BPD 83: Focus Irregularities of Borderline Personality Disorder

[kurtrosenwinkel]

Ahahaha, you are so similar to me, dude. It's good to see that a fellow male also has my issues.

[NikeshalovesCasey]

serotonin re-inhibitors..... what about 5-htp? any research on this topic? Id love a vid on it :)

[NikeshalovesCasey]

haha you just awnsered my question... my bad. I have to pause the vid to write before I forget what I was gona say lmfao proof! ahahah

[NikeshalovesCasey]

I totally agree with you about the ADD ADHD... and honestly I think that could be a part of the anxiety. Like if we have a hard time focusing we may not feel very confidant in social situations leading to anxiety and insecure thoughts. Its like a cycle. What do you think?

[NikeshalovesCasey]

you have gotten a lot better at focusing and getting your point across :)

[nicole70ify]

your videos sorry.

[nicole70ify]

this one hits close to home..love or videos!!!

[composer63]

@nicole70ify I dont get what your saying?

[rdoearth]

ADD is a cognitive disorder in of itself, and in the case of the borderline, more a byproduct of the condition rather than a comormid condition such is the case with anxiety disorder and depression. It is more a 'types and qualities' kind of thing, and can be strongly affected by personality.

You don't need to be BPD to have these sore of difficulties, however I do concede that most do, and by default.

[rdoearth]

Many, or most of these focus irregularities are due to a lack of validation from others, thus the propensity to feel threatened, misunderstood, and even attacked by others when criticized. This can create a deep sense of pain and confusion, and in turn makes the anxiety and depression much worse.

[composer63]

@rdoearth I think its not due to a lack of validation but a genetic dispossition one is born with

[rdoearth]

@composer63 I understand that you might think that personally, because you yourself have been diagnosed ADD, a dysfunction that is genetic and is marked by focus irregularities. I am not disagreeing with you, but I am merely saying that one does not necessariy need to be ADD to suffer with focus irregularities. It can come from other cources, and I believe that this is the case for most bpd sufferers.

[MixedSignals1979]

Great video man. BPD is ruining my life, I can relate to everything in this video. I feel BPD will eventually kill me.

[composer63]

@MixedSignals1979 There is a way. Medication.. :P

[MixedSignals1979]

@composer63 i fear its too late, my mind is almost gone. Ill post some videos soon.

[composer63]

@MixedSignals1979 dude. I doubt its like that. you can make it fine. learn. and live. little by little.

[nicknackrap]

The newer your videos are the healthier you appear and act. Im so happy for you, especially since I see it happening in me as well. Btw this focus thing is 100% spot on, im still this way.

[composer63]

@nicknackrap you need meds for this. attention is only treatable by meds.

[nicknackrap]

@composer63 This is where it gets complicated because the meds did fix my attention but messed me up in all other symptoms.

[composer63]

@nicknackrap have you taken strattera before?

[nicknackrap]

@composer63 Ive been on all that perscription drug shit, its all bad.

[tokyodusty]

Charles this is Dustin from Facebook and this is sooo TRUE!! I have ADD as well you got it right on the dot.

[composer63]

@tokyodusty >:)

[grymmspixie19]

so im not imagining my that i speak funny....sigh.

[composer63]

@grymmspixie19 >:D online you seems just fine.

[grymmspixie19]

yes charles i can see you :)

[SiffaScary]

wow this made a lot of sense to me, very well put together and very enlightening Charles :D

[composer63]

@SiffaScary :D

[Chiiiiyo]

I really like the way ur bodylanguage is nowadays btw, and the way that you talk. You seem so calm :)

[composer63]

@Chiiiiyo >;)

[Chiiiiyo]

Sometimes I take forever to explain something... And then the anger at annyoance of myself during will make it even harder.. lol

[composer63]

@Chiiiiyo frustrating.... >:P

[whiteasafeather]

Love this. I can see that you are very intelligent with a rich vocabulary, but just as you you say, have trouble expressing. This was like looking in a mirror. It often makes me want to scream or have the person trying to listen to me scream at me.

[composer63]

@whiteasafeather interesting input there man.

[whiteasafeather]

@composer63 Mm. I'm a girl, and thank you. Be well, friend :)

[composer63]

@whiteasafeather >:D take care sister BPD.