@SlideWaysAllTheTime What is wrong with you? You are a heartless asshole thats NEVER going to get a girlfriend...your gunna die alone you sick bastard.
@namorthesubmarine honestly sweetheart, it doesnt bother me anymore, im stronger than the tw*ts saying the awful things, i get myoclonic seizures & loads of health problems due to another health condition anyway which has made me so much stronger. but thankyou so much for the support & the nice users of youtube. :)
will someone help me? my cousin in germany just all the sudden stopped eating and is hospitalized, she is close to heart failure and will soon be tube fed. anyone know what i can do?
Stacey you would be happier if you stayed skinny and sexy aka normal. Girls like you who are already perfect listen to fatties (70kg+) piggers and they bring you down to their level.
@carefreeforever excuse me im over 70kg and in the past have had a lot of problems with food and became so ridiculous about it i had "sick" days off school because i thought i could control my food intake better at home. I am not a "pigger" im healthy. I exercise. sure i don't eat the best but if i try to purposely control what i eat and how i exercise i can feel myself become obsessed. I listen to my body and i'm alot happier now but your comment hurt me.
@carefreeforever oh please be trolling. People can be healthy at different weights. I'm tall if I was under 60kg i would be underweight. when i tried to get to under 60kg i managed to get to 65kg and i plataued. I became obsessed & stress so i fasted. binged. stress. cried and wanted to die. Put yourself in my shoes. I can lose weight, "get any guy i want" & be miserable OR i can be happy, enjoy life for what it is & still be reasonably fit. If you were me and wanted the later i feel sorry for u
@nataliagomm Its almost overnight darling, my girlfrined was nearly 68KG when she started to shed the FAT - within 1 week she had lost 5KG. But i did support her as well which is important. I think she can get to 49KG this month - shes never been happier, and more loved
I want to go anorexic....other vids make it seem good and from my point of view it seems good.....ive been fat my whole life and i still am.....this is the only way to solve it so anorexia isnt all that bad now is it??
@xsese9898 yes it is because anorexia is a trick mirror tht makes u THINK ur fat after a long time of not eating when ur actually dangerously underweight and it WILL get out of controll and u could die of losing more weight even if ur allmost a skeleton! anorexia is NOT good at all!! its VERY bad!! and anorexia is not the only way 2 solve it because anorexia doesnt solve ANYTHING it destroys ur body and destroys your mind! all anorexia does is destroy
@xsese9898 you may believe its not all bad and it wont ruin your life but it will . i promise you can do other things to help yourself go to your doctor make an eating chart. ANYTHING. but not turn anorexic. because my friend felt the same way as you did and she died 2 months ago. yes anorexia is all bad. it's awful its just as bad as suicide. you will kill yourself slowly. you will die and if you do survive .. you will NEVER ever no matter how hard you try you will NEVER be the same as u were
@NikkiL614 i'm sorry it's just the fact that after being promoted by the media anorexia has become 'in' and media- brain washed teenagers looking for attention are mistaken for mentally ill patients with severe anorexia.i see anorexics everywere i go now and the weird thing is that they re all rich spoiled brats occupied with fashion
@KakosXronos they're not 'all rich spoiled brats@ I certainly wasnt & I know a lot of other people who werent/arent, so i suggest you either think before you speak or keep your opinion to your self!
im bulimic and i saw this a couple of weeks ago and since then ive stopped purging and im happy now and less moody.... thanx 4 sharing your story!! uv really helped me!!
4:25 I look like that... Is it too wrong? I think I eat enough, I mean, I never felt weak and of course I felt insecure about my weight sometime but I never wanted anorexia, I don't remember starting it!
Dear Anorexics & Bulimics.. I would like your opinion!! I know from personal experience that the hardest step was admitting I have a problem.. I would be grateful if youd share your story of what it took to get you to that step.. Someone in your life perhaps, something that happened that helped you realise you had a problem. Thank you =)
the other day i was walking down the street with a few friends, and a lady walked by me, looked me straight in the face and said "why are your friends walking with you when you're so fat? i wouldn't want to walk with you."
It's scary i find the picture at 4:46 beautiful and perfect. I'm striving towards that maybe then i wont be seen as the "healthy" one. I know what they really mean is the FAT, BIG UGLY one. I can't wait to be perfect everything will fall into place then.
@PrincessE8888 thankyou, I dont have the ones in these pics now due to different reasons, their age, illness, or them being outgrorwn but I still have horses.
Being attractive has nothing to do with how you want others to see you,it has to do with how you notice other people.A smile and a friendly hello is easier than dieting and it looks better.A genuine look in the eyes and not some glamorous looking prissy gaze(like Marcia Brady had on her face when she won a lead role in a play)is all you need.Men aren't that fussy about appearance.If you want to see fussy, watch how women are towards men.I'm honestly shocked more men don't have eating disorders.
NOTHING IN YOUR LIFE WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER IF YOU LOSE WIEGHT!!!
you will not wake up with the perfect life because your ribs stick out. Flowers only get smushed. Beuty doesent make you happy, especaily if you cant see it, and especialy if the buety your seaking disfigures your body and mind... I hope you can see that so you can learn how to be worm(ana)-free.
pareullita11@ okay now I hate family too. i suggest being very blunt. "No mom I'm not eating dinner because orcording to this family I'm fat" or "I didnt eat today and I feel dizzy sick and cold. Can you please take me to the gym because ccording to your comments I'm fat and I need to become like bones in a coffin for your apporoval" I mean saying what you mean will take you far,, And please recover & not get eaten by the worm ana
I am so proud of you and want to express my encouragement and love for you!! I am a young mother of two children (who are 1 1/2 years apart). I have always been on the bigger side and it has never bothered me until now (someone made a comment on my weight). I catch myself eating only once a day (and that one time I eat a lot) but then I end up feeling sick and dont want to eat anything at all.. your video has encouraged me!! I love me for me!!
@W0nd3rw0m4n thankyou for the compliment, Im so glad the video has encouraged you. Dont let anyones comments about your weight get to you, you're gorgeous, the only persons thoughts who should matter are yours & sod what everyone else thinks. feel free to message me anytime :)
@Minoriash Ignore her hun, you're worth more than that. I managed to eventually ignore the comments & im now maintaining a healthy weight & getting married next year which at that time i'd never have imagined.
i cry on every one of these stories... just yesterday i fainted and busted my lip open + broke my wrist because i happened to faint into a wall. My first day of recovery started today...
@AddictedToMusicxox Well done for starting recovery :) dont give in to this disease it isnt worth it & you are worth better & deserve better than this. Keep smiling
@AddictedToMusicxox just take little steps each day, you may not think you're doing well but set small goals that you think you can meet & take it from there, feel free to message me if you want.
i had my own problems with food, i thunk i was the worse piece of shit that was, but when in one of my runways, i look at the mirror i realize that this was stupid and all my life was becoming into death and all off this was just stupid... and in stead of been stupid i just keep eating idk how i thunk in that but i just did it and well now here i am alive... why loving life... but some of the ppl don't realize that in time so plz help everyone in that situation .
Now this is only my belief. I think this starts off as a lifestyle. And when you start restricting and going without you're brain starts to starve without nutrients. And thats when it becomes a mental illness. When it comes to point where you cant eat, even when you want to, its a mental illness. Starving your vital organs. I've had an eating disorder for 10 yrs. Bulimia not anorexia. These diseases will kill you eventually.
This goes to show you that you and anyone else with similar stories need to stop listening to others. People out there are rude and disrespectful and they dont understand that everyone is different. Dont be indluenced by others harsh words, thats the worse you could do. Be yourself and be happy with who you are, then there shall be no problems. Hope youre okay.
im skinny but i dont have anorexia and i do wanna gain more weight, the thing is i got a fast metabolism and i eat slow but i eat tons of things that would make a person gain weight just that i dont eat fast enough to gain some weight...
@rebmoe it is starvation of your body, they do not eat, their hair falls out, their teeth rott, their bones become brittle, they have heart attacks, they become dehydrated, they have strokes, damage their liver, heart and kidneys. They soon might die if they do not go into treatment
@rebmoe its a mental disorder where mostly girls and somtimes boys think they are fat when the're really not. so they stop eating and starve themselfs
Funny how someone being so careless with words can cause such a huge effect in your life... my roomates used to call me fat all the time, and I suppose I was- and that was when I lost my first 15 lbs, now I'm on 35, cept I'm still nowhere near ribs or shoulder blades.
I can tell that video could have been hard to make, to put yourself out there for the world in this way. I can't thank you enough for your bravery in doing this, and I can imagine this video has saved lives. Thank you x
Ps. I'm so scared for my friend who could be/could be going on to becoming anorexic. How can I help?
@marliexemo what a meanie! i bet your just jealous and u wish u cud b that skinny! leave the poor girl alone...she stopped herself from becoming too bony but u cud already tell her shoulder bone was sticking out! so are u happy! the only reason she became anorexic was from people like you saying that shes not skinny enough! you probly just caused her to relapse again! why dont you just stop posting rude comments that hurt peoples feelings...shes trying to get over this!
@marliexemo lol oohh ita juat auch a good job i dont listen to tw*ts like you anymore & have someone who loves me for who I am, which is probably more than i can say about you...
@marliexemo You dont have to be s skeleton to be a anorexia. Some anorectic people can be fat, normal, just thin.. and so are there the people who are so skinny as a skeleton!
stupid IDIOT people these days calling other people fat and having them take it personally... a lot.
I feel your pain. I was 128 pounds and 4'11" when i was 11, and been called "Chubby Short Korean" for 2 years many people, when i first came to united states from korea 4 years ago. Due to my rapid growth and fast metabolism, the people who called me "Chubby" can now take their words back. I am now 5'11", 137 pounds and 14
I was Bulimic and Anorexic, My ED started in 2007 and got worse I have finaly recovered at the beginning or this year. it's a horrible thing to go through, I tried so many times to get help rang and hung up BEATS twice and cancled doctors appointments twice, I finaly mad the big step and got help although counciling did nothing for me, in the end I got made to get better with the help of my brother. So anyone who is ill with this illness get help please. xx
@staceypops20 thanks. it horrid to say i still battle with an ED. i thought i was better but turns out i'm not.
i have moved, got a new job, made new friends, had a bf until last night - i broke it off with him. for the past week not been eating enough or just have time too. i am starting to battle with the thoughts all over again.
but 7th july i am going dietician for help, maybe then i will beable to recover properly.
Thanks for sharing your experience. By doing this you may have helped lots of others. Actually, I once came close to having anorexia. I got over it by making a plan, not forcing myself and going outdoors more often. Furthermore, I found out that looking only at what I'm doing, not what I want to achieve, helps me to get a balance in life. Anyways, I wish you all the strength you need to be yourself and be happy. You deserve it.
i recently started with a eating dissorder when someone commented on my weight at the time i was fairly slim but i was still worried that i was fat .. the reason i stopped eating was when a boy told me to go to weight watchers and i was a sumo fighter . i lokk at pictures from a year ago when i first started and i was slim. But now ive stopped i carnt start again and i carnt stand the look of food . i tried eating after about 6 weeks into my Anorexia but the texture of food was so unberable.
@ChloeBedson hey so sorry its taken me so long to reply, have had a busy few months in/out of hosp luckily not 'ana' or 'mia' related, feel free to message me if you want to chat
@xxxSupernaturalxxxx well, a lot of people post videos like this. the reason for it is to give others hope. not to make them feel bad or degrade them. she is trying to let others know that you can get better and that there is hope out there. some people don't have support of family or anyone. so i applaud the author for having the courage to post her story so others may find hope.
oh well atleast u got better. ive been hospitalized about 2 times this year from collapsing
im like severely under weight and my heart is straining itself to just keep me conscious. i ended up collapsing at school this year my freshman year in like Feb. of 2010 and then just got home from hospital yesterday but relapsed both times.
@sassoccer95 My dance director said I wasn't allowed back in her academy until I gained weight. I was threatened with hospitalization which allowed me to realize I had a real problem. I also had a friend who would stand over me until I had consumed an entire meal every day at lunch. I started going to see a psychologist who helped me identify what started me on the path to anorexia, which helped a lot. Being able to identify what triggered the disease made me want to conquer it.
I'm so sorry for you, but I know how it is. I was diagnosed with Anorexia in April of my freshman year in high school; I am going to be a senior in high school in the fall. Even though my weight is slowly getting better, its still a daily struggle. In August of my junior year, I became a vegan as a result of my Anorexia. In September of my junior year, I had a seizure while I was in school and had to be taken to the hospital. I want to congragulate you for not letting the disease kill you.
Sorry, its NOT a disease. Its an addiction, like over eating or meth. If you want to stop, you stop. if you don't its bc you get something out of it, its your choice.
I'm a sufferer of symptoms I've never been diagnosed anorexic, I used to be a size four at one point when i shouldve atleast been size 8, but now i have a real body of a woman, although i tend to have relapses alot, it comes when im depressed, and when I feel full up i tend to purge so then I dont feel as fat. just comes and goes, but Im glad I don't have a councilor, I'd be so unhappy then
ok i understood this as i too am suffering, but the last bit about 'choosing' anorexia....is complete bollocks!! im sorry but you dont choose her she chooses you and you just dont know until its too late.
stupid fat bitch.. she should stop eating completely... waste of fucken oxygen.. YOUR FAT ASS IS CAUSING GLOBAL WARMING BITCH.... can u say fat much?!?!...
if you want to gain weight you must eat molasses. realy molasses only at the Turkiye (Turkey)... and i'm sooryy.. maybe I did Wrong write. becouse my english is very bad. Eat Pekmez !!!!
@tbugwow Hey, fuck off. With a recovering anorexic, that is NOT what you are entitled to say. That could be an endangerment to her. You're scum; that was a low comment.
This made me cry. I have been struggling with eating disorders for about 2 years now and its really reassuring to know other people have gone through it and im not alone in this battle.
u dont look like a severe anorextic or anything well i guess no one would lie or want to lie aabout this... anyways i hope u are feeling better now and days
sweetie, keep fighting.... it's worth the fight. I'm terrible disturbed by the comments people put on here about not looking anorexic or anything. They have issues they need to work out themselves by the sounds of things. you have can an ED at any weight, it doesn't discriminate. you know your story and what you have to do for you. I personally am glad you are not one of those girls/guys who are so under weight that it's a miracle they are alive... you're beautiful and worth recovery!
i didnt have anorexia, i had bulimia. i had just kept thinking to myself, "i have to be thin" but it turns out, i didnt. you need to remind yourself that you dont need to a stick figure to be thin. you just need to enjoy life. im not anymore. i talked to my friend about it and i slowly stopped. she told me that i need healthy weight to keep me from floating into the sky. so thats how i think of it. we need weight to stop us from floating off to Pluto! so just think of that. it will help.
gurl u were already a healthy size before u started getting an eating disorder. You cant let ppl bring u down. sometimes ppl just say stupid shit because they feel inadequate about themselves.
i hope you get better!!! its a long journey..i started to stop eating but it felt more like a brainwash and i was lucky to get help so early. have a strong will to get better and always think to yourself, "i know im beautiful, but im my own beauty, and no one can take that away from me"
chavdecboi what sort of sick twisted being are you , you obviously need to open your mind a bit more . this stuff isnt just generalised in being sad or being sad with yourself , it can be a range of reasons such as a dramatic change or loss in somones life or loss of control just hope that people like yourself open your mind and put yourself in others shoes .
What a moving video - I don't suffer from anorexia, but really feel for those who do! The control of food over your life must be so strong - remember food isn't your enemy, ones mind can be! Hope it works out for you!
Nicely-done video, good music & comments. I coud feel how real it is. I weigh over 200 pounds, am 5'2*. I wish I had "tmporary anorexia" so I could get down 2 my "dream weight" --110. Don't want 2 go lower, because when shoulder blades stick out, it's time 2 stop -- otherwise ur not beautiful, u look lik something from a concentration camp - NOT beautiful! Ur lucky...& probably wel-off...not every1 has horses! (Is 11987...a L.I. zip code? I used t2 liv in 11362!) Eat SLOWLY, lik French do!
I'm sorry you went through this struggle! How are you doing now??
edpinkgurl 2 months ago
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Vivvd 2 months ago
@SlideWaysAllTheTime What is wrong with you? You are a heartless asshole thats NEVER going to get a girlfriend...your gunna die alone you sick bastard.
TheSavethesharks 6 months ago
@TheSavethesharks Cool story bro! now tell us the one where u fuck up?
SlideWaysAllTheTime 5 months ago
@SlideWaysAllTheTime what the hell? That made NO sense.
TheSavethesharks 5 months ago
@TheSavethesharks it did, once u hit puberty u will get it (:
SlideWaysAllTheTime 5 months ago
@SlideWaysAllTheTime Im a girl. i have hit puberty. Idiot.
TheSavethesharks 5 months ago
Whats the name of that song? Please message me into my inbox, cause I dont know if I'll be able to find your video again.
razors84jill 6 months ago
@razors84jill the first one was 'beautiful' by bethany dillion- acoustic version and the second song was 'courage' by super chick
CrystalCee1 5 months ago
@SlideWaysAllTheTime That's such an awful thing to say. No one should encourage this disorder, it ruins lives.
namorthesubmarine 6 months ago
@namorthesubmarine honestly sweetheart, it doesnt bother me anymore, im stronger than the tw*ts saying the awful things, i get myoclonic seizures & loads of health problems due to another health condition anyway which has made me so much stronger. but thankyou so much for the support & the nice users of youtube. :)
staceypops20 6 months ago
can somebody help me ...
my mom has Anorexia..
Thanks
dhruvilshah30 6 months ago
@dhruvilshah30
Talk to her, tell her how much you love her, but try to get help, as people for help
TimesUpGamer 6 months ago
will someone help me? my cousin in germany just all the sudden stopped eating and is hospitalized, she is close to heart failure and will soon be tube fed. anyone know what i can do?
rsboy5 7 months ago
Stacey you would be happier if you stayed skinny and sexy aka normal. Girls like you who are already perfect listen to fatties (70kg+) piggers and they bring you down to their level.
Your better than them - special
carefreeforever 7 months ago
@carefreeforever excuse me im over 70kg and in the past have had a lot of problems with food and became so ridiculous about it i had "sick" days off school because i thought i could control my food intake better at home. I am not a "pigger" im healthy. I exercise. sure i don't eat the best but if i try to purposely control what i eat and how i exercise i can feel myself become obsessed. I listen to my body and i'm alot happier now but your comment hurt me.
LivviWasHere 7 months ago
So your saying you like being fat and unhealthy. Its just wrong! Believe me when i say guys look at girls who are over 70KG as piggers
Being skinny is everything - you can have any guy you want if your under 60KG aka Healthy
carefreeforever 7 months ago
@carefreeforever oh please be trolling. People can be healthy at different weights. I'm tall if I was under 60kg i would be underweight. when i tried to get to under 60kg i managed to get to 65kg and i plataued. I became obsessed & stress so i fasted. binged. stress. cried and wanted to die. Put yourself in my shoes. I can lose weight, "get any guy i want" & be miserable OR i can be happy, enjoy life for what it is & still be reasonably fit. If you were me and wanted the later i feel sorry for u
LivviWasHere 7 months ago
@LivviWasHere Carefreelover is a psyko :) Enjoy the food, life, love, laugh ! ;-)
Lynn02489 6 months ago
5:06 is photoshopped.
TheHannah175 7 months ago
can i ask you the name of this song?
PonelePlayAPanic 7 months ago
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how long did you have to stop eating until you got your disorder and start losing weigth?
nataliagomm 8 months ago
@nataliagomm Its almost overnight darling, my girlfrined was nearly 68KG when she started to shed the FAT - within 1 week she had lost 5KG. But i did support her as well which is important. I think she can get to 49KG this month - shes never been happier, and more loved
Go for gold!
carefreeforever 7 months ago
what song is this?
KristyChristine 8 months ago
For the record that was my sister posting comments not me
TheDjWade 8 months ago
I want to go anorexic....other vids make it seem good and from my point of view it seems good.....ive been fat my whole life and i still am.....this is the only way to solve it so anorexia isnt all that bad now is it??
xsese9898 9 months ago
@xsese9898 yes it is because anorexia is a trick mirror tht makes u THINK ur fat after a long time of not eating when ur actually dangerously underweight and it WILL get out of controll and u could die of losing more weight even if ur allmost a skeleton! anorexia is NOT good at all!! its VERY bad!! and anorexia is not the only way 2 solve it because anorexia doesnt solve ANYTHING it destroys ur body and destroys your mind! all anorexia does is destroy
msnoahxlukefan 9 months ago
@xsese9898 you may believe its not all bad and it wont ruin your life but it will . i promise you can do other things to help yourself go to your doctor make an eating chart. ANYTHING. but not turn anorexic. because my friend felt the same way as you did and she died 2 months ago. yes anorexia is all bad. it's awful its just as bad as suicide. you will kill yourself slowly. you will die and if you do survive .. you will NEVER ever no matter how hard you try you will NEVER be the same as u were
TheDjWade 8 months ago
@TheDjWade well im glad i could hear what really happens from a person who suffered it..thanx i really appreciate your advice
xsese9898 8 months ago
you seem normal to me in the pictures.i think you're just looking for attention.seek for other emotional issues?maybe depression
KakosXronos 9 months ago
@KakosXronos just because u look " normal" does not mean you do not have an eating disorder, that is very serious common misconception
NikkiL614 9 months ago
@NikkiL614 i'm sorry it's just the fact that after being promoted by the media anorexia has become 'in' and media- brain washed teenagers looking for attention are mistaken for mentally ill patients with severe anorexia.i see anorexics everywere i go now and the weird thing is that they re all rich spoiled brats occupied with fashion
KakosXronos 9 months ago
@KakosXronos they're not 'all rich spoiled brats@ I certainly wasnt & I know a lot of other people who werent/arent, so i suggest you either think before you speak or keep your opinion to your self!
staceypops20 9 months ago
@KakosXronos just because u look " normal" does not mean you do not have an eating disorder, that is very serious common misconception
NikkiL614 9 months ago
im bulimic and i saw this a couple of weeks ago and since then ive stopped purging and im happy now and less moody.... thanx 4 sharing your story!! uv really helped me!!
msnoahxlukefan 9 months ago
@msnoahxlukefan good, im so glad, if this helps even just one person its worth it
staceypops20 9 months ago
4:25 I look like that... Is it too wrong? I think I eat enough, I mean, I never felt weak and of course I felt insecure about my weight sometime but I never wanted anorexia, I don't remember starting it!
abcdlovexoxo 9 months ago
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Dear Anorexics & Bulimics.. I would like your opinion!! I know from personal experience that the hardest step was admitting I have a problem.. I would be grateful if youd share your story of what it took to get you to that step.. Someone in your life perhaps, something that happened that helped you realise you had a problem. Thank you =)
yaza3aminnocent 9 months ago
the other day i was walking down the street with a few friends, and a lady walked by me, looked me straight in the face and said "why are your friends walking with you when you're so fat? i wouldn't want to walk with you."
i haven't cried that hard in a long time.
losingnikki 9 months ago
@losingnikki ignore them, they're obviously unsure of what curves are & that they're good
staceypops20 9 months ago
@losingnikki People can be so fucking mean... I bet you are pretty ! :)
Lynn02489 6 months ago
It's scary i find the picture at 4:46 beautiful and perfect. I'm striving towards that maybe then i wont be seen as the "healthy" one. I know what they really mean is the FAT, BIG UGLY one. I can't wait to be perfect everything will fall into place then.
SlovesJforever 9 months ago
Your horses are so pretty xx
PrincessE8888 9 months ago
@PrincessE8888 thankyou, I dont have the ones in these pics now due to different reasons, their age, illness, or them being outgrorwn but I still have horses.
staceypops20 9 months ago
not even your horses% oh no. :-)
dishy200 10 months ago
THANK YOU!!!
I can not stress the 'glamor' or 'fad' thing enough...
I make thinspos but they are for me and other girls with legitimate anorexia, not a quick weight loss fix for people who think it's an easy solution..
My metabolism is insanely slow so I have a normal body but I rarely rarely eat.. My doctors don't know what's wrong with me.
chloethefatkid 11 months ago
Being attractive has nothing to do with how you want others to see you,it has to do with how you notice other people.A smile and a friendly hello is easier than dieting and it looks better.A genuine look in the eyes and not some glamorous looking prissy gaze(like Marcia Brady had on her face when she won a lead role in a play)is all you need.Men aren't that fussy about appearance.If you want to see fussy, watch how women are towards men.I'm honestly shocked more men don't have eating disorders.
troydeancarpenter 1 year ago
hello
are you a christian?
im so glad that you recovered! or, are on your way at least.
godloverbrit 1 year ago
5:07 is it truth?
SummerCherry2 1 year ago
@SummerCherry2 yep! its truth /: sad.. but truth.. photoshop dont make that. ):
vonepr 11 months ago
@vonepr i know but its soo... ouch :(
SummerCherry2 11 months ago
NOTHING IN YOUR LIFE WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER IF YOU LOSE WIEGHT!!!
you will not wake up with the perfect life because your ribs stick out. Flowers only get smushed. Beuty doesent make you happy, especaily if you cant see it, and especialy if the buety your seaking disfigures your body and mind... I hope you can see that so you can learn how to be worm(ana)-free.
:) feel better/ the pain is not your fault
ChristinaWolfle 1 year ago
pareullita11@ okay now I hate family too. i suggest being very blunt. "No mom I'm not eating dinner because orcording to this family I'm fat" or "I didnt eat today and I feel dizzy sick and cold. Can you please take me to the gym because ccording to your comments I'm fat and I need to become like bones in a coffin for your apporoval" I mean saying what you mean will take you far,, And please recover & not get eaten by the worm ana
ChristinaWolfle 1 year ago
Congradulations at marrage.
ChristinaWolfle 1 year ago
i feel for u........wats this song?
AlannahDuran 1 year ago
thanks you for this video. i struggled with the exact same thing
llamalluver1 1 year ago
I am so proud of you and want to express my encouragement and love for you!! I am a young mother of two children (who are 1 1/2 years apart). I have always been on the bigger side and it has never bothered me until now (someone made a comment on my weight). I catch myself eating only once a day (and that one time I eat a lot) but then I end up feeling sick and dont want to eat anything at all.. your video has encouraged me!! I love me for me!!
W0nd3rw0m4n 1 year ago
@W0nd3rw0m4n thankyou for the compliment, Im so glad the video has encouraged you. Dont let anyones comments about your weight get to you, you're gorgeous, the only persons thoughts who should matter are yours & sod what everyone else thinks. feel free to message me anytime :)
staceypops20 1 year ago
I feel like starving myself at times, especially when i hear the words "you are fat"... too bad they only come from my mothers lips...
Minoriash 1 year ago
@Minoriash Ignore her hun, you're worth more than that. I managed to eventually ignore the comments & im now maintaining a healthy weight & getting married next year which at that time i'd never have imagined.
you can beat it.x
staceypops20 1 year ago
@Minoriash my problem is different.. i have 6'1 height and i`m just 178 pounds my ex gf told me that i`m skinny and now i`m obssesed with that :|
MihaiM1ha1 1 year ago
@staceypops20
Two names for the same song
TaylorWentWonderland 1 year ago
@TaylorWentWonderland well if you read previous comments it shows bothe song titles
staceypops20 1 year ago
wats the song?
Blushes97 1 year ago
@Blushes97 amazed , by bethany dillon .
TaylorWentWonderland 1 year ago
@TaylorWentWonderland nope its 'Beautiful' by Bethany Dillon
staceypops20 1 year ago
i cry on every one of these stories... just yesterday i fainted and busted my lip open + broke my wrist because i happened to faint into a wall. My first day of recovery started today...
AddictedToMusicxox 1 year ago
@AddictedToMusicxox Well done for starting recovery :) dont give in to this disease it isnt worth it & you are worth better & deserve better than this. Keep smiling
staceypops20 1 year ago
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AddictedToMusicxox 1 year ago
@AddictedToMusicxox just take little steps each day, you may not think you're doing well but set small goals that you think you can meet & take it from there, feel free to message me if you want.
staceypops20 1 year ago
This is the saddest video ever.
Chelle87pff 1 year ago
whats the name of this song?
crackerify 1 year ago
that's why i hate all my family becouse the always tell me that i'm fat and becouse of them i'm ana
patrullita11 1 year ago
i had my own problems with food, i thunk i was the worse piece of shit that was, but when in one of my runways, i look at the mirror i realize that this was stupid and all my life was becoming into death and all off this was just stupid... and in stead of been stupid i just keep eating idk how i thunk in that but i just did it and well now here i am alive... why loving life... but some of the ppl don't realize that in time so plz help everyone in that situation .
DropingtoD 1 year ago
The pic with the dog at 0 : 24 is verry cute
RedRosesAndBears 1 year ago
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So, you are not "wasting your life" anymore?
MachineAmbition 1 year ago
what song is this
tisha2323 1 year ago
Now this is only my belief. I think this starts off as a lifestyle. And when you start restricting and going without you're brain starts to starve without nutrients. And thats when it becomes a mental illness. When it comes to point where you cant eat, even when you want to, its a mental illness. Starving your vital organs. I've had an eating disorder for 10 yrs. Bulimia not anorexia. These diseases will kill you eventually.
ashleyryanful 1 year ago
@ashleyryanful i completely agree with you thats my believe too:)
356MICkiE356 1 year ago
Whats the name of the song? ''(
Sami10004 1 year ago
This goes to show you that you and anyone else with similar stories need to stop listening to others. People out there are rude and disrespectful and they dont understand that everyone is different. Dont be indluenced by others harsh words, thats the worse you could do. Be yourself and be happy with who you are, then there shall be no problems. Hope youre okay.
4Bong2Therapy0 1 year ago
hey, somebody tell me the name of the second song please??
50605954 1 year ago
@50605954 Courage by Superchick
choushoukougun 1 year ago
I'm crying!:(
TheTripleJLover 1 year ago
im skinny but i dont have anorexia and i do wanna gain more weight, the thing is i got a fast metabolism and i eat slow but i eat tons of things that would make a person gain weight just that i dont eat fast enough to gain some weight...
gossipgi 1 year ago
whats anorexia and what does it do?/
rebmoe 1 year ago
@rebmoe it is starvation of your body, they do not eat, their hair falls out, their teeth rott, their bones become brittle, they have heart attacks, they become dehydrated, they have strokes, damage their liver, heart and kidneys. They soon might die if they do not go into treatment
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 hey and im really glad you healed dont let it face ur goals :P
rebmoe 1 year ago
@rebmoe its a mental disorder where mostly girls and somtimes boys think they are fat when the're really not. so they stop eating and starve themselfs
Huckleberry678 1 year ago
Funny how someone being so careless with words can cause such a huge effect in your life... my roomates used to call me fat all the time, and I suppose I was- and that was when I lost my first 15 lbs, now I'm on 35, cept I'm still nowhere near ribs or shoulder blades.
Fast2Shadows 1 year ago
i had anorexia too, i was only 13 years old. I went to hospital, because I lost 10 kilos
rodachina 1 year ago
honey you are not that skinny :* you are beautiful
NinucaTs 1 year ago
I can tell that video could have been hard to make, to put yourself out there for the world in this way. I can't thank you enough for your bravery in doing this, and I can imagine this video has saved lives. Thank you x
Ps. I'm so scared for my friend who could be/could be going on to becoming anorexic. How can I help?
xLilypotterx 1 year ago
oh its so sad
takaoyona90 1 year ago
What song is this?
jordynbasia 1 year ago
@jordynbasia beautiful-Bethany Dillan
XxfallingbonesxX 1 year ago
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you're not that slim at all:O hahah
marliexemo 1 year ago
@marliexemo wow, what a great thing to say to someone with anorexia.
WeMissYouLawliet 1 year ago
@marliexemo youre an idiot :o
gloglowsinthedark1 1 year ago
@marliexemo what a meanie! i bet your just jealous and u wish u cud b that skinny! leave the poor girl alone...she stopped herself from becoming too bony but u cud already tell her shoulder bone was sticking out! so are u happy! the only reason she became anorexic was from people like you saying that shes not skinny enough! you probly just caused her to relapse again! why dont you just stop posting rude comments that hurt peoples feelings...shes trying to get over this!
catalacka9123 1 year ago
@marliexemo lol oohh ita juat auch a good job i dont listen to tw*ts like you anymore & have someone who loves me for who I am, which is probably more than i can say about you...
staceypops20 9 months ago
@marliexemo You dont have to be s skeleton to be a anorexia. Some anorectic people can be fat, normal, just thin.. and so are there the people who are so skinny as a skeleton!
TheMarleyShadow 9 months ago
stupid IDIOT people these days calling other people fat and having them take it personally... a lot.
I feel your pain. I was 128 pounds and 4'11" when i was 11, and been called "Chubby Short Korean" for 2 years many people, when i first came to united states from korea 4 years ago. Due to my rapid growth and fast metabolism, the people who called me "Chubby" can now take their words back. I am now 5'11", 137 pounds and 14
jetplain1919 1 year ago
I was Bulimic and Anorexic, My ED started in 2007 and got worse I have finaly recovered at the beginning or this year. it's a horrible thing to go through, I tried so many times to get help rang and hung up BEATS twice and cancled doctors appointments twice, I finaly mad the big step and got help although counciling did nothing for me, in the end I got made to get better with the help of my brother. So anyone who is ill with this illness get help please. xx
redeyedangel09 1 year ago
@redeyedangel09 wow well done for getting the help, i was the same, cancelling appointments etc, until a very close friend went with me
staceypops20 9 months ago
@staceypops20 thanks. it horrid to say i still battle with an ED. i thought i was better but turns out i'm not.
i have moved, got a new job, made new friends, had a bf until last night - i broke it off with him. for the past week not been eating enough or just have time too. i am starting to battle with the thoughts all over again.
but 7th july i am going dietician for help, maybe then i will beable to recover properly.
hope your okay?? xx
redeyedangel09 8 months ago
Whats the song at the start called?
JesseGeorgeLover 1 year ago
I am confused with anorexia .. you dont eat what so ever ? nothing.. not even a bite of toast? or do you eat a bit like 150 calories a day ?
RikkyMelanyMoments 1 year ago
@RikkyMelanyMoments they do not eat ever, or they eat very little calories they deprive their bodies of nutrients that they desperately need
elibeth121 1 year ago
Thanks for sharing your experience. By doing this you may have helped lots of others. Actually, I once came close to having anorexia. I got over it by making a plan, not forcing myself and going outdoors more often. Furthermore, I found out that looking only at what I'm doing, not what I want to achieve, helps me to get a balance in life. Anyways, I wish you all the strength you need to be yourself and be happy. You deserve it.
Superaintit 1 year ago
i recently started with a eating dissorder when someone commented on my weight at the time i was fairly slim but i was still worried that i was fat .. the reason i stopped eating was when a boy told me to go to weight watchers and i was a sumo fighter . i lokk at pictures from a year ago when i first started and i was slim. But now ive stopped i carnt start again and i carnt stand the look of food . i tried eating after about 6 weeks into my Anorexia but the texture of food was so unberable.
ChloeBedson 1 year ago
@ChloeBedson try eating soft things such as baby food fruits, or applesauce, yogurt or a protein drink
elibeth121 1 year ago
@ChloeBedson hey so sorry its taken me so long to reply, have had a busy few months in/out of hosp luckily not 'ana' or 'mia' related, feel free to message me if you want to chat
staceypops20 9 months ago
whats the songs? you did an amazing job.. im proud of you.. you have guts to share your story..
lilfoot90 1 year ago
whats the song? you did an amazing job.. im proud of you.. you have guts to share your story..
lilfoot90 1 year ago
OK FUCKIN STIOP REPLYING I ONLY SAID IT BECAUSE WHO WOULD POST THIS REALLY
xxxSupernaturalxxxx 1 year ago
@xxxSupernaturalxxxx well, a lot of people post videos like this. the reason for it is to give others hope. not to make them feel bad or degrade them. she is trying to let others know that you can get better and that there is hope out there. some people don't have support of family or anyone. so i applaud the author for having the courage to post her story so others may find hope.
IvescaleEmengarde 1 year ago
omg 5:08 is that you!!!??? i feel so sorry for you and everyone with this disease.
stuffandstuffable 1 year ago
that last picture really scared me......i dont have anorexia, but just lik most teenage girls, i've felt insecure about my weight....
ive never been over-weight or under-weight and this made me realize how truly lucky i am, thank you
hottie00336688 1 year ago
that last picture really scared me......i dont have anorexia, but just lik most teenage girls, i've felt insecure about my weight....
ive never been over-weight or under-weight and this made me realize how truly lucky i am, thank you
hottie00336688 1 year ago
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hottie00336688 1 year ago
oh well atleast u got better. ive been hospitalized about 2 times this year from collapsing
im like severely under weight and my heart is straining itself to just keep me conscious. i ended up collapsing at school this year my freshman year in like Feb. of 2010 and then just got home from hospital yesterday but relapsed both times.
sassoccer95 1 year ago
how did you get through anorexia??? im struggling with it how did u get through this
sassoccer95 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 My dance director said I wasn't allowed back in her academy until I gained weight. I was threatened with hospitalization which allowed me to realize I had a real problem. I also had a friend who would stand over me until I had consumed an entire meal every day at lunch. I started going to see a psychologist who helped me identify what started me on the path to anorexia, which helped a lot. Being able to identify what triggered the disease made me want to conquer it.
LEHB2011 1 year ago
@LEHB2011 Good for you, I will always be here if you want to chat with someone. I am so proud of you, continue to fight
elibeth121 1 year ago
I'm so sorry for you, but I know how it is. I was diagnosed with Anorexia in April of my freshman year in high school; I am going to be a senior in high school in the fall. Even though my weight is slowly getting better, its still a daily struggle. In August of my junior year, I became a vegan as a result of my Anorexia. In September of my junior year, I had a seizure while I was in school and had to be taken to the hospital. I want to congragulate you for not letting the disease kill you.
LEHB2011 1 year ago
Sorry, its NOT a disease. Its an addiction, like over eating or meth. If you want to stop, you stop. if you don't its bc you get something out of it, its your choice.
Morethanenough1 1 year ago
its OBVIOUS that she lost A LOT of weight and she did get VERY skinny!
dfsjkgdb 1 year ago
I'm a sufferer of symptoms I've never been diagnosed anorexic, I used to be a size four at one point when i shouldve atleast been size 8, but now i have a real body of a woman, although i tend to have relapses alot, it comes when im depressed, and when I feel full up i tend to purge so then I dont feel as fat. just comes and goes, but Im glad I don't have a councilor, I'd be so unhappy then
tacos2sc 1 year ago
ok i understood this as i too am suffering, but the last bit about 'choosing' anorexia....is complete bollocks!! im sorry but you dont choose her she chooses you and you just dont know until its too late.
girlex 1 year ago
watching this video makes me feel like the biggest fat ass in the world
ketchietl 1 year ago
stupid fat bitch.. she should stop eating completely... waste of fucken oxygen.. YOUR FAT ASS IS CAUSING GLOBAL WARMING BITCH.... can u say fat much?!?!...
papag000 1 year ago
I also have anorexia but i still want too lose weight, I still continue too lose weight. I know its dangerous but I cant stop...
MysteryAnaGirl 1 year ago
what's the second song?
daniseandjustin 1 year ago
if you want to gain weight you must eat molasses. realy molasses only at the Turkiye (Turkey)... and i'm sooryy.. maybe I did Wrong write. becouse my english is very bad. Eat Pekmez !!!!
birdiyar12 1 year ago
What's the first song?
I hope for you that it go better soon!!
MijnSokjes 1 year ago
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fatass lose more weight.
tbugwow 1 year ago
@tbugwow Hey, fuck off. With a recovering anorexic, that is NOT what you are entitled to say. That could be an endangerment to her. You're scum; that was a low comment.
iamjacksbr0kenheart 1 year ago
omg this is so sad :'(
by the way whats the song ?
I hope for you you too get better :)
xxxx
MysteryAnaGirl 1 year ago
people have told me that im too skinny, and i have a problem, but i donttt. im still to heavy.
thatgirlwhosiings 1 year ago
This made me cry. I have been struggling with eating disorders for about 2 years now and its really reassuring to know other people have gone through it and im not alone in this battle.
7xoRachelxo7 1 year ago
get over it and eat a doughnut
b0bftl 1 year ago
doesnt look like it...at all
britcar90210 1 year ago
u dont look like a severe anorextic or anything well i guess no one would lie or want to lie aabout this... anyways i hope u are feeling better now and days
HeyYouPMme 1 year ago
what song is this?
MishysWords 1 year ago
sweetie, keep fighting.... it's worth the fight. I'm terrible disturbed by the comments people put on here about not looking anorexic or anything. They have issues they need to work out themselves by the sounds of things. you have can an ED at any weight, it doesn't discriminate. you know your story and what you have to do for you. I personally am glad you are not one of those girls/guys who are so under weight that it's a miracle they are alive... you're beautiful and worth recovery!
mandypants85 1 year ago
@anagirl3251 You are a sick bastard saying something like that.
pegleghobble 1 year ago
i hope your getting back to a healthy life/your already back to a healthy life. its hard to get through. :\ what are the songs names? <3
Vicky78511 1 year ago
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ChouTwu 2 years ago
Superchick - Courage
ChouTwu 2 years ago
thats another song xD
xxx
vampierjosefien 2 years ago
this song..whats it called?
rik0na 2 years ago
beautiful- bethany dillon
bookcreator 2 years ago
i didnt have anorexia, i had bulimia. i had just kept thinking to myself, "i have to be thin" but it turns out, i didnt. you need to remind yourself that you dont need to a stick figure to be thin. you just need to enjoy life. im not anymore. i talked to my friend about it and i slowly stopped. she told me that i need healthy weight to keep me from floating into the sky. so thats how i think of it. we need weight to stop us from floating off to Pluto! so just think of that. it will help.
novideosforme123 2 years ago
what song is this? :)
sarahlange555 2 years ago
@sarahlange555 beautiful - Bethany Dillon
MeCassie95 2 years ago
gurl u were already a healthy size before u started getting an eating disorder. You cant let ppl bring u down. sometimes ppl just say stupid shit because they feel inadequate about themselves.
athenakitty3 2 years ago
i hope you get better!!! its a long journey..i started to stop eating but it felt more like a brainwash and i was lucky to get help so early. have a strong will to get better and always think to yourself, "i know im beautiful, but im my own beauty, and no one can take that away from me"
o0IceRing0o 2 years ago
its not something you have control on.
so, unless uve faced it be4, STFU
girlylolita 2 years ago
yes hunny
i know how you feel !
sarahlange555 2 years ago
thanks for sharing this...
anole123 2 years ago
chavdecboi what sort of sick twisted being are you , you obviously need to open your mind a bit more . this stuff isnt just generalised in being sad or being sad with yourself , it can be a range of reasons such as a dramatic change or loss in somones life or loss of control just hope that people like yourself open your mind and put yourself in others shoes .
chelquecherub 2 years ago
she says shes trying,if ur gonna comment like that why would u watch videos like this.
elitemonkey589 2 years ago
They said she was slim so y did she lose weight if ppl told her she was SKINNY not FAT?
Talkitivestar100 2 years ago
because it doesnt matter if everyone else says your skinny it matters if you think your skinny.
and clearly she didnt.
MelleyMichelle 2 years ago
Talkitivestar100 because people with anorexia dont see it like that, however many people tell them they are thin, they see themselves as fat
Emmaa894 2 years ago
What a moving video - I don't suffer from anorexia, but really feel for those who do! The control of food over your life must be so strong - remember food isn't your enemy, ones mind can be! Hope it works out for you!
rhyfelwrDuw 2 years ago
Nicely-done video, good music & comments. I coud feel how real it is. I weigh over 200 pounds, am 5'2*. I wish I had "tmporary anorexia" so I could get down 2 my "dream weight" --110. Don't want 2 go lower, because when shoulder blades stick out, it's time 2 stop -- otherwise ur not beautiful, u look lik something from a concentration camp - NOT beautiful! Ur lucky...& probably wel-off...not every1 has horses! (Is 11987...a L.I. zip code? I used t2 liv in 11362!) Eat SLOWLY, lik French do!
UTAOUB 2 years ago
@UTAOUB , im not well off, ive just worked hard to be able to have horses :)
staceypops20 1 year ago
@UTAOUB my shoulders stick out, but it's not like my journey is over -.-
M0d3rator 1 year ago