You're the only voice my heart can recognize.

[aseohosting]

u have a great voice..

[KSJ032]

oh my gosh so it's a way late to even be commenting on this, but i havent been on youtube in a long time, i'm addicted to twitter. My prayers are with you for you and your family. I hope the cancer never comes back and your mom recovers 100% to before cancer even came into your lives. No one deserves that least of all you. I'm here for you if you ever need someone to talk to

[dyellasngs]

This video makes me wanna cry....I love it! Great job! :)

[SingPlayMusicLife]

You know Alexa, I never thought this was it. If you'd like to keep this private I completely understand, but send me a message and maybe we can talk. Cancer runs in my family so I understand that one, and my sister is leaving, so I get the being left. And you're right, things happen for a reason, and it's our job to look forward and search for the light. I'm sorry things have taken a turn for the worst, but we all have to hit rock bottom sometime. Send me a message, okay? -Anna

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@SingPlayMusicLife It's nice to have someone that knows how it feels, regarding the cancer part. I don't think the other part is quite the same as having a sister leave, though. Unless you're completely and unconditionally in love with your sister, hahah. And to be quite honest with you, I haven't just "hit rock bottom", I own a freaking plot of property there, with a mansion. I live there.

[jobrofan4life0001]

this made stephanie cry. stephanie LOVES YOU<3 stephanie also loves talking in third person. heheheeh<3 :-J

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 HAHA, Steph you're such a freak. Squished tomatoes. Anyone that reads this is gonna think we're NUTS. But we are. We're WETADS! Ahha, oh dear. :-j CHUGWUNDA. <33

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 HAHAHAHA FOR WETADIA!<3 stephanie loves us. stephanie IS nuts and stephanie wants melons instead of squished tomatoess. hehehe stephanie loves youu<3

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 Stephanie better shut up before Alexa freaking punches her in the face and throws a gorilla (the one you HATE) at you. Well, melons DO taste better than tomatoes... but then again we're not really talking about actual melons and tomatoes here. ;) HAHAHA. Alexa loves Stephanie muchoo<3

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 BAHAHA oh goshh. stephanie likes watermelons but those might be a bit too big.. :P I WILL THROW GORILLA BACKK.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 GORILLA WILL CHOMP YOUR FACE OFF BEORE YOU CAN DO ANYTHING! Hahahahah. Oh gosh. Alexa has hiccups from drinking too much Dr. Pepper, and Alexa thinks Steph should play Bumper Stars with Alexa, and Alexa knows she will kick Steph's butt, too. :)

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 GORILLA CAN BRINGG IT ONN! stephanie will hit gorilla with a bat. hehehe biotchh. and no. stephanie always wins. stephanie is BEASTLY.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 Bahahah! Or we can always go with our other plan... involving matches, and her front porch. ;)

Noooo, Stephanie DOESN'T always win. Alexa kicks butt at Checkers, Bumper Stars, every single MSN game that exists. Steph WISHES she had Alexa's skill. :D

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 HAHA! Stephanie and Alexa will do that when Alexa comes to Wisconsin :) and PSHH Alexa is jealous of Stephanie's beastlyyy-nesssss.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 Yeshhh! Hmm I should really figure out how the beginning of that story is gonna go... like I said, it's gonna be about the whole summer. Nothing else. :)

PFT, why would Alexa be jealous of Steph's...ahem..."beastly-ness­" when she's a bigger beast? :P

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 Hehehehe :D

Alexa IS jealous of Stephanie. Stephanie is THE beast. The DEFINITION of beastly-nesssss.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 Stephanies the definition of dumb blonde hick and nothing else. ;) 

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 :O :O :O Stephanie is the definition of beastly hot genius blonde with a touch of country thank you very much!

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 HAHAHAHA. "with a touch of country" ...nice. UM LET'S GO GET SOME BEEF JERKY, STEPH. It's ROUGH but that's just BEEF JERKY. ;) ;) ;)

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 I am a touch of country :) MMMMMMMM BAHAHAHAHA! stephanie loves herself some rough beef jerky. nom nom nomm.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 We both know someone else who loves themselves some beef jerky. ;) And cheese sticks. Om nom nom, let's go sit around a campfire and chew some hefty beef jerky.

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 HAHAHAHAAH! i want some venison jerky :)

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 EWWWWWWW. You sicko! I can't believe you eatazwsedfrghjjsedrfgth deersedrftgyhj. Think about cute little BAMBI the next time you do that. Deer eater.

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 hehehe YUMMM! oh god i almost hit a deer with my car last nightt..

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 OH MY GOD I WOULD'VE CRIED. YOU ANIMAL ABUSER. Jkiloveyouhahahahahah.

[jobrofan4life0001]

@Alexagjbfan1214 LMAO i didn't purposely drive at it! it jumped in front of me :P

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@jobrofan4life0001 Well you shouldn't have been in its way!

[MonkeyJeshii]

I'm going to keep your mom and your family in my prayers. I hope things start looking up. Just remember, in the end everything will be okay. If it's not okay, it's not the end.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@MonkeyJeshii Thank you so much, I appreciate that.

[xxlillianxx19]

please know that I am here for you and I feel you pain at least. Im sorry again for everything you've been through and know that you aren't alone. I pray for you and for you mom and hope that she gets better soon very soon and that everything is well with you and her and your family again.

-Lilly

A little bit longer and you'll be fine, Alexa. Remember that.

[xxlillianxx19]

oh my gosh Alexa. im so so so so sorry. I'm so sorry. I.. I wish I could tell you that I understand but that would be a white lie considering I really don't. Please know that I'm here for you if you ever need to talk. I may be what seems like a voice through a computer screen but I am always here for a friend who needs to talk. I will pray for your mom.. in fact im going to go to this place where I live called the Madonna and I will light a candle for her and pray that she gets better soon.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@xxlillianxx19 That means so much to me, I can't even explain it. Thank you so much. I will let my mom know what you're doing, when she wakes up. She's resting now. We should talk one on one sometime, eh? You can shoot me an IM or email at alexagjbfan1214@hotmail.com if you want. God Bless.

[xxlillianxx19]

@Alexagjbfan1214 i'll add you into my address book right now. anytime you wanna talk reach me at smallvillexoxo31@comcast.net or IM me -xxladybugbaby11x I'm always here for a friend.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@xxlillianxx19 Again, thank you. That really means alot to me. Is your IM Windows Live or AIM? I do have an AIM but the last time I was on it was... like, 2 years ago? Hahah. I prefer MSN.

[xxlillianxx19]

@Alexagjbfan1214 it's my AIM but because i got a new laptop it's been asking to make a Windows Live thingy.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@xxlillianxx19 So, should I just add you on my MSN as a contact? Trust me, MSN is MUCH better than AIM. You can even draw things, like on paint. I love it. 

[xxlillianxx19]

@Alexagjbfan1214 add me on your MSN but use my email. because i just made one.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@xxlillianxx19 Alright! :)

[xxlillianxx19]

@Alexagjbfan1214 (: i hope thats a real smile.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@xxlillianxx19 Hahah, well on the computer is... I'm afraid I can't manage a real one in person just yet.

[xxlillianxx19]

@Alexagjbfan1214 i'm going to email you. im a little lost with the windows MSN thing.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@xxlillianxx19 Hahah, maybe I can help? Have you downloaded it to your computer yet? You download it similarly to how you download AIM.

[xxlillianxx19]

@Alexagjbfan1214 it was already downloaded onto my laptop when I got it, so I guess that parts done, Ha. but I'm clueless as to what to do next.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

@xxlillianxx19 Hmm, I'm trying to remember what I did when I first downloaded it. I think if it's already downloaded, you can go to MSN.com and make a MSN screenname and all that like you do with AIM.