You are not hopeless. Trust you TRUE self. Not the disorder.
Have respect for yourself! You can do it! :)
Nothing can change when you're unhappy. Go to the GYM, respect yourself. Stop this messing with the eating disorder. It's irrational. You are not thinking clearly.
Maybe you should look at how other people do things in life and copy them for a few minutes? Copy the fat person who eats all the time. They are still happy aren't they?
@markdc2 I can't go to the gym... it is really not a good idea medically for me to do so right now. I don't have the strength, and my electrolytes and stuff probably wouldn't stay stable enough, over time. I got a medical note for my gym membership and ended it.
Of course I'm not thinking rationally... I have a fucking mental disorder!! And, well, don't you think I would copy someone like that if I was able to? Do you think I WANT to be miserable?
@shrinerspark Is your physical medical condition so bad that you can't fix it? I think once you fix your biggest problem things should get better. What are your biggest insecurities? Do you feel like the worst person on the planet? It's not true. You are irrational.
@shrinerspark ok but you make a lot of effort to talk about stool softeners which is kinda pointless. Why not talk about your ACTUAL problems? not the ones brought about because of your depression?
@markdc2 #1: I don't appreciate being criticized on my own channel.
#2: The whole point is that I can't explore my real problems because it makes me suicidal. I don't understand why you don't get this, since it seemed like you watched the video...
@markdc2 If you ever were REMOTELY depressed EVER in your life, you would know by heart that the last thing you tell a REALLY depressed person is "Smile, you can do it", or to stop thinking about the disorder because it's "irrational", not to mention the "EAT LIKE A FAT PERSON, BECAUSE THEY'RE HAPPY" part!! Man, what can I say...
@markdc2 If you ever were REMOTELY depressed EVER in your life, you would know by heart that the last thing you tell a REALLY depressed person is "Smile, you can do it", or to stop thinking about the disorder because it's "irrational", not to mention the "EAT LIKE A FAT PERSON, BECAUSE THEY'RE HAPPY" part!! Man, what can I say...
I really relate to the part you said about not knowing whether to invest yourself in treatment or care, that you don't even know exists or works. I feel you on that totally. It gets so tough when it's been you've been the struggle for so long and you just get so tired of it all. Much love. xoxox
What do you like? Happiness is liking yourself as a human being. I see all kinds of things to like but you don't seem to. Is it possible for you to concentrate on liking yourself?
You are making this sound as though you are controlling your disease. If you are unable to control your disease yourself is there anything you can get in house? And what kind of cost would that entail?
sorry you feel so bad right now. I think most of "us" can relate to. I suppose from here I cant help, but my PM box is always open if u wanna chat about this or jus random chat as a distraction
If there's ever anything I can do I'm here chicky. I know its probably not something you want to read or care about but I have to say it anyways cuz I care! And the whole thing with stool softeners ... it IS safer. Its worth a try ..... I ended up switching to those and I didn't experience anything bad. This show you're talking about ... what channel and when does it come on?
@lilmztori1 I have no insurance... the government is what would be paying. And the gov't will only pay for American treatment if you're either literally on your deathbed, or you can prove you can't be treated anywhere else in Canada. I may or may not have some basis for the 2nd one, but that will only happen after I actually try most or all of the Canadian programs and "fail" them. :(
*enormous hugs & love* everything sounds so awful for you right now. i know no words on here can help you, but still... I care, many people do. Have you talked to your family or friends about how hard things are right now? Hang in there, lovely one. Take it one step at a time.
@soulinite So am I... I really thought I had the ED licked... and here it is again. I'm so disappointed and mad about it, but I feel like I really can't do much about it right now, for reasons explained in the vid... *sigh*
are u on mood stabilisers?ur in a manic phase of bipolar,u should go to the hospital?xxxx
lostlittlegurlygurl 7 months ago
I watched half the video! :) Anyway I hope you can get some help soon =]
markdc2 7 months ago
You are not hopeless. SMILE. You can do it!!! :)
You are not hopeless. Trust you TRUE self. Not the disorder.
Have respect for yourself! You can do it! :)
Nothing can change when you're unhappy. Go to the GYM, respect yourself. Stop this messing with the eating disorder. It's irrational. You are not thinking clearly.
Maybe you should look at how other people do things in life and copy them for a few minutes? Copy the fat person who eats all the time. They are still happy aren't they?
markdc2 7 months ago
@markdc2 I can't go to the gym... it is really not a good idea medically for me to do so right now. I don't have the strength, and my electrolytes and stuff probably wouldn't stay stable enough, over time. I got a medical note for my gym membership and ended it.
Of course I'm not thinking rationally... I have a fucking mental disorder!! And, well, don't you think I would copy someone like that if I was able to? Do you think I WANT to be miserable?
shrinerspark 7 months ago
@shrinerspark Is your physical medical condition so bad that you can't fix it? I think once you fix your biggest problem things should get better. What are your biggest insecurities? Do you feel like the worst person on the planet? It's not true. You are irrational.
markdc2 7 months ago
@markdc2 My condition is quite complex, and it would take far too much time to try and explain it all.
shrinerspark 7 months ago
@shrinerspark ok but you make a lot of effort to talk about stool softeners which is kinda pointless. Why not talk about your ACTUAL problems? not the ones brought about because of your depression?
markdc2 7 months ago
@markdc2 #1: I don't appreciate being criticized on my own channel.
#2: The whole point is that I can't explore my real problems because it makes me suicidal. I don't understand why you don't get this, since it seemed like you watched the video...
shrinerspark 7 months ago
@markdc2 You have so never been clinically depressed... My advice? Go down on your knees and be forever thankful for that. I mean it.
LesPaul2006 5 months ago
@LesPaul2006 whahahha and you know my life from one stupid paragraph? :)
markdc2 5 months ago
@markdc2 If you ever were REMOTELY depressed EVER in your life, you would know by heart that the last thing you tell a REALLY depressed person is "Smile, you can do it", or to stop thinking about the disorder because it's "irrational", not to mention the "EAT LIKE A FAT PERSON, BECAUSE THEY'RE HAPPY" part!! Man, what can I say...
LesPaul2006 5 months ago
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@markdc2 If you ever were REMOTELY depressed EVER in your life, you would know by heart that the last thing you tell a REALLY depressed person is "Smile, you can do it", or to stop thinking about the disorder because it's "irrational", not to mention the "EAT LIKE A FAT PERSON, BECAUSE THEY'RE HAPPY" part!! Man, what can I say...
LesPaul2006 5 months ago
I really relate to the part you said about not knowing whether to invest yourself in treatment or care, that you don't even know exists or works. I feel you on that totally. It gets so tough when it's been you've been the struggle for so long and you just get so tired of it all. Much love. xoxox
PixieEleven 7 months ago
What do you like? Happiness is liking yourself as a human being. I see all kinds of things to like but you don't seem to. Is it possible for you to concentrate on liking yourself?
Pigseye 7 months ago
You are making this sound as though you are controlling your disease. If you are unable to control your disease yourself is there anything you can get in house? And what kind of cost would that entail?
Pigseye 7 months ago
sorry you feel so bad right now. I think most of "us" can relate to. I suppose from here I cant help, but my PM box is always open if u wanna chat about this or jus random chat as a distraction
GuineaPigSecretsUK 8 months ago
If there's ever anything I can do I'm here chicky. I know its probably not something you want to read or care about but I have to say it anyways cuz I care! And the whole thing with stool softeners ... it IS safer. Its worth a try ..... I ended up switching to those and I didn't experience anything bad. This show you're talking about ... what channel and when does it come on?
daniellehurley2001 8 months ago
y dosnt insurance pay for treatment in the states
lilmztori1 8 months ago
@lilmztori1 I have no insurance... the government is what would be paying. And the gov't will only pay for American treatment if you're either literally on your deathbed, or you can prove you can't be treated anywhere else in Canada. I may or may not have some basis for the 2nd one, but that will only happen after I actually try most or all of the Canadian programs and "fail" them. :(
shrinerspark 8 months ago
Have you checked Maslow's Hierarchy of Human Needs to see what your lacking?
mopme2008 8 months ago
@mopme2008 Yes, I agree!
wsjulz 8 months ago
*enormous hugs & love* everything sounds so awful for you right now. i know no words on here can help you, but still... I care, many people do. Have you talked to your family or friends about how hard things are right now? Hang in there, lovely one. Take it one step at a time.
xxxxxxxxxx katie
kayteeee99 8 months ago
I'm sad to see that you are still having so much trouble.
soulinite 8 months ago
@soulinite So am I... I really thought I had the ED licked... and here it is again. I'm so disappointed and mad about it, but I feel like I really can't do much about it right now, for reasons explained in the vid... *sigh*
shrinerspark 8 months ago
@shrinerspark I haven't watched your videos in years. Are you still in nfld?
soulinite 8 months ago