life which also has made me depressed...it sucks i hate it :/
emos are not depressed its a myth but normal things that make everyone upset like not fitting in and for me it would be getting my face scratched out of school pictures and teachers make fun of us ....and others hate us because we look different im not emo per-say but im goth
my family thinks im a disgrace for being bisexual and people in school write things on my locker that are hurtful and i even been stabbed and cut at school
My grandma's not dead yet. I hate her. She calls me fat and says I eat too much. She talks shi* about my mom behind her back. Then she goes ahead and asks why we don't talk anymore. She calls me a "Satan Worshiper" and all because I don't enjoy gospel. Am I a bad person for hating her? Maybe, but she sure as hell deserves it.
@keikokitty189 You're not a bad person at all... Once, my teacher said that I had to be the bigger person, since my grandmother sometimes acts childish, and always wants to be right about everything, when she fails. Hard.
I'm not "Emo", but I do suffer from clinical depression. My biggest problem is always feeling alone. A lot of it has to do with the fact that my family is torn apart and I just feel like everyone hates me.
my friend tried to make me smoke weed while i wuz sleepin and what she didnt know is im not a smoker and im only 13 so if i do smoke its probably gonna be when im 30-35.
I'm not emo, I think I try to stay fairly positive. The biggest problem in my life would be that my mom is a meth addict and chose her drugs over me and my younger brothers, so I was basically the one who took care of them and now I have no clue where she even lives or what happened to her. Another thing in my life I wish I could change is that I have been really sick for several months now and the doctors do not know what is wrong with me, so we spent all our money to find out nothing...
I'm afraid of my future. I am trying to be an artist/actress and every time I draw a picture or memorize a script, I keep wondering what I'm going to do with my life.
im in love and she hates me. and i dont know y. all i ever did was be what i alwaes gesst was nice and a good frend. but i gess not. and i know thats not as big as bills. but for a 17 year old. the image of love can be the bigist obsession and i fell vary hard for her and she just hates me.
well im emo and im to the point of suicide... my fiance left me... we been together for a yr now but then she leaves me cuz ive been getting depressed alot from other ppl... she coulndt stand it so she left. i still love her alot but she wont coem bck now shes with someone else which rly hurts me alot... when we were together she promised nvr to leave me and i promised ill always love her. she broke her pormise but i didnt break mine.... i just dont know wat to do anymore...
WEEEEELLLL>> because pleople were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. And all this damn chaos is caused because THINGS are being loved. And people are being USED.. Im not emo, depressed or anything. I just seem to find that a dumb thing.. or ironic, really. :) THANKS FOR MAKING VIDEOS :D love you, Greg..
Ummm, my mom used to drink, and she doesn't anymore, but she gets "dry drunk", which is when somebody's body is so used to being drunk around a certain time that it naturally responds to the need for alcohol. And she never eally does anything with me, the only thing she does is when she gets home, she sits for a while and tells me to do my homework, and she comes in a few times to tell me that, then by the time she's "dry drunk" she comes in to sleep. So, I guess it's actually not that bad, srry
I don't like the system humans made for themselves... we have wars with ourselves...make ourselves do force-labor for the very thing we need to survive... money. we are power greedy scums who don'y care for one-another's well being... humans need to change. If we get rid of electricity, oil, cement, metal, iron, and everything nuclear... humans would have made a pure life-system that is good for the universe
@TheKFCluver i like you. you fight for what is right and I bet everyone would be with you on this one but i love to be on my computer and i have restricted rights so thats fucking bullshit and 1000000000000000/2 lol
I'm not emo, but I did get engaged twice and then got left so I'm kinnda pissed/sad about that. My doctors keep adding meds, so I don't think or feel too much about it lol
I'm Going Through Anxiety/Panic Attacks Frequently Which Caused My Depression To Worsen And Hit Me With The Horrible Untrue Feeling That My Mother Is Going To Die Which Cause Yet Again, Panic Attacks Which I'm Somewhat Sure Are Due To The Fact That My Mother Is Leaving For Work And Other Things. And My Father (Who Left) Is Having A Baby With His Horrible Wife Who Exchanged But 15 Words To Me. And To Top It, I Had To Take A Piercing Out Dxxxxxxxx.
My Mom has a anoxic Brain injury and She will never get any better just worst and ive never seen her without it....when i was born the doctor was on drug..... and ...well i dont want to tell the hole story but he was on drugs and my mom couldnt breath for a min and passed out when i wasnt born yet but I was born after she gained concous and luckily i wasnt affected any way but thats how she got it....... well so says my grandma....
Dear Onision, We all know that you don't care about our problems, for we are just people whom got on the internet this morning. Yeah, there are things with my life, but I like it. Enjoy life while you can before it all goes down to shit. I may smile, a fake one but at least a smile. I do say "Good morning mom," although I don't give a fuck about my parents but hell, it has to count for something....right?
i live in a ghetto ass place i watch pple get killd my mom is dieing and is begging for help from my grandma and she wont help at all....pple judge me becouse of my scares my love lives hours away from me...im always a mess up ...i make everything wrose in pples lifes...im clumsy...no one understands me..and at the end of the day my face hurts from my fake smile i put on all day wut about you:)
wel my friend told me my other friend (hus a girl) wants to go out with me (im a girl too) nd it annoys me because i thinik she might be joking nd im really paranoid now :/
I cant say somethings wrong whit my life even though there is,
cuz in some strange way being a little/sometimes very depressed makes me ``happy`` i cant really explain it but its a part of who i am and i guess i like it because it helps me stay in reality. :/
No one truelly understands why I'm mad or depressed, they only see that I'm picked on and always being put down and rejected and they've only scratched the suface of my problems
@spacefacefreak2 hey ive been there, dont let them bugg you i go through simular things. if your friends or family dont even want to help you they probobly have there own problems too. if you need someone to talk to im here for you.
My mom yells and hits me. I'm not emo, but I try to stay the happiest I can I love you Onision, and I think you really helped me. I watched this after my mom yelled at me and it made me feel better. Thank you. <3
My uncle Harry turned into peanut butter, chicken liver, pork chops and spam. I think hes spoiling. eww....! And hes screaming demanding for his dandie lion cream. and he thinks my mom stole his underware.. theres grease and meat everywhere on the walls and couch. i dont know what to do. meat smells bad when it spoils. and my mom didnt take his underware.. Hes in love with frankenberry but harrys very smelly. and i dont know what to do,but theres meat and goo in my shoes! Eww help! JK be happy.
@1nvyxblaze same... We are long distance and my gf is afraid to come home from school because she doesn't like how her parents treat her.. She's the most sensitive yet precious person I'll ever know, and there's nothing I can do but watch her agony... Why must she hurt?
My parents, siblings, school, friends, bullies, teachers, etc.... Everything just seems to be going downhill... But, I usually just push it all aside for the sake of other peoples happiness.
My boyfriend is going through alot of stress right now and he won't tell me what's going on. He says I can't help so there's no point in telling me, but
I feel so terrible that I can't help him. I hate it, That is just one in a VERY long list of things going wrong.
The biggest problem with my life right now is, that i don't live at home. I live... somewhere else, and that really sucks ass. But i'm not really depressed. I'm not really good at being sad for more than one or two days.
well all the people i could have called friend were in fact a group of backstaber and now no girl talk tho me and my ex girlfriend left me tho go with my best friend one week after she left me
i'm fat and my hair is curly those are my problems my life is pretty cool now cuz i make it cool i dont stand all day complaining about stupid things im not rich but im happy with my life
Hmm... :( I don't have like any talents :( I mean, I can draw pretty good, but I'm no artist... My teacher is a shit ass whipe sometimes 4 no fucking reason... I moved and I miss my Bff (my FIRST ACTUAL friend!) and I miss her D: I wish I could hang out with her, but her parents think my family is "odd" and I can't have a sleepover with her for another 3 years!
hey onision :D I have just replied and tried to help I think about 13 other commenters.. hopefully I helped some of them.. but i just wanted to thank you for actually asking people what's wrong, because i'm sure most people on here keep their feelings inside which is never good, even just typing it to you may have helped a little :D So yeah, just thanks(:
@stacey12358 Don't hate yourself; you are who you are for a reason and trying to change yourself will do no good. Your friends are probably either lazy, anti-social, super busy or just not very nice, maybe you should socialise with different people via groups/clubs that arnt to do with your school. There are clubs of all sorts out there, i'm sure you'll find one that you'll like soon enough. :)
@Dolphidood My cousins autistic, he sees it more as a gift than a bad thing as it causes you to be extremely clever in subjects most people find difficult, which i also think is pretty great.
Siezures admitedly are not so good, but hopefully they will not happen so much over time and eventually stop,
As for the people that do not understand, maybe they are not worth explaining things to. There will be people who understand, if you look hard enough, online for example:)
@JustAnotherLondoner Thanks, that cheered me up. I'm high functioning so I guess it could be worst. Its just that my sister is like 15 and I'm 18 and it feels like I am her social age and maybe a little younger. All I want to do is live in a library and do nothing but satisfy question after question without having to talk to try and please anyone. You might think I am quite normal if you look at my videos but its a real effort for me to think about what I am going to say. Thanks again.
@Dolphidood The idea of living in a library seems so great, doesn't it?:P Sometimes I wish the same, but I hate being alone so it wouldnt really work so well.
@UltimaLinkStephen Don't let your parents turn you into anything you don't want to be. They should and it is likely that they do love you for who you are, and it is their problem if they don't, but i'm sure they do as you are their son after all. They should love you for who you are, as you are who you are because of them.
As for being a 'fat anti-social freshmen', you arnt a freshman for long, maybe join a few clubs, talk to people and look for common intrests, you'll be social in notime.
my boyfriends in jail for 20 years love sucks and i want it from him but im stuck thinking what i should do about it. move on wait, i miss him. im mad. im sad im moody as hell i dont belive in love anymore and thats not a good thing. or at least i think its bad. ive been a cutter for 5 years im trying to be good i went to squeezing ice cubes if i could have something other then the emotional pain i have, i would feel so much better... but all i do is cry now. hey maybe its a process. i hope so
@foreverloveless27 hey its not your fault hes in jail, some parts in love or can really make you think other wise, calm down, take a rest from every thing and yes it is a phase i have went through it and i feel so much better now, i wish u good luck
@foreverloveless27 hey its not your fault hes in jail, some parts in love or life can really make you think other wise, calm down, take a rest from every thing and yes it is a phase i have went through it and i feel so much better now, i wish u good luck
@foreverloveless27 I know cutting yourself feels like relief, but it's doing you no good, try finding a hobby to turn to whenever you feel the need to cut; for example a walk outside, or maybe painting/something artistic.
As for the boyfriend thing, ask yourself; is he worth the wait? Do you think you can wait 20 years for someone who did something bad enough to get that long?
Also, don't give up on love, there are more guys out there, ones that do not earn time. You just have to find them:)
I hate myself for several reasons, i try to change but i cant and that makes me hate myself more. I do hurt myself, and it doesnt bother me :( If i didnt i wouldnt feel any other emotion and thats why i hate my life
@HarrleenQuinzel Don't hate yourself! You are who you are for a reason trying to change yourself is like being fake, not good. Change happens automatically over time, don't force it. Also i know hurting yourself seems like a good thing to do, but believe me it's not! You do not deserve this pain, don't cause yourself any more. and do not disagree with me about that; nobody deserves so much pain that they feel the need to cause it themself. Try to find some hobbies & things to make you happier:)
my brother died and then some of my family left me then my friends left me and now im super alone and the guy im trying to get with really doesnt take me .. us serious idk i feel you says i have better things to do adn better girls to see than you.... i mean like my brother always said 'aw well i ges'
@epicdarthvada I'm sorry about your loss; he's in a better place now.
As for the lonliness i know how you feel. I got through it though, because I joined clubs and groups and things in my spare time and made new friends, I also found online friends who act as sort of 'pen pals' and they're there when i feel lonely and want someone to talk to. As for that guy.. if he doesn't give you the time of day he's not worth the pain, dw, if you join a group or something you might find someone better:)
Well I can't really complain because I don't want to be one of those people who are like "FML!" because there are kids in 3rd world countries starving to death. [4,000 per hour, to be exact.] but I guess that it's how my older brother keeps befriending all of my friends. Which doesn't sound like a big deal, but when it was my birthday party, everyone went and talked to my older brother except for my ex boyfriend. So I guess that's all.
@FakeDeadBunnyHeads maybe you should sit down with your brother and tell him how you feel; it's better than keeping it all inside. If he's nice, he'll take what you say into account and back off a bit.
my self esteem, the fact i can do nothing right, my grades are in the fucking toilet, i can do nothing for longer than a few months and then i quit. im not emo but im kinda fucked up
@MAKYtheDOLFIN0 Everybody can do something right, everybody has a talent of some sort, even if it's useful or useless, fun or not, everyone has a talent. You just need to find yours:) As for the grades, not everybody is book smart but they say those who arnt good at school have more common sense, which is in some ways better. As for the quitting thing, just think of the end product and try to keep motivated, but alot of people do what you do so don't worry, you're not as fucked up as you think:)
what's wrong in my life? well i feel super upset cuz it has been twice that the college i went to teach being closed down..it's like a curse..the 1st college closed after a year i've been teaching there due tu management conf
im not emo.... but the hardest thing.... is living without my mom. im only 13 and its hard....
horsiegal13 2 weeks ago
mr. bunnynutluffmuffin... x3
=.=,
DemonicrystalX 3 weeks ago
have you ever had a friend- as in your best friend compleatly throw you under the bus for what you both did and go around spreading rumors about you? i try to shrug it off and go on with life but everytime i come across her.. its like my day is filled with confusion and hate again. I really want to gain our relationship back but its my heart that wants it and my mind keeps telling me the hard truth, its only going to happen again.
AileyHay 1 month ago
you wanna know?
mrlol450 1 month ago in playlist More videos from OnisionArchive
do u have to be emo just bacause u wanna die and u think your life sucks? ... because i don't see me ass emo;)
KnowYa97 2 months ago
i wish i could change my height im terribly shory
TheMermaidApril 2 months ago
I wish i could change how i look so girls like me.
chickendinner724 2 months ago
@chickendinner724 I would change the way I look so the guys like me.
buba123100 2 months ago
i got constipated
makeemsmile1 2 months ago
My Family Hates Me And I Have No Friends Who Arnt After My Brother So My Mom Wants To Send Me To A Mental Hospital Cause I Cut Myself So If I Could Change One Thing It Would Be Cutting Myself Things Wouldnt Be So Bad And My Dad Wouldnt Hit Me And Would Love Me...
blessthefalladdict 2 months ago
@blessthefalladdict I'll be you're friend :)
buba123100 2 months ago
@buba123100 Okay /: I Never Really Had A Friend.
blessthefalladdict 2 months ago
@blessthefalladdict awwww :( I have tons of friends. so, I can be your friend if you want :)
buba123100 2 months ago
@buba123100 Yay!!! I Have One Friend!! My Monkey Will Be Happy!!!
blessthefalladdict 2 months ago
@blessthefalladdict monkey? you have a pet monkey?
buba123100 2 months ago
@buba123100 No Lol I Have A Stuffed Monkey And When Im With My 8 Year Old Cousin He Talks For It (: Its Cute
blessthefalladdict 2 months ago
@blessthefalladdict awww!
buba123100 2 months ago
@buba123100 when i get a camera ill make a vid and post it (:
blessthefalladdict 2 months ago
@blessthefalladdict ok :) Can't wait!
buba123100 2 months ago
I have nystagmus. It makes my eyes move back and forth rapidly and a lot of times I can't focus on things and I'm unsure if I'll ever be able to drive. Other people don't really know what it's like and I don't expect them to.
Also I get chronic sinus infections, but the nystagmus matters more to me.
Xiensha 2 months ago
EMO DOES NOT MEAN DEPRESSED.
2020basha 2 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionArchive
1 thing i wanna change in my life, well there's alot my diabetes, not seeing my brothers and dad for 4 years, my mom going blind and getting a terrible disease and me living with my aunt and uncle, well there's alot more then that but out of all that i think i would rather change the diabetes the most...
DezyDoo68 2 months ago
i just got a kidney transplant tht was going to make me feel better but 3 days havter i got the transplant the sickness came back in the new kidney!
xcomterror 3 months ago
im (EMO) as they say lol idk
fluffyemokittens 3 months ago
Well I don't know where to start because I am making a video of basically my whole life thus far. But let's just do a short sweep shall we?
Since I was 5 my parents got divorced. Everyone thinks I have A.D.H.D., (which I don't...I don't think at least.) or A.D.D. and they think I'm Emo, Goth, call me anything they can think of to ruin my day. My personal favorite is Fag. Hmmm...I just love it. I been trying so hard to resist cutting myself. I haven't in like a week I think.
buba123100 3 months ago
my family is completley insane my mom ripps my hair out of my head and i wanna move in with my friends.
montie468 3 months ago
i wanna move back to my hometown..
Blinker968 3 months ago
A.D.H.D.
dragon55105 4 months ago 2
i have epilepsy and it makes me very sick. i take pills for it, but they don't help at all. i'll sometimes wake up with bruises because i had a seizure in my sleep. people like to pick on people with epilepsy and fake a seizure, so i often times don't tell anybody. it's stupid for people to judge a disorder they know nothing about.
xoxRachaelxll3 4 months ago
i just got horribly unexpectedly dumped, my family is falling completely apart, evertything is just going horribly wrong, but i am proud to say, ive been doing my best not to cut, and i havnt in months, and im trying to keep it that way.
glowfishgalaxy16 5 months ago
well. lets see. My cousin got sexually abused, and my family are attempting to find justice. Nuff said.
lets all keep in mind shes very young.
nachocomm 5 months ago
chemical imbalance,other mental illness's and a history of abuse and a lot of people i love dying
PessimisticAshley 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionArchive
Nobody cares about me... If i die nobody will care...i have no friends my father died in a car accident... im like you onision but i dont have fame
TheErmac678 5 months ago
@TheErmac678 There's some people who care about you. :D I'm sure of it.
MrThatguynamedchris1 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionArchive
@MrThatguynamedchris1 thankz buddy i appreciate that
TheErmac678 4 months ago
My best friend, the one i tell anything and everything, and would do anything for moved an hour and a half away. ANd I found out all kinds of stuff about my family that I really wish I hadn't. :/ but other than that I'm a pretty happy person.
WeAteTheChildren 6 months ago
I'm watch you, faggot
hankhhh12 6 months ago
@hankhhh12 Well we know what's wrong with you now. Go back to your shit life yeah? :D
MrThatguynamedchris1 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionArchive
my mother is having sex with her new boyfriend on the bed that my step father died in. & he died a a 2 months ago. i've been in a mental facility 2 times in 2 months for depression, cutting, suicidal thoughts , & bipolar disorder. my biological father abused me, i'm still in 7th grade. FML, I'm done.
ElissaLeAnneHarvey 6 months ago
@ElissaLeAnneHarvey Wow, that sucks.. I've been there with the bi-polar/cutting/mental places/ect. I'm not going to say things will be perfect but it does get easier to deal with. Emotions can't really be controlled, some people just don't fit into an easily manageable box. After 4 years I'm finally done with cutting, without replacing it with other harmful things. If you ever wanna talk you can message me. Not trying to be creepy but I know it's hard xP
bobwantsyourspleen 5 months ago
@ElissaLeAnneHarvey just tell her how you feel about it
AileyHay 1 month ago
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@ElissaLeAnneHarvey just tell her how you feel about it
AileyHay 1 month ago
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@ElissaLeAnneHarvey just tell her how you feel about it
AileyHay 1 month ago
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@ElissaLeAnneHarvey just tell her how you feel about it
AileyHay 1 month ago
everyone yells at me and i dont know why....
and they wont tell me why....
musicgirl1092 6 months ago
what happened to your chest?
mesmilez1 6 months ago
my life.
mesmilez1 6 months ago
well very few people talk to me kindly at school and even fewer want to see me out side of school. my dad loves to be a major dick to me then invite me some where with him which why would i wanna go. my brother is a total a hole punches me yells at me and is mean to my dog. oh and my dad decided my dog was not fit to live in the house so now after a long time of being a house dog and sleeping in the bed with me she cant step foot inside whit out geting yelled at by dad or my brother! fml!!!!!
pud1994 6 months ago
My job.. enough said. I HATE it with a passion.
gabriellefreedom2001 6 months ago
Wait for mw3 to come out!!! X(
HDVLAD 6 months ago
my job REALLy sucks and i dont like my current living space... boo >:/ but im still grateful for actually having a home and a healthy family and a wonderful caring boyfriend
RaiinbowRaven 6 months ago
uh... i don't really have a home.... but i mean my mom is a travel nurse so we move alot. :/ sucks.
MichaelSimmons8D 6 months ago
I have to choose between my boyfriend and my ex, my majorly in love with both...
idkcat97 6 months ago
I'm 13 years old, I suffer with major depression, I have to fake a smile everyday, fake a laugh everyday, my parents split when I was 7 and my mom and stepdad are splitting again, I may never have a real dad again, I once had an abusive dad, I never see him, my stepdad is the same!! I am emo, I have made some wrong choices liek cutting and attemped runaway and suicide, I am athiest...bc I was once chritian but God never talked to he or helped me throu anything!
xXAlexRuthlessXx 6 months ago
@xXAlexRuthlessXx Mate, we are simmilar...
My parents divorced too when I was 7 ;(
APK190 5 months ago
Woah, their is an actual reactions thing next to the comments! i chose incredible XD but... basicly, my dad is being a hypocrite, my sister beats me up and then lies to my dad, my friends ditched me, my dog pooped in the house and i almost stepped in it, uhmm hmm oh- and, my sister completely ruined my social life at school.
PuppyGirlProductions 6 months ago
my parents split up i think about suicide all the time but my parilizing fear of death prevents me from doing it my mom is insane like she was in a insane asuylum for 3 weeks i cant smile for real there all fake except when i laugh and im smarter than every one around me pretty much and im not emo and im 12 i wish my mom wouldnt have gone crazy causing my parents to splitt but your the personn i look up to in most cases so yea
rmrmistero 6 months ago
I am 13 years old and have depression. My 2/3 closest grandparents died right about another. I didn't cry at either funeral for and unknown reason. My parents split when i was 9 and my dad went blind due to diabetes. I act happy to get people to stop asking, "Whats wrong?" because I don't want to explain it. I wish everything would go back to the way it use to be before everything happened... Before all the hatred.
Lovingcursed 7 months ago
The girl ive been in love with since i was 7 moved to peurto rico
polipens 7 months ago
I cant find a guy i like and that likes me back
Insidemybrain1 7 months ago
the lack of a romantic relationship in my life. i'm only 15 so i shouldnt need one, but im ready to have a serious, steady, loving relationship. the only problems are that i've never been in a relationship and the guys i fall for aren't looking for a girlfriend/partner. it sucks so much. most guys are too immature to handle a relationship. poop.
MissAussieGurl1996 7 months ago
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Me and my girlfriend always fight these days...... :(
monste1407 7 months ago
most guys i tried to ask out has rejected me for one reason and one reason only....."it was weird and awkward" meaning, its weird and awkward dating a girl with a different ethnicity. It has bugged me ever since 9th grade...............................
contagiousscorpio7 7 months ago
@contagiousscorpio7 aww! :( dont worry, you'll find someone! <3
MissAussieGurl1996 7 months ago
the guy i love with all my heart randomly said he wanted to be just friends and my ex is turning everyone agisnt me and it causing alot of emotional stress and now everyone hates me even my family :<
pyromaniac2344 7 months ago
my family hates me because im silent and when i do talk they ignore me and every girl i dated dumped me after 3 days because im too deppressed and when im with an emo girls they say im too happy.my stepmother used to beat me for 6 years and kept me away from my mom untill my dad divorced her and i tried to commit suicide multiple times so im on alot of medication and makes me extreamly hyper and just...nobody likes me.thats it.
that1guy866 7 months ago
@that1guy866 youll get better alot of thingd are ruff but keep your head held high and when someone talks shit ignore them they dont deserve to make you feel sad or anything you should be happy and enjoy life and i even used to cut my wrists because of family issues but everyone has a bright side to thier rainy day ;]
rockmonkey125 7 months ago
i was born with tracheamalacia and when i was a child i developed asthma and now i have scarring in my bronchular tubes...sometimes its almost impossible to breathe and theres nothing that can fit it...i have depression because i have problems at home and i'm bullied really bad at school...i also have lost some really close people in my life which also has made me depressed...it sucks i hate it :/
nonnasgirl93 7 months ago
I'm in love with my best friend...she's a girl btw...just wanted to clarify that
jessejaymz100 7 months ago
yeah like you divorce my mom and dad, its so bad i havent seen my dad in almost 2 months....
darknessesknife 7 months ago
im too shy to tell.....all i can say that i cant really trust anyone lol
idklolnow 7 months ago
emos are not depressed its a myth but normal things that make everyone upset like not fitting in and for me it would be getting my face scratched out of school pictures and teachers make fun of us ....and others hate us because we look different im not emo per-say but im goth
morganablackrat 7 months ago
my family thinks im a disgrace for being bisexual and people in school write things on my locker that are hurtful and i even been stabbed and cut at school
SuperCuppycakelover 7 months ago
im the fuck up of the family :/
elyzz2011 7 months ago
Worst part in my life is that Im moving, cause my mom is getting married and that means.
A. Its just been mom and I for 10 years, and now theres some freak intruder.
B. Ive lived in the same place with the same kids for 10 years, and now i have to leave.
C. My mom has gone all Godly and holy
D. I have to be inside the lines now, which is irritating as fuck, Im an outside the lines girl.
E. He wants me to wear dresses and have my hair up..... over my dead body.
other then that! XD
JokerzPrincezz 8 months ago
My boyfriend broke up with me. At two in the morning. On the phone. While I was at my best friends slumber party.
MaidenMouse 8 months ago
My grandma's not dead yet. I hate her. She calls me fat and says I eat too much. She talks shi* about my mom behind her back. Then she goes ahead and asks why we don't talk anymore. She calls me a "Satan Worshiper" and all because I don't enjoy gospel. Am I a bad person for hating her? Maybe, but she sure as hell deserves it.
keikokitty189 8 months ago
@keikokitty189 You're not a bad person at all... Once, my teacher said that I had to be the bigger person, since my grandmother sometimes acts childish, and always wants to be right about everything, when she fails. Hard.
Frida708 8 months ago
@Frida708 Thanks, that helps a lot. :) Made my day~ I do have to be the bigger person, you're totally right~
keikokitty189 8 months ago
@keikokitty189 Thank you, and you're welcome. :)
Frida708 7 months ago
I'm not "Emo", but I do suffer from clinical depression. My biggest problem is always feeling alone. A lot of it has to do with the fact that my family is torn apart and I just feel like everyone hates me.
SilentBloodSpill 8 months ago
my friend tried to make me smoke weed while i wuz sleepin and what she didnt know is im not a smoker and im only 13 so if i do smoke its probably gonna be when im 30-35.
Lugia714 8 months ago
if you truly care im unattractive... thats the main thing...
meiqjii 8 months ago
I'm not emo, I think I try to stay fairly positive. The biggest problem in my life would be that my mom is a meth addict and chose her drugs over me and my younger brothers, so I was basically the one who took care of them and now I have no clue where she even lives or what happened to her. Another thing in my life I wish I could change is that I have been really sick for several months now and the doctors do not know what is wrong with me, so we spent all our money to find out nothing...
woahhthatscrazy 8 months ago
I'm afraid of my future. I am trying to be an artist/actress and every time I draw a picture or memorize a script, I keep wondering what I'm going to do with my life.
RennyHaruno 8 months ago
at my summer camp a guy is stalking me! :(
smoshlover315 8 months ago
im in love and she hates me. and i dont know y. all i ever did was be what i alwaes gesst was nice and a good frend. but i gess not. and i know thats not as big as bills. but for a 17 year old. the image of love can be the bigist obsession and i fell vary hard for her and she just hates me.
skrachmunkey 8 months ago
i cant live at home, cause everybody looks at me as a weak and terrified little lam, because i almost never talk.
GotohellSLESKO 8 months ago
well im emo and im to the point of suicide... my fiance left me... we been together for a yr now but then she leaves me cuz ive been getting depressed alot from other ppl... she coulndt stand it so she left. i still love her alot but she wont coem bck now shes with someone else which rly hurts me alot... when we were together she promised nvr to leave me and i promised ill always love her. she broke her pormise but i didnt break mine.... i just dont know wat to do anymore...
TheJman0246 8 months ago
WEEEEELLLL>> because pleople were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. And all this damn chaos is caused because THINGS are being loved. And people are being USED.. Im not emo, depressed or anything. I just seem to find that a dumb thing.. or ironic, really. :) THANKS FOR MAKING VIDEOS :D love you, Greg..
incubuslover205 9 months ago
Ummm, my mom used to drink, and she doesn't anymore, but she gets "dry drunk", which is when somebody's body is so used to being drunk around a certain time that it naturally responds to the need for alcohol. And she never eally does anything with me, the only thing she does is when she gets home, she sits for a while and tells me to do my homework, and she comes in a few times to tell me that, then by the time she's "dry drunk" she comes in to sleep. So, I guess it's actually not that bad, srry
MrGeicos 9 months ago
I have a seizure disorder that changed my life upside down. there isn't a cure for my condition.
sroebuck117 9 months ago 25
um lets seee
- i like a guy who looks at me as an adolescent
- i broke up wit the one guy who truly loves me
- i .. yea thts pretty much it >.>
feels nice 2 admit it :3 thanx Onision <3
ZarZarBinks11 9 months ago
I don't like the system humans made for themselves... we have wars with ourselves...make ourselves do force-labor for the very thing we need to survive... money. we are power greedy scums who don'y care for one-another's well being... humans need to change. If we get rid of electricity, oil, cement, metal, iron, and everything nuclear... humans would have made a pure life-system that is good for the universe
TheKFCluver 9 months ago 20
@TheKFCluver Actually, it's human nature to be power greedy. There is always the alpha in a society, and to be alpha, you have to be power greedy.
whitezombie00 6 months ago
@TheKFCluver i like you. you fight for what is right and I bet everyone would be with you on this one but i love to be on my computer and i have restricted rights so thats fucking bullshit and 1000000000000000/2 lol
Terminator123The 6 months ago
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@TheKFCluver except life would suck...
SameronShowsInc 4 months ago
Every girl I have loved in my life has told me they love me, but then turns out to use me. At this moment, that amounts to a total of 4.
dpstatick 10 months ago
I'm not emo, but I did get engaged twice and then got left so I'm kinnda pissed/sad about that. My doctors keep adding meds, so I don't think or feel too much about it lol
bobertwaythevampire 10 months ago
I'm Going Through Anxiety/Panic Attacks Frequently Which Caused My Depression To Worsen And Hit Me With The Horrible Untrue Feeling That My Mother Is Going To Die Which Cause Yet Again, Panic Attacks Which I'm Somewhat Sure Are Due To The Fact That My Mother Is Leaving For Work And Other Things. And My Father (Who Left) Is Having A Baby With His Horrible Wife Who Exchanged But 15 Words To Me. And To Top It, I Had To Take A Piercing Out Dxxxxxxxx.
But I'll Heal :)
PeninaPoison 10 months ago
My Mom has a anoxic Brain injury and She will never get any better just worst and ive never seen her without it....when i was born the doctor was on drug..... and ...well i dont want to tell the hole story but he was on drugs and my mom couldnt breath for a min and passed out when i wasnt born yet but I was born after she gained concous and luckily i wasnt affected any way but thats how she got it....... well so says my grandma....
TheShaneDawsonFan11 10 months ago
@TheShaneDawsonFan11 auww .. sounds horrific mate! .. Im sorry about that!
guitardude548 10 months ago
@guitardude548 its ok life goes on ill get over it i hope
TheShaneDawsonFan11 10 months ago
@TheShaneDawsonFan11 lets hope that!
guitardude548 10 months ago
@guitardude548 thnks :)
TheShaneDawsonFan11 10 months ago
Dear Onision, We all know that you don't care about our problems, for we are just people whom got on the internet this morning. Yeah, there are things with my life, but I like it. Enjoy life while you can before it all goes down to shit. I may smile, a fake one but at least a smile. I do say "Good morning mom," although I don't give a fuck about my parents but hell, it has to count for something....right?
AQWThatWeirdNoob 10 months ago
i live in a ghetto ass place i watch pple get killd my mom is dieing and is begging for help from my grandma and she wont help at all....pple judge me becouse of my scares my love lives hours away from me...im always a mess up ...i make everything wrose in pples lifes...im clumsy...no one understands me..and at the end of the day my face hurts from my fake smile i put on all day wut about you:)
ampgirl12 10 months ago
wel my friend told me my other friend (hus a girl) wants to go out with me (im a girl too) nd it annoys me because i thinik she might be joking nd im really paranoid now :/
MusicXisXmyXlifeeXxx 11 months ago
I cant say somethings wrong whit my life even though there is,
cuz in some strange way being a little/sometimes very depressed makes me ``happy`` i cant really explain it but its a part of who i am and i guess i like it because it helps me stay in reality. :/
nea244 11 months ago
No one truelly understands why I'm mad or depressed, they only see that I'm picked on and always being put down and rejected and they've only scratched the suface of my problems
spacefacefreak2 1 year ago
@spacefacefreak2 hey ive been there, dont let them bugg you i go through simular things. if your friends or family dont even want to help you they probobly have there own problems too. if you need someone to talk to im here for you.
foreverloveless27 1 year ago
@relalovesme dude that's child abuse if she's hitting u
techguydrew88 1 year ago
you look like you got shot up with paintballs.
YourFantasyForLife 1 year ago
My mom yells and hits me. I'm not emo, but I try to stay the happiest I can I love you Onision, and I think you really helped me. I watched this after my mom yelled at me and it made me feel better. Thank you. <3
Realalovesme 1 year ago
dude wut happened?
MysticManiac7 1 year ago
@MysticManiac7 he got tobasco hot sauce thrown in his face.
YourFantasyForLife 1 year ago
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foreverloveless27 1 year ago
My uncle Harry turned into peanut butter, chicken liver, pork chops and spam. I think hes spoiling. eww....! And hes screaming demanding for his dandie lion cream. and he thinks my mom stole his underware.. theres grease and meat everywhere on the walls and couch. i dont know what to do. meat smells bad when it spoils. and my mom didnt take his underware.. Hes in love with frankenberry but harrys very smelly. and i dont know what to do,but theres meat and goo in my shoes! Eww help! JK be happy.
foreverloveless27 1 year ago
@1nvyxblaze same... We are long distance and my gf is afraid to come home from school because she doesn't like how her parents treat her.. She's the most sensitive yet precious person I'll ever know, and there's nothing I can do but watch her agony... Why must she hurt?
FARSairsoft 1 year ago
everytime theres something im happy aboyut msister ruins my moody
linayasmin 1 year ago
my girlfirends life.
1NvYxBlAzE 1 year ago
My parents, siblings, school, friends, bullies, teachers, etc.... Everything just seems to be going downhill... But, I usually just push it all aside for the sake of other peoples happiness.
MixedEmotions101 1 year ago
@MixedEmotions101 Thats exactly what i do!! finally some one who understands!
VxMyaxV 1 year ago
right now, its my dad. He keeps smashing plates and cups 'cus I didn't wash them up =/
Green2Griffin 1 year ago
parents livind for away from eachother and bitching about where i have to be in the weekend ect.
ianmeesters88 1 year ago
school
MusicXisXmyXlifeeXxx 1 year ago
that would have to be my love-life....or lack there of. heh....yeah
musicmaker11 1 year ago
all of the closest ppl to me now leave me out of everything they do, its like im not even there anymore
thtoutsider 1 year ago
My boyfriend is going through alot of stress right now and he won't tell me what's going on. He says I can't help so there's no point in telling me, but
I feel so terrible that I can't help him. I hate it, That is just one in a VERY long list of things going wrong.
deliciousmalice666 1 year ago
You don't want to know the things I've seen, and I'm only ten
abc365doom 1 year ago
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i dont have a daddy!!!!!!!
devilpipz 1 year ago
I got cherry pepper juice in my eyes b4 and it burned like hell :)
Tygerlily179 1 year ago
The biggest problem with my life right now is, that i don't live at home. I live... somewhere else, and that really sucks ass. But i'm not really depressed. I'm not really good at being sad for more than one or two days.
GotohellSLESKO 1 year ago
well all the people i could have called friend were in fact a group of backstaber and now no girl talk tho me and my ex girlfriend left me tho go with my best friend one week after she left me
wertyty12 1 year ago
i'm fat and my hair is curly those are my problems my life is pretty cool now cuz i make it cool i dont stand all day complaining about stupid things im not rich but im happy with my life
dani222fuklqo 1 year ago
i have a mom but i havent seen her for a while.. so i dnt have a dad or mom right now and ive seen more than most 14 year olds..
fuzzyskulls10 1 year ago
Hmm... :( I don't have like any talents :( I mean, I can draw pretty good, but I'm no artist... My teacher is a shit ass whipe sometimes 4 no fucking reason... I moved and I miss my Bff (my FIRST ACTUAL friend!) and I miss her D: I wish I could hang out with her, but her parents think my family is "odd" and I can't have a sleepover with her for another 3 years!
Tygerlily179 1 year ago
hey onision :D I have just replied and tried to help I think about 13 other commenters.. hopefully I helped some of them.. but i just wanted to thank you for actually asking people what's wrong, because i'm sure most people on here keep their feelings inside which is never good, even just typing it to you may have helped a little :D So yeah, just thanks(:
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
@JustAnotherLondoner good job!
Rockstarsinger59 1 year ago
@stacey12358 Don't hate yourself; you are who you are for a reason and trying to change yourself will do no good. Your friends are probably either lazy, anti-social, super busy or just not very nice, maybe you should socialise with different people via groups/clubs that arnt to do with your school. There are clubs of all sorts out there, i'm sure you'll find one that you'll like soon enough. :)
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
Autism, seizures and people don't understand.
Dolphidood 1 year ago
@Dolphidood My cousins autistic, he sees it more as a gift than a bad thing as it causes you to be extremely clever in subjects most people find difficult, which i also think is pretty great.
Siezures admitedly are not so good, but hopefully they will not happen so much over time and eventually stop,
As for the people that do not understand, maybe they are not worth explaining things to. There will be people who understand, if you look hard enough, online for example:)
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
@JustAnotherLondoner Thanks, that cheered me up. I'm high functioning so I guess it could be worst. Its just that my sister is like 15 and I'm 18 and it feels like I am her social age and maybe a little younger. All I want to do is live in a library and do nothing but satisfy question after question without having to talk to try and please anyone. You might think I am quite normal if you look at my videos but its a real effort for me to think about what I am going to say. Thanks again.
Dolphidood 1 year ago
@Dolphidood The idea of living in a library seems so great, doesn't it?:P Sometimes I wish the same, but I hate being alone so it wouldnt really work so well.
I'm glad my comment cheered you up :D
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
I know this video is old but the things that are wrong with my life are that
1. i get severely bullied
2. my mom had cancer
3. my grandpa died this year from alzheimers and a brain tumor
other than that my life is really awsomme and people like you, onision make it better :D
thankyou ♥
19962charlie 1 year ago
@19962charlie 1. Tell an adult, any adult, a teacher at school or a parent, it usually really helps.
2. I'm really sorry to hear that :( but you said had, so is she better now?:)
3. I'm really sorry for your loss, but he's in a better place now and no longer in any pain or suffering:)
glad that everything else is awsome :D:D
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
why do you have to take pills?
LuvBugBlaqkHart 1 year ago
My parents are trying to turn me into a jock and my dad insults me 24/7. I deal with this along with being a fat anti-social freshmen.
UltimaLinkStephen 1 year ago
@UltimaLinkStephen Don't let your parents turn you into anything you don't want to be. They should and it is likely that they do love you for who you are, and it is their problem if they don't, but i'm sure they do as you are their son after all. They should love you for who you are, as you are who you are because of them.
As for being a 'fat anti-social freshmen', you arnt a freshman for long, maybe join a few clubs, talk to people and look for common intrests, you'll be social in notime.
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
what the fuck happened to him
xdyingheartx 1 year ago
what happened to your chest???
kittycatcrazy1000 1 year ago
my boyfriends in jail for 20 years love sucks and i want it from him but im stuck thinking what i should do about it. move on wait, i miss him. im mad. im sad im moody as hell i dont belive in love anymore and thats not a good thing. or at least i think its bad. ive been a cutter for 5 years im trying to be good i went to squeezing ice cubes if i could have something other then the emotional pain i have, i would feel so much better... but all i do is cry now. hey maybe its a process. i hope so
foreverloveless27 1 year ago
@foreverloveless27 for one... stop cutting. it does nothing. and two.... move on. DONE.
TehSeanRadcliffe 1 year ago
@TehSeanRadcliffe yeah GREAT advice you idiot.
Bazingannie 1 year ago
@foreverloveless27 hey its not your fault hes in jail, some parts in love or can really make you think other wise, calm down, take a rest from every thing and yes it is a phase i have went through it and i feel so much better now, i wish u good luck
bredmOnKeY177 1 year ago
@foreverloveless27 hey its not your fault hes in jail, some parts in love or life can really make you think other wise, calm down, take a rest from every thing and yes it is a phase i have went through it and i feel so much better now, i wish u good luck
bredmOnKeY177 1 year ago
@foreverloveless27 I know cutting yourself feels like relief, but it's doing you no good, try finding a hobby to turn to whenever you feel the need to cut; for example a walk outside, or maybe painting/something artistic.
As for the boyfriend thing, ask yourself; is he worth the wait? Do you think you can wait 20 years for someone who did something bad enough to get that long?
Also, don't give up on love, there are more guys out there, ones that do not earn time. You just have to find them:)
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
I hate myself for several reasons, i try to change but i cant and that makes me hate myself more. I do hurt myself, and it doesnt bother me :( If i didnt i wouldnt feel any other emotion and thats why i hate my life
HarrleenQuinzel 1 year ago
@HarrleenQuinzel Don't hate yourself! You are who you are for a reason trying to change yourself is like being fake, not good. Change happens automatically over time, don't force it. Also i know hurting yourself seems like a good thing to do, but believe me it's not! You do not deserve this pain, don't cause yourself any more. and do not disagree with me about that; nobody deserves so much pain that they feel the need to cause it themself. Try to find some hobbies & things to make you happier:)
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
well my life sucks really bad cause i dont got a banana t shirt it makes me sad i want yours
Johnjos3113 1 year ago
my brother died and then some of my family left me then my friends left me and now im super alone and the guy im trying to get with really doesnt take me .. us serious idk i feel you says i have better things to do adn better girls to see than you.... i mean like my brother always said 'aw well i ges'
epicdarthvada 1 year ago
@epicdarthvada I'm sorry about your loss; he's in a better place now.
As for the lonliness i know how you feel. I got through it though, because I joined clubs and groups and things in my spare time and made new friends, I also found online friends who act as sort of 'pen pals' and they're there when i feel lonely and want someone to talk to. As for that guy.. if he doesn't give you the time of day he's not worth the pain, dw, if you join a group or something you might find someone better:)
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
The worst thing in my life....
Well I can't really complain because I don't want to be one of those people who are like "FML!" because there are kids in 3rd world countries starving to death. [4,000 per hour, to be exact.] but I guess that it's how my older brother keeps befriending all of my friends. Which doesn't sound like a big deal, but when it was my birthday party, everyone went and talked to my older brother except for my ex boyfriend. So I guess that's all.
FakeDeadBunnyHeads 1 year ago
@FakeDeadBunnyHeads maybe you should sit down with your brother and tell him how you feel; it's better than keeping it all inside. If he's nice, he'll take what you say into account and back off a bit.
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
my self esteem, the fact i can do nothing right, my grades are in the fucking toilet, i can do nothing for longer than a few months and then i quit. im not emo but im kinda fucked up
MAKYtheDOLFIN0 1 year ago
@MAKYtheDOLFIN0 Everybody can do something right, everybody has a talent of some sort, even if it's useful or useless, fun or not, everyone has a talent. You just need to find yours:) As for the grades, not everybody is book smart but they say those who arnt good at school have more common sense, which is in some ways better. As for the quitting thing, just think of the end product and try to keep motivated, but alot of people do what you do so don't worry, you're not as fucked up as you think:)
JustAnotherLondoner 1 year ago
@JustAnotherLondoner thanks iv been workin i was just feelin like shit for a few days but my mos helpin me and im helpin myself thanks :)
MAKYtheDOLFIN0 1 year ago
I love how you are still wearing a bra :)
Popcicle299 1 year ago
what's wrong in my life? well i feel super upset cuz it has been twice that the college i went to teach being closed down..it's like a curse..the 1st college closed after a year i've been teaching there due tu management conf