hey I think it's great that you made this video, I have a friend that struggled with anorexia a little (like not eating breakfast or lunch, not sure if she ate dinner)I got worried about her, but she always told me she ate. I think you look fine now! You are very brave!
Omg you retards! SHE IS NOT A TRUE ANOREXIC!! Anorexic is not locking yourself in a room for three months (no, that my friends, is stupid idiot syndrom), it is an ongoing battle that you cannot control, your life is put on the line all to be thin. This is such a fake!
You know, you should just leave. Go support your own fan club KillForWicked.
We're here to support people who've gone through crap, unlike you.
Omg you retards! SHE IS NOT A TRUE ANOREXIC!! Anorexic is not locking yourself in a room for three months (no, that my friends, is stupid idiot syndrom), it is an ongoing battle that you cannot control, your life is put on the line all to be thin. This is such a fake!
SARAHX AMD KILLFORWICKED, SHUT THE FUK UP U IDIOTS! THIS POOR GIRL IS TRYING TO RECOVER FROM THIS HORID PAST BY TELLING US ABOUT IT! U WOULDNT FEEL VERY HAPPY IF SUM IDIOT CAME ALONG AND SAID HHHAHA GET OVER IT FUCKER SO WHY SHUD U SAY IT? look sweetie, u keep sending ur life stories if u want, the REAL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, will stick with you and support you, BUT THE FUCKERS WILL TELL U OFF, dont believe them....
the comment i posted before was aimed at s4rah0x not you. i just wanted to make that clear just incase you thought it was to you lol. sorry im pretty new at this thing.
You are beutiful darling inside and outside. Dont let anybody tell you different. Be strong, well you have already shown how strong you are. What you have done will reach out to and touch alot of people. You might have saved a life or even a few by doing this. Thats how powerful your message is.
Oh my god! Would you quit with the whining? Sorry you went through a rough time, but its like my god, must the whole world bring you flowers and sob at your feet? JUST QUIT WHINING!
you are one bitter, twisted, sick fuck! she is beutiful and you know it. she isn't fat atall. There is no room here for people like you in this world, so get a life or just fucking die!!!
Wow. That was really moving. I think that those who "want" to be anorexic are usually just people that can't stick with diets, and they see anorexics appear to not eat effortlessly. But you have a talent: You are able to decide to do something, and then did it. Losing weight is hard, and you became a pro (and I don't mean this in a bad way.) You can take that same determination and make your body look any way you want. Remember that. You're capable of great things.
Thank you. At the time when I felt like losing weight was so hopeless and I was about to do something drastic..I found this. You gave me some strength to keep on going with this regular diet. Thanks.
I forgot.. If you eat foods with too many carbohydrates it will be harder to maintain ideal weight. Also they make you hungry later. Your body needs some carbohydrates to be healthy but not too many. So, too much pasta, white bread, rice, sugar (all carb) will be bad. Eat more lean meat and veggies. Take vitamins. Being healthy makes it easier to be happy.
There is more than one way to keep your calorie intake incheck. Starving as you see is the bad way. It makes you age quickly. You should be proud of your video on here. Very proud. You made a big important step towards your health not being anorexic. Good luck to you :-)
Also anytime you exercise make sure you eat a little extra food so you don't get dizzy. Exercise (walking, biking, dancing) IS the way to get healthy. Your body will automatically fill in the right way with good healthy/balanced food in combination with staying active.
You were overweight before.. To deal with that you became anerexic, but as you know it's not healthy. Being too thin isn't good just like being over weight isn't good. So the only choice left is to be in the middle, or a normal weight. I'm glad you recognize that now. You're a pretty girl, so all you need to do is study up on nutrition and exercise.
I hope you feel better now, I think its good that youre sharing your experience so people see this side too and not just the videos of people saying that they want to become anorexic.
your video really upset me, but i did have one question..you said that you've been suffereing for 2 years and started disordered eating when you were 13, so that would make 15? where were your parents when you locked yourself in your room for 2 weeks? i hope that you're getting the help that you need.
I think you are a well spoken intelligent girl and a girl who has recovered from a horrible disease,i want to know where were your parents when you locked youself up for two weeks?
And yes you may think I'm some heartless cunt for posting that... I don't care. Why should I symphatise with this person when there's a lot more worst things in the world?
Shleedance, ur a fuckwit. go to hell. u hav no idea how horrible eating disorders are. theyre mental illnesses, so if u can sympathise with ppl who hav schitzophrenia or depression, u should be able to sympathise with anorexics. what does it matter what the situation is? if someone feels pain, it shouldnt matter what causes it, but how horrible their journey to happiness has been.
then y r u talkin shit bout sum kid? go out n' do sumtin if u think there is so much fucked up shit in da world instead of make things WORSE by makin sum kid feel bad, fuck how old r u, u lifeless bitch?! grow up n' watch da shit flowin frm ur mouth cuz u fuckin hypocrit
Awww that was so thoughtfull of you. Nt all girls has the courage to post a video like that..and not all girls are intelligent to stop bein anorexic...and yes, you r beautiful =)!
beats of luck...you are an angel for standing up and letting all those girls out there that anorexia isnt beautiful. I just wish i saw this 2 years ago, before i got very sick with anorexia.
it was very brave of you to post this video. thankyou so much for sharing your story. i wish you the best of luck as you continue in recovery, your beautiful.
That whole video explains what the deal is. It makes you sick, and can kill you. Your body needs food. Everything you do requires food. Thinking, reading, talking...
First of all, you're beautiful. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. And you are so much wiser and more mature than those other kids. They never would have had the guts to make such an amazing video. This the most amazing thing that I've ever seen on this site. Thank you so much! I will carry your message with me wherever I go. And if I ever see anyone teasing anyone about something as insignificant as their body, I'll be their best friend in a heartbeat.
what a beautiful young lady.I hope that you continue on the path to recovery,you are so brave to put your story here,and hopefully others will take inspiration from you.godbless***
being made fun of at a young age is so harsh.. i was chubby too when i was younger, and i was so tired of people constantly makign fun of me that i did stop eating and one day instead of making fun of me for being fat they were telling me i was too skinny/anorexic.. it's funny how things change.. I'm okay now though and at a healthy weight and i really at least somewhat understand what you went through!:(!
Hey thanks for telling your story i do was anorexic and it's such a hard thing to go through but good for you for understanding you problem and trying to get better! I know how it is it's a hard and depressing thing to go through. I was never fat i just wanted to be skinner than everyone else and wiegh the least the scale became my God. ahh well anyways i would love to talk to you email Discoochild@yahoo.com
I've got billions of thoughts running through my head right now...What you said here really got to me...I would be honored if you'd gave me the opportunity to talk to you...Think you could e-mail me? bluefire@o2.pl ...Please...
hello, im maddy, and i really need your help, or maybe we could talk, becuase my friend is out of control and, i just would love to talk to you sometime about things. my AIM is maddy56xo, my msn is maddy56xo@hotmail.com, and my myspace is myspace.com/freakin_maddy - i would really appreciate it <3
I think you are beautiful in all of your pictures. Kids are so mean in school, I remember. I hope you feel better soon. Thank you for telling your story.
awwwww I wasnt fat but,I wanted to become a TINY bit thinner but i said no cos my bf didnt want me to.I eat corn meat so im very crafull.I didnt want to go to the canteen cos of the same reason.I havent been there months.But on the last day my best friend and I went.cos I have loads of phobias too.Im 13 now.I hop ur ok xxxxxxx
I admire your story a lot. The teasing at school is also a part of why I have a full blown eating disorder now. I'm sorry about what they said and did to you, but I feel your pain.... I wish you luck dear. Don't forget you're beatiful, no matter what. xoxox
hi brave girl. in every vid u looks beautiful. so never give up ok? i know dat u're strong girl. jus keep like that, i like it. btw always don't worry n be happy okz. cya
that girl needs to know that people are going to make fun of you if you're anorexic also. my friend isn't anorexic but she's really skinny and everyone calls her anorexic. i feel bad for her
You are so brave. I thought you were eautiful in every picture you showed. I will be prsaying for you to continue to overcome this and and regain your health and confidence.I know you likely don't feel like you are ready to start smiling but thta is my advice to you. You shoudl be so proud of yourself for beating anorexia and having guts tro make thins video. THAT is something to smile about.God be with you.Jesus loves you and now so do I .
About your friend you lost...call her..talk to her. tell her what you told us. I bet there is a friend there to be found.If she is any kind of a decent human being, she will have compassion and be your friend again. HUGS to you.
This was a very courageous thing to do to speak about your experience. You're helping people by doing this...I'm sure of it. You are a beautiful girl and I am happy to hear that you got out of that situation and have a higher self esteem and confidence now! Keep it up sweetie! :)
u know what? Things are alwayse changing and situation is changing, my suggestion- forget about all those shit words other people said, they are stupid kid, oneday they'll just realize how stupid they were. they only judge people by their looking? who they think they were
Even though it was hard to hear you, it's simple enough to turn up the volume on the computer so we can hear you. And I heard you, and that was a pretty brave thing you did there. You should be on VH1 or MTV or something, beacause that, my dear, was simply a wonderful story for you to tell. And unlike so many others I've heard, you are very truthful about your experience.
You're beautiful. For your age you are eloquent and photogenic.
I too have struggled with eating disorders since about age 12. I'm 22 now. It gets easier only when you free yourself from the negative influences that created your disorder in the first place.
Hello! i am a dancer, and i have seen a lot of that in the dance world and no one, i think would dare to talk like you did about such a delicated subject...I admired you, for beeing strong enough to come out of it and accpet it the way you do it. Congratulations! and remember we always learn from our mistakes!
I think that are sooooooooo brave. Maybe you have reed it like a thousand times in here but i think its true. I just want to let u know that u just made a friend. If u ever feel like talking u can contact me by msn: Luissalazar902@hotmail.com. I really hope u add me. I think u are so beautiful. and that u have such a beautiful soul. Hopefully someday you will be completely recovered. Good luck. An I wish u the best things in the world!!!!I felt your pain...cried a little.
You are so brave. Thank you for bringing comfort to a fellow former sufferer. I'm a bit older (25) and I just want to tell you that it DOES get better when you get into recovery. It's like quitting smoking; you might f%ck up a couple of times, but if you're determined you'll get there. Hugs.
wow. you have so much courage...honestly. and you have such a good message for other girls out there...i'm glad things are going better for you hun. you ' re beautiful.
i cant tell you how much i respect you for making this video. i have no doubt that you have brought many girls to thier senses, and the world needs more honost, upfront,influential people like you.keep strong, i wish you all the best xxx
i was diagnosed anoresxic at thirteen. i was afraid of being fat. my mom was cruel and u to tell me i was fat. i looked back at my self and i wasnt fat at all. i weighed 70 pounds. i am 18 now and weigh 105 pounds. i understand what you are going through hun. message me at www.myyspace.com/amysanders or aim me at saladxxxfingers
YOU ARE VERY MATURE FOR YOUR AGE...YOU SHOULD BE PROUD THAT YOU FACED YOUR PROBLEM AND ADMITTED IT...MY OLDER SISTER WAS BULEMIC FOR YEARS AND I TRIED TO BE LIKE HER THEN I REALISED THAT MY YOUNGEST SISTER WOULD TRY TO MOCK ME AND I DIDNT WANT THAT SO I STOPPED...LATER ON I WENT THROUGH A ROUGH BREAKUP AND DIDNT EAT ANYTHING NOT A THING FOR 2 MONTHS...I LOST ALMOST 50LBS...IT WAS AWFUL I WOULD NEVER EVER DO IT AGAIN...CONGRATS YOU ARE SOMEONE THAT PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK UP TO :)
You are a serious inspiration.I look up to how you went from so shy to confident. Your amazing. I'm speechless and how you took the words right out of my mouth. AMAZING
Weight has nothing to do with it.I had the same problems as you for 6 years.I was always picked last,I was made fun of for being tall and i was always looked at by poeple.I was tall,thin,dark brown hair and one thing about me made me a target. I was shy. I didn't talk back.So poeple were like, wow she's easy to pick on:)I know I'm beautiful inside and out.And i got over it:) Take care:)
Wow,hun,you're absolutely amazing. Not a lot of people would talk about this find of stuff or about past expierence. I really enjoy listening to your videos and I hope to see more.
Can understand what you're going through. Was severly anorexic, ruined my life for a while but I am better now. You're really a beautiful person. IM me sometime if you'd like on AIM, SN is in my profile. xoxox
You are such a sweetie. You're a beautiful and intelligent girl, and if people couldn't see you that way just because you might have been overweight, then their opinions never mattered in the first place. I know how you feel. Kids are far too cruel.
Wow, that video took COURAGE and that you have. I am proud of you for making a video explaining the dangers of anorexia. Keep it up and NEVER stop fighting. Applause
I think you're video has made al lot of differince in many people their lives. It has been vieuwd 640 times know so I think that you can be really proud of yourself! Lot of luck to you. Kisses Sophie x
you sound so much like me. especially when i was your age... heck even now. look at all the supporters you have here for you already. and i am one of them. its a tough long ride. and i want u to know im always here for u. just be strong. be well.
You seem to really have been through quite an ordeal and you seem to have learned from it. Try to keep in mind that everyone's journey are different. Now. I got one thing to say to you - I hope you got your BUTT BACK IN SCHOOL!!!!!! Don't EVER let people keep you down like that. You are TOO awesome.
you're really pretty, and i'm not just saying that cause you've had horrible things said to you in the past. I know how it is girly...you are lucky to have found the help and got through so well done keep going :) xoxXxox
That took a lot of courage to do that, and I'm really sorry all of that terrible stuff happened to you. I hope you're doing better. Take care :) *hugs*
I'm kind of like that girl because I WANTED to be an anorexic to lose weight because I know what it's like to be like that...because I have always been like that. It's cruel how kids will treat you like that and they don't even know how much you think about it when you go home.
I've been getting help from someone about my problems and I don't want to go anorexic anymore. And you making that video shows how much worse it is to go through that than to take the time to lose the weight healthily.
hey, I think its so great that you had the courage to make this video, and I think you're beautiful and I really hope you can be happy, stay strong xx
xrsz119 is right! i think you´re really beautiful on the outside and inside! this made me really sad, and you look so sad... i´m proud of you that you know you have to go the right way and that you made this video although it was not easy for you, absolutely not! i had also trouble with eating,but not so bad like you
*vomits in disgust* OPPS! According to little miss fake eating disorder i must be bulimic now!!
KillForWicked 5 years ago
hey I think it's great that you made this video, I have a friend that struggled with anorexia a little (like not eating breakfast or lunch, not sure if she ate dinner)I got worried about her, but she always told me she ate. I think you look fine now! You are very brave!
Abbielou523 5 years ago
Sweetie dont listen to those people up there...they just want to be mean! They have no clue what being anorexic is!!!
You can message me anytime ok?? Im here for you!!
xbabygypsyx 5 years ago
Omg you retards! SHE IS NOT A TRUE ANOREXIC!! Anorexic is not locking yourself in a room for three months (no, that my friends, is stupid idiot syndrom), it is an ongoing battle that you cannot control, your life is put on the line all to be thin. This is such a fake!
You know, you should just leave. Go support your own fan club KillForWicked.
We're here to support people who've gone through crap, unlike you.
smalliverchick 5 years ago
sorry but this has caused me to try anorexia because im sooooooo fat its not gunna stop me
cooldude1230 5 years ago
Omg you retards! SHE IS NOT A TRUE ANOREXIC!! Anorexic is not locking yourself in a room for three months (no, that my friends, is stupid idiot syndrom), it is an ongoing battle that you cannot control, your life is put on the line all to be thin. This is such a fake!
KillForWicked 5 years ago
You are so brave and wise. You've helped me continue on not falling downwards.
Phooe 5 years ago
SARAHX AMD KILLFORWICKED, SHUT THE FUK UP U IDIOTS! THIS POOR GIRL IS TRYING TO RECOVER FROM THIS HORID PAST BY TELLING US ABOUT IT! U WOULDNT FEEL VERY HAPPY IF SUM IDIOT CAME ALONG AND SAID HHHAHA GET OVER IT FUCKER SO WHY SHUD U SAY IT? look sweetie, u keep sending ur life stories if u want, the REAL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, will stick with you and support you, BUT THE FUCKERS WILL TELL U OFF, dont believe them....
xalekax 5 years ago
the comment i posted before was aimed at s4rah0x not you. i just wanted to make that clear just incase you thought it was to you lol. sorry im pretty new at this thing.
You are beutiful darling inside and outside. Dont let anybody tell you different. Be strong, well you have already shown how strong you are. What you have done will reach out to and touch alot of people. You might have saved a life or even a few by doing this. Thats how powerful your message is.
Much love
xxxxxxxxxxx
robyn841 5 years ago
Oh my god! Would you quit with the whining? Sorry you went through a rough time, but its like my god, must the whole world bring you flowers and sob at your feet? JUST QUIT WHINING!
KillForWicked 5 years ago
you're beautiful, sweetheart And thank you for posting this.
maindupree 5 years ago
I got anorexia when I was 12.
People can actually start getting around 10!
Haha fuck you, you know shit about anorexia fatty.
s4rah0x 5 years ago
you are one bitter, twisted, sick fuck! she is beutiful and you know it. she isn't fat atall. There is no room here for people like you in this world, so get a life or just fucking die!!!
robyn841 5 years ago
Wow. That was really moving. I think that those who "want" to be anorexic are usually just people that can't stick with diets, and they see anorexics appear to not eat effortlessly. But you have a talent: You are able to decide to do something, and then did it. Losing weight is hard, and you became a pro (and I don't mean this in a bad way.) You can take that same determination and make your body look any way you want. Remember that. You're capable of great things.
rlcuda 5 years ago
Thank you. At the time when I felt like losing weight was so hopeless and I was about to do something drastic..I found this. You gave me some strength to keep on going with this regular diet. Thanks.
NextBestAuthor 5 years ago
I forgot.. If you eat foods with too many carbohydrates it will be harder to maintain ideal weight. Also they make you hungry later. Your body needs some carbohydrates to be healthy but not too many. So, too much pasta, white bread, rice, sugar (all carb) will be bad. Eat more lean meat and veggies. Take vitamins. Being healthy makes it easier to be happy.
quick9898 5 years ago
There is more than one way to keep your calorie intake incheck. Starving as you see is the bad way. It makes you age quickly. You should be proud of your video on here. Very proud. You made a big important step towards your health not being anorexic. Good luck to you :-)
quick9898 5 years ago
Also anytime you exercise make sure you eat a little extra food so you don't get dizzy. Exercise (walking, biking, dancing) IS the way to get healthy. Your body will automatically fill in the right way with good healthy/balanced food in combination with staying active.
quick9898 5 years ago
You were overweight before.. To deal with that you became anerexic, but as you know it's not healthy. Being too thin isn't good just like being over weight isn't good. So the only choice left is to be in the middle, or a normal weight. I'm glad you recognize that now. You're a pretty girl, so all you need to do is study up on nutrition and exercise.
quick9898 5 years ago
I hope you feel better now, I think its good that youre sharing your experience so people see this side too and not just the videos of people saying that they want to become anorexic.
VieniConMe 5 years ago
you're so gorgeous, what you're saying is like me, you made me cry and I hope you're happy now! <333
xxxnackyxxx 5 years ago
I am so sorry girl about others.. I know what your going through.. I also had a ex who was anorexic and she dyed..
stardel6 5 years ago
=]
and i now how u feel.
oMiCheLlex 5 years ago
awe im soo happy ur not anorexic anymore well if u need anyone too tlk to im here
blondebeauty002 5 years ago
your video really upset me, but i did have one question..you said that you've been suffereing for 2 years and started disordered eating when you were 13, so that would make 15? where were your parents when you locked yourself in your room for 2 weeks? i hope that you're getting the help that you need.
sinkingwithyou 5 years ago
God Bless you. I feel for you because I know what you went through. It's worse than imaginable.
ballerinaash6140 5 years ago
God damn, I hate bullies. Fuck them and their fascist beauty standards. RISE ABOVE.
PumpkinSmash 5 years ago
your a really smart girl!
guitar1111111 5 years ago
I think you are a well spoken intelligent girl and a girl who has recovered from a horrible disease,i want to know where were your parents when you locked youself up for two weeks?
shymmadust15 5 years ago
you look like jinae from neighbours
jahonten5 5 years ago
direct that anger in a positve direction and go girl go!! You can get better.
hiiaka 5 years ago
must of been very hard on you..it was very brave of you to come out and tell your story. thanks.
sweetielover 5 years ago
FAT BITCH!
Yeah, I'm playing on the anorexic mentality!
shleedance 5 years ago
And yes you may think I'm some heartless cunt for posting that... I don't care. Why should I symphatise with this person when there's a lot more worst things in the world?
shleedance 5 years ago
Shleedance, ur a fuckwit. go to hell. u hav no idea how horrible eating disorders are. theyre mental illnesses, so if u can sympathise with ppl who hav schitzophrenia or depression, u should be able to sympathise with anorexics. what does it matter what the situation is? if someone feels pain, it shouldnt matter what causes it, but how horrible their journey to happiness has been.
SmellyCatSally 5 years ago
then y r u talkin shit bout sum kid? go out n' do sumtin if u think there is so much fucked up shit in da world instead of make things WORSE by makin sum kid feel bad, fuck how old r u, u lifeless bitch?! grow up n' watch da shit flowin frm ur mouth cuz u fuckin hypocrit
LilySanchez15 5 years ago
Your beautiful hun...no matter how much you weigh, you are. Well done for posting that video too, I couldnt have done that as well as you. well done!
xbaby3ll3x 5 years ago
Awww that was so thoughtfull of you. Nt all girls has the courage to post a video like that..and not all girls are intelligent to stop bein anorexic...and yes, you r beautiful =)!
extremexduck 5 years ago
Well, you're really cute. I wish you all the best! Greetings from Germany!
LightandSpace 5 years ago
beats of luck...you are an angel for standing up and letting all those girls out there that anorexia isnt beautiful. I just wish i saw this 2 years ago, before i got very sick with anorexia.
leianog 5 years ago
it was very brave of you to post this video. thankyou so much for sharing your story. i wish you the best of luck as you continue in recovery, your beautiful.
page1234 5 years ago
I think I love you. You're an amazing girl. Idiots who post things like that girl did should get an education.
phannah 5 years ago
you are a great girl..hope you don't mind me adding you to my list..and waiting for you next video
wizard127 5 years ago
I wanna be anorexic. Whats the deal...
rodolforibas 5 years ago
That whole video explains what the deal is. It makes you sick, and can kill you. Your body needs food. Everything you do requires food. Thinking, reading, talking...
ForBloodAndEmpire 5 years ago
Omg soo Gorgeous XDDD
AnimeFanatic1228 5 years ago
First of all, you're beautiful. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. And you are so much wiser and more mature than those other kids. They never would have had the guts to make such an amazing video. This the most amazing thing that I've ever seen on this site. Thank you so much! I will carry your message with me wherever I go. And if I ever see anyone teasing anyone about something as insignificant as their body, I'll be their best friend in a heartbeat.
Much Love.
PS. I'll be your friend. =]
act4me 5 years ago
what a beautiful young lady.I hope that you continue on the path to recovery,you are so brave to put your story here,and hopefully others will take inspiration from you.godbless***
sugerpuffairy 5 years ago
I became anorexic to. I had the same problem as you had. and I got slightly better, now I'm back in the anorexic pattern.
Ni3nna 5 years ago
being made fun of at a young age is so harsh.. i was chubby too when i was younger, and i was so tired of people constantly makign fun of me that i did stop eating and one day instead of making fun of me for being fat they were telling me i was too skinny/anorexic.. it's funny how things change.. I'm okay now though and at a healthy weight and i really at least somewhat understand what you went through!:(!
mello002 5 years ago
Hey thanks for telling your story i do was anorexic and it's such a hard thing to go through but good for you for understanding you problem and trying to get better! I know how it is it's a hard and depressing thing to go through. I was never fat i just wanted to be skinner than everyone else and wiegh the least the scale became my God. ahh well anyways i would love to talk to you email Discoochild@yahoo.com
discoochild 5 years ago
you're so pretty.
happybunn176 5 years ago
I've got billions of thoughts running through my head right now...What you said here really got to me...I would be honored if you'd gave me the opportunity to talk to you...Think you could e-mail me? bluefire@o2.pl ...Please...
Motoko86 5 years ago
u rock
faerymistatdawn 5 years ago
You are incredibly beautiful,
you will grow up to be an amazing woman!Wise beyond your years.
Thank you for your story.
gryphonskin 5 years ago
yeah ^ agreed
eatkiddyflesh 5 years ago
hello, im maddy, and i really need your help, or maybe we could talk, becuase my friend is out of control and, i just would love to talk to you sometime about things. my AIM is maddy56xo, my msn is maddy56xo@hotmail.com, and my myspace is myspace.com/freakin_maddy - i would really appreciate it <3
maddy56xo 5 years ago
I think you are beautiful in all of your pictures. Kids are so mean in school, I remember. I hope you feel better soon. Thank you for telling your story.
Chaia17 5 years ago
awwwww I wasnt fat but,I wanted to become a TINY bit thinner but i said no cos my bf didnt want me to.I eat corn meat so im very crafull.I didnt want to go to the canteen cos of the same reason.I havent been there months.But on the last day my best friend and I went.cos I have loads of phobias too.Im 13 now.I hop ur ok xxxxxxx
kolea13 5 years ago
I admire your story a lot. The teasing at school is also a part of why I have a full blown eating disorder now. I'm sorry about what they said and did to you, but I feel your pain.... I wish you luck dear. Don't forget you're beatiful, no matter what. xoxox
CassandraJG 5 years ago
hi brave girl. in every vid u looks beautiful. so never give up ok? i know dat u're strong girl. jus keep like that, i like it. btw always don't worry n be happy okz. cya
ryuuaaron 5 years ago
what u said was really deep and so true. keep on being the same person as you are =)xx
Liria4Danny 5 years ago
What's ur e-mail..?? i just wanna chat to u about a few things going on in my life that relate to yours... ta lozii xxx
lozii22 5 years ago
that girl needs to know that people are going to make fun of you if you're anorexic also. my friend isn't anorexic but she's really skinny and everyone calls her anorexic. i feel bad for her
LexXxBeauty 5 years ago
allthingsartist SHUT UP!
are you a preacher
fulkanelli1 5 years ago
You are so brave. I thought you were eautiful in every picture you showed. I will be prsaying for you to continue to overcome this and and regain your health and confidence.I know you likely don't feel like you are ready to start smiling but thta is my advice to you. You shoudl be so proud of yourself for beating anorexia and having guts tro make thins video. THAT is something to smile about.God be with you.Jesus loves you and now so do I .
allthingsartist 5 years ago
About your friend you lost...call her..talk to her. tell her what you told us. I bet there is a friend there to be found.If she is any kind of a decent human being, she will have compassion and be your friend again. HUGS to you.
allthingsartist 5 years ago
This was a very courageous thing to do to speak about your experience. You're helping people by doing this...I'm sure of it. You are a beautiful girl and I am happy to hear that you got out of that situation and have a higher self esteem and confidence now! Keep it up sweetie! :)
mschristina 5 years ago
I am so sorry you had to struggle with this. I hope you will be blessed and overcome this.
Amandalynn85 5 years ago
you're very brave to speak your truth and i hope it helps many others. youre also beautiful, keep staying strong.
pritheemydear 5 years ago
people from mexico=mexicans,argentine=argentinian,canada=canadian...what about USA?
fulkanelli1 5 years ago
american
hghuser 5 years ago
Your very brave.
lykesorad 5 years ago
you're hot
smartasianguy55 5 years ago
EDs are horrible. I used to be heavy too until I became sick. You're a beautiful person. I hope you're able to fight this and overcome.
BethMarg 5 years ago
Thank you for this video.
ciele 5 years ago
why in USA high schools there is so much fucking violence...in my country the 95% of the schools are like your basement and nobody is so agresive.
fulkanelli1 5 years ago
right on a diary if you want.
but don't talk to these assholes
fulkanelli1 5 years ago
HELP i'm a rock
and latin
fulkanelli1 5 years ago
Zappa ?
TurboD 5 years ago
yes zappa
fulkanelli1 5 years ago
u know what? Things are alwayse changing and situation is changing, my suggestion- forget about all those shit words other people said, they are stupid kid, oneday they'll just realize how stupid they were. they only judge people by their looking? who they think they were
Step up, We all know that u r a perfect girl
(weren't anyone said u r like Avril Lavigne^^).
FanGunk 5 years ago
I'm just a boi faraway from your country& My english isn't that well, but still,i wanna say some words.
I think I got the situation u've got, and u r a quieta bright girl I've ever seen(ps, u r so pretty,i meen REALLY) (not finish.)
FanGunk 5 years ago
Even though it was hard to hear you, it's simple enough to turn up the volume on the computer so we can hear you. And I heard you, and that was a pretty brave thing you did there. You should be on VH1 or MTV or something, beacause that, my dear, was simply a wonderful story for you to tell. And unlike so many others I've heard, you are very truthful about your experience.
Do you plan on returning to school?
fadedchapstick 5 years ago
wow!
9one1girl 5 years ago
hang in there kiddo
hnnguyen 5 years ago
i weigh 85 and im 16 and i eat a shit load =]
emoxgirlxscout 5 years ago
This is the most powerful thing I have ever sesen On YT.
zippieALBA 5 years ago
all i have to say is..wow. this is like one of the realest blogs i've ever seen,seriously..
nirvanaistheshiz 5 years ago
Wow, you're so brave for talking about this. I'm 15 and I can't imagine going through what you went through.
BrrringNoNoNo 5 years ago
in your desc. of the video you used the word "Their" in the wrong context when you really should have written "There"
by the way, I like the video, even though i couldn't really hear it, I like the idea=D
vampyr 5 years ago
You're beautiful. For your age you are eloquent and photogenic.
I too have struggled with eating disorders since about age 12. I'm 22 now. It gets easier only when you free yourself from the negative influences that created your disorder in the first place.
fightmyeyes 5 years ago
That was amazing. I am so sorry that you had to go through that. You are lovely, dear.
authrchic 5 years ago
SPEAK UP FOR GOD SAKES i cant hear u ur pretty cute tho
klownshoes 5 years ago
best wishes
TakuyaMurata 5 years ago
Hello! i am a dancer, and i have seen a lot of that in the dance world and no one, i think would dare to talk like you did about such a delicated subject...I admired you, for beeing strong enough to come out of it and accpet it the way you do it. Congratulations! and remember we always learn from our mistakes!
emabruzzo 5 years ago
I think that are sooooooooo brave. Maybe you have reed it like a thousand times in here but i think its true. I just want to let u know that u just made a friend. If u ever feel like talking u can contact me by msn: Luissalazar902@hotmail.com. I really hope u add me. I think u are so beautiful. and that u have such a beautiful soul. Hopefully someday you will be completely recovered. Good luck. An I wish u the best things in the world!!!!I felt your pain...cried a little.
Nedyahness 5 years ago
What a powerful statement. No-one should have to suffer what you went through. Your vid should be required viewing at every school everywhere.
Urgelt 5 years ago
I think you're beautiful and this made my day a bit brighter <3
jealousromances 5 years ago
Congratulations for be so strong!
You are a very pretty girl! And I have sure that you could be much more pretty with a BIG smille in you face!!!
Thanks for share your experience with the world!
diesmille 5 years ago
You are so brave. Thank you for bringing comfort to a fellow former sufferer. I'm a bit older (25) and I just want to tell you that it DOES get better when you get into recovery. It's like quitting smoking; you might f%ck up a couple of times, but if you're determined you'll get there. Hugs.
zeteacher 5 years ago
wow. you have so much courage...honestly. and you have such a good message for other girls out there...i'm glad things are going better for you hun. you ' re beautiful.
wearisrachel 5 years ago
i cant tell you how much i respect you for making this video. i have no doubt that you have brought many girls to thier senses, and the world needs more honost, upfront,influential people like you.keep strong, i wish you all the best xxx
hannah4slimshady 5 years ago
you are an inspiration to many girls. well done for fighting the battle with your anorexia.
take care xoxo best wishes for the future
carpediemjunkie 5 years ago
i was diagnosed anoresxic at thirteen. i was afraid of being fat. my mom was cruel and u to tell me i was fat. i looked back at my self and i wasnt fat at all. i weighed 70 pounds. i am 18 now and weigh 105 pounds. i understand what you are going through hun. message me at www.myyspace.com/amysanders or aim me at saladxxxfingers
xirrelevencex 5 years ago
You are a very beautifull and brave girl to show your face like that to speak about such a delicate subject. Congratulations.
rinchankawaii 5 years ago
YOU ARE VERY MATURE FOR YOUR AGE...YOU SHOULD BE PROUD THAT YOU FACED YOUR PROBLEM AND ADMITTED IT...MY OLDER SISTER WAS BULEMIC FOR YEARS AND I TRIED TO BE LIKE HER THEN I REALISED THAT MY YOUNGEST SISTER WOULD TRY TO MOCK ME AND I DIDNT WANT THAT SO I STOPPED...LATER ON I WENT THROUGH A ROUGH BREAKUP AND DIDNT EAT ANYTHING NOT A THING FOR 2 MONTHS...I LOST ALMOST 50LBS...IT WAS AWFUL I WOULD NEVER EVER DO IT AGAIN...CONGRATS YOU ARE SOMEONE THAT PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK UP TO :)
WhoraLaura 5 years ago
Hey ! I am glad that someone can be this way strong!
I am happy when I'm watching this video !
you're fantastic girl!Nobody like you can do this !
i love you ! x Joyce
Zoiice 5 years ago
Thank you for making this vicdeo hun.
iwasadopted555 5 years ago
You are a serious inspiration.I look up to how you went from so shy to confident. Your amazing. I'm speechless and how you took the words right out of my mouth. AMAZING
XOXOX
logucci 5 years ago
Weight has nothing to do with it.I had the same problems as you for 6 years.I was always picked last,I was made fun of for being tall and i was always looked at by poeple.I was tall,thin,dark brown hair and one thing about me made me a target. I was shy. I didn't talk back.So poeple were like, wow she's easy to pick on:)I know I'm beautiful inside and out.And i got over it:) Take care:)
logucci 5 years ago
damn this video is deep as hell!!! I'm proud of you for making this video
lamontay 5 years ago
Wow,hun,you're absolutely amazing. Not a lot of people would talk about this find of stuff or about past expierence. I really enjoy listening to your videos and I hope to see more.
S0cialButterfly 5 years ago
the best little girl in the world.
flairboys 5 years ago
Can understand what you're going through. Was severly anorexic, ruined my life for a while but I am better now. You're really a beautiful person. IM me sometime if you'd like on AIM, SN is in my profile. xoxox
SexxnCandy 5 years ago
You are abasalutly beautiful. I agree with everyone else who left nice comments about you. I really hope you get back into school though. :)
alwaysvj 5 years ago
I am so sorry beb ...You are beautiful .. trust me!
I'll so be your friend! You ever wanna tlak im here
gangstuh143 5 years ago
i'll be your friend hun...
loverdollxX 5 years ago
I'm so proud of you too :) Very powerful video...thank you!
AquaBlossom 5 years ago
You are such a sweetie. You're a beautiful and intelligent girl, and if people couldn't see you that way just because you might have been overweight, then their opinions never mattered in the first place. I know how you feel. Kids are far too cruel.
StaciMarie333 5 years ago
Wow, that video took COURAGE and that you have. I am proud of you for making a video explaining the dangers of anorexia. Keep it up and NEVER stop fighting. Applause
blessed923 5 years ago
nice vid
hiimcool90 5 years ago
You're really beautiful =D.
I think you're video has made al lot of differince in many people their lives. It has been vieuwd 640 times know so I think that you can be really proud of yourself! Lot of luck to you. Kisses Sophie x
soofj 5 years ago
you sound so much like me. especially when i was your age... heck even now. look at all the supporters you have here for you already. and i am one of them. its a tough long ride. and i want u to know im always here for u. just be strong. be well.
tiff
ladyanarchy82 5 years ago
You seem to really have been through quite an ordeal and you seem to have learned from it. Try to keep in mind that everyone's journey are different. Now. I got one thing to say to you - I hope you got your BUTT BACK IN SCHOOL!!!!!! Don't EVER let people keep you down like that. You are TOO awesome.
myfavoriteperson 5 years ago
you're really pretty, and i'm not just saying that cause you've had horrible things said to you in the past. I know how it is girly...you are lucky to have found the help and got through so well done keep going :) xoxXxox
keziahlouise 5 years ago
That took a lot of courage to do that, and I'm really sorry all of that terrible stuff happened to you. I hope you're doing better. Take care :) *hugs*
SweetBunnie 5 years ago
I'm kind of like that girl because I WANTED to be an anorexic to lose weight because I know what it's like to be like that...because I have always been like that. It's cruel how kids will treat you like that and they don't even know how much you think about it when you go home.
I've been getting help from someone about my problems and I don't want to go anorexic anymore. And you making that video shows how much worse it is to go through that than to take the time to lose the weight healthily.
whoagogo 5 years ago
hey, I think its so great that you had the courage to make this video, and I think you're beautiful and I really hope you can be happy, stay strong xx
mina1olen 5 years ago
eat
ehderbuddeh 5 years ago
xrsz119 is right! i think you´re really beautiful on the outside and inside! this made me really sad, and you look so sad... i´m proud of you that you know you have to go the right way and that you made this video although it was not easy for you, absolutely not! i had also trouble with eating,but not so bad like you
please be careful with you self ok?
kiss
mliss 5 years ago
You look so sad.. I think it's great of you to open yourself to try to encourage other people to get help...
Cyndee
ViolinCyndee 5 years ago
Sweetheart - you have and absolutely beautiful spirit. Speak and display positive things to people and you will find your joy again.
xrsz119 5 years ago
im so so so sorry you went through that.. =[
heathereatsbananas 5 years ago
That made me really sad =[ I'm sorry you had to go through that...<3
chemicalxromantic 5 years ago