I can't even imagine how that would feel to know that even in the best case scenario at least one person who you love, and who loves you, will probably abandon you :(
wow. I hope I catch up to the present day, and find out that you broke some coming out record and not a single person felt any different about you afterwards.
Ms. Charolette, please try to forgive me for focusing on this, but you see, I have what is known as a MAJOR yawning fetish, and you, my dear, are one of the SEXIEST looking yawners I have ever seen! Please contact me if you want to learn more about why I have this fetish, if you wouldn't mind. Keep the videos coming, luv! :-D ;-D
Please forgive me for focusing on this, Ms. Charolette, but transgender or not, I have what is known as a MAJOR yawning fetish, and you, my dear, possess some of the best yawning on the internet! :-D ;-D BTW, if you would like to know more about why I have this particular fetish, please try to contact me so that we can talk about it, okay, sweetie? Thank you, and keep those videos coming, okay? :-D ;-D
thnx for another great video. If I were there with you I'd give you a big hug and then we'll go out shopping or something so you don't feel so alone. :)
I know loneliness and feeling self-conscious, so you're not alone. The self-consciousness might get better, I'm not sure what to say because I would be more relaxed when it's quiet. Too much noise in a public place bothers me, I probably look like rain man in situations like that. I think you can find someone to cuddle with, if you can't then some of us have no hope at all!
Very lovely =) wish I could get my hair to look nice like that. It just always wants to do its own thing. I am new to the youtube thing and have yet to make any ummm vlog if that is the correct term. My first will be for the promotion thing that I noticed that a lot of you are doing.
My kitties and your kitty need to have a tea party. Seriously how do you not have someone to hold you... you're like the cutest girl ever. That's crazy.
I don't think your to emo, hehe, I didn't see an A cut hairstyle or any black eye liner :) I know the relationship stuff can be confusing and sometimes disheartening, but you'll get through it, same with the fam I hope. Of course your kitty is super squeezably cute!
Yes she is! I was lucky enoug thats she stayed still for the video. I know it will get better, but some nights are worse than others. I am sure with time it will get better.
I can totally understand what your going through at the moment sometimes, i feel so lonely and sad. And just want to be huged or be lying in someones arms who truely loves me for who iam.I have reached the point when waking up in the morning is a pain.
And carrying on with my life seems so useless. Because i just cant belive that there, is someone out there who could understand me and love me the way iam.
a few really good friends can be a lot more supportive then the people you are related to, so i guess what i am saying is, home is where you make it, and anyone can be your family.
ttyl, Chelsea
ps: didnt mean to double post, but i always have a problem keeping comments short.
hey, i just wanted to say that i think you are awesome, it takes a ton of courage to make a video and put it on here, i really hope things go well with your dad / family, it would be nice if our family's would except us for who we are but not everything in the world is perfect and even if your family doesn't want anything to do with you,
Charlotte, you know we all have days like that, hope you bounce back quickly, I'll bet you are already bounced back :) You look very similar in your vlogs, I don't think you change you look every time. I'm sure the need to be held isn't just placebo effect. Take your time with that, you know what happens if you don't :)
Yeah, I have always been somewhat affectionate but whew! Now I feel like its on overdrive. It might be good that I don;t have someone to lay with because I doubt I would ever get out of bed!
Im SO glad someone else has said how theraputic youtube can feel! When ive had to come home alone it has so been replacement company!Of course Cats do help with that too:)
Also I think particularly when going through something as huge as transition its human nature to want someone there when you get home and at night.
My experiance was that transition did massively increase my desire to have people around to share life with(weather it was a relationship or not) too
Hey Charlotte, Just like you I too am lonely. I would love to come home to a man after work,laugh,cry and share my life with.But how many men are out there who genuinely want a hetro relationship with a trans woman? Who'll want us for who we are rather than what we are?
KITTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
K1ngSar0s 2 years ago
I love brown kitties!!
FergusonTO35 3 years ago
I'm still catching up with your vlogs....
I can't even imagine how that would feel to know that even in the best case scenario at least one person who you love, and who loves you, will probably abandon you :(
wow. I hope I catch up to the present day, and find out that you broke some coming out record and not a single person felt any different about you afterwards.
JohnnyPanic13 4 years ago
Ms. Charolette, please try to forgive me for focusing on this, but you see, I have what is known as a MAJOR yawning fetish, and you, my dear, are one of the SEXIEST looking yawners I have ever seen! Please contact me if you want to learn more about why I have this fetish, if you wouldn't mind. Keep the videos coming, luv! :-D ;-D
letusdiscuss2006 4 years ago
Please forgive me for focusing on this, Ms. Charolette, but transgender or not, I have what is known as a MAJOR yawning fetish, and you, my dear, possess some of the best yawning on the internet! :-D ;-D BTW, if you would like to know more about why I have this particular fetish, please try to contact me so that we can talk about it, okay, sweetie? Thank you, and keep those videos coming, okay? :-D ;-D
letusdiscuss2006 4 years ago
your cat is cute i have a light brownish black tabby that I've had sense she fit in the palm of my hand
rebecca341 4 years ago
Great job Charlotte :)
faerynthemoon 4 years ago
your cat is so cute xD, i have an orange one :D
spencerdartstar 4 years ago
Yes she is a sweeite :)
karmatic1110 4 years ago
I think you are very beautiful. I know you probably have heard it from a lot of people, but I had to say it too.
Eklore 4 years ago
Thank you.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
thnx for another great video. If I were there with you I'd give you a big hug and then we'll go out shopping or something so you don't feel so alone. :)
gothique11 4 years ago
Ohhh I soooo need to move closer to you! :P
karmatic1110 4 years ago
I know loneliness and feeling self-conscious, so you're not alone. The self-consciousness might get better, I'm not sure what to say because I would be more relaxed when it's quiet. Too much noise in a public place bothers me, I probably look like rain man in situations like that. I think you can find someone to cuddle with, if you can't then some of us have no hope at all!
femstarlight 4 years ago
LOL there is always hope. Its the only thing keeping me going sometimes.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
Remember, practice makes perfection.
kitykat65 4 years ago
That it does and I need a lot of practice!
karmatic1110 4 years ago
Very lovely =) wish I could get my hair to look nice like that. It just always wants to do its own thing. I am new to the youtube thing and have yet to make any ummm vlog if that is the correct term. My first will be for the promotion thing that I noticed that a lot of you are doing.
Ladyoffears 4 years ago
It's a great project..it really is.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
cause we care charolete (sorry about the spelling)
yurchardonnay 4 years ago
Aww thank you :)
karmatic1110 4 years ago
My kitties and your kitty need to have a tea party. Seriously how do you not have someone to hold you... you're like the cutest girl ever. That's crazy.
grishno 4 years ago
Probably because I am terrified on some level. I don;t know if I am ready to get close to anybody but I really want to cuddle lol!
karmatic1110 4 years ago
I don't think your to emo, hehe, I didn't see an A cut hairstyle or any black eye liner :) I know the relationship stuff can be confusing and sometimes disheartening, but you'll get through it, same with the fam I hope. Of course your kitty is super squeezably cute!
nuclearswan 4 years ago
Yes she is! I was lucky enoug thats she stayed still for the video. I know it will get better, but some nights are worse than others. I am sure with time it will get better.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
i love your videos!!
03031983 4 years ago
Thank You
karmatic1110 4 years ago
I can totally understand what your going through at the moment sometimes, i feel so lonely and sad. And just want to be huged or be lying in someones arms who truely loves me for who iam.I have reached the point when waking up in the morning is a pain.
And carrying on with my life seems so useless. Because i just cant belive that there, is someone out there who could understand me and love me the way iam.
03031983 4 years ago
I believe there is someone who will love me regardless...its just a matter of finding that person.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
Just wanted to say hello! You rock!
manniefaces 4 years ago
Well thank you haha and drop by anytime!
karmatic1110 4 years ago
a few really good friends can be a lot more supportive then the people you are related to, so i guess what i am saying is, home is where you make it, and anyone can be your family.
ttyl, Chelsea
ps: didnt mean to double post, but i always have a problem keeping comments short.
Chalsier 4 years ago
We shall see. I think I am going to go tomorrow but who knows.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
hey, i just wanted to say that i think you are awesome, it takes a ton of courage to make a video and put it on here, i really hope things go well with your dad / family, it would be nice if our family's would except us for who we are but not everything in the world is perfect and even if your family doesn't want anything to do with you,
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Chalsier 4 years ago
good luck girly, ur looking great as always
pigpen7471 4 years ago
Thank you :)
karmatic1110 4 years ago
Charlotte, you know we all have days like that, hope you bounce back quickly, I'll bet you are already bounced back :) You look very similar in your vlogs, I don't think you change you look every time. I'm sure the need to be held isn't just placebo effect. Take your time with that, you know what happens if you don't :)
ritesofspr 4 years ago
Yeah, I have always been somewhat affectionate but whew! Now I feel like its on overdrive. It might be good that I don;t have someone to lay with because I doubt I would ever get out of bed!
karmatic1110 4 years ago
Im SO glad someone else has said how theraputic youtube can feel! When ive had to come home alone it has so been replacement company!Of course Cats do help with that too:)
Also I think particularly when going through something as huge as transition its human nature to want someone there when you get home and at night.
My experiance was that transition did massively increase my desire to have people around to share life with(weather it was a relationship or not) too
tarageek 4 years ago
I think you spoke perfectly on the subject oof the reaon for wanting someone around. I also have become more social as of late.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
Hey Charlotte, Just like you I too am lonely. I would love to come home to a man after work,laugh,cry and share my life with.But how many men are out there who genuinely want a hetro relationship with a trans woman? Who'll want us for who we are rather than what we are?
ellenfar 4 years ago
I don't even know what I want relationship wise (boyfriend of girlfriend) or that I even want on right now, but I want something with somebody.
karmatic1110 4 years ago
You are a very sweet person. I wish you well.
tgseal4 4 years ago
Aww thank you and you as well.
karmatic1110 4 years ago