You are very pretty hot when you are a boy hehe, i am in the process of becoming a girl to like you i have beent hrough what you went thorugh, can i be your freind ???
@Fatgayasianboy29 Thanks...I know I was a hot guy....sure we can be FB friends. Brooke Michelle Sullivan - San Diego, Ca ...you should be able to find me. Good Luck :D
@shinslighter WOOT someone who appreciates the awesomeness of this band and Anthony Green! You made me so happy as well. This song I have listened to for many years. I felt the lyrics literally, because it described my feelings of myself my entire life. With societal expectations always pushing on me to be this "Man" that "I was suppose to be", this song would be one of the only things that released all my anxiety n inner hatred that I didn't go against the grain n change my body.
@RedVynil Technically you are the first to really say that which is so awesome!!! To know you have checked out my sites as well is great. I have tons of stuff to add to my website, but I have to pay for the my account before I can....ugh free websites have limits lol. Thank you so much for your support, it is people like you that make what I do so much more fulfilling!!! Peace, Love, Free America.
@seensol You're quite welcome! But it's true, this kind of stuff IS helpful to those who have yet to go through it.
By the way, who/what is that song at the beginning? GREAT drum beat! I know you have nothing to do with it, but just a comment, the bass drum is just a bit too wet sounding for my taste. Obversely, the bass drum on the 2nd song sounds a bit too damped. I keep mine damped, but not quite so much. I try to go for a more natural sound.
@RedVynil Circa Survive - The Difference Between Medicine and Poison is the Dose is the first song and The Juliana Theory - We're on Top of The World is the second song. I feel what your saying, but as a musician that is unable too keep a beat when playing the drums I can't say I have really thought about the bass drum before lol. Now on Ableton Live or Logic etc I can break it down on the drum haha :D
@seensol Thanks LOADS!! I saw the JT song title posted.
I've been drumming all my life, was in a band for 25 years. Dare I say, after I tried to teach my future ex-fiance to play drums in the late `90's & she failed miserably, it came to me that you just have to have it in you to be able to play, it's not something you can just pick up. I don't mean you have to know about drumming, I mean you have to be mentally able to play. Like, if you can rub your belly & pat your head at the same time.
@seensol Lol. Well, I didn't mean it was that easy, I just mean if you can do at least 2 things at the same time you SHOULD eventually be able to play drums. Yes, you kinda do have to be born with it, but, then, I remind myself of Mickey Dolenz who didn't know anything about drumming until he got the part in, "The Monkees". He learned well!
I have 3 basses & I'm still trying to learn them. I'd like to get a Chapman Stick some day, too, but I'll bet that's going to be MUCH harder to learn.
@Eshanty Fear is the mind killer, let it pass through you, for it does not control you. With hope for the future, you can gain the courage needed to overcome all the things you fear. Most of all, Believe in Yourself (inner faith) and it will become your foundation in life! I am so thankful I can inspire others, as aspire to do so, while making a positive change in the world be it small or big! Best Wishes :D
@Eshanty Yes, one of your biggest limitations is yourself. But I know what you're going through, I have many life variables I have to plow through before I can do it.
I'm so happy that you transitioned. I hate to think of how sad you would still be if you didn't... you're gorgeous <3 Its wonderful to see how everything has worked out for you :)
I'm truly touched by your video because that's how I feel right now. You look so beautiful now and it's eating me inside not being the woman I should be. I'm a male but I know I should have been a female at birth.
@gelnailsalways Thank you, I made this video to inspire others like yourself that it gets better with HRT. If you feel that way, I can only suggest that you find a doctor and start. The pain is not worth enduring or worse cutting your life span sort. 41% of us commit suicide. I wish the best for you and if you need any information or have questions don't hesitate to ask :D
@seensol One of the BIGGEST problems about it is that there's STILL SO many prejudiced people out there that make us uncomfortable to be around & THAT'S what drives us into a hole. We don't need as much "help" as they do!! We're pefectly fine being who we want to be, it's THEM of tiny minds that can't accept us for who we are & who we SHOULD be!! I'm DEAD sure that if they weren't that way, every one of us would have NO problem transitioning. It could start as soon as the need is discovered.
@pozzimystic Actually I never took dance classes of any type.I just checked it out and it is quite a spiritual thing, since I studied Aikido, and other types of martial arts. I learned how to dance from my buddy that I sold drugs with after high school in parking lots listening to Tech-9 and Mac Dre :D and in club and raves. Funny thing is I sometimes exercise in a up beat flowing dance like that. Weirdo really but thanks for turning me on to it ^_^
@seensol Try it! The first classes are usually free. The reason I mention it is that it is the perfect thing for Mtf's like ourselves....To me its as important as the hormones....it teaches you how to move like a girl
@Death2Evil Thanks Sweetie, it took awhile to for me to find my style, but alas I am starting to really own it lol:D I saw your channel and your coming along fine in your transition!
@kuntyfacedbitch Lol you think so? Thanks, I had to stick around just to see how things turn out >'.'< I think your one of the few that really know it haha
this is such an intense story. it's crazy how a lot of us try to fit our sex to make it work and no one can tell that we are really trapped. your story has a beautiful ending, which is always ready for us when the time is right. congratulations hon.
out to her & told her how i felt inside.She quickly rejected me.She said (i married a man not a woman) & told me to leave.I`m hurting bad my only reason to stay alive is to complete my transition & move on to a happier life.I must not fail,i will not fail.Failure=Death.I am free now & learning to live again.Alone in the night, pain, sorrow lonelyness are the only friends i know now.Hope i have enough strenght to pull this off.Will not live long if i don`t.Wish you success in your future.Huggs.
@underloved1 I am thankful that you are here with us. Our community is built off strong willed people with kind gentle hearts. As so many of us have endure sexual assault and rejection or exile from our loved ones, it strengthens our need to pursue this journey to bring awareness to this generation so the next does not have to suffer as we have. I hope the best for you on your transition!!
Hi girl! MarieLove your video & story.It hits a deep cord with me because i am also MTF & have been brutaly raped at 23 (My fault) attempted sucide shortly after (FAILED!). I was a wounded animal,dieing.I meet an oriental girl at a place i worked she seemed kind & i didn`t feel afraid.Got married everything was blis for 3 years.I thought that perhaps my feelings of being female were wrong that i was strait.We had our first child then i knew i was wrong.Marrige started to fall apart.Finaly i came
You are very pretty hot when you are a boy hehe, i am in the process of becoming a girl to like you i have beent hrough what you went thorugh, can i be your freind ???
Fatgayasianboy29 3 days ago
@Fatgayasianboy29 Thanks...I know I was a hot guy....sure we can be FB friends. Brooke Michelle Sullivan - San Diego, Ca ...you should be able to find me. Good Luck :D
seensol 2 days ago
well done
MrSkeath 2 weeks ago
@MrSkeath Thanks:D
seensol 1 week ago
Ohmygodohmygodohmygod. Circa Survive music in the intro made me so happy. <3 This video and you are amazing.
shinslighter 1 month ago
@shinslighter WOOT someone who appreciates the awesomeness of this band and Anthony Green! You made me so happy as well. This song I have listened to for many years. I felt the lyrics literally, because it described my feelings of myself my entire life. With societal expectations always pushing on me to be this "Man" that "I was suppose to be", this song would be one of the only things that released all my anxiety n inner hatred that I didn't go against the grain n change my body.
seensol 1 month ago
I don't know if you've had any feedback on this, yet, but, trust me, your video(s) and websites ARE VERY helpful!! Keep on doin' it, hun!! :-)
RedVynil 1 month ago
@RedVynil Technically you are the first to really say that which is so awesome!!! To know you have checked out my sites as well is great. I have tons of stuff to add to my website, but I have to pay for the my account before I can....ugh free websites have limits lol. Thank you so much for your support, it is people like you that make what I do so much more fulfilling!!! Peace, Love, Free America.
seensol 1 month ago
@seensol You're quite welcome! But it's true, this kind of stuff IS helpful to those who have yet to go through it.
By the way, who/what is that song at the beginning? GREAT drum beat! I know you have nothing to do with it, but just a comment, the bass drum is just a bit too wet sounding for my taste. Obversely, the bass drum on the 2nd song sounds a bit too damped. I keep mine damped, but not quite so much. I try to go for a more natural sound.
Anyway, YES!! Peace, love, free America!!!!
RedVynil 1 month ago
@RedVynil Circa Survive - The Difference Between Medicine and Poison is the Dose is the first song and The Juliana Theory - We're on Top of The World is the second song. I feel what your saying, but as a musician that is unable too keep a beat when playing the drums I can't say I have really thought about the bass drum before lol. Now on Ableton Live or Logic etc I can break it down on the drum haha :D
seensol 1 month ago
@seensol Thanks LOADS!! I saw the JT song title posted.
I've been drumming all my life, was in a band for 25 years. Dare I say, after I tried to teach my future ex-fiance to play drums in the late `90's & she failed miserably, it came to me that you just have to have it in you to be able to play, it's not something you can just pick up. I don't mean you have to know about drumming, I mean you have to be mentally able to play. Like, if you can rub your belly & pat your head at the same time.
RedVynil 1 month ago
@RedVynil Lol only if it was that easy I could do it >.< It is something a person is born with I believe. Give me a bass and I am golden :D
seensol 1 month ago
@seensol Lol. Well, I didn't mean it was that easy, I just mean if you can do at least 2 things at the same time you SHOULD eventually be able to play drums. Yes, you kinda do have to be born with it, but, then, I remind myself of Mickey Dolenz who didn't know anything about drumming until he got the part in, "The Monkees". He learned well!
I have 3 basses & I'm still trying to learn them. I'd like to get a Chapman Stick some day, too, but I'll bet that's going to be MUCH harder to learn.
RedVynil 1 month ago
you are beautiful, and an inspiration, I wish that I had the courage to the things that would make me happy <3
Eshanty 1 month ago
@Eshanty Fear is the mind killer, let it pass through you, for it does not control you. With hope for the future, you can gain the courage needed to overcome all the things you fear. Most of all, Believe in Yourself (inner faith) and it will become your foundation in life! I am so thankful I can inspire others, as aspire to do so, while making a positive change in the world be it small or big! Best Wishes :D
seensol 1 month ago
@Eshanty Yes, one of your biggest limitations is yourself. But I know what you're going through, I have many life variables I have to plow through before I can do it.
RedVynil 1 month ago
I'm so happy that you transitioned. I hate to think of how sad you would still be if you didn't... you're gorgeous <3 Its wonderful to see how everything has worked out for you :)
KrumpingKatie 1 month ago
@KrumpingKatie Thank you for your support and kind words, I deeply appreciate it :D
seensol 1 month ago
you look gd male and female
Atreyufolife 1 month ago
@Atreyufolife Thanks!=D
seensol 1 month ago
I'm truly touched by your video because that's how I feel right now. You look so beautiful now and it's eating me inside not being the woman I should be. I'm a male but I know I should have been a female at birth.
gelnailsalways 1 month ago
@gelnailsalways Thank you, I made this video to inspire others like yourself that it gets better with HRT. If you feel that way, I can only suggest that you find a doctor and start. The pain is not worth enduring or worse cutting your life span sort. 41% of us commit suicide. I wish the best for you and if you need any information or have questions don't hesitate to ask :D
seensol 1 month ago
@seensol One of the BIGGEST problems about it is that there's STILL SO many prejudiced people out there that make us uncomfortable to be around & THAT'S what drives us into a hole. We don't need as much "help" as they do!! We're pefectly fine being who we want to be, it's THEM of tiny minds that can't accept us for who we are & who we SHOULD be!! I'm DEAD sure that if they weren't that way, every one of us would have NO problem transitioning. It could start as soon as the need is discovered.
RedVynil 1 month ago
Have you ever taken a Nia dance class?
pozzimystic 1 month ago
@pozzimystic Actually I never took dance classes of any type.I just checked it out and it is quite a spiritual thing, since I studied Aikido, and other types of martial arts. I learned how to dance from my buddy that I sold drugs with after high school in parking lots listening to Tech-9 and Mac Dre :D and in club and raves. Funny thing is I sometimes exercise in a up beat flowing dance like that. Weirdo really but thanks for turning me on to it ^_^
seensol 1 month ago
@seensol Try it! The first classes are usually free. The reason I mention it is that it is the perfect thing for Mtf's like ourselves....To me its as important as the hormones....it teaches you how to move like a girl
pozzimystic 1 month ago
Wow, lol! You started just a month before I did, and you look awesome! =)
Death2Evil 1 month ago
@Death2Evil Thanks Sweetie, it took awhile to for me to find my style, but alas I am starting to really own it lol:D I saw your channel and your coming along fine in your transition!
seensol 1 month ago
you look amazing and above all, you look happy. best of luck to you on your journey. hope the new year is treating you well!
PepLePeek 1 month ago
@PepLePeek The New Year has been rather fruitful for me! :D Thank you for your support!
seensol 1 month ago
Trully beautiful. Congratulations.
mragp994 1 month ago
@mragp994 Thank you for your support and kind words ^_^
seensol 1 month ago
I embrace you and wish you success in your life and campaign, you look amazing and this video is very inspirational.
hanks864 1 month ago
I am touched by your words :D and, I am glad it has helped to inspire others!
seensol 1 month ago
omg wow thats a crazy story ... :/ I'm so glad you made it and your okay and happy =) you kinda looked like my BF haha
kuntyfacedbitch 1 month ago
@kuntyfacedbitch Lol you think so? Thanks, I had to stick around just to see how things turn out >'.'< I think your one of the few that really know it haha
seensol 1 month ago
???
majid6666 2 months ago
@majid6666 What is confusing?
seensol 2 months ago
from a man. to god.like,
andthegodsmadelove 2 months ago
@andthegodsmadelove Indeed that is how I feel :D
seensol 2 months ago
I always wonder what drives us; you seem to have found out some and thanks for sharing! I wish you the best forever :)
lexadlanod 2 months ago in playlist More videos from seensol
this is such an intense story. it's crazy how a lot of us try to fit our sex to make it work and no one can tell that we are really trapped. your story has a beautiful ending, which is always ready for us when the time is right. congratulations hon.
groovinupslowly 2 months ago 2
@groovinupslowly Thanks Sweetie :D
seensol 2 months ago
wow you seem so much happier now. what a story.
gp4nut 2 months ago
out to her & told her how i felt inside.She quickly rejected me.She said (i married a man not a woman) & told me to leave.I`m hurting bad my only reason to stay alive is to complete my transition & move on to a happier life.I must not fail,i will not fail.Failure=Death.I am free now & learning to live again.Alone in the night, pain, sorrow lonelyness are the only friends i know now.Hope i have enough strenght to pull this off.Will not live long if i don`t.Wish you success in your future.Huggs.
underloved1 2 months ago
@underloved1 I am thankful that you are here with us. Our community is built off strong willed people with kind gentle hearts. As so many of us have endure sexual assault and rejection or exile from our loved ones, it strengthens our need to pursue this journey to bring awareness to this generation so the next does not have to suffer as we have. I hope the best for you on your transition!!
seensol 2 months ago
Hi girl! MarieLove your video & story.It hits a deep cord with me because i am also MTF & have been brutaly raped at 23 (My fault) attempted sucide shortly after (FAILED!). I was a wounded animal,dieing.I meet an oriental girl at a place i worked she seemed kind & i didn`t feel afraid.Got married everything was blis for 3 years.I thought that perhaps my feelings of being female were wrong that i was strait.We had our first child then i knew i was wrong.Marrige started to fall apart.Finaly i came
underloved1 2 months ago
Good job... Keep your spirits up & a Smile on your face...
FirehouseMike 2 months ago
@FirehouseMike :D Thanks Sweetie!
seensol 2 months ago